Letter(s) from Anastasia Vdovichenko to Gabriel (Sweden)

Letter 1

Hello!!!
My name is Anastasiya. I am the modest girl from Russia. My age of 26 years. I think, at this age it is necessary to search for the man and to create strong family. I search for serious relations. I write to you with this purpose. I do not search for casual relations. I search for the future husband. I have addressed to the manager the Internet-cafe. I use services the Internet-cafe. I have no own computer unfortunately. I have asked the manager to search for the man for me on the Internet. The manager has addressed to a site: ekontakt. I saw set of profiles on this site. I saw yours and I have decided to write to you. For me you seem interesting by the man. And now I write to you. I do not know why. I think, it is female intuition. I hope, have not made the wrong choice. I shall be glad to learn you better. And I ask to answer my e-mail: anastaskralya@gmail.com.
I have put a my photo. I shall wait your answer. Bye. Anastasiya!

Letter 2

Hello, my friend Gabriel,
Now I'm here to write you. I understand, that we have distinction in the age of. But for me the age has no value. For me the most important soul and heart of the man. I think the most important, that the man had a soft heart and soul. I love man of adults. I want, that mine the man was more senior, than I. My opinion, that the man more senior age serious, also has the purpose in a life. I can be assured of the man of senior age. I should be assured, that mine the man will care and protect me. I have age in which it is necessary to create own family. I think, that at your age it is necessary to create own family also. I think, that the love does not see distinction in the age of. I am assured, that love above all. I think, that the mutual love and feelings to each other does not see distinction in the of age. People with the years become cleverer and seriously concern to a life. I hope our distinction in the age of will not be an obstacle of our relations. I already enough adult girl. I wish to meet my second half. I wish to meet the man which will love me all life. I hope you understand my sincerity. I want to tell you more about myself. I like sport. I like various kinds of sport: volleyball, swimming, aerobics and dancing. Also I adore traveling with friends around my country. Sometimes we take the tents, make there a fire, sing songs, fool, tell terrifying stories and cook the food. I like cooking very much: usually fish soup, millet porridge, and toasts. Generally we have a good time. I adore flowers in all their displays. I think that they make our life beautiful everywhere: at home, in the streets, at work. As for me I think there is no woman who doesn't like flowers at all. I prefer bloody red roses, delicate lilies, and noble irises. When there is a vase of flowers in the living room or on the bed-table it means that you will be elated all the day, have a desire to do the best for everybody. I'm fond of dancing very much. I attended dancing classes. Most of all I like Latin-American dances, because they are so passionate, rhythmical and active. So I think that's all for now. I wish to see your photos. Send your photos, please. I shall be glad to receive your photos. Bye, kisses from Anastasiya.

Letter 3

Hi Gabriel,
I was very pleased to receive your letter! I did not expect, that you will answer so quickly! I want to learn more about you. What would you like to know about me? Please, do not hesitate to ask me I will answer you with pleasure. I am grateful to you for sent to a photos. You very beautiful the man. I hope you will send a lot of a photos in the following letters. A few words about myself: As you might already know I'm 26 years old girl from Russian small town called Alatyr. Alatyr-It is city in Chuvashiya. Alatyr it is located at the left coast of the river Sura. It is approximately 900 km from Moscow. I have never been married but feel ready to make the family with the good and honest person. I want to find the person who will love me and take care of me. I hope that our relations which are so fragile yet will grow day by day. Happiness in the Family is everything which is necessary for the lonely girl such as I am! This's all I need. I am already an adult girl and I need my own family! I work as an accountant. I worked at many other places before my girlfriend has helped me with this one. It is very nice, I like it very much. I work in firm, which is engaged in retail delivery of food production. I work with the important documents. I love my work. I work in firm of several years. I have enough experience in my work. I am qualified employee. My boss respects me. He appreciates skilled workers. But my work occupies a lot of time unfortunately. I am devoted to work completely. I work with 8 am up to 5 pm. I work on Saturday if has not finished affairs on Friday. But I have rest on Saturday and Sunday is usual. I work 5 days in a week. My life is devoted for work and the house. And I need in love. I wish to come from work home, and to spend evenings with the beloved man. I go home after the working day. But I have entertainments. I spend time in weekend with girlfriends. We go to cinema or theatre. We go with girlfriends on streets of our beautiful city of Alatyr. I like to go along the street and to think of a life. I like to live and enjoy a life. Also I like cooking! I can make a big variety of dishes! My mother used to say that it's very important to cook tasty and delicious food to become a good wife. My favourite is the Russian cuisine! My mother says I do it very good however I don't eat that much: only salads 2 times a day. What kind of food do you like? I like to eat salads and meat. Also I like to eat fruit. I love tangerines and oranges. I eat healthy and wholesome food. I think, what to eat fruit it is useful very much. I like to prepare for meat in the French style. Also I like to prepare for different soups. My mum learned to prepare to eat me correctly. I studied with pleasure to prepare to eat in the childhood. I cook tasty food. And I am capable to cook tasty food for mine the man in the future. For me it is pleasant to prepare tasty and wholesome food. One of my hobbies - to cook food. I think I know English well enough for us to understand each other I studied English at school then at the University. The English language was my favourite lesson. Of course I don't speak English as good but I'm trying to improve it. Now I live with my mother. I was born when my mum was 30. My parents wanted children so much and they were waiting girl for so long so that when I was born they were so happy and tried to give me all their love and care. My father died natural death when I was young but he is still in my heart and in my mind. Unfortunately I have neither sisters nor brothers. I feel lonely and it is so difficult to live without man's support without strong man's shoulder on which I would lean. Fortunately I have some good friends who always are with me and help me. I am very much interested in you and our relations. Will you please send me your pictures! It's all for now, I'm going home. Your Anastasiya.

