Letter(s) from Alla Mosunova to Patrice (Belgium)

Letter 1

Hello Patrice
Thanks a lot for your personal interest. I am glad to startcorrespondence with you and I hope you will give me a chance to get toknow you better. At first I want to remind you that I'm new person forthe Internet, I'm not good computer user, but I know English not toobad. I can write you letter by myself without any help, just sometimesI use dictionary, because I don't know translation of some words. Ifind your profile at the site interesting and I want to know youbetter. At first, I wan to tell you more about myself. My name isAlla. I'm 26 years old. I have blue eyes and blond hair, my height is5 '6' and weight is 116 ibs. I live in Vladimir city, Russia. My townlocated 200 km far from Moscow. Have you any friends in Russia? Haveyou correspondence with any woman now? Have you ever been in Russia?How many do you know about Russia? If you are interested in this Iwould like to tell you more about me, our culture and traditions. Ifinished College 3 years ago and work as Children doctor. I like myjob and try to do it well. I work full-time from 8:00 am till 5 pmeveryday, except weekends. I hope that you understand all tat I havewritten you and my English is not too bad. I hope to get reply fromyou and I send you my photo attached. I would be glad to get yourphoto too. You can ask me any questions and I will take time to tellyou more about myself. With my best wishes.
Alla
P.S. There is a photo from my childhood.

Letter 2

Hello Patrice! I am very pleased to receive your letter again. In thisletter I will tell you a little about myself directly. I loveemployment by sports. They help maintain a health and figures that arenot essential for every woman. My hobby is aerobics. I attend classesto aerobics twice a week. And you love sports? And if you go tosports, what? In my spare time I usually sit in the house, and I readthe book. My loved genre is Novels and adventures. Sometimes I watchTV. I love to watch soap operas and entertainment shows. I love theshow " Big laundry ". At the weekend, usually we with girlfriends goto the cinema or just for a walk. There are days when I was very tiredat work, and I do not go anywhere. In addition, when I have freeminute I like to embroider. To do this, I knew my grandmother. Sincemy house is not a small collection of music CDs. I love listening tomusic and dancing. I like our Russian execut ors. From foreignexecutors I listen to Madonna. At her very beautiful songs. I thinkthat you interests my character. I am very kind and calm person. Itwas very difficult for angering. Most of my friends surprised me athow it turns out to remain such quiet. In people I like honesty andstraightforwardness. This is not like me when people tell lies. Lee isnot very high quality. I would like to inform you that my loved colordark blue. Except that I love animals. Especially domestic. now I havea dog. Do you like of dogs? I love them. Patrice, I never was abroadearlier. But if I had such opportunity, I necessarily would visitsomewhere. If there will be a necessity to meet my liked man somewherein other country, I shall be necessarily agree to arrive to him. Butit will be only after I shall know very well him and if I shall besure in him. I hope what you understand me. I was disappointed in theRussian men... Concerning the last relations.... I very much do notlike to remember about it and I shall tell to you about it in othertime. Now I have no anybody here. I do not want to have of therelations with the Russian men, because they have no respect for thewomen and they use a lot of alcohol. Therefore I have addressed to theInternet to find the man for the serious relations here. And I hopethat I already have found such the man... I hope that now you knowbetter than me. I am to you, too, have some questions. Do you likechildren? What do you like in a woman? What in your understanding, thefamily? What did you like in people, but that does not like? What isyour purpose friendship or you search loved which becomes to you thewife? I ask you, because I search for serious relations with a view tocreating a high class family. What are your loved flowers? On this Ifinish the letter. I will wait your reply soon. Sincerely your Alla! P.S. Patrice, thanks for your pictures. You look very nice and I verymuch like your picture. You can send me still picture, if you want.

