Letter(s) from Ekaterina to S. H. (USA)

Letter 1

hello, well, i think i shall be short this time because i have to do some work over in the shortest time, it is almost made out but i have to do some corrective amendments.

so my name is Katerina and it is my real name and please let me know of yours real in return. i guess you have already looked at my profile but better to repeat, i am 26 years old, my birthday is on november,15 1982, i am Scorpio in a horoscope, 171 sm height and 51 kgs weight. my eyes' color is brown, i am blonde, actually you can look at my appearance in the attached file, i hope to see your comments.. and please send me some of yours.

i live in russia in city Cheboksary, my parents live next to my home, i don't have any brothers but i have one sister Olga, i have never been married, i am single and i don't have any children, i live alone in my own apartment.

i work as a manager in shop of household chemical goods ( soap, detergent powders, etc.) i like to travel, but my work does not allow me to do it too often, i like and i do enjoy reading books, listening dancing, pop music, 3-4 times a week i go out for sports clubs for playing tennis, volleyball, also i practice the latin-american dances such as rumba. i can afford to go out for restaurants, theatres or cinema in weekends.

here i leave some questions, well, write me more about yourselves, about your vital priorities, about your past life, have you ever been condemned? how do you spend your spare time? in weekends for example, what do you do after your work? are you interested in russian culture and what do you know of russia or what would you like to know? can you say anything about russian women, are you really seeking for serious long-term relations?

i hope these questions won't be difficulties in answer. here i leave my mobile phone number is +79021048964 where you may phone me in any time, write me back to the same e-mail ketketlove@rambler.ru. i really would like to develop our acquaintance out and not to stop on this message. hopefully, we shall have the time to write to each other on time without any delays. well, i have to be back for working now.

i hope to hear from you soon.
Katerina.

Letter 2

hello, it's me again, now i am free more or less, i request pardon me for my first short message, really nice to write to you in hope for keeping on developing our acquaintance.

to be honest, i am really excited because i am new for such web-sites where i can take an opportunity to get acquainted with a man from other country, i admit i used russian dating sites before but russian men don't use to seek for women in internet, a result of search in such russian web-sites is narrow and almost there's not the certain contingent of men i could make a choice among, russia is the backward country and most of russians don't have internet access at all.

in truth, for the sake of mere curiosity i have decided to enter the criteria of a search for men who are older than 60 years old, and i have been surprised because there're a lot of men who seek for women, the most people after 60 here in russia never heard of such word as internet at all, in comparison with russian men, the percent of foreigners in internet is too high, that's the percent to find the right man is going up.

can you tell to me why are you seeking for a woman in internet, why do not you try to seek for a woman in your city? in turn, i have decided to try this way because one of my friends advised me to be registered on that web-site, now she lives in japan with her husband, and last month she was in russia for visiting with her family here, i think it would be silly not to use all possible ways to seek for someone especial, even in internet.

among my friends, there are many female friends with nice husbands, they are happy in marriage and have good children but the most of my female friends complain that their husbands are taken aback by work pretty much, they don't play a role in childrens' raising properly, often leave for other cities for business trips and their families remain without their fathers and husbands for a long time and, in my opinion, kids need proper attention of both parents. needless to say their husbands bring good amounts of money into family but it isn't a question of money, it's question about family as about unseparable unit.

my friend who lives in japan now, has a family with japanese and she has settled down there, has told that russian men differ from foreigners, foreigners are found as men who take an attention and feel responsible in all aspects to their family, to their wives and this point makes me interested in seeking for man from other country. certainly no one is ideal and maybe my opinion on foreigners is erroneous but i think that everyone knows that the east woman is a loving and careful partner, orientated to family and to raising children, also there's a similar myth about foreigners among russian women here.

i really would like to express thank-you to that web-site that helps people to find their future, i am really interested in getting knowing of different cultures, we are in the different countries, we speak in different languages daily with family, with close people and friends, we live in different time zones even, we wake up and we go for work, we get sleeping and again go for work, by the way, i live in gsm+3 time zone and you? also we have different mentality but needless to say moral human bases and the usual everyday life means the same idea about a life and i am sure that we will find many topics for talks, won't we?

i prefer to find more mature man. why so? i often pay my attention to enough mature married couples, i see that such husbands take bags with meal, when leaving a shop, open the door for women, and talk very politely and it really makes me smiling and this thing is worth for smiling and showing respect, the life does not stop and when people are older the value of a life becomes higher, we don't have a longevity elixir unfortunately, on the contrary, so unpleasantly to see a young married couple and especially when a wife takes heavy bags and behind her an young man goes with a cigarette and it seems normal for him and even a kind of amusing thing.

