Letter(s) from Marina Kushakova to Patrice (Belgium)

Letter 1

Hello my lovely Patrice. I am glad to see your answer.... You know atus here the holiday was You likely have already understood, that Ispeak about May, 9 - DAY of the VICTORY!!! And in honour of thisholiday at us three days off is 9, 10 and 11 number. I would like totell a little to you about this holiday.... But I think, that youshould know essence of this holiday.... The history of a holiday Dayof the Victory, Is conducted since May, 9, 1945, when in suburb ofBerlin The chief of a staff of general headquarters general - fieldmarshal, the assistant Supreme commander in chief the marshal of theUSSR George Zhukovym from Red army and The marshal of aircraft of theGreat Britain from allies, The certificate about unconditional andfull capitulation has been signed. In fact Berlin has been taken 2more May, but German armies rendered fierce resistance Red army evenmore weeks, before fascist command, in avoidance Vain bloodshed thedecision on capitulation, at last, was accepted. But till this moment,Stalin had been signed the decree that henceforth on May, 9 Becomesthe state holiday in the Afternoon of the Victory and appears the dayoff. The first Day of the Victory was celebrated how very fewholidays, probably, were marked In a history of the USSR and Russia.People in streets congratulated each other, Embraced, kissed andcried. On May, 9, in the evening in Moscow Salute of the Victory, themost scale has been given In a history of the USSR: from thousandinstruments it has been given thirty volleys. But only, the day off onMay, 9 remained only three years. In 1948 about war was Is told toforget and all forces to stop on restoration of the national economydestroyed by war. And only in 1965, already during epoch Brezhneva, aholiday it began to be celebrated again. On May, 9 again began thedays off, Parades, scale salutes have renewed In all hero towns andcelebrations of veterans. The Europe tormented with war too marked Dayof the Victory sincerely and nationally. On May, 9, 1945 almost in allEuropean cities People congratulated each other and the soldier -winners. I assume, that at you this holiday also is marked, Only I donot know what number you celebrate him. Also I know, as in Americamark this holiday, on mine there even such two holidays.... The firstis a DAY VICTORIES OVER EUROPE, the second is a DAY VICTORIES OVERJAPAN... My lovely Patrice, I hope, that you will well spend thisholiday, I would like to know as you there him mark and what for thispurpose make? I could tell to you about how my grandmothers andgrandfathers on war were at war, But you likely are already tired toread my letter. I hope soon to see your answer, I shall wait verymuch.... I wish you all pleasant and good... Up to the fast letter,always yours Elena