Letter 3

Dear Patrice. I am very glad to get your letter, and I have to say,that I'm happy, that I have decided to communicate with Internet. Youknow, when I started my search, I really didn’t believe that I canfind somebody, and I would be interesting for man from anothercountry! Any way, but i am russian yet and language nature isdifferent. I have girlfriend, she advised me to try, because she foundher husband around 8 month ago in Internet too. She was not seriousfirst time when she had correspondence with him, but after some timesthey understood that couldn’t live without each other and now she livein France. She visited our town last week and we had conversationabout this, so, I decided to try. But I have to say, that I am notlooking for just empty correspondence, I want to say, that myintentions are serious, and I look for my future husband. I hope youunderstand me, and if it is only the game for you (I don't think so,but...), tell me about it, please, and may be it will be better for usto stop our conversation, because I don't want to hurt myself. I haveto say, that I am very interested in you, I want to know you better,and I want to understand you, what kind of man you are... And youknow, I think you should decide, was I right when I started to writeyou. I really hope that we will continue our correspondence, and Iwant to tell you some more about myself. As you saw at photos, I haveblue eyes and blond hair. I like flowers; my favorite flowers areRoses, lilies and orchids, but I'd love when my man brings me flowers,which he picked up, and it doesn't matter what kind of flowers it is.I like decorate my home, and use in this flowers off cause too. I liketender colors and pastel tones. What colors do you prefer? I likeice-cream. I am single, and I have no sisters or brothers. I have nochildren, but I want to feel myself as mother, and I hope, I'll feelit beautiful feeling someday. My desire is to find the man, with whomI can spend my life together, I understand, that the days go, and wegetting older, and I don't want to feel loneliness, and to think, thatI have had chance someday? With my best wishes, Alla. P.S. Thanks for your photo, you very beautiful man.

Letter 4

Dear Patrice. I am very glad to receive your letter. I was very happyto find a letter from you. We still know not much about each other,but I shall try to tell about myself and find out more about you. Youknow, I like children. I like to spend a lot of time with them, toplay in games and drawing. One of my girlfriend have son. He is verynice and clever boy, he is only 2.5 years old, and sometimes sheleaves him with me. Some days ago I was walking with her son andwaiting her from shop, when a woman make me the compliment: So yanggirl with so nice childe, you look as very careful mother. So funny,but she was surprised when I said that this boy is not my son. Yourphotos are perfect, I am very glad when I receive your photos. I thinkI’m ready to start my own family and I hope, that you are honesty withme, and you will not break my heart. At preceding year, I hadboyfriend, and we was together around 3 years. But after New Year hefound another girl, and he started to defraud me, because he didn’twanted to say me the true - that he don’t want to be with me and findsomebody else. After 1 month I caught them together accidentally inhis flat, they made love and forgot to close the door... he broken myheart, and it was double pain. I was not so painfully, if he would behonesty and said me all before I saw this my own eyes. No, I forgethim, and I want to start my life again. I’m very optimistic person andI hope all will be ok. Tell me about your the city what beautifulplaces do you have there? How do you spend your free time? Tell mewhat kind of life are you having in your country. It is really veryinteresting for me!! You may ask why I cannot find the right man inRussia. Though many men wanted to have love and friendship with me,but as I told you the most men drink here a lot and always findexcuses not to work hard. So, it is really very difficult to find theright man to date with or marry to among them. Dear, it seems to me,that our meeting is destiny. Today I saw a dream... I dreamed that Iwas walking with the person and it felt so nice with him. I woke upand understood, that did not remember his face, but it seems to me,that it is not a casual event in our lives that destiny brought uscloser. Perhaps you are the person who I may trust. I am lookingforward to meeting a person who I can trust. I want to give you all mycare and love to you; I am tired of being lonely. And you, do youbelieve in destiny? I’m sorry, but I should go for now, I send youloving kisses, and I hope hear from you soon. With my best wishes,take care. Your Alla.

