Letter(s) from Cristina Carman to Mark (USA)

Letter 1

Hi,
Thanks so much for your mail, i really appreciate it. I will be happy if you can get to know each others better You can email me direct to my private email address: christina_garden83 AT yahuu DOT i could send you some of my pics and i will love to see more of your pics and get to know you more better and lets see where it lead us...Hope to read from you soon...
Load of love Christina.

Letter 2

Hi,
Thanks so much for your mail...I hope that you fine and in good health,i'm really glad that we can exchange emails and i hope that soon we both can sit down and have a cup of coffee,i would also love to chat with you,thought am new to this,i feel that i've found all what i want and desire,i did like you to know a little more about me,life has been filled with heartbreaks and i don't want anymore hurt or pains,I want to find a man, who wants a relationship based on "Truth, Real Love (not **** love), Compassion, friendship, Loyalty, and Honesty!!!! I also want to be able to be "Romantic" to him with Love, not her telling me things like "If you love me, you will do "this or that" for me". I want to be able to do anything to make him happy, because "I Love Him", not because he tells me to do it. Know what I mean? I want to feel EXCITED when we Kiss!! When we Hug!! When we Hold hands while we are in public or our home.....
kisses.
Christina

Letter 3

Hi,
Thanks so much for your mail...I hope that you fine and in good health,i'm really glad that we can exchange emails and i hope that soon we both can sit down and have a cup of coffee,i would also love to chat with you,thought am new to this,i feel that i've found all what i want and desire,i did like you to know a little more about me,life has been filled with heartbreaks and i don't want anymore hurt or pains,I want to find a man, who wants a relationship based on "Truth, Real Love (not **** love), Compassion, friendship, Loyalty, and Honesty!!!! I also want to be able to be "Romantic" to him with Love, not her telling me things like "If you love me, you will do "this or that" for me". I want to be able to do anything to make him happy, because "I Love Him", not because he tells me to do it. Know what I mean? I want to feel EXCITED when we Kiss!! When we Hug!! When we Hold hands while we are in public or our home......
kisses.
Christina

Letter 4

Hello,
I got your mail i am happy i could hear from you, I was born and brought up in Lemont , IL . You sound like the type of man i'm seeking for someone I can talk to someone who will be my best friend, but i am going Thur altot for now due to some little problems, i lost my dad when i was 8yrs,and i was growing up with my grandma...so about 10 mouths ago mom had to go to Africa for a business trip and i have not seen her since then,so i have being going Thur alot looking for her....so i got a call about 7weeks ago that there found my mom she had being in an hospital and needs help,she got cancer so i rushed there and i have being here for 5weeks now and i have really spent a lot on her for the surgery. But the problem i have is that i had to drop all my traveling documents before the surgery was done.So my documents must be released before i can go back home and i don t want my flight ticket to expire... So i will want to hear from you soon and i don t mind meeting you if i am welcomed to your life an i promise i will rock your world dear..I don't want you to think i'm using my and mom problem as burden because all i need now is a caring heart that seeks....so i hope to Read from you soon.....
Load of love and Kisses..
Christina

