Letter(s) from Nadezhda Zolotova to Roy (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my dear Roy,
Thank you for your replying on my letter. It's so nice of you.
I think that you are a very interesting person. So I decided to use the chance to get to know you.
I have decided to try to get a this website of acquaintances and there can be something it will turn out.
Please, I would like to have more pictures of you.
I would like to know you more and I hope one day we can establish a serious and long relationship between us.
I believe that relationship is a goof foundation for any relation what so ever.
I don't think that the age and appearance is so important though I am rather pretty.
The most important what is inside you and how do you feel about the life.
I know this life from many sides and I am rather mature already to know how to make a man happy.
I don't know if you answer me or not. But why not to try? I will regret if not to try.
I think we should use every chance to find our happiness.
Life is too short to use it only for thinking and dreaming.
I try to act but not only to dream. So I am here!
In this letter I would like to tell you more about myself.
I will not write you much about myself now. I will just give you an idea of who I am.
My name is Nadezhda, me of 26 years, my birthday is on August 28 1979
I on a trade the seller of the industrial goods, I work in shop of wholesale sales of clothes.
I work to earn for my living.
I have really many interests: music, reading, books, movies, good conversations, sports and many other things which make the life wonderful.
I am creative and curious by nature.
I love to travel, to discover new places and meet new people, open mind and heart to the rest of the world and get enriched by it's marvels and wisdom.
I am fun loving, but quiet and romantic in the same time.
I like and value sophisticated as well as simple things.
I like to be on fresh air to travel.
The truth I was only in four cities of Russia, while I any more did not manage anywhere to be. I never was in other countries.
O, forgive I has forgotten to tell you that I live in city Ulyanovsk.
It is average city on the sizes here lives about 400 thousand people.
Our city is on two coast of the greatest russian river Volga.
My city is from Moscow approximately in 700 kilometers to a southeast.
Especially I like autumn and rain, because it's time for reminiscence.
I like just sitting near the window and see the rain.
As every person I need in close relationship, do everything together, live and desire of life together. I learn to trust my instincts.
I can't say that I have many friends. I know many people but I am very picky about the friends.
Friend is a person who will be with me all my life. And I am lucky to have some really good friends.
But I am very sociable that is why there are many people I have good relations with.
I live with my mum and we are very friendly My mum wish me happiness and she wants, that I at last have found my happiness Well, I probably I finish to write to you while this letter.
Probably I have tired you with the story about myself.
I hope that you will answer my letter and we shall continue our correspondence.
I shall wait the answer with impatience!
Best regards.
Nadezhda

Letter 2

Hello
I very much wait for your letter.
Today I visited Internet - cafe to look your letters but was afflicted because you have not written to me.
Can you write me more often?
I miss you so much.
My mum asked about you.
She asked send you HI.
Nadezhda

Letter 3

Hi my beautiful friend Roy
I am sincerely glad, to that you have answered me again. Your letter give me a charge of energy for all day!
At you very well it has turned out on Russian.
I read them with the great pleasure. In the letters you may ask me about everything, that interests you about me.
But if I on them do not answer you, do not take offence, I simply can not understand it , set to me it slightly on another and I it is indispensable on him shall answer you.
It is my first experience of acquaintance through the Internet, but this way has very much liked me as I was answered at once with the person who has liked me.
I write the letters from the Internet of cafe so be not upset if I shall not answer you the letter at once, simply the Internet of cafe may be closed.
It is very interesting to me what weather at you today, I think, that at you should be warm.
Spring my liked season, I likes to look, how the nature comes to life after winter.
As the first kidneys on trees are dismissed. Birds who an autumn departed on the south arrive , but they again will return.
The first grows a grass, many children leave on street and are pleased to this season.
Children it future our planet and on them all our hope, does a pleasure me the big pleasure to observe of them.
My mum educated me good formation as you know I has finished the Ulyanovsk state university on a speciality the economic.
But nevertheless I do not work on this speciality.
Sometimes at me in life there come such times, that I seem to me, that already for whom it is not necessary, that I shall stay one, but nevertheless I calm myself and I believe that the main love in my life still will come, the god will help me with it.
Tell to me more about itself, you like to listen to what your liked dish, what your liked film, what else music.
My liked dish it pelmeni, this very tasty dish from Russian kitchen which consists of forcemeat of a beef and pork with an onions and spices wrapped up in a dough and are cooked.
This really excellent dish. There may be sometime I of you him shall feed.
My liked films it Gladiator and Angel city, is film about the big love when it was finished I very strongly cried if you of it did not look, look necessarily, it is pleasant to you.
As to music, she is pleasant to me different on mood, I as like Russian classics Chaykovskiy, Rohmaninov, Rimskiy-Korsakov as it is pleasant to me Madonna, Enya, Kylie Minogue.
I think, that after that you will know letters more about me.
Thank for perfect pictures.
I very much like your letters. On it I shall finish the letter.
Your friend Nadezhda.

