Letter(s) from Anna Vedernikova to John (USA)

Letter 1

Hello!
I have been very occupied and could not write to you earlier. Now I have time. I am never had still dating through the Internet. I think that very interestingly when two people have dating by I-net, I ` m not sure that I attached my pic am correct. I ` m very bad the nobility how to use a computer and consequently I hope that correctly attached my pic. I ` ld want to know about yourself more, but if you have any pics, please would send me them. I want to tell you about myself. My name is Anna, I am 29 years old, I live in the village Surok. I work as the nurse on care of patients. I love my work, and you? I live in small village where 3000 people live, I am realy from Russia, and I am sorry that my profile on the dating site said that I am from your country. It was my silly mistake, I at all do not know as so it has turned out, I searched for the country in the list and have not found but if it is possible, we could further talking so far. I hope that you like my photo, but I want that you also have found out my soul, for me the soul of the person is very important. I also wish to see your photos, it will be not difficult to you to send me them tomorrow? I hope that you can see my pic, I also will be glad to see yours pic. I am looking for a man who desires to live for living and love for love. I believe that those find the treasure who seek for it. I want him to be strong, caring and attentive. I want to feel that strong shoulder I may lean on. I wish to feel me as a real woman beside him and be sure he can defend me. I don ` t believe in divorce because family is something sacred for me. I search a man who will consider me as usual female, as the wife and mother him children. My man has to respect a woman, take care about her and understand that she was created especially for him :). I prefer to see a man without very bad habits, healthy, optimistic, loyal, sociable, honest, smart and intelligent. I am looking for my special man in this beautiful life! I do not want that man was especial but if man me will understand and love for me he will most special. I will be glad to answer your questions, please write to me about myself more if you are interested in the further dialogue with me. I with impatience will wait for your following letter,
Sincerely yours new friend Anna.

Letter 2

Hello again John!
I ` m very glad to see your letter, and I ` m also pleasant to see your pics! You are very attractive man and I like you pictures, and it seems very nice! I would love to see your pics more. I am very interesting in our difference at the time. Do you know the difference at the time? I think that the difference in time is very large. I am glad that I ` m interesting for you and that you respond on my letter. I ` m glad that we can learn one another better. I have many questions for you, but I ` ll not ask all at once because you can haven ` t enough time to answer them. And if you want to ask me anything please ask me you questions, I will try to answer them. I would love tell you more about myself. I was born in Jule 13, 1980. I am 176 centimetres or 5 ` 7 feets. My weight 55 kgs (121 lbs). Volume of my body 37-24-37. I was born in a small village and I live in here my whole life. And in this life I didn ` t see many thing, but I learnt about this world by the books, news and another things, I live as any people in this and have simple life. I never have a travelling from Russia, but I dreamt about it all times. But I was travel in city Sochi, do you know where it? It ` s located near Black sea. The south part of Russia. There it was very good. I love water, lakes and the rivers. I live near to lake. I ` m very romantic woman. I seldom have bad mood and with optimism concern to the life. I love when around of me cleanliness and an an beauty. I very much inquisitive, in life I wish to see and try everything, in fact the life is given only once. Except for music my passion is the cookery. I am delivers great pleasure to do various dishes. I like to communicate with interesting people. In men I appreciate such qualities as honesty and fidelity to the beloved. Fleeting novels it not for me. I am ready to give completely myself only to that person whom I will really love. I would like to get acquainted with you more close, and to learn about youself more, And I sent you my another pics, I hope did you receive it? These photos have been made recently and you can see as I now to look. Tell to me that you think of these a photo, it is very important for me. I have no the own computer even, and I should visit the Internet-cafe to write to you. And I can visit the Internet-cafe only once per day, maybe more if I would have free time. I am at work all time, work is difficult, but it is all my life and I love the work. I want to ask you John. Tell me please, you dream to see what woman every day near yourselves? For the sake of what woman you are capable to make everything, that to take hold of her heart and always to be together with her? Excuse me John, probably to me still early to discuss with you such frank things. But it is very interesting to me to know, what girls draw your attention. John I short written to you my prospects on my future. If for you it interestingly then we can discuss these themes in more detail. John, I will wait your e-mail.
Yours faithfully Anna.

Letter 3

Hello again my friend John!
I ` m very glad your letter. John when I have seen its that I smile. I do not represent the day now without your letter. You became very interesting to me, and dialogue with you gives me sense in a life, in each day. I do not know precisely about that that you suspect the account of it. I hope that you think precisely also. I want to learn you it is better, and I will speak more about myself in the letter. If you will have questions be not afraid to set them to me, I will answer them with pleasure. I was born on July, 13th! John, sorry that I was not born on June, 13th as your daughter =) Joke. But it is pleasant to me to know that your daughter was born on June, 13th. John, I now read your letter and you ask me why I to search for the man when I can have any? Thanks for this compliment. I would like to explain to you. I searched for the man here. But I have not found those qualities in Russian men who to me are important. I have received many pains as well have decided therefore to try to search in other country. I cannot explain to you why I was solved and have written to you. Probably that that inside of me has told to make it. It is silly? But it is the truth! You are interesting to me. I search usual for the man which becomes my prince. For me the main thing in the man is his character. John, I would like to tell to you about my parents and friends. I live together with my mum, her name is Dariya. She is 59 years old, she is works in the school as bookkipper. I haven ` t farther that he was died when I was been little. Mother never told me about he. I don ` t know why she want not talk me about him. But she helped me in all and give me a good advices. When I told she about you she saw me that understand why I smile now. My grandmother live in village, her name is Klavdiya, she is 78 yeas old. I ` m one child in the family but I have 2 cousins and 3 cousin sisters who live in other cities. The older from brothers call Vlad, younger - Pavel. My sisters names Yulia, Elena and Anastasiya. Also I have many girlfriends, my best girlfriend is called Nastya. We with it are friends already since the childhood, and never quarreled. We studied at one school, then in one college it as teacher, and I as the tutor. But we often meet and we go together to shops and in theatres, museums and at cinema. My friend Nastya asked me to send the regards to you. John it would be very interesting to me to learn about your family and about your friends. Also it was very interesting to me to learn about you even more, and I ask if you will have time answer some my questions. What do your friends and parents think of our dialogue? Where you have received your education? How you like to spend the free time? What is the time you work? In what days you have the day off from work? I work six days in a week except for Sunday. And if you cannot receive my letters, I mean has left to the grandmother in village. But I will try to write to you every day if I can not to you I will write to warn of it you in advance. John, I wish to be with the person who will give me tenderness, love and passion with which we will meet every day our life together. And we will enjoy love every day and to bring each other happiness and good mood. All this depends on mutual understanding people, the man and the woman should understand each other at first sight, and from half of word. Trust - the most important source of creation of relationship between the man and the woman. And if people wish to create good relationship to not break off them up to the end of a life, It is necessary that everyone trusted each other, and lie never. I dream of finding in this world of the only thing the man for love and marriage, to be together with it and to be true to it. The main thing to be favourite and still will arrive to us. I think so. You agree with me John? Today I send you photos which have been made in village at my grandmother. I hope that these photos bring a smile to you! And I would like find out that you think of its photos. . On it I ` m finish the letter, I hope that I ` ll receive your letter it soon.
With best wishes Anna.

Letter 4

Hello dear John!!!
It ` s good to hear from you. Thank you for your letter again. Dear John, your letters as bearns of the sun warm my heart. I ` m glad when I receive them. And you become interesting to me every day. I ` m glad that we can to learn eachother and I would know about you more. You are like me. I very much would like to learn more about your interests, what you do at leisure and about your work. I hope you can able to send me your pics also. John, I do not use the translator. I to write to you these letters itself. I well know English language. How you like to have a rest? For example, I like, to have a rest on the nature, especially in village at the grandmother where the beautiful nature. I like to walk on coast of river, it proceeds about that village where there lives my grandmother. I go there usually when I have holiday on work, or in the days off. There are come my relatives, my cousins and sisters sometimes, and we together go to make barbecues. Are you like shish kebabs? What kind of film are you like to looking? What kind of music are you listen? What are you doing when I sleep, when I write you the letter? My favorite films are "Titanic" and " Gone with the wind ". I like films about love and serials, and also I like comedies. But I haven ` t more spare time for looking cinema because I working a lot of time. Usually I listen the radio because there are many different kinds of music, I like pop, rock, jazz, blues, classical music and relax music. Sometimes I have a time which a not good, and in this time I like to sing songs, but not very well. It seems funny and silly but I do. I wish to learn from you about your job. John, are you like your job? Are you go to work with pleasure? Have you many friends and colleagues on your work? I think that yes. You so nice man and I am sure that you don ` t have enemies which want to you angrily. I work as the nurse on care of patients. To like me my work. I can help people, and They thank me. For me there is nothing better, than a smile on the face The patient. Sometimes I work two days on end, at us it refers to Watch. Also it is necessary to spend the night on work. What to help those whom It became bad at night. John I work in the basic six days per one week. And you? Every morning I get up at 6:00 am and I do morning exercises, then I take a shower and I have breakfast. Then I go to work, usually I reach there by the bus. I think that my work easy, I have a dinner at 12:00 pm and at this time I have time to eat a break. Usually I to write to you after work late at night. This convenient time for me and I after work to go to the Internet-cafe. Then home. I sincerely and I will tell to you all that you will ask. I am nothing hide from you. I hope that you will tell me all too. I would not want that we had secrets one from another. I will come to you, but I should be completely sure in you. Today I send you a photo which has been made one one year ago. It was my Birthday! It was very happy holiday and I am glad to send you it is a photo. I hope that it is a photo also brings a smile to you. It is pleasant to me to send you photos and I am glad to share them with you! Mum and my girlfriend transfer you the congratulations and send you regards. I send you a kiss, not many, but one and very gentle. I hope that you receive it when will open my letter. Where your letter? I again miss without it!!!! Write to me faster if you can!
Your Anna.

