Letter(s) from Margarita Sorokina to Patrice (Belgium)

Letter 1

Hello dear Patrice! I am so very glad that you wrote me! I am so delighted that youreplied me and I am certainly very happy to get to know you and tellyou about myself. I would like to know everything about you, yourlife, family, country, about your profession, about your hobbies,interests. I would be glad to read everything about you which youwould share with me in your letters. Let's make acquaintance. My name is Margarita. I'm 28 years old. Mydate of birth is July, 11 1980. I'm 175 cm in height and 53 kg inweight. I have deep blue eyes and long brown hair. Any way you canlook at my photo and see who I am. I am sure you wonder why such girl like me is here in the Internetlooking for love. I will tell you my story about how I happened to behere and would also like to know yours. I am a mature girl and I hadrelationships with men in the past. But most of these relationshipsled to nothing and there were no true feelings towards me. Most ofthose men just used me as their toy and liked to show me to theirfriends like a trophy they got at some competition. As soon as I foundout such behavior and attitude to me I went away. I do not like beingplayed at all. I want real love and real feelings in my life. I havenever met a man who could cause such feelings in me and a wish tocreate a family with him. I want to find a serious, good and decentman to marry and create a family with. That’s why I ask you that ifyou don't have any serious intentions and can suggest me onlycommunication in letters do not waste my time. As for me, I assure youthat I am a real, serious and sincere woman, and I am here not forhaving fun. Unfortunately I wasn't lucky to find a serious and familyoriented man, who would really love me, not my body and appearance inUkraine. I think, that foreign men are more serious and familyoriented. I know that many Ukrainian women, who married men from theUSA, European countries and very many other foreign countries arehappily married now and their husbands can give them much more thanour Ukrainian men, who are unfaithful, irresponsible, weak and toforget about their defects, they abuse alcohol and have many badhabits. I heard that many foreign women are not family oriented andtheir carrier and entertainments for them are on the first place. I ammore traditional woman and I feel unhappy and incomplete without mysoul mate and family. Ukrainian women are loving, faithful and familyoriented. This is what I can give you! I was born in Cherkassy. You can easily find my city on the map, as mycity is in the center of Ukraine. I live in the hostel and my family,parents and two brothers live in the suburb of Cherkassy.Unfortunately in the village it’s difficult to find a good job andthat’s why I came to the big city. At once after the graduation ofschool I entered the University, the faculty of law. I had to workhard to pay for my education and provide myself. I had finished twoyears of studying and unfortunately I had to stop my studying. Now Iwork at the cafe restaurant as a waiter. I live in a small room at thehostel. I live rather modestly there. I don't have my own computer andI have no phone there. I enjoy a healthy lifestyle. I exercise regularly and try eating goodfoods. I don’t have any bad habits; I don’t smoke, don’t abuse alcoholand never tried drugs. I exercise regularly; I go to the gym, swimmingpool. Sport is one of my hobbies. Another my hobby is cooking. I liketo cook and I can cook many tasty dishes. From cuisines I prefer mynational one. There are a lot of delicious things :) Hopefully one dayI will be able to cook for you something tasty. I like to drink greentea and tea with milk. From alcohol I prefer not strong drinks, aswine, champagne or martini, but it happen seldom and for specialoccasions. Also I want to tell you that I am very kind, romantic and passionatelady. I like romantic walks, long French kisses, romantic dinners withchampagne, fruits and candle lights. I like to arrange surprises formy beloved man and give him presents. I want my beloved man alwaysfeel with me on the top of the world. I want him always know that heis loved and cared for. I have a lot of questions to you, what is your favorite dish? What isyour favorite place to rest? What do you appreciate in woman? I have alot of things to tell you. Well, I wrote a lot. But still there arelots of things, which I would like to tell you about myself. If youwant to ask me anything, do it and I'll try to give you my answers,ok? And of course I would love to get more information about yourlikes and dislikes as well. I wish you a very nice day !And please, don't forget to send me your photos in your next letter. Waiting for your letter. Call me Margo.

