Letter(s) from Veronica Kadochigova to Jimmie (USA)

Letter 1

Hi its me again! I was waiting for a message from you, but you wrote nothing to me.. I really thought we can talk for a while and I want to know you better, maybe we have something in common! Pls send me a note, I hope to hear from you soon!!!! Kisses, Veronika

Letter 2

Jimmie hello!!!I decided to send you more info about me.
It is my first time I try to correspondence with man in internet world, so its really a new experience for me. I really hope we will like each other. I don`t want to be in a hurry and to rush in something, but I always listen to my heart!
Jimmie I want you to tell as much as possible about myself so you will know more who I am and about my life here in russia.
The thing is that I will work abroad for six months or so and I would like to meet a nice man to be my guide or just be good friend to spend time with. I am from small town Svirsk here in Russia,I am afraid to be lost.I want to see the real life over there! You know, life in russia is rather difficult, especially in small towns. I don't want to live in Russia because I have not any chances here,it is hardly possible to explain it by the first time but I want you to know my plans.I saw many stories in news on tv about girls who started a new life and decided to work abroad. So I decided to do the same and to try to find my luck abroad. I started to register documents about 2 months ago, so I will travel soon and I will be allowed to work! You see I already started to register documents and now I need to decide in which city I want to work.
I`m 25 years old and I`m not afraid to work (I will work as a manicure master in beauty salon).
I will arrive (I will travel alone) and I can choose any beauty salon or spa salon to work there.
I think it is the right way for me, I am not afraid to work hard!
I never been abroad so I decided to find a friend abroad and make his city to be my destination.
I think it is my only chance to change my life. I am full of plans and different dreams.
My hair is blonde and I have mixed colors eyes. I think I'm somewhat pretty, but first of all I want to be beautiful inside.
Jimmie I do hope that you will be not disappointed to meet me in the real life if we meet.
I will leave my town in a few days or so (I can't tell you everything exactly right now) and I would like to be sure that I have a man who is waiting for me there. I will work all days and I would like to find a man to spend all free time togetherto get to know each other better.
if you have any interest to meet me I will be more then happy to meet you too.
Sorry I really have to go now. I will write more comments next time,
Bye-bye!!! Veronika

PS: I send you more my photos and photos of my city so you will know

how it looks like!

Letter 3

Jimmie hello again,I do hope you are not tired of my lettters!!!
I think I should write you more things about me, I hope it will be interesting for you to know me better!
As I wrote I`m 25 years old, My birthday is July 30, I'm a Leo!!! Do you believe in horoscopes?
I'm 168 cm tall (5.6.) and 51 kg weight. I don't know exactly my bust-waist-hips measurements, I don't have a reason to measure it because I think it's OK and my body is proportionate, I take care of my body, for truth its very easy for me, because I like to dance a lot, so it helps me to keep feet!!! As for my family - I live with my mother. My mother is 46 years old, I love her very much, she works as a hairdresser in salon. I have a sister Marina, she is 24 years ols, she is already married and has a dauther. They live poor enough, because her husband is is an alcoholic, he drinks too much..
For truth I don`t want to have the same life as my sister has...
My father was a great person, he was courageous and brave. He is an ideal man for me.
My father died 4 years ago in auto crash... My mum cried for several months but now she is ok, she will never meet another man because my father was the only man in her life .It was my mother's idea to try to work to another country.
She loves me very much and she thinks that its impossible to earn good money in russia working as a manicure master,espesially in small towns. She reads many stories about girls who found their happiness abroad and now she wants me to do the same.
As I wrote you I live in russia, the name of my city is Svirsk,it is small and very old town , it is situated in Irkutskaya Oblast (District). The nature is really beautiful here but I can`t tell any interesting facts about my city, because uit is very small.
Jimmie it will be great if you will tell me some interesting facts about your city.
I don`t remeber if I told you or not but I graduated from Irkutsk University three years ago, Economy faculty but I don't work on my specialization because I can't find a good job here in economy sphere, my city is so small. I don`t use any translators and I can speak and write English well. I also have a certificate of manicure master, I have several diplomas, I will send you some of them, I think it will be interesting for you! I write my emails from Internet cafe, we have a computer but no Internet at home. Yesterday I told my sister about you yesterday! She said I should be cautious because there are a lot of crazy men in internet! I hope you are not one of them!
Jimmie today I'm going to tell my mother about you, I'm sure she will be happy I've met you.
It's a pity there is no messenger here, so we can talk only using e-mails..
My address here is Russia, Svirsk, Lenina street 18.
So now you have a representation of who I am....
I just want to tell you I enjoy life and I try to live to the fullest, I like to try new things. I'm very tender, caring, artistic, faithful, decent person.wow ,it sounds too much for one person!!!!Sometimes I can be not well organized, I think everybody had it's own minuses and pluses.I don't look any special qualities in a man. I just hope he will be faithful and kind man and I will do everything to make him happy. I'm looking for a soulmate! sorry if I missed some of your questions but I am so excited !!!! Veronika,kiss!!

