Letter(s) from Brandy Garcia to Richard (Netherlands)

Letter 1

EVERDEAREST RICHARD,
I am BRANDY GARCIA and I am 22 years old my Birthday is on JULY 27, 1985 and im running to 23 this july..I can say that I am a neclegted child who was wanting for a LOVE of parents… I have a one brother who is older 3 years at me.. . My parents separated when I was 4 years old. But then when they separated my father decide to leave us in the house...The main reason why they are separate together its because my father is not faithful or loyal to my mother.he has always come late after work on house without any reason giving to my mother until one day my mother caught him in the act on a bar holding hands and keep kissing another girl.. that’s why from there my mom decided to end there relationship.From there my father finally leave us and he joined his girl somewhere.. Until now we don’t have news about him.
Until 2months later.My MOTHER decide to leave us me and my brother to our home that’s my granny her mother ..She decided to find a work in another country whicH is in TAIWAN and she apply as a DOMESTIC HELPER . for a contract 3 years.. more and more she likes there because she know that her life is kinda bit ok and her boss which is a girl treat her nice that’s why she extend her contract to 5 years ..And telling She promise that she will be back somEDAY to our home! After 5 years she found a new a man in her life and became her husband. And getting married there which is Taiwanese from there they always call us here… until that she came back to our home and she get my brother.. who is grade 6.. after graduation… she just said to my granny that she will get my brother to continue or enter highschool in Taiwan . After that. She keeps continuing calling us in the house and keep support us in the house especially my allowance in school until highschool.., One day I just shocked when she didn’t anymore call us.. my feeling was my step father who is the husband of my mother don’t like aymore to keep support me in my school maybe because he thinking that they have there own family and they should focused themselves and I think also my step father is very strict,, until now I don’t have anymore communication them specially my brother.
When I enter college I got course of PRACTICAL NURSING which is 2 years since 2003…. And I DID NOT continue my school because my granny cant support me anymore and her budget just exactly for our necessities in home…. So almost 3 years I been at home and decided to takecare of my granny because she has a diabetes and I need my present to her…
Then it was just this MAY 2008 . my friend brought me to cafe and they said you try to chat she said it was nice to communicate to different races. And getting know each other,,,, then a one week after, when I go to cafe I myself again… I chat in yahoo… there was someone beside me chatting also and keep looking at me the way I chat she said she has a chatmate which is you,, she give to me,, your ID,,, and she just said to me you talk to this person this is nice and awesome I don’t even know that person, she just said to me she is cutie_kiela … when I go back again in a cafe I don’t see her anymore there….. after 6 days my friend go to our house and she informed me that her aunt is selling a laptop.. which is 10thousand pesos… so I grabbed the opportunity to say to my granny that were a loptop who wants to sell. Actually for you to know my dear why the laptop is so cheap because this is a already a 3rd hand and this is a old model. I keep and keep said to my granny to get that… she loan 10thousand pesos… even its hard for her to do,,, just to get the laptop… so now I am so happy even thought I know that her pension is just 5thousand….i told to you last time 4thousand but I was wrong. She said 5thousand in 1 month… so now I have my laptop my problem was about the connection. So I come to think how can I connect I don’t have money from that time that was MAY3RD WEEK,, and my granny has no anymore to give me,, so I just did I pawn my earings to 4thousand pesos just to get a plugin and I used for now a prepaid kit 2thousand pesos in one month,,,,.. this is all I just say to you,,,im just a new beginner here.. after talking to you,,i felt inspired to contact you with hopes that you will respond and start to get to know each other. I have reached the point in my life where I realized how much more fullfilling my life would be with someone at my side. One of the greatest achievement of a lifetime would be finding the right partner who will share and enrich our journey through life. I believe you could very well be that person for me. My intentions are honorable and although I was inspired also of you, I know there are so much more of you to discover. Let us begin our journey, let's communicate. I am new i hope that i can find my sincere and serious one ....and faithfull to love coz i dont have a bf ever since hope that i could find….anD lastly my love for you is pure and god knows that…. I was been lie to you that a wrote the poem but that’s not in site,, its in I see on the editorial college days,, when I did not finished my studies… so I just shocked they have also in internet.. you given me.. whats that site again?? hehehhe
So finally you know I don’t have much load I don’t know if can still be contact with my dear and honestly if you want to know what I felt right now.. I had a problem with my health which is the irregularity of my menstruation….and also I cant chat you morning cause I have lot work here in the house need to take feed the animals need every now and then massage my granny/ so I can online you 5pm till Saturday.. and online to you always 9am Sunday.. cause I don’t have much work from that day… miss you and love you one thing to tell you, I don’t kNow if I can exist in this world…
Hope you believe me!!!
Love,
BRANDY_GARCIA

