Letter(s) from Ekaterina Gadylgaraeva to Larry (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Larry.
How are you? I was very glad to receive your letter. I hope that you are o'k. I'm fine. I am in a good mood presently and it came better when I saw that I have the letter from you and have read it. Now I am answering it with pleasure. You know my dream it's happiness, family and love are main for me. I'm romantic woman very much. But in same time I don't forget about reality. I like nuture and picniks on nature. I like many things but I don't like some things too. I don't like false, not sincerity, especially from next one. I'm such girl, may be it's in my blood. I want to share my life with family, with loving man. I think about life serious and I understand that all my dreams can't come to me theirself and in this moment. It's difficult. But I want to make it. I would like know more and more about you. I would like know about your life, your desires and dreams. What do you think about love and family? I really interested you. About me I very kind, love to help the people, like to communicate. In free time I like to go for a walk on a coast of the river and to look at water. I like to read. I like to listen to classical music, to look cheerful cinema. I love to go for a walk on park after work and to think of life. I send you my photo, I hope that you will like it. I hope on your answer soon.
Sincerely,
yours Katya.

Letter 2

Hello Larry.
How are you this evening? I am fine. I was very glad that you answered me. I want to tell you about me more now. I had the lovely man but we have parted two years ago. He has deceived me, he has changed to me with my best girlfriend. Excuse me, but I do not want to remind it. City where I live is rather big. I like my city very much, but I can't understand why there were no man who could real love me at all and with who I could spend all my life in happiness. I searched for partner in life for so long, but without success. In my country men can't understand woman in many cases and it makes me sad, that is why now I am looking for the partner through the Internet. I've heard of many happy people who found each other through the Internet and I hope to become one of this people. I think that letters will let us find out more of each other and someday we can meet. Certainly met some men, I looked what qualities are in people, I thought much and decided that only real good man may be with me. I hope, that we can make our dreams come true. I live alone, but I think that it is not right, I think that everyone must find his half. I hope that we will find it. I will stop here and will be waiting for the letter. Please write me as soon as you can. I will waiting your letter with impatience.
Sincerely,
Yours Katya.

Letter 3

Hello dear Larry.
Thank you for your photos. I like your photo very much. I am glad to receive the letter from you. How are you? I hope that you are o'k. I want to tell you about me more now. I have no native brothers and sisters. My dad has died for a long time also my mum one brought up me. I am very grateful to her, that she could bring up me and has given me all love and tenderness. I was never married and I have no children, but I would like to have children in the future. I love to cook, the mum speaks that at me it well turns out. I love to cook salads from vegetables and fruit. I the christian and I try as it is possible more often to visit church. I love pets and I hope in the future to get somebody. I like blue colour - colour of the sky. I like to look at the blue sky. I do not smoke and I do not drink. Dear Larry, I keep myself in the good form. I try always to look beautifully. I think that I look beautifully. How you think? I go in a swimming pool in free time. I like to go for sports. I like to listen various music. It depend from my mood. Sometime it's classical, sometimes pop, sometime rock, just beautiful music. I have no hobbies but can tell you what I like. I like books, nature and picnics there. I'm romantic. Do you like books? My favorite book is "Consuello", historical romantic book. May be you heard about it. My favorite film is "Brave Heart". I like flowers and especially roses. May be sometimes in future if we will be together that I will get rose from you. I will be happy. Unfortunately I have no access to the internet at home and computer there. I go to internet cafe to use internet. I like warm weather and I like summer and spring when warm wind in face, sun in sky or wonderful night of summer, when sky have many stars. I see it and dream. I will waiting your letter with impatience.
Kiss you.
Yours Katya.

Letter 4

Hello my dear Larry.
I was very glad to receive your letter. I'm o'k. Hope that you too. I see that we are similar in many things and I'm very glad from it. I hope that we will be able to be together. Each letter makes us closer to it. May be... I hope that it will take place and we will find our love and happiness. I need in it, I feel myself lonely but I don't want to be lonely. I want to find man with who I can spend my life. May be he is you. I think that we will see it. I hope that in future we will be able to have serious relations. Tell me 10 adjectives that describe your character. It 10 adjectives that describe my character: kind, soft, sometime a little silly, but usually rather clever, loving, romantic, honest and I wait it from other, openmind, dreaming, caring. Hope that you will like it. Hope that we will know each other with each letter more and more. I would like to go to beach with you in future. I like sun, water and sand. It would be great to go to beach with you. May be it will be? What do you think? I hope that our relations will be more serious I hope on it. O'k likely I finished here, hope that I will see your letter soon.
Kiss you.
Yours Katya.