Letter 4

My friend Roy I am again glad to you to tell Hello!!!
Our correspondence Seems has become stronger also we became already more close people!
I am very glad to receive your letters when I come in the Internet of cafe and I receive your letter, at me at once am cheered up, so it is pleasant for me to receive from you letters. I hope, that our correspondence will be strengthened also we shall not overlook the friend about the friend!
With the letter I send you the one more image, I hope it to you it is pleasant. You like my images?
My girlfriends constantly ask me about you, to them interestingly what habits at you what you. I answer them, that I already for a long time did not communicate with such person as you, I really very much like your letters.
I understand, that you that person on which are possible to rely!
Today there was really ridiculous case with my cat Murka.
I still hold houses fishs, my cat observed of them with top, but was unintentionally broke and has fallen in an aquarium to fishs, having frightened thus and?
Uaie after that she was all crude, but I of her have turned in a towel and she has gradually dried up.
Tell to me as your affairs as you will spend the day, it would be very interesting to me to learn about you more... Unfortunately I on it finish the letter.
I am able to speak on English as to write.
I think it will be better if I shall write to you on English.
If something I shall write with a mistake you me will correct, I to this I shall be very glad.
With the big impatience I shall look forward to hearing from you!
Have a nice day! Good luck!
Your friend Nadezhda.

Letter 5

Hello my best friend Roy
I hope you not against, that I name you the best friend.
Simply I very much to you attachment, and I think, that you my best friend!
At us with you as I understand the new feeling arises, I tested such feeling at school when studied in 8 class, I then have fallen in love with one, the boy, but at present it drinks alcohol very much, in general in Russia very big quantity people drink vodka do not understand why.
I very big opponent of the use of alcohol, and I in life of it shall never use!
As not the supporter of smoking, I think, that this superfluous.
It was very pleasant for me to receive from you the letter, I start to be pleased lifes, and this pleasure is connected by that we have found each other.
What all of you the remarkable person!
I should admit to you one thing.
My real name Maria, I wrote to you that my name is Nadezhda only for one reason.
The matter is that in Russia give always two names.
One name write in the passport and other name give in church when the person christen.
But a real name at me Maria, Nadezhda this my church name.
I hope that you have not taken offence at me because of it!
With such person as you I would agree to lead all life, I know, that it is possible to rely on you, I completely trust you and I know, that such person, as you never me deceive.
The deceit is the most bad character trait of the person, it at all does not decorate the person! Today with girlfriends I went to park and I have noticed there one pair, there were two and embraced, Aheir persons looked the happiest which it would be possible only will present, and I represented, that it is possible we when-ieaoau as we shall go together and we shall be happiest people, such, that everyone will look at us and everyone will be to admire.
Dear Roy, if you can value a woman, if you look for warmth, passion and caress, if you can love and want to be loved then our meeting may become a gift of Fate for both of us.
If you look for a woman who would make your blood run faster and your heart beat stronger then you might have found what you searched for.
I'll be glad to share with you my warmth and saved passion and tendered.
I can be an embodiment of your hidden desires.
My romantics and tender raised by your love and desire may turn into intoxicating magic cocktail with the taste of happiness.
You'll become an owner and tactful keeper of secret nectar of love.
I am romantic and woman secret. We'll present a new world to each other full of bright colors on the shining lights.
We'll rise to the top of love on the wings of passion. Do you want there with me? Do you share my thoughts?
Have you saved the passion and desire I search for? Do you want to try to create a new world with me?
Thank for such beautiful picture. You look on much better than the Hollywood stars.
I very much like to look at your photo.
With impatience I shall wait from you for the answer.
Your Maria.

