Letter(s) from Anastasia Chirkova to David (USA)

Letter 1

Good afternoon my friend David!!! First of all I wish to be presented and inform the name. My name is Guzel. You will be possibly surprised to receive this letter. The matter is that I to write to you from Russia. We now with you are in completely different countries and consequently it will be difficult for us to communicate right at the beginning of our acquaintance. Though I think for us with you there should not be no difficulties and shortly you will start to understand, that I am good the girl. I hope to find the love on the Internet and let the first acquaintance to you for me will serve as the good beginning of ours with you of friendship. Acquaintance to the man from other country frightens me a little. But nevertheless I to find in myself forces and to write the letter for you. Probably, what you now should communicate with Russian the girl for the first time? But you should not worry how I shall never frighten you. I like to be in good mood, I consider myself cheerful the girl. I live in city Kaluga and it is not far from Moscow. And I will not have not enough one day to tell to you about all sights of this city, but in following letters I shall try to tell more about this beautiful city. I want to tell to you about my purposes in life slightly And about me. I the educated and cheerful woman. I think, that I have Rather good external data. I might translate my sizes on your metric system. My growth makes 5 ' 8 ".
Also my weight of 126 ft. Here in Russia we measure it as 172 centimeters And 59 kgs. It will be very good, if you look at my picture. It will be more the best Way to judge my appearance. I have some pictures and I shall be glad to send you my pictures, That you might see me better. All my life I lived in Russia and I have here friends and relatives. Now I work As the "Bookkeeper" of the company Kaluga - Power Factory. We are engaged in the account of consumption and sales the electric power in our city. I always dreamed to find my love. I search for mine soul mate! I think, that it is a lot of women Dream to live in your country and to have the good husband. You know, I heard many histories about happy marriage The Russian woman and men.
I know, that the man may give the best life For the wife. I want to tell you, that I do not search for easy life. I search for my HAPPINESS in life. You understand? I like to work, I like to have fair life. I dream to create family and to take care of my husband. I want, that me loved and also took care. I love tenderness and kindness in the man.
Also I like Decent and fair the man. Unfortunately in Russia now not so good economic situation and I do not think, that this good place to create Family at this particular time. I still young and I want to think of my family. I want to create family in more good Conditions for life.
I think, that your country a good place. However I never visited your country and it will be very interesting to me To know, what you think of it? Well, I think that already has told about my purposes much. Please, if you have interest in me I shall be glad To receive your letter and probably some pictures. Also inform me about your purposes on the future. I shall wait and hope, that you will not disregard my letter. Thank you! Yours faithfully, Guzel.

Letter 2

Hi David! WOW! I very much hoped to receive from you the letter back and now I have yours The letter! It really brings to me pleasure, that I have received the answer to my letter! I wish to tell at once, that I sent that letter to two more other men. But I should To tell, that till this time I have not received more any letters back. I wish to be Fair with you and to have your trust from the first letters! I shall ask you that you also were always fair with me. I do not think, that there is a sense to speak a lie. You agree with me? Both of us we search for love and I want, that my love was strong, pure, True and long! I think, that you want the same things! I wish to hope, that you will be good the man! The matter is that I almost know nothing about you. I wrote to you Casually. I chose absolutely casually you from the list of men. I also did not think, that so many men will search for the love on the Internet! In our city there are no many opportunities to get acquainted with men from other countries. I used the Internet Cafe. I casually opened a site Dating and it spoke me, that here there are many men! It was very interesting To observe a site Dating and it many opportunities for the man and women from the various countries are valid! You agree with me? I wish to speak you so a lot of prophetic! Please excuse me if I cannot speak you much Today. We shall have still time to speak! Before us still it is a lot of time to find out Each other! About! I so to worry, that you will not love my picture and will stop to write to me! I really to worry as the little girl at the first appointment to the man! I would like to ask you that you sent me as much as possible your pictures. It will allow me It is better to represent you and your life! Well, I shall inform now to you some things on me. OK? You available to read and remember ? First of all I want, that you named me Guzel. I love when me name Guzel. So, I wish to begin with my history. Now my age of 27 years. I have been born 13 May 1982. I typical Taurus on a sign on the zodiac. By the way, when your birthday? From the early childhood I had good education and care of my parents. I went to good school and was there is enough The good pupil! At least the teacher always me to praise! Oh! These school days! These years to not return any more never! You liked to go to school?
The first school love ! For you these sounds are familiar? Those years when I was small It was easier to bring up children. Now the state to not care at all of young families. After school and I had success to enter the university. The daddy gave me to be trained in economic sciences! However ours The university was technical, but anyhow I have received good economic education. I was trained At faculty " the Accounting account and audit ".
I loved always the exact sciences and except for it to us taught a lot of humanist And psychologies. I bore much from walls of university and it there were fine years! Tell to me please where you were trained? It is very interesting to me to know your history also! So, years of study have ended also I met my first love. Yes, I would like to speak also with you about it. You should know, that I had unsuccessful relations. I remembered on all mine Life, that such treachery. My guy changed to me with other woman. He betraid me. I thought, that we shall marry and create family, but he seems did not want serious relations. I was young and naive. After that I more never loved anybody seriously. My last relations were enough Long, but anyhow I did not notice, that my guy can betray me. He found the woman from rich family. For him there was a pressing question of money. I think, that I quite beautiful woman and I can find many men here in Russia. But I a little now to be afraid to have relations. I wish to find my love, my unique love. I wish to grow fond of the man up to the end of my life. You understand me? I never was married and I think, that It is a serious step in a life. I have no children. I in general very much love children and if you have already children it will not do a problem to me. It is good, whether I do not know to you it will be interesting to hear about my city. Our city has rich history. Here lives many people and it is rather big city. We are located not so far from Moscow. I should you tell, that I was possibly 10 times in Moscow. But Moscow city is even more! I also was many time in St. Petersburg and to visit there many various cultural places. Also I was in very known a museum the Hermitage. You heard about it? Our city of Kaluga also is very rich with beautiful woods where is a lot of animal. Also in my city there is a known museum of a name Tsiolkovsky. He is the person very known scientist.
You can probably find our city on the Internet also? In our area we have a temperate climate. It is an average part of Russia with good display of seasons. We have a lot of snow in the winter and also in the summer air is hot enough! We visit a beach and I like to float! You have a beach close?
You like to float? If there will be time please tell to me more about your city! I also want to ask you, What you understand as happiness? Right now I shall speak you that I understand as happiness. I should tell, that everyone is happy in this world in own way. For me to be happy Means that I exist in this world. I think, that I want, that me loved. I want, that me respected and estimated. In general I see happiness that my life will be It is lived with sense. I should find my love create my family. You agree with me. In is world we should leave after ourselves good memoirs. It is very difficult for one to find happiness. When two persons like each other, It already does people happy. Love - very much good feeling and this sacred!
You agree with me? Well, I possibly now shall come back to my work and I shall wait your letter soon! Heave nice day! Yours faithfully, your new friend from Russia, Guzel.

