Letter(s) from Julia Chicherina to Ptit (Canada)

Letter 1

Hi again Ian!!!
I still do not have replay from you.
OK I am trying for write more info about me which I did not write in my first letter to you. May be this reason why you are not writting to me.
First of all I must inform to you that I do not have any computer at home therefore I use Internet Cafe service.
This is paid service of granting of work on the computer and grantings of using of a network the Internet. Therefore sometimes I would not be able to write to you everyday. Please sorry for it.
Also I am some afraid that may be sometimes my letters might come to you as a spam because Internet Cafe has one individual IP address and many people use Internet Cafe to send letters so do not worry if some day my letter will have a note as a spam OK???
For this reason I can not chat online with you because using computer in Internet Cafe is for money of time which you use. Therefore I can not use chat room. I hope it is not offend you very much.
OK here is some more about me and my family.
My mom is 58 years old but she looks much younger. I love her because it is the one person of my family for this time. Because my daddy has died when I was was 26 years I mean 2 years ago.
He had got in car accident and next day he had died in hospital of loss of blood. But time flies imperceptibly and I have reconciled to his loss.
Few thing what I like. I love sports very much: tennis, swimming, volleyball, ski. I love to see sport on TV such as hockey, football, racing, even boxing sometimes. Also I love to see some extreme kinds of sports such as windserfing, skateboard, motorbikes shows.
I also love winter kinds of sports: ski, skate, snowboards…
Winters in Russia are long so most people likes winter kinds of sports.
Do you like sport? Do you like to see or enjoy youself? And what kinds of sports you like?
I do not smoke at all but if someone smoke around me I am OK. Every man choose life. I will not ask you do you smoke or not, because really it is not important for me at all.
As for drinks sometimes I drink wine, champane or beer. I tasted Russian vodka but I do not like it. What drinks do you like? I thinks as a man you like some strong and hard drinks? Let me know...
I like to cook. I love Russian food, but it demands very big efforts. I think that preparation of Russian dish this present art. Some dishes demand very long operating time above them, but then the dish turns out very tasty and appetizing. Also I like Italian and some Europe food. Sometimes I like to eat in McDonald's but not regulary only 2-3 times a month no more, because it is some unhealthy..
And what food do you like???
Excuse if I would not answer you some of your questions now or in future because I am afraid to understand some wrong them and I do not want to write uncorrect. Therefore sometimes I have to think of a question or a word myself. Because I know English sometimes slightly apply the knowledge reading your letters.
I will wait for your next letter plus pic would be pleasant for me also.

P.S. Here is my pic again. May be you did not get it and therefore did not write to me for this reason...

Letter 2

Hi my lovely sweet friend Ian.
I have read your letter. I still hope to get your money help for my nesesary documents to your country. I want to meet you faster, while we have this chance we must use it. I mean I still need your money help for visa registration. It is really very important to get it soon, if I would not dot it this 7-12 days embassy will stop this process at all and I could not register visa in future only in 2010-2011 because they would note me in list of not payability person and might say no for registration if I decide to do it.
So that's why I want to use this chance.
Please try to help me sooner.
I feel so bad to ask this money from you but really I do not have any other way from this problem.
Yesterday I have been so excited about dream of our meeting so I have already had blood testing which I paid myself, it cost 10,5 $ US, test was taken 20 mins and my blood is OK do not have any viruses or bacteries so I may begin visa and international passport registration.
But I still need in amount 255 $ US correctly the process of my visa registration.
This price is for student type of visa as I have already explained it.
My visa will be allow me to be in your country maximum for 90 days.
Sorry but I can not have visa for more days. Of course if you want we might register my visit for a long days when I would be there already, it would easier. I hope that you will not wait and will try to send me money faster that I might pay for this purpose.
Then I have already might plan my flight to you.
You know I plan to leave my country from SVO or DME international airport in Moscow. They are closest international airports to me.
I will need about 700 USD to buy ticket. But I don't need it now.
I will need to buy the ticket when I would receive a visa.
I will try to find money by that time. I understand what you think now. If I can't find 255 USD then how could I find 700 USD.
Simply I am going to sell some gold rings and some other jeweller decorations which I have from my grandparents and parents.
I think I can sell it for 600-800 USD.
I might sell them, but please understand to give an announcement in newspaper about it will take few days, then this announcement will appear in newspaper will take a week or so, then to find some gold collectioner will take time also.
Don't worry! I will have money for the ticket. I promise you!
I want to arrive to you faster and my sweet now it depends only on you. I have already explained to you how difficultly to earn such money in Russia. And I do not want that money stops our relations. Really a little it is a shame to me to ask it from you but I have no other exit in this situation.
Even to try to borrow money from someone here will not work also.
Simply please try to understand the amount 255 $ US which I am asking from you is a big amount for Russia. Nobody could give me such money even friends. Please understand that average income here is 150-250 $ US in month. It is enough for living here but it is not enough for buy visa and passport for almost 300 $ US.
Also please understand that nobody (except for us) interests in our meeting therefore please understand that it is very difficult for people here to give such big money for me for the reason that WE want to meet.
Therefore I am asking money help from you. Because I think we are both interest in our meeting. Hope you will understand me and my situation and will try to help sooner.
I want to repeat. please, understand - I ask you to send me money. I understand it is too expensive for a preset.
I understand that 255 $ USD is a big some of money in your country.
I don't believe in miracles as I was disappointed many times in this life. You will not loose this money. I will come to your place and will work there or will sell gold rings.
And as soon as I earn I will give you money back. So try to borrow this money help from someone if you do not have it yourself.
We just do not loose this chance me to come to you.
I want to meet only you and to be only with you.
Ian, do not forget use Western Union or Money Gram when you would do. Sorry but we have not any other transfer system therefore one of those ways would good to use for us.
Hope to get good news about it from you in your next letter.
I have limit of days to make a payment for my visa regsitartion that's why I am so worry about it, that's why I am asking it to do it sooner.
I am so afraid to loose this chance to reach you while it is still able.
Oh, I see this letter turned out big but I only want to explain the situation correct.
OK here is some pic of my for you again. So here is you can see me with international passport which I got. Once again I only want to show how I am real for you and really I plan my trip to you but still need some of your money help.
Anyway I will wait for your next letter...
Yours Yuliya

