Letter(s) from Anna Tarasova to Howard (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my new friend Howard!I was happy to accept you the message. It really brings to me pleasure, that I have received the answer tomy letter! I want to tell at once, that I have sent that letter 3 other men. But I should To tell, that tillthis time I have not received more any letters back. I want to be Fair with you and to have your trustfrom the first letters! I shall ask you, that you also were always fair with me. I do not think, thatthere is a sense to speak lie. You agree with me? As I bring apologies for a delay of my answer to your letter. I have been very much borrowed, and I had no time to write to you the letter. For me therewas a great pleasure to receive your letter. I am courageous to write to the first to whom or through the Internet. I write to you the first letter and I want to tell to you all about myself and to get acquainted with you closer. As you already know my name is Kapitalina, were born and I live in Russia, namely in the north in the farcity of Murmansk. But I at all do not remember this city, as being the child, it should be left. I was bornin family of militarians, my father the militarian and consequently we had to move to other city where havetransferred it is more true to serve. It is the city of Voskresensk. I by the right can name his native land. All life is connected to this city at me. And about Murmansk I remember only that also the huge quantity of asnow there was very cold. But it and is clear, in fact I was absolutely small. I remember only crossing andthings which transferred from a place on a place, and mum all time cried. Probably, it would not like to leaveits house and to leave in absolutely unfamiliar and another's to it city. In Voskresensk I have lead all lifeand almost anywhere was not. In the childhood of us with the sister carried in the big cities of our countrythat was very much postponed in my memory. We were and in Moscow and Nizhni Novgorod, and in Petersburg andin many other cities. I want to tell about our city a little. Voskresensk it is located in southern-east from Moscow. Voskresensk makes the population more than 91 thousand inhabitants. In city there are modern high schools, the Moscow branches. There is a drama theatre and a study of locallore museum. Huge quantity of monuments of architecture, architecture, different temples, churches. Manydifferent factories and factories. But, despite of such plenty of the enterprises, city very pure and beautiful. Now 38 years and sometimes it seems to me, that a part of my life already behind, but on the other handall only begins. I cannot tell that I the optimist or the pessimist, most likely I look at a life isrealistic. And as always I estimate all vital situations. As I have already mentioned the sister, sheis more senior than me six years. She is married and has two children. I cannot tell, that its life hasdeveloped in the best way, but I can tell only one, that everyone receives wants. I long time lived withparents, have not changed a job yet. After I have stopped Moscow and now I rather good Dentist. A speciality on which I have ended university - Dentist. I alwaysknew, that the dentist is my elements. After the termination of medical university, I was arranged in one ofthe state polyclinic with the dentist. Having worked there some years, I have decided, that it notfor me. In my small city not too simply to find worthy you work. The biggest lack that formation costsat the main step and quantity of experts exceeds places on employment. And as frequently it happens, peoplewith two higher educations work as yard keepers. Now I work as the chief dentist in private clinic. Work is pleasant to me, i was easy with it I consult also the mostimportant, that due to work I can separately live. My private clinic gives me an one-room apartment. Certainlyconvenience not the best, but it is better than to live with parents. At me verymuch good relations with parents. We frequently see, is especial on the days off, we like to gather allfamily. Tell to me about the family and about that, as well as where do you live?My father the militarian, now it the militarian in resignation, on pensions and the free time carriesout on a summer residence and with the grandsons. My mum still works, in spite of the fact that she too on pension. Mum works in the cafe, a managingindustrial part and the technologist on processing products. Tell to me about the work. I very much would want to learn all this. Still I would like to ask, how youunderstand my English? The matter is that I during long time studied this language, all over again 10 yearsat school, then at university five years. Now I was possible to tell I practise. I hope, that youunderstand everything, that I want to inform up to you. I think, that at me good enough English. I can freelycommunicate in this language and, to tell the truth, it seems to me very simple. It I want to tell, that tome does not deliver work to write and understand your letters. I would want to learn much about you. I do not ask you to write to me the big letters, but I want to learnto understand you. It is very important for dialogue. As well as to be able to listen to the person. Itdoes not mean, that with you it does not threaten us. Most important it to understand that the person wantsto inform. And correctly to emphasize on it. I very much hope, that at us with you it will turn out to becomegood friends. I absolutely natural and I love a life. Also I try to live her so that anybody and for what to not reproach. I try to take from a life all. I very open person and was easy to approach with people. In me there is onevery quite good quality - I can feel people. I do not know, how it to explain, for example how mothercan feel the child. Here almost too most. I can always make out merits and demerits of the person. I very sociable. At me it is not a lot of friends, but I very much appreciate them. Because I am happy, that I can tellat me there are friends. In fact it not so simply to remain the friend. I hope, that in this case to metoo has carried. Tell to me about your friends? WOW I so have much written, that itself was surprised,that could write in the first letter such considerable quantity of words :)In this letter I have a little described the life and the character and would like to learn too aboutyou. In general, I love a life, it is a lot of to dream and invent, the effective woman, and the good employee. I hope shortly to receive your letter. Your new friend Kapitalina.

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Letter 2

Good afternoon Howard. I am really glad, that I can see your letter. I shall write to you a little about myself. My growth 5 ' 6, and weight about 56 kg. I was bornon May, 18, 1970. Favourite my color - pink and on this I very much like flowers of a rose. I want to tell to you why I have decided to search for the man in the Internet. I since the childhood dreamed, that at me was usual lives, as at all normal people: family, children, thefavourite husband, the cosy house and the everything else. To be and live the normal person without. To live, work, love and enjoy all that we can earn and reach. To tell the truth, I do not know, how it is possible to explain all this. I cannot unequivocally tell, whyI cannot meet somebody here. Certainly, I had some novels, but I do not like to speak about it. Last hascaused me a lot of pain, and I have decided to recollect and to not think of it never more. I very muchloved that the man and thought, that it for ever, and it tests too most. I made serious plans for ourjoint life with it and the everything else, and it has turned out, that I was only a toy in his hands. And that, for short time. Sex from me was necessary for it only. Forgive, that I speak so frankly, butI like to speak always only the truth. Perhaps, it is completely not interesting to you, but to me itbecomes simple much more easy, probably, when I shall tell to you it. Very few people from my familiarknows, that I have gone through at that time. But from you I want to have what secrets. My former the man, has very easily got off me during the moment when I was not become necessary for it. It has thrown me. First I kept, but then have not sustained and was broke, litres of tears. I have ceased to eat, sleep, did not want to live. I simply existed, not knowing, what for and for what. In a life it does not happen so that all turned out how it would be desirable it. It is difficult toexplain so important thing briefly. But as speak at us in Russia - time treats. And now much has changed, and I do not long any more asearlier and I continue to live. And I think, that now it will be difficult for me so to like the person. Now I already will need time for certain to not admit the last mistakes. Any pain passes, but there arescars and it is normal. Thoughtless attitudes are not necessary for me any more, I want to create family,to build serious attitudes. For me it is the now most important. Certainly, at me is a lot of simply familiar and men whom I am not indifferent. But I have not met thatonly thing the man with which could lead all life. I have not met the man with whom me interestingly simplyto talk. Probably, in it and business. The interlocutor who is able to listen is necessary for me and isable to understand. It is difficult for me to meet such person here. Sometimes it seems to me, that thereason in me. Among men of our society I never can find necessary to me. Now I can tell or describe theperson who is necessary for me. For me it is necessary careful and understanding the man with which I shallfeel like as behind a stone wall. And during too time freedom, creative or mental is necessary for me. Attitudes in which first of all there will be a trust and understanding are necessary for me. Such attitudesare not threatened with any life. Though it very strongly changes people. I never trusted, that it is possible to find friends on correspondence. My girlfriend has advised me totake advantage of the Internet. It was difficult for me to make it, in fact I have no own computer. And Ishould use the Internet of cafe which is 30 minutes of driving from my apartment. I have access to theInternet on work, but I can not use it in the personal purposes. Therefore I at once want to warn, that notalways I can answer your letters. But I shall do it whenever possible. Now it is very interesting to me tolearn you and to speak about itself more and more. I like to learn you and your life. I would like to see morethan your photos, and I shall send whenever possible own. As to my preferences in men, I cannot tell, that men in Russia bad and short-sighted. At all is not present,simply I think, that these men simply are not created for home life. Certainly, always there are exceptions,but by my experience I think so. It is not necessary to go far, I can tell about a life of the sister. Intwenty years she has married the friend to the childhood. They knew each other from the cradle, studied atone school, shared the same desk. It was the remarkable person, and it is possible to tell ideal the manfor my sister. It we with it are similar. For us are necessary silent family harbour, we need to come homeand to know, that there we are waited by the husband, children. After his wedding as if have changed, itbegan to drink, in this connection has lost excellent work. She as the true and loving wife hoped, that allwill pass in due course. They have got children not at once, Natalia so call my sister, very much wanted tohave children, but the problem was only in it. It came home from work, is silent saws and anything in theirlife did not vary. After much persuasion it has ceased to drink, and in due course at them the child, and intwo years one more has appeared. Children simply remarkable. I am glad only to one, that both are similar to mum. To what I tell all this, I madly love the sister and the nephews. But I can not understand as she can continueto live with this person. All family keeps only on it. It does not bring money in the house and plainly doesnothing. Having lost the next work, it is not started up in searches, and silently heats the grief in fault. She suffers all this and hopes, that sometime all will change. I could not live with such person, I think, that the man should be always stronger in all than this word. The story I did not want to tell, that all men become an inveterate drunkard or still that it is worse. Thus I wanted to show, that I search in the person and what the man is necessary for me. It is possible to listindefinitely words as kind lovely and tender, but to not understand the most important. I would like to know, you believe what somewhere there is a person close to you as desirable and on reason,so-called your second half? I think, what yes, probably, because I believe in destiny more. By the way as you tothis concern? I really believe, that all is outlined in advance. And I really believe, that something directs us. Specifies a true way more truly. People frequently meaningly do not notice it. Can, and with me was also. These are people which are afraid of a life, are afraid to make something incorrectly though it is inevitable. I always was the purposeful person and always achieved, that wanted. And now I believe, that there is a personwho can make me happy and to whom I can present the feelings. I am sure, that for attitudes there are no barrierand if they meet the strong union of them it is easily possible to cross. I search rather strong, seriousattitudes. I want to create family, a cosiness in the house. For the sake of it I am ready on all. In factthe family is rather significant part of our life, it to what I aspire. It would be interesting to me toknow your ideas in this occasion. Tell to me, what you search in the woman? What attitudes are necessary for you?To what you are ready for achievement of the purposes? Tell to me, that you it think of all. I with impatience shall wait for your letter. It is rather important for me to learn your opinion. Sincerely yours Kapitalina.