usually young men search for adventures, search for taking a fun and how to hang out better, both of us were young, agree that both of us felt like to be on the same level as the rest of our friends, felt like to bring something colourful into our lives, something was outside of common sense and please look back and look at today's and that former and you will understand that currently you don't look like former, who wasn't sure in something or, on the contrary, too aspiring guy in other things, now our life is stable, certainly everyone is eager for something great, to well-being and in fact everyone has the different aims in life, but we have been brought here by the only aim, each of us lacks a second half, who could complete an essence of another one, for the sake of whom we would feel like to live, facing all difficulties.

well, i think i close here, i asked many questions in my previous message and i look forward to see your answers to my questions, please comment the written above. do not hesitate to ask your questions, everything is free for answer.

i look forward your message back.
Katerina.

Letter 3

hello my dear, how are you? what about your mood? i am fine, everything around me blossoms and gets alive when i get reading your messages. i really would like to write all past and present that happened in my life, but i can't take the time or for other reasons it's difficult to write more but i promise to touch all things you're interested in and to discuss everything what you want. my work keeps me busy and at times i really want to get free from everything, from this reality and get rest for one week. my life is lacking something especial, new for me and thanks a lot that you have written to me back, i am not lonely, there's family, my mom, my daddy, my sister, and i am thankful to God that they are close to me all the time and support and protect me if it's necessary, but really don't know how to explain. well.. i look like a flower, beautiful and graceful at first glance. the flower needs three important things to keep on being such, that's a fertile soil, water and a sunlight. i have good work that gives to me "the fertile soil", also i have my family's "water" that gives to me, likely, a goal to live for the sake of. the flower can live without a sunlight but it's a question How and How long. i think that i need this sunlight that would keep me alive and what i am lacking to be the same, beautiful and graceful. Therefore i am really happy to write to you back because your messages brings to me maybe a little but this is a sunlight that takes my daily deals and problems away and lets me be open with my thoughts here in internet, and i don't know how are you feeling right now, are you thoughtful or you touch a reading without any mind, whether you smile or, on the contrary, find a worth of my words for you. who knows really.. but that's what i really want to realise, not everyone can give what another person needs in and therefore i want to get knowing of your internal world, what do you need from a woman, how would you like to keep relations balance to feel comfortable with a woman. i don't care of difference in culture, in customs and in other background things, i am seeking a man i could feel comfortable with in talks, in behaviour, in making love, in everything in short. i am thinking right now that it's possible to write more and more and right now i am smiling, so funny that i am writing to a man whom i never saw but i really feel responsible to write in proper way. i hope you noticed that i try to tell to you maximum about myself and about my life because i feel like to say and to be heard up in return. i hope you're not bored by my several messages a day :)

Really i am thankful to you that you don't stop writing to me, you're an only man who "courts" me anyhow except for my daddy of course, i am surrounded with his attention all the time. by the way, my family knows that i write to you and they asked me once where you're from, how old you're and other banal questions. by the way, maybe at times if i couldn't check my mail up, my father's e-mail is alexander_sav@inbox.ru , so you may write to my father and ask him what's happening with me. he knows my nickname and password and also can write to you if something will happen with me. my daddy is a kind man, i look like my daddy pretty much, seems, i adopted all his qualities, i am easy going, i am an easy to get along with a person, i am good listener. i don't judge anyone and i am always learned to not judge. as long as you're being treated with respect and honesty and it shows that matters are correct. my daddy was always eager to make my life correct, he loves me very much, always make my life interesting, my mom takes care of Marina more and daddy takes care of me, always take me along for fishing and going camping, for hiking, for skiing the winter, skating in sport centers, me and my daddy, we enjoy to go to the cinema. at times, if someone looks at me in public places such as cinema or restaurant, he says to me "Ale, look! it's your future groom". he is funny and easy for talks. no words can't describe his individuality. so a little about my father. please tell to me more about your individuality in the next message. well, i hope it's enough today, my eyes are tired to look at screen. well, i close here.

yours faithfully Katerina.