Letter 3

Hello David!
I waited your letter! I shall hope very much, that you loved my pictures. I really very much worried about it.
It is a beautiful picture.. How call your puppy?? I very much love animals, this puppy simply charm..
You know, I did not receive the letter from other men anyhow. Probably they will not write. Probably not all men Have desire to speak with the Russian woman. I want to ask you a question. What induced you to write to me?
You like Russian women? I heard, that much the many men want to have the wife from Russia. It is the truth?
In yours the country many the Russian women? Whether are really the majority of women in yours the country materialistic?
Well, I shall not ask much right at the beginning of the letter! I wanted you to tell about my life still much.
I still hope, that you may understand my English language well. I do not think, that it is very good to speak in English,
But also it is not so bad! It is possible for understanding anyhow! Above my English language teachers worked At school and at university. You know,
when I was trained at school I wanted to work as the translator. I dreamed to travel In the various countries and to work as the translator for TV.
But with age I understood, that it not for me.
I like to work with papers more. And now my work consists that I am the Bookkeeper. Though I also like to have an active way of life! Sometimes I should work Not only in our city. My work sends me sometimes in business trip. I do not go in business trip frequently.
I went in business trip to Moscow some times and also I went to Saint Petersburg. You heard about this city? I think, that many countries become similar against each other how there is much all identical. But in everyone the country people all the same differ and for example in Russia there are many men whom to use a lot of alcohol. Probably in yours the country also is that similar. You frequently go to travel?
If to speak fairly I never visited other country. I always wanted to visit Another the country which differs the culture, a life and the nature. I never saw ocean.
There are in the world many fine places. We in Russia also have many beautiful places! Each site of our planet is fine on the.
I to you wanted to tell about that as I live right now. It I think very important for us to know about each other as much as possible. Now I live with my parents. We live in an apartment and it has three rooms. I always dreamed to have my own Apartment or even the house! But it is very expensive here in Russia and not everyone may afford to buy an apartment. Our government Pretends what to care of young families and offers various credits, but conditions very rigid and anyhow many money is necessary. My brother call Pavel. To him 32 years and he is married. Pavel has two children. he lives separately from us with the wife. They live also in our city. The brother speaks, that was It is very difficult to lift family. They from the beginning lived in a hostel, but now Pavel has received an apartment at work and they live in their apartment. I am glad for my brother, that he already created family. My mum works in shop on sale of clothes. Now to mum 54 years. My mum call Olga.
My daddy older. His name Evgeniy. To my daddy now 56 years. My parents live already almost 33 years together!
Except for that I have many cousins. I have 2 grandmothers and the grandfather! I have an opportunity to visit them rather frequently!
All my relatives live in our area and it is not so far. Only the brother at mum lives in city of Ekaterinburg,
But it also is not so far. Please tell to me more about your family. Where your relatives live?
Please tell to me also more about your last relations. If you do not want to speak much about it I shall understand it.
I shall hope, that you understood the majority, that I have written to you. I shall not be very captious, because I understand about a barrier of language between us. It is very important for us that we might understand each other.
We from two various cultures, but anyway we due to study to understand each other. Understanding - a pledge of relations!
I want to inform you, that I the usual woman. I always to try to concern with understanding to all things. Please, understand me correctly.
You may tell to me any things.
I want to teach you some Russian! You are ready to this?
First you should know words of a greeting! So:
- Hello = "PRIVET" or "ZDRAVSTVUI"
So we speak words of a greeting! YOU understand? It should be slightly difficult.
- Have nice day = " IMEITE HOROSHII DEN ' "
If it will be interesting to you, I shall inform you still! I think, that the pronunciation may be wrong, but I can not send you a pronunciation in the letter! it is a pity to me... O! One more question! You have many friends? You sociable the man? Though I should tell, that the present friends may not be much. We have wise expression here in Russia. " The Present friend is shown then when there comes a trouble ". Only the friend will not throw you Also will help a difficult minute. You agree with me? I have the girlfriend. A name of my girlfriend Ekaterina. Only I can trust mine to the girlfriend And I can speak all my secrets with her on any theme. She helped me many times and I think, that I helped also for her.
I have still more some familiar girlfriends, but Ekaterina for me the especial friend! I think, that you understand me.
I sometimes to carry out the free time with her. Sometimes we walk on city, sometimes we go at cinema. So my, I shall come back to work. I shall send you my picture today. Well, write to me when you will have time. I shall be glad to receive your letter.
Yours faithfully and warm feelings, Guzel from Russia.