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Letter 3

Hello Howard. Is very glad to see your letter. It is pleasant for me, that you do not pay no attention to my questions. I like to learn about you and about your life. With each new letter I want to learn you more and more andI tell about myself. How you? I hope, that at you all is good. In my life too all develops not bad. Butshe as a vicious circle: work, the house and again work. But now at me you have appeared and I with pleasure run to the Internet of cafe to see your letter. Itis very interesting to me to open each time the letter and to see in it words which you have written to me. I like to write to you, I like to speak about myself, and that to me occurs. I would not like, that our dialoguehas ended. I am very glad, that at me such person as you has appeared. I can speak you everything, everything,everything, that will come in a head. I can share with you the interests and speak about all news. Today very long day was. I do not love such days when you wake up, and all falls from hands, late on transportowing to what you are late for work, in general, all the day long is spoiled. In such dynes I reflect, canit is necessary to be afraid of days when since the morning all goes swimmingly more. But today this day was not. My working day lasts seven hours,including a break for a dinner and two days off in a week. Tell to me more about the work in what she consists?What it is more interesting to you? How you are a lot of time will spend on work? Tell to me, than youare fond, what you interests? To that do you give preference in music, cinema and other interesting things? The free time if not I spend with friends I remain an at home one. And I like to write verses to such evenings. Verses on my life, on feelings, on experiences. It is not enough of them, but all of them are very dearto me, each poem is as birth something new, my personal and secret, created only me, as a birth of thechild. All of them are written down in a writing-book, which to me as road and she always with me. I as adore to read different products. Historical and modern. At me much favourite authors, whose products are stored in my personal library. Not so long ago I haveread the book which was brought by one my colleague for work, and simply could not come off it. Has fallenin love with it and has now got her and I re-read second time. It is Dena Brown's book « the Code DaVinci ». And now to my happiness also have shot a film under this book which I too have looked. It is simplyremarkable history in which there are present historic facts which took place in our history. In ahistory of all world. This product, speak, it has been transferred to 30 languages and has tremendoussuccess at readers of all world. I even can tell, that after its perusal at me outlooks on life haveto some extent exchanged, and began to think more of all event on our ground. That all not so is simple in our life!!!And the question of belief in the God which rises the main theme in this book, has forced me to thinkover much. I want to tell to you, that I and my family, all of us trust in the God, we are Christians. But I cannot tell about myself, that I observe all precepts and posts, I go constantly to a temple andI know absolutely all prays by heart. I very much believe, that the god is actually!And first of all in heart of each believing person. I think, that to pray not necessarily all time togo to church and to observe all laws, and the main thing to carry in myself and in the heart that secretparticle of that sacred, and at any moment to pray at home. Or in any other place alone with itself. I think, that the god will hear all this and will understand!!!And you believe in the God? I very much would like to learn the answer. And so this book, we shall tell so, has slightly opened to me a door in knowledge of the and my beliefin the god. And film has turned out simply matchless, moreover with participation of one of Toma Hanks'smy most favourite actors. I very much like to look comedies, in fact tears and so suffices in our life. And my favouritefilms it: "Forrest Gamp", "Terminal", « Green mile », « To steal for 60 seconds », different our Russiancomedies and many other things, what even the whole letter will not suffice to list all films. Write to me, you prefer what films? What your favourite film and the favourite book? You like to listen to what music, if like to listen in general?I about myself can tell, that without music I cannot present the life at all. Waking up, I includesomething cheerful to cheer myself up. Before dream I like to listen to the silent, pacified music. I cannotname the certain style or a direction in music to which would prefer. I love music of all styles and directions. All depends on mood and from conditions. But one I can tell precisely, music is my satellite on a life. As speakin Russia: « music to us and to live and like helps ». Tell to me about the preferences in meal. What do you like? You prefer what kitchen? You are able andwhether you like to prepare? I simply adore to prepare, but only when it brings to me pleasure. If I donot have mood or desire to prepare, it is better than it to not do at all. I think, that preparation peepis a certain ritual which should be accompanied by certain conditions. I most of all prefer the Europeanor Russian kitchen. Certainly, all this is very close and familiar to me, and I hardly can try somethingnew. Though, learning something new in meal, we open for ourselves a particle new and in ourselves. Unfortunately, at me now not so it is a lot of time to prepare. Work takes away the most part of my lifebut when at me free minute is given out, I devote to its preparation of any sweets. In it at me simply talent. I hope, that you can sometime try my creations. I do not have favourite dishes, as well as loved fault. I withidentical interest concern to all. And I only for a healthy feed, certainly now simply do not remain to timecorrectly to eat. Besides the cafe of a fast feed trap continually, enticing economy of time. Not looking onall this, I try to conduct a healthy way of life. I have no harmful habits and simply I adore sports. Howyour affairs are with it? Tell to me about all in detail. I with impatience shall wait for your new letter. I would like to learn about you something new and interesting somewhat quicker. Sincerely Kapitalina.

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Letter 4

Hello Howard. Is very glad to see your letter. It is pleasant for me, that you do not pay no attention to my questions. I like to learn about you and about your life. With each new letter I want to learn you more and more andI tell about myself. How you? I hope, that at you all is good. In my life too all develops not bad. Butshe as a vicious circle: work, the house and again work. But now at me you have appeared and I with pleasure run to the Internet of cafe to see your letter. Itis very interesting to me to open each time the letter and to see in it words which you have written to me. I like to write to you, I like to speak about myself, and that to me occurs. I would not like, that our dialoguehas ended. I am very glad, that at me such person as you has appeared. I can speak you everything, everything,everything, that will come in a head. I can share with you the interests and speak about all news. Today very long day was. I do not love such days when you wake up, and all falls from hands, late on transportowing to what you are late for work, in general, all the day long is spoiled. In such dynes I reflect, canit is necessary to be afraid of days when since the morning all goes swimmingly more. But today this day was not. My working day lasts seven hours,including a break for a dinner and two days off in a week. Tell to me more about the work in what she consists?What it is more interesting to you? How you are a lot of time will spend on work? Tell to me, than youare fond, what you interests? To that do you give preference in music, cinema and other interesting things? The free time if not I spend with friends I remain an at home one. And I like to write verses to such evenings. Verses on my life, on feelings, on experiences. It is not enough of them, but all of them are very dearto me, each poem is as birth something new, my personal and secret, created only me, as a birth of thechild. All of them are written down in a writing-book, which to me as road and she always with me. I as adore to read different products. Historical and modern. At me much favourite authors, whose products are stored in my personal library. Not so long ago I haveread the book which was brought by one my colleague for work, and simply could not come off it. Has fallenin love with it and has now got her and I re-read second time. It is Dena Brown's book « the Code DaVinci ». And now to my happiness also have shot a film under this book which I too have looked. It is simplyremarkable history in which there are present historic facts which took place in our history. In ahistory of all world. This product, speak, it has been transferred to 30 languages and has tremendoussuccess at readers of all world. I even can tell, that after its perusal at me outlooks on life haveto some extent exchanged, and began to think more of all event on our ground. That all not so is simple in our life!!!And the question of belief in the God which rises the main theme in this book, has forced me to thinkover much. I want to tell to you, that I and my family, all of us trust in the God, we are Christians. But I cannot tell about myself, that I observe all precepts and posts, I go constantly to a temple andI know absolutely all prays by heart. I very much believe, that the god is actually!And first of all in heart of each believing person. I think, that to pray not necessarily all time togo to church and to observe all laws, and the main thing to carry in myself and in the heart that secretparticle of that sacred, and at any moment to pray at home. Or in any other place alone with itself. I think, that the god will hear all this and will understand!!!And you believe in the God? I very much would like to learn the answer. And so this book, we shall tell so, has slightly opened to me a door in knowledge of the and my beliefin the god. And film has turned out simply matchless, moreover with participation of one of Toma Hanks'smy most favourite actors. I very much like to look comedies, in fact tears and so suffices in our life. And my favouritefilms it: "Forrest Gamp", "Terminal", « Green mile », « To steal for 60 seconds », different our Russiancomedies and many other things, what even the whole letter will not suffice to list all films. Write to me, you prefer what films? What your favourite film and the favourite book?You like to listen to what music, if like to listen in general?I about myself can tell, that without music I cannot present the life at all. Waking up, I include something cheerful to cheer myself up. Before dream I like to listen to the silent, pacified music. I cannotname the certain style or a direction in music to which would prefer. I love music of all styles and directions. All depends on mood and from conditions. But one I can tell precisely, music is my satellite on a life. As speakin Russia: « music to us and to live and like helps ». Tell to me about the preferences in meal. What do you like? You prefer what kitchen? You are able andwhether you like to prepare? I simply adore to prepare, but only when it brings to me pleasure. If I donot have mood or desire to prepare, it is better than it to not do at all. I think, that preparation peepis a certain ritual which should be accompanied by certain conditions. I most of all prefer the Europeanor Russian kitchen. Certainly, all this is very close and familiar to me, and I hardly can try somethingnew. Though, learning something new in meal, we open for ourselves a particle new and in ourselves. Unfortunately, at me now not so it is a lot of time to prepare. Work takes away the most part of my lifebut when at me free minute is given out, I devote to its preparation of any sweets. In it at me simply talent. I hope, that you can sometime try my creations. I do not have favourite dishes, as well as loved fault. I withidentical interest concern to all. And I only for a healthy feed, certainly now simply do not remain to timecorrectly to eat. Besides the cafe of a fast feed trap continually, enticing economy of time. Not looking onall this, I try to conduct a healthy way of life. I have no harmful habits and simply I adore sports. Howyour affairs are with it? Tell to me about all in detail. I with impatience shall wait for your new letter. I would like to learn about you something new and interesting somewhat quicker. Sincerely Kapitalina.