Letter 5

Hello my dear John!
I am very glad to see your letter today, it is very interesting to me this communication with you, to learn all about you more and more. And in this connection my feelings to you become all more and more close. I feel that our relations start to develop all more and more quickly. It so is unexpected for me as we like only recently have got acquainted, but already we know each other as-as if we saw each other earlier. I do not know as you think John, but it seems to me that so. Yes, my work is difficult. I work 6 days in a week. Usually I work 9 or sometimes 11 hours per day. I know that it much and occupies many forces also. But it is my work and I should do it. In this photos I together with my girlfriend Nastya. These photos have been made approximately half year ago and I am glad to send them to you! I also would wish to tell about my best girlfriend more. I know her very much for a long time. We with her since the childhood together. She always maintains me. She to me as the sister. Today on work I weigh day thought of you, recollected your words, each word written by you, and all time was surprised that it occurs to us. It was very pleasant to me to know that somewhere the person, let even for many miles from me, which thinks of me just as I about it, read my ideas and dreams in my letters, also write me about your ideas, shares the secrets. It seems to me that very romantically and it is unusual to me too. Today we with girlfriends wished to go somewhere a few to have a good time and a rest from work. Most likely we are going to go to a cinema or danceclub, precisely I don`t know, But most likely we will go to looking film which has recently left on the screen about the big love in a cinema. But I very much would like that at viewing this film by a near with me you sat John. In such place as a cinema our acquaintance would be closer many times over, we could feel each other, to share impressions about film, to sit holding each other for hands, to look each other in the face and to smile. I would like to spend with you time very cheerfully and that this moment was remembered for ever. And during this moment we shall reach something greater.... And where I shall make with you some things. And ideas about it do me more joyful and cheerful, I think of it all time. I would like ask you you could to go with me to a cinema or somewhere? Would be cheerful to spend time with you how you consider we could make it sometime? Today my friend Nastiya has come to me and has told that she will go on meeting with her guy. She has started to tell to me about that as she has lead with it the last meeting. I have presented this picture in my mind and I was envy little bit to them showed. But all the same I am glad for them, seeing that it is simple be shone with happiness. Then when it has left I represented as though could occur between us. John , you would stand with me and your both gentle and strong hands would embrace and caressed me. You whisper to me gentle, beautiful and tender words, embrace and give me the gentle kiss... Probably it will seem to you little bit ridiculous and strange, but you John when see pair enamoured people, are you think about me or recollect me? Very much frequently men approach to me and try to begin dating, but I help them to understand, that with me these things to fail. John , I frequently I think above your messages and I understand, that you it is serious concerning me. I don`t looking in our dialogue only entertainment, and I write you some very personal words and things, as to the close person. And I want to tell to you John , that I am glad, that at me is such the person - as you! Probably, dear John, it is time to me to finish this letter, and I now shall write that a lot of superfluous and I will have then confusion before you. I wait for yours e-mail, my lovely. Embraces and my kiss!!!

Your Anna.

Letter 6

Hello my dear John!
I am very glad to see your letter today. I look forward to your letters every day. I can't wait to read them. I had a good mood from that you have written to me today. How are you? What weather do you have there now? How are your mood? Today I have a very good mood, and weather today just fine is clear and sunny. I do not know rather spelled a name of my girlfriend correctly or not correctly. I did not find out about it. Today very good weather to take a walk along the street and to take a breath of fresh air in park. I in a head have all new and any ridiculous ideas, ideas and dreams of us with you. I had dreamed today, that I walk on park, and towards to me there is unfamiliar to me a man. It approaches more close and in it I see the person similar to you. It approaches even more close and it appears that it actually you. You have approached to me and have greeted, I have noticed that at you a beautiful voice. You have asked me - "That such beautiful girl walks one on park?.." I have answered you - "If you will keep my the company we will be already two.." You have turned in that party whence you went, and we have gone together to walk on park. We went and talked about everything, about all our interests and habits. Then you have told that I can is tired and have suggested to sit down on a bench. Both of us have sat down on a bench and sat very long, there has not come yet evening. In the sky there were stars and the full moon and we looked at them and admired with beauty of the night sky and stars. Then to me I became cold also has asked that you have nestled more close on me. To me became warmer from that I felt your body, and on my body the small shiver has gone. We have a little more sat also I has told that is time to me home, you have told that you spend me. And we have gone home together keeping for hands. When we have reached my house you has told "We can see tomorrow?.." I have told you - "Yes, certainly! I shall postpone for then all the business and I shall wait for you..." Then you have approached to me more close, have strong embraced me and have kissed... It was a fine kiss and at this time I have woken up from a call of an alarm clock. I needed to go for work and I should rise urgently. John all day was good, I felt like well and all turned out. John I do not know as you it have made but you always in my ideas. I think of you and about that as you. What did you make today? I was very unusual day since morning. After this dream has dreamed. You see dreams about us? What we make with you together? John I hope that I shall receive your letter tomorrow. I with impatience wait for your letter. My mum and my girlfriends transfer you the greetings. They are glad that I have got acquainted with you. I today to wish to share the good mood.It is very pleasant to me to send you it is a photo today! It is a photo it has been made in this to a year in the winter. I to go on ice skates. In the winter I like to go on ice skates. Also to me to like to ski. You love in the winter it? I hope that you like this picture and I would love to see your pics in your following letter. John, I will wait your next letter.

Yours Anna.

Letter 7

Hello my dear John!
John, I am very glad and it was so nice to hear from you to see your letter. And it is very pleasant to me to have acquaintance to you. We have already learned about each other more and I think that between us should not any secrets. Isn`t it John? Have you any secrets from me? I do not hide anything from you and always sincere with you. I will answer on all your questions. I think that we should learn more about each other if we shall decide to meet ever or even to live together. After I have better learned you, so it is pleasant to me to receive your letters. And I am happy from that that you write to me such sincere letters. John, I shall be very glad to see from you new photos and also your old photos! Usually my photos are made by my best girlfriend. The majority of a photo was made by her! I feel very happy. John, and what you feel? And what you feel when receive my letters? You as a beam of the sun warm me when I receive and I read your letters. It is very pleasant to communicate with you, you like me very much, and at me all ideas on you. Many of my girlfriends, mum with grandmother ask me about I from them hide what secret. As I began to smile more and became very happy recently. I am assured that they know the reason of that I to smile began often. As I told her about you, and they only were glad for me and for you, and also for ours with you of the relationship. They speak that you doing me happy. And I completely agree with them. You as a beam of the sun warm me when I receive and I read your letters. It is very pleasant for me have communication with you, you are very much like me, and at me all ideas on you. Many of my girlfriends, mum with the grandmother ask me about secrets which I hide from them. As I began to smile more and became very happy recently. My mother has told to me that I began to smile during a dream. And it is rare with me happens. Today at night she has glanced to me in a room and has seen, that when I sleep, I was smile. And she has told that did not see me such happy already for a long time, and does not remember that I was so happy. And I smiled in a dream today at night because saw you and both of us in a dream. As I think of you all time when I rise. When I eat, when I go for work, when I work, and even when I sleep. John, you became very close to me, and I would like to learn you better. I don`t know as you consider and that you think of it, but I think that you that the man which I searched for all life. I every day wait for your letters, they became for me irreplaceable, and I would like to see more than your photos and especially I wish to see your smile on a photo. I all time represent myself on a photo, where we with you together. You would would like it, whether not so? I also send you my photo, I am glad send it for you! I very much like this photo and I am glad will share it with you! When I do not receive your letters I am very strongly afflicted, I worry about that that has occured to you, or me even there are such ideas - "Really John played with my feelings?...." But there can be it not so, in fact it is simply impossible, I am right? I wait, I with impatience wait for your following letter. Write me John! I hope tomorrow when I will come and I will look e-mail having found your letter I shall fill the heart with your warm words.

Yours Anna.