Letter 5

Dear Patrice! Thank you very much for the letter that you have sent tome! How are you? I'm fine, and I hope, that you all right too! How wasyour day? As for me, I worked all day today, and I left my job somemore early today, because I want to visit my parents. As you know, myparents live in the village, and I spent there the most of my life,only last 6 years I live in the town with my grandmother. Today, inthe evening, I will visit my parents and if you were not against, Iwould be glade to tell them about you. I try to visit them as often asI can, but I have no car and on the bus it is long way and take manytime. I meet them once a week, usually on weekend. My parents arereally kind and understanding people, my mom is 52 years old and myfather 56 years old. They live together a lot of time, and as mymother said, she never stays alone on weekend or celebration. Theylove each other very much. My father retired and my mom is teacher.So, dear, I’m sorry, but I don't have a lot of time now, I have to go,because my bus would leave town after 40 minutes, but I only want youto know, that I did not forget about you, and that I hope, that yourday was good, and everything alright with you! I want to tell you somemore about my personality. People say that I am a very happy personand rarely feel down or depressed. I look at relationships and theconcept of marriage as a wonderful thing in my life. I would lovenothing more than to fall in love with someone who would love me asmuch and as passionately as I loved them. I would like to find someonewho wanted to be partners in love and life and willing to worktogether for common goal instead of separately. I guess I shouldmention that I am a non-smoker and I am very drug free. All in all Iam very healthy and hope to share that quality with my partner. I amalso very patient and easy going. I hardly ever get upset or mad. Youknow, I have some questions to you, because I want to learn youbetter. For example, what do you like most about women and Why? Whatwas the most romantic moment of your life so far? If you had todescribe yourself in one word, what word would that be? What is yourlife's ambition or ultimate goal in life? What you want in a woman,what you don't want in a woman? Ok, I have too many questions for you;I hope it would not be too weary. I will be thinking about you, mywarm wishes, and I will write you as soon as it would be possible mydear Patrice. Kisses, your Alla.

Letter 6

Hi my lovely friend Patrice! How at you an affair and how mood? As youare going to carry out (spend) Weekend? How your relatives? I havereceived your letter and am very glad that you have written to me... Iwas very good myself I feel also my mum send the regards to you... Sheis very glad that we with you are copied. I think that you very goodperson and I shall be very glad, if Our attitudes will proceed and beincreased... You want it? I would like to know more about you and toknow who you such inside... It is very important for me to know yourprivate world of what you think. To create that - that general, it isnecessary for 2 people In the first to learn to trust each other torely and trust... I very much would want to learn about your plans inthe future, about your family... You have parents? How many him ofyears? How they feel themselves? It is very interesting to me to studyabout you and I shall tell to you about myself.. But we should bepatient to each other because at me is not present Alwaysopportunities to answer your letters. I very much would want to haveAt itself at home the computer, but this very expensive pleasure forme. But there was time when I was going to buy the computer, butsuddenly was ill My mum and me was necessary to put the saved up moneyto treatment Mums and so I could not get the computer... I very fairgirl.. Me mum from the childhood learned to be fair and To lovepeople... She spoke me that if who - that will throw on you a stone,You throw to him down. Let he thinks, that you not such as he. At mevery big feeling of conscience.. Even if I that - shall make that notso, That I can not sleep at night, I all time think of the mistake....My lovely, I very much want that you told to me about yourself more indetail, because It is very important for me.... I should know allabout you.... I certainly, very much would like with you to speak bythe phone but while at me is not present Such opportunity. I have nothe phone, but I would ask for you number of yours The phone in case.I would like to hear your sweet voice very much. On a voice it ispossible to understand much.. The voice at the person may be artful orfair, And as may be mixed, but listening to a voice of the person youunderstand much... My friend, I think that you treat to me fairly,because I very vulnerable girl. I very much want that between us wasnot that mistrust, because if Between us there will be no trust fromit will fail that. You understand me.... I want that our attitudes andour love was pure and sincere. I do not want to demand From you thatyou may not make that, but I think that you can open to me soul, As Iwant to open to you the soul and I should know that to whom I canentrust myself and The future further. You agree with me my dear? Ihope that have not confused you this letter, but you should understandme... I shall wait from you for soon big and full letter my lovely...I think that you will understand me and at us all will be good.... Your girlfriend Alla.