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Letter 5

I so am happy, that I see your letter my dear Howard. How at you an affair? How is the weather? How mood? Your mum also from Russia, in Russia always women were able and liked to prepare, it is national tradition :). I'm fine. I start to understand, that I do not have not enough your letters, I start to miss on you. I should think of you. On work it is difficult for me to concentrate, because you borrow all my ideas. Every day I want more and more and to learn you more. Your life, your relatives and friends, that surrounds you. Tell to me more about your nature. Whether there is at you a favourite season? Tell to me, than you are fond,and that most of all like to do in this or that season. I very much like the nature of Russia. At us, as well as in many cities of Russia it is a lot of trees. Interritory of city two rivers proceed. There is one small, but very beautiful quay. In the evening there itis very beautiful, very beautiful illumination and there all time is so-called visitors, or is simple fansof romanticism. I not frequently there am, but if there is such opportunity I try to be there in the afternoonwhen fountains work. I am given with huge pleasure to look at them. I can hours, not coming off to observeof falling water. Behind city many pure and beautiful lakes, on some from them, are possible to tell, the leg of the persondid not go yet. I do not have favourite season. In each of them there are the of charm. For example, thewinter envelops all the snow-white veil. All city as if has dressed dream. But during too time in verymysterious and fantastically beautiful. This season in Russia lasts about six months, three of which arefilled with a snow. There are winters when the level of snow deposits reaches two meters. You, probably,even cannot imagine, that at us such quantity of deposits drops out. During such time there are manyproblems, transport especially suffers. In solar and warm winter days we with friends like to go for city. We have one favourite base, she is infifteen kilometers from city. There we are every winter, and it already became our tradition. There wego for a drive on a ski or on skates. Whether you are strong in these kinds of sports? I most of all loveskates, and my favourite kind of sports - figure skating. In our city it is very popular. Sometimes inthe days off I like to go to an ice palace to go skating. I think, that if it has appeared in our citywhen I was the child, I would devote the life to figure skating. Than you like to be engaged in longwinter evenings or in the solar winter days off?I not so love spring, strange, in fact all nature comes to life, wakes up of long dream, and me at thistime year always melancholy. The spring for me passes quickly because this time is always borrowed with work. As the spring passes on a summer residence at my parents. They vanish there yes the autumn. On a summerresidence we have small years small house and a bath. Parents have made all the hands and simply idolizethis small slice of the ground. On work I always try to take holiday in the summer, the summer - most iswonderful also a warm season. In Russia the summer lasts about three months. And this most wonderful seasonwhich I try to carry out as is possible more interestingly. It is impossible to tell, that I like to travel. All the matter is that I almost anywhere was not, at least, abroad. In the childhood parents carried us withthe sister in city Sochi. I a little, that remember, but most of all in my memory the garden - the biggestpark in Russia open-air in which grows more than thousand kinds of plants which grow in territory of Russiawas postponed. The brightest impression on me has made the sea. For me it was so extraordinary. Becauseall and always speak about the sea but when I was the child, for me it was a unknown and incomprehensibleriddle. When I have for the first time seen waves and have heard splash of a wave for me the biggest andmysterious thing in my life has opened. About a summer and about the sea to speak it is possible indefinitely. Autumn for me the melancholiest and sad season. For me it lasts longly, in cold autumn evenings frequentlyit would be desirable to think of candles. Or to lead all the night long, reading the next book, fascinatingto the incomprehensible worlds. In the autumn I try to find all time for work. That me pleases the onlything are flowers. I simply adore flowers, my most favourite flowers are pink tulips. To tell the truth,by the autumn they already fade, but she is rich other so fine colors, as dahlias, asters, roses, peoniesand many others. Whether there are at you favourite flowers? You prefer what color? My preferences are incolour interesting enough blue, yellow, a lavender, a plum and khaki. I have told to you about beauty of the nature and a climate of my country, but its economy leaves much tobe desired. Certainly, our country is huge also its resources are inexhaustible, but to live in it verydifficultly. Huge quantity of the unemployed and beggars. Well and certainly the part of people whichcould scrape up the whole fortune, leaving from the law, or different ways lives well. And these peoplenever will leave this country which enriches them more and more. But the poor population grows every yearand the demographic level of the country falls every year. It is very difficult for simple people tosurvive during this complex time. It is very difficult to find good work which will bring good money. The living wage in our country makes 3500 roubles, translating this sum of dollars, it will turn outabout 150 $ in a month on one person. On this money it is simply impossible to survive, let alonepurchase of habitation. In the West the way of life on credit is very much distributed. In our countryof a condition of the credit and the program of the mortgage simply are not real for the simple person. My salary if to you it interestingly makes approximately 300 $. It is the salary, including premiumsand percent from sales and the made contracts. It simply copecks which are required for residing atconditions of our modern life. On this a little to the sad note I should finish the letter. Tonight to me parents will come and I need to prepare for a supper for something tasty. I wait for your following letter, with the best regards, Kapitalina.

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Letter 6

Hello my dear friend Howard!I am very glad, that we again together with you and, that I again read your letter. Today I again thought all the day long of you. I should think of you. You always with me. I so would like to be with you. I would like to nestleTo you all body. I want to feel, that you with me beside. That youYou will not leave anywhere. But I do not know, when this moment will come. I think,I It is simply sure, that this moment will come. I do not know, but can you, disturb my letters. Can you, excites that,That I so quickly write to you such gentle words. You know, me very muchPleasantly with you to communicate. You the interesting person. I want to continue withYou of the attitude. I do not want to hide the feelings. Yes, I have to you feelings. But I cannot be sure for all hundred percent. But I can tell to you precisely, that I neverbefore did not meet such pleasant interlocutor. No, you do not think, that you simply theinterlocutor. You that person with whom I want to create serious attitudes. I do notwant to lose you. I do not think, that at me is too fast to you there are feelings. Even if they also appear quickly what for me them to hide. I do not want to hold allthis in myself if I really want to be with you. Understand, that for some people enoughone sight what to fall in love, and for the some people - long time. The some peopleonly after it is long dialogue understand, that they have found that person with whomwant to be. But it is necessary to me so much a lot of time, what it to understand. I already have understood it, and I do not want you to lose. You understand me?I am afraid of that you can simply not understand me. I am afraid, that you can my feelings to you not so to understand. I want, that you correctly would understand me. I do not know, how I to you can itTo explain. I want to tell to you, that at me to you is validThe present feelings. It is not simple words, it goes from the heart. I want to tell to you, that I do not like to tell lies. I like all to speak inThe person, directly. Because it is not pleasant to me, when people of meDeceive. It seems to me, that it is pleasant to nobody. In fact allAttitudes are under construction only on trust. This most important in attitudesPeople. I to behave by a principle: both you concern to people, and theyTo you concern. Therefore I speak the truth, I want, what and me spoke the truth. I and now speak you the truth. I do not lie. Because I know, how it is hurt whenyou deceive. As it is hurt to learn then, that you not loved by that person whobefore repeated to you constantly, that it loves you. I know, it is very hurt. I do not want to cause you a pain. I do not want, that you then would accuse me in something. I am sure that you that person to whom I want to write such words. You that personwho has mentioned my heart. I want, that you there would remain for ever. I do notwant, that you have left me and my heart. I can tell to you, that I want to be with you. I am afraid to speak you about that, That I can not present, that can take place with me if you will leaveMe one. I ask you, that you would speak me always the truth. You are necessary To me, understand!!!As I still can prove to you that I am not mistaken in the feelings. I I can not describe it to you in the letter. It seems to me, that the feelingsWords to not express. Feelings can be felt only. It is possibleTo notice under the attitude of the person to you. As a matter of fact, to write it is possibleAnything you like. But if you actually believe the person, to youBecomes without a difference, that you do not see it. The most important, that youIt you love, and that it loves you. Dear, I really want to be withYou. But I cannot transfer you the condition oppress. I sufferBecause of that you are very far from me. I want, that you have understood me. I do not want, that you doubted of me. It is very important for me, that youYou think of me. It is important for me to know your opinion. I do not think, that II hurry events. I do not want to be silent, when my heart speaks about that,That it is hard for it without you, that it is hurt it. That it searches heat, searchesYour heat. You are necessary for me only. Excuse, that I have written to you suchThe letter. Probably, you it was boring to read it. Excuse, but these are mineFeelings to you. I cannot forbid to love to the heart.
Yours Kapitalina !

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Letter 7

Hello my sweet Howard.
I today simply could not fall asleep all the night long. I all time thought of you,about us and that in general occurs between us. I realize, that I the adult modern woman, that my life it only my life. And all decisions concerningme, I and anybody accept only another. I nevertheless yesterday have decided to talk to mum abouteverything, that to me occurs. I to it before already told, that I has got acquainted andcommunicate with one remarkable person whom call and, that at us all to be got on in our attitudes. And yesterday I have simply admitted, that I can not simply breathe, is, neither drink, nor work. I have told, that can so it will turn out in a life, that I shall leave from them with the daddyand it is possible shortly. Because I cannot be more in distances from the favourite person. She has understood all and has patiently listened to me. I for a long time so did not speakwith mum on souls. Mum realizes, that you for me mean! Perhaps, in soul at it a pain andbitterness, because, that she can simply lose the daughter. To not lose more truly, and simplyto leave me and to know, that I shall somewhere very far from it. But she to me that in thisoccasion has not told. She only all the evening long spoke me as loves me and wishs me onlygood luck. That it is very glad, that I'm fine, that I wonderfully look, and that she will beglad to help me in everything that I could live happy, with mine we like the person. Even now, when I think, about it and I write to you the letter my loved, at me on eyes tearshave appeared. But you do not think, That I have gone mad or about something I regret. Andopposite, I am very happy, loved and these are tears of happiness from that, as the God has sent me love and you!My itself it is expensive and the favourite person. I want again and to speak you again. That I very strongly love you. I do not have not enough onlyyour letters. I want the greater. I want to be with you. I very much would like to be with you beside. I cannot transfer you the desire words. Simply I love you. I love you, and I cannot live withoutyou day. My love very strong to you. I love you very strongly. I all time think of you. I alltime present ours with you meetings. As though I would like to be near to you. I would like, thatyou would feel all my love to you. I want, what you as strongly loved me, as well as I love you. I think of you always. In the morning when I wake up, I think of that, you have written to me theletter whether or not. And I would like to read it more likely. When I sleep, in dream I want tobe with you. And in dream I always with you. Because I love you. And all my dreams it is my biglove to you. Only I think of you, only with you I want to be. Only with you I want to be a number. Only you are necessary for me. I want to see nobody near to you more. Because my heart belongs onlyto you. Only you can make so, that I would be happy. At the same time and I shall do all. That youwould be happy with me. Only you my love. All my ideas only about you. They only for you. All mylove is intended to you. I cannot live without you. Because I cannot store such love in myself. Iwant to share the love with you. I love only you, and only you in my heart. Anybody is more andnever can live in my heart. My heart is literally pulled out from a breast when I read your letters. I hope that we with you soon shall together. I very strongly would like it. I want, that you wouldunderstand me. I want, that you have presented yourself, as far as strongly I love you. My heartalways speaks me that I should be only with you. Because my heart will simply be broken without you. It will simply die without you. Because it completely belongs to you. My love to you present and shedoes not know limits. If I had wings I necessarily would arrive to you. But I not a bird, I cannotfly. But I above all want to be with you. You - the most expensive, that at me are in this life. Because I love you. I love you simply up to madness. I cannot tell to you words that occurs nowto me. I all burn from desire to be with you. I burn from passion to you. It so. I want to be yoursand only yours. I want to appear in your hands. I want, that would press me to myself. I want tofeel, how your heart near to me is beaten. I want to fall in your embraces. I want to sink in youreyes. I want to fall asleep in pleasure from ours with you love. I shall love you very gently. I want, that you would love me as. I shall be with you always. I shall do everything, that to youit would be better. Because I love you. And I want, that you had all best, that it would be good you. I want, that we with you would feel together the big passion to each other. I want to wake up because,that you tender kiss me. I want to be with you. You understand it? When we with you already shall betogether? I want to be yours. I want it. My love, I love you for ever. You for ever in my ideas, mymemory. I shall simply go from mind about you. I cannot live so for a long time. Because my love toyou does not give me rest. I cannot easy sleep, because you always with me. I cannot sleep, because I think of you. Ideas go one by one, and I cannot stop them. I already present, as I with you shallbe gentle. I think of it. I think, that you too think of it. You want with me a meeting? You want toappear in my embraces? You want me to kiss? If you too want it as strongly, as well as I, why wewith you yet together? I think, that there is nothing above love. The love decorates the person. I want to receive from you a kiss. I want to feel, that you with me beside. I dream of how we together can make love, enjoy the friend the friend, drink on a mug hot fault, bewrapped up in a plaid to lay near to a fireplace. For a long time for a long time, till the dawn tolay having embraced in silence, not hurrying up sipping wine and observing for dances of gluttonouslanguages of fire. I know, that it only my dreams but that I can not do with myself!!!My lovely, I on it should finish the letter. I very much want to receive from you the letter tomorrow. Because I love you. I miss you. I do not have not enough you. I would give much what to be with you beside. I love you. I wait for your letter. Your loved Kapitalina.