Letter 2

Hello dear Patrice. You would know how many pleasures, you havebrought for me that have answered on mine message! Now I understand,that people in your country really responsible! I am very liked yourprofile! Today I came into computer club and has seen your letter, Iwas delighted very much and at once have begun to write the answer, Ihope, that I liked to you. I directly would like to learn more aboutyou to learn your interests how you live how you work. I am very gladto have such friend. Now I want to tell you about myself I am verycheerful person in life and I have very responsible work. I work atschool as a teacher in young class. I teach the children of differentsubjects such as literature, history,mathematics and so on. I havebeen given birth on May, 7, 1981. Actually work at school it isdifficult work, both physically, and psychologically, but I love thiswork. Because work with children it is always interesting. Youunderstand how you need them. I always know that each child haveindividual approach. And I know all this aspects. I understand themvery good. That why children love me and in the whole we have finebackground during the lessons. We also play in different games duringthe lessons when my lovely pupils tied. Such work as a teacher help mebe always young, cheerful and attractive. Sometimes I think that allpeople as children.They may be ridiculous and impudent, clever andsilly, amusing and naive. But all want love, care and happiness. Wefind people who could be your friend, your second part of your heart.And I want to try to find my future love, friend and may be husband. Iwant to create serious relations. It is real my aim why I wrote toyou. I want to meet person which have liked me. For me the mainfeatures of human character it is sincerity, kindness, politeness. Butfirst of all it is love and care of each other. I had only one friendin my life, but it is little bit sad history, I shall tell you aboutit later if you intrested it. Now let me write you some words aboutmyself and let's see if we are interested in each other we can go onour communication. I from the city of Ioshkar Ola. It not the big cityin which live approximately 450 thousand person. In our city the smallriver Kokshaga proceeds. She not so pure, but here are found a smallfish and even cancers. I think you here something about my country.What do you feel? Is it interesting for you have the correspondencewith Rassian lady? I live one on a demountable apartment. Now I havegrown, and it is time for me to marriage, but I do not want to live inRussia, therefore I have decided to find the happiness through theInternet. Please do not laugh at me. Try to understand me. I am aperson and just want be happy. I am very intresting person. Do youwant to know more about me? I like to listen to different music, bestof all I like melodic, romantic ballads, of course, about love, but Ifind very interesting also other kinds of music. I adore literatureand especially poetry and historical novels. I know a lot of poems. Idon't smoke and don't drink, never used drugs as well. To tell thetrust I hate who drink much alcohol. There are a lot of such people inRussia. As for me I take care about my appearance and my health. Iwould like to meet a man which will kind, nice, attentive, caring,healthy and to fall in love if we understand each other, take care ofeach other and if we are ready to share all in this life, good timesand happiness and bad times as well. What I want from the life? I'mdreaming about my own family, my beloved husband. I was never marriedand had no children, but I am very love them. Children it isdecoration of happiness in our life and they do life happy. I alsowant to learn about your private life and about your attitude tochildren As for as I have this way to meet my man from anothercountry. And I don not know may be is it you? The life is strangething. And you do not what happen tomorrow. May be you my futurehusband. And what's your dream family? Please, answer my questions indetails because they are impotent for our relations and It is thepossibility of our future to be together. I do belive that two alonepeople if they have much in common, and common goals in life, if theyunderstand and support each other and can fall in love and make eachother happy. Let's try to get to know each other better and let's tryour chance. I'm going to close my letter but I hope to get your soonreply with answers to my questions and your story, write me more aboutyourself and everything you'd like to share with me. I'd be very gladto get your letter, I'm looking forward to get it soon. I hope thatyou understand my English. Take care. Best regards. Elena

Letter 3

Hi dear friend Patrice. It was pleasure to hear of you. How are you?It is fantastic that you write me! My soul full of admiration! I'mvery interested in you. It is the truth. I'm looking for a seriousrelations, and want to create a strong and happy family. What can Itell you more about myself? My height 5,9 (175 sm), and my weight 115pounds (50 kg). I am along in this world. I have not children. My hairdark, my eyes it is grey blue. Of course I believe her words and Ithink the time of my happiness will come. I can not say that I amunhappy I have work which I love, because work whith children it isalways intresting. I love the life. I love to wake up every morningvery early not knowing what the day holds for me. No matter what theups and downs, the sheer excitement of facing a new day with all itsjoys and difficulties makes it hard to sleep at night. I love to smileand it is pleasant for me, when others smile. I like to workout at thegym. And although I haven't been in the gym in a while I believe thata healthy body promotes a healthy mind and a strong sense of selfworth. I like to travel very much. But I have never been abroadbefore. It is my dream to come abroad. I dream to find my love and behappy together. It doesn't matter for me where my love is from, themain thing, is love, care and trust to each other and happiness ofbeing together. Do you agree with me? I know precisely what I wantkind of man, but I have real strong convictions about marriage andmonogamy. I think what really matter is who the person is inside, hisfeelings, thoughts and so on. I want that the person be intelligentand lively with a sense of humor. I like to talk much, and I want thatsomeone could support our intelligent conversation during the allhours of the days and nights. I think we've got a good chance to knoweach other better... Spring - my liked season, I like to look at howthe nature comes to life after winter. As the first kidneys on treesare dismissed. Birds who an autumn departed on the south arrive , butthey again will return. The first grows a grass, many children onstreet and are pleased to this season. Children - it future our planetand on them all our hope, they does a pleasure I believe that the mainlove in my life still will come, the god will help me with it. Ibelieve in God and sometimes I go to the Church I prays and ask theGod help me find my lovely man. Tell me please more about himself,what kind of music do you like to listen to. Do you like taste eating?Tell me about your inside world. What days the most excitement in yourlife which were in your life? What do you want in life? Do you belivein God? I love various dishes, especially Italian and Russian. And Ilike to cook very much. I often recollect how my mother taught me ofcooking in my young age. When I was little girl I already can to makedifferent cakes. I remember how my mother was happy when I prepare thevery big and taste cake for her Birthday as present. I think that thebest gift when it make with heart. You agree with me? I do not havebrothers and sisters, I am the one child in our family. However Ialways want to have brother. Because he could defend me when I waslittle. I work since 8 mornings till 17 evenings each day except forSaturday and Sundays. However sometimes i am work in Saturday. As iwork at school we often oganise diferent competitions for children.and I also carry out additional lessons. I am proud of my children.They are very clever, kind and understending. I have not enough timefor entertainments, therefore I can not allow myself of good rest. WhyI search for the the man through the Internet? Because I do not likethe Russian men, they egoists, they think only of themselves, they arenot able to love I do not want such husband. Russian men hurt and makesufferings our woman. I don not want it. I already was hurt be lovelyman and don not want it once more. I think that after this letters youwill know more about me. It sad experience of my life I never want torecollect it, but I can to tell you later if it is intresting for you.I'll be waiting for your reply and don't be shy, please, to ask meanything you are interested in. But if I do not answer on yourletters, do not be angry, I just simply can not to go in Internet Cafein time. It is my first experience of acquaintance through theInternet, but this way has like me as I was answered at once with theperson who has like me. I write the letters from the Internet of cafeso be not upset if I shall not answer you the letter at once, simplythe Internet of cafe may be closed. With love, Elena!!!

