Letter(s) from Tatyana Burlakova to Jose (Spain)

Letter 1

Hi Jose!!!
I am glad that we are able to start our dialogue and explore each other better. So all of this seems to surprise me, actually, I for the first being acquainted through the Internet. I did not actually do get your computer, and I do not understand that it is necessary for done to send a photo or a letter, but I hope you got me photo that I sent you. I hope you can answer my questions with respect, as I will answer your questions, please do not be afraid ask me what you want to know.

Jose, You are interested in me, and I would like to learn more about you. I think you say in the next letter to
You are our acquaintance in more detail also will close. You will
Think probably why such a woman, because I have not found the second half. Yes, I very alone in this life because I can not find a genuine, fair man how about just one egoist. They did not think about family and long relations, they think only about themselves. And I was convinced that already for a long time and hoped that once I will such a person here, but it appears that such a person is not present.
And here I decided to learn under podrugam via the Internet, because they told me that if I can not find the other half is that I am accurate, I can find anywhere in the world.
And I think that maybe they are right on this account. But I need to trust that this is actually - the truth and who - it would be understand me and support me in this life. I do not wish to hurry up with our acquaintance. . I hope that you will not be people and you do not play with me? I like honesty and sincerity man. In fact, the trust - the main way for the establishment and continued relations between people. But also through truth and mutual understanding that can create not only a strong friendship, but also everlasting love. You agree with me Jose? I think that it is therefore difficult does not agree. I would like to say a little about me directly. My name is Tatiyana. I - 26 years old, and I single. I have never been married. I live in Russia in the small town of Orsha. I live together with my mother in one apartment. Also, I have a grandmother, who lives in village. I have no father, it died when I was absolutely small, but I would like to have my children was the father. I think so this life I have almost everything, but I have no favorite person about me. I feel so alone in this life, and sometimes I think that I do not need any. But I hope our friendship can do so, we will overcome this feeling. I decided to meet Love or second half of the Internet, and I think that I find the man in the world. Very it was hoped it would be desirable You can receive this man. You are nravlyus me, and I think that we could have a great future. When can I be convinced that we are approaching each the other, and we know each other, we can find better, we can be.
Jose, I would like it, you responded to some questions. What is pleasant to you in a woman? What women like you? Do you have me?
I will wait until after your letter,
Yours sincerely new girlfriend Tatiyana.

Letter 2

Hello my friend Jose ,
I am glad to receive your letter. Do you know a difference in time between us? I think that a difference in time very large between us. I am glad that I`m interesting for you and that you respond on my letter. I`m glad that we can learn one another better. I have many questions for you, but I`ll not ask all at once because you can haven`t enough time to answer them. I with pleasure shall answer all your questions and if you something interests, ask.

Jose, I`ll tell you more about myself. My 174 centimeters or 5`7 feets. Weight 55 kgs (121 lbs). Volume of my body 94-62-95 (37-24-37). It in centemeters. I don`t know as to tell in your units of measure. I want to meet the man, with which I shall be happy all stayed life. It is very difficult all life for living by one, you see each man should have second half in this world. It`s right, Jose? It`s better when you go with whom that and you feel his love, passion, kisses, support. You are agree with me, Jose? I like making massage, I like cooking, it`s simple adore to make various dishes. My granny teached me cooking, her name Klavdiya and her 73 years old, but she is very vigorous. My girlfriend help me to make them. I like traveling, but I travelled only once to city of Gelendzhik. Do you know where it? It`s located near Black sea. The south part of Russia. There it was very good. I love water, lakes and the rivers. I adore when the cool wind caress legs, the body and blows in me. Do you like to swim? Do you fished? I tried once but at me have failed anything to catch. Jose, I want learn still as I hope that you will answer and these questions sincerely and is serious. I like to joke and I have sence of humor. But I think that it`s necessary to make seriously. What thing in the life is a main for you? Work? Love? Beloved? Entertainments? Rest? Rest with the beloved? Family? I`ll be happy when I shall be together with beloved and when I can make his happy. And you? I wait your answer.
Very much I wait...
Tatiyana.

Letter 3

Hello my dear Jose!!!
My dear Jose, your letters as bearns the sun heat up my heart.
I ` m. am glad, when I receive them. And you become interesting to me every day.

