Letter(s) from Angelica Celka to Derek (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello my friend Derek ! !

I am glad that you have not rejected my letter and is very happy that again I write you. I with the big interest read your letters. I very much want I shall learn about you as much as possible to try to write to you all about myself as much as possible. I want that you have studied me as it is possible better and were not mistaken in the choice. I very much would like that you were that person of whom I searched for all life. I always appreciated in men nobleness and skill to stand the lady. It seems to me if two persons in all are fair to each other and they have mutual understanding that him the fine future and long love is provided. I very much want to learn about you all in the smallest details. In how many you rise, what is the time at you leaves for work, that you like to eat, as you will spend the free time.
Now I want to write a little about myself as at me passes usual day.
Derek I wake up at 6:45 clock in the morning and I go in bathing. After that I go to have breakfast, for breakfast I eat sandwiches and I drink tea with milk. At 8 I leave from a house and I go on a stop. My office to be not so far, and I quickly reach.... I Try to not go in public transport..It is better to me to be passed and besides it is useful for my heart.... :))))))) Sometimes at a stop there are many people and I go for work on foot. In general I like to take a walk before my work from a house of 35 minutes of walking. My working day lasts from 9 o'clock till 16 o'clock. After work I come very much tired and at once I go to accept bathing. After that I feel restoration of forces. I 5 years as live separately from the parents. In the inheritance the apartment has got to me from the grandmother and I have moved there. I in family a unique daughter and consequently the grandmother have left an apartment to me. Now in my mode of day visiting the Internet of cafe to write to you letters to that I was added is madly glad. Derek I want to write to you as I spend the days off and a vacation. In the summer we with friends like to go to a campaign. We go to a wood and on lake. I very much like to go to sit at a fire and to listen as who to that plays on a guitar. In the winter we go to ski and on skates. I do not love winter because at us very coldly. But in the winter at us I was very beautiful also do not know with what to compare this beauty. As on days off I with the girlfriend go to gymnastics to support itself in the sports form. In the childhood my parents have written down me in ballet where I was engaged about 9 years. Since then I try to go in for sports at leisure. Still I and now very much like to be engaged in ball dances.... It simply my biggest hobby.... At first me did not take from for growth, but my trainer and has noticed my aspiration, and I now one of the best dancers.... :)))) In summer I like to go for a drive on a bicycle and on roller skates. I hope to you boring my letter you will not seem and will write further to me Derek. I hope, that I write clearly enough and much about myself. I shall try to answer all your questions. If I shall not answer your question mean I could not to understand it, do not take offence at me and write it once again. I think, that you understand Derek , that the overall objective in my life is to find that only thing, my second part of me with which I can go through all difficulties of life. Together to meet pleasure, occurrence of children, to grow them, to surround with care, to present them the happy childhood Derek , I so to dream of it!!! I think, that you understand me and your vital purposes are similar to mine, I in soul hope, that sometime our hearts will meet. On it I want to finish the letter and with the big impatience I shall expect your answer. Your letters, Derek kindle ice in me and kindle a fire in my heart.
Your friend from Anzhelika!!

