Letter(s) from Tatyana Starigiana to Glenn (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my sweetheart John!!!

something strange is going on with my e-mail account and i see many delivery reports where it is written that my letter to you was not delivered! baby, i was told by the administrator of the Internet-cafe that probably i have a virus on my e-mail account!!! so, baby, i decided to change my e-mail address and here is my new one which i will be writing you from now (alionafiimiiiiiiiii@gmail.com)!!! honey, and this is the letter which i was sending you yesterday and that you probably didn't receive !
My forever love John, my baby, i miss you crazily and want to be with as soon as possible, my love !!! my love, you are right, at least there is a wall separating me from that lady !!! i am happy for this already!!! :) sweety, you are my little fox :)))) so smart is my baby to say his friends that he hasn't met anyone because we really haven't met each other in reality :))) honey, i like your mind !!! :) my love, my biggest dream in life is always to have a beloved husband near and wonderful children running around...this is my biggest dream in life now and i really hope that it will come true...then i will be a very happy woman ! i want to be remembered as a great wife, a loving mother, a passionate wife also and a good and sincere friend! and also a bright daughter! sweety, it all is very important to me ! honey, i have written my answer to you not reading yours...and now i have read that we have the same dreams...baby, we are so similar with you and i think it's very good that two loving people have the same aim in life! we will be helping each other during our whole life road !!! baby, i see your mother was a super woman !!! and you are the same way kind and generous ! honey, i am sure that watching whales will be very exciting! i have always wanted to see them in reality!!! wow !!! you make my dreams come true, baby !!! sweety, maybe i should go and receive information about a trip to you...maybe we should already start preparing because i know that preparation will also take some time! so, sweety, if you want me to go and receive information, then write me the name of the airport which i should be landing and then i will go to the airport that is situated in my city and will receive all the necessary information about a trip to you, my honey! I could kiss you a thousand times and still not be satisfied. My love for you is endless, so tender, so hot and complete. I swear to God I want you in my life. I love you more and more with each day passing and it eases me to know as tomorrow approaches, that I will love you more then yesterday and tomorrow will be more then today. My love for you cannot be measured by words alone as love does express my true feelings for you. When I think of our love it reminds me of all the things you are to me. You and only you have given me so much hope and have made me realize how much I want you! You show the true meaning of how a man should treat a woman. Paul, please accept my heart as your own and listen to both of ours beating as one. You are my reason to live. Without you I'm nothing. The years will be a test, but nothing will keep me from loving you, or from being by your side. I love you more than you could even know, you are my world. I just wanted to let you know how much I love all that you are and will be. You're truly my love, my soul mate, and my best friend. For the first time in my life I have something to believe in. You've seen me at my worst and still take me as I am. I thank God for you every day because I know you're heaven sent, you are my angel. I love you from now till death do us part. Right now you live far away from me and I really mean it's killing me but I know in my heart that we are doing alright. I don't want to lose you to anyone else or anything that anyone wants to say about you. I want you to know I love you from the deepest part of my heart. I'm always so lost for words when it comes to you, I just wish there was another way that we could be together. I want you and always will and there is nothing that will ever change the way I feel about you ... I love you! Love can make you do things that you never thought possible. See, there's a place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part me. I promise, you'll always be in my heart. I love you.
Love always,
Aliona
baby, i really hope that everything will be ok with this my new e-mail address!!! i miss you very much and i will be waiting for your answer, honey !!!