Letter(s) from Justina Walter to Jim (USA)

Letter 1

Dear , Thank you so much for getting back to my email and i have to let you know that it trully meant alot to me for you to get back at me even though when i told you that i am not in the states at the moment.. Anyway to be precised with you in Nigeria in a western african part of the country,I know that this might not be what you're expecting from me because i never told you that i was out of the states from the start of our conversation but i have to let you know that its because i was scared that i am gonna lose you and you might not be interested in me but i guess i am wrong about you which i am truly sorry for and i hope that you would be able to find a special place in your kind heart to be able to forgive me because i would love to know everything about you is thats gonna be possible since thats my main reason why i am on here..Hoping to meet that someone special who is willing to accept me to accept me just the way i am and gives me a trial and who is ready for a change aswell..I just pray that i aint asking for too much because i am not willing to scare you away...... I did went through your profile on the dating site and i was impressed with what i read,it was awesome which is why i wrote you in the first place,i dont want you to think that i am not trying to sweet talk to you but i just want just want you to know the damn truth about yourself. To be honest with you,I am not from the state which i made use of at the dating site but it was just a random zipcode which i made use of out of my head hoping that someday i would be able to meet that special someone out there and i am so flattered that you happenned... Having someone like you to talk to in this present predicament meant alot to me because i do know what it takes not to feel safe,I have been through alot in my life at this age of mine but i guess this was my fate and i have got no other choice to than to accept things just they way they are but it has only make me a stronger person in life so that i could be more motivated..Here is what happenned to me since you wanna know how i ended up Nigeria,I lost my parent in an auto crash 2 years ago and ever since then,life has been unbearable for me because i have no one to care about my well being .. What happenned to me was Fate so i dont think that i do have any other choice than to accept things in whatever way they come towards me.A Year as an Orphan,i came across a guy(Nigeria by Birth)by the name Benson who wooed me and he told me that he would be intereseted in a relationship with me since i had no one who cares about me and i needed a shoulder i could lay on whenever i am feeling down ,i had to accept is offer after pleading with me for a whole month and guess what???i fell for him so easily because he is so romantic,I hope you dont mind me making use of that word. He was my everything and we both love each other so passionately that we cant do without seeing one anoher everyday.A Year into our relationship,he proposed to me marriage to me and i accepted instantly since this is the dream of everylady,I was so over joyed that i had to share this good news with my best friend by the name Cecilia,she was so happy for me and she wish me best of luck with him. He(Benson)told me that we will be travelling to Nigeria because he wants his parent to meet me before we both got married and i have to accept since he said that its part of there tradition but i told him that my best friend will be accompanning us both even though he has never met her for once.One week later,i had cecilia meet with benson but what i notice on that very day is that my Ex cant stop looking into Cecilia's eye's,i never knew that something terrible is going to happen afterwards but i never think towards that..How i wish i could turn back the hand of time but i guess that aint possible so right now,i wanna make every minutes of my life count. Anyway back to my story,I,Cecilia and benson travelled down to Nigeria for the wedding ceremony and i received the greatest shock of my life when i woke up one morning and found out that benson has left with cecilia but abadoned me in this hotel. On the table was a note that read thus**I am sorry for doing this to you sweetheart but i just cant resist the beauty of your best friend so thats why i had to go with her to show my parent that she is the one i wanna get married to**.After reading this strange letter over and over again,i stood amazed and i take a proper look at myself if i aint beautiful enough but i guess there is nothing i can do to what just happenned... I waited patiently for 2 months hoping that Benson was trying to Joke around with me because he knows that i have no other person but him.One evening while watching one of there Local TV News down here, a news was made that a Couple who wedded just recently both die in a fatal accident and this made me remember what happenned to my family.The Pictures of this wedded couple was paraded on the Screen and guess who it was???...BENSON AND CECILIA. I felt so empty inside of me because i was hoping that they will both come back and apologize to me in person but i guess this cant happen anymore because they are both dead.The situation was bad before now but at the moment,its worst from bad.Sometimes,women consider themselves losers if they aren't having the most blissfull of affairs with men but from what i have learnt concerning what happenned to me,i dont think that i have any reason to be angry because i know that no being is perfect and moreover thats why i chose to share my story with you because i have this huge feeling inside of me that have this believe that TWO CAN ACCOMPLISH MORE. Do you agree with that?... Anyway,thats the reason why i am stucked here right now is due to the Bills i am owing the hotel where i am residing right now.Please dont feel offended by me asking you for help because i know that we are just getting to know one another on here but i will be more greatfull if you can just lend me your helping hands so that i can get myself out of this situation that i got myself into all in the name of Love.... Thanks for taking your time to go through this email of mine and i will be hoping to have a positive responce from you soon. Justina