Letter 5

Hello my dear Larry.
I am happy to receive your wonderful letters. You are great man. And I start to think that I need you now and that I found such man as you for all my life. I'm happy that you wrote me. I hope that we will know each other a little more and then we will be able to think about really meeting. I would like it. But at first we should learn each other. Hope that we will be together soon. I miss you and I like you very much. I hope that my feelings to you will more and more with each day. Now my heart is only for you. I want to trust that we were created for each other. Please write me as soon as you can.
With all my heart.
Kiss you.
Yours Katya.

Letter 6

Hello my dear Larry.
Do You trust in strong love? What does the love means for you? It is very interesting for me to talk with you about love. I know that all people looking for love, but not everyone understand, what it means. I am one of them, but though I know - what is love, it is when you give all best and kind to man, who love. When you will do all you can to take care of the one you love. When I can not wait to get home from work each day just to tell you that I love you. To look into your mates eyes and be able to just tell them, "I love you too", just because you know what they are thinking. Love is when you love other the same no matter if it is hard times or good. Love is the best in our life. I need real love very much. But I will find the love sooner or later. Please tell me the truth, what do you like in me? It is very important to know. And I would like to know do you correspond with some other women over the Internet? Tell me it please. Just my intentions are serious and I hope everything will be fine between us. But we should find out each other better in real life. I like you, but we just changed some letters and it is hard to understand if you love someone just reading the letters. Most important it to understand each other. For me is very important to know what is in you inside, in your heart, what is in your soul. I need you next to me, and I hope you need me as much as I need you. I hope you feel the same to me as I feel to you. Kissing you.
Yours Katya.

Letter 7

Hello my lovely Larry.
How have you been? I have been thinking about and have been having feelings of love towards you, yes I think I am in love with you Larry, how do you feel about that? I know it is probably to soon for love but that is how I feel, I think about you all the time and wonder how it would feel to have you hugging and kissing, have you had thoughts like this of me? I am looking for someone that I can share my life with, share my secrets and fears with, someone that will love me no matter how deep my secrets are and how scared I get at times, I think this person is you Larry, are you? I hope so, you are just so handsome inside and out, you are a very handsome person to me Larry and I hope we can share our lives with each other, share are secrets and fears to, just everything with each other, does this sound nice to you? Well Larry I will go for now and wait for your reply, take care and please stay safe for me!!!
Yours Katya.

Letter 8

Hello my lovely Larry.
I am glad to receive the letter from you. How are you? I am fine.
I hope that you are o'k. I want to tell you that:

Love, real love, comes invisibly and unexplained,
Lapping at your door and your windowpane,
Like the rain that waters the earth,
Love comes to bring new birth.

Love is all consuming with joy and rapture divine,
When you fall in love, your life is complete
Giving you perfect happiness and oneness with your mate,
Love changes your life, your ultimate fate.

Don't let love pass you by
When you see it, feel it, want it, desire it,
Capture the moment and reach out to find
Love is there, it was all the time!

Never fear the darkness or future ahead
Look to each other in complete trust
Love will keep you together as life you face
With bonds of love, your life will never be a waste!

This lines I could find in library today. It was difficult to find english poem but I could for you. Because my heart told me where it.
I miss you and I understood that in all my life I need only you.
Kiss you.
Yours Katya.

Letter 9

Hello my love Larry.
I like you very much and corresponding with you gives me great pleasure, I have never met anyone like you before and you are always in my heart. Only one thing makes me really sad: you are so far from me. When I close my eyes, I can see you next to me, when I am sleeping I can be with you in my dreams. I would like these dreams to come true. Because when I wake up and open my eyes I am not with you and it is so bad. I dream about being with you. I think that we will be nice couple together and I would like to spend all my life with you. I kiss you and waiting for your letter.
I am falling in love with you more and more.
Yours Katya.

Letter 10

Hello my love Larry.
Thank for your letter. Each day I think about you and I would like to be with you. See your eyes, just to be with you, talking with you and feel you near to me. My love, I want to be with you very much and I want spend our life together. I sure that if we will meet, we will be wonderful couple. I miss you and I want to be with you. Now my thinking about you constantly, when I work, when I at home, when I go to bed, I think about you and I feel myself lonely a little and I dream that you are with me now. I want to be with you. Please write me as soon as you can. I will waiting your letter with impatience.
Kiss you,
with all my heart,
yours Katya.

