Letter(s) from Oksana Wolkowa to Oran (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my new friend!!!
I am very glad that you have answered me! I am very glad to receive your letter and very much I hope that my life becomes now not such boring as was.
Very much I hope that dialogue with you very much will change me! I will tell to you a little about myself. My name is Oksana.
To me of 28 years. I was never married and I have no children. At me never was much man's because when I fall in love, I love long. I live in the city of Sankt-Piterburg. I live with mum in apartment. Daddies at me are not present. Mum speaks that he has died when I was small. I work as the gynecologist in a polyclinic. I work 6 years and I very much like my work. I studied in high school and have finished medical college.
My friend what is your name?
I write to you in English because I am not assured that you know Russian. I know English well because I learnt it at school, and then in college.
I very much liked to learn English language and now I know it well!, tell about itself? Than you are engaged? Where do you live? How old are you? Where you work and whether there are at you children.
I very much hope that you do not take offence that I set to you many questions? I very curious. I wish to learn about you much because you have very much liked me! Certainly I cannot tell to you all in one letter and ask you much, but I very much hope that our dialogue will proceed also we will learn each other, and then can be we will meet.
How you think? It is good idea?
I suspect it enough. With this letter I send you my photo and very much I hope that I was not mistaken choosing a photo for you? The photo was pleasant to you? I speak to you bye, but I do not say goodbye on long.
I will write to you also very much I hope that, I will see your letter earlier than I will write to you!
I wish you successful day!!!
Yours faithfully, your new girlfriend Oksana

Letter 2

Hello My Friend Oran!!!
I am very glad to receive your letter!!! I am very glad to learn that our acquaintance is not finished and very happy to it!!! Oran as you have spent day? What at you new? How mood? I'm fine! I weigh day today would think of that what faster to finish work, what to go to the Internet of cafe and to see your letter!!!
Oran I cannot write to you many times in day because I do not have computer, I use the cafe Internet. But I very much would wish to write to you many times in day and to speak with you because I very much like to speak with you!!!
Oran, excuse that I have not answered you at once. I have been occupied on work. I did not have time to write to you.
I live in Russia, in my profile that I am registered from other country is spoken, it because at me was impossible to be registered from Russia.
Oran I think that you would like to learn mine the weight grew also?
My weight of 57 kg. Growth 174 Centimeter. How many you weigh? And what growth at you? To me it is very curious!
Oran I spoke to you that I still have a grandmother? I do not think.
To her 73 years. Her name is Zinaida. To my mum 51 year and her name is Luba. I live with mum. The grandmother lives in village, near to a city. I to her very often go, because to me very much to like to spend with her time and I should help her on an economy.
Oran and you have a grandmother? With whom you live?
With parents? You have brothers or sisters?
At me is not present, I unique in a family. I have a cousin.
To him of 19 years, he lives with the aunt because he does not have parents. They have died when he was still little. He studies in college and very often calls on me. We with him not native, but love each other as the native brother and sister.
Oran you have sister or the brother which is very expensive to you?
To have the brother or sister very well!!! You with me agree Oran???
Tell to me more about your family? I very much wish to know and I am assured that all your family, same remarkable as well as you!
Oran I very much hope that you to me will tell more about all!
I will be very glad to learn more about you!!!!
Oran I think that on it I will finish and with impatience I will wait your letter! I very much would want that you have sent together with the photo letter! I will be very glad to see your photo!!!
Today I send you the photo and very much I hope that is pleasant to you!
I will wait very much...
With love Oksana

