Letter(s) from Tatyana to Steve (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my new friend! I was very glad to receive your letter, I like what you wrote and I find oyu very interesting, but you did not write your name. It must be a big secret? Joke... That was really pleasant for me to receive it. I'm very new in this type of correspondence and that's why I would like to ask you to excuse me for some probable mistakes, but I hope that through our correspondence we will get to know each other well and, maybe, find love. I hope...I saw your foto, who is with you on it? Now little more about me. My name is Tanya and I live in beautiful Rassia in city Kazan. Have you ever been here? What do you know about my country? I do not know about your country a lot. I live alone in flat in the suburbs of the city which I rent. I have a lot of hobbies. I like reading, listening to the music, dances, playing tennis, planting flowers. I like dogs very much! As for my chracter I`m very easy-going, kind, reliable and frank, I despising lie and betraying. I want to create my family and meet a loving, caring man who will love me and whom I will love too. Let's begin our correspondence and find out if we are made for each other.I want to be honest with you... I am very serious person and I am not looking for a pen-pal. I need a faithful, devoted to me man which want to become my husband, friend and beloved. I would like to know more about you, when is your birthday? Do you live alone? Tell me more about your life and work. I`m really interested! And I want us become friends! If you interested in knowing me better please ask what would you like to know. I will answer honestly.I`m waiting for your email with your more photos. I wish you good day! I will wait for your reply, Tanya.

Letter 2

Hi, my dearest friend Steve!
I am writing you from Russia. I have seen your picture and decided to use my chance to get acquainted with you. I know that somewhere in this world lives my second half . And Internet is a good way to find him. So why not to try to get to know each another? I believe that I need to tell you more about myself. My name is Tatyana. I live in Russia, city called Kazan. So, my height is for about 172 cm and weight is for about 52 kg
I was born on July 10,1976. I am a christian. I do not want to speak about the appearance. As I can not estimate myself. I send you my photo. And I hope that you will make it. To have a better idea of my appearance you can look at my picture, which is attached to this letter. And what about you? Do you have any photo? I also want to saw it. I want to apologize for some mistakes in my letter. You see, I am not very good at English but I am studying it hard myself and hope to prove my knowledge someday. As for my family, I am an only child in my family. I have neither sisters no brothers. My parents are divorced for long time already. My father left us when I was still a little girl and I haven't seen him since that time. It is really very sad and I am always very upset thinking about it.
So I am looking for the person who will be a reliable husband, friend, lover for me and who loves children because I adore children and would like to have a happy, friendly family and our children to live in the atmosphere of joy and happiness. It is my dream to create my own family and to present all my love, care and tenderness to my future husband and children. I have many interests and I will tell you about it in brief. Well, I can't imagine my life without music. I get up with music and go to bed with it! I always listen to music when I do something at home and it helps me to be in a high spirit. I like everything from classical to modern music. Usually it depends on my mood. From modern foreign music, I prefer Moby, Madonna, Jamiroquaer, Wanessa May, and Dido etc. My favorite song is: "In This World" - MOBY. If you want to have a good rest you must put this CD in you Stereo system and just take some fun.
I always try to find some time during the day to read a book. Usually I do it before going to bed. I prefer Russian classics, such as Pushkin, Lermontov, Chekhov, Tolstoy, Dostoevski and many others. I have re-read them many times already and every time I take one of these books, it is like I am reading it for the first time. I am sure you have heard about these writers. Sometimes I don't mind to read something from the modern literature, detective stories or novels. I do it just for fun. Sport is a great part of my life. I go to the gym twice a week and also do aerobics. It helps me to be in a good shape and in a high spirit. When I am training, I forget about all problems and hardships in my life. I love my friends a lot and I have many of them. They are all very different and it is always a great pleasure to see them. Sometimes we go to the nightclubs but do it seldom because it is rather expensive for me. We like just to walk around the town and talk about different things. We often go to visit each another, it so nice to sit at home with a cup of hot tea in the cold winter evening. We often go to the cinema and enjoy our time there. When I watch a movie, it is like I am getting to that unusual for me world full of emotions, passion, love and tenderness. You see I am very romantic and I like romantic dinners with the candles, surprises, night walks under the stars and many, many another things and some day I hope to experience all these with my beloved man. Well, I will close here for today and leave something for tomorrow! I am waiting impatiently for your reply and hope to get to know as much as possible about you. For me, as a woman, I need a man next to me, cause... "What's a woman when a man don't stand by her side... " You know the song I guess man that I want to have next to me must be very strong, intelligent, with sense of humor, very romantic but motivated in the same time. He must love me and protect me, make me feel like a woman and share
I really like you and have very serious intentions. So feel free to ask me everything you are interested in. Take care and have a good day! Hope to hear from you very soon.
Now bye Steve!
Tanya.