Letter 4

Jimmie hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't have enough time to write a long email I'm in a hurry....
Please write me the name of the closest Airport to you (possibly International) and it's code (if you know)
For example the closest inter Airport to me is Irkutsk and it's code is (IIA). I already started to pack my things and I want to start my trip so I will go to Moscow from Irkutsk. I have so many worries and I'm so afraid to start everything but if I don't start it now I will never do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will write more tomorrow and will tell you all things you are interested about me!
and please don't worry if I will be not able to send my letter tomorrow I think I will be very busy and as soon as I can I will send new letter with all the news!I think in a day! I will go to airlines office now and will buy a tickets to Moscow, its very expensive, but I have some savings so I have money to pay for plane ticket to moscow and to pay for renting room in moscow. As soon as I will arrive to Moscow, I will finish my documents to travel, as work permission, medical insurance etc.
Jimmie I`m waiting a confirmation of airport from you, so I will buy ticket to your airport. I know it won`t be cheap, but my mum will receive a salary for last 2 months (her work detained wages) and will send me money when I will find out the cost of tickets! By the way I made some special photos for you, I hope you will like it! For truth it was my sisters idea to make such photos for you but I liked it and I hope you will like photos also!!! My sister is a good photographer, I hope she will allow me to take a photo camera to moscow, I don`t know!
Jimmie you see I asked my sister Marina to take a sexy photos of myself because I didn't have any sexy photos and I thought I will need because we can't meet me right now... you can't see me personally and I thought you will want to know how my body looks like... and I think good sex is quite important for successful relationship.
now I know you little more and I will cross my fingers I'm not wrong in doing this and I will make a show of trust and send you my sexy pics to you hoping it will be for your eyes only and you will not show it to someone. I don't want to chat about sex or something like that, I just wanted to show you how my body looks like... and that's all. Maybe I shouldn't do this but I will click "send" button and close my eyes! I hope you will be not mad on me because I sent such pics for you, I'm a good girl, really!!!!!!!!!! I just thought we can't meet right now and I have to show you my body..
Please don't show my pics to anyone and please don't ask for any naked pics or something like that. I'm a good girl and I'm not into taking such photos!
I really apologize if you think now I'm not a good girl... I hope you don't think so.
Please let me know and I will write you more if I'm forgiven for sending this pics!!! I'm impatiently waiting for your answer!
Talk to you later!
Veronika with kisses for you !!!!

