Letter(s) from Svetlana Udilova to Billy (Canada)

Letter 1

Hi Billy! How your mood? I hope, that you waited my message. Recently I have learned to use the Internet. My girlfriend has shown me how to get acquainted with men by means of a site of acquaintances. I have seen a lot of profiles but I have decided to send the message to you. Because at first, your profile has seemed to me very interesting. Secondly, my female intuition has prompted me, that I should write to you. My intuition seldom deceives me. In this message I shall tell to you a little about me. But if you want to continue our acquaintance you will learn about me more in following messages. My name is Svetlana , I am 31 years old. I never was married, but already a long time I reflect about the family future. It is one of the reasons why I have addressed on a site of acquaintances. I live together with my parents. We have a small, but a cosy apartment. After I have left school, I have gone to study in musical college. Already some years after the termination of college I work at musical school as the teacher of music. I play on a piano. I like my work, because I very much like music. I like to spend a free time together with my girlfriend. She lives in the next house. Together with she I go to fitness center or to a tennis court to play tennis. She for me very close person, almost as the sister. Billy, I should inform you something important. I think, that you will be surprised if I shall tell to you, that I live in Russia. I do not play you Billy, it is really so. Unfortunately it is far from you. It was very difficult to me to place my profile in a service of acquaintances, because I am in Russia, the service of acquaintances does not accept the members from this country. Therefore in the questionnaire I have specified, that I am in America. I live in an average part of Russia, in town Emeshevo . You should know it Billy, because probable you do not want to continue our acquaintance because between us huge distance. But I wish to tell to you Billy, that if we shall want to meet sometime, the distance will not be a barrier for me. If I shall love the man I shall reach him even on edge of the Earth. Besides I already travelled once to Egypt. I traveled as the tourist. Therefore Billy you should not worry that we not beside. I am not worry about it. It is very interesting to get acquainted with someone from other country, where other culture, thinking, traditions. I think, that to you too will be interesting to learn more about Russian woman. I have sent you my pictures and I want, that you too have sent me your pictures. Billy, if for any reason you do not wish to correspond with me, please, inform me about it that I did not hope vainly for your interest to me. But now I hope, that I am really nice to you and I hope that you wish to continue our acquaintance.
I wait your message Billy.

Letter 2

Hi Billy. I am glad to receive your message. Billy, you have not sent me your picture. Please make it. I very much wish to see your picture. Today I shall send you some others of my pictures. Billy, I am glad, that you too wish to continue our acquaintance. I see, that you too are not frightened by distance between us. First of all Billy, I wish to answer your questions. Billy, you have asked, where is Emeshevo. If you will search for it on a map, you need to look a little more to the left from the city of Cheboksary is most close large city to my town. Billy, I see, that you are surprised by that I have chosen you. I wish to tell to you, that I here have admirers. But I cannot see in them what I wish to see in the man of my dream. I do not have a feeling to them. When my girlfriend has shown me a site of acquaintances it seemed to me is amusing. But then I have thought and have solved, why was not present? Why to me to not try to get acquainted with good the man by means of the Internet? It seemed to me will be very interesting to communicate with foreigners. I could choose in the same way somebody another. I saw many questionnaires which I loved. But I have decided to choose you, I am simple so have solved. It seemed to me, that you the good person and to me will be interesting to communicate with you. Except for that I already had attitudes here in Russia. Unfortunately these relationships have left only not pleasant memoirs. Possibly therefore I have decided to write to you. Billy, I think, that you have already understood, that I have serious intentions to get acquainted with good person to have with him serious relationships. Billy, I was interested in you and I want how much it is possible to learn you better. Billy, to me interesting everything about you and about your life. I shall try to tell to you a little about my character. I can tell to you that I very romantic woman. I have bad mood seldom and I with optimism look at a life. I like when around of me cleanliness and a cosiness. I very much inquisitive, in life I wish to see and try everything, in fact the life is given only once. Except for music my passion is the cookery. To me delivers great pleasure to cook various dishes. I like to communicate with interesting people. In men I appreciate such qualities as honesty and fidelity to the beloved. Fleeting novels it is not for me. I am ready to give completely myself only to that man whom I shall love really, to that man, of whose love I shall not doubt. Till this moment I have never met the man, who could win my heart. Though I do not think, that I have great requirements to men. On the contrary, I prefer, when the man is modest and simple in dialogue. I seldom peer on appearance and even on age of men. I think, that the woman should belong to that man who really loves her. I think then the man will be kind, fair and careful with she. Not obligatory to have a lot of money because the love cannot be bought for money. Some people speak, that the love is not present. But I do not wish to agree with them. The love between the man and the woman is present. How you think Billy ? You believe in love? I wish to find happiness with the favourite person. It seems to me, that in a life for the woman the most important - strong family and the favourite man, together with whom she would bring up children. I wish to ask you Billy. Tell to me, what woman you dream to see near you every day? For the sake of what woman you are capable to make everything to take hold of her heart and always to be together with her? Excuse Billy, probably to me still early to discuss with you such frank things. But it is very interesting to me to know, what girls draw your attention. Billy I shortly have written to you my prospects on my future. If for you it interestingly then we can discuss these themes in more detail. Billy, I shall wait your message.