Letter 2

hello my llove i didnt still your money,, can we talk until my laptop is ok???? because when i aarive here,, in zamboanga i immediately bring my laptop to the shop to fixed until,, not get it,,, pls dont say im steal your money... ill back in my love,,, and for you to know i was go to travel agency to ask for the refund of my passport... they dont have the right explaNATION... but im still go there to ask,,,, back,,, dont you worry,, my granny will loan,, in this month to pay you.,....

Letter 3

GOOD DAY MY LOVE RICHARD,
FIRST OF ALL I JUST WANT TO BEG A PARDON FROM YOU.. IN THE FIRST PLACE I DID GO TO MANILA AND TRY TO GO IN YOUR PLACE, BUT THEN IT WAS ALL FAULT BY THE AGENCY I WAS BLIND AND I WAS INNOCENT OF OBVIOULSY ITS MY FIRST TME TO HAVE A BIG JOURNEY IN MY LIFE THAT WAS SUPPOSED COMNG IN YOUR PLACE…..
FOR NOWI JUST WANT YOU TO TELL YOU THAT I HAVE NO LOAD TO PUT UP IN MY LAPTOP. I WAS TRYING AND TRYING TO CALL YOU BUT YOU CAN’T REACH….. WELL, ANYWAY, I HAVE REGRET OF WHAT I HAVE DONE ON TO YOU,, IDID NOT SEND BACK MONEY TO YOU,, I UNDERSTAND MY LOVE THAT YOU DO A LOT OF EFFORTS JUST FOR ME CAUSE I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU DO REALLY LOVE ME AND APPRECIATE ME SO MUCH IN YOUR LIFE,,, SAME AS ME MY LOVE I DID NOT BEST TO LOVE YOU I GIVE YOU THE LOVE THAT YOU NEEDED,,, HONESTLY SPEAKING UNTIL YOU STILL IN MY MEMORY I CANT SLEEP WELL JUST THIKING OF YOU .
WELL IT SEEMS THATI HAVE NOT CHATTED YOU HOW MANY DAYS ISJUST THAT I HAVENO ENOUGH CREDID AND STILL MY LAPTOP IS IN NOT GOOD I WAS RIGHT NOW IN CAFE CAUSE MY GRANNY CONVINCED METOINFORM YOU A GOODNEWS ABOUT THE MONEY… WELL, LAST YESTERDAY WE GOT A GOOD NEWS, BOUT THE MONEY I PAY FOR MY TRAVEL.. THEY ACTUALLY APOLOGIZED OF WHAT THEY HAVE D\ONE FOR ME OF STRANDING…. OK FOR NOW THEY WILL RELEASE MY LOVE 30THOUSAND PESOS THEY ADD BUT THAT WAS A CHECKED THE PROBLEM IS BEFORE I GET THAT FROM THE TRAVEL AGENCY I MUST PAY 4,500PESOS FOR THE RELEASING OF CHECKED… MY PROBLEM IS I DON’T HAVE OR GRANNY DON’T HAVE MONEY FOR NOW FOR YOU TO KNOW THAT MY GRANNY PENSSIONED IS EVERY END OF THE MONTH… IASKED YOU FOR A LAST HELP TO RELEASED THE CHECKED OR YOUR MONEY TO BRING BACK TO YOU…NOW, IF IGOT THE MONEY HOW MUCH IT CAN PAY TO WESTERN UNION LETS SAY I SEND YOU 30THOUSANDPESOS… HOW MUCH IT COST I HOPE NOW YOU BELIEVE IN ME I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY ALSO OF WHAT YOU WILL READ MY MESSAGE TO YOU
I HAVE A SAYING HERE,SOMETIMES THINGS CHANGED PLANS FAIL,JOY FADES, EXCITEMENTS GO…. YOU BEGUN TO ASK WHY BUT? WHEN YOU LOOK BEYOND U’LL SEE GOD HAS A BETTER PLANNED FOR US……. I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU CAN CALL ME MY DEAR I WILL EXPLAINED YOU ALL…... GODBLESS MY LOVE RICHARD
Sincerely, BRANDY