Letter(s) from Maria Martynyak to Warren (Sweden)

Letter 1

Hello Warren! Thanks for your interest. I’m new in such agencies, but I heard that people play with feelings of other people and I don’t want it. Life has been not good with me and to make fault one more time, it will bad for my soul. I want you to know that I’m ordinary girl with my faults and success, with my thoughts and habits. I’m not ideal of any woman, but for my one man I’ll do everything to make him happy. It’s my true feeling and I want you believe it. I’m model. Tell me, have you ever been in Russia or other countries of former USSR? I like adventures and fantastic films, like go out in karaoke-clubs, because I sing well and sometimes I sing for weeding or Birthdays. I play chess and play piano, good in swim…. Like to care about flowers and dreams to make comfort in my house. Sometimes I earn money by translators; I worked like translator at international sport-competition. I look for a man I can adore, honest. I will be ONLY for him I think that man and woman should be the best friends. What do you look for in future attention? I’d want our correspondence will build for questions and answers, it will helps us to find out each other better and understand we are for each other, can we be friends or more. Also I want to know do you live in house or in apartment, have you garden, do you like natures? If you I didn’t answer some your questions, sorry, I’ll answer them in my next letter, after I’ll receive your response. Please write me which city do you live in also. Hope to receive your soon reply, Lilly

Letter 2

Hello Warren! Thanks for your interest. I’m new in such agencies, but I heard that people play with feelings of other people and I don’t want it. Life has been not good with me and to make fault one more time, it will bad for my soul. I want you to know that I’m ordinary girl with my faults and success, with my thoughts and habits. I’m not ideal of any woman, but for my one man I’ll do everything to make him happy. It’s my true feeling and I want you believe it. I’m model. Tell me, have you ever been in Russia or other countries of former USSR? I like adventures and fantastic films, like go out in karaoke-clubs, because I sing well and sometimes I sing for weeding or Birthdays. I play chess and play piano, good in swim…. Like to care about flowers and dreams to make comfort in my house. Sometimes I earn money by translators; I worked like translator at international sport-competition. I look for a man I can adore, honest. I will be ONLY for him I think that man and woman should be the best friends. What do you look for in future attention? I’d want our correspondence will build for questions and answers, it will helps us to find out each other better and understand we are for each other, can we be friends or more. Also I want to know do you live in house or in apartment, have you garden, do you like natures? If you I didn’t answer some your questions, sorry, I’ll answer them in my next letter, after I’ll receive your response. Please write me which city do you live in also. Hope to receive your soon reply, Lilly

P. S. Write me your mobile-numebr

Letter 3

Dear Warren I would like to know, whether it will be possible to meet you, I’ll come to you and to lead with you some remarkable days. I’ll pay for all; therefore you have nothing to worry. Maximum what I’ll need, it’s your invitation for the embassy but I’m not sure and I should check it first. If you do not have opportunity to offer me in your house, find out please the price in hotel. If you will have opportunity to take free days on work, it will great! I’ll wait for your evening arrivals with tasty supper : ) Will wait your reply with impatience, Lilly

Letter 4

Good morning Warren! Great, fantastic, I’m looking forward our meeting, thanks a lot for your photo, roses are my favorite flowers. Warren, I want you remember that I want to have serious relations with a serious person looking for serious intentions. First of all I want a life companion. A person that I can share my future with. A future of joy and happiness, but also a person that I can share the pain and sorrows that I know there will be. I want the best friend in all the way, a friend that I can share my dreams and thoughts with. A friend that can give new directions to my life when I need that. I think we all need that from time to time. I try to find a man to spend my life with her - in good and in bad times. That sounds maybe a little bit to sweet - and I made some experiences in the last years, not just good-ones – but anyway, I believe in true love and I'm sure that I will find the one. What did I want to ask you? Let me remember. How should a good relationship be for you? Do you believe in love? Are you lucky in your life? What do you think, should couples stay together on all events, or in case they don't come along with each other better get spitted. I think things shouldn't get forced and in case it cannot be avoided better getting separated. Sorry, can I ask you questions, how long time you find your partner in Internet and which experiences have you had. I’ll call today in the embassy and will check information what I need for coming to you. Please Warren, I want to use time and to receive more information about you, have you children, what’s your work, where do you live. About SKYPE, you know, I rent apartment and the chief of it don’t want to put normal stationary one, so I have to use Internet via mobile-phone. It’s very expensive and connection is crazy bad and brake every times. That’s why I can’t use messenger. I can’t follow any sites and use chat because of that. I have so many to tell you, but will use time and I’ll send you my info by parts, Ok? I’ll find out today everything and will give you to know, and then I’ll wait your letter and please more photos, Lilly