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Letter 8

Hello my most favourite person Howard!
I cannot transfer you all my feelings of pleasure, that I can again and to be closer again to you. Each letter for me is a huge holiday. And how you? How your mood? What at you there weather? And me now it is completely indifferent, whatweather in our city because I have you!!! Yes now to me all the same, a rain in the street or a snow,me it is very warm and joyful when you near to me. I hasten in the Internet - cafe every day inhope to see your letter and to be pleased lives. As I am afflicted, that I have no an opportunityon work of an output in the Internet, I can not write to you and receive your letters. I so miss!!!It is very hard for me. Each lived day without you passes as if a flour. Day to live you to not see,as if a bowl of poison to drink. I think of you constantly. I cannot do anything because I very muchdo not have you. It so is insuperable. I start to hate simply that distance, that us divides. In factthe most awful to know and like each other, and to be not together. About as it is hard!!! The onlything, that us rescues it our letters. But I very much frequently think, that so to us all becomesheavier to communicate. All the matter is that to write very difficultly that is on heart. I canwrite only a conclusion from my ideas. And all that I could tell to you remains in my ideas and emotions. Now me emotions and simply overflow feelings, and I very much want to share them with you. But it notso is simple. If you were a number, all could be solved. Now a unique problem between us this distance. And I have decided, that we need to find an output that we with you could be together. Tell to me, thatyou think of all it. Whether you see any output from a developed situation? I very much want to arrive to you and to anybody you to not give, that you were only near to me. I am ready on all! I shall throw all for the sake of you my loved, my dear! I shall leave work andfamily, friends in spite of the fact that they too are very dear for me in my life, but you thismuch greater. You all this, that at me are. My you the man, mine and only mine! You to me have sentfrom the sky. I know, I have deserved it, me and so it was necessary to go through very much much inthis life. But now I believe and I hope, that all at us will be good!I constantly want to speak with you, I want to hear and feel you. But I as am glad to see your lettersalways. Today I in excellent mood. It has improved even more when I have seen your letter. It isinteresting to me to learn everything, that to you occurs. I very strongly would want to be now nearto you. To care of you, to look after you, to prepare you for a meal and simply to be with you beside. I want to lead all life near to you. You my come true dream. Now I can represent and dream of our future only. Sometimes it seems to me, that all this dream. Alsothat all this occurs not to me. I very much frequently present our life and that we shall do when Ishall come to you. As we shall live, and that we shall do. As we shall be happy and only together. And it seems to me, that there are no problems. There is only you and I, and all world let will wait. But during the same moment I understand, that it is not possible. But we should use the best effortsthat everything as we want it has turned out. I am very happy, that soon we shall together, it isnecessary to solve only a matter of time. As you know, I for a long time reflected that I should begina new life. Certainly, I always to this was ready. I realize, that I should leave everything, that mesurrounds, all my life. I am completely ready to this. And for a long time all solved. Very much I wait,when I shall be in your hands. Today I again thought all the day long of you. I should think of you. You always with me. I so wouldlike to be with you. I would like to nestle on you all body. I want to feel, that you with me beside. As you speak, as touch to me as you breathe. And to know, that you anywhere from me will not leave. You the most remarkable person. I am happy, that have met you, and that our attitudes so have turned. Because we like each other. I do not want, that we hid our feelings. I can precisely tell to you, thatnever before did not meet such pleasant interlocutor. No, you do not think, that you simply the interlocutor. You that person with whom I want to create serious attitudes. I do not want to lose you. Especiallyduring that moment when we are fine and we trust each other. I really love you. Understand, that for the some peoplePeople enough one sight what to fall in love, and for the some people - long time. The somepeople only after it is long dialogue understand, that they have found that person with whomwant to lead all life. But me enough that time that has been released to us. And it is not simple words, it goes from the heart. I want to tell to you, that I do not liketo tell lies. I despise lie. It not the satellite in attitudes. I know, that in our attitudesof her was not present. I want, that between us of her have never arisen. In fact all attitudesare under construction only on trust. I to behave by a principle: both you concern to people, and they will lead themselves with you. I have one more quality of character. I never change to the feelings. I was not mistaken in people. I need to talk only to the person to understand, that it from itself represents. I now very much suffer that you are far from me. I do not want, that you doubted of me and in my feelings. It is very important for me, that you thinkof me. It is important for me to know your opinion. I do not think, that I hurry events. I do not wantto be silent, when my heart speaks that is hard for it without you that is hurt it. That it searchesheat, searches your heat. I with impatience shall wait for your letter. It will be very curious to me to read your ideasconcerning the words written by me. Tell to me about itself, tell about, how you?To me all this is valid very important. I shall try to descend in agency, to learn what documentsare required to arrive to you my loved. Also I learn, in what terms all this can be issued and howmany for this purpose it is required money. I say good bye to you my dear. I tender kiss and embrace. You in my heart. With love, yours Kapitalina.

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Letter 9

Hello my love Howard!!! I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I waited for it with impatience, and now I am happy, to readit. My love, how at you business? How your mood today? I hope, that at you all is good, that you had fine time. Today in the morningI thought of you. As it is fine to rise early in the morning and to think of you. I have gone to a bath, and I had dream as we make loveto you in bathing. You caress me, we make love to you in bathing, you gently kiss me. I wish to be with you, I wish to be engaged with youlove, I very strongly love you. Every minute, every second, I think of you, I think of us with you. And this fine feeling, I am very glad,that you at me are. I am glad, that we with you shall be together, start up not now, but soon we shall meet and we shall never leave. Iall perfectly understand difficulties with money, and I am ready to wait that day when we shall meet you, and we shall be together. Today I have read through your letter, there there was everything, that I wished to hear from you. It has simply amazed me up to depth of mysoul. As I want, that you now were a number with me. Yes, I already probably repeat it constantly!!! You began to borrow the mostimportant in my life and a leaging role, I should think of you. Constantly in a head one name and one image spins only. You constantlydream me, and waking up in the morning I try to find you beside with me, and then I understand, that you are now very far, and so itbecomes bad to me, I miss you constantly. Darling if there was no you I do not know that I then did. I very much Love you though simplewords of it to not transfer, you for me one all over the world, and I wish to be with you, and only with you. I have understood, that I loveyou! I love so purely and innocently as love in fairy tales. I always dreamed to fall in love once with lives and for ever, I ignoredfeelings of others who wished to be with me simply to protect the feelings for that unique, and the god has made happy me, I with pridespeak - you my love!!! There will be no all words of the world to describe my feelings to you, they as are pure and vulnerable. I love you everything, each part of the body and soul, I love all your merits and demerits. I shall always love you my dear, I shall be always nearto you, I shall help you and I shall always care of you. You have presented me belief in pleasure and sincerity, kindness and respect. You have learned me to love and love adequately as in my dreams and to be favourite. My heart for ever yours, you have taken away it and itfor ever remains with you, my favourite. Life washing, in fact I so miss on you, you my most dear person on light, my remarkable, only Iin a lap before you - I ask, be with me beside. The soul washing, I every day to think of you, to live you. Every minute I shall live yourvoice, your careful hands and a strict sight, your happy smile, proud gait - I love you, my Love I am ready to repeat these words always. Remember always - you my most native, close, dear and most favourite person. On it I finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, it is gentle also passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina.

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Letter 10

Hello my most dear Howard!I am very happy to your letters, I always wait, when I will enter into the InternetBoth I will read, and I will write to you! Heart checks mine, you have left a wound in my heart, And this wound is closed, when I read your letters! I do not accuse you, did not exist opposite,I am happy to it! I wished to find people similar to my soul, and I think, which I have found! It you! Soul, your feelings to me!I wish to thank you for the big attention to me! But the big inquiry does not play with me, If it is game! My heart, young and soft and me it will be difficult to transfer loss! I do not aspire to receive you, I then to leave did not exist! I try to understand you and to write more about me directly!But I do not deny, you are necessary for me. You became important in my life and necessary for me! And even, if to us I is not, is doomed to meet, remember you always! All in your hands! Do not leave me, and I will not leave you. While we should strengthen relations! I think, that we will have fine time! Walks,entertainments, viewing of films, suppers at candles together! My character is very loyal! I was difficult for deducing! And if I see, that the person who does not open soul, I turn away from it! Do not turn away from me! Please! My work passes today well enough. But I much I think of you. I test right now such pleasant feelings. When I started to write to you I did not think that I will be To test similar feelings. With each other letter which I wrote to youI more and more to appreciate our friendship. I so am happy to receive your letters that I live only one hopes onOur a meeting and I whom I do not notice except for you. I never say quickly: I love you! Why? I think,people can fall quickly in love and sometime come quickly the end. Love is a deep and serious feeling,i dont play with him. I think, its good to develop this feeling of sympathy and friendship to love and i like,that it is forever. I really speak you with all my heart, I speak that I like and I want to be only with you. I love you and is ready to speak these words again and again, because except for you to me who is not necessary. Dear mine, today I went to agency and all have learned in detail, what documents and what visaI need to arrive to you. When I have come to agency I was very well accepted also by all have in detail explained. My love, to me have told that visa is necessary for me, it is the visa of the tourist and she is valid in Current of 180 days, we with you shall be together all this time and only you and I. Tourist visa very convenient for us and her will let out in two or three days a maximum, her Do very quickly. Then I have asked how many she will cost also to me have told that the visa costs 478$. From such words I very much was upset and have told that I have no this money. Also has explained that I go to the favourite person and except for him to me who is not necessary. I have asked why the visa costs so dearly and to me have told that the visa costs 150$, 149$Medical insurance and 179$ Consular gathering and completely all leaves 478$. After all I began to cry that I have no such money and the agent which has explained all to me has told thatI have asked this the sum of money you and it has told if you really love me, will beNecessarily to me to help to arrive to you. My love, I love you and except for you to me who is not necessary also I very muchI suffer for us, I all think as you There without me and you too so think of me. I want to be near to you and only with you. Please help me to arrive to you. To me have told in agency as you can help me. There is a systemRemittances worldwide, Western Union and you likely already heard it about it. You should go in branch of bank Western Union and make to me translation into the visa, there to you will give ten-place code which you should send me and I shall go at once in bank to receive your translation. My Dear Howard, the address where you should make to me translation into the visa:Russia, ETALONBANK (name bank); for name Kapitalina (First name); Oshaeva. (Last name)My love, is the information where you should make to me translation and as soon as I shall receive your translationWe with you shall be together in some days. Please forgive me, but except for you to me any more to whomto help and when I shall arrive to you I shall be To do you by the happiest person on the ground and a forage of youto me it is more who is not necessary. My prince, please make to me translation today and in some days we with you shall be togetherAnd I of you when I shall not leave. I will hope, that for you it there were good news to our meeting. I do not want, that to us stirred money. In our life Money plays the big role. But I do not want, that money put a barrier in our relations. Excuse me please,that I asked you about the help. I think, that it is fair. I will possibly one of the happiest women in the world if we unite soon our hearts. No, I not to rush very quickly!! I wish to arrive to you and to live with you some time!We should have some time together to continue our relations further. I think, that you understand all urgency of our meeting. I will hope, that we will take all things as it is possible soon. I talked to my director and I will have a vacation, thatTo visit the USA. I can take all things here and now it is necessary to solve only a thing with money. I very much will hope for you. I know, that you not the materialistic man and you will not regret money for our meeting. There are things 10 times more important,Than money. It is love and a family for example and we should not forget about it. I send you the love and a gentle kiss!!!!I very much wait for your letter and I hope for a fast meeting. Your loved Kapitalina. P. S. On a photo of my family, my sister is on the right with the daughter. Then my daddy near to mum (Mum in a dark blue jacket). Further my uncle, it big :) then my aunt with the son, that is with my nephew.