I ` m. am glad, that we can to study each other and more I know about
You more you like I. I very much would like to learn more
Your interests by which you do at a leisure and about your work. As you
Like to have rest? I, for example, like to have rest on
The nature, especially in village in the grandmother, where the beautiful
The nature. I like to go at coast of the river of Vyatka, it proceeds about
That village where there there lives my grandmother. I usually go there when
To me give a holiday on work, or in free days. Sometimes there there
Come my relatives which is my cousins and sisters, and we together go
And we do a barbecue. You love shish shish kebabs? To what film you love
Look? My majority of a favourite film - "Titanic" with Leonardo de Caprio. I
Love films about love and serials, and also comedies. It is pleasant to you to
Dance? What music you to listern? Usually I listen to radio
Because there a lot of various music and me is pleasant to listen
Various music and various executors of songs. That you do when I
Dream? When I write you the letter? I wish to study from you about
Your work. Jose you love work? You with pleasure go on it? In you
He/she is many colleagues? In you good relations on work? I think that
Yes. You so the good person and I are assured, that you do not have enemies
Which want to you angrily. I work as the teacher, and I like the work, I very much love children, but I have was not present
Children And so would like, that they in me were. I think that soon I
Will have a family and there will be children. Jose I work in
The cores six days in one week. And you? Every morning I rise at 7:00 and
I do morning exercises then I take a shower, and I have breakfast.
Then I go for work, usually I reach there by bus. I think that my easy work, but it is a lot of
From patience and attention as children cannot sustain all time for a
Place requirements, and all difficultly follow. At 12:00 in me for a dinner
And at this time I have time to eat rupture, now I can and correspond
With you. As the cafe Internet about my work. Jose I hope it
You will always sincerely with me, I am sincere, and I will tell
All of you which you ask. I disappear nothing from you. I hope that you
Also all will tell to me. I would not like it, we had secrets one from
Another. I will arrive to you, but I should be completely confident you.
Mum and my girlfriend Yulya transfer you congratulations. I send
You a kiss not much, but one and very gentle. I hope, that you receive
It when will open my letter. Where your letter? I again am absent without
It!!!!
Write to me faster!
Yours Tatiyana

Letter 4

Hello my dear Jose!!!!!!!
I am very glad to see your letter today, It is very interesting to me
To communicate with you, to study all of you more and more. And in
This communication my feelings to you becomes more and more close and more
Close. I feel, that our relations start to develop more and more quickly and
More quickly. It so is unexpected for me as it is pleasant to us, only recently have
Getting acquainted, But already we know each other as - as though we saw everyone
Another earlier. I do not know as you Jose, but it seems to me that so.
Today on work I weigh day, thought of you, have recollected your words, Everyone
The word written by you, and all time, has been surprised, that it occurs to us.
It was very pleasant to know to me, that somewhere the person, allow even
For many miles from me Which thinks of me the same as about me about it, read mine
Ideas and dreams in my letters, Also writes me about itself and
Ideas, divides secrets. It seems to me to these very romantically and
It is too unusual to me. Today we with girlfriends wished to go
Somewhere some that it is good to spend time and rest from work. Most possibly
We are going to go to cinema or danceclub, I am exact I do not know,
But most possibly we will go to look a film which has left recently on
The screen about the big love at cinema. But I very much would like
It by consideration of this film by number with me you sat Jose. In the such
Place as cinema, our acquaintance would be closer many times finished, we
Could feel each other, divide impressions about a film, sit, keeping
Each other for hands to look each other in the person and to smile. I
Would like to spend with you time very vigorously and it during this moment
It was remembered for ever. And during this moment we will reach
Something is more.... And where I will make with you some things. And
Ideas about it do me more joyful and cheerful, I think of all it time.
I would like, you ask, you could to go with me to cinema or somewhere?
It would be cheerful to spend time with you as you believe, that we could
Make it once? Today to me the girlfriend has arrived and has told
That it goes today on appointment to the guy. This beginning to speak
To me, about which as it has a leadership with it last appointment. I have
Presented this picture and in me which was small envy to them, has shown. But
I am all the same glad for them, seeing, that it simply to be shone
With happiness. When it leaves, I represented, as though could
Occur in us. You Jose, would sustain about me both gentle
And strong hands would capture and caressed me. You whisper to me
Gentle, beautiful and gentle words, capture and give to me gentle
Kiss... It will be probable to seem to you little bit ridiculous and
Strange, but you Jose when the fascinated people see to steam, Whether it
You think of me or recollect me? To me of very often man
Come nearer and try to begin acquaintance, but I I help at once them to
Understand, that with me these things to fail. Jose, I am frequent I
Think above your messages, and I understand, that you it is serious
Concerning me. I also do not look at our dialogue as on
Entertainment, and I write you some very personal words and things, as
To the loved one. And I wish to tell to you Jose, that I am glad,
It in me - such person - as you! Possibly, road, it has come time
Me to finish this letter, and I will write now that much from
Superfluous and at me will be then the disorder before you. I wait
Yours e-mail, my fine. Embraces and my kiss!!!
Yours Tatiyana.

