Letter(s) from Nadezhda Nikitina to Peter (Australia)

Letter 1

Hi. How are you? It's Nadya. Before I want to thank you.
I am pleased to receive from you the answer. I am very glad, that you have decided to write to me, I waited for your letter. It will be magnificent, if our correspondence will proceed also we learn(find out) each other better due to our correspondence. You want to know more about me??? I have guessed …??? Smile....
I visited International agency of acquaintances LoveKiss. In our city a little such. I have given them my questionnaire. They have given me your structure and have written to you my letter, where I have told to you a little about myself. I was happy to receive your answer.
I believe in love. I believe in love at first sight.
There are many ways to get acquainted with other people. Internet gives us a chance not only to find friends, but also to find our special and darling person. I want to use this chance and I hope you want it also. In this letter I shall inform you slightly me. I was born 20 of September 1977. My weight of 53 kg...Mine height of 173 sm. I'm 27.I live in city Yoshkar-Ola, city of Russian Federation. Our city not large, but clean and beautiful, because there are a lot of trees. Also there are 3 theatres, 3 museums, 5 cinemas, library and certainly parks. I have many friends who we often get together. I really enjoy spending time with them and sharing our news, our successes and failures. I have the job I like. I work at school. My trade the teacher. I teach music and dances to school. My pupils - children of different age. I like to work with children, all of them such interesting, but are the difficult guys also. I very like small children and sometime I dream to have children also. Children bring to us happiness, laughter, but also efforts too. Children our future and probably each woman dreams to have good, clever children. I am sure, that I can become the good mum to my children. I like to play with children. It brings to me so a lot of pleasures to see their smiles and happy eyes. It is so wonderful to see the mothers of children, taking them, on walk. I have the very good friendly colleagues also, it helps my job.
In my free time I like to read the novels about love.
Adventures and the fascinating histories really fascinate me.
The books and good music help me to forget about problems of everyday life and give me force to move forward. I like to create comfort of a house, buying nice things and changing something in a home interior. I prefer my evenings to spend houses, listening good music, being immersed in a good melody. Unfortunately I shall finish my letter. I should go. I can write about many more to myself, but I think, that we have a lot of time to learn each other. In this letter I've told you a little about myself and I shall be glad to inform you more in the following letters, if you are interested in our correspondence. But I will be glad to tell you more. Write to me about itself everything, when yours birthday? your interests? your habits? hobby and entertainment? Write about your job. I want to know about you much. I want to find a good friend, or maybe it will happen so that I will find my life partner, the person who wants love and care, who needs a faithful wife and sincere life-companion.
I do not own English in perfection, I want to know English and consequently now I am engaged twice per one week. I take lessons of English to know it better. I hope, that in due course language barrier slowly will disappear. Well I hope that I have not bored you too much with my first letter. Now I hurry and consequently unfortunately I shall finish the letter, but I shall write to you tomorrow again more.
Again I want to tell you how thrilled and happy I am that you responded to my first letter of interest. I find you very fascinating and am becoming fond of you. I look forward to hearing from you and hopefully developing a relationship with you. I look forward to hearing from you.
Warmest regards,Nadya.