Letter 6

Hello my dear Roy.
I was really glad and happy to find your letter again!!!
I did not understand earlier that this such - to receive letters from the person whom you appreciate and respect
Simply for that he is, though this person and I have never seen. But thanks that you write to me!!!
I am afraid to give my love and receive instead of it roughness. If you have disagreements with your woman, can you apply roughness? I don't want that this letter contain only the sad side, so despite of sad instants, it is necessary to continue to live and be a pleased life! I love all seasons.
I love autumn.
Yellow leaves, gold trees. It's so fine to walk along the park and listen the rustle of the leaves under feet and to feel a smell of arrival of winter in the air.
And clouds floating along the blue sky and birds flying in the warm grounds.
The rain knocks on windows and on roofs. It is fine!!! In such weather it would be pleasant to appear in a small room with a warm fireplace.
Weak light and slow music... It would be paradise!!! What do you think of it Roy?
What can be finer than romantic evening in rainy day? I love all the seasons.
Like all people, I wait summer in winter and in summer I wait for approach of winter.
But all the same Russian winter is delightful. All world around white. White flakes of snow are slowly turned and fall on the ground. And first frost and first ice under our feet.... And it is pleasant and at the same time easy to break this thin first ice!!!
It will cheerfully burst under the feet and the first small crack is formed under a heel...
And then a web of cracks will spread over all surface of ice. Oh, I'm a romantic nature!!! Simply I have remembered my parents and the day they have got acquainted. As they have told me it was in fine winter evening.
My mum together with her girlfriends went to skate and so it has turned out that my future father went for a drive on the same skating rink.
Suddenly my mother fell on the ice and broke her arm.
And my daddy was near by her and as the true gentleman he helped her to stand and then carried out her up to her house.
Nobody could think that they would fall in love with each other at first sight. And after a while my father has proposed my mum.
But this happiness last only 10 years.
After 10 years of joint life my parents ????????? and the father has left to other woman.
Now I see him very seldom, my father now has own family and he has no time to come to me.
Especially I already have grown and became independent.
As for my mum she is a teacher of history and geography but now she is a housewife.
I do not have better friend than my mum. I hope you could imagine my family.
Do you know how your parents have got acquainted??? What attitudes do you have with them now???
I hope to receive your letter very soon!!!
Sincerely, Maria

Letter 7

Hello my dearest Roy
I am very glad to receive a letter from you!
I don't want to hide my desires - I want to see you in person very much, I just want to look in your eyes, hold your hands.
My mother see me and she said me: "May be it is your destiny..." I want to think so and I want to be with you very much.
We can write many beautiful letters to each other but if we want to know one another really closer we better meet in person, of course if we decide that we are very interested in each other and really wish to meet in person.
From your words I can get a sense of what you meant, the way you are in your heart and soul.
I feel you love the life, and this is a hint was hidden in your words .
One of my friends has found her soul mate through the net and soon she is going to marry to her boyfriend from another part of the world.
So I decided to give it a try too. I am very glad that it helped me to meet you, maybe we can find a lot of things in common and maybe, who knows, that happiness and joy for whole life we will enjoy together.
Of course first of all we have to become good friends, and develop our friendship into deeper and stronger feeling.
I think that best friends will understand each other and support each other on hard days of their life.
It is really important for both partners to be best friend in their relationship. Don't you think so?
I do respect the honesty and open communication in the relationship.
Mutual respect and understanding are really important in happy relationship.
The most important for me in my partner is his kind and caring heart for me, his tender !
Attention to me, his generous and giving personality, I dislike greedy or avid people, because myself I am not stingy or greedy at all. Other things are not really important for me, I am interested only what's inside his heart and soul.
His personality or his character are only important for me in our relationship.
And the last thing I do too much attention to is his attitude for me, what way he treat me and his respect for me.
This is all I require from my partner.
You know, I think that our life is dependent on us only, on our efforts we make to be happy, also the happiness is also dependent on us too.
So let's try to be happy, maybe we are both that persons, which should be together forever and were meant to be together by the destiny.
Who knows maybe we will find that endless love and deep romantic feelings together.
I am very optimistic person, and of course I am full of energy to go on, and full of hopes and dreams to find my love for whole my life. Just let's try
Many kisses Maria