Letter 5

Hello my dear Jose!!!!!
____, I am very glad to see your letter. And it is very pleasant to me to have acquaintance to you. We have already learned about each other more and I think that between us should not any secrets. Whether not so Jose? You have any secrets from me?

I from you do not hide anything and always sincere with you. I shall answer all your questions. I think that we should learn more about each other if we shall decide to meet ever or even to live together. After I have better learned you, so it is pleasant to me to receive your letters. And I am happy from that that you write to me such sincere letters. I feel very happy. Jose, and what you feel? And what you feel when receive my letters? You as a beam of the sun warm me when I receive and I read your letters. It is very pleasant to communicate with you, you very much like me, and at me all ideas on you. Much my girlfriends, mum with the grandmother ask me about I from them hide what secret. As I began to smile more and became very happy recently. I am assured that they know the reason of that I to smile began often. As I it told about you, and they only were glad for me and for you, And also for ours with you of the attitude. They speak that you do me happy. And I completely with them agree. You as a beam of the sun warm me when I receive and I read your letters. It is very pleasant to communicate with you, you very much like me, and at me all ideas on you. Much my girlfriends, mum with the grandmother ask me about I from them hide what secret. As I began to smile more and became very happy recently. My mother has told to me that I began to smile during a dream. And it is rare with me happens. Today at night it has glanced to me in a room and has seen, that when I sleep, I smile. And it has told that did not see me such happy already for a long time, and does not remember that I was so happy. And I smiled in a dream today at night because saw you and both of us in a dream. As I all time think of you when I rise. When I eat, when I go for work when I work, and even when I sleep. Jose, you became very close to me, and I would like to learn you better. I do not know as you consider and that you think of it, but I think that you that the man which I searched for all life. I every day wait for your letters, they became for me irreplaceable, and I would like to see more than your photos and especially I wish to see your smile on a photo. I all time represent myself on a photo, where we with you together. You would would like it, whether not so? When I do not receive your letters I am very strongly afflicted, I worry about that that has occured to you, or me even there are such ideas- " Really Jose played with my feelings?.... " But there can be it not so, in fact it is simply impossible, I am right? I wait, I with impatience wait for your following letter. Write to me Jose! I hope tomorrow when I shall come and I shall look e-mail having found your letter I shall fill the heart with your warm words.
Yours Tatiyana.

Letter 6

Hello my lovely Jose!!!!!!!
I am very glad to see your letter today Jose! Today your letter has again warmed my heart and on the person there was a smile. I am grateful that you do not forget about me.

Jose, I wished to ask about your last attitudes with girls.
It is very important question for me and it very much disturbs me when I recollect it, I try to forget about all besides but it not so is easy. And you Jose? You had any romantic attitudes in the life? You the romantic person? I think that I the romantic person. I want tenderness, love and caress, passion, love, and long terms realitions. I could not find the man in the country which could give me all this. And I in them was very much disappointed as they wanted only one, only sex. They did not understand that except for sex there are also other needs for enamoured. That exists such words as family, love, children, and too it is necessary to reflect on it once. I do not know precisely, but is possible and in my country there are such men who will understand me, and will love eternally. But I think that it is destiny - to meet the person whom I shall grow fond also which will understand me and too will grow fond. Let even if not from my country, let even somewhere away in the world. In fact if between two enamoured pairs there will be such feeling as love the distance will not be a problem for their meeting. How you consider Jose? I think that it so, in fact for love there are no barrier and distinctions in the age of, love this very raised feeling. In fact people are ready to go for the sake of love on greater victims, and the some people even risk the life to achieve love. For me it seems very romantic, that people are capable of all for the sake of love. For me would be happiness when the person favourite for me does such simple things as: Kisses me or I it when I wake up or it wakes up, To do the friend for the friend favourite dishes, To help each other with difficult situations, and to solve all problems together, and all to do together, To meet me from work and every day to see off me home, To not recollect anything bad and to think only about good. I think, that I can make it. Jose, you could be such the man in my life? You would agree with it? You very much like me. I feel that you can give me that love which to me is necessary and to become my knight. I think that if we could spend time together. For example, a romantic supper at candles? Or a trip together on picnic on the nature? Or pleasant and passionate weekend at home? How you think Jose? I wish to ask you Jose. You communicate with other girls now? You the good person and I think that at us the big future. But me interestingly that you feel? You can communicate with other girls? Tell to me fairly, I shall understand.
Tell to me about your dreams, well?
With impatience I wait for your following letter,
Your gentle Tatiyana.