Letter 3

Hi my favorite friend Ian. I like your pic.
Hope it is OK for you if I call you my favorite friend but it is truth. You are very pleasant for me as good pen-pal and simple friend. I called you favorite because I like to write and discuss with you on some themes which I do not discuss even with not all of my girlfriends.
Your letters are very pleasant for me. Thanks to you, really...
I feel better myself after reading your words.
Why I am writting these things to you??? Because I want to let you know that I am trustful for you. I do not like jokes or lie so that's way I am writting to you about my last relations, that's why I am writting to you that I have written to someone else but now I communicate with you only. I hate lie in any kind so I hope you will not lie to me also or play some joke with me OK??? I mean our communication must 100 real and with no any individual jokes or games with my emotions or feelings OK?
I want to be honest with you and I want you will do the same.
Sorry for such words simply my last realtions made me such opinion to word relation, any kind of realtion: is it just friends or some more must be honest and true always.
Yesterday everning after work I went out of my city to some village about 20 miles from my home to my girlfriend. We have some picnic.
Simply one of my girlfriend buy a car and she celebrated it.
We drank tea some wine and made a barbeque.
All my girlfriends were in pairs with males and I was alone still.
They smiled a lot and I have seen on them and was some sad.
I am so tired to be alone.
Do you like picnics and barbeque???
As for me I like picnics and barbeque very much.
Russians likes go out of city any time of year.
Most holidays are celebrate on nature.
We have a lot of Holidays here such are Christmas, New Year, Valentine’s Day, Women’s Day, Men’s Day, Victory Day, May Day, Child Day, Independence, different Birthdays, Thanksgiving, Angel’s Days…
And it is not all…
My favorite holidays are my Birthday and New Year Ave.
What's holiday do you like the most? What holidays do you celebrate?
OK till the next time I write to you bye,
your friend Yuliya

Here is one more pic for you. Hope you like this pic also.
Here is me on ice. As I live in cold Siberia I like all kinds of winter fun such as skating, skiing, snowballs game and other.

Letter 4

Hi my lovely friend Ian.
I have some good news for you.
I just return from travel agency and few hours ago I got international passport.
So I will add a copy of it so you can see that I really got it.
So now I am ready to reach you.
I can not to be against my feelings. That's why I want our meeting and make alot to this way.
But one problem I still have. I do not have money for visa registration. I had some money before but I used it for my international passport registration.
So now I need about 265 $ US.
This amount includes:
- Medicalsurvey (I might have blood testing before leaving).
- payment for visa registration,
- payment for promptness(because sometimes registration might borrow 4-6 months)
- Interview in embassy
I plan to register a student type of visa because it is the easiest way to visit you. Other types of visa has some difficulties in registration or theirs process are long.
But I must ask money help from you for payment for registration of my visa and for visit your country, because I do not have any money right now.
So I am asking this money help from you.
I must pay for visa and passport myself only because I must prove my solvency and payability this way, therefore I must do it myself.
And if I don’t pay for it now, I could have problems in the future with getting visa. And I don’t want to miss this chance.
People in travel agency needs I must pay for visa registration in 7-12 days and no more. If I would not pay for registration in this period my visa access will stop at all and so I will not be able to register it again because it is really not easy to register visa for such young woman as me. The possibility to register visa takes once a 2 years and if not now I will not have chance in future 2 years to register it at all.
So please try to find way to help me this money sooner, so I might pay for registration sooner because as you may understand the process of registration visa will take few weeks. So if you would send money help that amount today or tomorrow I will be able to pick up your money help faster and pay for it so we would not loose any time, so it would take less time and we could meet each other faster.
It would very pleasant for me if you will be able to help to me amount for visa sooner. I hope on your help. Simply I do not have any other way to find this money because I spent money for passport already.
Or I must let you know something if you would help to me this money it will nessesary to do it via Money Gram or Western Union transfer system because we have only these kinds of transfer system in our city. Also as I have heard it is faster and easy, because sending money via mail or post office is some dangerous and crazy like I have already explained to you, even our Russian post office has attention papers:
"Do not sending money and expensive things via post".
Also it is not nesesary to send via any other system because simply we do not have any others in our city really.
If you could make it today it will be very pleasant for me.
If not today please let me know when can you do it???
Hope for your money help today so I could pay money for registration that will take about 2 weeks.
To prove that I really got passport I am going to attach you a copy of my passport which I have made first thing.
Ian, I want to be only yours.
I need you and I miss you.
Yours and only yours Yuliya Chicherina