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Letter 11

Hello my love Howard!!!My love I only has come at once in internet and again I see from you the letter. My love your letters so are necessary for me, and you know it. My love I wish to talk only to you my love, and you my big happiness. My love I wish to care always of you and to help you on the house. Because you my big love, and I cannot live without you. My love you sometime looked at stars? You to see the sky. My Love, I wish to tell to you, that if you to see the moon and you look right now at the moon. Because I think, that the moon is a grief symbol. I, as the moon look with is high and I observe on set of people. And you as stars which always turn near me and I cannot resist and I want only you my love. My Dear Howard, it is very boring to me to live without you and I cannot without you. My love I wish to tell, that I as the moon very tiredto be without you my love. And it is very heavy to me to see and look, when your star will come nearer to me. And your star will enter into me. My love I want, that we always were together and when I will be with you. I will feel, as the sun, and I will be, is happy, and I will be shone with happiness. My love I wish to turn to the sun from the moon. And consequently I love only you my love. And I think and soI decide, that I will be with you my love, and nothing will stop me on this difficult way for me. My love when on the earth the comet yesterday fell. I to see small fire in the sky. And I to think of desire. My love I saw yesterday in the sky a comet because I to look yesterday in the sky, andto observe of stars and me was so boringly without you, both without your love and without a kiss. My love I saw it and I have thought, that: I wish to be with you. My desire was to be only with you. I have thought of this desire, and I think, that it will be executed, and then I will be happy. My love look today at the sky and tell to me, what you feel, when you see stars and the moon? My love to me very much would be desirable to know,that you will feel these minutes. But I to feel the big grief because to me it was very boring without you and is very sick. Because I wish be with you my love. My love, I thought about us much, and many thoughts were at me in a head. And I again and again dreamt. And my dream was to be with you and to love you and to enjoy our life. My love when I to see the moon I I represent, that one half it you, and another it I. Because I think, that you also to miss on me and when there will be a full moon in the sky, means are our hearts and our love to merge together. And I to think in this occasion and to reflect. My love, these days, probably, all to have a rest and it is a lot of people to have a rest togetherwith the favourite person. But I to sit in it to apartment and to think of you my love. Because to me it is very heavy, and I think, that you understand me. Because I too think, that it is heavy to you to be so far apart. But I know, that soon our hearts will merge, and then we will be together and we will be happy. My love to me would not be desirable to go anywhere because to me it is boring and sick. You understand me, and you understand,how to me it is bad without you my love. My love and my hope of everything, that in me. My love today fine day, in the street warmly, in the street so it is good. Now fine weather costs in our country. And me it is all the same boring, because you are not present nearby. My love I go along the street a little and I observe of people. To me more remains nothing how to go and observe of people. It is interesting to me, that they think, and that do. They go behind purchases,and someone said, that will go somewhere. My love I already becomeClosed and consequently I all time think of you. My love I know, that I need to relax a little to calm down, but I think, that only with you I relax,and to me it will be good. My love I was already resolutely adjusted to be with you. I do not know, that to me to do. I already long not to feel aroma of roses. I have already forgotten taste of colours. My love I wish to see a rose and to inhale its aroma. And it will be true, and it will be fine. My love I think, that when I will arrive to you, you will stand at the airport with roses and I to receive from you roses and your fine kiss. My love I think, that it will be the happiest day, and I will be, is happy on the present. My love I love only you and I think,that so you are necessary for me and only you my love. My dear, I love only you and I to think, that you have understood,having read this letter. My love I wish to be with you and I wish to kiss you my love and I can not live without you my love. I go mad of love to you and you understand me my love. My love I wish to tell to you, that you always will be in my heart,and that I wait, when I will be with you and I to turn to the sun from the moon. My love is strong to you and to me it is very heavy without you my big love. I have composed for you verses. I as if as a flower and a life will ascend also the sun too. And only beams will pass in me, I will understand all also I love youI only learn all your love. And tenderness all yours in me is now. And I to feel your love to meI scarlet colour love also it means that I loveI only love you and I cannot without youMy love flares, thirstAnd I want some water from a love cloudAnd before me to arise you and you will show me the dreamsAnd I love you my love And I can live only in love. My love this small prose about love to you, and everything, that I to speak to you, I to speak with a hint about you, and I the truth cannot without you my love. Yes, I need to have a rest to calm the nerves, because I very strongly melancholy on you my love. My love I not to complain to you, I only speak to you that I cannot without you my love and I to express all thoughts on you, and all that I to think and reflect for this time. My love each time I to consider days and I to think about you my love. My love I love only you and you my present and big love. My love I want only you, and I will be for you the safe and only for you my love. My love I will hold for you the safe, and I never will change to you my love. My love I again and again to say to you, that I LOVE YOU my LOVE. I AGAIN AND AGAIN TO SEND TO YOU IT IS A LOT OF AND MANY HOT AND PASSIONATE KISSES, AND YOU MY LOVE.
I LOVE YOU MY PRINCE AND MY LOVE.
WITH THE BIG LOVE YOURS ALWAYS KAPITALINA.

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Letter 12

Hello my lion Howard!!!My darling, yes, yes, yes WASH also nobody's more, only mine. I very much-very love you, you at all do not represent, how much strongly,simply I do not know why, but you became sense of my useless life. I cannot transfer you the love words at all since it is simply impossible. There are no on the Earth such words which would be worthy you, all is insignificant in comparison with you. You the best in the world the man-it the fact. I so would like your love and caress, your heat and tenderness Me it would be desirable, that once, you have told: «I yours forever»,want, that you have passionately whispered me it on an ear, have touched my cheek the cheek, burning a hot kiss. I want, that you were with me, allowed to touch yourself, to embrace, kiss, hear the breath. You the remarkable person on all this world. You want, I will give you heart and soul? I will make it, precisely! You do not trust me? You think, I lie? Trust me, I live without you I can not!!!I would like to devote you any verse, but all of them are written not by me; I would like to think up the most beautiful verse for you,but even the finest words on light ANYTHING in comparison with you. I so would like, that you have entered, villages near to me,have gently embraced me for a neck the strong hands, I have embraced you and have kissed you directly on the mouth so gently,hotly and passionately. I would conclude you in the gentle, female embraces and would tell to you about how I am strong youI love and that to ANYBODY, NEVER you I will give since you only mine. It is terrible to me to present that someone another willonce embrace you, to touch you, to kiss you, it is terrible to me to present, that it will be not I. forgive, but my feelings to you, are stronger than me. I shout, I even am ready to cry, on ALL is ready for the sake of you. When we will be together I will become the happiest person in the Universe before its occurrence, all world learns, how I am happy!Let, let all know, let all to me envy, let. Sometimes my dreams of you come so far, that it seems to me, as if I have gone mad,but I like to be the madwoman because I am glad that I can though to dream of you, after all dream to me can to forbid nobody. I wish to wake up in the mornings in your gentle, tender embraces. (I do not know, whether is valid they such, but I am simply assured, that in another way cannot be). I wish to catch greedy each your gesture,each your movement, each your word, to enjoy each second spent near to you; I wish to leave to you on a world's end; I wantYou I love, I love, I love. Hundred times to you I will repeat it, And you want 1000, 1000 000. Your desire, desire of my Lion. For me - not the hand-written law!I thank Destiny, that has presented you, I thank her that I can love you. You such here strong, gentle, fine. (I can list your advantages indefinitely because lacks at you simply are not present)and you are afraid of nothing. Only beckon, and I will follow you, call, and I will come at any time as has not been occupied,I will come, I will come tearing along, you to me are the most important on light, you are necessary to me, as air, as water, as food. But recently I have no time to eat, drink, breathe and other since I constantly think and I dream of you. I can write infinitely. I simply love you, that's all. You do not represent, as strongly I wish to see you, to meet you somewhat quicker. On it I finish the letter. I with impatience will wait from you for the answer. I love, gently and passionately whole you. Yours for ever Kapitalina.