Letter 7

Hi my dear and lovely Jose!!!
I`m so happy to see your letter, I was a few problems to write to you the letter,
as places in the Internet of cafe have been borrowed, and I had to wait a little while the computer will be released.
But now I can read your letter, and to me simply to not transfer the feelings simple words.
Your letter warms my heart, and so it is pleasant to me to read it with a smile and good mood.

Jose, you think of our meeting? How you represent our first meeting?
What will occur at our first meeting? What shall we do when we for the first time shall see each other?
What will you do in such situation? What do you think of that as I shall conduct myself and how I shall be dressed?
What our first words will be? You would like to hear what words from me?
I want that this meeting was remembered to us for ever. As it will be the first that there will be at us with you the general,
And the first feelings gone through together we should remember it for ever.
I represent it so, we see each other and our hearts begin to fight all more strongly.
I climb down from the plane and I approach to you. You cost at the airport and wait for me.
I see your gentle smile on your person and on my person too there is a smile.
On what I answer: " Hello Jose, I too am glad to see you! How I waited for this moment, really it not a dream? "
Our meeting will proceed also I shall be in your embraces. As I for a long time dreamed to be in your embraces,
Yes we with you both shall worry and worry, I shall especially worry.
I probably cannot tell anything to you if you will not kiss me. You will kiss me Jose?
I think of it and this first kiss will be fine. Then you take me for a hand and conduct me behind yourself.
Then we go to restaurant and we spend there, our first romantic evening, a supper with candles and slow music.
We shall dance and be turned in dance. I shall be with you Jose!!!!!!!
My dear Jose, I would like to learn that you think of our meeting and how it will proceed?
I would be very glad to hear its continuation from you. Please tell that you think of it.
I wait with impatience for your following letter.
I wait and I miss, I adore you my gentle and tender prince Jose!!!!!!!
I send you one thousand sweet and gentle kisses!!!
Yours and only your love Tatiyana.

Letter 8

Hello my dear and lovely Jose!!!!!
I am very glad to see your letter, it was very pleasant to me to hear yours Ideas on our meeting, I also think of it. I wish to be with you and I wish to spend together with you time. And I think that we should discuss our meeting with you. It seems to me that the god wanted that that we have met you and it is our destiny. I think that it not vainly that to us there is also all this occurs to the best. I with impatience waited for your letter and very much wished to hear your answer. I am pleased very much with that that you which person I have grown fond and want to be together with you too as would think of that what to hold me in the hands. It very much pleases and even pleasantly excites me because it means that you not against me and do not want to push away. I with excitement waited for your letter. I thank you Jose, for that that you fill my heart with love and the hope which vein in it has become stronger and now it is possible that we shall achieve all in life if we shall make it together. I want to be with you. I would want that we with you were together. I dream about our meeting. Jose I brawl learn tomorrow all about trip and I shall inform to you when I can arrive to you. We will be together, I promise to you it, I would shall make all that in my forces what to be with you. I love you Jose!!!! I want to be with you, I want to be in your embraces, I want to feel your love, your passion, your tenderness, your caress. I would want that we could enjoy every day when we shall be together and I would shall make all that we were happy together. I want that we could touch one another, that we could enjoy love feel and touch one another. What is we would meet the morning together. That each day I could see you. To hear your voice, to feel your breath, to see your sight, gentle and full of love, all this is necessary for me and I want to be with you Jose!!!! We shall be together, we shall create ours with you the world. This world we full love and caress. We shall be happy. I am sure in it. I will be the happiest girl if shall be with you and I would shall make all that it happened. Soon we can talk. To go together to park, go on a beach, to make love and embody all our dreams in a reality. Jose, you agree with me? You will meet me? I love you Jose!!!! I want you Jose!!!!!!! Jose, only with you I want to be together and to go on this life with you!!!!
Yours and only your loving Tatiyana.