Letter 3

Dear friend Steve. I have received your letter and very much is glad. Did not think, that you will answer me so quickly. It is very pleasant to think, that there is a man on other party of a planet who is interesting of me. Your letter was very pleasant for me. Your thoughts seem to me close and clear. Unfortunately, I poorly know the English language. But it does not prevent me to understand you. In the first letter I have told you a little about myself. You, probably, want to know more about me. So, as i already spoke. I have high pedagogical education, but, unfortunately, could not find work on the professional. But I am not sad. My work is very pleasant for me. Now I work as trainer in fitness club. I like sport.
I live together with my mum. My mum help me in life, and I am obliged she. You know, I very much love a family cosiness and family heat. I am the rather home woman. But do not think, that I am bore and sit all free time at home. I have friends, but not many. Basically they are my old girlfriends from institute, which I know well and trust. I have the best girlfriend - Galya, we are the girlfriends from childhood. Recently she has started to correspond with the man from France. They have quickly come to an understanding and now they are already best friends, and can be even more. I think, that they will be good. Looking on them, I become both joyfully and sadly. Sadly because, that I can't find the partner of life for a long time. Galya has advised me to advert Internet for finding the friends. I did not think, that somebody will answer me, I am badly familiar with Internet. I have no computer and phone at my home, and Galya helps me to send the letters. I have tried, and have found you. Now I see, that Galya was right. Internet is a miracle! Even one week ago I did not imagine our acquaintance, and now I am sitting and writing you the letter to the other side of planet to receive the answer. It is great, isn't it? In my opinion, I have distracted slightly. I shall continue the story about myself. As I already wrote, I very much like cooking and I know very many tasty dishes. My favorite dish is "French meat". I consider, that the real woman should be beautiful both soul and body. In childhood i have started to go to the dancing studio. The dances help me to support the form and vitality. In general I am very active and cheerful woman, but frequently there are moments in the life, when it becomes lonely and sadly. In my 28 years I don't have any personal life. It is sad to feel lonely. You know, in the first letter you have told about yourself not so much. I want to learn more about you. I want to learn, what you love in life, what your enthusiasms, bent, your friends, your parents, your trade. What do you like to do in free time? How you treat my letters and me? Are my words and thoughts clear and close to you? If it so, I with the large impatience wait for your following letter.
Bye for now!!!
Yours truly Tanya.

Letter 4

Hi, Steve. It was nice of you to answer me so soon. It was very pleasant for me to read your letter telling me about yourself and your life. Now I know much more about you. Your words seem frank, very warm and considerate. You might like to know that I told my mum about you yesterday. She was surprised. At first she was doubtful of our friendship, but after I read some of your letter, she thinks you can be trusted and asked me to say "hi". My mum is simply a miracle. At 57 she looks so young and beautiful that sometimes we are mistaken for girlfriends. Isn't that funny? She loves me very much and wishes for me to be happy. It seems she is very glad that we have met. My girlfriend, Galya, was also delighted when I told her about you. Galya hopes that things work out between us. I am very grateful to her. You see she has helped me get acquainted with you. If not for Galya's help, I never would have written you. It is very pleasant for me to hear that you want to learn more about me. With pleasure I carry out your desire.
As for me I think that there is no one woman who does not like flowers a tall. I prefer blood-red roses, delicate lilies, and noble irises. When there is a vase of flowers on the table at the hall or on bedside table near the bed, it means that you will be elated all the day, have a desire to dothebest for everybody. I am fond of dancing very much. I attended dancing lessons in the Institute. Most of all I like Latin-American dances, because they are so passionate, rhythmical and active. I think you share my opinion although you expressed it differently without such love and sympathy. I already told you that in my life there has been no serious relationship with a man. I see that men pay attention to me, but I feel that their intentions are frivolous and insincere. I do not want fleeting relations based on account and deceit. All I want is to find that man, who will completely understand, respect and love me. In return, I will give him all that he desires. Spiritual affinity and mutual understanding - this is what I am seeking in a man. This is what makes strong relations between a man and a woman. You seem to me to be that man who I can trust. You are very open and sincere. I think, Steve, that you are not like other men, who laugh at my words and thoughts. I very much did not want to interrupt our relations. Write to me again. I wait with great impatience for your coming letters. Tanya

Letter 5

You... But for a long time I have composed them,
And you read hundreds times
One million soiled in ink;
And in a typographical paint of phrases,

To me eloquence has not stuck,
I to stammer and I rattle.
But I by all means
You I love, I like, I like.