Letter 3

Hello my Oran!!!
I am very glad to see your letter today, after my difficult day on work. I had very difficult day because there were many patients.
Forgive that I have not written at once you the address. Here it:
Russia, 197101,
city Sankt-Peterurg,
Lenina street 36 - 18
Oran I spoke to you about the work? I work as the gynecologist in a polyclinic. I help women to define on what term of pregnancy they.
I do at them analyses and I register him medicines. I never did abortions to women. They are done by other gynecologists.
I very much like my work because I like to help people! Every day after work I feel that I have helped many people and now their children will be healthy! I am very happy that I have such work and I very much love the work! Oran as whom you work? It is very interesting to me to learn than you are engaged! You to me will tell?
Than you are engaged at leisure? What do you do when do not work?
I usually help mum on the house. During week-end I usually leave to the grandmother in village because she there one and to her it is necessary to help. I love I like to knit at leisure. At me it very well turns out! I can knit warm a sweater, socks and scarfs. At us in the winter coldly also that I knit very much would help what not to freeze to us with mum. Oran I think that you would like to carry such things when coldly?! I will necessarily connect to you warm things!
It will be my gift for you!!!
You would accept it? Oran I have forgotten to ask you, you will send to me more than the photos? Oran I think that I will finish the letter because already late and me it is necessary to go home to help mum and likely on me my kitten already misses! I kiss you strong and very much I hope that my kiss will warm you!
I very much will wait your letter tomorrow!
Yours Oksana

Letter 4

Hello my dear Oran!!!
My day today it is good! I have prepared today a borsch and it at me has turned out very tasty! It was most tasty my borsches because I prepared and thought of you Oran!!! I am very glad to receive today your letter, but it is not very a pity to me that you can try my borsch! I very much hope that when I to you will arrive, I will prepare for you such borsch and it very much is pleasant to you!!!
Oran as at you has put today? What the new?
My dear Oran, the Internet cafe is not too far from my house.
Approximately minutes of 10-15 walkings. Unfortunately, here in Internet cafe is not present webcam.
Oran you sometime were on the sea? I was all once and very much it was pleasant to me!!! I still want on the sea and I will do all what to go once again!!! Oran I very much would want sunburn together with you on a sand beach! I very much would want that you have smeared me with a cream for sunburn! You would smear me? You would like with me sunburn on a beach?
Oran I was all once, with the girlfriend! I of it never will forget.
On the sea it is very fine! I very much like to stand in water and to feel when the sea caresses my feet! The wind blows in me! When it is all occurs, it would be desirable to forget all in this world and to continue to enjoy the sea! You know what feelings happen when on the sea? Oran it is my second dream, once again to bathe and sunburn on the sea!
And you know my first dream? My first dream, it to see you personally!
I very much hope that you too wish me to see, and if it so we can see each other! Oran you wish to see me personally? I very much want!!!
Oran tell to me about the last relations. You will tell? You do not have from me secrets? I from you do not have also I speak you all in all sincerity! I am completely fair with you and very much I hope that you as with me? You will tell about your last relations?
My last relations were not good because the guy which at me was, sex wanted from me only. I do not want only sex, I want love and caress, and it I never saw from him. Oran you not the such? I do not think that you same, I think that you like to give caress? I very much love caress! And very much I like to give to its favourite person!
Oran I ask it, because I very much wish to learn what you in relations. What girls like you? I like you?
Oran I send you many kisses and I will wait very much your letter!
Yours Oksana

Letter 5

I hope that you would not think of that what to not communicate with me? And you today would not have time what to write to me the letter, but tomorrow I shall receive it and I can tell more about myself and learn about you.
I very much wait for your letter.
Very much very much I wait.
Oksana

Letter 6

Hello My Dear Oran!!!
I am very happy to receive your letter today! Your letters as the first beams of the sun, always bring pleasure! How there was your day?
I was well! I did not work today, I had a day off. I weigh day has spent houses and did cleanliness! Still I for a supper cooked today pel'meni itself and have prepared them! I very much hope that they will be very tasty. I yet did not try them. I have gone to write to you to the cafe Internet, and mum now cooks pel'meni. I will come home and we will eat them! It is not very a pity to me that you can have supper with me and mum! We would be very glad if you had supper with us!
Oran you will sometime have supper with us?
Oran you represent, today Tishka helped me to do cleanliness of the house! I have been very surprised, when have seen that it bears to me a sponge! He has brought it and has put at my feet. You represent??? I never before did not see such clever cats! Oran I am assured that he very much has liked you! Oran if I will go to you, I will take possible him with myself? Because I will miss very much him! What do you think? You not against?
Oran I had today a dream about us! He has very much liked me! We with you went on park and held each other for hands! People looked at us and envied us! We were very happy! When I have woken up, to me became sad, because it only a dream. From this dream I have understood that my feelings to you all become stronger! It seems to me that I fall in love with you! Oran it not seems to you strange? What feelings at you to me? I hope that you do not think of me badly?
You like to look cinema Oran? What genres of films like you?
Than you like to be occupied in free from an operating time?
Oran yesterday there has arrived my grandmother. She has told, that I necessarily would send you "Hello" from her. She asks, whether you wish to try pies by which it does? With a strawberry or another a berry? Oran, you would like? Tell also I to transfer your words the grandmother. Oran I hope, that you do not get tired of my letters and questions. I wish to know about you more, you more and like me also I is glad more, that have met you. I already spoke you it.
But I hope, that you are not has got tired of me.
How to you my today's photo? I hope that is pleasant.
I will wait for your letter...
I wait and believe, that I will receive it soon...
Yours Oksana

