Letter(s) from Tatyana Zimeeva to Patrice (Belgium)

Letter 1

Hello Patrice
When I've read your profile, I understood that I want to know you closer.At first I have to apologize for the delay in my answering to you.This is my personal email, with a photo so you will remember who I am.Patrice A great pleasure for me that I was lucky enough to find your profile on the site and to tell the truth the photo and everything what was written there striked me a lot that made me to write you this message.I have to thank you for your unexpected attention to my modest person.Patrice i didn't expect so immediate sign of attention from you and actually I doubted that relations through the Internet can be serious but thanks to you I'm starting to change my opinion, that's why Patrice from now and then I'll try to talk with you as more as possible, I hope you too?!?!?! Patrice to tell the truth you are very handsome on photos. Patrice i really enjoyed looking at it and dreaming.Your face is so charming and exciting that I can't control myself to make you a compliment. I really like it.Patrice On the one hand you seem to be a very respected,noble, authoritative and successful man,on the other hand I’m sure that you are openhearted and joyful too. Patrice I don't know why but I feel somewhere deep inside of my heart that I can trust you - maybe your photo or maybe your profile gave me much confidence in you.
Patrice I still don't know you completely,but honestly I was really pleased to get message from you and it's a great pleasure for me that you've interested in my honest person.I think, tomorrow i will receive from you the answer.

Letter 2

Hello Patrice
Patrice,I don't know why but I feel somewhere deep inside of my heart that I can trust you and rely upon you - maybe I make a mistake thinking this way but.....My name is Tatyana. Patrice I'm 5'7 and 124lbs. I don't smoke and almost don't drink, but sometimes I like to drink in good company.I've never been married and I have no kids. To tell the truth I have rather big success in association with men, but I'm very serious and careful in this case - I'm searching someone unique, worthy and noble one - the man of my dreams, my beloved and defender. Patrice What about my personality I'm open-hearted, open-armed, sincere person with various hobbies, which make me many-sided woman. Also I'm fond sport - fitness and jogging in particular, I like to cook too and especially healthy food - it helps me to be in good shape and to be close to my dream... Can you recognize it in my photos? ))) And of course such hobbies as music, movies and art. Besides hobbies I have wishes and desires too - and on of these cherished dreams is travelling around the world to see different cultures and to improve my cultural and spiritual inner world... I'm working as the shop-assistant in the section of ladies' underwear.)))
Certainly as for the most of people the mainest thing is family in my life. I have united family. My parents love each other very much that's why I have been growing up in atmosphere of care and love. They are the dearest thing in my life. I am much obliged to my parents that I am such kind and good educated person. I'd like to have such family relations similar to the relations of my parents.Esle I care for my friends very much. I consider that friends are the second family you can't live without.We spend much time together and support each other whatever will happen and I'm very proud that I have such friendship in my life.
Patrice, I hope our correspondence will continue, and thank you a lot for paying your attention...
P.S. In your possible next letter I'd like very much to read more about you, your lifestyle, your desires and your preferences in women too )))
Tatyana

Letter 3

Hello Patrice
I hope I can call you as a friend, because as I've told in my previous letter "I care for my friends very much". My name is Tatyana,I'm russian.I was born on the 10th of September in 1983 in Russia in town St.Petersburg. I've never been married and I have no kids.It seems that you are interesting, cultured and educated person Patrice.It's very pleasant for me to feel your attention. Patrice, we are far from each other - it's true but the most important is to feel our souls on the same wave even at thousand of kilometers and to be able to understand our mood, anguish or any other feelings. Human being is complicated and I believe as human being I have also two personality, one is related to my profession - to be self-confident, clever, neat but I have also another part of me which is very sensible, in need of sharing thoughts, feelings, desire to discover beauty and creation, to take care of others, to feed my deep inside with true emotions. Oooooh, what a philosophical I am - stop dreaming let's return to reality...Patrice,it's very important to know as more as possible about each other to become closer, I guess, that's why I'd like to tell you about my historical background. Actually my historical background is not so huge - ok, I finished school. My school was simple one but I liked humanitarian sciences such as literature, philosophy, psychology. My school gave me a push to aspire to beauty and to find this beauty everywhere independently of situation...
When I was at school I attended dance classes, where I have been studying for 5 years. That's why I have such big passion for dances and maybe someday we'll dance with you...)))))))))) After school I entered the University of Philology and graduated from there. And now I'm forced to work as the "shop-assistant in the section of ladies' underwear" because it's really difficult to find a worthy job with my speciality because of present material reality.Also I'm fond of picnics on fresh air. I try to attend regulary the beauty center. Thanks to healthy nourishment, my lessons of aerobics and dancing I have slender body and strong health. My favourite color is is green and pink... I prefer tender colors, but my choice usually depends on my mood.. Patrice, I am very glad that we wish to go on our communication, in knowing us better and feel our common way. I want to know you much better because you are attracting me so much in what you are saying.