Letter 8

Hello my dear Roy
Why you have stopped to me to write.
I thought, that you treat to me seriously.
Really I have made that that not so.
I ask to forgive for it.
Please write to me.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter.
Your Maria

Letter 9

Hi my lovely Roy!
I shall be possible to name you my love? Probably I hurry with conclusions.
But I am sure that the love arrives to our hearts.
You know, in the childhood I dreamed, that I shall find the prince , with whom I can come on edge of the ground.
In a consequence, I have understood, that actually there are no princes. Ideal the man cannot be found.
But close to an ideal which is necessary for you, you can find. I can not tell you with confidence, that you - my ideal. No. You too can not tell, that I - your ideal.
But in it the reason, what people fall in love? No.
The reason here in many respects. I can not explain an origin of love.
I can not explain why the woman draws to the man.
I can not explain why the man draws to the woman.
It occurs at a subconscious level.
Private world of the person informs to the person about it.
And in a consequence, you understand, that it is the truth. I write you it, that you could understand what to be created in my ideas.
I understand, that you are intended for me, but I am afraid to inform you about it.
I also am afraid to tell you that the love to you has come in my heart. I am afraid to tell you, that I love you.
I am afraid to tell it as the love should be mutual.
With feeling of love, the person does many nonsenses. And I not exception.
You know, when I have decided to begin acquaintance through the Internet, I thought about myself.
(for fun or seriously) It is interesting, if I shall find the love in your country, I should go in your country?
( it there were my ideas before I have got acquainted with you) Further, I did not think of it.
But time has come, when I should think of it. I think that you agree with me.
My lovely, my dear, I am afraid to speak you about it, but I LOVE YOU!!!
And I shall wait for the letter from you with impatience.
Your Maria

Letter 10

Hi my lovely Roy.
I am very glad that you have written to me.
It is very pleasant for me that you continue to write to me.
Today at us bad weather and only your letter has warmed my soul As I am glad that you have answered my reciprocity.
When I yesterday went home from work I casually has met the cousin on the part of the mother.
Her name Irina, we were very glad to such meeting.
When we studied at school we were the best girlfriends, it were possible to tell that we as the native sisters.
We with her spoke and I have told to her that I correspond with you.
Irina me has told that it is very good idea that I correspondence with the man from other country.
Irina me has told that itself has married the American and now she lives in USA.
Simply she long not was at herself on a native land and consequently has arrived to the native city to visit the parents and to meet the friends.
At her already two children and they with the husband are very happy.
She has arrived here with both children that her children could see the grandmother and grandfather.
I at all did not know that she married and lives in America.
Irina me has told that has got acquainted with the husband by the same way through Internet.
Her husband name Mike, he is engaged in business and they are quite supplied.
I so am glad for the cousin that she could to find the happiness!
Irina me has told that soon from USA her husband should arrive and they here will stay still some time.
As though I wanted to find the same family happiness and well-being!!!
And as though I would like that this man of my destiny became you lovely Roy!!!!!!
To me much I would be desirable to tell you only do not know from what to begin.
I do not know that with me to be created recently. I can not explain to you it. I can not understand myself and the feelings.
In my head all has got mixed up. I can not put in order the feelings.
It seems to me that I am necessary for nobody and from these ideas to me to become terribly.
And only your letters to me warm soul. Your letters do not let me an opportunity know that I she and that I am not necessary.
Your letters to me do not give to forget you. If you knew that with me to be created now. I was itself would want to understand.
I have got confused...... I do not know as you to transfer you it. Yesterday I might not fall asleep long.
I all time thought only of you. I for one minute might not forget you.
At work everyone do not learn from me change they speak that with me that that happened also I was ill. But it not so.
At me all is fine. I and itself wanted to understand it. And they are very pleased with it, you know.
Recently all seems to me such unusual. Even I now look at habitual things on another.
It seems to me that all around of me all blossoms and smells sweet.
Even all habitual things which earlier I also did not notice now I them I see.
It seems to me that all around of me blossoms and smells sweet. I thought of you and about us with you much.
I tried to understand the feelings and I have understood that I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
You probably will tell that as I can speak you about it. But I can not hide it more.
I want that you knew it. When I have seen you the first time my intuition you prompted me that which that person I so long searched.
I very much want you to see hotly to embrace you and to kiss. Please write to me more soon.
Do not give to go out my love. Looking for your letter soon. Sincerely.
With love Maria.