Letter 8

Hello my lovely John!
I am very glad to receive your letter today. How are you today? I am fine, and I am feel that to me becomes better when I receive and I read your letters. I also have applied my photos. These photos specially for you! They were made by my girlfriend when we together with her went to my grandmother in village. It was the last summer. Also my grandmother in village has a small pond and we after have gone to float there. It was good time. Also I to wish to tell about these flowers a little. I am not assured that spoke you, but my grandmother very much likes to grow up flowers and I also love it! This my hobby also. All these flowers was planted by my grandmother. I am glad that to you was pleasant to a photo me and my girlfriend. Yes, I have also a photo me directly in this dress and I am obligatory to send you it! John, you could tell to me about the last relationship with girls? Also I would like to know, you to speak with other girls now. I ask you tell to me it. It is important for me. Mine dear John, I shall not stir to your attitudes, and we can communicate further as friends though I start to feel that we begin more than friends. I try to forget about it, but I cannot forget it as this question most of all interests me. I ask you about it because I could not find the man for serious attitudes here in Russia. And I have already started to think that at us in the country to men sex is important only and it is more than anything. It are not important family, the future children are not important, and such feelings as love, romantic attitudes are not important. As if the woman it only any subject for using. They do not understand feelings to the woman, and they do not understand that the most important wants in exchange from them any girl. Or there can be I search not in that place. Can somewhere in the world there is such a man which is capable to love, respect, concern me to me as to the woman and to not give someone in insult, to not break and to not break heart, to give only happiness, tenderness, passion, love and caress. And I think that woman and the man who will love each other they can be together, and they will aspire to it even if they are divided with many miles, mountains and oceans, and many other barrier. Because for love there are no barrier. And how are you think about it John? I think that it so, in fact for love there are not barrier and distinctions in the age of, love this very raised feeling. In fact people are ready to go for the sake of love on greater victims, and the some people even risk the life to achieve love. For me it seems very romantic, that people are capable of all for the sake of love. For me would be happiness when the loving man for me does such simple things as: Kisses me or When I wake up or it wakes up, To do the friend for the friend favourite dishes, To help each other with difficult situations, and to solve all problems together, and all to do together, To meet me from work and every day to see off me home, To not recollect anything bad and to think only about good. I think, that I can make it. John, you could be such the man in my life? You would agree with it? You are very much like me. I feel that you can give me that love which to me is necessary and to become my knight. I think that if we could spend time together. For example, a romantic supper at candles? Or a trip together on picnic on the nature? Or pleasant and passionate weekend at home? How are you think John? I wish to ask you John. You are communicate with other girls now? You the good person and I think that at us the big future. But me interestingly that you feel? You can communicate with other girls? Tell to me fairly, I shall understand. Tell to me about your dreams, well? I hope to hear your answer soon,
Your gentle Anna.

Letter 9

Hello my dear John!
I am very glad to receive your letter, and I I thank you for your sincere words.. It is very interesting for me learning more about you. I adore to read your letters, this letters are so nice and gentle for my heart. I save them in my heart and I in my mind only your words. Each letter give a peace of happiness. Your word give me a good mood and I smile often when I read your letter. That you have told thanks me about the last relationships. It is very important for me. Badly when the person drinks much. Here in Russia it very much a big problem. I understand how many pains it brought to you. You told to me that spoke in the past with whom that, but it was difficult to me to understand it and I hope that you will tell to me about this more. It was bad to hear that from you asked money. I do not understand why people search in a life only money. Today the weather is very nice, but there is not a sun and is nasty. And my mood was is is a little bad while I have not read through your letter. If you not against that that we with you have talked about our last relationship tell to me a little about the last relationship. Did you have many women in your life? Why do you not together now? What reason of your parting? But if you do not wish to speak it to me you can not speak me about it, I shall understand all. I shall tell to you about the last relationship. In my life was a few guys, but all at them had a general bad behaviour, the purposes and character. All of them wanted from me only one, they wanted only sex and it is more than anything. All of them like alcoholic drinks. Some guys drank even too much. They behaved as animals. And certainly our attitudes quickly came to an end. I was very much disappointed in men here, and it is very a pity to me that I have not found anybody from men who would have with me sincere and fair relations which would last long and in my life such men to which it was not possible would be to trust and which would understand me. But I think that already has found that the man which me will understand and love as sincere as I. I think that we with you already much more than friends. And I all time have such feelings similar to love, it seems to me that I have fallen in love with you John? I do not understand that occurs to me.. But this feeling gives me happiness every day.. And what you feel John? Today I am full of good mood, and to me have very much pleased that we with you have such good acquaintance. It is very pleasant to me to read your sincere and warm letters, and you at all do not understand that they mean for me. I never earlier had acquaintance through letters or the Internet and for me it something new and fine. And it seems to me is very surprising, that feelings of two people reveal and become opened each other. Both the exchange of ideas and feelings through electronic letters is simply inexpressible feeling. It would seem simple letters and words, but in them it is so much sense and so much feelings. It is simply improbable, how you think John? And how you concern to electronic letters? I hope that you like my photos. I shall try to send you more if you want. I also today send you a photo which you asked. I am glad to send it! Whether as you think it is possible to create attitudes with the person through electronic letters? I think that you with frankness can answer this question John. On it I finish the letter to you, but I promise that I shall write to you tomorrow more more in detail about the feelings to you.
With best regards Anna.

Letter 10

Hello my dear man and my lovely sunshine John!
I am very glad to see your letter today, so it is pleasant to me to receive your letters, As they as beams of the sun the heat warm my heart. They cheer me up irrespective of weather in the street and in what mood I would not be. I like all the same to receive your letters, and I am very pleasantly each time to read them. I love your letters, just I adore them!!! To me it becomes very boring if I don`t receive your letters, Last night I looked yesterday at stars in the sky. I each time leave on a balcony and I look at them. Thanks that you have told more about the last relationships. There are three things on which person can to look very long, are stars, water and fire. In them there is any mysterious force which draws a sight of the person as the magnet draws iron. Also in your letters there is any force which draws me to you, in your words any force is concealled. That only one your words suffice to draw my attention and to transfer those feelings which you test when write to me the letter. When I write to you the letter too I try to write to you that most of all excites me and to share the feelings. I try to learn more about you and to tell about myself. And I very much like to learn each time you, that you do and that you feel. My interest to you becomes more and more high. And so yesterday I looked at stars. You know that for each person in the sky has the star. And if the person dies, the star falls from the sky. And I searched for the star and yours, I think that they are located by a number, or even together. Because I feel you, I belive to you and know that you always sincerely with me and never me will deceive. I feel that we understand one another though I not in perfection own English, but I can understand one another. We understand our ideas, our imaginations. We feel one another and even the distance can not an obstacle to us. John, after I have lain on a bed I did not think that sleep at once and have not switched off light. But a bit later after I have lain I have fallen asleep. Mum has seen that at me shine light and has gone to a room. She has told that at night I slept and smiled, on my face there was a happiness. I know why. Because at night I saw dream in which we with you went on park. We held one another for hands, spoke, communicated. John, you joked also I much laughed. We have not come nearly in a pool of water, but in time it have noticed and have bypassed. In the sky stars shined and shined to us road. I felt like perfectly, especial when you have lifted me on hands. There there were steps downwards, to a fountain, and you have lifted me and have attributed directly to it. And you have kissed me!!! I have felt your love. Your tenderness, my heart has flashed fire and I would wake up what to kiss you on the present but you were not. It was dream and I have overlooked about it. You see dreams of us? Tell to me them, I very much want to learn them more! It would be fine if it was a reality. And I hope that it happen. I want kiss you John!
Yours and only your loving Anna.

Letter 11

Hello my dear John! How are you?
I am very glad to receive and read your letter, I am very glad to see your worm and gentle words! Thank you for your letters and never don`t forget to write me. John, you asked me rather in how many usually I to go to the Internet-cafe. I usually to go in 10PM. This suitable time for me and me is not difficult to make it! I understand your question. I feel that I fall in love with you. I nevertheless worry about much, in fact all of us yet had no meeting, that we are very poorly familiar. But for these days you became very dear to me! My dear John, me very pleasantly that we with you can understand now each other much better, And our attitudes go all further and further, and we all become closer. I feel that it not just friendship, and something is more, isn`t it John? My mother and my girlfriends very much are interested in our acquaintance and all time ask as well as where we have got acquainted with you. I am very interesting to them with what person has got acquainted, that you from yourselves give, where live and what kind of food you like where work when for us a meeting or others. On some of these questions I do not find the answer, and at all I do not know that to me to tell it. In fact I at all do not know that that you love from dishes. You tried dishes of Russian kitchen? You prefer what dishes from other countries? My grandmother is interested you would try borch and pies. I would advise you to try, as my grandmother prepares for the best and tasty pies. I very much would like to know that your friends and relatives speak about us with you? What do they think of our attitudes? What do you think of our attitudes? What plans at you with me? I wish to know more and I think that you would like to know about me also absolutely all. Now it seems to me that I know about you not so much, but it seems to me that we are familiar with you all life, and I cannot understand whence at me this feeling. I that it am not enough of all, that feelings transferred through letters are very much differ from feelings and touches, and I would like to hear your gentle voice in mine ears, To feel your strong and tender hands when you me will embrace, feel touches of your lips when you will kiss me. It would be very fine if we with you could walk together on coast of a beach, go on park, keeping for hands and enjoying the happy moments of our life. Yes, between us the big distance, and we cannot meet simply so not having overcome it. The distance between us divides us with you and prevents to make to us so a lot of prophetic which we could make in ours with you relations. It would be better if we could meet in realities and our dreams would turn to a reality, and mutual understanding would be better. Maybe in future we would be meeting, isn`t it John? I hope that your day today was well? I shall be glad if each your day will bring to you happiness and pleasure, also that your mood was lifted, take care I am glad to send you it is a photo, it has been made when I had rest in Sochi. Remember I told to you that I went in this city on rest? I shall look also still photos for you from my rest and soon to send also! Tell to me that you feel when receive my photos and my letters? To me it becomes sometimes sad, because you are not present beside. I also feel now. Because you not with me. I miss you and with impatiens I wait your following letter,
With the best regards Anna.

