Letter(s) from Natalia to Michael (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Michael!
In this letter i'd like to give you more information about me. i'm 28 y.o. my weight is 54-56 kg and i'm about 171 cm high. i'm trying to keep fit so i'm in good shape. I live in city Kazan it is in european part of russia. i share the flat with my daddy and brother. i work as a teacher of art learning children how to draw. i love my job. it gives me a good chance to communicate with children as i don't have any myself. that's why i want to meet a person to create a family.

I dated a person from russia but he deceived me. i found out that he had serious relations with another girl. that was rather hard to me.. .. i don't want to deal with russian men anymore as they do respect women and very many of them are alcoholic or drug abused you might happen to know... i tell it to you because i want to be honest with you. i don't want any misunderstanding and mistrusting.

i don't trust people since that but i'd love to try with you. i try to follow a proverb "don't wish a person smith you don't wish to yourself". it would be perfect if all the people followed it. i hope you understand my letters because i'm not perfect at english. i understand pretty well, either i can talk. i like this language i studied it at school and later at university. i try my best to have a good command of english. i think it's enough for the first letter. tell me what you think about all this. if you want to learn more you can write on my mail. i'd be very glad if you did so.
look forward to hearing from you soon!
Natalya.

Letter 2

Hello my best friend Michael!
Thanks for the letter back and for the shown interest in me.
It is very pleasant for me, that you do not forget about me.
I think that we're becoming good friends. I feel that our friendship becomes stronger every day. I'm glad I wasn't mistaken in you and I'll try not to disappoint you. You know during this small period of correspondence as you have already understood you became a part of my life. I'm getting very upset when I have no new messages from you. But if I have a new one , this really makes my day! It makes my spirit go up. I would like to tell to you about my family.
My brother works in the furniture industry as a joiner. His name is Andrey. He is 31. He joins different parts of wooden furniture . I would call him "golden arms".
I also have a grandmother, she is already in her middle eighties(84). When I was a little girl, I used to come to see her on holidays and in summer. I enjoyed staying with her and my grandfather a lot. He was 5 years her senior. After his death granny's health worsened badly. We tried to persuade her of moving to our place but she doesn't want to. She says she'll stay where she was happy with her beloved . We respect her feelings and we wouldn't insist on it but we simply worry about her. My father works as a bodyguard in FSA ( Federal Security Agency) so I can't tell you more about his job- it's a secret even for me. Sometimes I behave childishly, I'm simply too trustful. So it's easy to deceive me.
For example, I never go to buy things to the market. I always buy things by more expensive price than they cost. So I usually take a friend of mine with me. When I have free time I like be sitting somewhere thinking about various things. I like dreaming about future maybe you are laughing reading it but I'm rather thoughtful person. I look at the world through the pink-coloured glasses. Perhaps, it isn't always good.
I would like you to write me more about yourself not only about your passtime but your character, feelings. What are your feelings and intentions to me? I-net is a greatest achievment of peole. Due to it I have met such a nice person as you are. Isn't it amazing that two persons can talk to each other like this? We are so far but I don't feel it. You seem to be so close when I read your letters! Michael, tell me how are you? Are you busy all day long?
It's so bad I have no telephone! It's a problem in Russia unfortunately. But I simply have to hear your voice! Maybe I would be able to call on your number from somewhere. I can't wait to talk to you personally!
I always think of you. It makes no difference wether I work or free. I think of children, they are very important. Children bring happiness to our lifes. It's our aim to grow then as good-natured, kind and honest persons. We should be examplary parents for them and show good moral traits of character. I dream of meeting a person who will be a good father for our children will take care of us and will be the most loving man. You see I share all my dreams with you because I trust you. Sometimes I think That I have met a person who will bring kindness and tenderness to our family. Michael every day I wait for your letters and miss you terribly. I write you with huge pleasure! Have a nice day honey!
Write me please it's neccessary for me like an air.
Natalya.