Letter 4

My dear Patrice, I received your letter again and I am very glad! Witheach new letter we more and more closer to each other. You know,during such small period of correspondence with you I have alreadyunderstood that I have become attached to you. When I received yourletter, my life is full of pleasure at once. You are became dear forme. I think that I can not image my life without your correspondenceand conversation on differents thems. Your messages are very importentfor me, they burn my soul, my heart. Unfortunately, I don't havecomputer and telephone in our apartment. At me the cellular telephonewas, but at me him have stolen in the street when I went from work. Tobuy new phone from me there is no money especially now the worldcrisis. The prices for everyone lift and the salary pay at the wrongtime. I want to get the computer and to connect to Internet, but it isexpensive for me. I havent enough money for it. In general I thinkthat the Internet it is big achievement of people because they cancommunicate with each other from two different ends of a planetwithout any problems. But remember my dear friend Patrice that weshould learn each other more. It's very important for me. And youPatrice man who very important for me. The fact in that, if you know,that on the statistics, majority of couples are separated, becausethey knew each other not enough, and I don't want to do a mistake atonce. I hope that you are able to understand me, Ok? So we must tolearn about each other more and more through our e-mail. I wantcontinue with you the relation, though there is so long distancebetween us. I want to see you close to me and speak with you. While itis only my dreams, I have to return in reality. Ok, allow me to finishmy e-mail. As usually I will wait for your next message! Please, writeme as more soon! Yours faithfully Elena

Letter 5

Hello my dearest Patrice! Now I am enjoying of life, and this pleasureis connected with you that we have found each other. You areremarkable and adorable man! With such man as you, I would agree to beall life You know, for me marriage it is not only mutual livingtogether under one roof, but also mutual understanding. I supposemarriages are made on the heavens and here, on the Earth we arelooking for our second part I'd like to believe that you are my secondpart. I think that in person the most important is his soul, butappearance is only a cover, and under it there's our naturalexistence. I dream my Beloved never betray me, I am not jealous and Ithink that the jealous is the poor and bad attribute of the soul. Onehave to trust to each other. It's my point of view. May be it's falseand silly, but it's my thought. I know, that it is possible to rely onyou, I completely trust to you and I know that such man as you, neverme deceive. The deceit is the most bad character trait of the person,it is all does not decorate the person! Probably it is interesting toyou, why I began to correspond with you? I can tell you only one.Understand me I can not find man in Russia, which loved me andrespected. As one wise man has told: " When we live we are in search,in search that who can go with you on vital ways, because to one to govery much and very much Difficultly." I think what you agree with me?I hope very much that our relations will be good and that we'll beable to trust to each other the most our personal wishes. I want tosee your pleasure and share it with you. I want to know what makes youhappy? I shall try to do the most unpossible for you that you werehappy! I think about you and, how it would be wonderful to wake upclose to you, kiss and tell you " Good morning, my love! What do youwant now." I will prepare the excellent breakfast for you and say youbye when you go to work. I wait for your letters with impatience and Ican tell that they became for me more than just simply e-mail It is amore greater. I think of you very often and I recollect all letterswhich you wrote to me. In them I see many warmth and loves. I wantthat such warmth of my letters and me feel you. Please write to me asmuch as possible, I like reading your letters and communication withYou makes me very happy and I look forward to your letters. I believethat perhaps someday we might actually meet earch other. I shall waitfor your answer. Send you my Hot Kisses. Your Elena