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Letter 13

Hello my love Howard !!!My love, I do not sleep at night, I wait, that day when we will meet you. You love you me. I know, that I LOVE YOU!My dear I unfortunately could not write to you earlier because my Internet of cafe has been closed on repair, today I write you from another the Internet of cafe which is further on distance, than my Internet of cafe where I write to you. Today I have finished my work much earlier and have gone to the cafe Internet to read from you favourite letters. I am glad that you will to send me your funds 478$ to Sunday. My dear it will be necessary for me to know from you, number MTCN which you specify in the form, and also your full name which you specify in the bank form and the address of your bank from which you will send me your funds. Here these 3 points which are necessary for me, that I could receive from you money. To me so have told in bank. As soon as your money will be at me I at once I will write to you about it. And then I will be going to go to embassy. I thirst that minute when I will be in your embraces and I will feel your passionate kisses and I will be happy that to a smog to be near to you. Day after day I think of you, my dear person. How you? What with you? What new in your life? Day after day I whisper, as a pray: you the God let stores, let there where the footboard is put by a life, always there will be a reliable hand of the friend,let any pain will not concern you, let your life will be long and happy! My life has changed since then when, I in the first have grown fond. I all so - think of you and all as I imagine you, that you near to me, caress, gently kiss me! You as if an angel have gone down from heavens to present to me happiness, to warm soul in a fierce cold, to replace water in hot heat. After all happiness-it You! I simply could not imagine, what will be, if I lose you? I asked the God only about one, never to admit it. After all then I cannot feel you any more, look in your eyes as the sea which is not knowing borders and limits, attract me to you, call behind myself. I would like to live long, and all this time to love you that we never left you that our feeling has not run low, keeping freshness and force long years. Well here again I dream. It is enough to me to see of you to feel happy! When I will look at your eyes, they will speak to me about tendernesses, your lips about love,and your body you will say that you exist actually, about that that a reality for the sake of which I am ready on all! If I was your tear, I would roll down to kiss you if you were mine, I never would cry not to lose you!!!! I love you, in my heart memory of you is eternal. I know, that soon we will meet you, and I love, I love, and I will love only you, my most gentle and madly beloved on light!!! This gloomy, cold and a little bit sad morning to become the warmest and joyful at one thought on you. Without you - it is dark and cold. I, as the little girl in a thunder-storm, in wood and without mum. Around emptiness, cold senselessness, prickly grief and terrible fear, you after all know as I am afraid to lose you. When I will be with you nearby, I will feel as behind «a stone wall»; the same little girl, but strong and assured, happy and favourite,and times to impropriety the defenceless. I very much on you miss. I love you. I love you such what you are. I love you, I will always love you. I would like to see your smile, your sight, I wish to see, how you embraced me with fading heart, I would feel,that, simply having embraced, we became a single whole, and it cannot be denied. I trusted and I trust in the feeling because such remains on always. I believe till now, that you love me. I love you! I would not like to meet others, nobody will cause more than such feeling,and I do not wish from it to get rid and I can not. I do not wish to think, that there are other men. I LOVE And I WILL LOVE YOU! CONTRARY TO ALL And ALL!To me today it is sad, very sad, that we now not together, that we now cannot make love. I so strongly wish to be somewhat quicker with you,to see you somewhat quicker, to kiss you on your fine, gentle lips. Whole, yours Kapitalina. P. S. I VERY STRONGLY LOVE YOU, AND I WISH TO MEET SOMEWHAT QUICKER YOU, TO BE WITH YOU NEARBY ALL TIME, TO LOVE YOU REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Letter 14

Hello my love Howard!!!My Love, I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I looked forward it, and now I am happy, to read it. My love I has received today from you 478$. These are good news, now we on one step become is more close to each other, as I will go tomorrow early in the morning in Moscow and I will visit embassy, also I am confident that I will receive my visa. I already will learn tomorrow cheaper tickets to you. Write me what closest airport from you. That I managed to take tickets more convenient somewhat quicker to arrive to you. To me so it is lonely without you in this city! I would like to throw everything, to forget about about all and to run to you, to stay with you, to be forgottenin your embraces, and to love you eternally. As it would be desirable for me to nestle on you, to kiss you warm lips. I you do not see, but everyone when I read your letters my heart is ready to be broken off on a part. I wish every instant the life to spend with you because your letters fill me with happiness. Thanks you favourite for these instants!!!!!!!!!!!!! It gives me tenderness and treats my sincere wounds. Your Love-it as very tasty and desired drink which is to be drunk off. But if it to make, thirst will not be satisfied. Therefore you do the first drink big, and then, constraining yourself, you start to drink slowly-slowly and cautiously not to spill. I wish to enjoy you up to the end to last drop. Favourite, native mine simply be with me, and I will be happy,I very strongly wish to meet you! Your love gives a pacification to my covered with wounds soul and rest to my heart. Terrestrial words any in general it is impossible to express that inexplicable feeling of a celebration of a body and soul,when you nearby the darling. Likely during such moments, the sky goes down on the earth, no, more likely the earth towers to heavens. I wish to tell once again only, the love is pleasure even at comprehension of that between us such big distance. To me it is difficult without you, favourite very difficult, very much it would be desirable to feel your hands,your gentle sight, it would be desirable to see your smile turned only to me. You are very necessary to me. After all it is bad to you without me, I feel it, and I am compelled to spend evenings of the house, one. I love you, I very strongly wish to feel, as behind a stone wall, I wish to be near to you, I am am heated only by one thought, that you as love me. Favourite, at me only one request if you really love me really, that, I ask you, I want, that we have somewhat quicker met you,I ask you, make everything, that in your forces, make so that we have somewhat quicker met you. I very much love you. And I cannot live without you. I at all do not know, that to me occurs!!!Me, probably will soon break off on a part: I have no place to splash out it all my feelings, all that my energy which I test when I think of you. It would be a pity to me, if this, the woken up passion of my soul will go out also I againI will remain only one for now that bright spark in my opinion has not gone out, you infinitely do not suffice me!And this second unique my desire it to embrace you more strong, and to give you all itself, to be engaged with you in love. I very strongly love you!!!On it I finish the letter. I have opened to you all heart, and I think, that you see it,and will try to use the best efforts, that we have somewhat quicker met you. In this letter,I have enclosed all my love, all my passion, all my care to you. And I think, that you will not begin to hesitate with our meeting. I trust you, I hope, that you as strongly love me, and is fast with you we will meet. I will wait for your answer. Yours forever Kapitalina.

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Letter 15

Hello my love Howard !!!For you, my LION, only for you all these declarations of love, you know, how I love you. . . You Know, you know. My love, at me today good news. I have received the passport, and then shortly to me will give the visa, the visa is still made out. I searched all the day for tickets to you, it very much was not easy as to find cheap tickets it appears very difficult. I searched for tickets at several aviacampaigns. But I have found tickets to Santa Maria, a place of arrival airport Santa Maria Public. With change in Paris. I also have learnt that flight will be duration of 19 hours. I never flied by plane, especially 19 hours. It probably is very interesting. My dear tickets will cost 1019$, these are the cheapest tickets (econom class), more cheaply tickets are not present where. I very long searched for such cheap tickets. My love now it will be necessary for me to buy tickets. My dear you know that I cannot buy itself tickets because I do not have funds on tickets. I all hope that you will help me that I could buy tickets to arrive to you. I also send you the passport. My love, I very much love you. You such fine, you such kind, gentle, careful. You the most remarkable person on all earth. My feelings overflow me every day more and more, I love you strongly, strongly. And every day the love all is stronger and stronger. And your love forces me to work wonders. , your love such strong, and sincere, that helps to overcome any problems. I do not wish to leave you, I wish to be with you always. I live you, I live for the sake of you, I rejoice you. And I want, that our Love never died away. I dream to touch your hair, to become a wind, cheerfully to disarrange them and to burst out laughing in reply to your annoyed kind. You will pretend, that is awfully annoyed. And I will know, that to you it is good, and it will be for me happiness you my eternity, my infinity. You in my heart, I yours, you in me. I wish to tell to you, that I love you very much, very much,after all in another way it is impossible to love such darling, the sweet, kindest person!!I love you, and I will love!!! I on you very much miss, and I wish you to see, meet you. At night I do not sleep-think about you, in the afternoon I too think of you. Between us now kilometres but meet and be fast we with you we can together. I very much love you my sweet, and I can not without you any more!!!!As though I would like to be always near to you, to see you always, to hear your voice. For me there are no others, and there is only you. I love how probably loved nobody. With you all in another way, all somehow not so, all is much better. With you I have felt, that did not feel with one man. The darling, I never can forget you. You the best, that are in my life, and I do not wish to lose you. I so would like, that you now were a number. Write to me, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, gently and passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina.

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Letter 16

Hello my love Howard!!!I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I looked forward it, and now I am happy, to read it. How at you business? How your mood? I hope, that at you all is good, that you had remarkable time. My angel I am very happy, that you in my life and in my destiny. I try to find suitable words which will help me to express all depth of feelings to you, the darling. But likely such words simply yet have not thought up. The most beautiful, sincere and gentle words of all languages of the world will be insufficiently. But you after all and itself know as roads to me. I do not represent the life without you. You and only you in my heart, and in my dreams!!! You could rush into my life hurricane! You as the hot sun a smog kindle my heart! You have made everything that I have gone mad of your tenderness. At you it has turned out. Yes it also was not difficult for making, considering, what you the fine person. I know, you are sent me by destiny, after all that who has presented to me you, knew, that It knowingly has made it. He has presented to me you - my guardian angel! The love you preserve me against all harm on this guilty Earth, closing the snow-white wings, my angel. And I beg you about one preserve me all life, and I will begin to store our love!Thanks, that you are! Thanks to you, I have learnt that surprising feeling-love!You are necessary to me only, such opened, gentle, and the lovely person. Your smile for me - happiness, your eyes - the bottomless sea. You the person most necessary to me. For me you always will remain the most remarkable man from whom heart fights as mad, and the mind is lost at all. I LOVE YOU!!! I wait for everyone our meeting. Your good mood is transferred also to me. As it is fine - for LOVING! And I, here, Love you. I love. Probably, also, as you I will not grow fond of anybody. You person expensive to me on the earth. I will repeat: I LOVE YOU!!!! I wish to be engaged with you love. We with you will be the first night the finest, the most romantic, the most passionate. My Love, on it I finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, gently and passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina. P. S. I VERY STRONGLY LOVE YOU, AND I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I FOREVER YOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I YOURS FROM FEET TO THE HEAD!!!!!!!!!!AND I WANT, THAT YOU TOO WERE MINE AND ONLY MINE FROM FEET TO THE HEAD!!!!!!I WISH TO LOVE YOU AND THAT YOU LOVED, GENTLY CARESSED ME, I WISH TO BE ENGAGED WITH YOU LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!P. S. S. My dear I again went in Moscow and looked air tickets to LAX. My dear in connection with that that tickets for flights of planes because of fuel cost every week rise in price. These tickets will consist in the price about a week. In a week tickets can be more expensive on the same flights so to me have told in airline. My love I has found tickets to Los Angeles Intl, without changes. Cost of 2 tickets (to you and back) 1583$, Is the cheapest tickets from company Aeroflot from MOW to Los Angeles Intl which are at this time. There are also other tickets to Los Angeles Intl companies American Airlines, but they are 74,865 roubles (3120$) (econom class) much more expensive. My love it is necessary for me 1583$ that I could arrive in Los Angeles Intl from company Aeroflot (econom class). My dear I has learnt that to a smog to receive from you money in point Money Gram to the address:Russian Federation (country)RUSS - BANK (name bank)PIONERSKAYA ULITSA 6 (adress)Voskresensk (city)140200 (zip code)KAPITALINA OSHAEVA

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Letter 17

Hello my love Howard !!!My love I learnt in embassy as me to give tickets in embassy, and whether it is possible for me to receive from you tickets. To me have told, that it will not work on the visa as it is necessary to buy tickets through travel company from embassy because at me the visa is tourist. From it it is necessary for me most to buy tickets from travel company. At you a problem in a parcel for me money? I have explained to you as it to make correctly. My dear I hope that you will help me, as except you, me who will not help. I am very glad, and is happy, that we with you will be together. I trust you, I trust in us, I trust in the future, all will be good, because I very strongly love you!Does not pass such day when I would not catch myself do not think, that my love becomes all boundless. I did not think, that so it is strongly possible to love, I am convinced of it. There are we, there are feelings which connect us. There is nothing on light more important, than search of the present love, that only thing which I have already found,has found it in you, and one day of a meeting with you this happiness, recollect, on what our world is similar:one happy day, it almost a miracle. Give we will live the present, we will think of the future. We will be happy, if we slightly help our happiness. I will always thank destiny because she to me has presented you. I cannot transfer words as I wish you to see, embrace, kiss. That I did not do, I think only of you, I wait I will not wait, when we will meet you. Only you know one, what I and that at me inside, knows, that my feelings are very strong, therefore I and wish to tell to you all it. I believe, that anybody, and nothing will prevent us to be together, even time, I wait ours with you a meeting. Without you, I was not present, without you I do not live. Thanks that you at me are. I do not wish you to lose. Let our expectations will not deceive us, and all fine our dreams become a reality. I wish to be always with you nearby, I am ready to divide with you ups and downs, good luck and failures. And I wish to present to you words which never will lose the wonderful force: "My love Howard, I love you!!!" You know, I the happiest girl on all planet because I have you!Each particle of my body misses on you when I do not receive from you letters!What long days without you seem to me! Constantly I think of you, I see your eyes, mentally their whole and to tone in their blue! My dear, thanks you that you mine!!!Write to me, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, gently and passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina.