Letter 2

Hello.
I have just seen the letter you sent to me and I thought I would say Thank You for writing me. I am looking for a man to become my friend for serious relationship/marriage. I think that the men from your country take better care of themselfs and know what they want in a relationship.
I was not married, it is time to settle down and make a family. I want to remind, that I am truthful, honest, do not cheat in relationship, I am full of love just waiting to give it to someone that would enjoy being loved. The age differance does not bother me, for it is what is in the heart that counts.
I value such qualities in people as: intelligence, sincerety and kindness. I can't stand hypocrisy and falsehood. I have inexhaustible love for life with all its happy and sad moments.
I am writing this letter in hope to meet a man who I could give all of my love, tenderness and care. I want to create a happy family, to love and to be loved by a man, to take care of him, of children and to make my home cozy and nice. I am very romantic and tender. I beileve that there is a person out there who dreams of creating a family just like me. My heart is open for tender feelings and love. love. I hope to meet this man. I can do many things with my hands, I am fond of knitting. My friends say that I am a unique woman and I know it myself. I love children very much. They help us to forget about difficulties and problems and invigorate us with a positive energy. I have no children of my own yet but I am eager to have them.
I enjoy the beauty of nature. I like traveling very much. It's always interesting to learn more about different places. I like to devote my free time to growing room plants.
I try to spend the weekends with my friends. I enjoy inviting my friends over to my place and I always try to cook something new for them. I like cooking and trying out new recipes. In winter to go by a ski and to admire a wood covered fluffy snow. In summer me and my friends go in a wood to burbeque. I agree with sports. The sports are the important part in our life. It supports my form in good condition and improves to me mood. I prefer an active image of life. I have no any harmful habits. I never smoked. Swimming is my favorite kind of sports, therefore per hot summer days I try to be on lake often. In our republic there are many lakes. There very beautiful nature, is a remarkable vicinity. In the autumn I me and my girlfriends, go in country, which is behind our city. There we are engaged with horse sports I very much I like the horses. There I have my liked horse Volga. It is the young horse, but she very clever and I always bring to her something sweet. You like to play sports?? What kind of sports do you like??? What music you listen, do you like a slow melody??? Do you like romanticism? Whether it to you is pleasant toe receive gifts and small surprises from your girlfriend. I like to do surprises to my friends, and also to receive too. I like to receive soft toys, toys my weakness.
I really have no a house of the own computer. If I had it, I could write to you each day. I go in Internet-cafe, to use it. Here too is present agency, on the International acquaintances. It they have given to me your structure. I use by their services. They receive mail, translate the letters and also write ours and send these letters. Many girl use their services, some independently can translate the letter and print on the computer. And certainly we pay our services. I can not speak in English freely, but I can understand and read the letters and consequently I always try itself to translate my letters using their computer to print too independently, because I to me to not like, that someone read my letters. This mine personal. It is a pity, that I can not write the letter each day, because I have my job, and also additional job. I give lessons of dances. To me to like to work, but also to earn to me too to like. I promise, that I shall try to write to a thicket, because I want, that our attitudes (relations) proceeded.

My friend I should finish my letter, though I would like to write to you many more.
I hope you understand my English in this letter. I do not know English well. I learned it at school, then at university. Please do not hesitate to ask me any question, which you would like to know about me and I shall be honour in the answer. Again Thanks for the letter to me and I hope for the following letters also.
Your New Friend Nadya.

Letter 3

Good afternoon also may be good evening. Today I again have received your letter and I am happy. I understand, that our friendship grows. You become closer to me, not looking on distance, which divides us. Winter in Russia very cold. But this year under forecasts the snow should fall only in November. I want to ask you your home address, there can be sometime I shall send you card or photo on your address. Also I would like to hear your vote on the phone. I have no now telephone, but I am going to buy for myself the mobile telephone, as soon as I shall have money. Except for my job, I have still additional job. I teach lessons of dances to children of younger age. I have some groups. And when I shall receive following my salary, I very much want to buy the telephone for myself. I know, what is it dearly to call in other country, but I can send you the messages on your telephone, if you have the mobile telephone. Certainly, you want to know, why this young girl yet has no family and was not married. I did not want about it to speak because to think of it not pleasantly. But I understand, that only confidential relations can do the people closer, so it is possible to understand each other and I hope you will not condemn me for revelation. When we were children we all dreamt of something and hoped that our innermost secret wishes and most cherished dreams would come true someday because everybody wants to be happy. I dreamt of having a strong and happy family but unfortunately, I have not managed to build such a family. Yes, I had boyfriend and two years back we have parted. We lived with him together any time. At first was very well. But he sometimes accepted alcohol. So he lingered over somewhere on long time, I waited for his house, and he came late home and spoke, that was with the friends. I was not against it, I did not see in it anything bad. But later he became more often to not be at home. I do not want to write about him much. I shall say shortly. Once I have learned, that any woman waits for the child, it was the child mine boyfriend. I have learned about it and it was for me the present impact. He asked of my pardon, but I can not excuse such never. I quickly have accepted the decision, and left from him. Now he lives with that woman. I already for a long time do not regret about my past, I wish, that they lived happily and the god will give happiness to me. I young, beautiful, self-assured the girl. I never lost hopes to meet that unique(sole), with whom I shall stay other part of our life. And certainly I do not want, that he of saws alcohol, because for me it is important to have a stable and healthy family to raise healthy and intelligent children. I am missing a special person by my side, someone I could share all the joys and sorrows with. I am not looking for anyone perfect. I am just looking for a real person with his own merits and shortcomings. He should be a man who will always remain a man in any situation. Someone who would warm my heart, someone generous and kind. I never play with others' feelings and I do not like it when someone else takes an advantage of my trust. Life is an interesting thing. It offers so many various things that each time you get to know something new, useful and sometimes strange. Sometimes life can be so unpredictable that it is really amazing. Let's take the fact that I have joined the agency, for example. My intuition tells me that something good is about to happen to me. And I hope that it means that I will meet a man who is destined to me. Or maybe I simply want it very much. Our world is such a huge place, so it is quite possible that my second half lives in some other country, who knows. I do not just sit and wait for my happiness but strive for it. I am an optimist by nature. I always try to look at the bright side of things. I believe that it is possible to find the way out in any situation. I have many friends but I want to have my only one beloved whom I could confide in and feel his support and love. Now my heart is free and ready to feel love again. And if I fall in love I will give all my best feelings to my man. I have so much tenderness and love to give and I hope that I will be able to bring happiness to the man who will appreciate and love me. I like to speak, I like to communicate and message different themes and I can many more write in this letter, but this time, that is necessary to finish the letter, because I should go. I do not want to interrupt my dialogue with you and could write all day about itself, but unfortunately I shall say to you good-bye now and up to the following letter. Sincerely yours Nadya