Letter 5

Dear Warren, I told with the embassy now and they tolled me that you must send me your invitation, the first page of your passport and Personbevis. I have the formulary of invitation, I send you it now and all info about me I’ll send you today later, I just will find my passport. Book your Personbevis, when I asked operator of the embassy what is that, they told me that you should know and you can book it by phone and from 2-3 days you’ll have it, was she right? Next, you print invitation, write by your hands or print all info, put your signature, scan again and send to my E-mail in good quality with your passport and Bevis, great, everything so easy. As soon, as I’ll receive all papers, I’ll go to the embassy and will ask guest visa. Dear, please tell me, which airport is close to you and I hope you’ll get me there, I must book flight. I’d want to come to you as soon as possible, while I have free time.

http://www.migrationsverket.se/blanketter/bob/visum/blvisa_e_213031_en.pdf

I’ll wait news from you, miss your warm words, kiss, Your Lilly

Letter 6

My dear, I send you all information which necessary for invitation.
My full name is MARTYNYAK MARIYA
I was born 07 July 1983 in Lvov region in Ukraine
My passport AK 333090
My address: Lvov region in Ukraine Zalochiv city Polna str., 28
My official place of work: Joint venture “LESKO” like a secretary-referent 2 years
I study in university also
My father Sedljaruk Roman Vladimirovich was born July, 27 1955
My mother Sedljaruk Anna Dmitrievna was born August, 13 1956
I’m divorced
The dates of my staying in during June for week.
The purpose of my visit: Dear consul I want to invite my girlfriend from Ukraine Mariya. We’ve got acquainted one year ago in June 2005 in Kiev, Lvov. Maria the student of the Kiev high school she was my guide and we spent a lot of time together. All was unusually romantic.
Now we communicate via Internet a lot. We just arrived from rest - on Gold Sand in Bulgaria. We were there with Moscow friends of Maria. I would like to introduce Maria to my parents, I want that it will turn out our life and will follow to the happiness!
And I attach the formulary of invitation, fill it and with copy of your pass and Personbevis scan it and send to my E-mail.

http://www.migrationsverket.se/blanketter/bob/visum/blvisa_e_213031_en.pdf

I kiss you and sure today you’ll feel much better yourself, Your Lilly

Letter 7

Warren, I’ll send you SMS soon, just give me to know, when you’ll fix papers, because I should call to the embassy again and book time for interview, Mariya

Letter 8

My dear Warren, your photos are very nice, do you make them special for me? I want to ask you, what does mean trust in relationship for you, I consider, a relationship or a friendship cannot deal without honesty. But also honesty is not always easy and not always gives wanted results. To be honest will from time to time felt to a decision that’s hurt or will not end as expected. When two different people trying to live their life together it will sometimes come into difficulties. It is important to forgive and to respect each other. Communication is important – talk together and have time to each other and walk hand by hand. Also from time to time just do things to the other partner for no other reason that just to please her/him. I heard on television once an old married couple said that prescription for a long and happy relationship is to fall in love everyday and always in the same partner. Are you agreeing…? Finally it's a mutual life I want to lead, and that means sharing all things. There may be also things we will not do together, for it's no good to be glued to each other; but my life is his life too and I would never lead an "extra life" that is just for me and not for him. Though I am a very independent and free person, I like to be near to the one I love, I like to share life, have no secrets and open my heart and soul. I am looking for somebody I can be totally close to without giving up myself, I am dreaming of relationship I can let myself fall into without fears, limitations or cutback. Please write me soon, I wish you good night, Mariya