Patrice, I have one suggestion for a game that will let us to learn each other better...it's a question game...I'll ask you a series of questions that you should answer and then you send me your set of questions....the rule is that if you do not want to answer some question you can live it without answer...ok???...here is the first series of questions......

1 What attracts you when you see a woman for the first time?
2 Do you like extreme or do you prefer calm and measured rest?
3 Can you characterize your usual day in one word? (ex. saturated, boring, cool, simple...)

Patrice, please let me know what do you think about my game and answer that questions which are comfortable for you to answer...

P.S. Uuuuuuuuuf, finally I've finished this letter - yes, it seems to be rather big and probably hard to read but I wrote it with great inspiration and tried to say as more as possible about me... )))

Wishing you very good day and hope to hear from you soon,Tatyana

Letter 4

Hello Patrice
How are you?Today I woke up because of caressing sun ray, which warmed me in my bed. It became so cordially and happy on my soul. I washed myself then went to kitchen and made coffee for me and my beloved mother, then we nicely talked each other and later I went to my job. As usually I came to my work with good mood in high spirits and sold production as never before with joy. A lot of people go to work in bad mood but I'm quite the reverse meet new day funny and optimistic but unfortunately become tired till evening that everything bores me...Patrice, in attachment you can see some photos of my native town St.Petersburg. On one of them you can see on of the parks of our town - cosy place where everything is so green and clean. Nowadays there everything in new fashion - a great number of cafes and restaraunts, but this park remains as the park of our care-free school youth. When I see this photo I recollect fragments from my early childhood, when I was a little schoolgirl - my school friends and I liked to spend free time in that park independently of the weather even in rain - we ran along the park so light-hearted holding boots and shoes in hands and it was so fun when warm summer rain is going. And I remember how often our parents scolded us for wet clothes. My friends and I till now like to visit one of the cafes of that park...
ANSWERS
1 Yes. I like the cosmetics.
2 very much Romantic.
3 Near to me are favourite the person. At us healthy children and good work.

And now again 3 questions are waiting for your answer:

1 What is your deepest dream and desire?
2 Do you like anybody from celebrities?
3 Imagine, you are planning to surprise you lady with romantic supper, prepared by yourself - what would you cook for her?
4 Do you have favourite photo or picture? Can you send it to me?

Have a nice day,Tatyana

Letter 5

Hello Patrice, what a tender words, what a deep feelings, what a touching sensual thoughts - your letter is saturated with all of that wonderful things that make my day and raise my mood from the idea that there is such a nice noble man even on the oter side of the world but in spite of this who appreciate me and look with favour on me.Thank you for who you are and for what you've brought to my life and for what you do everyday.Patrice this working day was really hard for me. We had a lot of customers and I got really tired, but in spite of my mood I think that I'm due to write to you because I'm, as if, charging with positive energy and warmth from our correspondence.
ANSWERS
1 Yes very much.
2 I will subdue you the beauty instead of clothes.
3 to Find the special person.
4 I did not think of it.

Have a nice mood
Tatyana

Letter 6

Hello my friend Patrice

Sometimes you can stand in front of disillusion, you meet so much obstacles - it seems that time has stopped between fairy tale and reality you close your eyes and fall into "airborne weightlessness"... I'm a bit shocked now and upset because of my work - I had to left my job in other words the front office asked me kindly to clear a space for other person. It seems that our chief, doing this to me, want to make place for one of his relatives probably. They just asked me to sign a paper about quit as if with my own desire... So I'll work until the end of this month, will get my payment and then I should try to find another work.... Patrice, you know, I even didn't want to wrangle with them, argue - I've just become very upset... But that work wasn't anything I always wanted to have and moreover I didn't want to stay there till the end of my life in the meaning of salary too. So I can estimate it as sign of fate, as push to find smth better I've deserved in this life - I hope that I'm thinking in right way... It seems I can't fall asleep today, I'm in captivity of bitter-sweet feelings - why bitter it's clear, why sweet it's because of you - but anyway like that ship which dreams about the wings of free wind and sails, I'm like that wind... Patrice, darling, please don't think I've become lunatic - simply I'm a bit depressed and writing to you all of this gothicism and metaphoras.
Patrice, now I'd like to return to our correspondence as if nothing special has happened.How was your day??????
I with impatience shall wait for your letter.
Tatyana