Letter 7

My dearest Patrice! You make me happy! Your letters are like a presentto me. You know, when I told my parents about you, they were veryhappy! This is the first time, when I’m so happy and my eyes bright! Iclose my eyes, and I feel you in my arms, I would like to spend all mydays with you, and I hope, that one day, I'll spend all of them withyou. Every your letter are so important for me! I print all yourletters and read them again at home. This night, I couldn't sleep.You've come in my dream, in my thoughts. You've come in my mind, in mynight, and I dreamed to hold you in my arms, I dreamed that you're byme, taking my hand. I feel my heart is missing without you, withoutyour presence the light appears black, and I feel emptiness in mylife, in my skin, in my spirit. I dream about you, and I don't sleep,I token your letters in my hands, and I understood, that I want tomeet you so much . I wait for our meeting like for the end of atunnel, the tunnel of my life, and on this end, I can see a brightgleam. This gleam is you. Your image gleams like a possible hope, afairy story, and a fairy dream. I'm seeing this bright gleam, and Iwant to run in its direction. I don't want you to stay only an idlefancy, I want you to become real, my reality. I want to share my lifewith you, to share my laugh and my tears, to share all my emotions andmy feelings, my joys and my pains, my hopes and my despairs. And ofcourse, I want, that you share everything with me, your thoughts,yours desires, everything. Would you like to share your life with me,would you like to give me the right to love you all your life? DearPatrice please, give me permission to love you, to kiss you, to caressyou, to give you all my tenderness and my heart. I read your letters,I close my eyes, and I give free vent to my imagination, and I see youflying to me, taking my hand, and you come back with me in your arms.I dream about us together, you and me, flying under the stars, throughthe continents, around the world, around our world, in love, only inlove. You are invading my heart and my mind. You are so great, so... Ican’t find the good word! I can’t find enough words. May be I’m tooromantic, but I just write you words from my heart, I feel this andhope you feel the same. With impatience I wait for your answer. Idream of you day and night. Yours forever Alla

Letter 8

My dearest Patrice! You make me happy! Your letters are like a presentto me. You know, when I told my parents about you, they were veryhappy! This is the first time, when I’m so happy and my eyes bright! Iclose my eyes, and I feel you in my arms, I would like to spend all mydays with you, and I hope, that one day, I'll spend all of them withyou. Every your letter are so important for me! I print all yourletters and read them again at home. This night, I couldn't sleep.You've come in my dream, in my thoughts. You've come in my mind, in mynight, and I dreamed to hold you in my arms, I dreamed that you're byme, taking my hand. I feel my heart is missing without you, withoutyour presence the light appears black, and I feel emptiness in mylife, in my skin, in my spirit. I dream about you, and I don't sleep,I token your letters in my hands, and I understood, that I want tomeet you so much . I wait for our meeting like for the end of atunnel, the tunnel of my life, and on this end, I can see a brightgleam. This gleam is you. Your image gleams like a possible hope, afairy story, and a fairy dream. I'm seeing this bright gleam, and Iwant to run in its direction. I don't want you to stay only an idlefancy, I want you to become real, my reality. I want to share my lifewith you, to share my laugh and my tears, to share all my emotions andmy feelings, my joys and my pains, my hopes and my despairs. And ofcourse, I want, that you share everything with me, your thoughts,yours desires, everything. Would you like to share your life with me,would you like to give me the right to love you all your life? DearPatrice please, give me permission to love you, to kiss you, to caressyou, to give you all my tenderness and my heart. I read your letters,I close my eyes, and I give free vent to my imagination, and I see youflying to me, taking my hand, and you come back with me in your arms.I dream about us together, you and me, flying under the stars, throughthe continents, around the world, around our world, in love, only inlove. You are invading my heart and my mind. You are so great, so... Ican’t find the good word! I can’t find enough words. May be I’m tooromantic, but I just write you words from my heart, I feel this andhope you feel the same. With impatience I wait for your answer. Idream of you day and night. Yours forever Alla