Yours Svetlana .

Letter 3

Hi Billy. I am glad to read your message again. Last time I had boredom in my soul, but now I have received your message. It is joyful thing. Your message for me as a solar beam. With each new message I learn you better and we become a little bit closer with you. It is pleasant to me to read your letters. Billy, you speak about my husband, Surendra. He is not my husband. It is a spam, I too have a lot of spam from Surendra where it is spoken, that I am her wife. Therefore you do not need to pay attention to such messages if they will come to you. Billy, I send you other picture of me. I hope, that you wanted it. Billy, can you tell me more in detail about your family? How many native you have? What relation you have with them? How often you gather? In my family always were very much close relations. My parents already very long time together. My father's name is Igor, he is 58 years old and he works as the builder. My mum is 55 years old, her name is Nina. Now she any more does not work, she simply housewife. I see, how strongly my parents love each other. Sometimes I look at them and think, how much well, when two loving hearts incorporate together. The small child born and these hearts become attached to each other even more strongly. I wish to have the similar future. We live in a convenient three-room apartment. One of rooms is mine. We like to spend time together. We often get out to go somewhere, for example to cinema or to cafe. In my family there is a tradition. Every summer we are go on coast of Volga and we spend time there within 1 week. Volga is very much greater and wide river. The fine kind especially here opens in the evening, on a sunset, when water starts to reflect solar beams. As though water is painted in red color. How you already know Billy, in private life now I have emptiness. I did not speak you, but once I had relationships with man. It seemed to me, that I really love this person. He was careful, gave me a lot attention. But after I have agreed to be near to him, was passed very little time and I was completely disappointed in him. I do not want more to recollect him. Now I has solved, that I shall not wait, when prince on white horse will come to me. I have decided to go independently on searches of my prince. Therefore I have addressed to service of acquaintances. It is possible here I can find man who will love, appreciate and understand me. To me it is not important his financial position and his work. In the profile I have defined, that I search for the man more advanced age, than I. Because I think, that more mature man with greater understanding and respect concerns to women. I want, that my husband loved and respected me. I am ready to give to such person everything, I shall be always devoted to him and in our family never will be quarrels and conflicts. On it I finish my letter. Billy, write to me your ideas, which you have, having read my letter. I shall wait your message.

Yours Svetlana .

Letter 4

Hi Billy. Have good day. To me pleasant, that you studied some my ideas in the last message. Billy, usually I do not tell about the deep ideas and opinions, but I have written to you about it, because has felt desire to open it to you. I more independent woman, but probably sometimes necessary that there was one man, for whom I can open my soul and whom I can trust. I am glad, that I have found in you understanding me. I thought, that it will be complex to find the man who has outlooks on life similar to mine. I see Billy, that we are similar in something. It is pleasant for me. Thank Billy, that you have written to me some details about your life and family. It help me more well to understand you and your life. Billy, now has come time to finish my letter. I need to run home, to us have arrived my aunt with my cousine. I did not see them four years. Tomorrow in the morning they already leave. I have told them, that I shall return soon. The last, what I wish to tell in this letter, it that I have told about you to my parents. Do not worry Billy, my parents will not mind, even if our friendship will turn in something stronger. I even have joked of them. I have told, that soon I shall go to you on a visit. How you think Billy, what they have answered? My daddy has told: " Your life in your hands, do so how you will find correct ". But I think, to us still early to speak about a meeting, though I think we shall return to this conversation in the future. Have good day Billy.
I wait your letters.