Letter 9

Good morning my dear Warren! Thanks for your romantic letter. About question I think Sweden would be better to live : ) But don’t think that I want to more from Ukraine, that’s not right. Just you are man and you have work here and for you will very hard to live in my country without Language. If you’ll want to move in Ukraine, not a problem. I want you will know more info about me and I want to tell you about my parents. Well, my parents are very interesting people, they live not so far from me and as I wrote you I try to visit every weekend. I have younger brother, he is very clever guy and I think he will great future, he draws very good and knowing people say that he has talent. My parents are alive and in good health, both work. My father work on the farmer. It’s very hard work and he is tired very much after work, he is very philosophic man and I consider I have his mind sometimes. Like my mother say I have only the best from both parents : ) My mother is very energetic person, she works like director in one office and she try to make everything in family too and sometimes we stop her with father. I had perfect childhood, I had a lot things to do: musical school, Big tennis, swimming-pool everyday, dances everyday and any other things, which I visited because it was interesting for in the beginning, but after it was boring for me, for example, like Aikido : ) But all of them made me stronger person and clever, that’s why in any company I can support any discussion. I like to listen more then to speak, but something I prefer speak if it’s boring company. So now you know a little more about me. I like to interact with people at all levels. I dislike pretentious characters. I consider communication paramount in every relation. I interact with people from all walks of life and I do not like snobbish attitudes. I like people with warm hearts and happy glowing characters. I know life is not easy, is full of ephemeral problems but we should make an effort to put a smile on our faces, there is always something worst out there. I get extremely attracted to people that I can talk for a long time with a lot of "thirst" without realizing the loss of time. I like curious and polite people, people that recognize their mistakes and insecurities. Admitting your mistakes and insecurities in my eyes is not a weakness but a sign of strength of character. There is nothing wrong in saying, "sorry»,» thanks" or "I do not know». I do not like showing offs, either because of their money or professional positions. I think I better stop because firstly I'm probably getting a bit philosophical, and secondly you are getting extremely bored of me. That leaves me to wish you a very pleasant week whatever you are doing, and do not forget to smile. Laughter is the oxygen of life!!!!! By the way, I’m drinking apple juice and glass of water. Apple juice is so good. What about you? I would have a nice room. During the day we would take a nice walk along the streets, holding hands and talking about what ever comes to our mind. Stopping often for a hug and a kiss. After that maybe go look in some of the shops. By the time evening comes we change clothes and go to a very nice quiet restaurant for a nice candle light dinner. After dinner we walk along the streets again on our way back to the home. The air is starting to chill a bit, but the moon is out and very bright as are the stars. But it is chilled so we kind of hurry back to our room. We can see the sky and the moon. I would have you sit back and get comfortable while I light the fireplace. I would pull out a bottle of Wine or Champagne turn on some nice quiet mellow music and join you. I turn out the lights and light some nice scented candles. With light from the candles we sit close in each other’s arms. We can hear the Birds over the music at times. We are enjoying each other, the drink, and maybe even something to snack on. We might quietly talk a bit or maybe not. We might just sit there quietly in the comfort and safety of each other’s arms. You would snuggle up close with and we would hold each other closer. Maybe exchange a few kisses, maybe our hands and fingers begin to roam over each other’s body. There is love and there is deep tenderness in the touching and kisses. Slowly the kisses become more heated and passionate and the touching becomes more intimate. In time we find ourselves making passionate love that is from the heart. We become one in our desire and passion for each other. So would that be acceptable. I have a wild imagination so I can create a romantic situation in many ways and places. I like to do that. I hope today you’ll send papers because tomorrow morning I planned to go to the embassy, kiss you and my the best regards, Your Mariya

Letter 10

My darling, I saw invitation one more time with attention, my darling, I see some mistakes