Letter 7

Hello My Fine Man Oran!!!!
Oran I am glad to your letter, I very much miss you, and I think of you constantly. You always in my heart. I feel, how my heart to knock, when I think of you and to me it is good. I do not know that with me, I do not understand, that occurs.
My dear Oran, I very much like photos which you send me. You very nice and beautiful!
Oran, I did not think yet of a trip to your country. We need to communicate more. ?????? each other. What do you think?
Oran I hope, that you understand that I feel to you. I do not know that such love, and I feel, that to you at me other relation. Other feeling. I do not know how to describe him, but I think, that it is love. You as are close to me as mum, as my girlfriends, as the grandmother. I do not know how to describe this feeling. He cannot be described. I am afraid to make an error, I am afraid to be mistaken in you because you like me very much. I very much worry, I do not know, how, but I should tell to you it. I cannot hide anything from you.
I feel, that my heart where that is far. On mine it with you.
I do not know, whether it is exact, but I seem have fallen in love.
As you think, that it for feeling, Oran, tell to me. I do not know your life has changed or not. It has changed, after we have got acquainted?
I feel, precisely I feel, that I love you. I as wish to know, with what feeling you concern me. Tell to me Oran. What do you think of me? What you feel, when you read my letters?
Oran I cannot simply describe you it. When I think of you, to me to become very well! Such feeling as-as if I the happiest girl on all light!
I am not completely assured that it is love, but I think that you will help me to understand it? I precisely know, that you that man with whom to me it will be good. I think, that you of whom I dreamt since the childhood. That prince on a white game whom I waited all life.
I send you the photo. I hope, that he is pleasant to you.
How it to you? Oran I miss you and your letter.
Very much......
Your sweet Oksana

Letter 8

Oran My Fine Man!!!!!
I am very happy to get your letter today! I was very glad when have seen the letter from you!!! I today weigh day did not find to itself a place because thought only of you. You did not leave at me a head! I do not understand that occurs to me. But it seems to me, that I love you!

Oran I every day, get used to you more and more! At me to become the big attachment to you! I constantly think of you and I should think. I simply do not understand that occurs to me. At me still never was such feelings as to you and these feelings grow every day more and more! Oran You looked yesterday at stars? I have recollected history that when the person is born there is a new star and when dies one star falls. One star - one life. I looked at the sky and searched for our stars. It is very interesting to me, what occurs, when two persons, enamoured one in another become together? Oran how you think? I think, that they unite. Also become more and more brightly.
I hope, what written English you understand mine and understand my feelings? Oran I to constantly kind of dream of us! They very fine!
Oran, you see dreams? You can describe them?
I would like, what our dreams would become a reality, you want it Oran? Oran you know, that today happens. I have come today from work home and to lay down on a sofa to have a rest and have fallen asleep. I slept hour two and here have felt, that who that awakes me. I have not understood at first who touches my back but when has opened eyes has understood that it Tishka awakes me. You remember him? Oran I think, that he wanted, that I would send you regards from him and have woken me, that I would not be late in the Internet of cafe and have come there before closing.
Oran as your relatives concern me? What do they speak about me? What think of us with you? How you think, if we are together they will well concern to what we will be together? They will not be against? I do not know your country and people. I know only you, and you very much like me! Oran my mum, my girlfriends and the grandmother, constantly say to me that I would transfer to you of their congratulation and good luck on every day. I send you their congratulations now. Oran the Grandmother says, that would like, that you would try its pies. And you want? My girlfriends and mum ask, what they can present to you? You would like to receive what gift from them? Oran you wish to be my man? I wish to be your girl, and I wish to feel your love, your passion, your smile, your tenderness and your pleasure. Oran between us the big distance.
But I think, that for us it will not be the big problem. And we will be together. I almost am completely assured, that you that with whom I wish to be together. It is interesting to me as your relatives will concern ours with you to relations. What will they think? Oran I send you one million kisses and very much I hope that they will warm you! I as will wait and hope tomorrow very much to receive your kisses! I will be very glad if you send me them!
I miss and I wait for your answers.
Yours and only yours Oksana