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Letter 18

Hello my love Howard !!!I miss you. I very much love you, and I look forward our meeting. I have acquainted with you, I became happy,I have understood that I do not wish to be with anybody another. I was in in the power of dreams. I am happy. Yesterday before a dream I had dream of us with you when we will meet you. You do not represent,as strongly I wish to be with you, to love you that you loved me, to be engaged with you in love, to go to cinemas on days off,to look after you, to prepare for you, to take with you a shower. I never will forget you! You for me everything, you - my life!Without you there is no pleasure, there is no happiness! You as air, and after all to me so are important to breathe to live, but you are not present nearby!Today at us here fine weather. My Love, I very much miss you. I do not have not enough you, your love. I wish to be with you, and as soon as possible. I very much love you. All my girlfriends are glad for me, they constantly ask me, how are you. I say to them, that is fast we with you we will meet, and we will be happy together. I still never met such fine, kind, gentle person as you. I feel the happiest. I am ready to shout in the sky as strongly I love you. I wish to be yours, and only yours. I want, that you were mine from feet to a head that you loved me constantly. You after all never will throw me? How I lived earlier? I do not know. For some reason thought, that I will not meet never the person for the sake of whom I can to be ready to do anything. But the destiny has presented to me you. You, the unique little man in the world to which to me not only this day would like to present gentle words. Speak, it is possible to meet the especial person and to consider it, to allocate from crowd for 5 minutes, it is necessary half an hour,that it to understand, day, that of it to grow fond and the whole life to forget. But how to understand, what exactly It you can forget never. Only having lost it it is possible to understand it. I am afraid to lose you. I do not know, that I will do, having lost you. You to me are very expensive, and I will not give you to anybody. My thoughts always with you. Everywhere, everywhere, that I did, that I heard, that I saw, everywhere one only you. My thoughts, they always about you, always with you, and nothing can force to cease to think me of you,to feel you everywhere, in everything where I was and that I did, everywhere you. As though any force does not wish me to release from you. I always think of you. When I drink tea when I clean a teeth when I eat when I listen to music. Now you for me inaccessible, but simultaneously very close and native. Any your sign on attention became the presents, sincere, gentle, how much you can allow yourself it. It after all, the truth?You - the most remarkable, that happen in my life, you trust in it or not. I want, that you knew, I love you strong love! Every day, you are more and more necessary to me. And I am confident, that you know it and feel. Feelings overflow me every day more and more. And every day the love all is stronger and stronger, though it seems, further simply there is no place. And your love forces me to work wonders. Your love such strong, and sincere, that helps to overcome any problems - after all you love me. On it I finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, gently and passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina.

P. S. My love it is necessary for me 1583$. You have correctly understood me my love. I have understood that All of you will send through Western Union, after do not forget to give me the information that I could receive from you means in bank.

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Letter 19

Hello my love Howard!!!How are you ? How your mood? I hope, that at you all is good. My Lover, I very much love you. I still never met such fine person, as you. And I am glad, that we with you were reduced by destiny. You ANGEL, which has gone down from heavens for this purpose to kindle my heart! I have found you, and you me!I want, that you knew, I will always love you! You for me always will remain the most desired, gentle, tender, unique and the beloved in my life!I like in you absolutely all. You - the most delightful creation on the earth, the most gentle, sensual and passionate. I very much-very LOVE you. Always and everywhere, there is no you better. You are that, what is actually, is not present pretence drops - I love you for it even more strongly. I with impatience wait for the moment when I will fall in your tender embraces, and I will inhale your aroma, repeating your name,listening to your voice and, again and again, peering in affable lines of your person. At night I see your beautiful face, a mouth, I represent, as you concern me with the charming lips. With you my life was filled with sense, now I know, that I want. And I wish to be With YOU, to be always, all life. I for you both in fire and in water, everywhere, where you will call. You my ray of light in this heart-breaking darkness of a life. Thanks you that you are! I love you! I will always love you, my heart will not cease to fight yet. When I think of you so deafening my heart loudly knocks, it is a pity, that you now do not hear it. Any thought has no value, if this thought not about you. All my desires and dreams are connected only with you. Anything and nobody will break my feelings to you. It seems to me, that at times even in a dream I admit to you love, I fall asleep physically without you, but I wake up always with your name on lips. Know, favourite, that near to you there is a person, whose heart fights ONLY FOR YOU. I very strongly love you, I simply live you, one day when I do not receive from you letters - as if eternity, thanks you for all: for your love and care. You are of what I dreamt all life for whom waited the happiness. Fairly, I do not know how to express in words at least a part of that is created at me on a shower. If I was an ice floe, I would thaw from one your sight, be I a flower - I eternally would blossom only for you and if I wasa song on light white it would not be more wonderful than this music because it for you, only for you. But to a great regret,and I can and fortunately, simply person. With loving heart, with singing soul. And except you I so yet did not love anybody, anybody so did not wish. I LOVE YOU!!!My heart fights for you. I live only for you. And all it too for you. I cannot without you, I miss, I love you simply that you are. My Lover, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. And I think, that you will write already soon to me. Yours Kapitalina. P. S. My dear it will be good, if you send me money through Money Gram as this variant is cheaper for you. I hope that you will send me money through Money Gram. My dear I has learnt that to a smog to receive from you money in point Money Gram to the address:Russian Federation (country)RUSS - BANK (name bank)PIONERSKAYA ULITSA 6 (adress)Voskresensk (city)140200 (zip code)KAPITALINA OSHAEVAThe sum as I also spoke earlier 1583$. After you will send to me 1583$ write to me data which will be necessary for me at reception from you means.

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Letter 20

Hello my love Howard!!!Favourite, I always think of you! From a dawn to a decline and from a decline till a dawn! It seems to me,I without you cannot live and day, minute, second! I wish to feel always heat of your body, your sweet lips. You for me most expensive in the world! I value you! I do not know, as though I could live without you, I do not represent, as earlier I could without you. You for me most, most. I do not want anybody another. You for me one the most good and favourite. At me it for the first time, that I have fallen in love and to others I do not pay attention - you have made it!You have forced me to believe in the present love - and my love it you! I madly love you!!!I very much-very love you, you at all do not represent, how much strongly, you became sense of my life. I cannot transfer you the love words at all since it is simply impossible. You the best in the world the man are the fact. I so would like your love, your heat and tenderness. I would like, that once, you have told:«I yours forever», want, that you have passionately whispered me it on an ear, have touched my cheek the cheek. Sometimes my dreams of you come so far, that it seems to me, as if I have gone mad,but I like to be the madwoman because I am glad that I can though to dream of you, after all dream to me can to forbid nobody. I wish to wake up in the mornings in your gentle, tender embraces. Only beckon, and I will follow you, call, and I will come at any time as it would not be occupied, I will come,I will come tearing along, you to me are the most important on light, you are necessary to me, as air, as water, as food. But recently I have no time to eat, drink, breathe and other since I constantly think and I dream of you. When I close eyes, it would be desirable to stretch a hand, to touch you. But it only your image. I can look at it only. And me of it so a little. It would be desirable to be closer. How much physical borders only allow. To kiss you, to embrace, be dissolved in you. My condition is similar to illness. But I would not like to be treated for it at all. Well, she has outgrown in the chronic form. I will store for you the warm feelings, I will listen to nobody, only an internal voice and palpation of the heart. Love this delightful madness filled with tears and pleasure, languor, expectation. When you completely feel, love all heart, each cage of all organism, dream day and night only of one - to see you. My favourite, I on you very much miss. I cannot without you. I precisely know, that without you to me not to live. You have learnt me to love, you have learnt me to be such what I is. Thanks you for it. I will make everything, everything to kindle your heart the love, the overflowed feelings,and all because my life without you - grey existence, without you will be gloomy and cold even the most solar, warm day. Write to me, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, gently and passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina.

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Letter 21

Hello my love Howard!!!I am ready to arrive to you and to worry not only about your foot, but also about you as a whole. I gently would process to you a wound an antiseptic tank, would redress your foot later and have kissed you that you recovered somewhat quicker :)Today the usual day, unpleasant weather, but in my heart a storm of emotions, I so have become bored of you,I wish to be together with you, to embrace and kiss, I wish to enjoy you, but meanwhile, it is impossible to meet to us. You know for a long time all about all my feelings and about my love to you, you became all in my life,without you I do not represent further my coexistence. I want, that you knew, that I very much love you,you expensive to me in the world the person! I never will betray you, I will give to nobody, I never will forget you. I am glad, that you at me are. Thanks that because of you my soul to be in constant alarm, thanks,that you give me such feelings which thanks do not allow to my heart to fall asleep,that my thoughts are constantly in work, to me is never boring, because I have met you, and you have given me food for my feelings. You to me bring which strange feelings I earlier never tested and I can not describe them, I can tell only,that it is all together fear, a pain, pleasure, emptiness. I very much love you, I do not see you, but I love all only more strongly. And today you have dreamt me. And I at all did not wish to wake up, I had a dream where we with you together, you there gave me flowers, you kissed, loved me. It was the finest dream in my life. I cannot without you, I can not live without you. I very strongly love you. You for me everything, all my life it you, only for you I live and only for you I am ready to make all. You unique on light. I ADORE YOU!I repeatedly to you admitted love. Here one more time I wish to cry out for the whole world, that I LOVE YOU. You for me the most expensive person on light, I very strongly value you, I value our relations. I consider, that I the happiest person on light, because you native with me, that you mine and only mine. As I am grateful to destiny, that I have met you in the life. Start up in have begun our relations of difficulty, between us huge distance, but we can overcome and remain this distance together. Write to me, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, gently and passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina.