Letter 4

Privet David!
I am very glad, that I can receive your letter again. I am surprised with your question.. I would like to give the answer.. No, I never lived in the USA.. I was born and have grown in Russia, in the city of Kaluga... You understand? I always am usual to rise approximately in 6:30-7:00. And after I took a bath mum invited me to drink tea and to take easy breakfast. My mum leaves on work most Last. She all over again feeds all and only then goes on work. I also itself to rise earlier and help to take breakfast.
My mum rather good cook and she well is going! We usually try to eat healthy food.
Daddy very requiring to meal! he speaks, that the food should be healthy and natural! I agree with these words.
Now however in shops very many various products which to contain artificial additives, but we try To take only natural products. I also think, that it is good to prepare to eat. Mum of me has learned much!
Sometimes we go in restaurant and we take various kitchen. I love the Chinese and Mexican kitchen! I however do not go to eat it frequently,
But anyhow I to try it! You tried the various foodstuffs? I am not sure as at you in country people eat.
It is expensive to take the good foodstuffs? I should tell, that natural products here in Russia demand It is a lot of money. But anyhow to the person a necessary good feed. You agree with me? You like Pizza?
I have set of recipes of preparation Pizza!
I also should you tell, that I never smoked. I to try to care of mine health. I the woman! I should To have a beautiful body and a sound mind! Mum spoke me in the childhood, that if I shall smoke and use alcoholic drinks, Nobody will take me in marriage! She thus learned me that I had no harmful habits. I understand, that if the man Smokes, it is still quite accepted, but I think, that the woman should not smoke!!!! You agree with me ?
Well, I want to tell you, that your life is interesting to me very much. Please, speak me as much as possible. OK? All of us people
And I understand you as the person, but we from various cultures and I probably do not know some things. I shall be glad to hear from you about it!
Your letters help me better to represent your life. I never travelled far from a house and I dream To visit sometime your country. I all over again would like to find mine soulmate, My love! Probably then I would go in your country. For me it is very interesting to study about your culture. I heard many stories
On TV and I saw many beautiful places in country. But I would like to see it in a reality! Probably in the future!
We have also many beautiful places!
I would like to ask you about your hobbies. Than you especially like to be engaged? You like to observe TV?
You like to go to walk on shops? YOU play on musical tools? I know, that anyhow you should have hobby!
I want to tell, that I like to play on the piano! We have houses of the piano and I play sometimes. Also I like to listen to CD. We have houses of CD - player and also we have DVD-player! It very much high quality of a sound and the image! I like to listen to various types of music!
It probably depends on my mood. I love classical music! I like Rap, Rok, POP! You are similar to this?
I have many disks of a house! Still I like to go at cinema. As soon as new film we with girlfriends buy tickets leaves and we go at cinema!
Theatre? I already for a long time was not at theatre and I think, that this art! I went in theatre probably 2 years back.
Unfortunately our daily life we have a lot of work and various has put. Therefore not always it is possible to find enough Time to go and take an entertainment. You agree with me? We people already adult and to us are peculiar many other cares.
You will not believe me now! You imagine , I today spoke my mum, that I have written letters to men in country.
Yes, it is the truth. Mum all over again was surprised and asked me much. By the way, those other men have not written to me. Probably they Did not receive my letter. Well, I was written by you and I am glad to this! I do not have necessity to write to someone else because it is interesting to me to speak with you! I hope, that my letters of you do not tire also to you interestingly about what I to you I write. I only want to show you my life And to tell who I such. I sometimes can be very curious and consequently be not surprised! OK?
I shall hope, that you also want with me to speak and you it is interesting.
I today would want to teach you Russian also!
- " Ya budu dumat o vas! " = I shall think of you!
- " Ochen prekrasno poluchat vashi pisma " = it is very fine to receive your letters!
- " Ya tak rada, chto ya mogla vas nahodit! Vi ochen horoshii mujchina " = I so am glad, that I might find you!
You very good the man!
- " Ya imela bolshoi i trudnii den na rabote " = I had the big and difficult day at work.
You now my good friend! wow! I have the friend in other country! The Internet a wonderful thing!
Please, only concern to me seriously. OK? Probably you the man of my dream? I always with you shall be frank.
I promise you it.
Well, I already am slightly tired with printing. Probably I shall close this letter. Write to me soon!!! Send your pictures!
It can will sound silly, but I would like that you transferred "HELLO!" fine Roadie! (smile).
I shall wait your letter! Sincerely, Guzel.