Letter 9

Hello my dear love Jose!!!
I am very happy to see your letter today, And this unique thing which can
Calm me now. To me it is very bad now, I am very broken and
The disappointed. I at all do not know what to tell to you, I do not wish
You to overturn. In me for you unpleasant news, and I at all do not know
From what to begin. Today I have gone to travel agency and I have learnt that
Should make and that I should have in me directly for a trip to you. And when
To me have told, which is necessary for me and how many it costs, to me
Became so it is offensive, I very much am ashamed now before you, and me
Regrets for this purpose which promised to you, that I cannot make. A trip in
You will cost very gently, and I do not have all sum that to me have told
In travel agency. I very much regret about Jose! We cannot be together...
Today, when I have arrived to travel agency to learn, that is necessary for
Me, that I could arrive to you, I have learnt, that I should have it
Necessary documents for travel, the passport for, go abroad,
The visa, payment of taxes and tax collections of taxes, certificates on pass
From medical examination, And after visa reception already and
The ticket. But except for it I still should go to Moscow. I have
Asked why I should go to Moscow, and in me, have explained that I
Should transfer medical examination in Moscow. And to go to Moscow
Necessary money for road to Moscow, at living and giving in Moscow.
And it is necessary to pay for all it approximately 1100 $$$ (Euro)
, And then it will be necessary to take the ticket. And
The price in various tickets, and all depends, on which airline I will be
Take advantage to arrive to you.
And everything, that I can make now it only to pay for official registration
From papers, but I cannot pay for all trip to you. It is very expensive for
I. I understand, that I promised to you, that I will arrive to you, and
I will try to make it. I will make all that in mine naeeao to arrive
To you, but I do not know as I to pay for all trip and to arrive in
You. But I will make the biggest, that we dream have been executed
Also we were together. I understand, that these news have very much overturned
You, and I ask, you do not leave me, please do not stop to write to me.
Jose, you the unique person whom I remained with me and which
Very much love and I wish to be with you. I to be ready on all with
You, and I will take all possible measures, and I will make it if you
Will support me in this difficult situation. I ask you Jose, only make
Do not stop to write me your warm and gentle letters, I very much
Demand them. I hope, that you understand me and will write to me... I
Want it, you did not leave from me and remained with me and if
We will be together, we will embody the dream actually. I love
You Jose!!!!!! I LOVE YOU, And I AM not afraid oF THEY
FEELINGS!!!!!!! I would be to do everything, than we were for ever
Together also were happy. You my prince. Jose you my dream and I want
To live in this world with you!!! I do not represent, as it is possible
To live without you. Forgive to me Jose.....
Yours and only your love and gentle Tatiyana.

Letter 10

Hi my dear Jose I just have come from Travel company and I have learnt all information on transfer of the sum necessary to me there to me have told that it will be better and more reliable to translate through system WESTERN UNION.
I often think of you! Besides, I understand. We should be together, Only I and you! We should be happy. And I promise, if we are
Together, I will make you the happiest person on the Earth! I promise to you!
I wish to be only with you! When you will be close to me.
Jose. Au Will feel all depth of my love.
To understand, that for ours with you the love - does not exist borders.
Here these data are necessary for you for this purpose what to do pass
The country Russia
Name Tatiyana
Surname Burlakova
You can ask, why I do not write you a city I wish you to warn at once that in our small city there is no WESTERN UNION therefore I to receive in other city, but yet I do not know, where.
As to me it is necessary, that nobleness of your data on reception of money, that for me it is necessary.
It is necessary to give in tourist agency 1100 EUROS for a trip to you
From your party favourite it is necessary completely a name and a surname, the country and a city, passes of money whence have been done.
And, as confidential code (MTCN) which will give to you in bank
As I wish to tell to you that all documents become 7-10 days since that moment as I completely will mourn over this sum as soon as documents I to you will be ready I will inform number of flight and flight time that you could meet me at the airport.
My love I will be
To behave in safety for you, I love you, and only you and my love.
My love to me when you and all time I think of you and my arrival, and me
I love you as I soon will arrive to you my love.
Yours and only your loving Tatiyana.