Letter(s) from Elena Dodonkina to Bill (USA)

Letter 1

Hi, Restaman

First off all I changed my e-mail address in case that was the problem let me know if you get this so we can talk some more ok to this address
Sorry!!!!!! I could not answer you earlier.
I did not see your letter. It has been placed in spam folder.
I do not know why it happens.
Probably it is a mistake of a server.
I will disconnect spam filter. Also I hope my letter
it will not be placed in yours spam the filter.
Check it more often.
I saw your add and should say you are a very interesting and attractive man.
I wish I could have a chance to get to know you.
Hope you will give me this chance and will write me more about yourself.
And now I will give you an idea of who I am.
Restaman, am I right that this is you real first name? :-)))
My name is Elena. I am 28 y.o., My height is 167 cms(it 5.5 foots), my weight is 56 kgs (123.5 lbs).
I have never been married and have no children.
I am slim and in a good shape. I am fond of jogging to keep fit.
You see I live in Ukraine, Kiev in the country-side in some kilometers from the city.
So it is very convenient for me to do it in the morning or in the evening.
I enjoy the fresh air and the nature around me and at the same time keep my body fit.
I work in the restaurant every second day as a waitress and have to go to the city.
I have to earn for my living as I have nobody to take care of me.
I have to survive in this big and cruel world myself. I lost my parents in a car accident.
I don't like to talk about this as it still hurts me very much.
So, I don't have any brothers and sisters...
I can say that I have many interests and I enjoy life as it is.
I always try to find something good even in bad situation. I just love this life and want to live a complete full life.
The only thing I really miss in my life now is a close person.
A person who will allow me to lay my head on his shoulder and to tell him everything what is inside of me, in my soul.
I want to love and to be loved. I want to take care of my beloved person and devote all of myself to him.
To see his smile and be happy just because of it, to love everything in him.
Just to love his as he is with all his advantages and disadvantages.
We are not ideal and we are interesting because we have disadvantages which make us differ from each other.

I think I should close here. I use an Internet cafe as I don't have my personal computer and phone at home.
Please, don't worry if you don't get a letter from me. I will write you in a day as I have to go to the city to write you.
Will be waiting impatiently for your reply.

Here is some of my pics http://www.lenusik0808.ho.ua/
P.S. Please, answer me asap that I knew that I am interesting to you.
P.P.S. Please write me only at this e-mail address...

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Elena
lenusik0808@gmail.com

Letter 2

Hi, dear Restaman

I am so happy to get a reply from you.
Your letter captured me and forgot about the time reading it.
I do not remember precisely I wrote or not, but anything terrible if I shall repeat -
I live in Ukraine, Kiev in the country-side
I am 28 y.o., My height is 167 cms(it 5.5 foots), my weight is 56 kgs (123.5 lbs).
I have never been married and have no children.
I didn't have a goal to find someone abroad. I just came to the Internet cafe to find some necessary information and saw you.
And I decided why not to try? Perhaps that is a chance for both of us?
I can't say that all men in Ukraine are bad. There are good and bad people in any nation.
But most of Ukrainian men are very spoilt with women. And they don't care about our feelings.
Sometimes they are very rude and the main problem here is that they drink too much alcohol.
And I dream to find a caring, tender and understanding man.
And at this moment in my life I have to take care of myself alone. I work as a waitress to survive.
Though I am a teacher in a primary school by profession, I have to work in the restaurant.
It is hard to find a job on the profession and even if I have one, I will have a very small salary.
I worked for some time as a teacher in the local school. But my salary was so small that I even couldn't pay my bills.
But in spite of it, I enjoyed my work. I like to work with the children. They bring joy and happiness into our life.
I speak English rather well as I have been studied in the Institute for 5 years.
Restaman, just one question for you. Why are you looking for a woman the way like this?
I think it is very good to have an Internet as it connects people from different parts of the planet and it is great!
If you don't like my question, you don't need to answer.
I will understand.
I think you are a person with a big heart and open soul and you shouldn't have problems with it in your country.
Well, I hope to hear from you very soon.