Letter 5

Dear.
thanks so much for your mail...I hope that you fine and in good health,i'm really glad that we can exchange emails and i hope that soon we both can sit down and have a cup of coffee,i would also love to chat with you,thought am new to this,i feel that i've found all what i want and desire,i did like you to know a little more about me,m life has been filled with heartbreaks and i don't want anymore hurt or pains,I want to find a man, who wants a relationship based on "Truth, Real Love(not **** love), Compassion, Friendship, Loyalty, and Honesty!!!! I also want to be able to be "Romantic" to him with Love, not her telling me things like "If you love me, you will do "this or that" for me". I want to be able to do anything to make him happy, because "I Love Him", not because he tells me to do it. Know what I mean? I want to feel EXCITED when we Kiss!! When we Hug!! When we Hold hands while we are in public or our home. I am not "materialistic"!! I would rather have someone to respect, care for, and love from my heart & soul, then money!! Yes, money is nice, but it can't buy you real love.I just want it to be, that anything we were to "own", as "ours", not "mine" or "yours". Yes, I know that there are somethings that will be mine, and he's, but do you know what I mean? I want to be able to "spoil him" by opening a door for him, or carrying things for him, taking his shoes off when he's back from work,for no special reason, but that I care for him. I too, have been hurt by the opposite ****, but I don't hold it against other men, because they have not hurt me yet. I hope that we can get to know each other better, and see how things might go.I can not "promise" that I might say or do something that hurts you, but I can promise that if I do, it won't be on purpose, it will be on accident. See, I don't know everything about your past yet, and I don't know what upsets you right now, but hope to know you better, so I don't say or do anything to upset you, because I hate that when I upset someone special to me.I love going out,taking walks down the park and thinking about my life,i love observing nature and cooking is also one of my hobbies.I'm a really sensitive and attentive girl. I'm an observer of people (not a voyeur!). I like to figure people out. I like to notice the small detail about people. I like to know what makes them tick and what excites them. I like to know how to make them happy, how to make them feel special. I can be really romantic. With my man i like to surprise him by doing special things. Like leave a flower on their car windscreen. Leave a card for them at their favourite shop for the shop worker to give to them. I like to send flowers when he's feeling down. I prefer private dates, with my man and myself alone. I guess i like the private moments when we can share intimate things. Talk about plans, desires, feelings. As I said before, i'm quite physical. I love to hug and touch and be touched. I love to show affection to my man and i love it when he's very affectionate with me. I love men and i always desire to respect them. When i have been with a man, i have never taken advantage of them unless they have wanted me to. Even when they want me to be physical with them, I always want only to honour and respect them. I am still a virgin and i intend to keep it that way until i find my Husband. When that time comes, i will give him the gift of my virginity. Thats not to say that i haven't been with a man. As i said earlier, i have been physical with previous men only to the extent of foreplay. And while it was fun and pleasurable, i long to be intimate only with my future husband so that we could be able to give unbridled passion. When i find the man who i feel is my soul mate, i look forward to when we can spend time alone, cuddling on the sofa, watching tv/films. Making out, caressing and kissing. I can't wait to have sex with my future husband. I am a sexual person and i love the thought of being intimate with him in every way. I want a husband who feels the same way. Who has the same sexual appetite as i do and desires to be as intimate as i do. But all of this must be within the context of an exclusive relationship. So i will protect the sanctity of my future marriage. It doesn't matter to me if my future husband has a sexual history. As far as I'm concerned, when we marry we start from fresh. His past is not of importance to me. Can you tell me more about yourself?So where did you grow up?I grew up in New Orleans and moved after the hurricane katrina. Do you want to have children, or would you be happy with the children someone else already has?I would love to have children but in anyway i would be happy with the children my partner has,children are precious gifts from the almighty God and we should take good care of them both physically and spiritually in the lords direction so they would not go astray and i can be that loving mother you seek and desire.Yes i want kids so much. I love kids and i so much want to have 2-4. And teach them the love of God. But i dont want to be strict with them. I want to shower them with love, devotion but with discipline. Not harsh but enough to make them able to make their own decisions. To teach them to be tolerant of others and loving to their own. To do great things but not necessarily to be seen by others. I want my kids to grow up loving their parents and grandparents. But to find their own destiniy and what God has in store for them. I dont want to dictate their lives but i do want to mould them and direct them in the ways of the Lord. To love God but not to become narrow minded sheep that church smetimes makes us into. I want them to love God and have joy in what Jesus achieved for them on the cross. But i also want them to fully appreciate the grace that God has given them and live their lives free. Where have you been? Do you like to travel?I've not really been anywhere but i did like to travel. Are you serious about meeting someone?I'm serious and ready.I have been hurt by men all to often. And yet i have soo much passsion and love that i want to pour out on one special man. I want to make him feel like there is no better man on the face of the earth. I dont want to put him on a pedestall because that would not be fair on him. But i want him to know that he has one woman who thinks that he's is soo important, so needed and wanted. I want him to feel that he has someone who is loyal to the utmost, faithful and dedicated to his needs. I want to be able to satisfy all his needs. Emotional, intellectual, physical, spiritual and most importantly sexual. My greatest pleasure is knowing that i can provide all these things with Gods help. Are you willing to move for the right relationship?I would,cos i've done it before and i would not mind doing it again. What do you really enjoy doing? What you do to have fun? What kinds of music and movies do you like?I love watching comedies and romance. I also love dramas and thrillers. Loved the Bourne Identity. I love fantasy films. Lord of the Rings is my favourite. What makes you laugh, smile, and cry? Crazy funny people. Sarcastic people like Dr Cox on Scrubs. I love his character. I love intelligent commedy like political satire. I love Robin Williams, Jim Carey and Mike Myers. They crack me up so much. I love watching those home video clips of kids doing hilarious funny things. Kids make me laugh. The things they say. You never expect it. What makes me cry, i'm always moved when i see scenes on tv between parent and child when they are struggling or dealing with the relationship. I hope that this would be an end to my search for a true partner, Christina