Letter 12

Hi my dear and lovely John!!!
I`m so happy to see your letter, I was a few problems to write to you the letter, as places in the Internet-cafe have been borrowed, and I had to wait a little while the computer will be released. But now I can read your letter, and to me simply to not transfer the feelings simple words. Your letter warms my heart, and so it is pleasant to me to read it with a smile and good mood. Thanks for this information! I have received it and have written down. Thanks also for your phone number. I shall search for a way to call to you and I promise that soon we shall hear each other! Badly that I have no phone of the house. John, what are you think about our meeting? How are you represent our first meeting? What will occur at our first meeting? What shall we do when we for the first time shall see each other? What will you doing in such situation? What do you think of that as I will conduct myself and how I will be dressed? What our first words will be? You would like to hear what words from me? I would like to hear from you such words as, "Welcome in my country my dear Anna!!!!!!..." I want that this meeting was remembered to us forever. As it will be the first that there will be at us with you the general, And the first feelings gone through together we should remember it for ever. I represent it so, we see each other and our hearts begin to fight all more strongly. I climb down from the plane and I approach to you. You stay at the airport and wait for me. I see your gentle smile on your face and on my face there is a smile too. I approach to you more close and my heart fights with each step all more strongly when I already will approach to you even more close, and we embrace, and after that we speak each other; "Hi Anna! I it is glad you to see, welcome in my country!", On that I answer: "Hello John, I am glad to see you too! How I waited for this moment, really is it not a dream?" Our meeting will proceed also I will be in your embraces. As I dreamed for a long time to be in your embraces, yes we with you both will worry and worry, I will especially worry. I probably cannot tell anything to you if you will not kiss me. Will you kiss me John? I think about it and this first kiss will be fine. Then you take me for a hand and conduct me behind yourself. Then we go to restaurant and we spend there, our first romantic evening, a supper with candles and slow music. We will dance and be turned in dance. I will be with you John!!!!!!! I am glad to send you today my photos. I hope that it delivers a smile to you. Probably I also shall see more than your photos? My dear John, I would like to learn what you think of our meeting and how it will proceed? I would be very glad to hear its continuation from you. Please tell me what are you think about it. I wait with impatience for your following letter. I wait and I miss, I adore you my gentle and tender prince John!!!!!!! I send you thousands sweet and gentle kisses!!!

Yours and only your love Anna.

Letter 13

Hello my dear and lovely John!
I am very glad to see your letter, it was very pleasant to me to hear yours Ideas on our meeting, I also think about it. I am glad send today my photos. I am assured, that you them already look. They have been made in Sochi on a beach and I am glad will share these photos with you! John, I am happy to give you my address also! My address of Mari El republic, village Surok, Lenin Street 12, 14, postal code: 424027. I would be happy if you send me a letter! When I get it from you, I will also send you a letter and maybe a gift for you! I wish be with you and I wish to spend together with you time. And I think that we should discuss our meeting with you. It seems to me that the god wanted that we have met you and it is our destiny. I think that it not vainly that to us there is also all this occurs to the best. I with impatience waited for your letter and very much wished to hear your answer. I am pleased very much with that that you which person I have grown fond and want to be together with you too as would think of that what to hold me in the hands. It very much pleases and even pleasantly excites me because it means that you not against me and do not want to push away. I with excitement waited for your letter. I thank you John, for that you fill my heart with love and the hope which vein in it has become stronger and now it is possible that we will achieve all in life if we shall make it together. I want to be with you. I would want that we with you were together. I dream about our meeting. John I brawl learn tomorrow all about trip and I shall inform to you when I can arrive to you. We will be together, I promise to you it, I would shall make all that in my forces what to be with you. I love you John!!!! I want to be with you, I want to be in your embraces, I want to feel your love, your passion, your tenderness, your caress. I would want that we could enjoy every day when we shall be together and I would shall make all that we were happy together. I want that we could touch one another, that we could enjoy love feel and touch one another. What is we would meet the morning together. That each day I could see you. To hear your voice, to feel your breath, to see your sight, gentle and full of love, all this is necessary for me and I want to be with you John!!!! We shall be together, we shall create ours with you the world. This world we full love and caress. We shall be happy. I am sure in it. I will be the happiest girl if shall be with you and I would shall make all that it happened. Soon we can talk. To go together to park, go on a beach, to make love and embody all our dreams in a reality. John, you agree with me? You will meet me? I love you John!!!! I want you John!!!!!!! John, only with you I want to be together and to go on this life with you!!!!

Yours and only your loving Anna.

Letter 14

Hello my dear love John!
I am very happy to see your letter today, And this only thing that can calm me now. I am very sadly now, I am very afflicted and disappointed. I don`t know what to tell to you, I do not wish you to upset.. I have for you unpleasant news, and I do not know from what to begin. Today I went to travel agency and learned that I should do and that I should have at myself for a trip to you. And when I have told that is necessary for me and how many it costs, I became so is insulting, I am very much ashamed now before you, and I am sorry for that promised you what I can not make. The trip to you will cost very expensive, and I haven`t all sum which to me have told in travel agency. I regret very much John! We cannot be together...
Today when I have come to travel agency to learn that is necessary for me that I could arrive to you, I have learned that that I should have necessary documents for travel, is the passport for travel abroad, the visa, payment of taxes and tax collections, the certificate on passage of medical examination, and after reception of the visa already and the ticket. But except for it I still should go to Moscow. I have asked why I should go to Moscow, and to me have explained that I should pass medical examination in Moscow. And to go to Moscow are necessary money for road to Moscow, on residing and a feed at Moscow. Also it is necessary to get tickets. I simply was frightened having seen such price for the ticket, I understand that I promised you, that I will arrive to you, and I will try to make it. I will make all that in my forces to arrive to you, but I do not know when I can make it. But I will do the utmost that we with you dream was executed also we were together. I understand that this news very much has upset you, and I ask you do not leave me, please do not stop to write to me. John, you the unique person which has remained with me and which I very much love and I wish to be with you. I am ready for all to be with you, both I will use the best efforts, and I will make it if you will support me in this difficult situation. I ask you John, only do not stop to write to me your warm and gentle letters, I very much require them. I hope that you understand me and will write to me... I want that you did not leave from me and have remained with me and if we will be together we will embody our dream in a reality. I love you John!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU AND I AM NOT AFRAID OF THESE FEELINGS!!!!!!!
I would will make all that we with you were forever together and were happy. You are my Prince. John you are my dream and I want to live in this world with you!!! I do not present as it is possible to live without you.
Forgive me John.....
I want to cry and I don`t know what doing now, I am very sorry....
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 15

Hello my love John!!!!!
Today when I have come to travel agency to learn that is necessary for me that I could arrive to you, I have learned that that I should have necessary documents for travel, is the passport for travel abroad, the visa, payment of taxes and tax collections, the certificate on passage of medical examination, and after reception of the visa already and the ticket. But except for it I still should go to Moscow. I have asked why I should go to Moscow, and to me have explained that I should pass medical examination in Moscow. And to go to Moscow are necessary money for road to Moscow, on residing and a feed at Moscow. Also it is necessary to get tickets. I simply was frightened having seen such price for the ticket, I understand that I promised you, that I will arrive to you, and I will try to make it. I will make all that in my forces to arrive to you, but I do not know when I can make it. But I will do the utmost that we with you dream was executed also we were together. I understand that this news very much has upset you, and I ask you do not leave me, please do not stop to write to me. John, you the unique person which has remained with me and which I very much love and I wish to be with you. I am ready for all to be with you, both I will use the best efforts, and I will make it if you will support me in this difficult situation. I ask you John, only do not stop to write to me your warm and gentle letters, I very much require them. I hope that you understand me and will write to me... I want that you did not leave from me and have remained with me and if we will be together we will embody our dream in a reality. I love you John!!!!!!
You my air! John, I love you.
Yours Anna.

Letter 16

Hello my love John!!!!!
I am madly glad to see your letter. I am always happy. They deliver to me pleasure every day. I adore you! I like to receive from you letters. I am very glad to your letter today. I missed and all the day long thought of you. Last night I could not fall asleep and laid on a bed and dreamed of us together. I dreamed as though wished to be with you on a beach. That we looked at a decline together. John, you would like this? As though you represented it? I know that it would be perfectly and beautifully. Because our love is fine. John, I love you. I wish to share the dreams with you. We would sit on a beach and looked far in horizon. On the red sun which slowly would fall for horizon. When the sun to leave for horizon and on my body there would be a shiver you has embraced me more strong that I have not frozen. On a beach there was nobody except for us and all this beach belonged only to us! John, I would give all now that this dream has happened also I felt as you embrace me and warm heat. As you touch mine a body and gently iron the hand my shoulders and hands to warm. On my body would run a shiver. You would smile and have looked at me. You would bring the lips to mine and have passionately kissed. It would be a fine and hot kiss. We would kiss! John, it so is fine! You would caress me. Probably I dream much. But as though it would be fine! As though I wanted it with you. I to wish to tell to you that would be further. Then we could go to evening cafe and have coffee. How you think, what we could do further? I hesitate to speak about this much. But I would would like to lead all this evening with you! I love you and only you are necessary to me in this life! Probably it only dream. But I would give all that I have, if only this dream became a reality! If only to see you. John, I think that you have specified correctly my address. I will be very glad to receive your letter and I hope that it will come to me soon. I cannot live without you any more and your love. I adore you. I never would throw you. I would like love. Love only with you and from you. I would like to give you all care and tenderness, to present you my heart. John, in fact you the finest the man on light. I so am happy what to meet you. That we have found each other! You my prince! I love you!
I gently embrace also passionately whole. I so wished to do it every day!
Yours and only your love Anna.