Letter 4

Hello my friend Gabriel!
I am glad to hear from you again. Thanks that you have written me. I think that every new letter pulls us together more and more. I think that you know much about me now. I was familiar with many young people, but I didn't like any of them. Now I know you and I think we can be very close friends. I hope that I have made the right choice. I do not want to risk. I want to be happy and to love the persons who will make me happy. I write you with pure intentions. Do you think we can be happy together? Once I had long relations with one guy. We were dating for two years. I thought that we would marry one day. But suddenly he became so cold with me, he began to treat me so bad, started to drink a lot and spend most of the time with his friends. And they were telling stories about me, something very horrible that I've never done. He became rude with me. He spent time with other women. I was so upset and after that I disappointed in all Russian men. Since that passed one year already. Recently my girlfriend told me that it is possible to get acquainted with the man through the Internet. I didn't believe in this but decided to try. And I have found you. I am very happy that we write each other. It is very important for me. I want to be happy with the man and to spend with him the whole my life. I will try to make my man happy. But without his help and his love and understanding it would be impossible. I think I'm ready to try such a wonderful feeling as love again. I hope that you will understand my words. I want to know your opinion about all this. I want to learn more about you. About your soul and background. What is the most important for you: material or spiritual values? I celebrate Christmas in a circle of family. We decorate a christmas tree. We with mum make a remarkable supper. We drink a champagne and wine. We go to walk all the night long. We buy fireworks and we blow up them. We have all the night long entertainments in Christmas. We have Christmas at night from January, 6 till January, 7. Christmas night on January, 7. We well celebrate Christmas in a circle of family. I would like to receive more of your pictures. I will wait for your answer with impatience. Your friend Anastasiya!!!

ps. My post address: city Alatyr. p.o. box 5 for Anastasiya.

Letter 5

Hello dear Gabriel,
I am very pleased that you answered me. Thank you for your interesting letter! Your letters always bring me a lot of pleasure and happiness. When I read your letter I feel, that you are the kind and good person, and you will never hurt me! My heart starts to beat more often when I read your letter, and I think, that you are that person whom I waited for so long. I am pleased, that we are so similar and it is wonderful to feel that you are interested in me! I promise you, that I will be sincere in my letters! Last night I talked to my mother about us. After my dad has died, she became closer to me and I decided to tell her, that I correspond with you. I said that you are not from Russia and she encouraged me. My mother was glad to hear that I met a good person (that's what I told her about you, as you are really very nice) but warned to be careful because she remembers how I suffered with the previous boyfriend. But I ensured her that you are not that kind of man who will make me suffer. I told her how interesting and important you are for me and she gave me her blessing and said she would pray for us! She said that if my dad were alive he would be happy for me. Yesterday evening I had good time thinking with my mother, what to write you about me in this following letter. I hope, that it is pleasant for you! They say I have good character, and I'm not interested in married men because to destroy their family is very bad! I want to tell you that if we shall be together one day I will try to be a good wife for you and will never deceive you with another man! I think to betray the husband it is the biggest sin and I am not capable to do this as many other women! I want to be the best wife I even read the book in which key rules of the good wife were written. My life target is not the money but the happiness in family. I don't want to say, that if everything is ok with us I will sit at home and keep the house, I would like to find the job if you don't mind. As for my education I have good knowledge! I studied for the accountant approximately for 6 years and I'm good at it. I have good job, but salary is so small so I need to save money all the time (it is $130 per month). I don't have my own phone and computer so I write you from the Internet-cafe. I think it's even better that I do not have much money as they make people worse and do not make them happy! Of course I earn more than many people here but it is enough only for meal and some clothes. I think that we should not speak about the incomes because it's not the main thing. Well, it's time to go. I shall wait for your answer with impatience! Your Anastasiya.