Letter 6

Hello,
Thanks for your mail and your very good understanding, my flight ticket is still good I want to leave this place before it expire, I know God is going to work through to help me out. Things are really bad for me now, I'm in lagos nigeria. All I need now is a caring heart that seek Thanks so much for your mail you really put smile on my face, I was shy and afraid to tell you my life story and what i'm going through because I don't know how you will feel, thanks so much for your very understand , well, mom is doing better now I have to come down to africa to meet her I've spend all my money on her just to make sure she doesn't die because I love my mom so much she's the only one i have, she came to nigeria in west africa, I was born and brought up in Lemont, IL, I have to come down here few weeks ago to meet mom, i have really spent a lot on her for the surgery. But the problem i have is that i had to drop all my traveling documents my passport and my flight ticket before the surgery was done.So my documents must be released before i can go back home and i don t want my flight ticket to expire, I drop it with them so that they can continue with her treatment because i don't want her to die, now the Doctor want me to pay the balance before they can return my document back I'm so scare now I don't want my flight ticket to expire I will be very glad if you can help me with the balance of the hospital bill I don't mind to pay you back the money when I get to states I will be glad if you can pick me up at the airport because of your situation if you want me to come staright to your house you can give me your address I can come down with taxi so that we can meet and i will show you my appreciation so that we can meet face to face. sorry to have been putting this to you at the first time. I had no choice than to let you know what i am going through. please believe me i need your help I want you to know now that all I want now is a caring heart that seek, I promise to make if up to you if you can help me with the balance of the bill, I wait to read from you soon.
Load of love and kisses
Christina

Letter 7

Good morning how are you doing, Thanks so much for your mail I will be very glad if you can help me out of this place so that we can meet face to face, I want to leave this place before my flight ticket expire because I've spend on my money on my mom, I need your best Help to leave this place so that I can come to states I don't care to meet you face to face I can relocate my flight to any airport around you if you can pick me up ?? what is the name of the nearest international airport so that I can change my flight there as soon as I pay the doctor the total balance I need to pay the doctor now is $650 so that they can continue with her treatment they need to take on operation on her within the next 72hours, Here is the information you will name if you are to send the money to me

Full Name: Christina Carman

Address: 50 John Street , Off Adeola Odeku Road,

City : Lagos

Country: Nigeria

I am using the doctor's laptop now I can't write much I will make sure I write more and send you more pic as soon as you reply my mail, let me know if you can send the money today so that I can tell the doctor. You know I have to drop my passport and flight ticket with the doctor I'm sorry you will have to send me the money as soon as possible.

I wait to read from you soon. Load of love and Kisses, Christina

Letter 8

Hello how are you doing, I got to talk to the Doctor I do explain to him that you are willing to help me with the bill I don't want you to think i'm using my problema nd my mom's problem as a burden for you , I will be very happy if you can help me with the bil I've attached copy of my passport for you to see, I do hope to see you soon so that we can meet face to face. let me know when you have the money sent so that I can pick it up, Have a nice and lovely weekend I wait to read from you soon. KISSES. Chrisina