Letter 5

Privet my dear David!!! I am very glad to receive news from you again. I feel, how with each letter you become closer for me. I am tired from a life here without the person whom I can grow fond, and you - unique who warms me, and gives me force to live. You see, that we became much closer, than ever before.
You cannot imagine at all that you mean for me. You mean much. You can ask, is possible: why. I do not know. But I really know - that you for me became very close person. If you will be glad to continue our relations probably it will lead to more serious and deep feelings. I wish to continue these relations because sometimes it seems to me, that we with you are very similar. I never knew such beautiful soul as yours. You have opened it once for me and never closed. Now I open my soul for you. I give you my heart and my offer. I thought of you last night. I think, you unbiassed and are fair to me.
Now I completely trust you, and you became for me the close and native person to whom I can open the heart. I speak all of you it sincerely, I am not going to deceive you and to play with your feelings, and I hope, that you too will be fair under the relation to me. I like to read letters from you. My heart always skipping when I see when I see the message from you in my mail box. Then I eat it as a whole to get lines and only after which I read to it carefully some times. See, I become the grasped aspiration from you. I do not want, that you have been put forward with my feelings. Excuse me if I am too expressive. Probably, you did not expect it from me? But something has changed a way of my life recently, and I believe, that it - you. I think of you each hour and every minute. It is a pity to me, that we not friends for a long time. I know, that there can be, I - hopeless romantic, but I truly trust that to ours the Meeting through the Internet - the best thing which could happened to us. I wish you remarkable day! Guzel.
PS. These are fine pictures. I shall love it.

Letter 6

Hello my most dear friend David!!! I was so happy to receive your answer again and again, it was the most good part of my day when to have an opportunity to see your words on a computer. And when I have an opportunity to see your answer to a computer, my mood always so good. I by way of now. I see also, that we are interested the friend the friend more increasing, and I think, that it only is so good for us because I have so the dear friend, as you. I so am interested in you, that my life became better, than before acquaintance to you and it now is available in my feelings. You the best the man and the friend during the same moment. You can understand me completely and I also to understand you in all. Also it is very important thing which should exist between us. I see, that you to trust me as I do to you too most and it is one of the main things which should be between us. It is very pleasant for me, that is in our friendship. I very much would like to learn, about one of the most beautiful places in yours the country which you would like to show my eyes. I am sure, that there are many beautiful places, but probably you can tell about that place in which you would like to render only with me and that we remained there together. I should you tell, that in our city there are many beautiful places, but for me most of all it would be desirable to appear now in that place where there will be pleasant conditions and it is in my city. In our beautiful wood there is one very beautiful lake and there pleasant conditions. I have named this place of two in love people. Probably you also can inform about one of beautiful places in yours the country. I have understood that sometimes because of people of money People do not clear a thing. I do not wish to give greater value to money. There are in a life more important things, than money. But anyway sometimes we are in Dependences on money and it is very bad.My work pays to me enough money for residing, but it - is not enough for pleasure. I to not complain of a life. All Depends on me! I live fairly, and I am glad by a life. Excuse me, that I to mention a private life in such details. You my friend and I think, That I can with you about it, speak. You also are not confused to speak with me concerning any themes. We friends and we should understand each other. I also would like to ask you how much you religious? I the Christian And I am included into church. You are included into church? Unfortunately, I done not included into church often. I am included into church Only in holiday. My Friend, my friends ask about you very much! Yes, I spoke my friends about you. Anyway I wished to divide my pleasure with friends. I think, that you my pleasure now! I already spoke you which my mum knows about you, and she also asks about you some questions. Also she asked about your work. She to ask how old are you and I never to deceive the mum because I consider it is not necessary to do it. I always very much wait from you for the letter. It is very interesting to reflect to me above our relations on the Internet. Remember my love, that our distinction in the age of me does not frighten and for me ours with you dialogue enables find out you. And it is always very pleasant to have dialogue with you. How there will be our relations, further, to pass? I think of it! You think of it also? I think, that I would like to speak with you and find out about you more. You involve me and you to me It is very interesting. I wish to thank you that you always fair with me. I trust you. You understand? Within the last years I still so did not trust anybody. You are far now from me, but I feel our understanding and our trust. They - necessary components in serious relations! You agree With me? I would like and to speak always further with you. We can possibly have something greater, Than simply friendship? It to us will be necessary for detection! Today we shall go with my girlfriend to drink tea after work. I shall wait very much your letter. Write to me soon! Yours Guzel.