Letter 6

Hello my dear Gabriel,
It is so pleasant to come from work and find your letter in my mail box. Excuse, that I did not write to you some days. I had the difficult working days. I work much. And I had no time to go to the Internet-cafe, to write to you. But I thought of you all time. I missed your letters. I am glad, that I can read your letter today. And I answer your letter with pleasure. I have told to mum, that you are more senior, than I. My mum thinks also of your age, as I. For her the age has no value. My mum speaks me always, that I listened to my heart. She speaks, that age it only numbers. I should follow own heart. My heart feels, that you good the man for me. My female intuition speaks me about it. By the way, you trust in intuition? My mum worries only, that my future adult the man, has not taken advantage of my innocence. My mum wishs my only good luck. I hope you understand me. I am so tired I had a long working day. I've made the quarter balance from the beginning of year. Due to the new requirements in registrating official papers I had to rewrite many documents and to recount the figures. Now it's just the figures and tables in my head. More than that I had to finish this within one day because tomorrow there comes the tax commission. I wonder what for they issue constantly new and new policy? Why isn't it impossible to adhere for a long time to the old rules??? But unfortunately I can't do anything with this. I have to obey to this system. Only one thing makes me happy, that everything is ok with you. It is so pleasant to read your letters when I reread them I come over all the troubles and difficulties so easy. It is very easy for me with you. I am so tired now so I'd better go to sleep and on my way back home I will think of you and it will give me new energy to spend tomorrow's day and write you again! Hugs and kisses, your Anastasiya.

ps. My home adress: country Russia, city Alatyr, Post code 429820, Lenina str. 2-4. My name Anastasiya, my surname Vdovichenko.

Letter 7

Hello my dear Gabriel,
It is so pleasant to receive your letter again! You filled up my life with a new feeling which I forgot for quite a while. It is so wonderful! I would like to come more often to the Internet-cafe to receive your letters, but the job takes a lot of time and energy. Recently I have told my girlfriends about you. They were very surprised, that I have found the man of my life through the Internet. They heard, that lots of Russian women get acquainted through the Internet and come to live in the foreign country with the husband, and they wish us good luck! They wanted to know all the details concerning our correspondence but I said that it's very private and told them just a few general things about us (for them not to feel jealous that such a wonderful man correspond with me not with them)! All my girlfriends are married and their husbands are Russian. Unfortunately most of them are unhappy in family and there are many reasons for that and they even envy me that everything is ok with us! I am very pleased that our relations do the right way! I would like to ask you about the happiest day in your life What was it like, what did you feel at that moment? I do not watch TV often. I work much. And I have no time to watch TV. We have no American TV. We look the Russian TV. Now it's time to go home. I will think of you this evening. Take care. Your Anastasiya.

Letter 8

Hello my love Gabriel!
I am so happy! You're in my mind all the time. I like to reread your letters, they cheer me up. I want to tell you, that my heart starts beating more often when I think of you!!! How are things with you? I hope everything is fine. I do not think, that you old the man. I think, that you the man with young soul and heart. I am right? I want to ask you send me some more of your pictures, I will look on them and feel as if you are here with me. I want so much to watch your smile, to feel your breath, to be in your arms. All I want is to love you and to be loved by you. My feelings to you are clean and virgin. Now everything around me is beautiful, kind, gentle and romantic!!! I want to have the family and loving husband to feel his care and support in difficult situation. I was very close to my dream in the past, but my trustfulness made me suffer. This is the main thing for me - to trust the person with whom I am. To trust each word, gesture, sigh or smile. In the world now there is so much meanness and deceit, that it is necessary to make sure that you trust people whom you call friends. I'm not saying about you, I know you not for so long but feel that you are honest with me and that makes me believe that I can love and be loved with you!!! My mother used to tell me that I should be opened to friends. She asked about us and I said that everything is ok. I told my mother a lot about you. She hopes that I will be happy at last. Mother told me how she had met my dad. How they fell in love at first sight, were dating then and after all married. I am so upset that I don't have the phone to call you. I want so much to hear your voice and to look at your eyes, to hold your hands. I want to make you happy. Please, give me the chance to do it! Give me the chance to feel love again. I will wait for your letter. Your Anastasiya!!!

