Letter(s) from Marina Zarbova to Janmax (Netherlands)

Letter 1

hello!
I thank for your letter, it was pleasant to me to receive it, I am very happy. That you have written many thanks to me. I hope that we and in the future we will communicate with you, to send each other letters, thus we learn about each other more. Now it is a little about itself. My name is natasha. To me of 26 years. I live in in a fine city kazan.EIE growth 170 I see I work in a kindergarten as the tutor and where you work? During free time from work I am engaged in fitness club to behave in the good form, and still I dream to see for a long time the world, to go to other countries as I still anywhere was not, except the country. And than you are engaged at leisure? Whether there were you in other countries of the world? I live with mum and sister in one house, I cannot get while the habitation, but I hope that in the future it at me to appear. I never was married because I yet have not met such person with whom it would be possible to create a family. And you were married sometime? The rest I will tell all about myself in other letters. I send you the photo and I hope that I on it will like you. Send me your photos and tell about itself more, what to you to like, your hobby, what character at you? I very much hope for that that you will answer my questions. I not so well know English language and consequently if to you something will be not clear that you ask me and I will try to explain to you. I will wait for your letters.
Your friend natasha.

Letter 2

Hello dear!
It will be possible to name I you so? I spoke for a long time already nobody such words. I began to understand more and more, that I have become attached to you and already with impatience I wait your letters. Today I had a day off. And I have decided to spend it with advantage for my body. In the morning I together with the girlfriend whom call Irina, have gone in fitness the centre. It is good club, in it good instructors in aerobics and besides there are a sun deck and a massage office. We have perfectly spent time. And all it has well affected my body. I try, as it is possible to visit such places is more often. But, unfortunately, the free time not always suffices or simply there are no forces. We should trust each other because without trust we cannot communicate further. I have trusted in the person earlier, and it has taken advantage of it and has deceived me. I wish to tell to you one small secret from my life. I have been madly enamoured in the person, and he only pretended to be, that loves me. Actually it scoffed at my feelings and did not love me. Was such, that it appointed to me appointment, promised to come, I waited for it, but it did not appear. To me I was sick also cried, I worried for it. And it, the bad person, came in some days and said, that it had affairs and that he loves me. And then I have learnt through its friends, that it was with other girls. It anywhere did not work, and often borrowed at me money, promised to give, but never returned. And I forgave him because loved. After a while I have seen it in the street with other woman. They kissed. I do not remember, how have come home. I cried all night long. I long worried. I had a depression long time. I began to work much, and began to forget this villain and soon I have forgotten it. After that a case at me was not what relations with anybody. I was afraid and did not dare to get any relations. By the way I have shown your photo to the mum, and you have very much liked it. She hopes that we with you will have more serious relations, than correspondence. By the way, I promised to tell about the family in the last letter, and I will constrain the promise. My mother is called Margarita Ivanovna, to it by 52 years, it very benevolent, cheerful and much the woman who has seen in a life. It works as the teacher at school. It is possible to tell I has gone in the footsteps of mother, after all I work as the tutor. It very strongly helps me with a life. Certainly sometimes there are between us quarrels, and sometimes we do not talk at all, but it does not last long time and we again start to live amicably, I very strongly love it. Now I will tell a little about the father. His name is Alexandr Petrovich. He has thrown us when to me was only 8 years. When we lived together, my parents often swore. During scandals to us with my sister it was very terrible also we hid under a bed. Mother understood all and has decided to divorce from the father. And the father has left to other woman and soon married it. Here so we have grown without the father. Certainly he sometimes visited us, but mother was categorically against as it helped nothing to us. Here such father at me. Still I have younger sister Marina, to it 24 years, it my best girlfriend and at us is not present from each other secrets. And at you the big family? It seems to me, that with each letter between us there is something more than friendship. We start to trust more each other, we become more frank, you agree with me? I think, that our souls approach. I wish to continue with you relations, and I believe, that all can be very good. I wish you good mood!!! I will look forward your letter, and to miss on you!!!
Your friend natasha.