Letter 7

Hi my unique and lovely love David!!! My most remarkable man on this Earth. I have received your letter and was very glad to read it. When I to read your letter, at me on soul it became easier, it is very pleasant to me to feel, that somewhere at the other edge of ground there is a man, which loves me and waits, to which I am not indifferent. This very pleasant feeling. I thank the God, that I have found you, mine lovely. You would know what this happiness, to find in the life of that unique and unique man, with which in the future are going for ever to connect the life. I also seems has found such man is you my love. I to feel, that I very strongly to grow fond of you. Know, mine lovely, I frequently dream of us with you, I present as we with you to meet. Our first minutes of meeting. When I to dream about on with you, on me the poetry finds. And sometimes I even to write poems. Last night I to write one about us with you. Listen:
The handle is taken by I in hands,
The letter I write to you.
The handle does not write mine,
The hand mine shivers,
And heart mine feels,
Forever to us to be friends.
The cat loves the cat,
Birdy - nightingale,
The boy loves the girl,
And I love you!
Let life yours flows the river
Among high coast
And let always live with you:
Hope To trust and Love.
Sometime, among papers,
Covered by a layer of a dust,
To find a card you mine
Also will recollect, how we with you each other loved.
Tell me please, that you think of it, it would be very interesting to me to know. It was pleasant to you whether or not.
I am not sure, that at me it is absolutely good to turn out. But I to try to express you the feelings in this poem, and I hope, that it was pleasant to you. I shall wait for your letter with impatience. Always your love Guzel!!!
PS. My full name Garaeva Guzel.

Letter 8

Hello my dearest David! You again today did my day very good! How are you? I am fine! How at you weather? How your relatives and friends? In the order and all asked to speak my family to you Hello! Now all my family knows about you. I spoke them about you. You know, it was very interesting to my sister And she also asked about you. Mum asked how many to you of years, whether and my daddy has asked you have children. I answered their questions and we discussed you last night. I spoke my family, that you the good person. After supper we spoke about you only with my mum. You are probable only may guess, that at mum and at the daughter There may be secrets and nobody understands better the daughter as own mother. Mum however warned me, that I to not rush to enter with you relations. I was itself I realize. I have told, that you kind the man and decent. If we had with you relations it would be probably necessary for you to speak with my daddy! he also very good The person. he to care very much of our family. My brother also helps us sometimes. Everyone wish for me only happiness. I also thought of you very much. I do not know as you it to speak, but I have to you some feelings.
I do not know how to you it to describe. I love you? I do not know.... I can not be sure on 100 percents in it. This inclination is possible? I do not know. But I constantly think of you. Whether to me you very interestingly think of me? Allow me To ask you a question. You think of me? Only tell me fairly. It is very important for me. Your life really Has changed after our acquaintance? You have to me any feelings? Oh, I today shall seems to not sleep much. I shall think of you! I now write you the letter and I write it with warm feelings to you. It is a pity, that in this letter it is impossible to place my feelings. I do not want to rush. But I should you tell, that you are very interesting to me also I think of you. Yes! I think of you. It has taken place very quickly. I only not so long ago have written to you and I already have to you feelings. I do not want to frighten you my. Probably for you it is fast slightly, that I to speak you so frankly that I feel to you. I present myself near to me. I do not want, that in your life there were other women. I want, that You thought of me. You think of me? I again ask you this question. Excuse me please. OK? You write other women except for me?
Only please tell me it fairly. I can hope for your love? I do not write anybody except for you. You understand about it? I now would like to be with you!!!
Probably we would go in restaurant or simply walked. You would like to meet me? You think, that the meeting is necessary for us In the person? I very much would want to meet you in the person. So both of us might solve many things for us! Tell me please, that you to me feel in the following letter.
I should you tell, that I feel some kind of love to you. Probably is silly to speak, that I love you. We never met in the person, but I have to you feelings and I shall be fair with you always. Please, I do not want, that my words of you frightened. Simply I think, that we might be good family together! You you see want To create family? There may be I yours soul mate? I want to solve it for me. I absolutely nothing know about how it is possible that we met. I would like to visit You it is fast and to look as you live. You would invite me? We might bett learn each other. If you want, that I arrived to you inform me. I probably shall find out more how it is possible to visit Your country. There may be you know as it better to make? I only know, that it is necessary to receive some documents. It is the visa. Probably also it is necessary to have the passport. To me some time very would would be desirable to spend with you together. I think, that I very much miss right now you. Today I shall speak with my mum. I shall tell to mum, that I want to go in Your country and to meet you. I am ready to change my life to the best. I want to start to build my happiness. Be possible we can together are very happy. I think, that my family wishes To me only happiness and they will not be against we met. Well, I shall not hurry event. I shall hope, that you also have to me feelings and you Want to meet me in the person. We already sent some letters and I did not speak you about it. Please, excuse me.
OK? I shall be glad to know your full name also! I want to ask you that you answered my questions in this letter. It is very important for me, that you have answered these questions. I seriously examine ours with you relations on the Internet and I really want to have with you a meeting. I shall find out about when I can arrive to Your country and as it better to make. It will be probable to demand time but if we about shall have desire to meet I shall do all for our meeting. I promise you. Well, write to me as it is possible soon. I shall wait your letter. I hope, that my words did not frighten you. Heave nice Day. With love, yours Guzel.
PS. There is no I is very badly familiar with the Internet. I am not on sites Myspace or facebook.

