Letter(s) from Lubov to Gavin (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello my friend Gavin. I am very happy to receive your letter because earlier I never corresponded with people with the help of the Internet. I learned that is possible to correspond with men with the help of the Internet from my girlfriend because she corresponds with the man too. She spoke that many women find the destiny with the help of the Internet and consequently I have decided to use this chance and to find the destiny too. I have no own computer and consequently I visit the Internet of cafe to correspond with you. I studied the English language at school and in technical school when I studied as the seller. I hope that you understand my English language. Now I work as the seller in grocery shop. I work 1 days and then I have a rest 1 day. I live in Yoshkar-Ola city. It is more 650 km from Moscow. I have no brothers and sisters. I am 27 years old. My growth 165 cm, weight of 50 kg. Earlier I was never married but I had the friend and we were friends 1 year and then I have understood that the Russian men not for me? I shall try why the Russian men not for me but I do not want to offend men and I understand that in Russia there are worthy and family men but it is not enough of them. When I was friends with my the friend, he did not notice me and always spent time with friends and he frequently took alcoholic drinks. When I have understood that he does not love me I has decided to find the man from other country and I hope that my dream to be carried out. I not against if the man take alcoholic drinks but not every day. Also I understand that the man should meet friends and spent time with them but not every day too. I think that the man should spend greater time with loved the person. You can not agree with me but this my opinion. I live with mine of parents in one apartment and I very much love my parents because now this my family but I hope that very soon I shall have family separately from my parents because I think that when I shall find the man of my dream I should live separately from my parents. The man of my dream should love me and care of family and for me the age and appearance does not matter because in Russia we have a proverb " For love all age are obedient ". I think that it is impossible to learn each other in one letter and consequently I hope that we shall correspond with you in the future and to learn each other better. I shall look forward to hearing from you. Your Lubov.

Letter 2

Hello my friend Gavin. I am happy to receive your letter because now I know that we shall learn each other better. I spoke you about me a little in the first letter but I think that it is impossible to learn in one letter about all. I know that I cannot speak about all and consequently if you have questions to me that I shall be glad to answer your questions. I shall not tell lies to you and I shall always speak you only the truth because I the fair girl. When I was the little girl my mum spoke me that I never told lies and what to tell lies it very bad. I the Christian and I believe in the God but I do not visit church frequently. But I not against if someone have other religion because I think that each person chooses itself what religion to him to profess. Do you agree with me??? At leisure I like to go in for sports because I want to support a figure and health and consequently I visit aerobics 3 times a week. At leisure I like to walk on park and to visit museums, theatres. Now I want to speak you about my parents. OK?? Mine mum a name - Elena and the daddy - Aleksey. Now my mum on pension and the daddy works as the taxi driver. Earlier my mum worked as the seller too in shop and consequently I think that now I work as the seller because when I was small I frequently went to mum in shop. Now my mum the housewife. Tell me about your family, about your relatives. I spend a lot of time to write the letter for you, but I really like it. I hope to get your new letter soon. With the best regards from Russia Lubov.

Letter 3

Hello Gavin!! I am glad to receive your letter. Today I worked and consequently I am very tired but I shall try to answer your letter because when I write you the letter I very happy and now I understand that I have the man with whom I can speak about all. I am very happy that I have got acquainted with you in this world. And I hope that in the future we shall have more close relations. Yes I have friends but they only friends and I hope that come day I will shall find the man of my destiny. I live in Russia all my life and now every day I think of sense of my life because now I am 27 years and I have no the man to create family. I think that each person should have the family. I think that we live to create family and to live with loved the person. Do you agree with me? I want to share with the man of my dream all the things - glad full and sad, everything which we will meet in our life. My man is clever and has strong spirit, he is kind and magnanimous, generous. The only my man who needs love and can give love. This is the man who needs reliable family and honest relations. What do you think about it? I am sorry but now I should go home because I am very tired after work. I shall look forward to hearing from you. Your Lubov.

Letter 4

Hello my dear Gavin. I like it!!! How are you today? I am happy to receive your letter and I read your letter with the big pleasure. It really becomes regular pleasure to get and read your letters. I never thought that I shall correspond with the man from other country and now I believe in it. I am glad that my girlfriend advised me to correspond with the help of the Internet. I am very glad that with the help of the Internet we can correspond with you and to learn each other. Now every day I wait for your letters and I try to write to you every day because I am very happy to read your letters and when I receive your letters I understand that there is a man to which I am not indifferent also who thinks of me. I hope that you are glad to receive my letters too and also I hope that we shall correspond in the future and to learn each other better. Now I understand that my life has changed also I want to speak you fairly that I never was such happy as now. You want to know why I became happy? I am very happy because I have met you. In the world some billions people but we have found each other and I think that it is destiny. Do you agree with me? My parents have noticed too that I became happy because earlier every day I was tired but now I know that in my life has appeared the man to whom I can transfer the feelings and emotions. My parents did not know that I correspond with you but my mum has understood that someone has appeared in my life. If something changes in my life my mum always understands it. I spoke my parents about you and they are very happy for me. We for a long time spoke about you and as we have got acquainted with you. My parents are very happy for me and also they speak you "Hello." I hope that you do not object I spoke my parents about you??? But if you do not want that I spoke about you that I shall not speak about you. Ok? Now I became cheerful and I hope that we shall correspond with you in the future because I want to be always such cheerful. I want to speak you fairly that you help me to be such happy. I would like to know more about you, for example, tell me please something about your usual day? What have you done today? Now I should finish this letter. I hope that you write to me very soon because without your letters my life seems boring. I shall look forward to hearing from you. Your Lubov.