Letter 2

Hi my dear Patrice! how do you do? I hope good! Thank you for your letter! It probably means that you are interestedin me. So, I am very pleased! I am very interested in knowing more about you. I’ve got much moreinterested in you and I am very glad that we got acquainted. And nowlet me to tell you more about myself. I will try to be as open andhonest with you as possible. It's not easy to describe myself, butyou need to know about me to decide if I am worthy or your attention!Let me begin by saying that I am very serious about finding my bestfriend, my love, my second half, my kindred spirit, a man, with whom Iwould feel comfortable and loved. A man, with whom I can be togetherfor all times. Family is very important to me and I want to havechildren. Do you? But if you are not sure that you want to have anychildren I will respect your decision and make you happy in otherways. I want to have an active sexual relationship with my husband. Please, answer my questions from the previous letter and I will answeryours. As for the age matter I'm sure age is only number, but hearts andfeelings are the most important in our relationship. I believe that wecan be the luckiest people in the world finding each other and openingour souls for each other. Let's keep our hope high and find it out. Iam sure that love will conquer everything. When people are in love,they will overcome distance, cultural and language differences. And Iam ready to do anything what I can. From tomorrow I am going to studyEnglish. I hope, that we meet once and I want that we understand eachother. Unfortunately so far I don’t speak English and come to thecompany of translation, where I get your letters translated inUkrainian. I told you already that I am very kind person and sometimes it hurts,because unfortunately many people don't cherish things that I'vedone for them, though I am not waiting for gratitude. If I dosomething good, it gives me real joy because I can be useful tosomebody. Also I always try to find any positive moments in every lifesituation, even the most difficult ones. I like smart and jollypeople. I like to communicate with interesting people I like to getacquainted with new interesting people. I can't be alone. Solitudescares me. I like music a lot, though I haven't any concretepreferences. My choice depends on my mood and things that I do. In themorning I turn on the radio and it helps me to wake up, but I wake upearly and go to bad late. I like Madonna, Sting, Mylene Farmer,T.A.T.U, Corona, Britney Spears and Kylie Minogue, Enrique Iglesias.My favorite song is ‘Comfortable place’ by Russell Simins. Do you knowit? I like to watch movies, especially in the cinema. It can becomedies, thrillers, romantic stories or horrors, I like brightemotions. I like to read a lot , but unfortunately I haven’t much time now forto enjoy any written stories. My favorites writers are Russianclassics as Dostoyesvskiy, Bulgakhov, Chernishevskiy, Chehov. Also Ilike Paoplo Coehlio. What about you? Do you like to read? I know somepeople who haven’t read many literature but they are still veryintelligent. So it’s not a big factor for me. Give you a hug and best regards! Please, write me soon. I am veryinterested in you. Margo.

Letter 3

Good day my darling Patrice! First of all I want to thank you for your nice letter! It is veryinteresting and I appreciate what you share with me. I do hope that wewill become more than just friends as I like you a lot and want totake the chance to build my future with you. I like to dance. I want to dance with you, looking passionately ineach other’s eyes, holding you in my arms. I look forward to waking upwith you by my side, running my fingers through your hair, gentlykissing you. I adore flowers. I have many plants at home. I likelilies and blood red roses. For me the most desirable present would bea bouquet of flowers from my man. I think, it’s the most romanticpresent, which speaks a lot about feelings of a man. To give a womanflowers not only shows that a man cares, but that this gift fromnature is meant for his lover. To admire a woman is what inspireslove, flames romance, and ignites passion between them. It’s pity thatour men can't be romantic and attentive to their women and they don'tpresent flowers and make pleasant surprises for their women. I likepleasant scents and perfumes. My favorite perfume is “Donna” by SergioTaccini. It’s difficult to say what is my favorite color .I likedifferent colors and I can say that I prefer red and pink more inclothes. I often like to dress in bright clothes as they rise my moodand make me feel better. What is your favorite style in clothes? Whatkind of clothes do you prefer in your woman? In clothes I preferthings, in which I feel comfortable, but it have to be very feminineoutfit and sexy, but not vulgar. I like high hills but usually I wearthem when I go out. How do you imagine your woman to be dressed? Andwhat about make up? It’s very interesting for me. I would like to write about love and share the views. I think thatlife is meaningless without loving someone. We always should be givenan opportunity to love. Love is magic, which, in turn, sometimes willmake our lives magic and wonderful. I hope that there will be a lot ofsuch moments in my life... Maybe even with you... By for now. But I hope to hear from you soon. Margo.