Letter 9

Hi my love David! You to me will allow you so to name? Yes, I really have to you feelings and I could not hide it.
Big to you thanks that you concerned with understanding to mine To last letter. I am glad, that you also wish to meet me. Now it only a matter of time. We really should have a meeting whether to understand is better for us we we shall like to continue relations. I assumed it, that if I meet good and kind the man we should meet. Without it We cannot have the relation. I think, that we already know enough about each other to have a meeting. You are interesting to me very much and I think, that we can be good family together! If things will go well, I would like to be your wife! I dream to find my happiness and I shall hope, that we can be happy. Already all my family knows, that I wish to meet you.
I spoke with mum and the daddy about it. Mum and the daddy wish me Only the best in this life. They will be glad, if I shall find my happiness. The daddy as the man wants, that I had the good husband. He should be kind and gentle with me and always take about me care. It was spoken by my daddy. I wish to test love and I want, that me loved. My love, I think, that you also wish to have the good wife! I think, that I shall be for my husband the good wife. I shall be the good mistress on kitchen and I shall be true only to my husband. I can promise and guarantee it. I know, that you the person of your word. You will never deceive and betray me. Your purposes in a life coincide with mine and I think, that we can have good family together! What do you think of it? Right now we should work above our meeting. I am not confident however as we can soon meet, but I wanted To have with you a meeting as it is possible soon. If I shall arrive to the Your country my first visiting will be probable not so long. On work to me advised to apply for information about visiting the Your country in travel agency. We have in city Travel agency and I intend tomorrow to go to this agency and they will probably give me more information About that as I can visit the Your country. And as soon as I can find out more information on it at once you all to inform. We really together should plan my visiting to you. You agree with me? I think, that it for me is possible anyhow. My love, allow me to ask you. I am not confident, but is possible to me some your help will be necessary at our meeting. I shall probably require from you In any information or still other things. You can help me with it? I am not confident, that I can take all things independently. Though I the independent woman and I shall try to find out all things itself. If both of us we wish to have a meeting we should To work as one command! My parents will help also to me to what can. They agreed to my meeting. Only you should promise my parents, that you will take about me care!!! Sometimes I now reflect, that me expects. I so wish to be happy. I trust you completely my heart. I shall not be To be afraid to go to the Your country. It is far from my city, but anyhow I shall be the strong woman. If you will always treat me kindly, That I shall be happy. I shall far from my house and I shall possibly grieve without my parents. But anyhow I should build my private life. I have to you feelings reminding love and I wish to meet you anyhow. If we shall love each other I am probable I shall remain with you. You would like it if we shall fall in love after our meeting? My life will change also I wish to change my life to the best! I think, that always it is possible to go to Russia and to visit my parents! Between us now there is a understanding and trust. We already have the base to our happiness! All my relatives will wish me only happiness and love. Well, I shall speak now from all my native and friends hello! We all very much love you! We send to you warm feelings! I shall close now this letter. Write to me as it is possible soon. Heave nice Day! Sincerely yours, Guzel.