Letter 5

Hello Gavin!!! I was very glad to see your new letter. It makes my mood very good. You can represent my ordinary day when I work. I am so tired in the finish of my working day but I am always happy to forget about my problems and weariness when I again read your letters. I'd like to tell that I start to understand, that it is very interesting for me to communicate with you and I am glad, that we could find each other in this big world. I hope you share my pleasure. I never had a lot of real happiness in my life. But now I am happy because I have met you in this world. Today I worked in shop and I thought of you all the day long and I dreamed about our future. I shall never forget you and I hope that you will not forget me too because now I cannot present life without you and your letters. You have changed all my life. Every day on work I very joyful and many my girlfriends are very much surprised: why every day I such happy!? I want to speak you fairly that you help to live to me. Today I could not restrain and I spoke my girlfriends about you. I spoke my girlfriends that in the world lives such fine the man without which now I cannot present my life. My girlfriends spoke me that they never saw me such happy. All my girlfriends have the husband and they are very much surprised because I have no man of my dream. I want to find the man that he really cared of me. In the days off I and my girlfriends we walk in park or we drink coffee in cafe. Also sometimes we visit theatres and cinemas, museums but only in the days off. I love my girlfriends and I too try to cheer them up when they has grief. Because they have home life and there are cases that they have quarrel with husbands. I hope that sometime I too shall be married but I confident that I shall never have quarrel with my future husband. Because we shall be close morally and in heart, are close in soul, we shall be not simply the husband and the wife but also the best friends. But now I should go home and I shall look forward to hearing from you. Your and only your Lubov.

Letter 6

Hi Gavin!!! I am very happy to receive your new letter. Each your letter bring happiness for me. My ideas always only about you. You have changed all my life. I do not understand that happened with me. When I at home, on work, in the street I think of you always. Every day I think of you. I happy to write to you again. I think of you very much.You are always with me: in each my step, in each my deal, always. My parents had wedding in 1974 and they live 34 years are happy. My parents very happy together, and I really hope that may be someday you and I will be together and will be same happy couple. How it could be sweet to be together with dear man. If you don't think about it, you may not notice it. But there is some emptiness in the heart, when you have no beloved person near with you. And this emptiness can't be filled with job, joy, food or something else. It's emptiness in soul, and I truly feel that you begin to fill it. I feel so strangely and unusually. Just peace of happiness came to me from heaven, and I enjoyed it.I frequently in the evenings look at the moon and I ask the god that he has helped me to find my destiny and to not be mistaken. Sometimes I like loneliness but sometimes I hate to be one. Happens that I pay at night because there is nobody near to me in a bed, there is not strong man's shoulder to which I can to nestle in sleep and to embrace.... Minutes of a melancholy frequently overtake me and then I start to reflect on sense of my life.... What with me will be farther?... Really I shall lead my stayed life in loneliness?... But no, I shall never despair! I should live a life adequately! And I shall be happy! Sometime.

Letter 7

Hello my love Gavin. I am very happy to receive yours the letter. I really understand your letters perfectly and I like to do it. You cannot be presented as I is happy that I have found you in this big world. I always think of you. Nothing can distract me from thoughts and dreams of you. I think a lot about us and about our future. Do you want to know my the most treasured dream? I want to admit, that my the most desired dream is to see you my own eyes. I wish to see your face, your eyes and you entirely and to talk with you directly, to feel you in reality that is my great desire. One minute of speaking with you, of looking to you can replace all our corresponding, but, certainly, I love to communicate with you by letters, I love your letters very much. But one fact upsets me and makes me unhappy: you are so long from me, thousand kilometers are between us... I am sure that there is no distinction in that from what country there will be my beloved man. God, who created this world, could not think that we will live separately. I hope that I never shall lose you. You unique the man in my life and now I do not notice anybody. I do not know that will be in the future but I shall hope only for the best. My mum always spoke that if will hope and will trust that your dream to be carried out that dream to be carried out necessarily. It is necessary to trust in the dream and she to be carried out sometime necessarily. I shall look forward to hearing from you. Your Lubov.

Letter 8

Hello, my love Gavin. I am happy to receive your letter. You have came into my life like hurricane, and have changed all my minds. You are beautiful and kind, and you are constantly in my head. You really have changed my life, you gave me the hope to the sweetest and the happiest future. I am really romantic person, but I could never even thought that I can be so romantic like now. I want to feel you in real life, I want to feel your touches. I want to see your eyes, and sink in your deep eyes. I want you to show me all around you and I wish to see everything that you will want to show me, to see everything what is around you, everything and everybody you love, wish to feel the air you breath. I am ready to give everything for the one moment spending with you. I ask the God to present me such possibility and now I can only wait the miracle. I want to pass through your eyes to your soul, and wish you to make the same thing. I believe that nothing can't replace one real meeting. And I wish to meet you. I know that, may be, I am a hopeless romantic, but I truly believe that our meeting with help of the Internet is the best thing, which could happened with us. Your Lubov.