Letter 9

My dearest Patrice! I read your letter, and I really have no words toexplain, what I feel. I feel, I found the closest person in my life!It is about you, my sweet! You opened your heart to me, you even can'timagine, how long I waited for you, dreamed about you!!! You arereally the man of my dreams! I can’t believe, that fate give us sogreat chance! Many years ago, when I was a little girl, my mother toldme many fairy tales. I loved one of them most of all. There was abeautiful princess and handsome prince in that fairy tale. There werea lot of difficulties and barriers between them. They had manytroubles, but the prince knew, that his princess was the one, who wascreated for him. After many efforts they came together. I can thinkonly of you now. You make me happy, and I know now, when I'll hold youin my arms, when I'll kiss you, I'll never let you go! I am askingmyself: is it dream? If it is a dream, please, don't let me to wakeup! Now I know, how easy to fall in love, when two lonely hearts findeach other on the long and difficult road of life. My Prince, I know,that you can invite me to the beautiful world of love, where we cancarry out all our secret amazing dreams, all our desires and wishes. Iknow, that you can change my lonely life, I believe in it, and I'mready to travel thousands kilometers, because I know, that you are mysoul mate. My sweet, I don't doubt, that we have love intimacy betweenus now. I feel how your heart beats despite of distance between us, itbeats in a step to my heart now... I know it. Were we created for eachother? Now I need only one: to meet you. I have a great desire to doit. I already talked with my mother, and she lets me to come to you.She is a little afraid for me, because I'm still her little daughter,but she trust me, and she gave us her parental blessing. My father isnot against too, he told me that I have my own head on the shoulders,and he said, that I’m right in my choice and he trust me in this. Ifyou really want to see me in person, I'm ready to talk to you aboutit. I wait for your decision. Your princess Alla.

Letter 10

Hi my dear Patrice! I am glad again to speak with you! By the way,yesterday I had quite good evening with my friends. We reached in oneclub also there were there some hours. First we had the good supperand some glasses of champagne, then played balling Also danced.Impressions have remained good, only when I saw, as some mygirlfriends danced and kissed the men - I had small envy to them. Ithought of you and represented for itself, what you beside Patrice.That you too embrace me and whisper to me on an ear gentle words. Andyou Patrice, when see around the in love pairs people, - thatrecollect me? As frequently you with the friends reach in any bar orclub? When you are in these places girls frequently try to getacquainted with you? To me very much frequently men approach and tryto begin acquaintance, but I at once I help them to understand, thatwith me these things to fail. Patrice, I frequently I think above yourmessages and I understand, that you it is serious concerning me. I toodo not look at our dialogue as on an entertainment, and I write yousome very personal words and things, as to the close person. And Iwant to tell to you Patrice, that I am glad, that at me is such theperson - as you! I wait for your messages and I think of you. Mine toyou gentle Kisses! Yours Alla.