Letter 4

hello, how are you today? what's weather there? i am really glad that you have written to me back. really nice that you have become interested in my thoughts in my previous messages and that i have caused your interest in me, and i sincerely hope that we shall keep on getting knowing of each other more, let's write to each other daily, needless to say we are adults and responsible, we have some deals and a work but, agree, always it's possible to take some time to check mail up and to write an answer or a short note that today it's impossible to do it so that not to wonder and not to stay in doubts and in riddles whether you said anything wrong or anything else, nothing is by chance and we are here thanks to god and maybe it's our chance, maybe an only chance, and we should try to keep each other in touch, i really would like to get knowing of you more and i hope that the further writings will make us smile and aspire to sign in mail servers and to see letters from you, i promise to do best in order to write without any delays.

hm, please, please, please don't put off the sending of your photos, i'd like to have them on my computer and the more the better. make me happy with your photos as soon as possible. thanks in advance.

it's kind of you to take some time and answer to my questions, it shows that you pay the proper attention to my messages and it makes me sure that you aren't not for head games.

i think it's time to tell about myself a little more, i am well proportioned and exercise regularly, but not obsessively. i am expressive emotionally, intellectually and physically and i need the same in return. i like to laugh and to be spontaneous and to enjoy being physically active. do you practise sport? what sport is your favourite? I do seek for serious long-term relations and i hope you have already looked at my profile and you know about my intentions to find someone especial whom i could create a family with, i do not have any children but i'd like to have them. today's women tend to treat career growth and well-being as initial level of their life and frequently they forget the initial meaning of their role in this life, in my opinion, a woman always should be a woman and to be above any obscene things, many women smoke, get drunk and some of their acts make blushing even, i used to go out for partying in university time, to go to the restaurants, the cinema because there was very amicable narrow circle of people whom i was sure in, now the most of my friends have their families, now i do not want to go to noisy unsafe places where i could face just turmoil, the today's world became rough and ruthless and i prefer to stay at home at nights. say to me please how do you spend your time? i request pardon for such frank question but what woman would you like to find? what qualities do you like in women? i really should know of it because only we can take an opportunity to make this path leading us to right direction. if to touch individuality, I am very much a homely person and my life is missing the love of a good romantic man. i am lonely woman absolutely though a lot of friends and my family are around me always but all this isn't what i would like to have. my future family, my future children, all this is what i need and what i am here for the sake of. I think i close here, i hope you will like this photo, i am there in my bedroom and read a book!

i hope to hear from you soon.
Katerina.

Letter 5

hi! thanks a lot for your reply! how are you? what about your health? i have just reached a computer with impatience to get reading your message.

as to my day today, i woke up at 5 a.m, i often wake up at this time to take the time so that to feel myself in shape all day long, i like to remain in bed some time in the mornings, to remain lazy in bed, to take a shower, to turn TV on and watch morning news, to drink a cup of coffee, to open window and make my bedroom filled up by fresh air. to cheer up a little, to have breakfast, yesterday i cooked russian borsch, some salads and so everything was made to warm it up and have breakfast, usually i should be on working place at around 8-9 o'clock in the morning, today i came there at 9 a.m, i watched "Wanted" in the morning, very good movie, i adore re-watching this film, always stay breathtaking after watching this film. the best thing in this film that i enjoy watching, is when James Mcavoy came back to his home to take his father's revolver, his ex-girlfriend insulted him and at this moment Angelina Jolie kissed him.. i adore this film really! well, the day at work was usual, a couple of years ago i drove a car and i have old driving licence and it should be renewed in order to drive a car again and also i should get some training, i gave my car to my daddy and until now he haven't sold this car. now i walk on foot to my work. there i have one important project and this keeps me busy lately but i do best for making it ready in some days, so a whole working day i am for this project and i am tired and really want to get free from this project as soon as possible. likely after this project i shall ask my boss to give to me some time of vacations, last year i was in Turkey but i guess it shouldn't be so good as well as in summer time. but i'd like to get rest somewhere before long after this project. where do you like to rest usually? maybe you may offer some places where i could see something interesting, something new for me, i enjoy traveling but i don't do this very often because of my work but i take any case and opportunity to make a small trip to other city where there're some my relatives or friends. at the second half of this day i chose a gift for Masha, she is 4 months old already! and i bought a big toy and i celebrated this day with my family at Marina's home. i took some photos and i attached some files. also we bathed her! it would be funny so much! i searched usb-cable from my camera a long time but haven't found eventually, thanks to god i have card-reader and got files finally. and now i am at my home and i am writing to you this message. that's how i spent this day.

I do crave to say i am glad to have our acquaintance. no doubt i am honored to be your today's friend and maybe we will get something especial between us if we lead a right path. our writing interchange should deserves all of our attention. i am really longing to get knowing of you more. i really become madly happy that your jaw drop open while looking at my sent photos. i am kidding of course, please don't get mad at me :) and all these words thanks to internet and sometimes internet is better than a reality because, firstly, people can get knowing of each other, to create a trusting and a honesty and, as result, to prepare the initial step for long-term relations. always it's possible to stop sending messages if thoughts don't coincide. but i think we are getting on, aren't we? i believe all our current talks will play part in the future if we accept a decision to meet, for example. who knows really where this path will lead us but in my opinion, we are on this right path and everything depends just on us, how to lead and where accordingly. I am really able to give the tenderness and a large explosion inside heart and i am betting you could be overjoyed if we keep on leading this right path. we shall like one another more and more like we do now, i often think of you. my internal loneliness turns into waiting for your messages. at times destiny doesn't take pity on people for living anywhere nearby, likely it pulls together me with you and it gives me new emotions i never felt before now. "no distance of place or lapse of time can lessen the friendship of those who are thoroughly persuaded of each other's worth." i hope this phrase takes place between us!? I think i close here! hugs and kisses! well! bye bye! i forgot, my family sent to you " Best Regards".

i look forward to receiving your news. Katerina.