Your birthday, in passport is 51 and in invitation 61, please make right : )
My Birthday isn’t 7/07/1983 and 7/04/1983 in the paragraph how do we know each other, you write we have got acquainted in 2005 in Kiev, Lvov, we can meet with you in both cities, please write just Kiev
Kiss you, Your princess

Letter 11

Here darling is a new copy.I hope you will have a great evening,I write a mail later for you.Kiss you all over your Warren

Letter 12

Hello my dear! I missed you too, I was out and hadn’t opportunity to write you, now I prepare my papers for the embassy. Great thanks, everything are fine and I’ve booked time for the embassy and will go there in Monday of the next week, hope we’ll make everything in time. Just one think I’m worry and want you understand that not looking for my quick decisions about our meting, I do not search for a short time love or for fun I search for someone to love and who will fall in love with me. I think to be in love and have your man love you back is one of the greatest gifts we could give one another. I think a woman should care for her partner as a best friend when he needs to talk be a shoulder for him to lean on if he needs help, be a good listener for him when he needs to confide and tell you his dreams and worries, Be a strong arm to protect him from hurts , tell him he is the most beautiful woman in the world and the woman should mean it. I think to be given the gift of a man to be your loved one is something a womam should never take for granted and each day she should find a way to show him her love for him. They should be a strength to each other and each has a duty to protect and care for each other. To want him above all others, to miss him each time you are away and to phone and message each other, to want him so much it is the main part of your life Summer evenings to walk hand in hand and just be happy to be in each others company. to be happy to sit and listen to him as he chats about everyday things. Two people together in love are the closest that two people will be with anyone and so they should be a force of one and use all their abilities and strengths to benefit their future.I love to talk also and look for a man who likes to chat about all kinds of things at any time he wanted to about anything he wanted to from the day he has had to politics or to music anything for if he wanted to talk i would always listen to him. I want a man to be my friend and partner for him to be intelligent and gentle and yet strong,I will listen to his advice and wisdom and show him he is the most important thing in my life. I do not want for male company here in my country but i havent found one with the ideals and virtues i look for. I want to be able to look across at my man in a crowded room and without a word spoken tell him with a smile and a look that i love him totally and that he loves me.I want to walk places holding him hand and feel so wonderful. I look for love and just need love to look for me. I think people are not meant to be alone we are meant to find that special person and to spend our lives making that person happy loved and contented. I search to find someone to give these feelings to and for him to give these feelings to me in return. You write fantastic letters m darling, kiss Natasha from me, I want to be there with you both and watch these child-movies ; ) Kiss you and wish you good night, Your Mariya

Letter 13

My darling! I’m waiting for answers please, I must feel my papers and need al these info. When I’m thinking of you it feel so nice and warm inside of me. Even I would like to come your bed and feel your warm heart, body. Sleep with you, wake up next to you. I do care about you and as I said few times I’m thinking of you. I wish that my email has made your life a bit happy and maybe there is more happiness in future too. I’m also person who just lives day by day. 'Cause you never know what’s going to happened tomorrow! I'm also known that money doesn’t make people happy. Poor people can be happier than rich people. You can’t buy happiness by money. I really see you are so tender, sensual and very passionate man. Well, I think I’m open-heart person; I want to show my feelings. By the way, just curious what you would like to do now with me. My darling, great thanks for your photos and letters, you wrote me so many interesting things, now I feel you better and I understand you better and I’ll very glad if we’ll match and really will family. Darling, that's what is so important to me the dream of being happy together and to raze a happy loving family, I work hard, and live a normal live, I’d love to travel to different countries, but with out some one to share these things with they mean nothing, I have lots of friends, we go out a lot and have a good time, they visit me and we watch a film I cook a nice meal, and we can talk all night, but then they go home and I am alone again, you can have a thousand friends and still fill lonely, do you agree. I am a happy person and my biggest joy is to make others happy, it gives me such a good filling inside, I have so much love to give and know that I could make some one so happy, could it be you,?? I believe that as long as you are attracted to each other and if you really wanted it to work, that you can start to fall in love and that love will grow and become stronger, the difference in our culture and language makes it more exciting for me, as we have so much to learn from one an other, how do you fill about that. Darling, I repeat my questions
1. Name, surname
2. Have you ever change your surname?
3. Name, surname wife (husband)
4. The place of work your husband (wife)
5. Date of Birthday
6. Parent’s name, surname
7. Children, age
8. Do children work or learn?
9. When last time you were in countries of former USSR
10. Your profession
11. Your place of work
12. Where do you live (house, apartment), full address
13. Telephones: mobile, stationary
14. Height, weight, eyes, hair
Write me soon please, kiss you and sweet dreams with me in main role : ) Your Mariya

