Letter(s) from Ksenia Shults to Lee (United Kingdom)

Letter 1

Hi Lee!!!
I am very glad to receive from you the answer. And first that I want to tell it a thank.
It is very pleasant to me to see your letter because it means that in this huge world someone thinks of me.
I ask forgive me if my letter will seem to you strange or inconsistent.
Simply for me it difficultly what to begin acquaintance itself. I the modest and shy girl and consequently I worry slightly.
But I hope that if will pass any time and we can get acquainted closer, and we can find out each other better.
I begin to write to you and probably in this letter it is necessary to tell something about me.
Yes certainly I should send of the photos.
At first I shall tell when I was born also age. I was to be born on February 22st, 1982.
It means that soon to me to be executed 26 years, probably it already large age.
In family I was the unique child and I do not have brothers of the sisters.
And now I live together with the parents in a small apartment.
I think that at this time it is time to reflect on the future life.
I very much would like to have own family and I very much want to bring up own children.
I very much love children and I very much would like to bring up children, I do not know how many I want children
Because it should depend not only on me, but also from mine male because he is the chapter of family and he too owes
To think concerning children.
I crowded and grew in settlement Cheboksary
My settlement is in republic Chuvshy and is in 700 kilometres from Moscow.
My father works in militia. At you it refers to as police.
My mum works as a saleswoman in shop which to be not far from houses.
She sells bread.
Probably I shall tell to you about my parents more, but in the other letter.
Now I would like more to tell about myself that you it would be possible to represent me.
I already spoke that I was born 1984. And as well as majority of children I went in a children's garden till 7 years.
I now understand that my parents could not constantly sit with me and they had me to give back in a children's garden.
But I remember that when I was small to me the children's garden did not like, because I very much wanted to be with the parents.
After that I have gone to school. I do not know why, but I could study well without effort in that time when other children had problems with study.
I have finished school with the Red diploma in 2001.
On it my formation was not finished also I has gone to study in Institute, I have arrived there without problems because I had red diploma after leaving school.
It spoke about that that I very well studied, it has helped me to study free-of-charge in Institute.
I have finished Pedagogical institute in 2006 and after that I did not study more.
At me always it turned out not only to study, but also it is good to explain and I could itself teach children.
After I have finished institute, I began to work at school. And from that time I work as the teacher of small children.
I teach just children, who have come from a children's garden. I teach by him all sciences. I teach them to read and to write. I very much love children and me very much to like that that I make.
The work with children requires attention and I think that with children to work little bit more difficultly than with the adults.
As I already have told my work very much me to like, it is perfect to help children.
In my age to become clearly that children this our future and I try to learn to their volume that I be able itself and even hardly more.
The love to children has come to me with my age and now I want to get children.
I dream to have perfect family in which family centre always warm.
Probably you will ask me why I have written to you? But I do not know, And why you search someone?
I am like you I want to find the happiness.
I already spoke that I the shy girl and consequently I do not know as me to explain to you that what I speak with you, And why would be not present?
It is difficult to me to get acquainted with the people in the street and I could not find to myself male here on my native land for the sake of which I is ready on all.
My girlfriend at work has advised me to try to get acquainted in the Internet.
I should write the letters from the Internet of cafe because I do not have computer of a house.
It dearly enough what to put the computer home. In our country not so many people have computers of a house.
Therefore I hope that it normally that that I write from the Internet of cafe.
Standard of living in Russia not such high as in other countries probably is simple.
Only I ask you understand me correctly I would not want that you thought that I complain. I would earn enough money what to live here.
I think that on it my letter has approached to the end and I hope that this very large letter what will distract you.
Now you can read it and if you agree with that that I have written, we can continue to get acquainted further.
Whether I hope I can set to you a question "you agree to have the serious relations with the Russian girl? Whether" you Agree to continue the relation with her.
I in any case wish to you only goods and I hope to see your letter next time.
Sincerely yours new friend Ksusha