You remember this midday hot,
The beginning of happiness and love,
Our appointment in black park
And our friendship in the first year?.

Hall of theatre young,
Prepared as for celebrations,
And thirst to live, as an extreme reason,
And a youth, as pity gesture...

The seas, cars, songs, rooms-
The full list of them. Take!
Not you, even things remember,
That was between two people.

What for they look to me in eyes,
All distance will exterminate? When one I without you?
What for pleasure of this night,
When one I without you?

Letter 6

Hello darling Steve !!!
When I am involved in a relationship I don't give love, I don't give passion, I don't give trust, I don't give respect...I GIVE EVERYTHING ! That's me ... All or nothing. I am a very romantic person, cause for me the soul is the most important...the beauty is given to you by the nature or by the age, but the soul is given to you by God, and that is the most important thing a human being posses. In a relationship I am totally dedicated and I always treat the man next to me the same how I want to be treated. I love romantic walks, holding hands and talk for hours, I love romantic dinners and I love the classical values. I am a very shy girl, I like very much to read poetry and philosophy (Aristotle, Kant, etc.) and I would love to meet a good man who can change my life.
Sincerely I don t trust man because until now I don t find a man who can love me ,and respect me for what I am , now only for my body. All man look at me like to a sex machine, and I want to find a man who can look to my soul not only to my body! I want to start a new life, a better life I want to have a family to have a home of my own and a man near me who can give me all the love in the world! I like my country, but I want leave it because lawyers here are bad played and you don't have any future in this country… Sincerely I trust more strangers then romantic people. I want to meet a stranger man who can respect for what I am not for how I look, and accept me the way I am, and who can make me happy, and with whom I can make a family. I want a true love in my life, and if I meet a man I will go anywhere in the word with him...
If you think that you can love and respect me for what I am and if you think that you can never lie to me then you are perfect for me and I would to meet you as soon as possible because I can feel that you are the right men for me.
I want to be recognized to you, that as soon as I have received your maiden letter it gave hope to me, that you are real. The alone person, to whom I can talk frankly and to start new relationship. And now, when I receive each your new letter I is very happy. That we find out one another better. I have conducted a lot of time thinking about you and now I want to inform it to you. Now I do not know as I can think of you and who you for me. At first I thought, that you it is simple penfriend. But now I think differently. Now you have taken a large place in my life. Earlier I felt any vacuum in mine douche. But since we have begun to write one another this vacuum began to peter. And now there there are only my thoughts about you and my hope for our love. I hope it does not shock you and I think, what is it letter will help you to find out my feelings.
I wait for your e-mail and I very happy that you write me I think that you are a good man and I would love to meet you and to be together…
I am looking forward for your reply...
I wish you a perfect day.
Always yours, Tanya

Letter 7

Hi my dear Steve !
What a happiness it is to hear from you. Thank you so much for the warm letters and for the card. Sometimes it happens, when you wake up in the morning and then things seem to take some crazy direction. But it passes, one just needs to be patient, till the sun comes our from behind the clouds. You know, before, when things went wrong at work, I use to come home and just take a hot bath, have a cup of hot chocolate and watch some good old comedy for the hundred and first time. And now I have so much more to take comfort from, I have you in my life, I can reread your letters. Just knowing that there are you on the other end of the world, thinking of me too, makes my life so much happier. You know, I've been watching my fish, it's such a peaceful sight. And the sweethearts are still trying to distance themselves from the rest of my fish gang. : -) By the way, I noticed that fish are as curious as people, they tend to show too much interest in the life of my sweet couple. I mean that lately, since we started writing, I've been sleeping such a sound sleep I haven't slept in years. In fact, I don't think I've had such a good sleep ever since I was a child. I dream such magical, such colorful dreams, that it's so hard to wake up in the morning, returning back to the real world. And I've begun to see you often in my dreams. Steve , in my dreams you're so close to me, that I can feel the warmth of your body and the strength of your hands, the softness or your lips? Seem as if our hearts are being as one and there's no such force that could become an obstacle between us. Like last night I dreamt a wonderful dream. In that dream we were walking together, hand in hand, along the ocean shore. And the ocean, playful as a kitten, nipping at our bare feet, licking our footprints off the wet sand. Milky pink dawn was just being born in the cloudless sky, sprinkling the waves with its golden sparkles, light breeze played with our hair. And then all of the sudden it began to rain, in a second it was pouring heavily, and there's wasn't a single soul in sight, and no place, not even a tree, to seek shelter from. In an instant our clothes became soaking wet, and useless. So, we took it off, and plunged into the warm and gentle ocean waters. Myriad of raindrops, just like little pearls, hit the water surface, of the color of rising sun. We messed around in the water like two kids, yet I could feel your strong hands holding me, and I felt so safe, as I never had felt. We laughed, it was the most genuine laughter. As I woke up I thought that I wouldn't be fair any more to say I'd never seen the ocean. Because I had. It was Our ocean. It can't be found on the world map, but if there's a map of our lives, I'm sure it's there. And it's called? The Ocean of Steve and Tanya??
Thinking of you, Tanya.