Letter 5

Jimmie hello dear!! How are you? I'm ok!!! I just returned from my work.
It was my last day at work,they tell that there are so sorry that I leave them and they have great hope that I will return back one day soon I have told not any promises.
I told them about you and everybody said they will cross one's fingers for us and they hope you are a good man and we will like each other! We had some fun today and it was my last working day... but now I feel myself so sad... I will miss my work and girls from my beauty salon... I almost cry now... anyway I don't want to make any steps back and I want to continue my arrangements. Jimmie I have some good news for you!
After sending this email I will go home to pack bags and after it today later I will go to Irkutsk! It is the nearest big city and there is international airport there. From there I will fly to Moscow! I`m really afraid to fly on a plane! I hope my plane will not fall down! I'm really afraid!
I scanned a copy of my tikcet and send it to you, maybe you will be interesting for you to see it!
It is several hours from here to Moscow.When I come to Moscow and settle down I will write you an email. I hope tomorrow I will be able to write you. Jimmie please don't worry about me if you don't hear from me tomorrow, that will mean I was not able to find a place to stay and I will write you the next day.
Jimmie you see I don`t have a mobile phone, so you won`t be able to call me, but I know its very important to talk to each other before I will take a plane to you, so I will try to find a public phone in moscow to call you. I will find out what I should dial (international code, country code etc). So I hope we will be able to talk to each other by phone on next week!
In Moscow I will spend some time, I have to make all final arrangements with my documents and after it I will come to you!
I've never been to Moscow before and I'm so nervous now... I've never went somewhere alone and now I should go alone to such big city!
But at the same time I`m so exited we will meet soon! I hope I will be able to find a work of manicure master as soon as I will arrive to you, so I hope I won`t have money problems. I took all my diplomas and instruments for manicure. You know I sent documents for visa to moscow about 1 month ago, so I hope when I will arrive to moscow my visa will be already ready!!
As soon as I arrive to Moscow I promise I will send the letter to let you know all the news.Jimmie You know... I had such great desire to start my trip already.. and now I feel myself like a newborn kitten who has even didn't open it's eyes... I just want to hug my mommy and don't want to go anywhere...
but I know that's my dream to start a new life and I will try to turn in to reality! Soon you will hear some news from me from Moscow!!!!!!!!Veronika!!!Kiss you !

Letter 6

Jimmie my dear,Veronika here I have got info about my flight from travel agency and resend to you.I am so happy to meet you just in a few days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just have not any words how happy I am and a little tired of so many troubles here.

>TRAVEL INFO : Kadochigova Veronika.
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>Travel Agency - "ZagranitsuTravel,ITC."
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>TRAVEL INFO : Kadochigova Veronika - private tour.(work visa) Russian-English variants.ENGLISH SPEAKING GUIDE.
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>The nearest possible flight is - Saturday 2,May 2009.Departure
>Saturday 2,April Moscow (SVO), Russia , Sheremetyevo International
>terminal 2.
>Price: foreign passport,visa,tax,consulate fee,ticket Eco.class.USD 1190.00+
>Rusian Federation.Ms.Kadochigova Veronika. sex-F.
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Jimmie hello again my love,I've got all the information about my flight and I'm resending it for you!! My flight was arranged on Saturday and I am so happy to say we will meet in few days!!!! I am really lucky girl to meet you!
But I have a little problem and I really hope you will be able to help me. You see I never expected I will ask you for such help but I have nothing else to do. You know my mum promised to send me money for tickets by western union as soon as I will find out prices but today she was told on her work that because of economic crisis she will receive salary just in one month.. So thats why she can`t send me money for tickets now and I can`t delay my flight because all my documents are arranged on exact dates..
Jimmie I wanted to ask you to help me to pay for my tickets directly but I was told in travel agency I can't use your help or ask you about sending me tickets or ordering electronic ones because I have a permission to use the help of the travel agency only. Your see its business of travel agency to arrange all travel things for my trip, such is the law.
If I will but ticket by myself, I won`t be able to use my work visa.. so you can`t send me tickets..
I`m sure my mom will help me but just in one month and I can`t wait so long because I need to buy tickets till Thursday.
I was in the bank to try to ask them a loan but they said I need to have registration in Moscow to get a loan from their bank and I don't have it! I know I`m asking you for very big think but maybe it will be possible for you to help me. You are my last hope and I have nothing else to do. If I won`t buy tickets my visa will be canceled and it will be forbidden for me to apply for visa again for next 4 years..
Jimmie I have only about 200 dollars that I expected to take with me for the first time so if you will help me with 990 I will have enough to buy tickets. The full cost of tickets is 1190 dollars.
I know its a big sum of money for you, but pls try to help me and I promise I will return you money back after my first salary or as soon as my mum will send it to us, as she promised.
I will cross my fingers hoping for your help because I want to meet you so much!!!!! I will be waiting for your answer!!!
Jimmie pls make a transfer by western union, I never used it, but I find out about it while I was expecting my mums help.
You should know my rent address here is 22/64 Lomonosova street, Moscow, Russia.
Remember my full name is Veronika- (first name) .
Kadochigova-(last name, its the right writing in transliteration from russian, I was told it by manager in travel agency). It is right writing in English, and you should put it on western union list and you can choose any bank in moscow,so I can pick up the money at any bank of moscow.
The address of the closest Western Union here is
ZAPADNYI
MALYI KAZENNYI PEREULOK, 5, STROENIE 4
Moscow, 105064
Managers said I can get only western union transfer because I don`t have bank account in moscow!
But it will be safe to use western union transfer because I need to have passport to receive it!
And please after you complete transfer write me the number of the transfer,
P.S. Jimmie I`m so sorry I asked you for such help, but you see you are my last hope and now my only wish is to meet you. I want to start a new life and I`m sure we can spend so many happy days and probably nights together! Please try to help me with rest 990 and I will fly to you on Saturday and in one month I will return you money back!!
I kiss your lips and starting to dream about our meeting!!!!

