Letter(s) from Natalia Molchanova to Gavin (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello GAvin.

I am happy that you write me. I like to read about you and to look on you pictures. And I like dogs too. I do not care about age difference.

My life was so empty without you. You know that all friends will never take the place of lovely man. Do you agree? I want relations without betrayal and cruelty.

I do not want prince and superman. I want to be loved by ordinal man with usual needs. I am able to accept you what you are.

I am easy-going woman. I do not have bad habits.

Sometimes I looked in the sky and imagined that somewhere you existed and may be thought about me.

I am so happy that you write me and want to get to know me better.

I will tell you everything in my next letters. Write me.

Natalia.

Letter 2

Hello Gavin.

It is nice to hear from you , I dreamt to receive your letter again.
I do not speak English and use hep of translator.

I think our life is not for to be alone. It's for to love and to be loved, first of all. I think if a person hadn't love during his life, he didn't live. Love is life...I think it's awful when near with you there is not a person, whom you can give all your the most beautiful feelings, whom you can give your soul, your heart and yourself completely and that I want to offer to you. If you accept my heart I want to offer all myself to you.

I belive in honest relationships. My character: I am understanding, caring, devoted person. What I would like to change in myself, I'm too much a trustful person, and my friends say that I have such an ability to see everything in pink color.. I don't want to say that it's a very bad feature, but sometimes it hurts me very deeply inside. I believe in people, who unfortunately not always have been honest with me, but I don't see it because I really believe that if my attitude toward other people is good, they undoubtedly feel the same toward me, but it does not always work, unfortunately and sometimes I really would like to have a "third eye".

I want to tell you a bit more about myself although I know that it is very difficult to talk about oneself . I can tell you that I think my best qualities are the generosity , that I am an hopeless romantic and I have a very good heart. I like to be slow and appreciate the simple things that life offer to us every day ...like looking the sky.. going to the nature.. of course I often go also in some disco-club and so on with. I like camping and heart-to-heart talks.

And I like to travel but I have been only in different cities of Ukraine. I went there with children from school because I am a teacher of physical training. And sometimes we go to competitions. I like children and like to work with children. I live in Ukraine. My town is Nikolaev.

I live with mother. I have never been married. You know my mother is a retired doctor she has worked in the hospital for many years. My father was a pilot. He was killed in plane crash many years ago. It is difficult to think about it.

I really hope that our correspondence will grow more and more and our relation could soon turn into something more. I hope with all my heart.. Maybe you could ask me why I went through Internet to find a man.. Nowadays in Ukraine men don't think to build a family any more they are no longer family oriented they think only about their career and are not interested to have a family that is why I started looking abroad through Internet. And that is exactly my most important goal to have a family with the man I have always dreamt inside my heart. Maybe we will have to face with difference in culture and in languages.. I
think love is the strongest power in the world.

I wish you a wonderful day and I hope to hearing from you soon forgive me if I forgot to have written a too much long letter and make you bored :-) but I will tell you more in the next letter.

I will be waiting for a story of your life. How do you like to spend your free time? what is your the most favorite holiday? My is Christmas. I believe that all wishes come true.

Natalia.

Letter 3

GAvin, I am happy to see your reply.

It is so pleasant and satisfying for me to know more and more about your life. Thank you from the deep of my heart, because I was waiting for your letter.

Well I will try to tell you a bit more about me so that I will let you know me better from you. I want to describe you how are my usual day.
Of course dear most of my time is taken from my job. I use to get up very early in the morning about 6.40am - 7.00am and go to work after a rich breakfast (milk , coffee and sandwich ) As you already know, I work at school( teacher of physical training). But let's go back.
After work I use to go to the gymnasium at least three times a week to do exercise (I do aerobic, I go also to the swimming pool and to run).
My profession requires it.

I want to say that in our schools it is not possible to learn English. A system of education is not very good here. But if to use help of private tutor it is possible.

What I like in music depends completely on my mood, sometimes I like very much to listen to love songs and get a little melancholy, and sometimes when I am in a party I like to listen to all kind of pop music, I like to dance also, DO YOU?? both to pop and to love songs.

When the weekend arrives usually I'd like to spend it with friends going out to the cinema or theatre or disco pub. Sometimes we walk around the town.

I like my town. Nikolaev is a city and administrative center of Nikolaev oblast , southern Ukraine, on the estuary of the Yuzhny Bug River, about 40 miles (65 km) from the Black Sea. Nikolaev city architecture features are various cathedrals and churches, Black Sea fleet Observatory, Yacht-Club, Vladimir Shuhov hyperboloid water tower and more.

As you can see from the lines of my letter my life is quite simple and I am happy for that. I feel only one thing I have missed in my life. I have met you I hope every day with all my heart that you could become part of my life. I forgot to say when I was born. My birthday is the 9th of May, 1977.