Letter 8

Hi my dear Steve.
As usual and usual, I was so happy after your answer on my last letter my Steve. I think about you my Steve all days. I so wait for your warm letters for me Steve, I want to say to you that now I can't without you and your so feelings emails my Steve. You emails are so important for me, it are a part of my life, it are a source of my pleasure to my life, I want to say to you that the occurrence of you Steve is a beterest part of my lonely life now, you letters gave me a great happiness and pleasure in my life Steve. Believe me Steve, that I speak this my words with my by sincere care to you Steve, with my by respect for you Steve. Also I want to emphasize that I thought about our feelings to you my Steve, I have come to a conclusion that we are created for each other my Steve. In last night I didn't sleep, I couldn't do it because I thought about us my Steve, about our acquaintance on Internet, about your warm letters and in basically about you my Steve. I thought about all my Steve, I want to say to you that I can't without you my Steve, I want to say to you that I have fallen in love in you my Steve, yes, I lOVE YOU my dear Steve. My Steve, it has taken place so quickly and suddenly, I didn't to expect it my darling, it is so sensual for me my Steve, I can't without you Steve. I love you darling. I feel to you the greatest feeling on ground, it is MY LOVE TO YOU my dear Steve. From your letters Steve, I see that we arn't are indifferent to each other Steve, I hope that you will agree with me my Steve, is it true Steve? I hope that you feel to me such great feelings to me my Steve. Also in last night I was asked to God, I thank him that we found each other my Steve, I closed my eyes and have seen the God's presence. He saw on me and I saw on him, he said me that I will happiest woman, because I found you Steve, you are my future man Steve. Also in the eyes of God that he cried, I think that he is very happy for us my Steve. I cried too Steve, because it is so happiness for us that we can be together soon, that we can to have a normal family, I so want it my Steve, because I can't to be one my Steve, the basic part of my girlfriends are married for a long time, they asked me all time before our acquaintance with you about that why I couldn't to find a man, on their questions I couldn't answered, but I said them that I want it very much, but I can't to begin any close feelings with any man because of my of modesty. I am a modest woman, I said about you in my last letters my Steve. But I want to say to you that I feel about you not modesty my Steve, I feel to you all my love to you Steve. By the way I want to say to you that I said about my love feelings to my parents and my girlfriend Galya and Jan. My parents said me that they are very happy for us my darling Steve. In the eyes of my mom and my dad I saw a great happiness for me and for you together my Steve. They said that they hope that I did a right choice in my life and they hope that we will happy together my love Steve, also they said me that where we with you will live together. I answered them that I want to live with you in your country my darling, they asked me about that they will miss me very much, but since other side they understand that it will be better that we with you Steve will live in your country because they understand that now in Russia is difficult live situation. They said you a their warm hi and they wish us, my Steve, our future family happiness and great mutual love my Steve. Also my girlfriend Galya and her boyfriend Jan said me that they guessed about that we with you will have a love feelings since our of acquaintance to you my Steve. They are very happy about us my dear Steve, they said that you will a good boyfriend for me my Steve, and I agreed with them. Also Galya and Jan said you a hot friend hi! and they will hope that we will together with you Steve. My darling, I am so happy for us my dear Steve. I want to say to you that I love you very much, my relatives and my friends are very happy for us very much. Also my dear Steve, I want ask you a main question, I think that it will so fairly since my side my darling. Do you write with any another women my Steve? It is so important for me my Steve, I hope that you will understand me, because I love you and I don't want that you Steve write with other women. I want to say to you that I don't write with any other men except for you my Steve. I don't want that any other woman will try to steal you from me my love Steve. I say you about it very seriously my Steve. It will so pity for me if you are writing with an other woman my dear Steve. We must trust each other in this, ok my darling? Of courses, my darling may be you will ask me about my job when I will far from Russia. Of course, I will miss my job, about my work collegues, yes, I will miss about their, but you can see that I gave back all personal time to my job, I don't have a free time never there. I think that if I found my love and my future man, I must change my personal life in the party you my dear Steve, because I am a woman and I must have my family life as an other womans do it. Realy my Steve? I think that my collegues in our cafe will miss me too, but we willn't forget about each other too, I will can to send emails from your country them too. My dear, how you see on this? I want to say to you that I miss you very much and I want to say to you that you became on the first plan in my life than my work my Steve. I love you Steve and I can't without you my darling, and I decided that I must near with you my Steve. It is so necessary for me my Steve. I so love you Steve. By the way I will try to learn my dear about the necessary documents for my future coming to you my Steve, as I know from my girlfriend Galya, it are the foreign passport and visa, I will try learn it Steve in near future time my Steve. My darling, I hope that you have a great desire of our meeting my love Steve. I so want it my love, I love you and I miss you. I will wait for your mutual warmth letters my Steve. Thinking of you my Steve and all kisses for you, darling. As usual, again and again, a hot hello from my girlfriend Galya, Jan and my Mum too, all my warmth kisses, Your love, Tanya.