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Elena
lenusik0808@gmail.com

Letter 3

Hi darling Restaman

Your letters make me feel so relaxed and rested. Not always, of course, sometimes I am so excited that everything falls down from my hands. It has happened right now. All my papers fell down on the floor and my pen too. And everyone who was in the Internet cafe looked at me with the surprise. But I wanted to laugh so much and couldn't put away the smile from my face. Now I realize how silly it looked from aside. But I don't care, I am writing to the best man in the world.
You see, I write letters at home on the list of paper and then go to the internet and type them there.
Hope you will forgive me for sharing all the details of my life with you.
Well, we still don't each other very well but I already feel that we are getting closer to each other. .
Of course, I would like to visit you to understand if we could be a good match. And I think I will do it in the nearest future. Internet can't give you the whole idea of the person you are communicating with. I would like to come to your place for some days to understand this.
But first, we should write letters and understand each other better.
I have never been married and don't have kids.
I can't say that all men in Ukraine are bad. There are good and bad people in any nation.
But most of Ukranian men are very spoilit with women. And they don't care about our feelings. Sometimes they are very rude and the main problem here is that they drink too much alcohol. And I dream to find a caring, tender and understanding man.
And at this moment in my life I have to take care of myself alone.
Therefore I have paid the attention on Internet.
I will now continue telling you more about myself.
Perhaps, more about my interests…
Well, cooking is my hobby. Salads, different soups, pasta, souses, cakes and pies- it is just a short list of what I cook. I like very much to try new things. I also like very much going to the restaurants. Unfortunately, I can't often afford it to myself. I do it very seldom, usually it happens when some of my friends has her birthday party.
I like trying new cuisine and trying to guess what are the ingredients.
Restaman, what's favorite dish? My is all national.
What is your favorite color? My is blue, black and white.
Watching movies is one of my adorable things to do, especially at the weekend. I have an old model of a video player. Though it is rather old but I still can watch movies on it. So at the weekend I rent some videos or ask my friends to give me some and enjoy it the whole day. Most of all I like to do it in a cold winter day. I stay in my bed with some food, hot tea and enjoy it. I like love stories very much, comedies and sometimes even horror movies.
But I get scared too fast and turn it off What's favorite movie? Any favorite actress and actor?
I like Tom Cruise very much and Angelina Jolie. I think she gorgeous.
I have never been outside the Ukraine. And what about you?
Restaman, have you ever visit other countries?
Also I like studying languages. I try to improve my English but It is better when someone teachers you and correct you.
Sports is my other hobby. I do jogging, it helps me to be fit. And I also go to the swimming pool as I think it is a very good exercise.
I don't smoke and drink. But smokers does't bother me.
I am Ukrainian Christian Orthodox. I sometimes go to the church on Sunday.
What else… I even don't know. I had so many thoughts in my head but they disappeared as soon as I thought of you personally.
I hope you are enjoying our correspondence as much as I do it and I hope to get your reply very soon.
Please, feel free to ask me any questions you have.

P.S. When is your birthday? My is 30 of Sept.

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Elena
lenusik0808@gmail.com

Letter 4

Hi, sunshine Restaman

That is such a happiness to see a letter from you.
I realized that I was smiling when I noticed how people in the Internet Cafe looked at me.
Internet Cafe here is just a place where different people who don't have their personal computers come to find some information or to write a letter as it is in my case.
They just pay money and feel free to use computers as long as they want.
It is so easy for me to write you like I have known you for ages.
I can tell you everything and have a feeling that I can trust you.
Though I am rather picky about people and it is not easy for me to trust.
I feel that I can do it with you. I can be sincere and open with you like I am.
I hate lies and when people are dishonest.
I would like to ask you what you think about treachery.
In my opinion that is awful and it hurts so much to know that a close person lied to you.
I will never hurt anyone like this. And hope to get the same in return.
Would you like to get to know a little about my city.
It is very cosy and green. We have beautiful parks here and flowers are blossoming in spring.
It is so romantic to walk there when the stars are shining and when your beloved person is together with you.
Are you a romantic person?
Restaman, do you like animals? As for me I just adore dogs.
They are very faithful and give you their love without any conditions.
Well, I will close here for now and will be waiting for your next letter impatiently.
Have a wonderful day!
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Elena
lenusik0808@gmail.com

Letter 5

Hi, my sunshine Restaman!!!
You are the ray of light in my life.
I got up and had a happy smile on my face. I was thinking of you!!!
I have one request for you. Can you send me some favorite pictures of yours?
I would print them and hang on my wall to see you every time I get up and go to bed.
I had a wonderful dream last night.
We were there together with you. It was a beach somewhere on a beautiful island.
There were only two of us. Just you and me. We even didn't talk.
We were holding our hands enjoying the calmness of the moment. That was great. We were so close to each other.
I was the happiest woman in the word as the man of my dream was with me.
That was a wonderful feeling and I still feel that passion and love I had inside of me.
Do you have any fantasies or dreams? You can tell me if it is not a secret.
I have a feeling that you are the one I can create a strong and happy family with.
Would you like to have children? I think this will be a mutual decision.
My husband will always be on the first place for me. And if he doesn't want to have children.
Well, I will do whatever he wants.
Take care, dear and write me your thoughts.