Letter 3

Hello my lovely Michael!
I'm so happy to receive a letter from you. When I get it it brings me joy and highest spirit. My heart is filled with emotions though it's difficult for me to express myself in english. I feel that every day we become closer and closer to each other. I'm sure you don't forget about me within a minute. I also think of you a lot. I think "What is He doing now? How is His day?"
I really enjoy reading your letters they're so kind and full of real interest. Noone ever wrote me like you. It's rather cool now here but I'm fond of walking in the open-air. I like nature and animals. Especially kittens and puppies. They're so marvellous! Do you like going outside? What kind of trees grow in your locality?
Here there're lots of birches, maples, oak-trees and fur-trees, of course. Today i and my Dad went to the grandmother's and he told her I'm corresponding with a foreigner. I thought she would be strongly against it but to my great surprise she wished me a good luck and heppiness. She was so glad that I'd found a person who appreciates and respect me and whom I'm so interested in. This person is you my dear Michael. I feel this way now.
We have a bath in the village. It is very popular in Russia. it' s our pride I can say. Have you heard about it? If no, I'll explain to you. Russian bath is a small wooden building made of logs. There's a bake there and a chimney. It's very hot there about 90 degrees Celceus. Like your sauna. We have a wash here. It's very pleasant and good for health. Especially when you dive into cold pond after this. My daddy was aganst correspondence with a foreigner but when I showed him your letters he said you're a very nice person and deserves respect . By the way, he sends his best regards to you.
He's sure we'll be close friends and we should trust each other because there's no real relationships without honesty and respect. I try not to think about a long distance between us. It's hard to me to realise that you're so far. But with every letter I feel that this distance is becoming sorter and shorter. I've never been abroad but I'm fond of travelling. So it makes no difference to me where to be happy. If it is neccessary to go on the other side of the earth to my husband, well I'll do it. I dream of finding true love and being happy together. I think that is very important for every person. Don't you think so?
I want to find a man with strong will and good sence of humour to love and support me. I enjoy conversations with a clever and intellectual person so I'd be happy to spend hours with my husband talking in front of the fireplace. I think it's time to finish a letter.
Write me what you think about all this.
Looking forward to hearing from you.
Your Natalya.

Letter 4

Hi my tiger Michael!
As usually I was expecting your letter with impatience and I'm happy to receive it! I hope you're not against my callang you a tiger? My frinds at work say I became absent-minded as if I had fallen in love. I don't know what to tell them bacause I don't completely understand me myself. I can't think about something else but you. Michael you've really became a part of my life and I can't imagine my life without you now. I won't live without you I'll just survive somehow.
My feelings to you are really very strong I want you to know this. I'd love to meet you to talk to you face to face. It differs a lot from correspondence you know. My brother always ask about you. He knows that I wonna be with you and he wants it too. He wishes happiness to me. And to you of course. In yout letters I find smith I couldn't find in other men . Every time I receive your letter I feel much happier than before.
I can't help thinking of you. You're so kind, intelligent and understanding... I admire you but in letters I can axpress nothing. I feel I'm so poor at english.
Recently my brother asked me if I had gone to the marriage agency but I anawered thee were no need in it because I had already found a man I wonna be with. He says you're a reliable and honest person and I could be happy with you. I must ask you one question. Do you consider our relationships to be steady? I want it so much!
You have to understand me correctly, I don't mean taking you for granted, no. I want to be confident in you. It doesn't mean that I don't trust you. Just tell me what you feel about me. My hear beats harder when I think of you . I thinkI'm becoming like a crazy little girl raving love.
First I was afraid to confess in it. I thought you would laugh at me learning it. I mean my feelings. Because I know nothing about your feelings. You may say don't know each other well enough but during our correspondence I began trusting you.
I don't keep my feelings inside coz I see you won't deceive me. Even if I tried, I wouldn't be able to do it. Now I'm not shy to confess - I'm in love with you Michael and I'd love to spend my life with you. I felt ill at ease telling you it but I hope you won't break my heart.
Look forward to your letter back.
Forever yours, Natalya,