Letter 9

Hi my dear Steve.
As usual and usual, I was so happy after your answer on my last letter my Steve. I think about you my Steve all days. I so wait for your warm letters for me Steve, I want to say to you that now I can't without you and your so feelings emails my Steve. You emails are so important for me, it are a part of my life, it are a source of my pleasure to my life, I want to say to you that the occurrence of you Steve is a beterest part of my lonely life now, you letters gave me a great happiness and pleasure in my life Steve. Believe me Steve, that I speak this my words with my by sincere care to you Steve, with my by respect for you Steve. Also I want to emphasize that I thought about our feelings to you my Steve, I have come to a conclusion that we are created for each other my Steve. In last night I didn't sleep, I couldn't do it because I thought about us my Steve, about our acquaintance on Internet, about your warm letters and in basically about you my Steve. I thought about all my Steve, I want to say to you that I can't without you my Steve, I want to say to you that I have fallen in love in you my Steve, yes, I lOVE YOU my dear Steve. My Steve, it has taken place so quickly and suddenly, I didn't to expect it my darling, it is so sensual for me my Steve, I can't without you Steve. I love you darling. I feel to you the greatest feeling on ground, it is MY LOVE TO YOU my dear Steve. From your letters Steve, I see that we arn't are indifferent to each other Steve, I hope that you will agree with me my Steve, is it true Steve? I hope that you feel to me such great feelings to me my Steve. Also in last night I was asked to God, I thank him that we found each other my Steve, I closed my eyes and have seen the God's presence. He saw on me and I saw on him, he said me that I will happiest woman, because I found you Steve, you are my future man Steve. Also in the eyes of God that he cried, I think that he is very happy for us my Steve. I cried too Steve, because it is so happiness for us that we can be together soon, that we can to have a normal family, I so want it my Steve, because I can't to be one my Steve, the basic part of my girlfriends are married for a long time, they asked me all time before our acquaintance with you about that why I couldn't to find a man, on their questions I couldn't answered, but I said them that I want it very much, but I can't to begin any close feelings with any man because of my of modesty. I am a modest woman, I said about you in my last letters my Steve. But I want to say to you that I feel about you not modesty my Steve, I feel to you all my love to you Steve. By the way I want to say to you that I said about my love feelings to my parents and my girlfriend Galya and Jan. My parents said me that they are very happy for us my darling Steve. In the eyes of my mom and my dad I saw a great happiness for me and for you together my Steve. They said that they hope that I did a right choice in my life and they hope that we will happy together my love Steve, also they said me that where we with you will live together. I answered them that I want to live with you in your country my darling, they asked me about that they will miss me very much, but since other side they understand that it will be better that we with you Steve will live in your country because they understand that now in Russia is difficult live situation. They said you a their warm hi and they wish us, my Steve, our future family happiness and great mutual love my Steve. Also my girlfriend Galya and her boyfriend Jan said me that they guessed about that we with you will have a love feelings since our of acquaintance to you my Steve. They are very happy about us my dear Steve, they said that you will a good boyfriend for me my Steve, and I agreed with them. Also Galya and Jan said you a hot friend hi! and they will hope that we will together with you Steve. My darling, I am so happy for us my dear Steve. I want to say to you that I love you very much, my relatives and my friends are very happy for us very much. Also my dear Steve, I want ask you a main question, I think that it will so fairly since my side my darling. Do you write with any another women my Steve? It is so important for me my Steve, I hope that you will understand me, because I love you and I don't want that you Steve write with other women. I want to say to you that I don't write with any other men except for you my Steve. I don't want that any other woman will try to steal you from me my love Steve. I say you about it very seriously my Steve. It will so pity for me if you are writing with an other woman my dear Steve. We must trust each other in this, ok my darling? Of courses, my darling may be you will ask me about my job when I will far from Russia. Of course, I will miss my job, about my work collegues, yes, I will miss about their, but you can see that I gave back all personal time to my job, I don't have a free time never there. I think that if I found my love and my future man, I must change my personal life in the party you my dear Steve, because I am a woman and I must have my family life as an other womans do it. Realy my Steve? I think that my collegues in our cafe will miss me too, but we willn't forget about each other too, I will can to send emails from your country them too. My dear, how you see on this? I want to say to you that I miss you very much and I want to say to you that you became on the first plan in my life than my work my Steve. I love you Steve and I can't without you my darling, and I decided that I must near with you my Steve. It is so necessary for me my Steve. I so love you Steve. By the way I will try to learn my dear about the necessary documents for my future coming to you my Steve, as I know from my girlfriend Galya, it are the foreign passport and visa, I will try learn it Steve in near future time my Steve. My darling, I hope that you have a great desire of our meeting my love Steve. I so want it my love, I love you and I miss you. I will wait for your mutual warmth letters my Steve. Thinking of you my Steve and all kisses for you, darling. As usual, again and again, a hot hello from my girlfriend Galya, Jan and my Mum too, all my warmth kisses, Your love, Tanya.