Letter 14

My dear, I know you are angry on me because I didn't write to you, sorry, I had crazy busy day and now I'm just go home, it's very late and I so want to sleep, hope you'll sorry me, I wish you sweat dreams and good night, Princess

Letter 15

Hello my dear! Today I thought what o write you about me in order you could rather full impression about me like a person. You know, I am an ardent book-reader. I started when having learned it. I did it even over the night with a lamb under the blanket when I was reading a book with suspense. I am able to read without stopping when a book interests me even if it has 400 pages or more. I very much like to communicate and to discuss, even to give a provocation thesis and to defend it to look ether this position is good or where it is weak. I like flying with my thoughts and inspirations. And sometimes (!) I even like to hear myself talking. But I think I am also a good listener and adviser. This is for what some people come to me. Even in chess I am best when defending. So I often am able to give people unexpected and creative solutions. And it often works. And I think I have a psychological talent. I often know what people moves and how they think when watching them or when they have started to talk. I am to feel their interests and worries. It is sometimes like empathic. It is easy for me to take over other's points of view and to live with my thoughts in this for a while just for looking how it is and feels. But I think I have strong principles of character. I don't want to hurt others and I don't want to help others to do so, if this is the aim. I can get very strict and hard when I think it to be right. I can tolerate and giving up a lot, but when there is reached an inner essential limit I -often surprising for the others- never go beyond even if it is worse for me. Though loving me I don't think me to be so important. I think that fore these situations sometimes happen. I like to describe myself to be a simple character, but the truth is I am not. I have some simple principles in acting and when there is a conflict between them I try the more tolerant solution. And most people understand this wrong as personal weakness and, it happens seldom, when they want to get more it is a big mistake for I'm also able to strike back hard and consequently and I sometimes do. I don't like people thinking to be better than other's, even if the others are not intelligent. We all are in our situation more or less by luck and by disease or accident we may loose everything we are proud on in a second. I admire real talents, real knowledge and abilities. And I have no problems in saying and thinking another one is better than me in this. We all have our specific talents and abilities and we are all unique and, as well as animals and nature, part of the almighty and universe god. For this I prefer the simple, natural beauty and not the artificial one. I love to be close to the beauty of nature giving me back the feeling of what is important or not, right or not when loosing my inner compass a little. And now I have been philosophical. Actually, I want to nestle on a favourite body and simply to keep silent very much, that our souls listened each other and there is no necessity to speak any words. All that we require, these are love, understanding and support. So it is hard to be alone and even if you have everything, money, an apartment, the car, you haven’t the most important, the person for whom you are ready to present gifts, well and if you do not have anything, especially support is necessary for you. How do you think for what we live? Thanks a lot for full information, I’ve studied it because I go to the embassy tomorrow, planed in the beginning of week but they were busy. Write me soon please, kiss you, Your Mariya

Letter 16

My dear Warren, yesterday I was in the embassy, everything were perfect and the answer will 22-th June. Darling, send invitation and Personbevis in the embassy, fax number is 0038-044-4944292 and will great if you’ll call them and confirm your invitation - the telephone number is 0038-044-4944290. Dear, I did some collage with photos, you and me together, that’s why if they will ask, have you made photos or not, say them “yes”, the photo was madden in restaurant in Bulgaria. The dates I wrote from 25-th June for 1 week. Also, tell them that we were in “Gold Sands” in Bulgaria from 16-th May – 1 week. I so hope for positive decision and then we’ll meet and will happy, at least from my side I’ll make everything for this, I promise. Kiss you, Your Mariya