Letter 2

Hello dear Derek :))).!!!
I shall be possible to name you so? I already for a long time did not speak such words to anybody.
It CAN for you not so considerably but as to the fragile girl, me it is important...
Because I trust you already much, that you one person who at me is.. I do not write to whom to the rests.. And you still have friends??? You write to other girls??? You had experiences of acquaintance in the Internet Derek ??? You can tell to me??? Because I yet do not know all well about people in this global network and I wait can that you than be will help, warn against mistakes.... Can eat that to be afraid????? I was more and more and began to be convinced more, that I have already attachment to you and already I wait your letters with impatience. We should trust each other because without trust it is impossible to live. I earlier too have trusted in the person, and it has deceived me. I to want to tell to you about it. I was madly in love with the person, and it only pretended, that loves me . Actually it scoffed at my feelings. Was such, that it appointed to me meetings, promised to come to me, I waited for it, and it did not appear. I sometimes cried, because it did not come in the evening, at us in city in the evening not so quietly, and I worried for him. And it, the bad person, came in day or through two and spoke, that he had affairs and that it loves me. And then I have learned through his friends, that at this time it had a good time with what that maidens. It did not like to work, it frequently borrowed from me money, promised to give, but never repaid. And I forgave it because liked. I even hid it from mum. Has passed some time, and I have seen it in the street with other woman. They kissed. I did not remember Derek , how have come home. I cried all night. I had depression very long. I began to work much, and began to forget this villain. After that case I have decided, that I shall never deceive in love people, I shall never scoff and play feelings of other people, and I to decide, that all this not for me Derek . I shall not bear some more such moment in life. I any more will not entrust to Russian men. Simply as I have understood, that the majority of our men simply wish to drag the girl in bed and here their all love.... How then to me to trust??? Even my former guy as I have learned only wanted sex without feelings, but thank God I was not gave to its charms.... They do not appreciate girls, can you will think that I too naive, but I would want that appreciated me as the present girl, the woman, the future loving wife as future mother of beautiful children, instead of simply callous sex the machine, me simply is killed with such ideas and I shall hope Derek , that you after that that have learned about me, will not perceive the attitude as game, as game by the maiden feelings... It will simply kill me... It seems to Me that I simply shall be disappointed in all life.. I already trust you enough, you know from my life much..... I to not want so to risk and break to myself life more. I to want to be simply happy and to live as the normal person. After that I to decide to address in service of acquaintances and I to find you Derek , and we to write each other. And it very much to like me. I to want to be happy with the man and to lead with it all life. This person should be more senior than me that it could learn me and my future children. I to wait from the man of understanding, I to think, that this most important and, certainly, big love and care of me and our future family. I shall try to make the man happy. But without his help, without his love and understanding it will make difficultly. I once again to want to test such feeling as love. I very much to hope for it. Therefore I to write to you Derek . I to think, that you to understand my words. I to want to learn your opinion on all this. It seems to me, that with each letter between us there is something the greater, than friendship. We start to trust each other more, we become more frank, you agree with me? I think, that our souls approach. But while I one also search the partner in life. I want to continue with you attitudes, and I to trust, that all can be very good. I wish you good mood!!! Derek i shall wait about impatience your letter and to miss on you!!!

Your friend Anzhelika!!!

Letter 3

My love, my angel, I tried to call recently to you, but nothing has turned out... Why Derek??? My angel, my prince why you do not take a tube??? Why you write so seldom??? You to me tell I to you it is necessary or not??? Your lightness is not pleasant to me, and more and more our meeting for you only flirtation seems to me that... You understand Derek, you bring me... I so am already adjusted on a meeting but how to not understand your logic of behaviour, that you search in our attitudes... My love, you I ask you define, that you want from ours with you the correspondence... Because it is even not convenient me before my relatives, I all have told that soon I shall arrive to you, that soon I shall begin a new life, but they already hardly do not mock nearly at me... It is already a shame to me to look them in the face... I speak them, that you love me, that I am necessary to you, that at us with you love, and these envious persons simply speak that you have found already another, that you only play... I do not trust, they simply do not know you, you at me one such on all white light... I know, what soon I all the same shall with you, you in fact love me??? I hope that I can soon see from you the answer... As you will write, I then can again I shall try to call... Only I ask be fair with me, I do not want once again, that my heart would be broken favourite by mine the man for the sake of which I live, breathe, I look at the sky and all rest... Your favourite flower Lika

Letter 4

My love, what you think of ours with you to a meeting???? Here I have at first decided to arrive to you, but have now understood some things... My darling, here I have thought what to arrive to you money is necessary... Now I have no such sum, it will be necessary hardly hardly to wait, though I can ask for you the help, but I wish to make all itself, all to save up to earn money.... My love, give hardly hardly we will wait, and we will just check up feelings time... I simply do not wish to ask from you the help, I do not wish to put in awkward position... Itself I wish to make all... For this time we will check up feelings, we learn even better each other, I will collect money, and then without problems to you I will arrive... It is necessary to me approximately about 7-9 months, what all to save up..... This time will suffice me to earn, I so think... I do not know while how many it is necessary to me of money, but then all particularly I learn also all to you I will inform and I will tell approximate day of a start both all prices and flight... But then... So I wish to hear your opinion... How you think, we will wait???? But nevertheless soon I will have vacation, I to them cannot.? Also I do not know what to do.... I certainly would like you to visit, learn you, your culture to prove to be to your parents, most at them to look.!!!!! And as to me have told, if I have a necessary sum I without problems a smog to conclude the contract and to arrive to you in a current of 2-3 weeks... And duration washing can be about three months... Same it is magnificent - agree??? Three months with you as in paradise... But the economy situation in my country will not allow to find such sum for 2-3 weeks, it is difficult, and you likely know it.... All so Russia... I would ask whom be the help, but at anybody from my Russian acquaintances will not have such money, and you to ask... I at all do not know... Can you will find that that more important than rendering assistance to me in arrival to you... I do not know.... But nevertheless it is interesting to me to know that you will tell... That to me to do... To conclude to me the contract or we will wait for 9 months???? I for example so much without you, without your lips cannot... And you can suffer so much??? It is important to me to know, that at you in heart, that you think that to us to do.... I hope, that you can answer my questions... It is very interesting to me to know, to know about your trust, about your feelings to me.... Because if I will decide to you to arrive, it for me is very serious and that I wish to increase duration of our relations on a maximum.... So I will wait... Very to wait for your love letter.... Your favourite Lika