Letter 4

Hi my dear. How are you today? I'm O.K.

While I think about a spelling of this letter and that you did not write to me, it has cast over me some ideas. Whether you can recollect, having looked in the past, when IT WAS GOOD with to somebody, when you have felt a unexpected INCLINATION to the man, when you have realized, that both of you appreciate and protect the same values. It is valid Rare, but bringing satisfaction feeling requiring(demanding) something especial. It is absolutely uneasy to me personally to recollect, what feelings YOU worry at such rare moments, when you FEEL the magic COMMUNICATION(CONNECTION) with other man. While you read this letter and begin to understand all OUR SIMILARITY, that, it is possible, that you begin to reflect, that if you really HAVE MET one of those rare people, who really not only understands your feelings, but appreciates and answers sensitivity and honesty, who knows not only how to take, but also how to give. If such opportunity was really presented to you, can Whether you to yourselves to present, as though you felt yourselves after you would learn him? While you consider these words - I want you to ask: And as far as you would be surprised TO UNDERSTAND, that you with impatience WAIT for an opportunity to sent some time with me, there can be you can present OUR MEETING, as to us IS CHEERFUL And IT IS GOOD, as you simply begin to receive deep pleasure from it. And if you think of it thus, unless it would be not logical to sent a little time TOGETHER, opening as it is a lot of at us of COMMON values. You would be magnificent, if niiae to answer to me. In any case, we could to plan IS HEALTHY to spend time TOGETHER in one of not noisy places or, be can, simply somewhere take a walk TOGETHER. I want to ask you about something. We have told to each other as I want to know all about you. It disturbs me, how you feel? I would be proud to be capable to speak, that HE has chosen me, as you can inform in this letter, I wish to be serious with you, if we develop study more about each other. If it that you have chosen, I shall devote me to you. I want to make sure, what is it that both of us want. You became to me such large friend and I want to do(make) you happy. I shall close it while, I shall allow you to think of some questions, which I have to ask you. Inform all there, that I inform all hi from me. And you have won heart on the other hand of world. Please, stay warm for me and I want, that you were cautious and cared. I am closed while, it late here. I shall expect from you the letter, it from my heart. I shall hold you in dreams always. Yours sincerely Nadya