Letter 7

Hello my sweet Jimmie! Honey, I`m so sorry I asked you to help me with tickets. I really didn`t expect I will ask you for such help.
I thought I will need one way ticket and my mum will also help me.
But the last minute she told she is enable to help, she has problems on her work..
Jimmie you see I can`t delay my flight because all my documents are arranged on exact dates and if my flight will be canceled I won`t be able to apply for visa for next 4 years.. Oh I just can`t stop crying.. Pls help me and I promise I will return you money back in 1 or 2 month, my mum will send it to us! And also I will start to work as soon as I will arrive. Jimmie I never lied to you and always told you truth. Jimmie I promise I will never hurt you. If you will help me, I will fly to you on Saturday and we will spend really great time together!!!
Today I had a dream at night. I dreamed about our meeting, how I will look into your eyes, touch your skin and kiss your lips.Oh it was so realistik! We laught and we both were happy.
And I was so dissapointed when I woke up in the morning and understood that it was just a dream. But I hope it will happen in real life. We will spend all time together and we will be happy.
Honey, my flight will be on Saturday and I can`t change it on another day, so I have a little time to buy tickets. I'm not going to solicit the money from you... I thought it will be possible for me to come to you and be yours... You have captivated my poor heart and I just don't know how you've done it. I'm still desperately want to see you!
Jimmie you see if I won`t buy ticket my flight will be canceled and I won`t be able to apply for visa for next 4 years..
I'm so sad now, so sad that I don't want to live. I want to fall asleep and don't get up one more month!
Please don't think Oh, why I met that Russian girl in Internet, she promised a lot and never done it. I really wanted to come to you but you know I've never travelled so far away and I was not smart enough to set up all things for my trip. I still feel I need you in my life so much.
I pray it will be possible for you to help me somehow.
I have some good news for us! My mum sold her gold wedding ring and sent me some money for tickets. Maximum she was able to send was 480 $, maybe you can help me with the rest 505 $? You see no one else can help me..
My mother desn't have so much money to send me, she lives in so small city. I can't find more money... I asked all my friends and realtived but no one can give me money even for a few days. My mum will send me more money just in 1 month and I need to buy tickets till Saturday or my flight will be canceled.. I so hope it will be possible for you to help me somehow.
Pls make a transfer on my name and I will fly to you on Saturday and finally kiss you!! I so wish you were here, because it is so nice here, I`m really very exited. But I want to tell you I`m afraid a bit to walk on the streets alone, because it is very crowded city. Tomorrow I want to go to a Kremlin, maybe I will have no chance to do it. I read a lot about it and saw many pictures.
Oh, dear, I can`t believe that everything is true. I have a feeling we will solve this problem and will make the last step to each other!! I can`t wait to meet you. I will have a new life and it is really very exiting.
I found this beautiful poem in internet today. I found it for you! It reflects my feelings to you!! Sorry I can't write poems in English, I can write them only in Russian.

Until We Meet

Until we meet
My nights will be a little colder
My days a little shorter
My heart will beat a little less rapid
Until we meet
I know that my arms will be empty
My mind hurting from the constant thought of you
Minutes will seem to be hours
Hours will seem to be months
While months will seem like eternity
Until we meet
The stars in the sky will not affect me
with its gleaming sparkles of life

Until I am gazing at them in your arms
And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing
Until it is you that I share the my food with
And Until we meet
I will not feel whole
My world will seem incomplete
Until that wonderful day
When our eyes make first contact
And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind
The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song
"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU,
Yours forever, Veronika