Letter 7

Hello dear Patrice

Patrice, you can't imagine what a pleasure for me was to recieve these letters from you during the last weeks - as if I'm living only for your tender letters. Day by day letter by letter I feel more and more glad to recieve it. Patrice, I must say that I enjoy your letters. I'm looking forward to learn you better. Patrice, I think we have to make our "first step".Dear Patrice, I'd like to assure you that you can always count on my help, understanding and encouragement - I'll always support you and in my turn will thank you for your treatment and respect to me. I think we need to understand our desires, wishes, dreams and hope that it's the will of God to draw us together. I don't know why but I'm sure that it's the will of God allmighty who blessed us to be together.Patrice, the main thing for me is how honest, thoughtful, colourful and interesting are your thoughts, words and answers to me and I'm glad that we still continue our correspondence.My dearest Patrice,I'm happy that you don't worry about the long distance between us!!! As for me the distance is not a problem too - the more important thing for me is that feelings that connect us and attract each other. Don't you agree with me that if our relations are really true strong - nothing even long distance can't prevent us from to be together?Patrice maybe your real fate is far away for hundreds miles from you, have you ever thought about it? As for me I've started to think about it in increasing frequency...

Here it is my favourite poem which I'd like to dedicate to my dearest friend Patrice, who is far away for hundreds miles from me...

Your friendship is the sky above my home,
The crystal air I breathe, through which I see.
I can't believe how much you mean to me.
Without you with me, time would turn to stone.

I don't know why I need you so, or how
I know so absolutely I'll be there
In times your wounded heart can hardly bear.
I only know this truth is with me now.

Why is it in our lives that we need friends
To be awake and fully what we are?
Alone we dream but never cross the bar;
With you I share a grace that never ends.

Tatyana

Letter 8

Hello dear Patrice

How are you? After all of that what happened between us and in my life Patrice last time I've soaked myself in deep reflections about what should I do and how to live further!!!! Today in town when I was going home I've accidentally stumbled upon show window of travel agency where was shown out the advertisement of touristic tours. My first idea was to come in and ask about the terms and conditions of tour, period and how much would it cost for me but right there smth has stopped me - I've become Afraid - you know, Patrice, during last period of time I've lost different kind of things: it's my Job, sense of confidence, sensation of protection and this time by this I didn't want to lose probably one of the most dearest things for me for nowadays: it's our relations with you,that's why I couldn't decide to show my initiative as probably you would didn't like it and even frighten, thinking that I'm foisting myself on you and want to cry on your shoulder and come to you against your will. Why I'm saying all of this - it's just because I don't want to hide my feelings and what alarms me.......I've already got attached so much to you that I miss when I can't read your regular letter or can't answer to you. Dear Patrice, the correspondence with you is like our physical contact through virtual reality. But if something will go wrong and you'll need some encouragement, care and understanding, Patrice, just remember that I'll wait for you and will help you because you are more than friend for me. I hope everything is well with you?!Dear Patrice, I can't sleep up to the late night because I usually think about you Patrice, I think that it's up to you to make plans and to inform me what to expect... I frankly hope that your aims coincide with mine. I consider that it's impossible to be alone always, it's necessary to have such friend with whom it's possible to talk smth about, who could help and be pleased at you anytime: at difficult or happy minute. As my mother says: "Somebody who will take care of your children, will meet you with prepared supper after the work, will warm at nights by warmth and love".Patrice,in the bustle of week-days just recollect me and my words to you and I believe all troubles will be disappeared.. Patrice, anyway please remember that you can always count on me whatever happens in our lives.
Patrice... Simply I'd like to say that I thank the destiny that it has given me an opportunity to acquaint with you, my dear Patrice, the main point is that I'm sure that you are really good man and each your letter makes my soul and mood be in high spirits, as if your words have mysterious magic force and they draw to themselves by the immeasurable force. I hope you've understood me correctly......
Tatyana