Letter 5

Hi again and thanks for the answer for me with such speed as you have. While the snow does not lay on roads. When I was cold really I dress warm things to be warmed. At us very cold winter. I am interested in you much and I want to know more about you both your heart and soul. As to me, it seems, that I know you much more term, than we have. I am as always happy, when I receive your letters thanks. Your letter to me has lifted mood today. What weather do you have? Tell to me about your climate in your city. We have long and cold winter. In winter a plenty of snow. The summer happens warm, but the heat usually happens about two months. Recently climate was a little is changed. Thus the winter happens warm and in summer cold. Often there are rains. But I like all seasons. I like winter, when not low temperature, when falls snow. I like summer for hot weather, for the hot sun. I like spring for an easy wind, for the light-blue sky, for everything, that begins to live around, it brings new life around are trees, grass, flowers. Birds singing on the morning sun, I like to hear it. It will force to think of life and all new things. Autumn too good season, when the trees become red, yellow, I like autumn for beauty of a nature. I want to tell to you about my girlfriends. I have 3 closest girlfriends Olga, Sveta and Anya. Sveta it is the girlfriend of my childhood. Sveta and Anya they is married and they have children. That most interesting, that I at their children godmother. I christened their children in church. Anya has daughter, her 6 years. Sveta has son, him 4 years. I very seldom meet my girlfriends, because at them the family and at them no time to visit the gests. One more my girlfriend lives in city Kazan. She has left there at once after leaving school. There she has married, but they still doesn't have children. We write to each other letters, but is rare. Basically I often meet with Olga. She has son, to which 6 years, but she is divorced one year ago. I very much often persuaded Olga to give back her data in internet. I hope, that she can meet someone and have a happy marriage. She had divorce year ago and speaks, that does not believe the men. I often tell to her about you. She sees as burn my eyes with happiness. She is disappointed with the men, but she is possible wants to have someone abroad too, if she to be convinced, that at me very well. And certainly, my closest girlfriend is my Mum. With her we speak on different themes, I do not hesitate to discuss with her various themes and her advice help me. I want to inform you about spiritual life more. Sometimes on Sundays and in church holidays I visit church. Our family - christians. I like music, which is played by churches. You believe in the god? If yes, what you ask at god? When I come in church, I read prays. I believe, that there is someone more than. I ask the god, that he has given of health to my parents and mine close. For myself I ask of of successes in all businesses. I put candles before an icon for all of us. And probably now I shall ask the god about our meeting. Probably it can happen sometime. I understand, that we far apart, but distance to overcome and if we shall have desire to see each other, our meeting is held. Last days I often think of your letters and about our correspondence. I with a smile recollect your letters and with pleasure I go in agency to accept new mail from you. It gives to me pleasures and forces for new day, and also new ideas to think before dream. I finish the letter on it, warm wishes, yours Nadya

Letter 6

Hi again and thanks for the answer for me with such speed as you have. While the snow does not lay on roads. When I was cold really I dress warm things to be warmed. At us very cold winter. I am interested in you much and I want to know more about you both your heart and soul. As to me, it seems, that I know you much more term, than we have. I am as always happy, when I receive your letters thanks. Your letter to me has lifted mood today. What weather do you have? Tell to me about your climate in your city. We have long and cold winter. In winter a plenty of snow. The summer happens warm, but the heat usually happens about two months. Recently climate was a little is changed. Thus the winter happens warm and in summer cold. Often there are rains. But I like all seasons. I like winter, when not low temperature, when falls snow. I like summer for hot weather, for the hot sun. I like spring for an easy wind, for the light-blue sky, for everything, that begins to live around, it brings new life around are trees, grass, flowers. Birds singing on the morning sun, I like to hear it. It will force to think of life and all new things. Autumn too good season, when the trees become red, yellow, I like autumn for beauty of a nature. I want to tell to you about my girlfriends. I have 3 closest girlfriends Olga, Sveta and Anya. Sveta it is the girlfriend of my childhood. Sveta and Anya they is married and they have children. That most interesting, that I at their children godmother. I christened their children in church. Anya has daughter, her 6 years. Sveta has son, him 4 years. I very seldom meet my girlfriends, because at them the family and at them no time to visit the gests. One more my girlfriend lives in city Kazan. She has left there at once after leaving school. There she has married, but they still doesn't have children. We write to each other letters, but is rare. Basically I often meet with Olga. She has son, to which 6 years, but she is divorced one year ago. I very much often persuaded Olga to give back her data in internet. I hope, that she can meet someone and have a happy marriage. She had divorce year ago and speaks, that does not believe the men. I often tell to her about you. She sees as burn my eyes with happiness. She is disappointed with the men, but she is possible wants to have someone abroad too, if she to be convinced, that at me very well. And certainly, my closest girlfriend is my Mum. With her we speak on different themes, I do not hesitate to discuss with her various themes and her advice help me. I want to inform you about spiritual life more. Sometimes on Sundays and in church holidays I visit church. Our family - christians. I like music, which is played by churches. You believe in the god? If yes, what you ask at god? When I come in church, I read prays. I believe, that there is someone more than. I ask the god, that he has given of health to my parents and mine close. For myself I ask of of successes in all businesses. I put candles before an icon for all of us. And probably now I shall ask the god about our meeting. Probably it can happen sometime. I understand, that we far apart, but distance to overcome and if we shall have desire to see each other, our meeting is held. Last days I often think of your letters and about our correspondence. I with a smile recollect your letters and with pleasure I go in agency to accept new mail from you. It gives to me pleasures and forces for new day, and also new ideas to think before dream. I finish the letter on it, warm wishes, yours Nadya