Letter 9

Hello my Gabriel!
I am happy to receive your letter again. When I've read it I understood that you are very important to me, that you are the person who can understand me and support in difficult situation. Like any other woman I dream to have my own family, honest, loyal and reliable husband with whom we will take care of our pretty children in our wonderful house. I am happy that I met you and written to you instead of somebody else! That day was the happiest in my life. I know that the main things between two people are trust and understanding any relations without it can not exist. Without trust and understanding we can not be that close to each other. I hope that we are in such close and sensual relations. It seems to me there was a spark between us since the very beginning. Now I know I always dreamed about you. You are my fate I want to be with you, to embrace you, to see and love you only. I can't stop thinking of you. I wake up and fell asleep with the thoughts about you. Each letter from you makes my heart warmer. I dream of that day when I will see you personally, hear your magic voice and feel the warmth of your body. Today is good weather. I like to walk in such perfect days or to leave the city for the picnic with friends. It is so wonderful. I think I'm probably too romantic but I like the nature very much. Yesterday I dreamed about us walking in the forest together, holding hands and picking up flowers. When I think of you, my darling, I become so happy and it is so pleasant and joyfully in my heart that I want to fly far away in the sky. Now I know that I can not live without you, without your words, without your embraces and kisses. You are the person whom I was looking for the whole my life and I don't want to lose you. You are my sense of life. I have nothing but you in this world. I will wait for your letter with impatience. A lot of kisses to my darling, Your loving Anastasiya.

ps. I have made video for you. I hope to you to like.

Letter 10

Dearest Gabriel!
I am sure it's a miracle. We're writing each other for few weeks only but it seems to me I know you for the whole my life. I think there is some magics between us. I hope you will agree with me that we have found something special in each other. You've made my life so bright and interesting, you made me love the whole world! It is so wonderful! Thank you my darling!!! I'm very happy that you're confident with me and when I think of you my heart is full of love and joy! I trust you. But you know, when we started to write each other I had some doubts at the beginning. But I decided not to give up because I felt you were very close to me and seemed to be so special, so lovely. Each letter from you confirms that I've made the right choice. Without you, my life would be so empty. I don't know how to explain why my feelings to you are so strong, I just feel it inside of me in my heart! My dear Gabriel, I think about you all the time and I know no one is so important to me on the whole world as you are! I will never love somebody more than I love you! I always dream of you! Anastasiya.

Letter 11

My sweetest Gabriel!
I always wanted to tell you how much I think about you, about us but the distance between us hurts me so much! You are so natural and full of love that I want to be there with you right now. I want to sleep next you, to feel the warmth of your body, to wake up and hear your magic voice, to feel the touch of your hand on my body and your gentle kisses. But these are only dreams, the reality is not so nice- we are far from each other and it makes me suffer! My dear Gabriel! I am glad, that you wish to meet me. Thus, we can start to plan our meeting. I wish to start to plan our meeting. My dear Gabriel! I would like to meet you in Sweden. I never was in Sweden. I would like, that our first meeting took place in Sweden. What do you think of it? I shall have a vacation from work in December. I think, that it is excellent chance to meet in December in Sweden. What do you think of our meeting in December in Sweden? I think, that it is excellent chance to meet and find out each other better. I would be glad to celebrate Christmas and new year together with you in Sweden. I think, that we can spend time well together in Sweden. I think, that we shall meet, and we shall fall in love. My dear Gabriel! I really wish to meet you personally. I wish to find out you better. I hope, that we shall meet soon. I want our meeting. I think of you every day. All I want is to be happy and make you happy, to know that you feel comfortable with me and trust me, to talk about everything without fear. I want to love you like I never loved anyone before! We can do all the things together and we'll have lots of fun. I have so many ideas in my mind that you will never get bored. Life is a serious thing but it should be full of surprises at the same time, we live only once. I want to surprise you, I want to be your surprise!!! I feel the passion between us and it's so real that sometimes I can't fall asleep. I know you also have this feeling because I get very excited from the first word in your letter. Passion is a chemistry that two loving people feel, something they can not explain but understand without words! Love for me is a deep mutual feeling of understanding and respect. People without love are like the flowers without the Sun- grey, thin and weak. I can't live without love. I grew up without much love, and thought you could give me what I missed in my childhood to fill up the emptiness and pain I have in my heart. I believe in love and I always wanted to give it to somebody special who will have the same feeling to me. Now I found such person and that is you Gabriel The last thought before I fall asleep is about you. I have a little toy-bear it may sound a little childish to you but I keep it close to me and imagine that this bear is you. In my thoughts you are with me, close to me, I look in your eyes, I kiss your lips, and hold your hands, then again I look at you, and smile, I kiss every piece of your body softly... I like you so much you are so sweet, please, be like this forever and I will always love you. Your Anastasiya.