Letter 8

I just don't know how to say it.... I'm crying now and everybody is looking at me... I want to tell you I'm not a little dumb girl not to understand you don't trust me and don't have so much available money.
Maybe I'm not as smart as you but I find myself attractive and I will reach my goal! I may find a good job even in Moscow! It's a pity men here are not better then in my city.
If you really cared about me as you wrote you would send at least 100 $ just to show your affection. I thought you really want to meet me, as I do want to meet you..
Sorry I expressed everything I feel now! but I don't have another way or I will explode like a bomb!
I know everything is my fault! I was not prepared well for me trip!
You have captivated my poor heart and I just don't know how you've done it. but I will be stronger then my feelings to you and try to forget about you and my dream of coming to you.
I'm still desperately want to see you! I can`t imagine my life without you.. I will kill myself, I don`t want to stay here alone without you..

Letter 9

Hello my sweet Jimmie... I know I didn't write you for few days. I want to be honest with you... I wanted to check my feelings to you... I wanted to know if I can forget about you... I tried not to think about you, not to reread your emails as I usually do (usually I reread them almost every day, I keep all of them). I tried to find a work here in moscow, but its almost impossible.. No one wanted to give me work..
I still try to to eat once a day to save more money... I tried to loose my feelings to you, I tried not to think about you but I can't! I still think about you every hour. Every day I get up having thought about you in my mind and I get asleep and still think about you. And you are coming to my dreams every night... I'm coming at the place where I live tired like a horse last three days, usually when a person so tired she doesn't see any dreams... but I see dreams about you every night... every night....
I tried to be strong but I can't be strong every moment... I'm so lonely here at the evening... I'm so lonely.... I can't call my mom because it's expensive.
If I was with you I could talk to you and spend my time with you... I know you've never met me and you possibly don't think about me as often as I think about you...
I don't know what to say... I just need to write someone about my feelings... I feel myself so miserable here.. without any friends or relatives... I can't tell my mother about it because she will worry about me, she worries enough... But I don't want to go back to my city, I don't have any future over there. All men are always drunk and an income over there is not good.
I still dream about our meeting but I don't want to ask for your help anymore... If you decide to help me you will tell me about it. I'm still ashamed about my situation and that I didn't have enough money to come to you... everything is my fault... I'm just a usual country girl and I still this is my fault and I'm a burden for you.
I'm crying now and I can't stop... I can't earn the money in one day to come to you and I can't forget about you... and I can't ask for your help because I'm ashamed to do it.... I don't want to be a burden for you..... You see my visa is still opened so to fly this week is my last chance.. If you will help me with 450 dollars I will fly to you on Thursday! I know I`m not right, because I ask you for this help, but its my last chance to come to you, while my documents are still avaliable.. Help me to be with you, I will show you how deep are my feelings to you..
Please believe me I love you so much and I can't forget you....
Before I go to bed I practice my english and I read William Shakespeare in English, that's not easy and I use dictionary sometimes.
Here is my favorite sonnet

My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;
Coral is far more red than her lips' red:
If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;
If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.
I have seen roses damask'd, red and white,
But no such roses see I in her cheeks;
And in some perfumes is there more delight
Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks.
I love to hear her speak,--yet well I know
That music hath a far more pleasing sound;
I grant I never saw a goddess go,
My mistress when she walks, treads on the ground;
And yet, by heaven, I think my love as rare
As any she belied with false compare.

Pls take me into your arms..
Yours Veronika

Letter 10

Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you sooooooooo much you are going to help me!!!!
You made me very excited and I will be very thankful to you!!!
Please let me know the information about the transfer as soon as you help me! I can't wait to meet you! My heart beats so fast now!
Today I will go to see some more sightseeings, I'm having very good time here but I'm sure when I come to you we will have simply great time together!!!! I can't wait to get to know you better!!!
Do you like massage? I can make very good massage!!!!
I will make it for you if you want, let me know!!!!
You are the best man I've ever met (or almost met) and there are no such great man in Russia. You are so far away and so close to me...
You are in another country and right in my heart....
Oh... I became a little sad because you are not with me now...
I will try to smile for you!!! I know soon the day of our meeting will come and I will be able to hug you!!!!!!!!!! Isn't it great? I think so!
I have a good feeling we will like each other. I think it's just a voice of women's intuition inside me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please trust my voice!!!!!
I'm sending you a kiss by the wind and I hope you will receive it!