Letter 10

Hi my love Steve!!!
I received your warm words from your answer on my last email my darling. My dear, my love Steve, in my last letter I told you about my love feelings to you, Steve, I wrote this letter with so close love feelings, dear, I didn't can to hide my love to you, my soul prompted me that I must to tell about my love to you, because it is so dificult to hide a close feelings to love man, Steve. I love you, Steve, and I want to say to you that, please, don't discharge me from you, Steve. Steve, it is so pity for me that our letters connect us only, I want to see you in reality my Steve. I so want it, darling. Our letters connect our close love feelings to each other, our letters are our rescue with boredom and from all of boring things. I want to say to you my darling that I can't without your letters now Steve, your letters are necessary for me my Steve, I love it and I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MY DEAR!!! My love Steve, I want to say that my parents and my best friends Galya and Jan are very happy for us my love Steve, they are all time ask about you, about you feelings to me and I don't worry say about our love feelings now, because I don't want to hide my love to you my Steve, I have found sense of my life my Steve, I love you and I miss you my darling. My love Steve, I want to say to you that my collegues on my job too are very happy for us too. In total all my collegues says me that they are very glad for us too, but one of the waiters say about me very bad things too, she is Ekaterina, she is 39 years old. She is not so good woman, she gossips about me that I am not considerable woman, because I found you my Steve in Internet and she considers that it is not good my Steve, because she said that in their past live time when in Russia was USSR, in this time boys found the girls and that it was better than in present time, when in more cases girls find boys. I was so bad from Ekaterina's words my Steve, because I think that she is not right, realy my Steve? I think that man can chose like woman or woman can chose like man if they want it mutual, realy Steve? I think that we have mutual love feelings and it is better of all when the loving each other people love each other mutual, I think that it is an important fact of love about reciprocity. Realy my Steve, is our feelings mutual? I think from our letters that it is true my Steve. Also I want to say to you that Ekaterina don't have a husband, she lives one, she considers that all men do not deserve her attention because, I think, that she is not simple in herself soul, I think that she think very high about herself, she think that all men is silly men, it is her opinion, I don't know why she think so bad about men, why? My dear, did you meet such, I think, silly peoples as Ekaterina the ideas of which is not right in my opinion. I think that she is not right in that she said about men. I think that this woman is egoist woman, I think that you will agree with me my Steve. But I don't want to say about this woman to you in all because it is so boring for me. Ok? I want to tell about us my dear. My dear, I want to say to you that my parents so happy that we met each other, I have consulted with my coming to you, I want to say to you that from my words about it my mom and dad were so surprised too, they asked me, am sure about my coming to you, and I have answered that I can't without you and I have decided to be with you, Steve, all my life too. My mom and dad have agreed with me, because they understand that I can't without you, and also they have told me as they love each other when they were young people too. I want to say to you that my mom and dad have asked me to say to you a warmth hello from them! They wish us a good life together too! My dear Steve, I want to say to you that Galya and Jan have reminded me today with my possible coming to you my Steve. The fact in that Galya have a good aunt Juliya in Moscow which, possible, will can help me with an information about my coming to you Steve in future soon. Also I want to say to you that Galya's aunt Elena has helped to Galya at once when Galya and Jan have met each other in Internet, when Jan asked Galya to come to him in France, Lyon City. Galya's aunt Juliya has helped to Galya with all necessary documents for the Galya's coming to France to Jan. Galya works in one of the individual tourist firm in Moscow City. It is so positively for us because she will can to help me with all important things of information about all necessary documents for my future coming to you in country my love Steve. Also I want to remind that Galya and Jan will go to France soon, as I said you earlier, because Jan want it, Galya want it too, they decided about it earlier. And Galya will address to her aunt Juliya about all necessary information for coming to France too, and she will ask Galya's aunt Juliya about all necessary documents and prices of my coming to you in your country. Galya will ring to Juliya in Moscow soon on days and will ask about all important information too. Also Jan and Galya said to you a warmth friend hi again and again my Steve and hope that we will together soon too. They are so happy for us my love Steve. Also I want to say to you my Steve that it is so good that Galya and Jan, and also me and you my Steve found each other by the Internet, I think that the Internet is the assistant in everything, in Internet people can find any information, and it is inportant that the people can to fall in love by the Internet, realy my dear Steve? I so love you my darling, and I want to say to you that with every day I want to be with you more and more my Steve, I so love you dear, I can't without you my Steve, you are so necessary for me Steve, I love you, Steve. On days, possible tomorrow, I want to go to church that I must thank our God that we found each other my love, I so thank our God, I know that God helped us to find you my Steve, I know about it, Steve. My darling, on this I will finish my letter to you, I will wait for your next emails with my great love desire, you must know how I feel so happy myself when I read your letters my darling. Ok, I must go my dear, I will miss you Steve, I LOVE YOU and I want to be with you for ever soon my love Steve. Thinking about you my love Steve, Your and only your love, Truly, Tanya. p.s. I can not say you exactly when I can come to the your country. But for this moment I can say that I do not have any chance to do it.