Yours Svetlana .

Letter 5

Hi my dear! I am glad to read your message again. Billy I always with impatience and even with some excitement read your letters. Our exchange by opinions is interesting to me. I think, that now in my mind have developed more less precise the picture concerning your character if to believe all, what you speak. I am a little surprised that earlier I did not meet such people as you. First man whom I has chosen among many other men so has strongly interested me. I heard earlier, that some people really fall in love each other through the Internet. I did not think, that dialogue through the Internet is capable to pull together people so strongly. Dear, I would like to learn, how you like to spend a free time. I very cheerful person and I constantly think out various entertainments. I do not love loneliness. I love, when around of me my friends or my parents. I do not have a lot of friends and we seldom have an opportunity to be together. But times when we together forever remain in my memory. Basically I spend time together with my best girlfriend. I see her every day. With her we go on dances, to cinema and other good places. When we together, we never miss. But I feel, that in my life something does not suffice. I often dream about romantic evenings together with my beloved, it can be a supper or simply walking. You the romantic person Billy ? You sometime thought of similar things? How you like to spend weekend? You spend weekend together with the family or with friends? What you do for rest? Tell to me please about it . Billy, excuse me for a question, but it is very interesting to me to know. Whether you have now serious relations with the woman ? I ask, because to me it seems , that it is difficult to woman to resist before such good and charming man. I think, that many women will agree, that I have good taste. Please tell to me a little about your private life. Possibly, you too have to me any frank questions? I shall answer them with pleasure Billy. Write to me in more detail about your feelings and desires.
I like to read, when you tell about you.
I wait your messages.

My embraces !!! Yours Svetlana .

Letter 6

Hi my lovely!!! I am very glad to read your message. In your messages I feel tenderness. I see, that everything, that you write to me you write with feeling. Therefore I enjoy when I read your letters. Yes Billy, I really travelled before to Egypt. I went on a resort, I very much loved Egypt. I went there in January, in this time here was very cold, but when I have arrived to Egypt, I could bathe and sunbathe. You also have asked about my girlfriend. Her name - Irina. We are amicable with she since the childhood, she for me, as the sister. Billy, I send you other pictures me. I hope, that my pictures and my message will keep to you good mood long the same as your messages to me. Today I have come from work early. Therefore, having written to you this letter, I shall cook a supper together with my mum. Often, when I at home, the cook only I. I already spoke you, that I very much like to cook. But today my parents have anniversary of wedding. It is necessary to cook a lot of tasty meal. Without my lovely mum I shall not cope with it. By the way, what food you prefer Billy ? What name of your favourite dishes. As to me I do not like meat dishes. But I like fish dishes, also I like to eat a lot of fruit and vegetables. I like to do of them salads. My favourite fruit is a pear. Billy, whether you know, that women, for whom the pear is favourite fruit less than others are inclined to fool around and marriages with such women are very strong. I have read about it in one interesting book. But I wish to tell to you Billy, that I am not inclined to fool around less than others. I am not inclined to fool around in general. Billy, today I shall cook the hen with rice. My daddy adores this dish, therefore I shall try to please him. By the way Billy, I have recollected one good proverb: " the way to heart of the man passes through his stomach ". Therefore when we shall meet, I shall apply all my culinary abilities to win your heart. Now Billy I finish my message and with greater impatience I shall wait for yours.

My kisses. Yours Svetlana.