Letter 5

Hello my precious Michael!
I hope my previous letter hasn't cause your confusion. You might be surprised "Why is she so impatient?" I'm answering you that I couldn't hold these feeling in me anymore so they escaped outside. I didn't know how to tell you about it and not to look like a little girl who has fallen in love with a prince on the white horse. I was afraid you wouldn't understand me. I've never felt this way before. I think God created you specially for me, and if you even wanted it, you will be the only man I would belong to.
You letters always bring comfort to my heart when I remember we're so far from each other. Those moments you seem to be so close to me. I'm sure that it'll be always warm and comfortable with you even in the coldest weather. I believe you are the man I've been searching for all my life . I'm so lonely here without you, I miss you terribly! I hold all your letters with me printed. And when I feel lonelyness I read them and realise that I'm not alone. That makes me a little bit happier. Sometimes I think if we met somewhen and stay together even for several minutes, it would be the happiest day in my life. That's the only thing I desire. Is there any way for our meeting I wonder? I wish it was possible... Tomorrow I'll go to one of the travel agencies and find out about the possibility of travelling to your country. I must ask you before- do you object my coming to you? Let me know what you think of it, if you like the idea of my coming over there or not. To love all ages are obedient. I completely understand your character and it makes it quite easy to me to open all my heart and thoughts to you. I believe there're four sourses love depends on: these're understanding, trust, honesty and respect. These are the main principles of love and I think noone can create love without them. Maybe I write you too much about my thoughts but I want you to know everything about me. Of course, when two people love each other they come across some problems, misunderstanding and disappointments. But finally they come to compromises and the Big Victory what is Love and Tender Family. If you have love in your soul, you don't need anything else. Love overwhelms you and the only thing you need is to make your lover happy. I think everyone desires such relationships. I would be so happy if you could call me you great love for ages!
If you doubt abot me, you should tell me immediately. Maybe I say smth you don't like and so on.It's important to be honest with each other. I'm confessing I have no reason to doubt about you. Your letters are filled with such tenderness and support that I can't help trusting you in everything.
Michael I think that I can wait for you how many it it is required!
I can't but say you're the most wonderful person I've ever met.
I started feeling something more than friendship to you much before but I was afraid to confess in it even to myself. It's long time ago I felt a warm feeling of love to you I guess.
I'm waiting for your letter with impatience.
Tell me about your emotions.
With greatest tenderness,
Natalya.

Letter 6

Hello Michael, my love! How are you doing today? Hope everything is fine.
I think that all people are lunatics in love. They depand on their second halves completely. Love makes them behave like crazy people. Perhaps that's not bad. It causes strange actions sometimes. If love is a poison I would prefer be given this poison every day. Only the person who is in love can fullfill a bath with champagne for the lover, only he can give his beloved hundreds of roses and spend the whole night singing songa for his love. That's the most wonderful thing in the world. To feel that you need someone so badly that you can't help thinking of Him every minute. To feel that someone need you to be able to breathe. Your letters are so tender and warm! I never heard such words from anyone. I think that russian men simply don't know these word. Your words're so pleasant for me that it brings me to the sky! Sometimes I feel so lonely here during weekends. I have got some friends but they're not you. Since I met you they are not enough for me. I can't emagine how I could live without you. You showed me what real life is, filled with emotions and expectations. I'm so happy I found you Michael! I thought A person can live without love as I did. I thought it's better not to love than feel hurt and humiliation one day. But now I know that love can avoid disappointment. You tought me how to be pleased with your life, to be satisfied with every day. Every morning when I wake up I think of you Michael. And I know that noone can hurt me because there's you in my life - so understanding and tender. I've been searching for a person who'll be worth trusting. And I've found you finally. This person may be my second half I think sometimes. I'll fill the emptiness in his soul, And in he'll be the one in my heart. Person needs several things to be happy and now I know that Love is the most important. I tried to find love here but iwas given only roughness and disrespect. It hurt me horribly.But in the end I met a person who I can dream about future with. That's you honey. Lie spoilts relationships. That's why I ask you not to deceive me. You know - bitter true is better then sweet lie. I'm sure you're an honest person and you'r not going to deceive me. Am I right? I hope I am. I'm afraid of my heart being broken again. I really want to come to you and to try to create serious relationships with you. This is essential now for me. I talked to the menager of the travel agency and tomorrow he is going to tell me all the details of my trip. He said it's possible for them to organise my coming to you. They've already experienced such trips. I hope we'll come to agreement. This agency seems to be very reliable. I'll write you tomorrow or the day after tomorrow about our contract.

If love is rain, I'm looking for thunder
If soul is a ray, Im searching for sun
If loving heart is happiness, I waiting for you...

Lots of kisses to you!
Natalya.