Letter 17

Hello my dear love John!!!!
I am very happy to receive your letter and to read through your gentle words. I love you most lives. I so want that all ours with you dreams were executed! John, I cannot without you any more. My heart burns love to you and it thirsts for you!!!! John, I all life waited for that person, that unique and unique. Which can understand me. Which will love me and to appreciate. With which to me it will be good and for the sake of which I am ready to go on edge of the world. I thought that never I shall meet him, but I have found him! John, you my man!!!! I know that relationship cannot be ideal and that we will have difficulties, but I shall overcome for the sake of you all barrier. I never thought that one pressing of a key can change my life. But it has changed! Because you in my life. You have appeared as light which is lighting up darkness. I as if a flower reach for the sun. To you. You my sun. John, I love you most lives. I cannot transmit you words as I strongly require you and as you to me are dear. You are necessary for me. My mum speaks that at me eyes are shone. In them a spark. You have kindled this spark. She speaks that never saw me such happy. You make me happy. I spoke with her yesterday and she to me has told to transmit you that hopes that you on the present to love me and will not make to me a pain. I know that you never to cause me a pain and sufferings. Because we are created the friend for the friend! John, my mum very good person. And in all maintains me. She also maintains me in desire to visit you. She has told that wants to me happiness and if I shall be happy with you she will be glad for us! I to ask her about that that I wish to be with you and she has understood me. She has told that wants that I was happy. John, I shall be happy with you. There would be nobody in the world who so understood me and loved as you. I feel your love through your letters, your care and your tenderness! I wish to kiss you and to give you the heat. I love you. You have stolen my heart! I should think more of whom I constantly I think of you. I dream, I so to want that we did not dream any more and were together. If I could that I would turn to a bird and have flied to you!!! I love you most lives! John, I cannot without you more. I should that that to do for our meeting. I tomorrow shall go to bank and I shall try to take the credit. I shall inform you all that I find out. I miss you very much and very much I wish to be with you together! I love you very much John!!! I want to be with you forever John!!! I need you in my life John!!! With impatience I wait for your answer,
With love forever yours and only yours Anna

Letter 18

Hello my dear love and my loving prince John!
I am very happy to see again your letter, It is very pleasant to me to hear from you such pleasant and gentle words. Very much you do not suffice me also I I wishes to be with you and only with you John!!! John, I today went to bank and tried to take the credit, but to me it do not give, they have told, that cannot give, if I to take off from the country. I tried to issue the credit for mum, but the size of the mortgage is too great. So it is a pity to me, I do not know what to make. I shall try to go tomorrow to the aunt. I for a long time did not see her. she lives in other city near to me and I shall ask for her the help. I shall tell to her as strongly I love you and that you are necessary to me. I so am always glad to read your letters. I so hope that very soon we will not need to dream and we can execute all our dreams together. We shall be together and we shall be the happiest pair on light. John, you to me are necessary to most life. All my love only for you. Now my days last very long. I wait every day when I can come and write to you. Each minute without you as eternity. Even on work these ideas do not give me rest. I feel that I can not live without you. It is new to me, because I never tested such strong feelings. I at all do not know as to describe to you them because it is difficult to transmit words it. As though I wanted that you saw my eyes that you looked in my eyes, you could see in them fire of feelings to you! You have stolen my heart and now I belong only to you. You my angel. Gone down and presented outside of the second the life. I long time lived work. It was so tiresomely and every day was boring and monotonous. Only my work delivered to me pleasure and I lived to it. But after you have appeared in my life I true life, that such has understood that such true feelings. What is the love? I think that it when you can is on edge of the world and the nobility that love you, that for you wait. When you feel love for thousand miles and that you smile when close eyes and represent second half. When you can simply feel spiritual support of the favourite person. Care and tenderness. Fidelity and fidelity. And consequently I cannot without you any more. Me torture an idea that I cannot embrace you. I can not touch you and I can not feel your kisses and warmly your body. I can not wake up in the morning and see your smile. John, I love you. If in my life it is fated to love and be happy, it only with you. I know that we are created the friend for the friend. You are necessary for me as air. As water. I love you and a life without you for me a hell. I so want that we could be together as soon as possible. I love you and I wish to present all love to you. I ask you tell to me that you feel. As you represent love. Silly so to love? I do not know. But I am ready to sing with happiness that you are at me. I love you. I send you one thousand kisses and embraces. I shall wait for your letter with impatience.
Your love Anna.

Letter 19

Hello My Love John!!!!!
I am very glad to receive your fine letter. They deliver to me pleasure every day. And I wait for them with impatience from you! They an ornament of my day. I so wanted that we did not dream any more and could be together. All that I want in this life it only to be with you! I went to the aunt today. Her name is Klava. She lives near to me and I could go to her. Unfortunately she cannot help me. She took the credit recently for education of her daughter. But we it is good to talk to her and she understands me. I will go tomorrow to other aunt, she lives in other village and I hope that she can help to be to us together. I try not to lose courage. You spiritually maintain me and I will not leave attempts to us to be together. As though I wished to see you and your fine smile. John, I would give all for one instant with you. Because without you mine lives torture. I every day come home and to me is lonely. I think of you and it warms my soul. But an idea on that that you are now far also I cannot kiss you dements me. When I open eyes I in the morning do not see of you on other half of bed. I do not have not enough your heat and your love. John, I so want that the passion and love overcame us. We would be together and were the happiest pair on light and nothing could prevent to our happiness. As though strongly I wished to embrace today you. That you have taken me on the courageous hands and held me and kissed. That we could enjoy our love. I would like to do with you the most usual things. Present as it simply to go together on shops. Or to walk in park. Or to make a dinner together. You could stand behind of me and help to prepare. Held my hands in the hands, gently ironed them and kissed me. You would like it? Yes? I should afflict you, we would forget about preparation of a dinner and enjoyed love!!!! John, I love you most lives!!!! I never shall throw you. You my ideal! You my prince! My love to you pure! To Me of anything it is not important any more. John, me you are important only! My love John, you are necessary to me. You make me happy. But for full happiness I do not have not enough you beside. To me happens so difficultly without your support. But I know that you there far behind ocean to experience about me strongly. I ask you do not long. We love each other and this most important! Where that in the sky and I know our stars that they together. I shall look today at stars and I also hope that you can look at the sky. Because I send you so much kisses, how many stars in the sky!
I love you my prince!
Your love Anna.

Letter 20

Hello my sunshine John!!!!!
I am very glad to see your fine letter! John, you are necessary to me. Your letters give heat to my heart. Here there are no big shops where it is possible to do purchases. No, I did not go shopping in Sochi. I was there only one week and had a rest. I do not like to go shopping. But with you it would be pleasant. I would like it! John my life belongs to you. I cannot put words at all as I wish to be with you as you are necessary to me. Me draws to you as to a magnet. As I represent us together to me becomes warm on heart and it would be desirable to smile. Ideas on you give me a smile. I shall be happy only with you my prince. As though I wished to do all with you. I wish to maintain you in all. So simply it would be desirable to embrace you. It would be desirable to feel heat of your body and your kisses. John, why we yet together!! As I could live without you earlier. I do not understand. In fact when I have found you I have understood that such love and that such on the present to love. John, I love you. These are such usual and simple words. But they such important and such fine! John, you the most remarkable the man on light! John, you represent all friends with whom I spoke speak me that I have changed. They speak that for a long time did not see as I smile and as my eyes are shone. This all was made by you with me! You have stolen my heart and now I belong to you!!!!! John, you in fact mine the man? I every day dream of you. About us together. Each our day will be unforgettable and unique. Even we shall do the most simple things together. John, I so wish to feel your kisses. John how you represent our night together? I know that it will be fine. You that the man which are necessary to me and that with you to me will be good. We are created the friend for the friend! I want that you caressed me and kissed, that we have merged in our passion and felt heat of ours body. I wish to receive your hot and passionate kisses. I wish to be in your embraces!!!!! I dream that you spent the hand on my body and on my body have passed a shiver. I shall kiss you. I shall look in your eyes and to see in them reflection of our love! I love you most lives!!!!! I cannot live without you more!!!!! I went to the aunt in village. My aunt has given me 100 dollars. I know that it not a big sum. But it is a big sum of my country. My aunt asked to transmit you, that if we shall be together that you would care of me. I think that it will be difficult for us. I shall try to find still money. But I do not know who can help still. My aunts my most close relatives. At me it is not a lot of relatives. I have counted that to arrive to you I should work 1 years. Also I could earn additionally somewhere else. It is very huge term and I do not know as I can live without you so long. John, you could wait for me? I shall search still for variants to arrive to you. I today am tired and I shall go to sleep. I shall think of you and about us. Unfortunately I again one. As though I wanted that you were with me. You always in my heart. I love you.
Yours and only yours Anna.

Letter 21

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine John!!!!!!
I am glad to receive your letter. I with impatience waited for it both my heart was warmed also my heart knocked when I today have opened it. I think of that as it would be good if could in weekend go on a nature and have a rest there. I will be cooking tasty salads, we would take with ourselves tent, knifes and all other accessories to a campaign and have put in the machine. Then I have still taken a bottle red wine. I do not love alcohol, but a red wine I drink on holidays but not much. We would take meat what to fry it on a fire and would go to a wood or on seacoast. Where you would want? I would like closer to water. There we would put tent, would grow a blanket what to sit on it. Would put on a table salads, a wine glasses, have dissolved a good fire. Then together I would shall send swim in water, to lake or the river. The main thing that we could swim together. We would bathe, laid on a coast, kissed. Caressed one another, would enjoy a nature. Looked at the sky. Have then returned to tent, have prepared for meat and would sit to have supper. A fire shine us. John, you open a bottle and pour a wine in glasses. We drink a little for us and I see that one droplet has remained on your lips and I kiss you gently, you respond on my kiss and take me on hands and carry in tent. We are engaged in love, we enjoy each second of love, each minute of passion and it is very good us together. Then we leave tent, we categorize a blanket closer as a coast and we look at the sky. You embrace me and warm the heat. We are closer and closer, we speak we speak and we fall asleep under singing night birds and under a night rustle of leaves. I think that soon all of what we dream the reality begins. Each our day will be filled with love and we shall be happy for ever. I love you, and I send you the most most sweet kisses and I hope that they warm you at cold night in your bed. If when you read my letter and in the street night that look at the sky. There you will see constellation the big she-bear as a ladle. I send you this ladle full kiss and tenderness.
I love you John!
Yours and only yours Anna.