Letter 5

Hi, my dear friend Ian.
I became very happy to receive your letters. Thanks for pic.
OK you found a pic of singer Chicherina, it is not my pic.
That pic of some russian rock singer. I am very tired from our city, our cold, from cold in my spirit.
I want to receive heat and love from your words, your touches.
From our communication I have understood, that you are that one I waited all these few last years. All my ideas and dreams about you only about you, I live by dream to meet you in person faster.
But right now I do not know alot about visit you so I will learn about it more and will inform to you.
Ian, I can inform you about it in couple of days.
As I am going to visit you I will try to learn info about visa.
Do you dream about it? I think you would become happy when we shall meet.
I feel some new energy in my body that makes me so pleasant to live by idea of our meeting. I wait for this meeting very much.
My friends have noticed that I became slightly another, but they are happy that I feel happy myself.
I love to dream of you.
It so good and pleasant for me.
Also to plan my trip to you better please send me your full home address and send me info about what is your closest international airport or some of them. Simply I want to learn how much it is costs for me to come to you. It would better for me if I will know it faster.
So let me know it in your next letter.
And here are some pics of me again for you.
Hope you like these pics of me in some sexy poses.
It were maden in aquapark in our city.
Send me any of yours also if you can.
OK now I will go to get more information about visa.
I am going to get very important information.
I must hear good news in few hours about some documents for visit you.
Would you like to meet me? Are you ready for it??? I bet yes.
Think only how it would cool to meet each other in near future.
Only one dream about it makes me so happy...
Bye for now
Yours Yuliya

Letter 6

Hi my dear friend Ian.
Thanks for replay again. So pleasant for me...
I always try to answer all of your questions. I already explained you the reason why I not always can answer all your questions. It only because I am Russian and use the program of translation and sometimes this program simply makes phrases unreal for understanding. Therefore I simply try to pass such questions because I am afraid to answer incorrectly. So please try to send your questions in easy form or resend it again and I will try to answer them.
I speak English not bad but not so good… I think it will quite enough for be able to dialogue with each other for the first time if I would ever come to you.
And about our weather now. Here is no bad now. Our winter is in the beginning.
Now is about -12...-8*C and snowing sometimes...
It is normal weather for us for this time of year in our area.
Hope you have wonderful day.
As for me all day at work I thought about you only. My co-workers asked me why I am such thoughtful, but I did not begin to speak them about that I have some feelings and dreams about you and me. Yes, and it is really such way... I frequently think of that that I want to nestle on you and to feel your body. I want that your hands touched and ironed my body. I want to feel your breath your tenderness to me. My feelings to you grows day by day. I can not understand what happens with me.
I can not say that it is love but I like you very much.
Yesterday everning I decided to visit my mom.
I told to her about me and you. I told her that I have more feeling to you than to a just friend. My mom understood me and she was very glad that I have communication with you. Because she sees that my mood is better than in the past.
It would be very pleasant for me to meet each other one days.
Ian, how do you think about it?
Will it be pleasant for you if I would come to you one day?
I will try to learn what I need to do and to have to come to you.
I have given some documents to register international passport few days ago, will see what happen there.
OK here is my full name and address also, may be it would interesting for you to know it:
Yuliya Chicherina,
5 Mira Prospekt, apt# 16,
Tomsk, 634057,
OK it will be pleasant for me to get yours just for interest.
I am sending couple pics for you agian today.
It were made in Egypt last year, we have some corporate rest with our co-workers, so you can me in swim-suits. It was some boat cruise in the sea. So hope you like these pics.
I would be happy to get pic of you in your next letter also, if you can to send of course.
Yours Yuliya

Letter 7

You know I am already tired to prove you each my letter about my truth.
It very much offends me and I do not see sense to write to you more because your tone of letters very much offends me. I suffered all this time but I can not suffer more. I am tired from it. I have the warm feelings to you and I do not want that my dialogue for you was only the proof of my reality.
Please understand I am not scammer...
I really wanted to come to you but now I see you have very bad feeling about me...
So I must write to you GOOD-BYE...
I really wish you only best in this life...
It is pity for me that you did not want to be with me...