Letter 2

Hi my friend Lee!!!
I am very glad that I can to read your letter.
For me was by a pleasant surprise to see your letter.
Therefore I want to tell you a thank.
You have a lot of work?
I can to you than help?
When I searched for someone on the Internet, I have sent the message to four men, but has received back only from you and I am very glad to this.
I am glad because your structure has liked me most of all, I waited back only from you and consequently you probably can not even present as I is glad.
The Internet of cafe to be not close to my house. But this distance not a problem for me because I am ready to pass many difficulties to speak with you again.
I would like to spend in cafe more time speaking with you, but it happens difficultly for me because of my work.
I very much want to learn more from you and me also it would be desirable to tell as much more about itself.
I hope that my last letter was not too large.
And you were frightened by it. I am simple not worried also much to me it would be desirable to speak very much.
Allow me to tell about the family.
My father was born in the city of Sankt Petersburg. To it now 55 years.
My father the militarian, but now he on pension.
he strongly got tired of the work and I saw it.
And when I was small we went to have a rest on a nature, and it very much was pleasant to me.
My mum was born in Mari El in 1957 and her now 51 years.
My parents have met in Mari El, it happened after my daddy have sent there to work.
The militarians frequently send in other cities, and then it remained here as here was more prospects for a life.
Here they also have remained to live. After wedding I have appeared.
I grew without the sisters and without the brothers.
I do not know why I was one in family, but probably to my parents it was not simple, because of work of the father.
I hope that my parents have liked you and I necessarily shall send you their picture.
Certainly I very much love mine the parents. And I think that me very much was lucky with the parents, but I became adult and I need to think of the family.
I hope that that what I speak you can understand and read without problems?
The study of my language began at school.
I very much liked this language.
After school I have continued to study the English language on special rates.
I read many textbooks and was engaged with the teachers.
I spoke that I liked to study and I studied this subject with pleasure.
I probably make mistakes? But I hope that them not much.
Simply practice is necessary for me and I think that I can speak normally. I shall be honour and I shall tell that I sometimes use by the interpreter, I hope what you it not strongly disturbs?
Me was lucky because when I studied education was free-of-charge and I could much study.
Now all very dearly and now I can not be engaged with the teachers.
But I think that to me enough that knowledge that I have received.
My growth 5 ' 6, my growth 171 ids, I watch the figure and I shall do it always, because I love always to be in the form.
I very much love to look films about happy love and I dream of that that it at me sometime will be.
This my dream from childhood as well as at many girls.
In the past I have met which man strongly has grown fond.
But I was silly.
he has deceived me and me was very sick.
But not looking on it I continue to trust in love.
It is one more reason on which I write you.
I want will meet the man which is worthy by my clean and sincere love.
Which will never deceive me.
I always trusted in such light feelings as love, friendship, fidelity, fidelity, kindness.
I could not meet such man in Russia.
I am to be trusted that you which that man I searched!
I hope what not strongly has tired you with the story about itself.
I shall be glad to answer your any questions but I not always I can understand a question.
Therefore I ask to not be run if I can not answer your question.
I am very glad that we can to continue our acquaintance further. I ask write to me more about itself.
I shall be very glad more to learn you.
For me it is very important. In hope that our relations can go above.
To my friend !!!
With impatience Ksusha

Letter 3

Hello my dear friend Lee!
When I wrote to you the last letter.
I had cheerful mood.
Therefore I wanted to joke to transfer you my mood.
I want to tell you, that in Russia to live hardly, but is cheerful.
The laughter prolongs life, I speak it to you as the the teacher.
The person sometimes should laugh.
Therefore do not think that I not serious girl.
Now, as speak in Russia, joke in a side.
I want tell you I like to do when I have a free time.
I like to read novels about love and to look soap operas.
I spoke you that I like to look films about love.
I like the Russian films about love and American films.
I shall name to you names of films that you could understand: " 72 meters " (Russia); "Titanik" (USA).
If you did not look these films I give you advice to look them, they will like you.
In these films is shown a true love and tragedy.
All people dream of such love.
What kind of music I like?
I do not have any favourite group.
I love quiet slow music
For example from foreign music
I like a song "Beatles" - ("Yesterday"
I hope that you understand what music to me it is pleasant is slow dancinq music.
As_Pushkin A.S. wrote. (I hope that you heard about this well-known in all world writer) frosty, winter evenings I like to knit a sweater, a jacket and socks all of them from a wool.
Because in the winter in Russia it is cold.

I have not told you that we have a garden behind city.
Therefore in the summer each week we go in a garden.
We raise in a garden: apples, a currant, a potato, carrots, cucumbers, tomatoes.
I do not drink vodka but in a holiday I can allow to drink to myself a little of champagne.
What I like to eat.
I love salads, especially salad from tomatoes with cucumbers filled with sour cream.
But sometimes I like to have a meal pel'menis.
You know that such pel'menis?
These are such balls of meat wrapped up in a dough.
Then they cook in water.
They move to a table with a broth in which they cooked or is simple with mayonnaise.
I hope that you sometime will try this dish.
I feel, that we with each letter become closer to each other.
Therefore I shall tell about myself more.
I spoke you that I can not gets acquainted at once.
Therefore I had no long time of the guy.
When I studied at university I have got acquainted with the guy.
In that day I went on a trolley bus to defend the diploma, and to receive higher education.
In a trolley bus with me seat the modest guy.
He has seen my degree work, in a result we have got acquainted.
But me has very much surprised that when examination was finished, he has come to university with the big bouquet of roses to congratulate me.
I have told that I can not accept from him such expensive gift.
But, he has told me that he the businessman and money for him is not a problem.
And me was necessary to admit to him that I have a allerqy on flowers.
But he has quickly found variant.
We have found my teacher at university and have presented this bouquet to her.
After was love, he promised to present me all world, spoke that we are created the friend for the friend.
But only after one year I have found out that he has other side of a medal - the dark.
He was not the businessman, on the contrary he took away money from businessmen.
He was consist in a gangster grouping which with the help of blackmail and threats took away money.
Then I have told him or he throws this dark business or I shall left him.
And he has made the choice.
We have left.
I have becomr alone and have already lost hope to find decent the male.
It's very good that I wrote you.
I am very glad.
May be it's destiny has reduced us purposely.
And we we are created the friend for the friend.
Though, if I shall be fair if I had an opportunity to leave to live in other country I would go with pleasure.
But what I shall do in other country?
I don't know, what I could to do in other country.
I have work, I have parents whom I love.
One, that I haven't here - it is the male with which I can to create own family.
Probably, I treat male from my country intently after my last acquaintance with the male.
I don't know. But I have difficulties with acquaintance with male.
And now I very gladm that we have started to correspond with each other.
I hope that we shall not stop on it.
Now when I have written to you this letter I am afraid that you can me not to answer.
Please don't cease to write me letters. With your letters I forget my past, and I start to think of the future more.
I am sure, that we are waited the fine future, Probably I speak about it early.
You see we know about each other a little. And the further acquaintance is necessary for us. But we have taken the first step.
And we should make many steps before we can tell each other: " I love you ".
And I very much hope, that you really will agree with me. And we shall correspond further.
I shall wait letter from you.
Your Friend Kseniya