Letter 5

Hi my sweet heart!!!!
I was very glad to receive from you the letter today.
I am always glad to your letters mine prince.. They always lift my mood. My love, I is glad, I so am happy to see your warm words... I so am glad to see from you such aspiration to ours with you to a meeting.... My love, my kid, I certainly shall be glad with you more likely to meet... My love, and I want to you the big Russian thanks because you so help me, I become in you very assured, I so am happy, that we with you soon shall together, that has decided to help me, I now know, that I am necessary to you, that you very much love me Derek... In occasion of the help Derek, certainly hardly hardly it is a shame to me to ask from you the help Derek... I do not wish to seem before you the poor girl, but simply know, that my heart is overflown by love to you... That you in my heart... My love, I went to my aunt, and it has advised me to descend with questions to our agency... To me have explained Derek, that I can arrive to you very soon as the tourist... And the visa now to me do for three months... It for us with you will be normal??? Derek only present 90 days together, 90 days as I paradise... I so am happy only at this idea... I today have already given the application for registration of papers and as to me have told, that I should in and current of 11 days to pay for documents... To Me everyone will make, will make the passport for travel abroad, the insurance, the visa, everyone will make... When everyone will make also I for all I shall successfully pay, then they will borrow in registration and booking of tickets, only I should know the most nearest city from you where there is an airport... My love, documents to me will cost 357 euros.... It for you will be real????
You will be not not complicated with this sum???? Simply all of them will make, even I should not go in embassy, my agency will borrow in this all.... But in current 11 you can send this sum??? And that what to send, I was interested, and they have told, that can send through the company money gramm... You in city have this monetary branch????
Or can eat other branches???? And that that tickets... Exact cost of tickets will be already told after I shall make the visa... But approximately to me have told that cost of tickets will make 900-1600 euros.... It looking what class, business a class, or economy class...
So to me to choose??? What flight to choose???? Simply I do not wish to fly not a safe class because can be on half of road the plane, here will fail then there will be a tragedy.... But to solve to you Derek that you will tell, on what plane you will help, so I and shall arrive... Also I hope that you not so become angry, that I ask from you the help Derek... I would not want that you were harms on me, or shouted at me... I can trust you??? And except for it Derek, I wish to speak by with you to phone, it will be real??? You can give me the phone number???? Simply I wish to hear your gentle voice, I wish to discuss ours with you a meeting... You would want that I have talked to you???? For me was the big happiness to meet such person as you my sweet. You became my ideal my star of captivating happiness. And I am glad that it you have taken a place in my big and hot female heart.
Love mine I can not be without you for me it more begins torture. I want to be near to you want to feel your gentle touches and kisses.
Want to hear from you gentle words of love. Dear I want to prepare for our meeting. What you think of it my sweet prince?
I think we have learned each other already enough and it is time to us to pass to the following stage of our relations.
I think that we may learn about each other more if we shall lead any time together my lovely.
My love to you is very strong and serious I not so small girl to play games.
I very much want to meet you my prince. And I hope that our desires coincide.
My love you want to meet me at you houses?????
On it I shall finish this letter.
I wait for your fast reply my loved.
I send you a gentle kiss and strong embraces.
With all love your sweet lika!!!!!!!!!

PS.My love, I to you of ladies some photos, also shall give video as I with girlfriends and friends have a rest in the summer...
Only I hope you will not be jealous... I hope that all heat, all that that will see, can hold at myself in hands...