Letter(s) from Vera Fadeeva to S. H. (USA)

Letter 1

Big Hello! I am happy to read your answer to my letter. I waited for it and read with the big interest. How are you doing, how your mood? I hope that at you all is good, that you perfectly spend personal time. I'm fine. I am glad to read your letter. You do not represent, as you have pleased me with the attention. Your letter has cheered me up, it is fine. It is very good to communicate with the clever and kind person, as you. I still never met such good the man,
you every day to me all become more interesting. Well and now I want to tell to you a little bit a sad history. And so, once in our park I have got acquainted with the nice young man. Then to me there were 20 years, he was more senior than me for 7 years though the age and appearance of the person does not play a role if only the person was good, liking and it is pleasant. We every day walked with him on a midnight roadway, he bought to me flowers and gifts. I have fallen in love with him after our first appointment. He spoke many beautiful words about love and as it is strong in me is in love. With him it was good me, he very much liked me. He spoke me a lot of compliments, we kissed him - I loved him. He was romantic the man, but probably he lied, speaking about how strongly loves me. I was naive and trusted him. All began later a floor of year, he has ceased to come to me. He had any affairs, he started to ignore me. Then my girlfriend Ekaterina has seen him with the unfamiliar girl in park. First I have not believed her, but then when have seen it self as he kisses other girl,
I have been shocked. Strongly was upset, experienced and cried. He has acted with me very severely and meanly. I have ceased to communicate with him, and on it our beautiful novel has ended. He has broken to me heart, and I hoped, that at me with it him all will turn out. I very for a long time could not forget him and strongly suffered, but my favourite mummy calmed me and only through a floor of year I could forget him. Therefore, I do not want to build more relations with men of Russia, and I do not want to test again on myself such vile act, as treachery of the favourite person. I want to begin the life with a pure sheet. Because in this life as you see, at me not all so has well developed. I want to find the man in which I can trust in any situations and leave with him for other city or even the country. I would like to find the man of the dream which would like, respected me and could bring up our storming children, cared of us. I do not want to be mistaken and burnt in second time. At times it seems to me, that to me will not have the luck to meet such the man. Communicating with you, I start to understand, that there are noble people on light. I easily vulnerable girl, but very romantic also love romanticism. It is pleasant to me, when to me speak warm and gentle words. I the decent girl with remarkable sense of humour and gentle disposition. That person whom I search for creation of strong attitudes relations seems to me that you. I want to receive your favourite by a photo. In fact the photo received from the close person, for a long time will be is kept in my heart. The photo, in my opinion, is a small part of the person on which possible to understand much about the person. If I shall receive your photo I can print out it and put it in a framework for photos or carry with myself in a wallet. Also I shall always see you near to me. Though and not alive, but all the same. I hope, that my letter has not upset you. I have told to you about it because I trust you. I think, that we should know about each other all and trust each other. Write to me! I am happy because, that you love on my letters. I wait for your letters, yours Vera!

Letter 2

Dear. In the last letter I have sent you a photo of new girlfriend Tanya. We have got acquainted with her in the Internet of cafe, she too searches for the man of the dream. She very nice. The truth? Also I send you once again the photo, and I hope that I shall like you.

Letter 3

Hello my love! Lovely I, yes yes yes my and nobody's is more,
only mine. I very much - very much love you, you at all do not imagine, as far as strongly. I cannot transfer you the love words at all since it is simply impossible. There are no on the Earth such words which would be worthy you, all is insignificant in comparison with you. You the best in the world the man - it the fact. I so would like your love and caress, your heat and tenderness me it would be desirable, that once, you have told: « your I forever », want, that you have passionately whispered to me it on an ear, have touched my cheek the cheek, burning a hot kiss. … I Want, that you were with me,
allowed to touch yourself, to embrace, kiss, hear the breath. You the remarkable person on all white light. You want, I shall give you heart and soul? I shall make it, precisely! You do not believe me? You think, I tell lies? Trust me, I live without you I can not my lovely !!! I would like to devote to you any verse, but all of them are written not by me; I would like to think up the most beautiful verse for you, but even the finest words on light ANYTHING in comparison with you. Let others think out definition to this beautiful word, and I already know it, love - it fine the man with beautiful name Travis. Sometimes I so would like, that you have come, sat down me, have gently embraced me for a neck the strong hands, I have embraced you and I would conclude you have kissed to the gentle,
female embraces and would tell you directly on the mouth so gently,
hotly and passionately. To you how I am strong you I like and that to ANYBODY, NEVER you I shall give since you only mine. It is terrible to me to present that someone another will once embrace you, to touch you, to kiss you, it is terrible to me to present, that it will be not I. … Forgive, but my feelings to you, are stronger than me. I shout, I even am ready to cry, on ALL is ready for the sake of you. When we shall be together I shall become the happiest person in the universe before its occurrence, all world learns, how I am happy! Let, let everyone know, let all envy me, let. Sometimes my dreams of you come so far, that it seems to me, as if I have gone mad, but I like to be a lunatic because I am glad that I can though to dream of you, in fact dream to me can to forbid nobody. I want to wake up in the mornings in your gentle, tender embraces. I want to catch greedy each your gesture, each your movement, each your word, to enjoy each second lead near to you; I want to leave to you on edge of light; I want … You I love, I like, I like. To you I it shall repeat hundred times,
And you want 1000, 1000000... . Your desire, desire of my Lion. For me - not the hand-written law! I thank Destiny, that has presented you, I thank her that I can love you. You such strong, gentle, fine.
and are afraid of nothing. Only becon, and I shall go for you, call,
and I shall come at any time as has not been borrowed, I shall come, I shall come tearing along, you to me are the most important on light,
you are necessary for me, as air, as water, as food. But recently it is no time to me eat, drink, breathe and other since I constantly think and I dream of you. I can write indefinitely. I simply love you,
that's all. You do not imagine, as strongly I want to see you, to meet you somewhat quicker. On it I finish the letter. I with impatience shall wait from you for the answer. Yours for ever Belief!!!