Letter 6

Hi my sweet Patrice! At last I could escape from the bitter Realityand have remained with you and your letters. Yesterday I thought ofour relations and about our feelings. I already become attached toyou. You became as drugs for me. It is need for me that you write meconstently. Your letters makes my heart hot and full of happiness. Iso want that you feel the same. I so want that you desire me. When Iread your letters I full of emotions and your letters raise my moodand I am cheering up during all the day. I do not know, what to makewhen I not see your letters. I am always think of you. Your presenceand existence need me. I can not make anything with myself. Justplease, understand me. May be I am too naive? But I want to love andbe in your love. I think that for this time that we write to eachother letters, we are knew enough to each other. I think that we arenecessary to each other. If you only know how I want to be your lady.I want walk in alleys and parks with you. I want to feed pigeons fromour palms. I want to organise romantic dinner and night for you. Iknow that you will admire of me when we meet earch orther whenever. Ibelieve that the time of our meeting will come and I eager it. Yes, mySweet Patrice I want it very much someday, no it is better in the nearfuture. And what do you feel of it? I constantly think of you, youhave stolen my heart. My girlfriend Natalia, has told me that I am inlove. I think that we should meet, we should see each other, lookingin eyes each other, because through the Internet the emotions are lostand difficultly understand each other. We became frank with you, and Ithink that you want to find out about my sexual experience. In Russiaall men dream, only to drag you in bed, but I do not want it, I do notwant be given the first passer that he has taken pleasure. Love - itsomething more than it give the man to find out happiness in thislife, and men represent it only as sex. I think that it incorrectlyand I hope that you with me agree. I want have sex only with favoriteby the man. I shall to be given to him completely both body and soul.We together to find out all depths pleasures. Our passion will bepoured out for limits peoples love and we shall be enjoy each otherall life up to last moment of our existence. I feel what our heartsare beaten in an identical rhythm, you feel it? It is boring herewithout you very much, as would be cool, to appear with you, to be nownear to you and to nestle on you On it I finish this letter and Ishall wait for your answer with impatience. Your Elena

Letter 7

Hello my dear Patrice. I am sorry that did not answer so much a lot oftime. The matter is that the Internet of cafe for technical reasonsdid not work all this time. I at once write as soon as him haveopened. I hope you of me forgive. I have very much become bored underyour letters. I hope you of me have not lost. All this time I thoughtof you and at last that I can write to you the letter. Today alreadylate so I cannot be late for a long time here and it is time to me togo. Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I shall write to you the longletter. For ever yours Elena