Letter 22

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine John!!!!!!!!
My love of me warm your letters when I receive them.
I ADORE YOU MY PRINCE JOHN!!!!!!!
I recently went on park and have decided to sit down on a bench. Our park very beautiful and many like to spend time. In it it is a lot of bushes, trees, a grass. It is a lot of boys and girls which else study at university or parents with children went on park. At night at us it is especially beautiful, when light lanterns. And I have presented as it would be fine, if we together went in such park. John, you would like this? I madly would like to hold you for a hand and to go with you! Here many pairs walk and from this to me became sad. That I cannot divide with you that evening. That I could not go with you, could not kiss you and embrace. I dream to feel your fine and gentle kisses. I most of all wished to see your smile. We could sit down on a bench and kiss each other! You could press me to you and warm heat when became cold. John, would be would be desirable me that with me now and I could embrace you or sit to you on knees and kiss you gently and passionately. I want to be with you. I want to feel yours warm, your breath, I would want that we groaned with happiness and love. You are not present with me and to me is sad without you. I believe only in one that there will come day happy for us and we with you shall be in embraces of one another, all we shall make together and we shall make so our life would be full of happiness and love. I want to be with you my love. You are necessary to me!!!!!! I require you, as in air, as in water! I want to enjoy our happiness and love and I would want that we for ever were together. I send you the kisses, the most gentle that you could feel my tenderness and that your heart would be warmed, that your ideas would be about me.
I love you!!!!
Yours and only your gentle and sweet Anna.

Letter 23

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine John!!!!!!!!
Lovely John, I am very grateful to you for letters your gentle and full of love. I very much miss you and is glad to receive yours the letter. Your letters deliver to me a smile to my face! I each time smile and is glad to see your letters!!!!! I love you my prince. John, everyone in life has two strips, black and white, the period of failures is black it, white - happiness and love. After I have met you that in my life there was only a white strip. I feel perfectly because I feel your love. I feel your care. John, I love you most lives. I know, that we are created the friend for the friend. You that unique, unique the man which I waited all life. You my sun!!!!! I want to be with you, I want to kiss and make love. John, I so strongly wish to feel your kisses, your embraces. I every evening look at the sky, on stars and I search for ours with you stars. I think of you and I dream of us together.
I REQUIRE YOU. I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU MORE!!!!!
I for ever yours and only yours John. You for me the closest person. I all would give to embrace you only. To me nothing is important except for you. I every day miss you. John, you the person which have presented me the most fine feeling - love, I adore you for it and I would want that we always were together, that we would be always full of passion and that our kisses would warm us each minute. I am happy, because that I have you, you are dear to me, I feel that we are created one for another. Everyone in this world has happiness. The main thing to find it. I have found the happiness and the love.
IT YOU JOHN!!!!!!!
I love you and I shall like always.
You for ever in my heart.
Your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 24

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine John!!!!!!
I'm fine. I mum asks to to transmit you the regards. But me it is very boring without you, it is boring because I can not be with you and I can not enjoy our our happiness with you. I cannot embrace you and that you whispered to me on an ear tender words. That has embraced me strongly and kissed. I want to feel your embraces, kisses both your tenderness and love. And today this idea has made me sad. I weigh day thought of you and dreamed. I constantly dream and to dream every night to me as we together. These are good dreams but when I wake up and I understand that you are not present beside and it only the dream to me to become was very sad. I thought of that as it would be good if we could go together to shop and choose one to another good things, a meal or still that or. We together take the carriage also shall push it and put there that that it is necessary. You will put the hand on mine and we slowly shall go along a counter. We shall take various food, spices, greens fruit, bread and many other things that I could prepare for tasty dishes for us and we enjoyed them each day. We after shop would come home and I made to you a fine dinner, and you would be with me on kitchen and assisted me. I would ask you to give me some spice and you have given me them and have gently taken my hand then. Other hand you would embrace me for a waist. I would lift eyes and after I have felt as on my body have passed a shiver. It you ironed the hand me. To me I would be very pleasant also has closed eyes. After I would feel sweet and warm your kiss. Similar I have strongly fallen into a reverie. But I very much would like it!!!! Or in shop of clothes we shall buy clothes for you or me. I shall help you to choose the most beautiful suit and you will look always fine and you help to me will choose a beautiful dress. I can not choose itself. Basically I am am helped by the girlfriend, I know that you too will help me the most beautiful dress in which I shall love you and you will love me in it. You will help me to choose female linen? I would want that it was pleasant to you and I hope that you will not refuse to help me in a choice of it. Probably I dream of this too much. But my days pass all with an idea on you. I never dreamed have changed me much but when you have appeared in my life you and my life and now each my day passes with an idea on you. John, I have found the happiness. It you! Our life will be together fine. We shall enjoy in each our afternoon together and each our day will be remarkable and unique. Certainly we will have difficulties, but we shall pass all difficulties, holding each other for a hand. We shall go on our life together. John, I so wish to make you the happiest the man on light. John, you will make me the happiest girl in the World? I know what yes!!!!!! John, you in my heart and I madly love you. Now I shall go home. I shall think of you.
Yours and only your loving Anna.

Letter 25

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine John!!!!!!!!
I am very glad to receive your letter. All bad in my day cunningly also remains only good. Your letters warm my heart and soul. Sorry that I did not write you some time. Last days my schedule of work has changed. I work under other schedule now. I will probably work so some months, but I hope that it will occupy less time. Now and I to write a dinner to you. I am glad that have found time for this purpose. I missed on you! Yes, you are right. I also consider that when I will be with you my life will change. Together we will make happiness! We will be happy together. I love you. I constantly think of it. And so it is difficult, because we only dream and we can not carry out our dreams now. I every day think of us. As we shall be together. Last days I dream much. But I hope that you like my dreams of us. I can make nothing with you. My relatives speak that " I fly in clouds ". John, you know this expression? It means that I constantly dream and I do not turn any more on what attention. I would want that you were in my embraces and I could sit on yours knees. I frequently think of that as we together are engaged in love. I many times imagined ours with you the first night of love. I am sure in that that we not shall to sleep this night. We shall enjoy our love and I am sure that first night I shall not forget never and I know that you will make all as well as I that we would be happy and groaned from love and happiness. We shall be in a bed and we shall not leave it. We shall be in embraces by our passion and love. Fire of love will burn in our hearts and to us will be very warm! We shall accept bathing with you, we shall caress one another and to help be washed. You would like it? You could now to me a back? I could also! When I think of it it that on my body runs a shiver and now I have decided to stop this subject. I can not write now the big details because that very much was excited when the beginnings to think of it. Because I so want it, that to me to become sadly, that we yet together. What you think of our first night of love? How you imagine to yourself it? I shall wait your dreams tomorrow!
It is time to me to go.
I hope to receive your letter.
Yours and only your loving Anna.

Letter 26

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sunshine John!!!!!!!!!!!
Today at me good day. I have woken up with good mood. Saw fine dream at night. Has received your letter. But much me does not suffice for full happiness. I do not have not enough your embraces, kisses, gentle words, passion, tenderness, love, I want to feel your breath. But all this only in dreams, but I believe that they begin a reality and me to become more easy. I do not like new business hours. It occupies more time and I hope that soon my schedule of work will return. But now I work and I can write to you in the morning or during the lunchtime! I miss you John. I think of you, I dream of that as we are engaged in love as we groan of happiness, passions and love. When I went today on street that have not come nearly in a hole, I thought of you and did not notice it and only before it have suddenly stopped. You would be would be desirable me that with me, that I could go together with you and hold you for a hand. Could talk to you about all. I so would like to lead day with you. I would give all on light, if only to see you. To listen to palpation of your heart. That I could lay on your breast and fall asleep under this heart beat. As it is fine! You are necessary to me now. Why you now not with me? To me so it is lonely without your care and love. I cannot take out this loneliness without you. I love you most lives. If we could be together I now has given you all love and our bodies burned in our passion and love!!!!! In the evening we could look TV have supper together, kiss to caress one another, to make love. I want to fill ours with you lifes by that that did not suffice us while we have not got acquainted. I did not have not enough love, tenderness and caress and I have found it with you but now I still do not have it more strongly and I do not know what to make what we have met faster. John, I miss on you. Now I very much worry. I try that that to think up, but at me leaves nothing. I try that that to make for the sake of our meeting. But I do not know as me to be. I asked all acquaintances, I searched for ways but have found nothing. I love you and the life in which there will be no you is not necessary to me. And it has made sad me today. All my ideas only about you John and about that as it will be good when we can be together. I love you, and I know that it not simply words, this feeling which lives in my heart and helps me to live and knock to my heart, which belong to you John!

Yours and only your loving Anna.

