Letter(s) from Tatyana Dianova to Ed (Canada)

Letter 1

Hi, darling... I am not in a mood today. Just somehow I feel tired and exhausted.
You know, actually, I am fed up with my work. I work for 9, sometimes even more hours a day.
My job requires me to be calm and patient, you know.
Being a waitress you should be polite with clients, smile when they tell you some vulgar joke and be welcoming to those who are in the restaurant for the first time.
My salary is about 200 dollars a month which is not as high-high as I would like it to be.
I am not afraid of work, but I know that my work should be more paid.
To tell the truth, these 200 dollars are good enough just for bills-paying, no money is left, I would like to have a PC, but still, it costs a lot.
Just I imagine how it could be if I would have one. Write you every day, one two three letters...
I also cannot write you so often because of our stupid rules here – one should pay for every received and sent letter.
What a shame! We live in such a modern world! I am really sorry for complaining, just you are the only one I can do this.
I hope you will understand me. That is some kind of nervous breakdown.
Every single letter I get from you makes me feel better, much better. It raises my mood.
Please, tell me more about your country. Are there any stupid rules like here? I am interested in every single thing you are connected with.
Here in this country I feel unprotected, vulnerable, and poor sometimes. It is like you work and work every day, but earn nothing.
It is because of this the people here are unfriendly and rude. It is fantastic to have you in my life.
You are so patient and understanding.
I want to thank you for everything you have done for me! And thank you for being with me all this time. You are my only friend.
I already miss you...

P.S. Can you say me your full name

Mine is
Tatiana Dianova
Kiev, Ukraine

P.P.S. I am sending you my new pic, what do you think of them?...

Letter 2

Hi, my precious!!!
I hope that nothing happened and you are in a good mood. Please, be careful, and take care of yourself. Reply me as soon as you can.
I will be waiting for you, I promise. I would very much like to ask you to send me some more photos of yours. Chose those best that you have.
I am planning to print them and set them in a framework. Than I will put the framework on my desk and will watch you from time to time.
It will make me feel closer to you.
Some mornings, when I wake up I just try to figure out if everything is real; I mean if you are real or was it just a dream.
These moments I just need something to prove that you exist. So your photo will help me.
You are the sun that shines and lets me see the way in a dark and dump world. Have no other words to describe my feelings.
I have a smile on my face when I wake up, because my first thought is about you!!!
Can I ask you for something?
Could you please send me some your best photo, so I could hang it on my wall and every morning before waking up see you again and again?
You know, I had an amazing dream last night. We both were on some unknown island; it was beautiful, isolated from all the rest of the world.
There were just two of us. You were holding my hands and you were silent. No words were needed. That was great. We were so close to each other.
I felt to be the happiest woman in the word because I knew you were so close. It was something special, the feeling, the passion I had and love.
Do you dream about me? Can you tell me of them if it is not too private for you?
You know, probably, it is too silly to say, but I feel like I could have created a strong family with you. Do you like children?
Would you like to have them? I think they should be given birth only after the decision of both father and mother, and then the family will be happy.
My husband will always be on the first place for me. If in case he will not want to have children, well than, I will do whatever he says me to do.
Take care, my dear, I am waiting fro your reply.

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Tatiana
misssun07@gmail.com