Letter 11

Hello lovely Larry.
Thank you for the letter, I am glad to get it and I am always happy to read your letters and to answer you. I was to my mother today and I have told her that I am in love with you and I told her that you are the one I was looking for all my life, but sadly we are far from each other and now our communication is only letters over the internet and we need to meet personally to make our relationship real. I know we can write each other a million letters and the distance between us will be the same, I do not want it really and think we need to make this distance disappear and come closer without it we will be the pen pals only and it is terrible to think. You know I am here not for the looking for the pen pal and I know you are do not want to find the pen pal too. I like your wonderful letters, I have never felt anything like this before. I know it is strange, but I feel that you are very close to me now. I have never heared such a wonderful words from anyone here before. I see that our souls are close. When I close my eyes I see you next to me and sadly when I open my eyes you are far from me. I would like to meet you personally, lovely Larry, very soon, it is my dream and I hope this dream will come true soon. I would like to come to you and I am even trying to imaging you meeting me, I know it will be wonderful and my imagination works like mad when I am thinking about you and me, oh it is wonderful. Personal meeting will help us to come closer, I know it is the one we need now and I know you are thinking the same. I would come to you right now, I am tired of being alone and would like to us to be closer. I miss you and I hope we are together as soon as possible. I am kissing you, lovely Larry, tenderly and waiting for your sweet letter with impatience.
Forever yours Katya.

Letter 12

Hello my lovely Larry.
Thank you very much for the letter, I am fine and everything goes on like in common. I am missing you and dreaming about being closer to you. The man with who I am falling in love is far away, on the other side of the globe. Where his day is my night and my night is his day. But our hearts do not feel distance as we are one in love, one in thought, and one in dream. I cannot kiss the man I love before he closes his eyes at night or when his eyes open to start a new day. In my mind I'm with he, I snuggle to he and all my dreams are centered on he. I cannot touch and make love to the man I love, but in my fantasies he is always with me, our limbs intertwined in the throes of passion that hides no secret desire or needs unmet. I can feel the heat of our longing as he caresses me and makes me forget the boundaries of time and space. I miss the man I love every moment of the day. Lucky are those who see his and can talk and joke to him. I love him with a love that knows no end, with a love willing to take unknown risks just to be with he. I will care for him forever as it will take forever to fully appreciate all of him, for he is unique, he is precious and he is thoughtful and kind. He is God’s best gift to me and I am proud to be part of his life, he is truly handsome. I will still love you the way that I love you now, perhaps even more so. Dream of me and you together two hearts molding into one, God bless my love.
Yours Katya.

Letter 13

Hello my lovely Larry.
Thank you very much for the letter, I am very glad to get it. You know I like to get your letters very much and I am dreaming about us together so much. I am thinking about you so much and I like to sleep and to see you in the dreams, I do not want to wake up sometimes and want sleep and to be with you. It is just the dreams, but it is always wonderful to have such dreams and I am sure these dreams are coming true really soon. It is the spring warming up everything here and the weather turns my mood on even when I am a bit sad, I think it is the spring of our love, this spring for us and I will be happy to spend this time with you. I am kissing you tenderly and waiting for your sweet answer with impatience.
Forever yours Katya.

Letter 14

Hello My Love Larry.
I love you and I know you love me. I am happy I have found you. I was looking for real good man all my life and now I found you. It is very sad that we are apart. We separated with thousand of miles, but our hearts together. We are together in our dreams. And we need to do all we can to make these dreams come true. I wait till the moment when I will be able to kiss you and fell your hugs and kisses. I love you and wait for your letter.
Yours forever Katya.

Letter 15

Hello my lovely Larry.
Thank you for the letter. I am happy you are thinking I am the one for you and you do not want next to you anybody else. I too want to hear your voice, but unfortunately I do not have phone at home. May be I will be able to call you? You can write to me the number of your phone, and I will think how we communicate. I like you very much too and I think we can be the best couple in the world, I think that when we will be together really I will be the happiest woman in the whole world. I would come anywhere to be with the one who loves me really, to be with the man who I love with all my heart and who loves me and takes care of me and I will be happy to build good family. I see that you are the one I was dreaming about all my life, you are so kind and gentle, you are so handsome and I am dreaming about spending our lifes together. I think we were born to be together. I would like to come to you very much. I would like to see where and how do you live. What surrounds you, what people are close to you, it will help us to become very close to each other, I am dreaming about it so much. I kiss you tenderly and waiting for your answer. My heart is melting...
Yours forever Katya.

Letter 16

Hello my LOVE Larry.
Thank you for the letter. I have written down your phone number and I will try call to you as soon as I can. I would like to tell you about the dream I had last night, it was wonderful and I think you will like it too. I saw us together in a city late evening. We were walking on the city, holding each other's hands. We were in beautiful places, then we came into cosy restaurant. We had wonderful dinner. After that we went home. You have turned on beautiful music, we danced. Then you have taken me on the hands and has carried away in a bedroom. We had perfect night... In the morning I have prepared coffee for you and has brought it to you in bed. I have woken up and has understood, that it is dream only, I was sad a little, it was almost real and it was wonderful.
I want to have all this in real life, my love.
Yours Katya.