Letter 3

hello, dear!
How you? How mood? I think, that at you all is good. I will ask the god, that you were healthy and happy. I have pleasure in a life, they are your letters. I wish to tell to you, that my heart starts to fight in increasing frequency when I think of you. It fights as if wishes to jump out!!! Your letters help me to feel your presence near to me. I wish to feel you, your gentle kind, your eyes, your smile, your hands. I very much do not have warmth and cares. I search for pure love and romanticism in relations. I love, when all is beautiful, perfect, soft and romantic!!! We - far apart. But it does not stir to our dialogue. Though I already thought, that through the Internet it is not absolutely enough dialogue to understand each other more insistently. What do you think of it? I would like to see you not only in a photo, but also in the present. But I do not know as it possibly, because we very much far apart. You love me, also I think, that our relations can be deeper. I do not know how to explain it words. I simply feel it. Your letters cheer me up. I wish to ask, that you have written me your address, possibly, I will write you the letter. I with impatience look forward to hearing from you every day. You cannot present, that you mean for me. You can ask: why. I do not know. But I really know, that you for me became very much the loved one who can trust. I never knew such beautiful soul as yours. You have opened it once for me and will never be closed. I trust in it. Now I open the soul for you. I give you the heart. I thought of you last night and have understood, that I can not without you. I think, you unbiassed and fair to me. You became for me the close and native person to whom I can open heart. I speak you all it yours faithfully, I am not going to deceive you and to play with your feelings, and I hope, that you also will be fair under the relation to me. I like to read letters from you, and sometimes I even re-read them. I rejoice to each following letter from you and a single whole with you starts to pull me simply to you as though we and we can not exist more separately from each other. Excuse me if I am too sincere with you. And I also cannot on another. Possibly, you did not expect it from me? In my life much has changed, and to all the reason it you. We are created for each other. You that beam of the sun which will shine my further life. I trust in it. I think, that sometime we will meet. I would like to arrive to you, to meet you, to see, how you live, to get acquainted with the new country, its inhabitants, its culture and traditions. All it is very interesting to me. I want it because I start to understand, that between us there is something more than the friendship seems to me, that this feeling of trust each other, seems to me, that it is love. I think, that you too feel it and our feelings are full reciprocity. I wish to communicate now with you even more! I so wish to divide this pleasure personally with you when I see your eyes, on my person at once there is a smile. I wish to learn, what does you happy? And I will try to do all necessary to make you rather happy person that you have understood that means to be the favourite person. Please, give me chance to make it!!! Give me chance again to feel the beloved. Write to me and do not forget about me.
With love, yours natasha.

Letter 4

hello!
I thank for your letter, it was pleasant to me to receive it, I am very happy. That you have written many thanks to me. I hope that we and in the future we will communicate with you, to send each other letters, thus we learn about each other more. Now it is a little about itself. My name is natasha. To me of 26 years. I live in in a fine city kazan. my growth 170 I see I work in a kindergarten as the tutor and where you work? During free time from work I am engaged in fitness club to behave in the good form, and still I dream to see for a long time the world, to go to other countries as I still anywhere was not, except the country. And than you are engaged at leisure? Whether there were you in other countries of the world? I live with mum and sister in one house, I cannot get while the habitation, but I hope that in the future it at me to appear. I never was married because I yet have not met such person with whom it would be possible to create a family. And you were married sometime? The rest I will tell all about myself in other letters. I send you the photo and I hope that I on it will like you. Send me your photos and tell about itself more, what to you to like, your hobby, what character at you? I very much hope for that that you will answer my questions. I not so well know English language and consequently if to you something will be not clear that you ask me and I will try to explain to you. I will wait for your letters.
Your friend natasha.