Letter 9

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sun Oran!!!!
Oran I miss and I wait for your letter, I am happy, to receive your letter Today. I would be very upset, if you have not written to me.
My sun Oran, forgive that I have not written to you yesterday. I was yesterday on work. I was very much busy on work.
Today for all day I ate nothing, I do not know why, but I do not wish to eat. With me such for the first time. Oran that you ate today? I am simply interesting to me also very much I would want that you have tried as I prepare! I very much wish to feed you with the preparation because I am assured, that you very much will like also you will be very glad!!! Today I slept very well and for many dreams about us have all night long dreamt me! I was very happy in these dreams but when I have woken up?
To me it became sad, because it there were only dreams. :(
Oran, all my acquaintances and relatives say, that I have very much changed. They are surprised to me and my happiness. And I wish to thank you that you do me happy. Thanks you Oran! When I read your sincere letters, I feel perfectly within day and to me to have fine dreams. Oran I thought of our meeting much. How you think of it? How it to happen? What will we do? I think of it constantly.
From all mine the dream is pleasant to me one. In this dream, I leave their plane and I see you. I flied only once by the plane and to me it was very terrible, but for the sake of you I can overcome fear!
For the sake of you I will forget all!!! We run towards to one another, I see flowers in your hands.
I approach, and you give them to me. I already in your embraces, we enjoy our kisses. You take me on hands, and we continue to kiss.
Oran I VERY MUCH WISH TO FEEL YOUR KISSES!!! I WISH TO FEEL YOUR LIPS, SWEET AND THE MOST GENTLE!!!!! We to go to you home, and there we make a fine supper for two. I to prepare easy dishes, we have supper, at candles, under slow music and we talk about all. Then we become a single whole in dance, we dance and we go slowly in a bedroom. There we lay down in a bed and we undress one another. Our love, our passion, our desires become a single whole, and we burn down in love, and we enjoy passion and tenderness. IT SO IS FINE!!!!!! Oran as you think, how there will be our meeting? How it will be? What will we do?
I very much wish to learn your opinion. I with impatience will wait for your letter and I hope, that you will tell to me about the desire.
I WISH TO BE WITH YOU!!!!
I love you Oran!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Oksana

Letter 10

Hello My Lovely Prince Oran!!!!
Your letter is fine today, but also all your letters are fine!!!
Your letters always fill me with happiness and pleasure!!!
Oran, as you today? How there was your day? What did you make?
How at you business on work?
I'm fine, not including that I very much miss on you. I do not wish to miss, I wish to be with you! Oran,I last night very long did not sleep, because I thought of us. I think that you that man which I searched for all life! You that prince on a white horse about whom to me mum told in the childhood!!! I long did not sleep and thought, and when have fallen asleep, you dreamt me only!!!
Today I spoke with mum. I asked her councils and simply spoke with her. I spoke that I can not live without you Oran any more. I spoke to her that you that person with whom I will be happy! We spoke with her very long. I any more do not remember when I spoke so seriously with mum last time. I Have told to her that I wish to be with you and I wish to arrive to you. She has very well understood me and has told that only will be glad for me. She is already very happy for me because I now not one, now at me is you Oran!!! Mum spoke that it is impossible to live in a distance from the love and we should be together! Oran, I wish to be with you and I will learn all about that what to arrive to you! I cannot without you any more. I very much do not have you, I constantly think only of you Oran!!!
I yet do not know when I can learn all, but I think that this week.
Tomorrow I cannot, because I will have a lot of work, but I promise to you, that I will go I learn all and we will be together!
Our dreams will be real! We will be together and are very happy!!!
Oran, my heart prompts to me, that we are created one for another.
We should be together!!! Men and women to be created for this purpose what together if they are not together they cannot live.
The life because in it there will be no sense will be not necessary!!!
Oran, you with me agree? You very much wish to be with me?
Oran, tell to me the truth! I completely trust you, I trust you all my heart!!! We already long communicate with you also I has completely understood that you sincerely concern me, as well as I to you!!!
Oran, I love you, I love most lives!!! It wishes to be only with you because all over the world there is only one man, you! Except you Oran, nobody is necessary to me!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love only you and I will love eternally!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will finish letter on it and I will wait very much for your answer!
I LOVE YOU ALL HEART AND SOUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yours and only your for ever loving and gentle princess Oksana