Letter 8

Hello my sweetheart Patrice! Now I understand that my life, nothingmeans without you, because I love you!!! I always think of you. I amsure, that I have already found the man of the dream, and this the man- is you! I love you my Patrice! I do not know, how differently explainthis feeling In your letters so many heat and cares, that it forces myheart to beat faster, and my feelings to you grows many times over andif further so will proceed, my feelings will leave from under thecontrol and I can not live without you. When I began to correspondwith you I had hope that at us with you all will be good. With eachyour letter I understood that I have found male which is necessary forme. I want to tell, that my feelings and the words in relation to youalways were sincerely and I always understood that we put a lot oftrust Now I am sure that I can trust you Sometimes just hold the handof that person, your love can make all the worldly troubles disappear.A perfect evening for me is maybe taking a long walk with that specialman in my life I love you, Patrice, and I want to say to you it always Itis pity that only our letters connect us, I want to see you in realityI dream, how you meet me at the airport, how we search each other byeyes, we find and we rush in embraces each other. I want to meet youvery much! I know that you too want it I have found sense of my life,I love you and I miss you my love Patrice. My darling, now I will finishmy letter to you, I will wait for your next mail with great lovedesire. You must know how I feel myself so happy, when I read yourletters. Maybe someday I will be able to find all the correct words,to be able to tell you. I want, that these feelings were mutual and wecould enjoy our love. But in the meantime I do hope that you know deepwithin your heart that having you by my side is a gift more preciousthan gold. You are such a valuable part of my life. You understand mewhen no one else can. You give me the hope to go on. And mostimportant of all - you believe in me. Ok, I must go my dear, I willmiss you, I LOVE YOU and I want to be with you forever Please write methe letter! Your and only your, Elena

Letter 9

Hello my love Patrice. Today I was very glad to see your new letter.With each your letter I understood that I have found my soul mate. Iwant to tell, that my feelings and the words in relation to you alwayswere sincerely and I always understood that we put a lot of trust NowI am sure that I can trust you I'm so happy to know you, you cannoteven imagine! Tomorrow I am going to agency, and I want to find outeverything about the visa. I want to visit you and to meet you As soonas I shall find out it, I shall inform you about the results. Butfirst of all I want to know what do you think of it? Do you want thatI will come to you? It is very impotent for me to be with you. Weshould trust each other because we love each other and we should meet.My dear, my love Patrice, in my last letter I told you about my lovefeelings to you. I love you, Patrice, and I want to say about my love andhow my feelings much to you every day, every night and all our life. Iwant to say to you, my darling, that I can't without you It is a pitythat only our letters connect us, I want to see you in reality. I wantit very much. I want look at your eyes, touch your body, kiss yourlips, caress and embrace you I want always be with you at any timewhen you sad and happy. You Patrice like amulet which give me lucky andhappiness. Your love make me more attrective and desired. And it isall only for you. You shoot from the gun and wound my heart forever.Now my wounded heart want that you help me to heal the wound andcontinue our life with you. We must be together, You and I !!!!!!Nothing can stop my love to you. The ice which was in my heart beforebecame hot fire. And warmth which gave the fire want heat you. My loveto you capable to do it. My body want your body, my soul miss to yoursoul, I want be you! Our letters connect our close love feelings toeach other, but it only letters My love Patrice, I want to say that mybest friends are very happy for us, they are all time ask about you,about your feelings to me and I don't worry say about our lovefeelings now, because I don't want to hide my love to you my Patrice, Ihave found sense of my life, I love you and I miss you my darling.There are many miles between us, love, though you're always here in myheart, and every night, beneath the silver starlight, I pray for theday we'll never part. I love you and will love all my life! I at lastwant to arrive to you to carry out our dreams My darling, on this Iwill finish my letter to you, I will wait for your next letter withgreat desire Ok, I must go, my dear. I will miss you, I LOVE YOU and Iwant to be with you for ever Thinking about you my love Patrice Your andonly your love, with sincerely Elena

Letter 10

Hello my angel Patrice! I have received your letter and I understandthat I am only begin to live. At us with you still only begins. Now Ifind sense in life. I not represent any life without you, my Angel! Ilove you, and I am ready to repeat these words again and again! Wehave firm in our city which makes the documents for people who want toleave the country. I went in agency, they have told me what documentsI should make. I asked about moving to your country and I got theanswer that I need the visa, foreign passport and some other documentsfor registration. Now necessary only to issue the visa. It cost 300Euro. It's make me suppressed and disappointed. Today I representedour meeting... You wait for me in the airport and worry for myarrival. We look around And we search eyes each other in crowd, thenwith to become transfixed hearts we find each other and to rush intostrong embraces. We stand having embraced, and all look at us. And forus as though nothing exist. Only you and I!!! I think about sense ofmoney, and I'm very sad if this paper can prevent people to meet eachother. In most cases the money play a main role in life but it's notright! I'm sure. I always not aspired to material enrichment and don'tsearch specially for rich male. I appreciate human qualities andrelations and I love you Patrice!!! I love you all my heart, I want tobe with you now. If it's mutually we will be very happy in our life.You are my love, my Angel. My heart is yours. Every day I think aboutour meeting, and I think it's real, we must use this chance ofdestiny. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! Your love Elena.