Letter 9

Hello dear Patrice
I don't know what's happened with weather but the weather is staying cold, unpleasant and boring in my region - it's like my region is cursed with something... How I'd like to come to you to enjoy the warmth of your homeland and especially the warmth of your attention to me and your own warmth... Dreams, dreams, dreams ))) But in each dream there is a drop of truth and hope - so I'll do all my best to find the way to come to you Patrice, if you want it of course.Because of tiresome weather except going somewhere outside for a walk I went to Lina to watch DVD. It's trully funny and amazing but romantic comedy at the same time which evoked me storm of emotions and roars of laughter for the hole showing. Maybe it added me several hours of life? ))) The film is definitely funny but at the same time it's very good showed loving relations between man and woman. Although the film is frank fairy-tale I rested from a heavy day nevertheless and dreamed at the same time. Watching this film I recollected you my darling Patrice and dreamed about such moment when we'll see each other personally and how we'll walk along calm streets or sit in noisy restaraunt, how we'll talk about any trifles - then how we'll go to your home and before coming in you'll kiss me at first time and say: "You can't imagine how I'm happy that we are together at last!". And I'll will answer that I have been waiting for such beautiful moment for all my life... Patrice, please sorry this romantic girl for her silly romantic illusions.
Patrice, to tell the truth my mom and I always share together with our innermost thoughts and dreams. My mother is very glad for me that I've met such worthy man at last. To tell the truth she admire your words and skill of thinking - it's necessary to recognize that my mom understand people very well! But all the same she reckon with my opinion too.

With much tender
The woman who belongs to you,Tatyana

Letter 10

Hello my dear Patrice

In any case - if it rains or storm please promise to me that we will be happy - believe me - under this sky on this Earth I'll love you more stronger, in winter I'll cover you from the blizzard, we are born to be together - believe there is no need to worry, there is no any risk that we are so close now - between the moon and sun all of the troubles will pass away, we will watch on the sparks of a fireplace, - inspire me by your romance but don't lie to yourself - promise to me to keep the cloud-paradise where there is love of you and me - how I'd like that we will have the same family name - pendulum of clock has stopped - wish you were here now - I'm listing the album of memory which reminds me about our love - reading this lines please understand that you are unique one on this planet for me, that bright star that shines and our kids will be happier than us - believe - they will present the future to our grandsons and will open the door to life - I ask you to stay with me now and this wonderful world will be only for us.Dear Patrice, you know what kind of thought always keep me on the alert, thought that doesn't let me to sleep well, thought that I always think about and even discuss with my relatives? This thought is about our first meeting. Patrice, what do you think when will be the most suitable time for our first personal meeting???????????
Patrice, I'll kindly read all of your proposals, I'm very curious to know your opinion on this very important question. Honey, let's think about solving of this problem together and in next letter each of us will offer his point of view !!!!!!! This thought is about our first meeting. Patrice, what do you think when will be the most suitable time for our first personal meeting.
ANSWERS
1 Yes. Very often.
2 Yes. My friends are very glad for us.
3 Yes.
4 That we were together.
5 I very often think of our meeting.
6 I Want.
Wishing you all the best, loving and thinking about you,Tatyana

Letter 11

Dear Patrice
At last I have reached a computer and with greater desire i write to you the letter in which I wish to speak you all that I feel to you. For me it now became necessity to do it because I feel you everywhere as though you are with me and I know that it will soon be carried out also our dreams become a reality.The main thing that we always thought about each other, loved each other and had the big desire to be together my dear. I know now that we want it both and we shall make all that depends on us.I think of you everywhere, I wish to touch you, I wish to give you myself, I want that you embraced me and kissed. I hope my franknesses for you it pleasantly because I see that it is really necessary for us, I see that we are created to be together. I speak girlfriends that i has found the man. They even envy me a little and are glad for me. Whether they ask really I to you I trust also to them I answer that I trust you on all of 1000 percent and even more.
Tatyana

Letter 12

Hello my dear Patrice

In any case - if it rains or storm please promise to me that we will be happy - believe me - under this sky on this Earth I'll love you more stronger, in winter I'll cover you from the blizzard, we are born to be together - believe there is no need to worry, there is no any risk that we are so close now - between the moon and sun all of the troubles will pass away, we will watch on the sparks of a fireplace, - inspire me by your romance but don't lie to yourself - promise to me to keep the cloud-paradise where there is love of you and me - how I'd like that we will have the same family name - pendulum of clock has stopped - wish you were here now - I'm listing the album of memory which reminds me about our love - reading this lines please understand that you are unique one on this planet for me, that bright star that shines and our kids will be happier than us - believe - they will present the future to our grandsons and will open the door to life - I ask you to stay with me now and this wonderful world will be only for us.Dear Patrice, you know what kind of thought always keep me on the alert, thought that doesn't let me to sleep well, thought that I always think about and even discuss with my relatives? This thought is about our first meeting. Patrice, what do you think when will be the most suitable time for our first personal meeting???????????
Patrice, I'll kindly read all of your proposals, I'm very curious to know your opinion on this very important question. Honey, let's think about solving of this problem together and in next letter each of us will offer his point of view !!!!!!! This thought is about our first meeting. Patrice, what do you think when will be the most suitable time for our first personal meeting.
Wishing you all the best, loving and thinking about you,
Tatyana