Letter 11

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sun Oran!!!!
I am madly happy, to receive your letter!!!
I constantly think only of you and have completely understood, that without you my life is not necessary to me! My heart belongs only to you, and I will live only for the sake of you Oran!!!
Oran, today I will learn everything what to arrive to you, and we will be together! I will arrive to you because I am completely assured, that you that man with which I will be happy! Because I love you most lives!!!
Oran, I cannot live without you any more! I wish to be only with you for ever and I promise to you, that we will be together!!!
I wish to see you every day! I want, that you always would be near to me!!! I will be the happiest girl on all light because I will be near to you Oran!!! You the finest man in the world. I very much wish to be for ever with you. Only you can make me happy. We are created for each other, and we will be together. Our love is the strongest on light and to us nobody can prevent to be together!!!
And we will be happy together. Oran, I represent as we with you together, and my heart starts to fight faster. On my body there is a shiver. I very strongly grieve for you. I constantly think of us. I very much wish to be with you to kiss and caress you. I wish to feel each your breath, a kiss. I want only you! I want you near to me!!!
I adore you, my sun! You for me, as a ray of light in the dark sky.
You shine only for me, and you shine to me a way fortunately, fortunately with you!!!! I cannot live without your love any more and caresses!!!! I very strongly want to you my angel. Oran, you my second half! I want to you, I wish you to see to embrace to kiss!
I wish to give you every day all love!!!!
I with impatience will wait for your following letter!
I LOVE YOU ORAN!!!!!
I send you millions air kisses, let they will warm you while I cannot warm you the kisses and the body!!!
Yours and only your for ever loving Oksana

Letter 12

My dear Oran, this is my new e-mail. I cannot come on old e-mail. I do not know why so. So now write to me here, and old e-mal you can remove.
Oran Forgive me... Forgive, I do not know that to me to make.
I promised yesterday to you that we with you necessarily will together, whether but now I do not know there will be it.
Oran forgive me, but I do not know what to make. I went in Travel agency and learnt trip cost. To me it became very bad when I have learnt how many it costs. To me it became bad any more because of that that costs much, and because of that that I cannot see you.
Oran forgive, I have deceived you, I am guilty to you. I have told that I will arrive, and itself I do not know what now to make. I would not know that to you to go it is necessary so many money.
I do not have so much money and I do not know that to me to make.
Oran I wish to be only with you for ever, I wish to be only yours!
I would want that all our dreams were a reality!!! I wish to be always near to you because you love of all my life and without you I do not wish to live.
Oran that to me to make? I wish to be only with you! I wish to feel your heat and your tenderness, but as. I do not know as because you far. Oran at me tear on eyes because I have learnt today bad news, that I cannot arrive to you.
Forgive me Oran I ask you to forgive me... I am far from you and I not can to arrive, I can not make you happy, I can not present to you the caress and love. I have no so much money, and I do not represent where I will take them. Oran it is very a shame to me before you. I thought, that a trip not such expensive. But when I have learnt that it is necessary to make, was in a shock. I have learnt, that it is necessary to make, what documents to make out and have learnt approximate cost of all of it. These are very big money.
Oran I wish to be with you, and even that between us also the distance does not frighten me. I ask you only about one. Do not leave me. Do not leave me one. I wish to be with you, I do not know how to fulfil the promise, but I ask you not to leave me. I have met you, I have understood, that you that man with whom I wish to be for ever.
And I do not wish to lose you, the man of the dream. Forgive me, forgive, but I cannot be with you now.
Oran, I ask you, understand me and forgive...
Yours and only yours Oksana