Letter 10

Hello my love man, my dearest David! How are you doing? I'm doing so fine, my honey! I imagined our meeting very much. First time we shall meet probably at the airport. When I think of our meeting I want to arrive to you even more as it is possible soon. An idea on our meeting Let's me fall asleep. I constantly think of you. Probably in the first day of our meeting I shall have tears. It There will be tears of pleasure. I can not constrain myself. You for me already as the native person. I very much want, that ours The friendship grew and became love! Usually the friendship to develop into love and I also very much want, that we liked each other. Our meeting will give much to us also I shall prepare for our meeting very much. I want to be for you the most beautiful And attractive! I want to fascinate you forever! I shall take with myself spirits and beautiful clothes! I want that you Could not tear off your eyes from me and looked only at me! In the first day of our meeting I would like that we were only together. I want to be only with you all over again and only then I shall be ready to meet your friends and relatives. You already imagine to yourself our meeting? You will kiss me at the airport for the first time? I would like, that you Gave me flowers and has kissed me. I like to kiss and I also want to give you my kisses and embraces! Today I think, that I shall not have time to go in agency of travel. But I shall try To go tomorrow. I very much want to find out as soon as possible all details to our meeting. Most likely it will be necessary for me to go to Moscow to take all documents. But I am not sure where exactly. I of nothing know while, but I shall hope, that to me will help in agency of travels tomorrow. We have no the big airport in our city. Our planes fly only on Russia and probably I should I shall to fly to you only from Moscow. I know, that in Moscow am present 3 international airports. So many things are necessary to find out still! If we want to be together I promise you, that I shall do all for this purpose. I shall aspire to take all things as it is possible Soon to our meeting. I promise you it! I already begin to miss you. I shall hope sincerely, that you will never deceive me. I to you shall go with pure heart. I shall be your visitor and I want, that you treated to me kindly. OK? Not so long ago I heard on TV, that now very many men invite the woman In another the country and then select all documents. The woman may not leave the another's country and then the man does with the woman All that wants. I do not know as it Be relative yours the country. I heard, that similar situations occur in Europe. It really is very awful. Many women go to work to Europe under the invitation and also get in awful position. They are compelled to be engaged in sale of the body, that Them released back to Russia.
These awful things really occur in the world. Russian women have no many money and they therefore Go in other country to earn money. Men from Europe to use it. You heard about similar histories? You should not take offence at my words because I heard about it on TV and wanted to divide with you the opinion. I very much like your country, even that I never managed to visit you and still feel, that you can show many beautiful places. I know, that you are distinguished from all these people and can convince me that always will be completely fair with me. I am valid to trust, that yours the country this good place to live and you have no similar situations. Except for that I trust you. I know, that you will never deceive me. I very trustful woman. I do not want, that my heart was broken. I search only for my happiness and I never harmed anybody. I think, that we deserve to be happy. We continue to speak about you in our family. Last night we went in cafe with girlfriends and we also spoke about you. All are very glad to our relations!
Everyone wish, that our relations grew in love and we were happy. I have told, that I shall go in yours the country and to have with you a meeting in the person. I think, that all me release and wish to have good luck! All so care of me! I am glad, that I have good girlfriends!
I would like, that when arrived to you, your friends and relatives Loved me. It is very important for me! I think, that I the modest and decent woman. I want to hope, that all will be good! I shall go and dream now of our meeting. Tomorrow I anyhow shall try to go in agency of travel and to have more information. Please, heave nice Day! Whole, yours Guzel.

Letter 11

You my love David!!! There were no yet such words completely to express and tell you as strongly I love you. For me always is greater happiness when I speak you this three words I I LOVE YOU!!! Each time when I should close the letter passes some minutes as I at once start to miss you. I cannot live without you. All my life completely depends only on you and I wish to tell to you, that my love is ready to divide all remained life with you. My desire now is to start to study all your features, to feel each particle of your body, to observe of your eyes when you communicate with me, to feel your breath, to hear each rhythm of your heart. You even cannot imagine, as it is pleasant to feel all these instants. I always dreamed, that my favourite person will be such, as you my love. And thanks big to the god, that to me it was possible to find you. Between us there is a understanding which seldom happens between people and it is sometimes heavy to achieve such strong feelings to each other, but we could make it. You know, that in my ideas always there is you and it helps me to have often dreams in occasion of our first meeting. I have told today the mum, that my favourite person, wishes to see me in its country. Certainly mum at once to have tears on the eyes, but understands me how I already adult and a choice will always remain for me. Mum has again asked me how strongly I love you. Also has told, that I can not live without you any more and now we plan ours with you a meeting. My mum is very happy, that we with you are such happy pair. Mum speaks, that now very seldom it is possible to see people such happy. Has come to inform time to news in occasion of our meeting. Today I have visited travel agency which is engaged with citizens and helps to make all necessary documents for visiting any country. And now it will be necessary for me to go in Moscow how the main embassy on issue of visa is in this city. Also I could find out, that my visa will be valid in current of 90 days. I can remain this with you in current of this time. Also I could, that I can fill all necessary papers for 10 days and my visa will be ready. I did not think, that it can be made so quickly, but it speaks that we can meet you earlier. I in the first in a life should use these services how earlier I never had opportunities to do the visa. I never visited other country, but now when between us there is such strong love I very much to wish to meet you in yours the country. I have found out today from the tourist agent, that to me all time in Moscow while will pass process of registration of the visa will be necessary to be. I do not have any relatives in Moscow and consequently it is necessary to stop in hotel. The tourist agent has informed, that it will be necessary to take necessarily with itself 550 $ dollars how this money should suffice on all charges. I shall try to find all sum these days and to inform you, when to take off in Moscow. I hope, that we with you a meeting from this day will come nearer also we can shortly be in embraces each other. I shall try to settle all these problems for some days. You should wish again to my of good luck how it will always give me confidence of. I hope, that these news will make you happy. I love you!!! Now when I should prepare for visiting you my love I need to know your full name, your home address and the most close airport. You can give me this information? You deserve the most gentle, warm embraces and it is fast will not be expressed in my words because I can give you all this at ours with you to the first meeting. Yours forever love Guzel.