Letter 7

Hi dear.
I am very happy to see your letter. When I come on job, my colleagues ask me, whether you have written to me. I always joyfully answer: YES!!! All of them are glad for me. At my job all women are married also they wish to me happiness and want, that I successfully should have married. Today after job I shall go to our urban library. I take there books home for myself and my parents. Sometimes I read the scientific literature, if it is interesting. I think what to study never late. The man studies all life. You agree with me? It is very interesting to learn something new. The man should improve itself. At me good memory and it helps me everywhere. I like to look news in the world on T.V. very many events occurs in the world. I think, if we didn't observe TV and would not read the newspapers, we very much would lag behind life. I always dream to visit interesting places in the world. I very much would want to see a pyramid Heops. You heard about such? For me it is interesting to see something outside of republic. In Russia there are a lot of interesting places. I am sure, that in USA also there are a lot of interesting places. I very much like to read and to receive your letters. At job I only about it also think. Also I hope, that our attitudes can be deeper. Each time after reception of your letter, I come home and I tell to the mum about you and about your letters. I partially tell to the mum, about what you write to me. The mum thinks as well as I, that you the worthy and fair man. The mum speaks, that to find out the man, there is not enough of the several letters. It is necessary will meet him to learn, with what he is in life. I think, it is necessary to us to learn us on correspondence and the god will give us to meet sometime. I always wait for your letters with impatience and I hope you too. I would like once to meet you there to see as you live, to see your house. I want it, because I begin to nderstand, that between us there is something more, than simply friendship. Today I very much have got tired, because at job in first half of day there was a lot of job. I want to inform you about my working day. I wake up 7:00 a.m. take a shower, I cooking myself easy breakfast. Usually it is a cup of coffee and sandwich or fried eggs. Usually mum prepares for us breakfast. Who prepares breakfast for You, you or someone????? I finish my job in school between 14:00-15:00. I be at home already at 15:00. Dinner I have at home or sometimes I go In cafe, which is not far from job. But I do not like to eat in The cafe, it not so is tasty(delicious), but main, there is expensive. I always try To save my money, because I also want well to look, but for It it is necessary to buy good things. Now I to rescue money on The mobile telephone, because I very much want it. Evening from 18:00 up to 20:00 I give lessons of dances outside of school. It is my additional earnings. It is 4 times per one week and two times on Saturday and Sunday, but ambassador Dinner. Therefore my time practically not free. In the evening to me Comes Olga and we talk to her long in my room. I I can fix time and day for additional lessons, so I can To distribute(allocate) my free time. It is very convenient for me. I already spoke you, that before acquaintance to you I had unsuccessful love. I hardly believed, that in me again there can be similar feelings. Besides I did not believe that through internet, it is really possible to meet someone special. I did not believe, that such is possible. But I have met you and with great pleasure I write you. I to be tired lonely, I feel, that in me a plenty of unlimited love. I want to meet the man of complete tenderness, love, trust, understanding and care. In me there is a lot of love, tendernesses and romanticism and I want to divide it with my unique man. I wanted to meet such the man and messages with him all life, to have happy family. I want to feel care and help in a difficult situation and to support him, when necessary. Certainly, earlier I met the man and thought, that we like each other. But actually, between us there were rather strange attitudes, in which there was no trust. My heart was broken also I thought, that already never I can feel liking. My relatives spoke me, that I still very young and at me still ahead. I have decided to continue search of love after some time. I do not want to meet a deceit and meanness on the part of the people. It is necessary to be cautious in a situation, that nobody could deceive, having used kindness of our soul. I not so long know you, but I understand, that you the man of honour and beautiful soul. The rare combination of these qualities very much attracts me to you and gives hope for the good future. But for this purpose we should be sure in our feelings. I shall wait for your fast answer my dear friend