Letter 6

I waited your news with bated breath. i am saying Good day to your ears. have you heard? :) i am a lucky woman to have met a man so special, so clever, you're! not reaching the words to define this beautiful feeling that invades me when your messages arrive to read them. Thank you for being so serious and kind man. i don't feel alone in hoping to receive your answers each time. i feel a great pleasure to hear your words with an open heart, your feelings are very pure and i really can't help saying Thank-you. by the way, i always think of what you do first of all when my letter appears in your inbox? i am betting you look at my photos, don't you? here i attached some other photos in my bedroom where i get up and go to bed every day! ;)

i have just re-looked at birthday party photos! i like that white dress so much because it's a gift of my mom! i look like a cinderella in that dress, don't me? :) thanks a lot for your compliments. You're truly gentleman! it's always kind of you to say that i am a beautiful woman in truth, i can afford to visit with you there, finally i have made my project and i have already shown this project to my boss and i am entitled to be on vacations, i can continue working without vacations or to take some vacation days. actually i can be on vacation a one month and i can take advantage of this opportunity in order to come to your place. so i could kill two hares at once: to get rest and to get closer to each other, to get knowing of where this path will lead us. Hopefully we both understand very well that it's possible to write to each other for the rest of our days but not to get us closer and noone of us doesn't want to waste the time and so we could get very good chance to get knowing of each other in the reality and really to feel the way whether we could live together in the future or not. i have done this project and my shop should receive very good profit and now my boss is thankful to me and i can take advantage of her today's kindness in order to go to your place for example or simply to lie on the sofa and drink a cola-cola all vacations, but it really would be great for me to make a small adventure and to see you there. but my willing to make a trip to your country doesn't depend on me only and without your approving, i couldn't make a trip to your country. if we really want to meet, we have to discuss many things. firstly, i'd like to hear definitely whether you want to meet or not. i don't want to insist on our meeting and to sound a fool if it's impossible for us currently. so, please tell to me whether you want to meet me or you prefer to wind down this talk, it's up to you but i am waiting for your decision and please don't put this matter off. the second thing that i'd like to find out whether i can stay at your home during all vacation? so that's all what you should answer to. And please, let's do everything without head games and straight to the heart of the matter. as to money, don't care of anything, i am not a poor woman and in fact i can pay for everything what i need in order to make a trip to your country.

Thinking of you more often day by day, thinking of something what i would like to tell to you, about how much i adore you and your messages. so if i could, just i don't know. i do enjoy reading your letters, to understand you and enjoy being understood. so hard to explain but i am doing and it makes me insane. to have you as my internet friend and to feel this way and to crave something deeper with you. i never met anybody so especial like you are. i am thinking of you all day long and having read your message, i have sat in front of a computer's screen some time. i was fascinated by your personality, by your regarding to life, to me of course and it seems, i have already found my soul consolation inside you. how much i would like to take your arm and to feel its warmth and softness! i am falling in love with you and can we talk of moving forward? "a true beloved is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart". to be honest, i feel your touching to my heart. so deeply that it's impossible to endure without a life jacket you are. i guess nobody can imagine but it sounds unconditional! we're adult people and please let's be frank with our feelings. say to me please what feelings do you keep inside your heart? maybe. a passion, a interest or something else? what do you feel right now while reading my letters? what does your heart speak? i am excited by pending of your answers! rely on your heart right now. hard to say what i feel. i need you, i need reading your messages every day! when opening my in-box and seeing your messages i look like a child! of course it sounds amusing but it's the naked truth! if you are really my sweetheart, i shall never replace you, you will be my irreplaceable necessity. maybe the destiny has already blessed me and if you treat any other way, i shall beg on my knees. baby, i miss you, longing for you being here next to me, so i can whisper so true proper thing to say. and more gently, the better for me. i do need you being next to me. do you hear, my baby? maybe i hurry up speaking such words but it wouldn't be easy to conceal. i promised you to be opening. i could conceal but this way isn't for me.

hugs and kisses from Katerina!