Letter 12

Hello my love David. I was very glad to receive the letter from you. When I read your letter, on my eyes even tears of pleasure have appeared. I see that we are necessary for each other. I visit church, and Imp asking the god for our meeting. How you there without me? I grieve without you very much. You are in my heart. I know that you require me very much, and should feel very pleasantly. I always think of you, about our meeting, about our feature. Now I feel, that you - my second half. And I want to be with you most of all on this planet.
Imp lonely in this huge world and now I have found you. I am very grateful to you, that you trust me. You are in my opinion. With each your letter I understood that you that person which is necessary for me, that the person who is very necessary for me. I as well as you want to see, I want to arrive to you more never to be separated. My love should you inform, that applications on reception the visa today could submit to travel agency which at once to send inquiry in the main office of embassy of Russia which is in the city of Moscow and consequently it is necessary to go to this office to start to prepare for all necessary documents for reception the visa. I am glad, that my inquiry has been approved. Lovely, I very much would not like to burden you with the difficulties, but I so would like to see you faster. I not I can to ask you about the help but if you want to see me can help me with money faster. On registration of the visa as I to you wrote to me for this purpose it is necessary 550 dollars $. I think this the sum very big and consequently should you tell for what it intends.
I could learn, that cost of the visa will cost 100 dollars $. Also 150 dollars $ are required to buy the ticket up to Moscow and also at once to issue the order for a way back. Also for the period of official registration of papers I still should remain in Moscow and I would not have relatives at which I could remain, therefore I should live in hotel and residing in Moscow will cost the big money. I really should not do these requests to you, but now there is no other variant to appear together. You see, that I had to put all the efforts to search of money for our meeting. And now my parents cannot help me, also when I addressed to friends too there was no success how all my friends do not have this money. You can trust completely to me and if you would like to meet me please to make this help for me. I very much hope for your help my love because only on you at me all hopes. And you can help to meet to us if you will help me. To accelerate ours with you I shall meet could find out, that there is the most convenient way of transfer of money. This system refers to Money Gram. My love to a regret to me never was necessary to use this system and consequently the girlfriend has solved to visit together with the today one of branches of the Money Gram to take consultation. Also could make sure completely that this system of transfer of money is more reliable. Also should you tell, that if you agree to help me it will be better to you to specify by transfer of money Russia. It is necessary for that because many people, which to use this system to specify in a place of Russia, the name another the country. Today it was possible find out the address of bank:

The address of bank:
RUSSIA, 420126

My full name: Guzel Garaeva

Also I could find out, that in yours the country is many such branches and you sent me of money. If you will have an opportunity to help me you should take with yourself the identification card how without it you cannot make transfer of money. Representative Money Gram to inform me, that you will need to be sent me 8-place number. By means of this number there will be an opportunity to receive money only at me. This system safe and to you it is not necessary to have experiences. I shall wait from you this information. I know, when I think of you, and you think of me, and it has heated up my soul and a body. A smile from my special person - something which can decorate even the most dark day. One thing which I have noticed from reading your letters, is, that you are very strong. It seems that you have captured and have learned from experiences of life, and it is reflected in your letters. I am now very glad also to me hunting to dream up a little about our attitudes: Night, the novel, we one in a room, we include music and Dance slowly. I study your eyes, they - is so deep, and you look in mine, they are full emotions. I see your lips, so soft, and I want to kiss them. We love each another, and minute - eternity … Or so: - … you come back from work. I expect you. I have Preparing very tasty dinner, and we sit at a table, you inform me news, about your work and I only we listen to you. Require what - be still. I only enjoy the moments which I spend with you. Then we go in a drawing room a room, and observe a film. We sit on a sofa, Embrace and kisses. Only quiet evening … I hope, that these dreams very soon become a reality!
Write to me, please, your ideas about it. I expect impatiently your Answer. Hot kisses for you. Yours Guzel.