Sincerely Nadya

Letter 8

Hi! Oh how I miss you my darling. Each letter from you brings me such hope and sweetness, but each letter also leaves me feeling sad that I am not with you right now. I really miss you so much, and it hurts. Once we meet I feel so sure that I will not be able to let you go, even for a few days...I dream that when we meet that we immediately begin to make plans to be together permanently. I think I would go mad if we were only to see each other a few days and then be apart for many weeks. In my mind we will be together always, and once we have met I want you to be with me forever. I know it cannot happen immediately, but it is what I want ultimately. You are my life my love, and it seems that even to breathe is difficult without your scent in the air. Every single day I wake up with you on my mind and in my heart. I take my shower and think of you, I brush my teeth and imagine ! I get dressed work and look at my empty bed and imagine you laying their. you are in my mind, you are in my heart and I often dream about all the wonderful moments we will share. I wonder what we would do, where we would go, how we would embrace. I sleep and I dream of you, or sometimes I fantase about you and wake with such an ache in my body and such a frustration that you are not with me. The next day the whole thing begins again...Everyday is like that for me my love. I fall in love with you even deeper each day my darling. I will never want to be separated from you. Oh my love, I just need you so much. Oh how I agree that no words will be needed between us. the beating of our hearts, the look in our eyes, the trembling of our bodies - all this will speak a million words. Now our words are like reading the menu in a fine restaurant - they are filling us with expectation of the meal to come - a meal that will I believe last for our whole lives. My love, I am so excited because I know this will really happen. Nothing will stop us from meeting - the force is too great and nothing can prevent it from happening. A special kiss. Your love Nadya.I wait your recive mail..

P.S. My full home address:
street: Baumana 26-38
city: Yoshkar-Ola
state:Mari-El
country:Russia
Zip:424000
Nadegda Nikitina

Letter 9

Hello, my sweet!!! I'm so happy to get your lovely letter and to find out that you didn't forget me during these days! I feel so happy about it, dear! Your letters always fill me with joy, dear, but today's letter was like a breath of fresh air. The age has no value for me. It is required about 2-3 months that I could save up for phone. I would be happy to meet you here if you are not afraid of Russian winter. It becomes very cold here. .. Reading it gave me a very welcome moment of peace in a day that otherwise was very busy. Thank you very much. I hope that we can meet soon because I am anxious for us to see each other face to face... I must tell you that I'm thinking about you all the time and I can't do anything with me. You are becoming precious to me. I will enlighten you about my dreams and thoughts. Your are a special person for me. I'm glad that we are becoming acquainted.You are always in my thoughts, my Prince. When I look out my window to see the sunrise each morning I will be hoping that on the other side of the world you will see that same sun as it sets, and when you see that beautiful sunset and it's wonderful colors you will then know at that same moment in time that we are together in our dreams. I will reach out to you each morning this way so that you may know I'm thinking of you. Reading your letter I felt that we are very much alike with you, my dear .. It's so exciting for me! My intuition tells me that we have much in common and that it's very possible for us to meet... Honey, of course, your suggestion from me to come to you is very tempting, exciting and a little bit unexpected. But I must confess that I thought about it some time ago and I was dreaming about it a lot... My dear, I think we should know each other better before to meet. Please, don't think that I'm not eager to see you. Vice versa! It would be great to see you, my sweet heart! It would be the most unforgettable moment for me and the most happiest day in my life! But I think we shouldn't hurry up, my dear ...I told my mum about you and they are happy that we have much in common and they wish us to maintain strong relationship. Honey, I must tell you now that they won't be against my coming to you, but we should communicate for some time and when our feelings will come to the point when it's impossible to be without each other, I think we should meet... And there is one more point I want to discuss with you.. Dear, I'm very thankful to you, but I'm so much embarrassed about it... I don't know how much it would cost me and my mum don't know as well as we have never traveled abroad. So, I don't refuse as I can't imagine how much it would cost... I feel ill at ease about this point, dear... But I think we should be honest and frank with each other if we want to maintain serious relationship. Dear, my mum are sending you their best regards and say you hello. As for me, I'm thinking about you all the time. And every moment of the day I'm trying to imagine what are you doing now and then, what are you eating, drinking, when are you going to bed... I think you feel the same, my dear... It's so romantic to think about you very moment... My mum are saying that my eyes are shining now... I'll be waiting impatiently for your next letter... I feel so happy while reading them and feeling that somewhere far away there is a person who is thinking about me... I hope to see your photos, dear... I send you my sweet kiss and tight embrace... I'll be keeping you in my mind all the time! With the warmer thoughts, your
.... Nadya