Letter 11

Hello my most dear love Roy!
How your businesses? I hope that at you all well!
Yesterday I have carried out good evening with the girlfriend Irina.
She has come to me on work and has invited to itself in the visitors in a case that to her has arrived her husband Mike.
We have carried out time in cafe and then we went for a walk in park under night lanterns.
Mike has told that at us here much more cool than at them in America.
Irina speaks that she is very happy with him, on them at once it is visible as they love each other.
She speaks that Mike is engaged in cultivation of the cows, they have large farm on which the people for the certain payment work.
I so have become missed without your warm words!
I in the seventh sky with happiness from your warm words on my last letter! I feel, that we each other are not indifferent!
And I have understood, that I cannot live without your letters any more, andcertainly without you, my Roy!
At leisure all my ideas only about you. I feel, that we are created the friend for the friend! Probably, it is love?
But as still it is possible to name my feelings to you!
You have correctly understood me, I have fallen in love with you very strongly!
This feeling has come to me so quickly and unexpectedly, that I cannot believe in it.
And in that I have not invented you that you really exist on this planet! I want to tell to you, that I love you, my dear Roy!
I love you all my heart and soul! I very much for a long time did not test similar feelings.
And consequently I felt emptiness in my soul without love. But now my soul sings with happiness, for pleasure of a life, from love to you!
My life became similar to a fairy tale, and I want, that this fairy tale did not come to an end! Therefore for the sake of our love I am ready on all: to leave my family, girlfriends, to give up work and to arrive to you, the my dear friend.
Because I very much want to be with you, to feel your breath, your touch!
Roy, and I hope, that you too want it. I believe, that if very strongly to want something it will necessarily come true!
And if our desire is mutual, we necessarily shall together, and that to us will not prevent!
Now for me the most important in my life are you! And nobody is necessary for me, except for you, my dear Roy.
But the only thing that connects us and our feelings are our Internet letters. And I so love you. And separation from you becomes for me intolerable. I very much grieve on you, my lovely.
Therefore I am ready to arrive to you, to your country, what to be near to you and to love you.
My dear, what you think of it?
Today I had small free time from my work also had not time in detail all to learn.
I very much frequently I think of it. I have various imaginations concerning us of a two. And you, my favorite?
Dear, I wanted to learn from you, if cost travels will be large, whether you can help me with some by part it?
My mum cannot be named as the rich people, and I not wanted very strongly to worry her finance.
I hope, that some money for our meeting will not be a problem for you.
But if yours financial position now heavy, I shall try itself to find any the decision for this purpose.
Roy, my love, you want, what I to you would arrive???
I cannot without you and you are very necessary for me.
Well, my loved? My love, on it I shall finish my letter to you.
I very strongly love you!
Take care! Yours forever Maria!