Letter 11

Hi my beloved Patrice. How has passed day? At me the free time todayhas appeared and I could visit the Internet of cafe. At us it is verycloudy and since the morning I did not have mood, but having come inthe Internet of cafe I have seen your letter and I was so is glad. Isimply do not have words. You have changed my life in the good side. Inot when was not so is happy. Having read I have understood yourletter that we soon shall together. REAL reason for this letter is totell you that my HEART belongs to YOU and always will!!!! And I willnot ever stop loving you NEVER, do you want to know why? Down the roadof life two people should learn to fall in love with each other everyday!!! (even when they don't feel like it) If people in this worldacted that way, the world different place that you would love to livein anywhere. So I state to you that I WILL NOT EVER LEAVE YOU OR STOPLOVING YOU! I am glad and happy that God work his will and we came tolove each other. He sent a you to me you to fill in my life. I knowthat we will have beautiful babies and I know that they have plenty oflove, just look at us, we have enough for everybody and then some! Idon't think that you can ever stop me from loving you because I loveyou 100000000000000000000000000000000 % My Patrice, you might havestated that you love me but I double that! I love you, I love you, Ilove you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I loveyou, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, Ilove you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I loveyou, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, Ilove you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I loveyou, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, Ilove you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I loveyou, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, Ilove you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I loveyou, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you ... Now it isnecessary to talk about my visa. The faster I shall make the visa andall necessary documents, the we shall be faster together. I very muchwant you to see in real time in alive and to hold you for a hand. Youin fact too want it? Now about that as you can transfer me 300 Eurofor the visa and other documents. I have the account in a bank and Ihope that it is a convenient way for transfer of money. If you can list on my bank account write to me about it and I shall give you allnecessary information. I very strongly want to you. I do not present alife without you. You for me as air which I breathe. I think I of allhave written also you can understand. My love, now I shall finish theletter and I shall wait from you the answer very soon. Your brideElena.

Letter 12

Hi love Patrice!!! I have again decided to visit the Internet of cafebecause at me today was a little have put. I today went shopping andbought products. All this time I thought only of you. Even when I wentroad, I have a little reflected on us with you and I was brought downnearly with the machine which turned and went directly on me. I verystrongly was frightened, but everything is all right she has had timeto brake approximately in meter from me. I thought of you much andsmall ideas about what I thought. I think that we will have finefamily together. I am very happy, that we soon shall meet also I canembrace you And to tell, looking to you in eyes, I love you, I amready to shout at all world I love you, you are necessary to me verymuch. For my visa it is required about 3-5 days. I begin to miss foryou and your letters when I leave the Internet cafe And all day I waitthat moment when I shall come in the Internet cafe and there therewill be your new letter. I hope that you can send me money soon. Mybank account. Account With Institution: S.W.I.F.T.- SABRRUMMNA1SBERBANK ( VOLGO-VYATSKY HEAD OFFICE) NIZHNIY NOVGOROD, MARI EL BRANCH8614 Beneficiary Customer: account: 40817810437020326018 name:Prozorova Elena Yurevna. When I shall receive money, I at once shallenter in agency and I shall submit the documents Me have told thatthis process will not borrow a lot of time, Very soon you will meet meat the airport embrace me And we shall be a kiss, then we shall go toyou home, At you at home, you will take me on hands and will incur ina bedroom and we... I feel as with each minute, we become closer toeach other. My Prince I love you more with each day And I shall staywith you for ever! Inform me as soon as you will make transfer ofmoney and in what amount. I very much hope for you and your help. Ihope for that that we soon shall embrace each other in real time inalive. I send you the photo as you and asked. I hope it to you it ispleasant. I shall wait your letter I love YOU!!! kisses your bride Elena