Letter 11

Hi my darling Steve!
How are you doing there my love Steve? My dear, I received you answer on my last e-mail, more as usual, it was so happy for me to receive your necessary love for me your warmth words my dear Steve. My dear, I love you my Steve, I so love you that I can't without you now my love, you and your letters are so necessary for me, you are inseparable part of my life my love Steve. I say about it very serious, because you know how much I love you my darling Steve, I can't without you my Steve! All days, all seconds I dream about our meeting my Steve, I can't wait a moment when we will meet in your airport my love, I so want it very much my darling. By the way I want to tell your a small story about one studentboy and studentgirl which love each other. They are Vera and Peter. They so love each other now my dear. When their love began, they have afraid to admit love to each other, they were so constraining in that time when their love began. By the way I have noticed during long time that they are not indifferent to each other, and that they all time look on each other, but in other side they were afraid to talk with each other. But I want to say to you that at them all ok now because I helped them with their love feelings. The fact in that at once I asked Vera and Peter to stay to talk about their feelings, and we began to talk about it. It was so surprise for them that I want to talk with their about it. I helped to understand them in their love feelings to each other my love Steve, and they did it, they are so happy now my darling, in their eyes and hearts is very mutual love, I feel it. After our of conversation with Vera and Peter they understood that they love each other very much, they thank me very much that I helped them, also I wished them a great love to each other, and that they will be together for ever, and that they willn't break the hearts to each other, they promised me that they will unseparable for ever, my dear Steve, I am so happy for Vera and Peter, my love Steve, it will be very interesting to hear for me your opinion about this happy case, realy, this case is very happy. My dear, I want to wish to all people to love each other very much, because I have tested this feeling with you my dear, it happen so quick my dear and through Internet, I want to say to you my dear, that all people, who want to find a love man or woman, this man or woman will find the love necessarily, I am sure in this my dear Steve, because I found you my love through the Internet, and we love each other so much, and I know that OUR LOVE is most dear feeling from other feelings that exists on this small light-blue planet. My dear Steve, I love you very much, I so miss you darling, I want to be with you my Steve. By the way I want to say to you that my girlfriend Galya tried to call to her aunt Juliya to Moscow to ask her about the all necessary information about my future coming to you my Steve, but I want to say to you that it was so pity for me that Galya 's aunt Juliya wasn't on the place in this moment when Galya rong to her aunt. But Galya said me that she will try to ring to Juliya to Moscow soon on nearest time too. We are me and my mom sure that Galya's aunt will give us all information about my coming to you my Steve. My dear, I can't wait a time when we will together my dear, I so miss you my darling. At last night I couldn't to sleep my dear Steve, I thought about you and about us my dear. Also, before my writing to you, in my mind came a liric thinking about you my darling. I have found an Internet one liric poem too, I want to say to you that I so like this poem too, I want to show my great love and missing about you in this poem, I hope that you will love this feel and soul poem for you my darling.... My love Steve, I hope that you will love this poem, this poem from my heart which fulled by our love to each other my Steve. I hope that you will can test this so love liric words. My darling, I so miss you dear Steve, I so want to be with you my love, I LOVE YOU DARLING! On this liric note I will finish my message to you my dear, I hope to see your answer letter very quickly Steve. Thinking about you, Steve, Miss you, All my kisses for you,
Always yours
Tanya.