Letter 10

Hi my dear prince!!
I am happy read your letters and happy very very write to you!

I am well. And how you? Whether I will be happy with you? I loved once, but it was necessary(not Good luck) also I want, that such once again was. I know that in this time I love at all my life. I try to make all correctly. Excuse, that I so speak, but I wait that we will be together. I not hurry you about a marriage. It we to decide together. Why the people love each other???? It is a question, on which else nobody has found the answer. It speaks them heart and reason. It is impossible to trust only heart. It is necessary to feel it and to know the man. I love you, because I had not meet such man as you. And if I remain one, I more never will be with the man. I know it. My heart will be broken for ever. My ideal husband and my love there will be you. The large house, money is not necessary for me. It is all material things and I not want to speak about it. If the man to have good hands and head on shoulders, he can supply himself. You are necessary only and your love for me. How is about children? It is important, but it is a question, which should be decided together. I not have any right to put conditions. The child, this most beautiful essence in the world, in which is necessary to enclose all force and soul. It not a thing, which is possible to buy. It is a particle itself. Also it is necessary to be at first ready to birth of the child. I to not want be always one. My principle joint life such, that I too to want to work, let not so intensively as you, as I still woman and should watch(keep up) an apartment and prepare meal. I will be to give our children it is a lot of time. The instinct of the mother and woman lives in me. I love you and to want always be near to you. You to know, that I can not live without you. I send you one million kiss, that they to warm you. I give myself only to you. So it is bad without you and I can not so long. I understand, that it is very difficult, that I arrive to you, but without it we shall not be happy.
When I read your letters, I understand, that I happiest in the world. But when I work, to go home to have a rest, I understand that I have no you near to me. I feel your love, but you so far. I dream be with you. Excuse, that this letter such sad, but I decide tell you, that I very much very much very much require you and love you. I will be wait your fast reply. I love you. Your girlfriend and love (but for the present all lonely) Nadya

PS When I fall asleep I present us together that we we are floating on a sail at ocean and kiss eachother. I I stand in one cowards so it is very heat. Your to embrace me the waists are lower. And I see dream about us...

Letter 11

Hi my honey!!! It is your love Nadya
I am happy, that you have written to me. I love you, I need in you, I kiss you veryvery long...I miss you I want you. Yesterday I went in shop and has bought the lipstick for lips and spirits. lipstick have a very pleasant smell. Now I use them for myself. It is a very pleasant sweet smell and you will like it very much. I specially have bought them for you. I want to reduce you from mind each day and night. The lip lipstick has red colour, which shines. Tell me, what you want to see me at our meeting? What lipstick should be, what colour of a hair? I so want to like only you. Tell, in what dress you to want to see me or I should be in a short dress? I should like you, my love. I love you also want to be beautiful only for you every day. The summer it is very romantic also girl should be about the love and look on 100 I should be with you and let everyone are seen, that by (with) we love each other and that we most beautiful pair in the world. I dream, that you should have dressed to me a ring on a finger and that you have told, that I your love and wife!!!! I ask you, that you were my husband!!!! For us it is very important. Our relations should be attachment marriage. I never tested these feelings earlier and I want to test it with you, my love. I shall wait from you the speed letter with hope for our future. I am happy, that you are at me and you are happy, but our happiness should be in ours meeting and in our life together with you!!!! I love you my Prince. !!! your love Nadya