Letter 7

Hi my dear Billy! I am glad to speak again with you! Thank for your message. Billy, I am glad, that in our relations there is a promotion and we became more close people. Billy, I with the great pleasure shall answer your questions. Yes, to me really 31 year, but to me it is pleasant, that I seem younger for you. My friends and my parents name me Sveta, but if you want, you can name me Lana or Sweetheart. In any case to me it will be pleasant. You have asked about my work also. Certainly I shall tell to you a little about my work. I already spoke you, that I work as the teacher of music at musical school. I was arranged for this work 4 years ago. Before I worked in kindergarten as the musical head. Now I work with children is more senior. Basically it is children of school age. But I have pupils also more advanced age. I enjoy my work. In fact I am am surrounded constantly with children and music. I very much love music. It is very pleasant, when children under my management become talented musicians. I give them only initial music education. Often children, having ended musical school go to study further. What kind of music I like? I like various music. For me the direction in music is not important. I can listen to any music if it is pleasant. I do not like heavy music and greater preference I give classical music. Billy, yes, certainly I speak English. My English cannot be named ideal. I studied English language at school and in college. Also I was engaged independently under manuals a little. I can tell to you Billy, that if we shall have alive dialogue between us, we shall understand each other very well. No, I do not smoke and I never smoked, because I do not see in it sense. As to alcohol, I really drink sometimes, but I never abuse alcoholic drinks. I drink only in special cases and I prefer wine or a champagne. Billy, I have no brothers and sisters, I the only child in my family. Billy, each time when I read your letters, I tell to parents what you have written in your letter. I hope, that you do not object? Do not worry Billy, I only praise you before them always. They of very good opinion about you in spite of the fact that they never saw you. They always trusted me and they know, that I do not deceive them. My parents hope that they will have an opportunity to get acquainted with you sometime. My daddy especially strongly wishes to meet you personally. I have told him, that you the good person and that I seriously consider you. You know Billy, that for parents the most important that their children were happy. Therefore my parents are pleased, when they see me so joyful. Billy, my daddy very much likes fishing. I do not know Billy, whether you like fishing, but my daddy has told, that sometime he necessarily will take you with himself to fish on the river Volga . He want, that I have told to you, that he will prepare good fishing tackle for you and will show you how cook fish soup here in Russia. Here it refers to "Uha." Billy, tell to me more in detail, what opinion on me have your relatives? If you have told them about me how they react? Billy, I wish to ask to you one question. Tell to me, have you any plans concerning our relationships? Billy, I begin often to think about our meeting. I think, that for us it will be very good, if we can spend some time together. It will strengthen our relations and will help to study better each other. For that time which we are familiar, in me does not remain any doubts concerning you. Billy, I think, that next month we can meet. For example in the Europe or in other place. Billy, I with pleasure would invite you at my home. My parents only would be glad to it. But I think, that it is will be not best variant. I wish all this time to be only with you and to see only you. Billy, I should discuss it with you. Therefore I shall wait for your opinion.
I send you a gentle kiss.

Yours Svetlana .