Letter 17

Hello my lovely Larry.
Thank you for the letter, it was very pleasant to get it. I'm happy that we communicate with you and I hope that we will be closer and closer with each day. I was glad very much to speak with you by the phone. There was such pleasure to feel your contact and to hear yours voice. I wait the moment in our lifes when we may meet and see each other eye to an eye. When I talked to you, I imaging that you are near to me. When I have read your letters, I have understood, that you are such man who I searched a long time. My heart feel something closest and native in you. I think about you very much and I miss you. Larry, you the one man in my heart and I hope, that I mean something for you, my dear. I hope you understand me. I dream to be with you now. My love to you is very strong and I want to spend my life with you. I thank destiny that we could found each other. I think that we should to be together. Now my thinking only about you. You are all world for me and I want to be with you. I want to be with you, see your eyes, feel your hugs and kisses. I really need you. Now each time without you is sad for me and I will be happy if we will be together. Please, lovely Larry, tell me that you want that I will be with you. I sure that we will be happy together. I think that destiny gave to us chanse for happiness and love and we should use it. If you will tell me "Yes". I will find out what I will need for arrive to you, my love. I hope that we will be together soon. I will wait for your letter with impatience.
Kiss you.
Yours forever Katya.

Letter 18

Hello sweet Larry.
How are you today? I hope fine and everything goes on nice for you. As for me I am fine and only one things makes me a little sad: we are so far from each other and I can not be with you sadly. I would like to be with you and to spend our lifes together. I am sure it will be wonderful to be with you, it will be the dream coming true and it is always pleasant when the dreams are coming true. I want to tell you so much, but it is not so easy to find the right words to explain what I feel to you, words can not tell so much. I want to meet you personally very much, to talk to you really, to look into your eyes, to feel you, to kiss you for real. It makes me sad that you are so far from me. I mean when we are thinking about each other we are close and we feel no distance between us. I would like to see you so much. I am sure when I will be with you I will be happy. I am dreaming about you so much.
Kissing you tenderly and waiting for the letter from you.
Forever yours Katya.

Letter 19

Hello my love Larry.
Thank you for the letter, it was very pleasant to get it. Thank you very much for caring about me. I like reading your wonderful letters very much, you are very kind and caring. I love you very much and I think coming to you will be wonderful. Only real meeting will let us understand all about each other and come closer, I think it is impossible over just letters. Meeting will be better than million of letter and it will give us more than it. I feel myself happiest that we found each other. My love Larry, I want to see you, feel your aims, kisses, hugs, see your eyes. Hope that my desires will be reality soon. You wrote that you want it too. Know, lovely Larry, I will try to know about trip to you. I would like to come to you. I love you and I miss you very much. I will try to know about trip to you tomorrow.
And I will write you. Please write me as soon as you can.
Kiss you, with love,
Yours Katya.

Letter 20

Hello sweet Larry.
I am glad to get the letters from you as always, but I would like to tell you some truth that I think will make think very bad things about your Russian friend Katya and will even make you forget me and stop writing to me anymore. I want to tell you that it was lies from the start, no, not my words or my personal feelings to you, all of it came from my heart. The lies I am telling you about is using someone's else photos for this purpose, telling really I do not even know who is it on the photos, I just know it is some stupid Russian doll that can make the men wait for her for a long time in front of her house just by giving warm sight and just by couple of words, it is not me. And from your side there were another lies, I mean here can not be any of my friends or anybody else who could tell you "the truth" about me and give you some links to the photos I use. I mean what it is all about and what it is for? But I think you do not have the answer to that question for yourself. I am really sorry for making this things to you, I really like the things you were telling me in your wonderful letters (of course not in the letters where you blame me with something). I can even tell you that I could fall in love with you, but I will understand you if you will not believe in it. I know the things I am making is very bad and it is playing on the feelings, but I have some problems and I was not able to find another way to solve it. I really need the money, please do not think I am looking only for your money or anything like that, no. I wanted to make it, yes, but now I will not even think about it. I like you very much. The letter you have written to me shows me you have wonderful soul and again I will understand if you will think it is another lies. I do not like the game I play right now, but here is a lot of things I need to deal with to have no problems. I need to give back the money for some really bad people, it a lot of money for me (close to the $2000) and I did not know what to do. And then I had a suggestion from that people to find the money with the way of this scamming. I did not know what to do and I have never tried anything like this before, but I had no other chance and I told yes. The game I was playing was on tit's way and as you know I was talking to you for a long time and all this time there were only one thing in my head that the things I am making is not right at all, do you remember I told that I hate the people who plays on the feelings, so now I can tell you that I hate myself. I know the truth is better than anything else, but often the truth is painful, you know what I mean. I do not know what to do now, but I will find another way for finding this money. I do not like to do it this way and please sorry for making this to you. I did not find the money, but I have found very good friend who is not afraid of the truth no matter what it is. I will finish here, please forgive me for the things I have tried to make to you, but I think it made me more bad things than anything else, my soul is empty now and all I can ask from you is forgiveness. You have wonderful soul and I am sad we did not meet in another circumstances.
Katya.