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Elena
lenusik0808@gmail.com

Letter 6

Hi, dear Restaman...

I was in a low spirit today. I feel tired.
I work for 9 and more hours a day. And I have to be patient with our clients which is not easy always as they can act in a very rude manner.
I get for about 200 dollars a month.
Paying all the bills I have very little money left that’s why I am not able to buy my own computer.
And I can’t write you letters very often as I have to pay for every letter I get and send.
Sorry for complaining, dear. Hope you understand me.
Your letter uplifted my spirits. I feel much better now after reading it.
Can you tell me more about your country. I am interested in everything what is connected with you.
I feel so vulnerable here and even miserable sometimes.
People are so cruel and rude. And I am so glad that I have you in my life.
You are so smart and understanding.
I want to say thank you! Just for being my friend and being in my life.
Miss you...

P.S. I would like to know your full name

my is
Elena Dodonkina
Kiev, Ukraine

P.P.S. please check my new pics, hope you like it...

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Elena Dodonkina
lenusik0808@gmail.com

Letter 7

My sunshine Restaman!!!

First I want to apologize for my letter yesterday. I shouldn’t complain to you.
But you are such a dear person to me and I feel that you understand me.
In any way, I will not do it any more not to bother you.
Your letters became part of my life and I appreciate so much your support.
It is not so easy for me to trust anyone. Once I was betrayed with a very close person and it hurted me so much.
I was in love but he cheated to me and left me for another woman. It was so painful.
But it is already in the past. And we should live with the present. Especially now when we have each other.
Though we have only letters but I hope that you can trust me. We already know each other though only
through the letters. And I like so much what I see and know. You are a great person and you are the best what I have in my life now.
And I feel that I can trust you and hope you will not lie to me.
You know, I often imagine us together holding hands, doing some things together.
And I think that it is already the time when we can think about meeting.
I could come to you to be with you and to see what it is like to live in your country.
That is a very serious step. And getting visa for me will take some time. Life is short to waste time.
And if you want me, I could come for 10 0r 15 days. But it depends on you.
I could Stay for longer if you want.
If it frightens you, I shall arrive only as the visitor!!!
That is a chance for both of us. And I think we should use it.
If you like this idea, we can talk about it seriously.
Thinking about you.......

P.S. please check my new pics, do you like it?
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Elena Dodonkina
lenusik0808@gmail.com

Letter 8

My dear Restaman

I have been thinking about you the whole night and morning today. I was not able to sleep.
I have so many thoughts about you and us in my head that it drives me crazy.
I can't recognize myself and it seems to me so unreal. But I feel it, really feel it inside.
I can't live without your letters. Every day is like torture for me when I can't read a letter from you.
I want to be with you, I want to feel you with every part of my body.
I want to kiss your lips, your eyes, your hands. I want to make love to you,
I want to be with you when you are sad and happy. I want to hold your hand when we sleep.
I want to cook breakfast for you, to spend weekends with you, to wait for the time when you come from work.
I want to have family with you. I want to have "US". To be one whole.
What is it? I think I LOVE YOU!!! Please, don't be scared with my feelings. I just
can't pretend. I love you and I want you to know it. My love is so big that it is enough for two of us.
I want you to love me so much. I even feel physical pain as I want to be with you now so much.
I wish to get into the plane right now and to appear into your hands. ..
I got to know, dear, that I would be able to get a tourist visa to come to you.
That is just a matter of time. I will have to do some paperwork to get visa, to pay for it and to buy air tickets.
I will do all the paperwork without problems. The only thing that worries me is money. You know that my salary is not big.
And I hope you will be able to help me.
I hope so much for your understanding. Please, let me know what you think about this.
Love you, love you, love you...
And so awfully miss you!!!

P.S. please check my new pics
98% of it was taken by my best girlfriend

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Elena Dodonkina
lenusik0808@gmail.com

Letter 9

Hello my dearest one Restaman!!!