Letter 27

Hello My Lovely man And My Sunshine John!!!!!!!
I am glad to receive your letter. They as beams of the sun which shine me. Your letter warms me and makes me happy. My heart fights in a fast rhythm now. Probably you to hear it now? John, I feel that I can not without you. I can not feel like normally. You are far also each minute I want to be with you. I think of you. Especially difficultly at night. So it would be desirable to be with you. It would be desirable to see as you you smile, as you enjoy supper which I were going, probably supper which we shall prepare together. It would be desirable feel your love. It would be desirable to feel your tenderness. It would be desirable to feel your love. John, when I wake up in the morning, I want to embrace you to sit on you and to make to you massage, I would like to kiss you. To kiss while you you will not wake up and you will not embrace me. These are such usual moments in a life. But I madly to want this. Today I shall come again home and again there will be one. I shall lay on a bed and to look in a ceiling. I had in a life fine, good moments. I like to smile and be cheerful. But I so want that we smiled together. That I could feel you beside. In fact so it is pleasant when you not one in this life. John, I want to be with you, the passion and love, tenderness and caress, feelings and emotions which are saved in my heart not give to me to sleep. I fall asleep with dream about that that we together. I wake up with ideas that we together. I prepare for supper, I prepare for breakfast, I prepare for dinner, it would would be desirable that you tried that that I was going. I do not know as to describe that that with me occurs. I simply can not present the life without you. I do not know as I lived earlier HOW I COULD LIVE WITHOUT YOU????
To me it would be very bad if you have left me one now. But I believe that you will not make it. That we soon shall together. I love you and I wait for your letter.
Yours and only your loving Anna.

I have forgotten the most important. I send you the kisses!!!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

Letter 28

Hello My John !!!!!!!
My love I am glad to receive your letter. I am glad, that you write to me Also do not miss about me. Today at last good weather. I am tired already from bad weather and from the grey sky. And today there was a good weather! I today to go on park and looked at the blue sky. The sun shone brightly and blinded to me eyes. I smiled! Because you with me. You in my heart and you to heat me the heat! John I think of us very much, I speak you about these, that I dream, you Know all my feelings which I cannot tell All of you to dreams because them very much. I would not have insufficient amount of time what to write to all of them. But I am glad, that I can tell you even the some things. I night after to write to you the letter to go home and looked on film. I could not fall asleep and have included TV on what That the channel at night also looked film. I do not know, as it names to But it was film about love to tenderness and passion, it Is Russian Film. There two persons loved strongly strongly and their love has won all! I would dream that also we With you could so. It has made me a little mad! John, I dream to kiss you. That our bodies have been captured by a flame of our passion. I want operated in one shirt on the house That we could enjoy love when we shall want. As soon as in us Desire to which we, everyone will appear, could come nearer to another, has excited and Enjoy love and passion. I saw, as they made love. As in their eyes The burnt passion, love of fire as it shivered when all like profit in Finish and as they happy woke up in the morning. John, I am possible I dream much. But I would like that our dreams became a reality. I every morning wake up and to not see on other half of bed you. I can not touch you. I can not see your smile and I can not feel heat of your body.
I CAN NOT WITHOUT YOU JOHN!!!!!!!
I constantly dream about our meetings. But now I do not know that to me to do and it does me to grieve today. I grieve for you. I know that I can not without you more, but I not to see now variants for us. I try that that to search and that that to do, but that I can. Thus it is many desires. Thus it is many feelings in my heart, but I can make nothing. I fall asleep, and I sleep. My heart and a body Burns also wait, when I can be with you.
I LOVE YOU JOHN!!!!!
I WANT YOU JOHN!
Yours and only your love Anna.

Letter 29

Hello My Lovely Man and Sunshine John !!!!!!!!
John I am glad to receive your letter, I very much miss you and I would want that we with you were together. You in my heart. I love you John !!!! I want will be with you to meet with you each new day and to carry out together evenings. To visit, prepare for tasty dishes and to enjoy with you love and happiness. I want that we were happy. That on our persons there would be a smile. What our passion, our kisses and our love warmed our hearts, that in our eyes there would be a happiness, that all of us would make together. You asked about my new schedule of work. My day now passes so. I wake up in 6 AM, I have breakfast and also I take a shower. Then I put on and at 7:30 AM I go for work. In 8 AM I already on work. In 10 AM I have dinner time and I go to Internet cafe and to write to you! After that I to go home and I have dinner. In 3 PM I go again for works and my working day proceeds. I go home approximately in 11PM and I have supper, also I do some affairs and I go to bed. Usually so my day passes now. John I love you, I love and I want to be with you. Today I went to the girlfriend and we talked to her about us with you. She speaks that is glad for us, that very much would like that we with you were together. Asks when she to receive us with you a photo together. I have told that soon. I do not know itself when but I hope that very soon. I love you and I want to be with you John !!!!!!!! I can not more without you. This life seems to me empty because you far and I can not be with you. I would want that we with you were together I shall search for a way to be with you and I hope that we can make it soon. I want to be only with you. I love you John , you the man of my dream and I want to be with you!!!!
Your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 30

Hello My Lovely Man and my Sunshine John !!!!!!!!
John I am glad to receive your letter. To me it would be very bad if I have not received your letter. John , I all think of that as there will be our meeting and that we shall make. About that as we shall meet each day, about that as it will be good us together. About that as we shall make love, about that as our passion and kisses will warm us. You in my heart and I never can forget about you. I want to be with you. I all time think of that how to be with you. About that how to be in your embraces and how to make all dreams ours with you a reality. I want to be with you and to feel that you with me. After has met you, want to feel you, your warm, your tenderness and caress. To me it is very bad and boring, at night, in the morning when I on work I always think of you. John , I can not fall asleep your letters which I yet shall not read has printed out and I keep houses. I love you John !!! I want to be with you and I shall search for a way to arrive to you and I hope that I shall find very soon. You the man of my dream and I want to be only with you. I send you the most gentle and sweet kisses and I hope that they warm you today at night.
I miiiiiiissssssssss.......
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 31

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine John !!!
John I am glad to receive your letter. I have very much become missed without you. John , yesterday we with mum spoke about us much. She speaks that I not happy without you. She knows that me sadly without you, that I would want that we with you were happy also to us it was good together. I very much want to enjoy our happiness and our love and I would want that our happiness with you never came to an end. I very much want to be with you and I think only of you. John , we with mum very long thought also I has decided collect all money which I I can and start to pay the contract with Travel agency. I shall go on all girlfriends and familiar and I shall try collect all money which I can to find and pay trip. My mum also promised to help me with this. I very much want will be with you. Your letters bring to me pleasure and a smile. I want to be only with you and my happiness only with you and I would shall make all that we with you were together. You and only you the man of my dream and I do not see the life without you. I want to be with you and I want that we with you can enjoy us love and happiness. I love also I is happy that you are at me, I love you John !!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 32

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine John !!!!
I am glad will receive yours letter. I very much miss you and I want to be with you and only with you!!!! John I very much miss you and I very much would want that we with you were together. I today went to girlfriends and familiar. I have collected a part of money both I shall collect still and I think that I can find on all trip. I would want that we with you were together and could enjoy us love and happiness. You always in my ideas, I think of you constantly, I want to be with you and only with you, you in my heart. My heart knocks. I feel your love and your tenderness, I want be with you that we could enjoy our passion and love. John , you in my heart and I adore love you. I want to be with you and only with you. About you all my ideas and anybody another is not necessary for me. You the man of my dream, you my happiness, you my love for ever. I now know for what I live. I would live that we with you were happy. That we would smile both our passion and love never disappeared. That on this life we with you would go together and could enjoy our love.
I LOVE YOU JOHN !!!!!!
Your loving both gentle and thinking only about you, Anna.

Letter 33

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine John !!!!
John I miss you. I think of you and I am madly glad to receive your letter which gives me caress and tenderness. Which warms my heart and helps me to find a way what we with you were together. I all want to be in your embraces more strongly and more strongly and to enjoy our love, tenderness and happiness. John I today have paid to travel Agency of 1300 dollars for trip. It is all that I could find. To me have told that I have told them precisely name the airport where I should fly. They have told that I should inform the exact name of the airport. The state in which is the airport, city and a code of the airport. John Would inform me please this information that I have told it in Travel agency and then to me will tell how many I still must to pay for tickets. Inform me about the airport where you can meet me and I shall come to you soon. Some more weeks and we shall be together! One my friend promised me to help with payment of tickets and I can arrive to you soon. John you in my heart, I love you and I want to be only with you. Soon I itself can arrive to you and we shall enjoy our love and happiness together!!!!!
I want to be with you John !!!!!
I shall be very glad that in your embraces soon!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 34

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine John !!!!!!
John I am happy to receive your letter. I very much miss you and I think of you constantly. I would want that we with you were together and I am madly glad that it happened. I tomorrow shall go to travel agency and I think that they will inform me the new information and I shall inform it to you. I very much miss without you also want to be with you. Today all day ran and collected documents. Thought of that what to take with itself. And girlfriends prompt mums to me. I think only of you and all that to me is necessary to be with you John . I can not think about it what the friend help me. They speak to take to me things, clothes, all the most necessary. But all that is necessary your love and tenderness, caress and passion, love for me is and is warm, feelings of pleasure and happiness. And I know that when I shall be with you that we shall enjoy all it and more than nothing it is necessary for me. John my girlfriends and mum ask to send the regards to you. They say that we would send them as can more photo where we with you together and I speak that I shall make it. They are very glad for us and wish good luck us happiness. I shall learn Nastya and mum to use email and they can receive our photos. I so shall be glad that with you and my heart all knocks on breasts more strongly and more strongly.
I wait for your letter, John !!!!
I love you and I want to be only with you!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 35