P. S. Forgot to tell you, I’ve booked tickets to Gothenburg

Letter 17

My Warren, I deleted all photos after collage, so just tell them what I wrote in my last letter, call them today or tomorrow. Where is your long sensitive letter my dear? You aren’t interesting to write me anymore or may be you have a lot work to d now? Please answer me, because I’m a few worry. Since we born (everybody) that we spend a great part of our lives searching for something that we don't really know very well what it is ... in my daily meditations and since long time ago that I've found that everything is inside ourselves, in our heart ... and this is TRUE LOVE that only makes light when we found someone who's on the same road of life ... sometimes we never find that one ..... I feel a great "yes! you've found" in my heart ...I always dreamed with a better world full of love and when I was young (10to15) I crying a lot only because the world was not lovely as I've dreamed with ... and still is not ... would you help me to make world shine ?? Life ... I don't want too much because I think that life should be not only material (and I'm lucky because, I'm not rich but simple and I have a nice comfortable life :) ... but spiritual and sentimental things as values, feelings ... are also very important, maybe more important ... happiness and true love, money can't buy ...When someone loves with true love, he is honest, true, generous, understanding ... I'm sure you understand all my words, even with this bed English I have! ...You really seem to me a tender, sensual and passionate men and I feel you also are open-heart and generous ... hope you can love me with passion and totally because I'm sure I will do the same to my future love ... We will do everything you want when we will be together ... even things I usually don't do I will try to do and you will teach me ... only to make you happy my dear and hope you will do the same for me. Kiss you, one from my kiss is French, Your Mariya

Letter 18

Hello my darling! I had rather hard day, I was in the office today and found out that collection need very tall girls like 180sm, I’m just 170 and even using high heels, I’m 178 sm and I can’t use shoes with 12 sm heels now because we should do about 10 circles, I mean change 12 different dresses and because of my pain in legs I cant do it, I was very angry because I needed that show. The best models will go to Moscow in the next month. And it wasn’t so lucky with my other work, may be you know the company “Gloria Jeans”, I work they like translator by contract and I visited them today, they explained me that I’ve done all work for this month, they didn’t plan to give me more work this month and just a hope for my pour students : ) Hope the next will more lucky for me : ( Well, I’ll dream about my happy, when I can relax and don’t think at least an one day how I’ll without wok. You know from one side, it’s perfect when you work for yourself and not necessary to wake up very early but from the other side you aren’t sure that tomorrow you’ll have work and may be better to work for somebody and have salary…but I can’t imagine how somebody will order me what should I do : ) That is dilemma: ) Ok, my dear, write me soon, I miss your new letter. My dream man, sometimes I can’t believe it, what happens since some weeks between you and me. I never have see you eye to eye, I never have feel you skin to skin, I never was in your arms … but I feel such infinite happiness, such super good vibrations full of true love and passionate emotions between me and you. It’s too great and sometimes it’s too much for me. Than I think I can’t resist any longer this big emotional pleasure inside me and in next moments I must explode and fly in millions of parts straight to the stars. Sometimes I get some fear about those great feelings. Sometimes I think, it’s too perfect, it can’t be the reality, it you must be a dream. And I dream this dream - a big, fantastic dream of the perfect love and I never want wake up. So I’m a little bit afraid of our first personal contact. What feelings you will have, if you experience me in the reality of life? What will happen, if I can’t fulfil your expectations and I’m not the woman you have dreamed and your heart says “No”. I’m very nervous over it. Sure, some could be happen with my feelings, but I don’t believe it. But, and you must believe me, that’s the truth, that’s what I feel now. I have normal life, I‘m often very strong and straight, but now I feel often like a little girl with big eyes and great emotions in my heart, feel inside me very soft and sensitive. I so much need you now, I need your care, your words, your compliments, your kisses, Your forever princess

Letter 19

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