Letter 8

Hi my dear Billy! I am glad to speak again with you! Thank for your message. Billy, I am glad, that in our relations there is a promotion and we became more close people. Billy, I with the great pleasure shall answer your questions. Yes, to me really 31 year, but to me it is pleasant, that I seem younger for you. My friends and my parents name me Sveta, but if you want, you can name me Lana or Sweetheart. In any case to me it will be pleasant. You have asked about my work also. Certainly I shall tell to you a little about my work. I already spoke you, that I work as the teacher of music at musical school. I was arranged for this work 4 years ago. Before I worked in kindergarten as the musical head. Now I work with children is more senior. Basically it is children of school age. But I have pupils also more advanced age. I enjoy my work. In fact I am am surrounded constantly with children and music. I very much love music. It is very pleasant, when children under my management become talented musicians. I give them only initial music education. Often children, having ended musical school go to study further. What kind of music I like? I like various music. For me the direction in music is not important. I can listen to any music if it is pleasant. I do not like heavy music and greater preference I give classical music. Billy, yes, certainly I speak English. My English cannot be named ideal. I studied English language at school and in college. Also I was engaged independently under manuals a little. I can tell to you Billy, that if we shall have alive dialogue between us, we shall understand each other very well. No, I do not smoke and I never smoked, because I do not see in it sense. As to alcohol, I really drink sometimes, but I never abuse alcoholic drinks. I drink only in special cases and I prefer wine or a champagne. Billy, I have no brothers and sisters, I the only child in my family. Billy, each time when I read your letters, I tell to parents what you have written in your letter. I hope, that you do not object? Do not worry Billy, I only praise you before them always. They of very good opinion about you in spite of the fact that they never saw you. They always trusted me and they know, that I do not deceive them. My parents hope that they will have an opportunity to get acquainted with you sometime. My daddy especially strongly wishes to meet you personally. I have told him, that you the good person and that I seriously consider you. You know Billy, that for parents the most important that their children were happy. Therefore my parents are pleased, when they see me so joyful. Billy, my daddy very much likes fishing. I do not know Billy, whether you like fishing, but my daddy has told, that sometime he necessarily will take you with himself to fish on the river Volga . He want, that I have told to you, that he will prepare good fishing tackle for you and will show you how cook fish soup here in Russia. Here it refers to "Uha." Billy, tell to me more in detail, what opinion on me have your relatives? If you have told them about me how they react? Billy, I wish to ask to you one question. Tell to me, have you any plans concerning our relationships? Billy, I begin often to think about our meeting. I think, that for us it will be very good, if we can spend some time together. It will strengthen our relations and will help to study better each other. For that time which we are familiar, in me does not remain any doubts concerning you. Billy, I think, that next month we can meet. For example in the Europe or in other place. Billy, I with pleasure would invite you at my home. My parents only would be glad to it. But I think, that it is will be not best variant. I wish all this time to be only with you and to see only you. Billy, I should discuss it with you. Therefore I shall wait for your opinion.
I send you a gentle kiss.

Yours Svetlana .

Letter 9

Hi my lovely Billy! I am glad to see your message. Thanks you Billy for your picture. On it you are very well looked. I shall increase and unpack it. Billy, to me pleasantly to learn, that you support idea to meet and too wish to see me and to spend with me time. I think, that in our following messages we can discuss in more detail our meeting and establish time and a place for this purpose. I want to tell to you dear, that it is very pleasant for me to be convinced that exist the man who waits me and who wants to be together with me. I even now anticipate our meeting and I imagine, how all will occur. Even my mum has noticed, that I not such, as always. When I have told to her that you have agreed to meet with me, she very much was glad for me. Though she worries a little. I think you well understand she Billy. Parents always worry for the children. But my daddy for some reason has easily reacted to such news. I have been pleasantly surprised that he so trusts you. Thank you Billy, that you have allowed to feel me so happy. After your message in my heart has flashed the spark. Now ideas about our meeting will warm me at any time and in any place. Billy, have you ideas and imaginations about that day, when you will meet me? Inform me please about it. I can tell to you now Billy, when you will appear in my embraces, to you will be complex to be released from my embraces. I shall not tell in detail to you now about those things which I shall make with you, but you with pleasure will recollect about it during long time!!! Now I finish the letter. I shall wait for your messages Billy. My gentle kisses!

Yours Svetlana.

Letter 10

Hi my dear Billy! Have good day! How you feel yourself dear? I - ok. Billy, you have asked about my growth. My growth - 5 foots and 6 inches. I hope I not too high for you? I a little excited Billy, and yesterday I hardly fell asleep. I was grasped by idea about our meeting. After discussion of this theme with you, I feel inflow of emotions such, as excitement, the big impatience and expectation of this day. You have brought the whole sea of emotions in my life Billy, to me difficult to explain everything by words, what I feel now. Billy, I can tell to you, that I have started to look at life under other corner owing to your letters. The life around of me became much more brightly and more colourfully. Billy, lovely, I think that for us it is necessary to arrange our meeting so that there were no difficulties and inconveniences in our affairs. As to my work, I at all have no problem with it because I have the right to long holidays every year. Billy, I do not know, whether your work will allow you to go far from your home? Probably you have the intense schedule with work and to you to will be complex to leave for a long time from work. If you will not object, we can meet more close to you or I could arrive even to your home to spend time together with you there within several days. I have no problem to make long travel. If such way more convenient for you and my arrival to you will not create inconvenience for you Billy, let's choose this plan. It for me even better because I shall have an opportunity to see your life. I would like, that you have acquainted me with your friends and with your relatives. During your free time we could walk along your city, you will be my guide and will acquaint me with your city. If there will be an opportunity, I with pleasure would visit even a place of your work. Billy, I can easily agree on my work to have time to visit you and to spend with you some time. Dear, inform me your opinion concerning my ideas. If you approve my offer I shall begin to prepare for travel. I as always with impatience shall wait your message.
My kisses and embraces.