Letter 9

Hello My love Gavin. I am very glad to see your letter again, it really brings happiness to me. You really make me very happy, I enjoy working, because you are in my mind, everywhere. You are my only true love, because I have never been in love as now with you my love Gavin. I will never leave you, never break your heart, I can not do that my sweetheart, and it has no part with me to do something like that, I am A very happy woman,and now that you came into my life, I am even more happy then I have been in all my life. You have stolen my heart and now I want to be near to you. I have understood that I searched for you all my life. I cannot live without you. I met my girlfriend and earlier my girlfriend worked in Embassy of Moscow city. I did not know as I can arrive to you and consequently I asked by my girlfriend as I can travel to you. She spoke that I shall need the visa and in the international passport and consequently I should travel to Embassy of Moscow to receive my documents. Also she spoke what difficultly to receive documents but she can help me with reception of my documents because my girlfriend has many friends in Embassy of Moscow. Also she spoke that I should not worry because of documents, I shall not have problems with reception of my documents and I can receive my documents in 3-5 days. But I have other problem I have no money because I earn 150 dollars a month and also I spend money for foodstuff, on municipal services, etc. My girlfriend spoke me that if I shall travel to Moscow that I shall need 140 dollars to live in hotel and 280 dollars for my documents (160 dollar - international passport and 120 dollar - visa) and also in 150 dollars to travel to Moscow. I have no so much money and consequently I cannot arrive to you without your help. I love you and I am not afraid to speak you these words because these words from heart. I understand what difficultly to find so much money but I shall hope that you can help me with the finance to travel to Moscow and to start to do my documents. You can help me with the finance??? As soon as you will help me with the finance, next day I shall travel to Embassy of Moscow city. I am glad that I have got acquainted with you and I shall be the happiest girl in the world if I meet you. I shall never break your heart because you my destiny you my happiness and I cannot live without you. You really made me the happiest woman, I can not believe that I have met you on Internet Well you finding me is more the truth. I want to make you the happiest man in the world, and that can only be when there is true love within our hearts. Oh my dear, sometimes the rough and tough ways are ways, that we may really find out to see if we really have true love within our hearts. Well my dear, I will tell you that I really love you and that you may know that from me. I will now embrace you with all hugs and kisess to you my love Gavin. Your love Lubov.

Letter 10

Hello my Gavin!
I have received your letter and I hasten to answer
my love I need 570 dollars
It is the big sum, but I ask to entrust me
It is necessary for me, only to arrive to you
I swear to earn and return this money
Entrust to the god, the heart, and me
We shall be together, and we shall be happy!
I swear, that we shall not have problems with money, I am not afraid of work
I have not got used to luxury and I know the price to money
The faster you will send me the necessary sum, the faster I can finish this process and arrive to you
I would like to begin our home life with zero and to pass all difficulties together with you
Now our meeting depends on you, and from your decision
My mum too so thinks,
She sends the regards to you and blesses us!
She already loves you as the own son
I love you too, but as the future husband!
I love you Gavin, and I want to arrive to you
I hope it will not occupy a lot of time, and you can send me a remittance
I wait for your letter with impatience
I LOVE YOU!
Your love Lubov

Letter 11

My love Gavin,
My love Gavin if I had money I would help money to the favourite person even if would not see him.
It seems to me that I knew you always.
I never, even in children's dreams, could not present that I meeting such the man as you.
You my ideal, anybody never can repeat your success.
You in my ideas always! When I sleep, when I wake up, when I prepare food, when I am on work!
Wonderful dreams come to me when I sleep, I see us together.
Oh my God, it is wonderful dreams.
Before fall to sleep I re-read your letters and I enjoy your one photo.
You have won my heart and my soul.
I constantly speak with mum about you.
If you will help me with registration of the visa and will send 570 $, my mum will try to help me with air tickets, she will try to find the necessary sum
If it will fail, she will sell a gold ring with the big brilliant which belonged to my
great-grandfather
This very valuable and ancient ring, is our family jewelry
My mum wants to transfer it to you that you carried this ring on the finger
This ring brings good luck and happiness
She already loves you as the own son
I shall wait for your letter and the information of a remittance
To receive your money, I need in some information
I should know your full of a name and control number of a remittance (MTCN)
Then I can receive your money without problems
On work my colleagues congratulate me.
I have informed them that I have found love with you and soon I leave.
My boss has accepted on my workplace my replacement.
She is very young girl.
She only has finished institute and while I still work she adopts my working skill.
My boss speaks that to him is a pity to lose the good worker.
But he regrets that can not help me with money.
Because to holidays he increased the salary to all personal.
I know that you too, very much try to do the utmost for our prompt meeting.
It is very pleasant to feel your care.
Though you are many miles from me.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I kiss you much many times!!!
your and only your forever Lubov.