Letter 13

Hello dear Patrice
Today I was searching and thinking over possible ways of solving the problem of coming to you my dearest Patrice. I've found out full information in travel agency about flights. Patrice I needed time either but not to find suitable words to express myself because I'm full of them and I can express them more and more without tiredness but to find approximate information about touristic tours. I've been there just to know prices and condition they offer.Patrice. I've made rather big work for the sake of us. I'm really glad to realize your tender loving attention to me and readiness to be together side by side. On my request to find approximate route. Package of proposals consists of air ticket there and back,and related living expences.I consider that any amount of money can't replace loving relations and give occasion to lay aside our so long-awaited personal meeting.They have told me that they will make all of the necessary documents for me.Assistants of agency told me that the official registration of documents will take some time.I've received lots of papers to fill in, also I made photos for visa. According the conditions of contract agency does all of te documents for me.Organizes my tripin full.I've made rather big work for the sake of us.But the joy about our soon personal meeting overclouds with material side of this Question. First idea that came to my mind was to consult the question of our meeting with my parents and and my relatives.So my darling Patrice, what do you think about it??????? Maybe we should organize our personal meeting earlier, probably in nearest period of time, do you agree with my proposal and offer of travel agency, do you like it? Please tell me what do you think about it in your letter without fail. By the way the reason why I want to apply to travel agency is because it's much easier and quicker to receive the visa. I explained my situation and assistant advised me to use their services because as he said it's really difficult to recieve visa for russian single girls nowadays but when you go aborad as tourist it's possible. Foreign countries more and more strict to Russia maybe because of politics too..So my darling Patrice, Please tell me what do you think about it in your letter without fail. P. S Dear exact details are necessary to me. Your surname, name, city, home address. Also please tell me which airport is the nearest to you
Tatyana

Letter 14

Hello dear Patrice
During these days I was searching and thinking over possible ways of solving the problem of our first meeting my dearest Patrice. I've made rather big work for the sake of us.My darling Patrice, how happy I'm - that's great, it's so wonderful that so soon we will be together - staying in airport holding hand in hand and watching eye to eye saying "Hello, Honey" personally to each other for the first time in our lives!!! Dear Patrice, I appreciate very much that you work hard for the sake of us and our future - I like your purposefulness and firm character but at the same time this fact makes me feel myself so absurdly and in fault because I left my job and I don't have enough means to pay off the whole amount of money for touristic tour to you. After quit from my job I received approximately 200 usd. I've paid this 200 usd for fast variant of registration of my documents. There is the lack of almost $ 468 usd to cover all of the expences for journey to you.I thought that I could pay for a trip the whole sum by myself.I was helped by my mum and my aunt.I've made rather big work for the sake of us.Dear Patrice please do not think that I wish just to rellocate to you and use you and live at your expenses.When I will arrive to you my parents and aunt are going to help me. I need to pay it to travel agency for booking tickets. Lovely Patrice, I feel very awkwardly to ask it from you but I have to - I think I don't have another possibility to find them now. Honey, please tell me can you find the way how to solve a problem??????I hope for your help in this problem.There is the lack of almost $ 468 usd. So another problem appeared in front of me to come in time to you - terrible question of money problem. Patrice, will you advice anything to me how to solve it, because for now I really don't know what to do. Darling, I'd like to know your opinion! You know, Patrice, what irritates me from the other side - is that this letter is penetrated with conversation about material things. It's like we have to return from our land of romance and love to terrible truth of reality.Patrice, I'll kindly read all of your proposals, I'm very curious to know your opinion on this very important question. Honey, let's think about solving of this problem together to meet. In next letter each of us will offer his point of view. Patrice, I promise that I will fight for you.
Thinking about you,
Tatyana

Letter 15

Hello dear Patrice
Dear today I was also at one of the offices of western union to ask how can I receive money. They gave me the following information that you should write in the form of transfer my name and second name - Zimeeva Tatyana - also the destination where to transfer money - Saint-Petersburg, Russia.Zimeeva Tatyana Saint-Petersburg Russia.After sending the money you should inform me about the amount expected, MTCN (Money Transfer Control Number), your full name, the place you send your funds from exactly you've written in the form of transfer. My dear Patrice, how are you doing, how is your mood in the eve of our nearest meeting? What about my physical and spiritual condition I'm ok now, I'm almost the happiest woman in the world thanks to you and your care - to tell the truth now I'm sitting in a great awaiting of your answer like on needles even can't fall asleep - our meeting is very soon and I live only with this dream in my mind - Patrice.
Tatyana