Letter 4

Hello my darling Patrice! All I want to do is write to you, to let you know what I'm doing, howI'm feeling. I just can’t stop thinking of you and when I saw yourletter, my heart began to beat faster and faster, in expectation ofthe wonder and pleasure to communicate with you again. I liked the picture of roses. Thank you for the virtual roses. Yes, Ilike red roses, but actually I like all the flowers. Last night, I couldn't get to sleep either. After I got your letter Icouldn't stop thinking about you. Last night, under the vanishingstars, with a somewhat chilling breezes blowing, I sat silently bymyself, outside, looking at a deserted field. I was alone under apicturesque sky, so calm, so peaceful and so quiet. I was lost in mythoughts. I was lost in my dreams. Images of you were beaming. I didnot know what came over me. Completely unsure whether it was a realityor was it just a dream. Was our contact for real or was it potential?Or was it an in-between? I imagined that I was with you on a sandy beach. On that desertedbeach, I have drawn your strong but tender hands on the wet sand, asilent face, smiling at me. As time passed ever so painfully slow, youlooked so handsome as you look so motionless. On that beach, youteasingly invited me for a dance, the last dance and the best dance.As slowly we danced, you seductively passed your gentle fingersthrough my silky hair as they flew in the air, caused by the gentlebreezes of the sea and I pretended to be helpless in stopping yourwandering hands, unstoppable hands moving from my soft hair, downwardalong my curvy shoulders and smooth-skinned back towards my thighs, asa clear sign that I have long ago decided to remain forever yours. The signals I gave invited you to chase and as reward you pour me aglass of wine, and I allow you to feed me chocolates, piece by piece,holding them with your lips. As you fed, you deliciously gave me anirresistible kiss for each and every one of those pieces of chocolate.As two loving birds, deeply submerged in the sea of passion, Ivoluntarily became your most loyal and willing accomplice in "yourcriminal attempt to corrupt my heart and my mind". Without everuttering a single whisper or a lone murmur, I wish, I hope and I dreamthat from now on you will forever remain mine. Never before have I felt so lonely, so desperate, so hopeless, sohelpless and so despair. On that silent place, during that silentnight, during that cruel night, in this vast planet, at that lonelynight, I wished you were here. If you were, I wondered whether youwould be nervous. If so, I simply wanted to tell you that there isreally no need to be nervous. At this moment, there are only the twoof us. Should you have butterflies, I will tell you, "honey, you aremine". Kiss me tenderly and there will be no more butterflies – soonthere will be a new life, another human being, the beginning of ourfamily. You will be with me for the rest of the night. You will bewith me for the rest of this life, in the mid summer night, for therest of your life, in the cold winter time, and for the rest of ourlife, until the end of time. You should never be nervous again, mydarling, because you are mine. There will never ever again be any morebutterflies. During the many years to come and during those sleeplessnights, there will only be pages of an album, a family album, an albumyou and I will put together. A family album is an art. After all, itis really an affair of the heart. Would you agree? Deliciously I will kiss you, holding you tight, with my arms firmlywrapped from behind, you will never again be able to take flight, forthe night, for the rest of our life, until the end of time, exploringevery single inch of your body... With your help and capable handguiding me, I will find the most secret of all spots that will lead meto your inner most secret and trembling body. You will give me thehonor of always be mine. Once - definitely; twice - absolutely; threetimes - we can discuss about bringing in new lives into this worlddespite human cruelties in the midst of human beauty. In the years to come, even when we will have grown old, even in astate of frailty and fragility, I will still love you, holding yourhands, recapturing moments past, as if it is still our very firstcontact, from the start, full of sparks, in the dark, as we were onceyouthful, seeing you for the first time, meeting in that big world ofcyber space, the moment I attempt to gain access to your heart. Nothing I want more than the fulfillment of my hopes and my dreams. Thinking of you, Your Margo.

Letter 5

Hello my dear Patrice! I am so happy to write you today. It pleases me a lot that you do notforget about me. Honey, you cannot even imagine how much I miss youand want to be with you. Your letters mean a lot to me. They give me the hope, that I have metmy soul mate and that hopefully; in the near future we will meet andbecome a nice happy couple in real life. I don't know how to start. I have a problem, and it’s a big problemfor me as I don't want to lose you. I don't speak English and I hadbeen using the help of translator from the translation company to readyour letters and write you my in English. My account is over now and Iam not able to write you letters any more. Now it’s necessary to payonce again for translation, and I really can't afford it as my incomeis so small that I have to restrict myself in many things. So, I amasking you for help. If you are really indifferent to me and don'twant to stop our contact, please, contact my translator atlingvanova@mail.ru. It is the establishment, where I had been usingthe services of translation. There you will be given all the necessaryinfo how to fill in the account and renew contact with me. It’s verydifficult for me to write it, but inside of me there is a hope thatyou are a real gentleman, and you are indifferent to me and that youwon't leave me. With a big hope to hear from you again, Margo.