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Letter 22

Hello my love Howard!!!Unfortunately I long time have not received from you the letter, probably already there will be a week as you did not write to me :(Howard, I love you! I will repeat it, I will not get tired yet though I think, I hardly sometime to a smog to get tired to speak you it!You that person of whom I dreamt! I always think of you, I dream of those hours when we will be together. As I wish to drop your lips, to hear, how you whisper me tender words on an ear, to embrace you and not to release,feel, how your heart fights, to pull out your hair, to say to you, that I love, not ceasing!I wish to be with you as much as possible time. I am ready to give everything, if only to be with you nearby,to look in your eyes, to feel your hands, to see, how you gently smile, and to smile to you in the answer. To give itself, the love and to receive too, I never simply represented, that sometime to a smog so to go mad on someone!Waking up in the morning, at a dawn I think of you, and in the evenings when I observe of the star sky. This cold and a little bit sad morning to become the warmest and joyful at one thought on you. Without you - it is dark and cold. And I do not represent the life without you. I so am grateful to you, that you are at me. You such good, you so love me, strongly, we did not see each other,and I madly miss, I cannot live without you, I will be only with you always, always, good my, favourite, you my happiness. To me so it is lonely without you in this city. I would like to throw all and to run to you. As it would be desirable for me to nestle on you, to kiss you warm lips. I do not see, but each time when I read your letters, my heart is ready to be broken off on a part. Each letter fills me with happiness. Thanks you favourite for these letters. They give me tenderness and treat my sincere wounds. Your Love is very tasty and desired drink which is to be drunk at once. Howard native simply be with me and I will be happy. On it I finish the letter, write to me, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, gently and passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina. P. S. YOU FOR ME ALL: YOU - MY HEART, WASHING THE SOUL, MY REASON

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Letter 23

Hello my love Howard !!!My love I wish to call to you next week, I can probably call to you on Thursday, at me the free time should be released. I have already saved up money, for my call to you. I will call to you my love through telephone campaign. I already have learnt all, your phone number that I could cause you only is necessary for me. My dear, I very much grieve without you. And I think, to us with you nothing will preventto meet and be together till the end of sew lives. I very much love you. And I wish to meet you somewhat quicker. To me it is lonely in this city, it is boring to me to be one far from you. Now you are not present near to me,but I know, you feel my warming love to you. I am grateful to destiny, that it has reduced us with you,and that she has presented to me you. You my unique and unique love. More nobody is necessary to me,you are necessary to me, and only you. I never and will give to nobody you, I always will be with you,and a grief and in pleasure. We soon will together. I am burnt with desire to be with you. I constantly think of you, I represent, as we spend time with you together, we make love. My favourite, I miss you. I ask you: « PLEASE, NEVER LEAVE me, And NEVER DO to me PAINFULLY. Otherwise, I WILL simply go MAD, I WILL not take out IT IF we With YOU CAN not be TOGETHER ». I have grown fond of you all heart, all body, each cage of the body. I yours, I completely yours. Both I never and to anybody will not give any more myself how I give myself to you. I yours, and I wish to be yours for ever. I think, that you test too most, that I test. I very much love you, and I am more than anybody and never I will grow fond so strongly as I have grown fond of you. All my family has grown fond of you, and they are very glad for us with you,that at us with you mutual love what be fast we with you we can together. For my mother you became as the native son, and it is glad, that it, it is happy, that you are. I speak to it about us with you much, and she rejoices, that we with you love each other, though between us with you huge distance. You know, at me still never was such novel, such love, and I feel the happiest girl on all earthThanks you, that you have presented to me such feeling, you have presented to me LOVE. I am very glad. I very much love you, and I cannot without you. And I hope, that all our problems,obstacles will be behind and we with you, at last that we will be together. On it I finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, gently and passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina.

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Letter 24

Hello my love Howard!!!I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I looked forward it, and now I am happy, to read it. My dear I can call to you only tomorrow as today I work much and I will not have time to go to telephone campaign. My lover, how at you business? How your mood today? I hope, that at you all is good, that you had fine time. This morning I thought of you. As it is fine to rise early in the morning and to think of you. I have gone to a bath, and I had dream as we make love to you in a bathroom. You caress me,we make love to you in a bathroom, you gently kiss me. I wish to be with you,I wish to be engaged with you love, I very strongly love you. Every minute, every second, I think of you, I think of us with you. And this fine feeling,I am very glad, that you at me are. I am glad, that we with you will be together,start up not now, but soon we will meet and we will never leave. I all perfectly understand difficulties with money,and I am ready to wait that day when we will meet you, and we will be together. Today I have read your letter, there there was everything, that I wished to hear from you. It has simply amazed me to depth of my soul. As I want, that you now were near to me. Yes, I already probably repeat it constantly!!! You began to occupy the most important in my life and a leading role,I should think of you. Constantly in a head one name and one image spins only. You constantly dream me, and waking up in the morning I try to find you near to me,and then I understand, that you are now very far, and so it becomes bad to me, I miss you constantly. The darling if there was no you I do not know that I then did. I very much Love you though simple words of it not to transfer,you for me one all over the world, and I wish to be with you, and only with you. I have understood, that I love you! I love so purely and innocently as love in fairy tales. I always dreamt to fall in love once with lives and for ever, I ignored feelings of otherswho wished to be with me simply to protect the feelings for that unique, and the god has made happy me,I with pride speak - you my love!!! There will be no all words of the world to describe my feelings to you,they as are pure and vulnerable. I love you everything, each part of the body and soul, I love all your merits and demerits. I will always love you my dear, I will be always near to you, I will help you and I will always care of you. You have presented to me belief in pleasure and sincerity, kindness and respect. You have learnt me to love and love adequately as in my dreams and my love. My heart for ever yours, you have taken away it and it for ever remains with you, my dear. Life washing, after all I so miss on you, you my most expensive person on light, remarkable mine,only I in a lap before you - I ask, be with me nearby. The soul washing, I to think every day of you, to live you. Every minute I will live your voice, your careful hands and a strict sight,your happy smile, proud gait - I love you, my lion I am ready to repeat these words always. Remember always - you my most native, close, expensive and most favourite person. You my friend, the brother, my love and all my life. On it I finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, gently and passionately whole you.
Yours Kapitalina.

Letter 25

Hello my love Howard!!!My dear I also it is very happy that could to hear your voice. Your voice still is in my head. I called to you through telephone campaign. I in the future also shall try to call to you my love, but I shall inform you on it. What is Ambien? I do not know that it. I shall take from Russia, the greater cookbook, I shall buy it specially and we can carry out many various Russian dishes, it will be very tasty. All life I searched to myself for the good friend and here have found and have understood,that have fallen in love, now I cannot live without you. As though I would like tobe always near to you, to see you always, to hear your voice. You expensive person on all earth,except you are necessary nobody to me. I VERY STRONGLY LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am burnt with love to you. I do not get tired to repeat sweet words «I LOVE YOU»!!!This really rare, but bringing satisfaction the feeling demanding something especial. I wish to look in your eyes, to kiss your sweet lips and to see your smile, to embrace gently, strong. You dement me. You do me happy. I am happy! Thanks you, that you are. Thanks the Internet, that we have found each other. To our meeting remains to very few time, my thoughts not about it, all thoughts are occupied by you. I wish to wish you, us happiness together. Let our meeting will be the best for us. The kid, I love you!Now we cannot be together, but soon we will meet, I will soon touch you, I will embrace. I will kiss your lips and ears, gently to whisper, that I love you. With you to me becomes easier and quieter. You know, time SO SLOWLY lasts without you. One second lasts, as if eternity. You know, I test to you the warmest and tender feelings. Each cage of my body SHOUTS about love to you. It would be desirable to stroke you on a head, to plunge into your hair, to nestle on you,to feel your rough breath, to feel knock of your heart. I test dizziness,I feel love, and all world loses outlines and is promptly carried away away. I very much love you. To me very important your attention. To me your feelings and experiences, after all they yours,and everything are very important, that is connected with you for me very important. You perfectly know all, know, that I feel, because you understand me as anybody all over the world!I hope, that I mean for you so much as you for me because you - my Life, and things,more significant, than it, simply does not exist. I wish to be for you the brightest star in the Universe,the purest water in all sources, the warmest being in cold gloomy days!I very strongly love you. On it I finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience will wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, gently and passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina.

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Letter 26

Hello my love Howard !!!I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I waited for it with impatience, and now I am happy, to read it again. I always with the great pleasure read your letters. My dear it is a pity to me, that at you a problem with kidneys, on how many I know it is impossible to use beer when kidneys as beer is destroyed with kidneys hurt. At us in the country set of means on treatment of this illness. But basically stones in kidneys delete an operational method it is a cheap reliable method, but demands surgical intervention, it is a minus. Or destroy oeuoa-sound devices, it is dear method, but does not demand surgical intervention, it is plus. I also have learned a site on which you could order a medicine in tablets "Batunir", it is the Indonesian preparation. To me have told, that this preparation "Batunir" 1) painless destruction and deducing of stones in kidneys and in the uric channel, interfering with their further formation; 2) removals of an inflammation in kidneys; 3) accelerations of uric emission; 4) elimination of a pain in kidneys. To you can give out full course of treatment, it to you will approximately cost 150$. Term of application of tablets for 2 months. You can contact the order on it email: herbal-medicines@yandex. ru. Here that I could learn, that you could make on the Internet. How at you business favourite? How your mood? I hope, that at you all is good, that you had fine time. I'm fine, mood spring. Weather at us today fine. The sun in the street shines. Favourite mine, tell to me, what weather at you? It is very interesting to me. At you probably today fine weather, at you probably warmly. I am sad. Because I not near to you my love. You can present it. I so do not have not enough you. I you very muchStrongly I love and I can not without you my love. I shall soon sit near to you. So it is a pity to me,That I not near to you my love. But that hour when I shall embrace you will soon come and to kiss. When I shall beIn your embraces and only in yours. I am very glad, that you too think of me. I even at times feel, how youYou speak, that you love me and live without me you can not. You in the world the person and I you very strongly love the most good. We with you shall be together, and we shall be happy. We are created in this world the friend for the friend. And when I, shall be with youReally, happy times will begin. I without you shall not live day. I live only your love. It meWarms every minute and my love allows sense to live on this white light. Is not present than that is more dear than the favourite person. And the favourite person are you. I to you repeated it much and is ready to repeat it many times. Dear I know and I trust, in you, that you love me and never will make to me, something bad. I for the sake of you am ready on all. When I shall be a number, and I shall soon I shall not be to long minutes. All because my love always will be a number. I madly love you. Also it will be much more pleasant, when I to you shall tell that you the most beautiful and favourite person. WhenYou to me, will tell that you, love to me in eyes. It will be so pleasantly. You will never long, because II shall make you the happiest person on light. On it I finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait from you the letter. I love, I miss, it is gentle also passionately whole you. Yours Kapitalina.

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