Letter 12

Hello my darling Steve
As you there how are you doing to think that at you everything is all right. To ask me to forgive that I to not write to you so much time. I have very strongly caught a cold. And all this time what to not write to you, I to lead houses. I on you very much to miss. I so wanted you to write but my grandmother spoke me that it is impossible to be such careless health is necessary to care of the. All this time I to think of you my love much, and dreamed of how I you to write everything about what I to dream all this time. Dear to think, that this time to not change your feelings to me and you not whom to not find. As I am happy that I can to write to you. Me very much to please that you to write to me. But when I to go in the Internet of cafe I thought that for me there to wait a plenty of your letters. But I to understand you and once again ask the application that could not to warn you about it. My love when I to catch a cold at me to rise high temperature and me called a doctor on the house. To take away me on fast in hospital I there to lead some days, to not pass yet an aggravation. So to think that now not that to not prevent ours of feeling. I also to hope that your feelings to not pass and you to not find someone another. I with impatience to wait your letters. To think that you to me to write as to pass for you all this time that we to not speak with you my love. As yours relatives. I with impatience to wait for your letter.
All my Love
Tanya

Letter 13

Dear Steve.
It is good that in this world there is a person to whom I is not indifferent. It is very pleasant to me to know, that we is mutual understanding each other is the most important fact in our attitudes. It is very good for me, as I to meet you in my life. I haven't been so happy yet. Nothing it is necessary to me except for your letter and you. I thought of our attitudes and about our feelings. I become already attached to you. I think that we are necessary to each other. I constantly think of you, you have taken a place in my heart. You like me and I think that our attitudes may be deeper. Your letters do my mood high. To me it becomes joyful on soul. I understand that our attitudes everyone become more serious and more serious. Your words heat my soul and heart. You in my heart each minute.
All my love,
Tatyana
p.s. Dear, unfortunately, the Internet of cafe to not give such services that we could speak with you my prince. I can write to you only letters as I also do not have phone. It is very a pity to me, that we do not have such opportunity even to hear your voice as we cannot see each other.

Letter 14

Hello my dear Steve !
I just know it's different with you, your words touch me dearly and I know we will be happy together. I know you feel the same way. In that all my letters to you have always been from the bottom of my heart. Everyday you are on my mind, and in my thoughts. I feel lost without you right now, I don't feel complete anymore you have captured my heart and soul, I know once we finally meet our desire will implode and start a chain reaction of passion and fire. We have so much in common sometimes when I write you letters I forget to add a certain question or thought. When I receive your letter, you either ask that question or you write my missing thought. I feel strongly that our souls are talking to each other telepathically. I am filled with emotion, excitement and desire, which makes, my passion for you, which turns into fire. There are no words that can describe how I feel at this present moment; you have made me so happy. I long to spend every remaining minute of my life with you. You are to dear to me and you are the most important man in my life. I want to share your experiences of the world, and take you to countries that you have dreamed off. I dream of us standing on a deck of the ship watching the sun set and returning at midnight looking upon the stars watching out for a shooting star where we make a wish. I know I keep repeating myself but since I have known you, my life has changed dramatically I feel empty without you. I seem to be floating on clouds with fulfilment and anxiety, my love for you grow stronger every minute.
Tender kisses
Tanya