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine John !!!!!!
John I am glad to receive your letter. I very much miss you and I so our meeting very soon is glad that. I think of you constantly. I today went in Travel agency and have told them the information on the airport. To me would tell that I have approached later. I very much miss you. I am very tired today, all day ran there here and when has come home that have fallen asleep. I have come now from a house. I so shall be happy that soon with you. Today I have learned my girlfriend to use email and she has told that will be check a mail when I shall be with you and to receive my photos. Mum too looked but has then told that a lot of difficult. John she has told that will receive a photo and letters Nastya. John I as saw today fine dream about that that as we with you enjoyed our love. It was fine. I have woken up from that that it would be desirable to embrace you and to kiss, never to release and always to be in your embraces, such sweet and gentle, the most passionate and tender. We made love first time, it was such fine dream. I believe that it becomes a reality and I want faster to you. John I with impatience wait tomorrow when I can go in the Internet-cafe and learn flight on which I shall depart to you. I hope that today at you all will be good. It is bad to read that you feel not well.
I love you John !!!!!
Only you and only with you I want to be happy. You in my heart for ever and I would want that we with you were happy!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 36

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine John !!!!!!!!
John I am glad to receive your letter. I miss you and I think only of you. I would want that we with you were together and it was good us. I think only of you and only you in my heart. I went today to Travel agency. They have told that tickets are not ordered yet. They I shall order its soon and have asked me to go tomorrow. I have asked as there are affairs with official registration of papers and that all will be ready in due time and all passes successfully. They have told me as that I should be prepared before interview in embassy. John , to me gave usual questions which set at Interview and have told to esteem and it will be prepared. They have told that I should speak that I to fly as the tourist. But dont speak about you. because only it serves as a problem at receive visas. The consul thinks that I want to leave for ever and will not give out to me the visa. To me have explained that it will be necessary to speak and me will prepare concerning interview. I shall tell that a meal to familiar. With me here remain mum with the grandmother and it is good. It will give a guarantee that I shall come back. John I shall make all and I shall tell that that I was necessary also is sure that I can to receive the visa. I would want that we with you were together. I love you John , I want to be with you and I would shall make all that we with you were happy. I have learned also to me have told that we can remain together and and will not be separated. For this purpose we need to make many photo and to prove that that we love one another. I know that we shall be together. I shall make all for the sake of our happiness. Tomorrow I shall find out the data on flight on which arrive to you and then we shall be with you together!!!!
I love you John !!!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 37

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine John !!!!!!!!!!!
John I am glad to receive your letter today. I very much missed you. I am madly glad to receive your letter. No, I cannot do without a trip to Moscow. I will have interview in Moscow before my start. I went in Travel agency today. I have learned about that have ordered to me tickets whether or not. To me have told that for the present tickets are not ordered. They will order them when date of my interview will be defined. What then to order tickets next day after interview I could arrive to you at once as soon as I shall receive the visa. I have asked when date of interview will be known and they have told that soon. Have told to come tomorrow. John I hope that all will be good. I hope that tomorrow will tell me when there will be an interview and then will tell the information on tickets. Soon we will be together. I am madly glad to this. So it would be desirable to feel as you you embrace me. As you caress me the hands. As your lips concern mine and as we with you enjoy love and passion. I would want that it happened faster. I believe that very soon it happen.
I love you John !!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU AND I WOULD WANT THAT WE WITH YOU WERE HAPPY!!!!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 38

Hello MY Lovely Man and My Sunshine John !!!!!!!!!
John I am glad to receive your letter.
I want to inform you pleasant news!!!
I KNOW WHEN I TAKE OFF TO YOU!!!! I SO AM HAPPY!!!!!
I went today to Travel agency and to me have told that the ticket is ordered me. I have asked them the information on flight. They have printed out the data on flight. John details of that as I shall fly to you.

Moscow (MOW) - Columbus (USA, Ohio) (CMH)
KLM
Flight KL3105
Departs: 14 September 2009 10:20, Sheremetyevo Arpt
Arrives: 14 September 2009 12:00 , Schiphol Arpt
Amsterdam (AMS)
KLM
Flight KL6035
Departs: 14 September 2009 13:05, Schiphol Arpt
Arrives: 14 September 2009 15:40 , Detroit Metro Arpt
Detroit (DTT)
KLM
Flight KL5357
Departs: 14 September 2009 17:10, Detroit Metro Arpt
Arrives: 14 September 2009 18:07 , Port Columbus Intl Arpt

Columbus (USA, Ohio) (CMH) - Moscow (MOW)
Delta Air Lines
Flight DL5954
Departs: 14 March 2010 19:10, Port Columbus Intl Arpt
Arrives: 14 March 2010 20:50 , Hartsfield Intl Arpt
Atlanta (ATL)
KLM
Flight KL622
Departs: 14 March 2010 22:35, Hartsfield Intl Arpt
Arrives: 15 March 2010 11:45 , Schiphol Arpt
Amsterdam (AMS)
KLM
Flight KL3104
Departs: 15 March 2010 13:00, Schiphol Arpt
Arrives: 15 March 2010 18:10 , Sheremetyevo Arpt

I hope that you can meet me when I shall come to you by this plane. You will be free? You can meet me at the airport? How you will be dressed on? I know that I shall find out you. I do not know where to go after go from the plane but I hope that will show me and then I shall see you. My heart is pleased also happiness full it, love and passion. All feelings make me happy. John To me have told that tickets will be to cost 1210 dollars. I need to pay in addition 610 dollars, I shall pay soon we shall be together. I tomorrow shall go to the friend which promised me to help to pay tickets and I shall pay them and the unique problem which will divide us, it only interview. But I any more am not afraid of it. I am prepared to it also am sure that I can to receive the visa, I study English more strongly, I answer on questions which usually set on interview. I think that I can be fast with you. I love you and only you, my gentle and tender Prince John !!!!
It is the truth and I hope that you can trust in it. Because see fast we can each other!
John I for ever yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 39

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine John !!!!!!!
John, I am glad to receive your letter. I very much miss you and I want to be with you. John, I would want that we with you were happy and that ours with you the happiness never would come to an end. I am glad that soon we with you shall together and I am madly glad that soon we can to enjoy ours passion, tenderness, kisses, caress and love !!!!! John You in my heart for ever. I love only you and I want to be only with you. You my prince, you the man of my life. My love for ever. You the most gentle both tender and the cleverest and beautiful and only with you I want to be together. I looked the cheapest tickets. I should get round trip a trip to you and these are the cheapest tickets which were available. I cannot change my tickets now because I have ordered them already and have paid a part of tickets. I long searched for tickets and it there were the most suitable.
I LOVE YOU JOHN !!!!!!!!
I today after work went to the my friend which promised me to help. But her and its husband was not home. They have left to friends at birthday. But I hope that tomorrow they will return also I can borrow from her money and pay tickets and there will be only one problem. To go interview. But I do not worry any more. Because I know that I all will be good also we with you we shall be together and for ever. I send you the most sweet and gentle kisses and I hope that they warm you and caress and love give you !!!!!
I love only you John!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 40

Hello My Lovely man and My Sunshine John ,
I do not know as to inform you that that happened. Forgive but at me today bad news. John , my friend could not help me. Yesterday when they with the husband came back from visitors, the machine ran into them. The drunk driver not has calculated turn also ran sideways machines of my friend. With them all good but the machine has very strongly suffered and now the husband of my friend, Sergei, has told that now money to repair differently he not are necessary for them can to go for work. He should go in other city. John I ask you do not worry, all will be good, there are some more days and I shall try to find money. I hope that I can make it. John I think of you and your letters give me force and I want to be with you. You in my heart for ever and I want to be only with you. You in my heart for ever. John I would dream of that that we with you were together and I hope that it happen very soon. I want to be with you John!!!! I very much hope that we shall meet. I would shall make all that in my forces that we have met you. I for ever with you and only you in my heart for ever,
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 41

Hello My Lovely Man and My Sunshine John !!!!!
I understand now that you wrote to me. I understand and is grateful that you wished to make to me pleasantly it. But I could not read yesterday your letter and very much worried. At me now very much a difficult situation and I feel badly. John I do not know what to make. I do not know that to me to make. I day run all and I shall find out where to take money but nothing I can find. Already nobody can help me. I have collected all money which could and more nobody can lend to me. I do not know as to have time and make so to arrive to you. I want to find money, I make all that I can but nothing it turns out. You my love you my happiness and I would not want that on middle of a way our happiness was finished. I love you!!!!! I love and I want to be only with you!!!!! John you for ever in my heart, I love you and my heart can not without you. I would dream of that what to be in your embraces, I would dream about that we could enjoy our kisses, caress, passion, tenderness!!!!! Sorry but I will never send similar photos. I hope that you will not be upset. But as I can send it, after all here it is a lot of people which can see it. I do not wish that me somebody saw. What of me will think? I hope that you will understand me. John without you my life is empty, I struggled also I how many could want to struggle for our happiness and love!!!! I love, I love, I love, I love you John !!!!!!! You the man of my dream and only in your embraces I shall be happy. I send you the kisses and I hope that they warm you. I shall wait your kisses and I hope that I shall receive them soon.
Yours and only your loving and gentle Anna.

Letter 42

I care not of others. I care of my close people. To my mum, my family and girlfriends. I will leave, but they remain here and what will think of them? That their daughter last a bough which corresponded with the man from other country and sent the naked photos. I do not wish it. And now you speak that I have broken your heart. I never could think of you badly, but now it seems to me you my appearance, but my soul it not that for you interests only. For me a shock now and I do not know it for what you love me. You love me for my body only? You cannot wait at all and demand from me impossible. I the decent girl and never would send these photos. Because it is not correct for me. I do not know whom you loved. If you love only my appearance find to itself other girl because it offends me. For me before it is important that the man understood me, loved me for my mind and for my soul.
Anna.