I want to say that we on the different "poles" ( different countries, languages) but we are under the same star. I want to be your warmth and light. I do not speak your language , you do not speak mine. But for my man I can overcome obstacles. I would be glad to learn your language. I found translation service and they help me to communicate with you. I am thankful to them. I would be never found you without them.

Do you know what is "Love" for me?I think that Love is sharing the emotions reciprocally is to look in the same direction is to be opened to something greatest in life..is to build a family..is to feel you inside the heart and to be the most happiest person in the world.

Tell me why are you interested in me?

I took pictures of my city and my photo.
I will be waiting for your letter with a sinking heart.

Natalia.

Letter 4

Good day Gavin ,

Thank you for your letter. My family name is Molchanowa. I will send you my address. I have to ask permission of my mother to do it.

Of course I am woman who doesn't live only for dreams but I am also realistic and want a simple woman happiness. I believe that we will be able to build our relationships and distant and language are not obstacles for our hearts. I think it will be interesting to get to know about each others cultures and languages. I would be happy to learn your language. And I will be able to live in any country. But only if you will be with me.

I dream about you as the man of my life as a man whom to offer my life living together build a family together a man whom to offer happiness and to receive love from that is why I don't want to wake up one day realizing that has been only a dream. I told you about that only because I don't want to hide nothing is inside my heart and I promise you that in the moment we will meet when we could look into our eyes you will find in me the woman who you have always desired to meet, who will protect and respect you in all matters. I want to be an open book and let you know myself without secret and allow you to know me for what I am.

I will cook for you every day and take care of you. I like to cook everything and often like to find interesting receipt and to cook. I like "Sharlotka" it is cake. I like to cook different soups and meat dishes. I like borsh and green borsh with sour cream. My favorite salad is "garnet bracelet".I like when there are many guests.

I hope that we will have a sincere relationship and from my side you must be sure that I am totally open and sincere with you and I ask you to tell me whatever you think , whatever you are worried about , whatever what you wish from our relation. I think that in the world there are people who have had everything from their lives like fame, success .I feel that I don't need anything of that I want just to be beloved.

There are things in life that are inevitable and I am powerless to control them. The Sun will rise and set, the tide will come in and go out, the seasons will change, the birds will fly South for the winter and return in the spring, and the caterpillar will transform itself into a wonderful butterfly. Somehow, I feel reassured by this because many other things in life are so transient - so momentary. I knew that our relationships would develop into something lasting and precious, just as I am sure that the caterpillar will one day become a beautiful butterfly. It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. Thus, you have truly become the star of my life which brings me light in this dark world, and warmth when I need it. You offer me the promise of renewal, the joy of living, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on in times of stress.

I sent you a photo where I am in the teacher's common room.
My kiss only for you.
I long for your next letter!!!

Natalia.

Letter 5

Gavin, I was waiting for your letter impatiently!

I'm very Happy for your letter and to hear from you again that makes me feel inside my heart a joy I can't describe it.

Today I had a rather hard day at work but ever since I have met you I noticed that in everything I do in my life now I always have you in my mind and in my heart and that make me face every situation with a broad fixed smile on my face only because of you.

I told you that my father was killed in plane crash many years ago. I look like my mother.

I'm very happy when I can run away from all my usual events to spend some time writing to you. It's the only way that I have got now to keep in touch and stay close to you. When I write letters for you I imagine that you are near to me. And you know in this unbelievable and furious speed of life I remind to myself that I have got you in my life and that is enough I don't need anything more but only you.

When I found your first letter a smile appear on my face and a relief inside my heart. And when I came home after a hard day I tried to imagine that you were near with me. We are sitting near the fireplace.
The fire warms us. We are listening to music. You hold me in your arms and say to me " I'm with you... And I feel your sweetness in my blood.
And then a new day came, I feel a new power inside me , I feel a new life full of joy and happiness only because of your presence in my life. I'm so tired from loneliness in my life, but after our meeting, after your coming into my life I really have started to forget what is it.

I know it maybe could sound strange that I talk to you in this warm way after some days and for the fact that we have never met before in real life. But Feelings sometimes has mysterious ways to reach people and maybe this is one of that highway. I don't know what to think now the only thing that I want to live my life together with you . No matter how long it will take to meet you, no matter what kind of sacrifice I will have to face against with for you. You are inside me.
You are in my life and I don't want to live without you any more. I know that we have the same view about how to build our relationship and I feel inside me that you are a man of dream , a man for whom I will do any sacrifice and put all myself to deserve you in my life.

I sent you my photos.

Kiss you.
Natalia

Letter 6

Sir,

Your lady Natalia comes to our firm and uses our translation service.

She asked us to help her to write you because she does not know English. She uses our Internet service too.

She is so upset because she cannot continue to write you because she does not have funds.

She says that you are wonderful man and she was looking for you all her life. She is upset that cannot write you. She wants you to know that you are the man of her dreams.

If you have a wish to continue your correspondence with Natalia we can send you all the information about our services and prices you need in order to proceed with your future communication.

Principal of "Orion"
Nikolay Ivanov.