Restaman, how are you today? As for me I am not really in the mood.
I have a feeling that I did something wrong.
I have never thought this could happen to me. That I could fell in love with the person I have never seen in my life.
I want to less the distance between us so much, to take your hand, to look into your eyes and to see that you understand my naive soul. I know I shouldn't be so open. I have to be strong and keep everything inside. I am too emotional but I don't want you to be scared and run away. If I could be closer to you and if I could show you my feelings. I want you so much to see me, to feel my touch.
I would kiss your eyes and say how I love you.
Again I am acting like a silly little girl. I am mad at myself.
But at the same time I can't stop. I want you to know my feelings. I even thought of coming to you. And I have even went the tourist agency to check about the visas. And now I know that the best way for me to come to you is to get a tourist visa. It will not take much time.
And they told me at the tourist agency that I have a very good chance to get it. And it is a very good reason for giving me a visa. I've checked that a visa will cost $400.
(400$ for visa, passport, medical insurance and for all documents)
You know with my salary I just can't afford it. And I will need your help. It's up to you, of course. But I really hope you will be able to help me with getting visa.
Restaman, please, think about it and let me know.
Do you want me to come to you?
Do you want to meet with me at last? I want it very much.
Hope you too.
I will give you the information for the case you decide to do it.
The best way to send money is to do it via Western Union or MoneyGram. It is an easy and quick way to get it.
It is necessary to know the full name of receiver.
My full name is Elena Dodonkina.
Kiev, Ukraine
And after sending money, the one who is getting money should know an MTCN (Money Transfer Control Number), the sum of money that was sent and the full name of the sender.
Also you can send money on-line!!!
(please visit http://www.westernunion.com and http://www.moneygram.com for more information)
Well, I hope that you will think on this information.
You have lots of food for thought.
Please, write me as soon as possible. I am waiting for
your reply.
Love you.

P.S. You can send money to any Western Union or Money Gram of Kiev, Ukraine.

P.P.S. Also I have asked to copy the following instruction for you:

While you're sending the wire transfer you might be asked to provide information concerning transfer purpose and destination.
In order to speed up the process please reply that these funds are sent to your friend, relative, business partner and etc.
Please do specify that the receiver is known by you personally and also note that these funds are your own money.
Main reason for this request is financial regulations in receiver’s country, so be serious and answer teller’s questions carefully because incorrect answers could cause a significant delay for the wire to be processed.

--
Elena Dodonkina
lenusik0808@gmail.com

Letter 10

Hi my love!!!
You know it is very pity to me you do not write to me.
Please write it would be very pleasant to me to know some words about you.
How are you?

my last letter
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Hello my dearest one Restaman!!!

Restaman, how are you today? As for me I am not really in the mood.
I have a feeling that I did something wrong.
I have never thought this could happen to me. That I could fell in love with the person I have never seen in my life.
I want to less the distance between us so much, to take your hand, to look into your eyes and to see that you understand my naive soul. I know I shouldn't be so open. I have to be strong and keep everything inside. I am too emotional but I don't want you to be scared and run away. If I could be closer to you and if I could show you my feelings. I want you so much to see me, to feel my touch.
I would kiss your eyes and say how I love you.
Again I am acting like a silly little girl. I am mad at myself.
But at the same time I can't stop. I want you to know my feelings. I even thought of coming to you. And I have even went the tourist agency to check about the visas. And now I know that the best way for me to come to you is to get a tourist visa. It will not take much time.
And they told me at the tourist agency that I have a very good chance to get it. And it is a very good reason for giving me a visa. I've checked that a visa will cost $400.
(400$ for visa, passport, medical insurance and for all documents)
You know with my salary I just can't afford it. And I will need your help. It's up to you, of course. But I really hope you will be able to help me with getting visa.
Restaman, please, think about it and let me know.
Do you want me to come to you?
Do you want to meet with me at last? I want it very much.
Hope you too.
I will give you the information for the case you decide to do it.
The best way to send money is to do it via Western Union or MoneyGram. It is an easy and quick way to get it.
It is necessary to know the full name of receiver.
My full name is Elena Dodonkina.
Kiev, Ukraine
And after sending money, the one who is getting money should know an MTCN (Money Transfer Control Number), the sum of money that was sent and the full name of the sender.
Also you can send money on-line!!!
(please visit http://www.westernunion.com and http://www.moneygram.com for more information)
Well, I hope that you will think on this information.
You have lots of food for thought.
Please, write me as soon as possible. I am waiting for your reply.
Love you.

P.S. You can send money to any Western Union or Money Gram of Kiev, Ukraine.

P.P.S. Also I have asked to copy the following instruction for you:

While you're sending the wire transfer you might be asked to provide information concerning transfer purpose and destination.
In order to speed up the process please reply that these funds are sent to your friend, relative, business partner and etc.
Please do specify that the receiver is known by you personally and also note that these funds are your own money.
Main reason for this request is financial regulations in receiver’s country, so be serious and answer teller’s questions carefully because incorrect answers could cause a significant delay for the wire to be processed.

--
Elena Dodonkina
lenusik0808@gmail.com