Yours Svetlana .

Letter 11

Hi Billy!!! Thank you for your message. Dear, I do not know, how to me to express my pleasure. I all day cannot find to myself a place. Billy, you are familiar with such feeling when you have very good mood and you cannot sit on one place, you would like to jump with joy? Today I have just such mood. I have imagined, what expects me in the near future. Billy, I feel me very happy. I want to you Billy!!! I wish to be near you. I do not know, what with me occurs Billy. I am not similar to myself today. Billy, how you could make me so happy? In fact I even never saw you. Billy, I at once liked you when we only started to correspond. But now it not so, now all is much stronger. I all day thought of you today. After I has read your message I wanted to re-read anew all your letters. I sat, read them and felt, how in my breast inflames the flame. I felt heat, burning my heart. I till now cannot find to myself a place. Today I went by bus and the sun shined my face, I looked directly at the sun some time and my eyes did not hurt at all from it. Do not worry, I have not gone blind from it. I did not pay attention on what occurs around of me. My face warmed the sun. I thought of you. I thought of what occurs to me. To me it was very good. I did not feel my body. Billy, I became similar absolutely to other person. My girlfriend thinks, that I am crazy. She speaks, that my feelings to you are not serious and that I has thought up them. It seems to she that I have gone mad. But it not so. I have fallen in love with you and I very much miss you Billy. Billy, I shall arrive to you. I shall spend some time together with you with the great pleasure. I do not know, how much strong your feelings to me, but I in any case should meet you. I should meet you and I am happy, that you too want it. Nothing will stop me. Billy, these days I shall go to travel agency to learn the information on how I can arrive to you. I shall inform you details on it in the following message.
Billy, I shall wait your message. I adore you Billy!!!
My gentle kisses!!!

Yours Svetlana .

Letter 12

Hi my love! I am happy to receive your message. How has passed your day? I had fine day today. Billy, unfortunately I have not own phone. Therefore I cannot speak with you by phone right now. But I too very much wish to hear your voice. Therefore I shall search for an opportunity to call to you if you will give me number of your phone. Billy, favourite, I have good news for you. Today I was in travel agency and had conversation with the agent. I have learned that to receive the visa in your country difficultly, but it is possible, they can help me with it. Billy, I am very excited. When I talked with agent, my palms have sweated even. The agent did not begin to describe in detail to me a detail today, he has asked me that I have come tomorrow. Tomorrow I shall meet him and I shall discuss a question about visa. I very much hope Billy, that I will not have any difficulties. Billy, dear, favourite, sometimes I so filled with feelings to you, that I would like to begin to cry. I would like to embrace you and to caress, as small kitten. I do not know Billy, what to me has occured. But it seems to me that it compare with love at first sight. Yesterday I saw film. When the man kissed the woman, I have recollected you and my eyes became damp. The kiss of the man and the woman never seem to me so touching. Inside of me all burns Billy. I do not know Billy, what feel people when really love someone. May be the same, what I feel to you now ? Billy, I have steady intention to meet you!!! Any difficulties will not stop me. I should meet you Billy. May be not only I want it, may be the God too thinks, that I should meet you. Billy, it seems to me, that you - my destiny. I want, that it was so. Billy, write to me, I shall wait your message with greater impatience . Your messages give me the big charge of vivacity.
I shall wait Billy. I love you. I think only of you.
One thousand kisses.

Yours Svetlana .