Letter 11

Dear Patrice. How are you my sweet love? I miss you so deeply! Myfeelings to you are so big, that you can't imagine. But sometimes thelove and feelings are painful for me. What if I don't get you? I don'twant to think of it. You are only one man for me in the world, youhave all the things, that I'm looking for and want to have. You are myideal man, and I’m sure, that you would make me happy. My dreams arebecoming to reality, because of you. Thank you for this! If I couldgive you one thing, I would give you the ability to see yourself, asother people do, then you would have seen, what a dear and specialperson you are...My sweet, I asked God for a flower, he gave me agarden, I asked for a tree, he gave me a forest, I asked for a river,he gave me an ocean. Asked for a friend and he gave me you. You know,many times ago I had hear of love some words, that if you would lovesomebody more when God, he will take this person from you… I afraid tolost you so much. Sometimes my eyes are full of tears, when I think ofyou my love. You are my only Love, and will always stay in my heart. Iwill always love you, today, tomorrow and forever. I will never dosomething that could hurt you, never. I want to ask you, how youimagine yourself our first meeting?? I want to tell you how I see ourfirst date. First, we will be dinning together, in a place (notimportant in what place, because I will be happy with you everywhere)where would be nice and romantic. It would be dark and candlelit.After dinner, I want to dance with you slowly and I want to feel yourwarm. I want to go with you to the beach, walking together along thebeach and looking at the stars. I would also bring a blanket so thatwe can sit on the beach, hug and kiss and watch the sun come up. Ireally can’t wait that moments!!! My dear! I was in the travel agencythis morning, and I found out all conditions of my arrival to you indetails. Frankly speaking, I was in shock! If I am able to pay forvisa with help of my mother, I won't be able to pay for tickets (evenfor cheapest!). But I can't get visa without buying tickets in thistravel agency. Getting of visa is not a problem, agency takes careabout it, and they can get it quickly, but only if I'll buy ticketsthere. My problem is only a tickets. The price for tickets in yourcountry very huge for me. I really don't know what to do! I'm afraid,I feel scared by my feebleness. Now I can only dream about my arrivalto you. My love, it's a pity, but if I want to buy tickets, I have tosave up my year's salary (and don't spend it even for food!)! I'm sosorry. I can’t ask you about something, I just can dream… I have noenough money, I did not expect, that travel is such expensive. I wantto meet you so much, but I can’t ask you about anything or any help. Iwant to visit you, but it will be possible, only if you will help me.But I can’t ask you about help because I understand, that this is verybig money. Forgive me that I have no this money. Forgive, that I amtoo poor for meeting with you. If it was in my powers or opportunitiesI would pay for my travel, and I don’t want to do our relationshipdependent from money. Please, promise me that ours relationship willnever depend from money!!! Forgive me that I have no any possible toget this money. I can’t borrow that money and unfortunately I don’tearn so big money at work. If you want to help me I will take yourhelp and I will come to you immediately, just please, let me to knowis this possible??? Would be possible our meeting? Please, tell me myhoney… I wait reply and I hope that fate would give us chance to betogether, I send you my soft kisses and please, take care my love. Your Alla.

Letter 12

Thanks for your answer. I hope, that at you very well. I am absolutelysincere with you. If you were now here together with me, you wouldknow that I write you only truth. I have tears on my eyes. It are thetears of insult. I certainly understand your doubts as now it is a lotof a deceit, harms and lie among people. That at you has never arisendoubts concerning my love to you more, I have satisfied your request,and now I send you a photo with your name. I really want to betogether with you and I always was completely frank and is honour withyou. And you know about it. And I shall not deceive you never!!! Inever had similar ideas, my prince. Everything, that I want to betogether with you and to be happy. I want to have family together withyou. I want to have care of you. And I want to make a cosiness in ourfuture house. But all this can be lost, my love. Really you do notunderstand it???? All about what you and I dreamt. I know, that wewant one. And all this can be lost for ever, my prince!!! Really youdo not understand it? And only all this depends on you. If you writelove me as you it in your letters. And I hope, that your letters aresincere and honour. So if you love me Patrice and if you really wantto create family together with me, you should believe me. My heartnever will allow me to deceive somebody because of money. My parentsand my grandmother brought up me in strict rules. And if I shalldeceive somebody, I shall spoil memory of my parents, and I never canallow to make it!!! Understand, my love. And I want, that you believedme, that I can not find this money here. So now destiny of our meetingdepends only on you, my love. If you the love me is valid and want tobe together with me, you can make this step. It will be a step to yourfuture. Where there will I. Where we shall be together and we shall behappy. I hope, that you want it how I want it. I love you Patrice withall my heart. And I believe in our future. I shall wait your letter. Only your princess Alla.