Letter 5

Hello my darling janmax!
I am very occupied recently, but I have found a few time to send you this message. I to you while words about the native land because I knew you insufficiently. And now I with pleasure inform you on it. I live in average area of Russia, in the city of Kazan. The city on is gone to 799 km. From Moscow. It is based 1005. Recently to our city it was executed 1000. There was very big holiday. The city is located in republic Tatarstan. Here the small information on my city. You could tell too about the native land. It is very interesting to me to learn whence you? What sights at you is? I with pleasure would visit your city!!! I never was there, where do you live. To my regret it is far from us. You should not have excitement concerning me. If I love the person for a meeting I will go on any of a victim. Besides today it - not the problem to travel. I do not worry, as I have possibility to concern with the person from other part of the world. It is very interesting to me as there other traditions, culture. I love new places as there it is possible to learn much about our world, what there the people, than they are engaged, as spend time, and and you too could learn the Russian girl. I think, that you can give tenderness and surround me with the attention. I very strongly hope for it. janmax, at me time draws in, I finish my letter. I also with impatience will wait your messages.
Yours Natalya.
p.s. On foto it is my favourite city. I wait from you too for images of your city.
kkkkiiissssssssss!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 6

hello janmax.
I trusted that you will write to me still, I so strongly looked forward to hearing from you. I am very glad to your answer. I saw a photo which you have sent me. At you very beautiful city. Thanks you that though a little I have come nearer to you. But I have not understood from this the letter a little. You invite me in the country? And even are ready to help to arrive to me to you? I correctly understand you? But for this purpose some time is necessary... Know that I at me serious intentions. And I do not wish to play feelings. And you the fair person. I can trust in you, that you will not deceive me. If at you as serious intentions and I am necessary to you, you will make everything that I was near to you? Please answer my questions. I will look forward to hearing very strongly from you. That did not forget and though mentally represented me I to you I will send the photos. I hope they will like you.
Yours natascha!!! kkkisssssesssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Letter 7

hello my love jan!!!
I am again happy to see your letter.
I have read it and have again started to understand, that you are a unique person in my life. Which can understand me and support in difficult situations. As any other woman I dream to have my own family, the fair, loyal and reliable husband to care and help it about all; Children to promote; the house to hold and go down stream, etc. I am happy, that I have met you and have written to you and any to another. That day when I have written to you, was the happiest in my all life. I know, that all things are in work on trust and understanding, Any relations without it cannot exist in general, in another way. It is difficult to name it as close relations. But I consider between. We have already made close and sensual relations. Personally it occurs now to me. I do not know as you my love, but I am in such condition. It would be desirable to be with you, to capture you. To see and love you only. I cannot constrain reflexion about you. I rise, and I lay down to sleep, recollecting you. About what you have told to me. I also think of you and your letters only.
With impatience we look forward to hearing from you.
With love, yours natalya

Letter 8

Hello my darling janmax !
I hope, what you had today a good day?
I send you other my picture, it is probable to those pictures you have already got used and I hope, that with this picture to you more pleasant will come new for me emotion. In my appearance much has passed from my mother. Today I have come on earlier from work, and at once have started to be tidied up in the house. I live in three-room apartment, and certainly cleaning occupies a lot of time, after I has made a supper as I wrote to you already I I prepare is tasty, it is pleasant to all, at least so speak, when try my dishes. And it is possible such question, what meal you prefer, you love what dishes more. I hope also you can sometime try my dishes! I well prepare such dishes as cutlets with mashed potatoes, well I prepare pelmeni which is popular in Russia and is present on each holiday. Still I like to prepare salads. From fruit I love bananas, oranges, pineapples and others. As well as many girls I love sweets. Only you do not think, that I such glutton, I am simple always I eat in norm as I look behind the figure and I do not wish to type weight as the full girl does not involve men. Now I give the chance to you to tell about the relation to meal, well and to me my love. _______ , it will be possible to name I you my love, I am simple for this time much have learnt about you, and I so would like you my love.? to name simple I try, that our relations became even stronger and stronger. How you think of it?
Well, I finish the letter and I send you my passionate kiss!!!!
Yours Natalya.

