Letter(s) from Angela Smith to Andy (USA)

Letter 1

Tell me how do i look like.......i hope i am good enough for you...let me tell you a little about my self to you .......i am a strong woman who do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.
i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never will i be more complete than when He is with me.
i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His strength and wisdom.

He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him.
His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.
Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy...
His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully,
knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind.
If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall
joyfully give it to Him and take pleasure

myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness.
However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of O/our relationship.
The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship.
My body is His, and if He says i am beautiful, then i am.
No matter what i look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes, and because of that i hold my head high.

If He says i am His precious jewel, then i am that...a beautiful, sparkling gem.
If He says that i am His pet, His slut, His whore, then i am that..
as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be.
My mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know only as He can.
i have no secrets from Him... for secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly His.
Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself...
and i do not want walls.
His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own, but they are lessons

He has decided that i need, and so i learn from Him.
My soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be when i kneel naked at His feet.
Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His presence, be He miles away or standing over me.
If i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any lashes could be.
The anguish of my soul that i feel when i disappoint Him is harder to bear than any physical anguish i feel.
i am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend His time and energy so freely on me.
i have the easier job, to feel, to experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to Him.
i am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously .
i am a submissive woman.
i am proud to call myself that, my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly, and can only be given to the One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.
Only to my Master who has that strength, will i give myself fully, because i am strong and proud.
i am a submissive woman.

i am a wife....
i am a cook.....
i do laundry....
i clean....
i may be a mother....
i am woman...
i am a daughter.....
i am a friend....
i am a lover.....
i have fantasies....
i have expectations.....
i have feelings...
i am compassionate...
i am tolerant....
i am patient...
i cry....
i mourn....
i hurt....
i laugh....
i giggle....
i love...
i despise....
at times...
i am an oxy-moron unto myself...
hello...i am a submissive.....

Am looking for a Master to Play 24/7 (Total Power Exchange); Anal Sex; Arse Play; Asphyxiaphilia (Breath Play); Biting; Bondage; Branding; Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.; Candle Wax; Chains; Chastity Devices; Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads; Cling Film; Collar and Lead/Leash; Confinement/Caging; Coprophilia (Shit Play)/Scat; Cross Dressing; Cupping (Suction of the Skin); Dacryphilia (Arousal from Tears); Defilement, seeing a partner dirty or wet; Denim; Depilation/Shaving; Dildos (Handheld & Strap-ons); Discipline; Domination; Electrotorture (EMS TENS units); Exhibitionism/Sex In Public; Feathers; Fire Play; Fisting; Food Play; Gangbangs; Hair Pulling; Handcuffs/Shackles; Humiliation; Klismaphilia (Douching/Enema); Knife/Needle Play; Lace/Lingerie; Masks; Masochism; Master/Slave; Mutual Masturbation; Nipples; Oral Fixation; Oral Sex; Pain; Piercings; Pinching; Play Piercing; Power Exchange; Rack/Medieval Devices; Sadism; Sensory Deprivation; Sex During Menstruation; Spanking/Paddling; Talking Dirty; Tickling; Tongue Fetish; Toys; Urolagnia (Water Sports/Urine); Vibrators; Whips...

Sir i would love to ask you some questions Sir.

1:Have you ever own a slave before?
2:Are you married Sir?
3..do you want your slave to relocate?
4...and are you honest and truthful master sir.....
5....are you said and done master who never lie to his slave sir?

Big Hugs and Kisses to You Sir.

Angela