Letter 9

hello my love!
Many thanks for your letter. I so strongly waited for it!!
dear I very much miss on you, you very strongly do not suffice me. I very much wish to be with you, you are necessary to me as air. I did not think that I can find the favourite person all the lives, but I was mistaken I have found you. I do not wish now you to lose. I favourite mine wish to live with you all life, I wish to have with you the most beautiful family. I wish to wake up in the morning only together with you, I wish to do to you a breakfast and to bring in bed. I wish to do to you massage when you have got tired. I want that we had children!!! Even on work I represent each time, that one of them ours!! And he runs and shouts: "mum". Lovely I think every day only of you and ours with you of a meeting. dear you are necessary to me only and your love to me. Favourite without you time goes very long. If I could have only one desire, I would wish to clear up every day to a sound of your breath on my neck, warmth of your lips on my cheek and palpation of your heart... Knowledge, that I never could find that feeling with any except you. I think, that you are meaning of the life of any person. I know, what exactly with you, I will be the happiest woman in this world. I know, that is stronger than our feelings there is nothing more strongly. With you nobody can destroy our love, nobody can break and destroy strong love. My love I very strongly love. I think only you! I wish to be with you, I hope, that the moment will be very fast!
Your sweet Princess Natalya.
10000000 Embraces and kis for you!!!!

Letter 10

Hello mine dear the prince jan!
I am happy to write to you again! I have found a few time, though have been very occupied to write you short, but full of love and sincerity the message. For me it is important to write you messages and to read yours. So I find out about you more and you find out about me. By the way, yesterday I had rather fine evening with my friends. We Have gone to cinema on a premiere of a new film. It was the romantic melodrama in which showed history about one enamoured pair which had very hard destiny. But in the end of a film at them all the same all was adjusted also they have found the present happiness. I looked and cried, because very strongly worried about them, but fortunately nearby there was a girlfriend and it has calmed me. Then we have gone to play billiards. Strangely enough, but This game very much is pleasant to me. I even have photo where I play billiards. And then we have a little taken a walk on park. Impressions remained good, only, when I saw as some my passers-by of pair went and kissed, I tested to them some envy. I constantly thought of you and represented, that you are near to me. You embrace me and whisper me gentle words. Having come home I have laid down to sleep, but to fall asleep this night I and could not. I looked out of the window on stars and represented, that is far from me there is such person who probably also thinks of me. And you jan, recollect me when see enamoured steams? And how you have a rest? And whether girls like to get acquainted with you? Guys often suit to me to get acquainted. But for them love not the main thing, for them is more important minute pleasure. But I let to them know at once, that I not that girl who is necessary for them. jan I think often concerning your letters, and I understand, that you show to me serious relations. I do not look at our dialogue as on an entertainment. I write you frank enough letters and it already speaks about much. I wish to inform you jan, that I am very happy, that I have such person as you. I wait for your messages and I think of you. Also I send with this letter my sincere and gentle kiss!
Your Favourite princess Natalya.

Letter 11

hello my love!
Many thanks for your letter. I so strongly waited for it!!
dear I very much miss on you, you very strongly do not suffice me. I very much wish to be with you, you are necessary to me as air. I did not think that I can find the favourite person all the lives, but I was mistaken I have found you. I do not wish now you to lose. I favourite mine wish to live with you all life, I wish to have with you the most beautiful family. I wish to wake up in the morning only together with you, I wish to do to you a breakfast and to bring in bed. I wish to do to you massage when you have got tired. I want that we had children!!! Even on work I represent each time, that one of them ours!! And he runs and shouts: "mum". Lovely I think every day only of you and ours with you of a meeting.
dear you are necessary to me only and your love to me. Favourite without you time goes very long.
If I could have only one desire, I would wish to clear up every day to a sound of your breath on my neck, warmth of your lips on my cheek and palpation of your heart...
Knowledge, that I never could find that feeling with any except you. I think, that you are meaning of the life of any person. I know, what exactly with you, I will be the happiest woman in this world. I know, that is stronger than our feelings there is nothing more strongly. With you nobody can destroy our love, nobody can break and destroy strong love. My love I very strongly love. I think only you! I wish to be with you, I hope, that the moment will be very fast!
Your sweet Princess Natalya.
10000000 Embraces and kis for you!!!!