Letter 4

Hello my dear friend Lee!
Thanks for the letter l TI back. Excuse me for my last letter
It was "a little" sad. But it was all in the past.
In this letter I write sad stories of my life
with each letter, I realize that we each other in the future more respected.
So I'll give you my address:

Country: Russia
City Cheboksary
CAP: 428 000
Street: Podolsk cadets
House: 1996
Division: 40
Kseniya Shults

Leave a mine could still lits phone number.
I was trying to call.
II can think you please send me the letter in a post.
Even if you give me your address, I can also send the letter.
But I think, is not so favorable for us. Each letter is a long time.
We have a problem with the post office does not always reach the receiver of the letter. Probably our mail works very badly.
I want to talk with you, but now it was impossible for me.
l want to hear your voice a lot. And I think, liked to hear my voice. I'm sorry, but it is impossible.
I cann't you house phone number because I have my home phone.
I will talk to you, it would be fun, to hear your voice.
But my family does not even have a phone.
I work there and a mobile phone, but for emergency use.
So on this phone and you can not call.
but I will give you the number of the phone, but i know not, as you may call it the problem after I used our phone for the work of the staff and the number of LT tel. (89,022) 93,539 works
I can not afford the phone, connected to international routes.
It is very expensive. Our cities are not even the phones.
If only for rich people.
I found that these phones are in Moscow and St. Petersburg.
Are international airport. And the phone call and the cost very expensive.
I can not call then. and a pity for me.
But I'm glad we take this opportunity to put you in touch with the help of the Internet.
I believe that performance - Internet great? E a science. Here you can talk to people to take place, on will big e distances.
And I am very happy that we could meet each other using the Internet.
Oh, I almost did not have neglected, I told my parents about you.
We have known.
I told my parents a little about you at first as a caution for our attitudes about the Internet.
But later, his mother Gru? E sent to you.
It is hoped that in future we can Take a stroll and couple.
If that's true, I think so, but we know very short time. And I believe that soon, so to speak about it.
I simply have no one au? It to you, I can only say these words.
And I really hope for the continuation of our attitude, I think not.

Letter 5

Hello my best friend Lee!!!
I am glad to see your letter. I am understand that between us fine attitudes are fastened.
And I become sure, that sometime there will come day when we can tell each other: " I love you ". Or may be probably I am mistaken. Today before writing to you the letter, I spoke with the manager of internet cafe.
He has told that Internet have a lot of deceit therefore I should be cautious. But when I read your letters, I understand that I should not be afraid of a deceit. He also spoke that many girls play in false love to entice money or with the help of this false love to left in USA.
My god why in this world there is not enough validity?
But you can trust me. I do not deceive you. Though probably you will not trust me. But I haven't idea to deceive you.
I already spoke you that I use the Internet only with one purpose. I want to find my half because I can not find worthy male here. I know what such a deceit and his consequences.
In one time one male has deceived me and I had feeling that my private world is devastated.
And I in this occasion have huge grief.
Well, I shall forget this bad theme for conversation today.
I shall write a little about my daily routine.
Per working days I rise early from bed.
I rise at 6.00 mornings.
It would be wonderful, if I could wake up near to you and speak you " good morning ". But it_ only dreams.
Then I go in a bath where I wash and I clean a teeth.
Then I do small gymnastics that my muscles came in the older.
Further I prepare for breakfast. In the morning I do not like to fill in my stomach.
I eat a little.
I make sandwiches with sausage, cheese and cooked eggs
And then I drink tea with a lemon. It is my breakfast.
AT 7.15 I go for work. I go for work on bus, as I have not the own car.
For 45 minutes I need go to my work.
Near to with my house a stop.
I go to bus stops and sit down on a bus number 16.
Then I change to the bus number 23 which carries me directly to work.
My work begins approximately at 8:00. I and my colleagues we go everyone in the study, where we are waited by children.
And I begin a lesson from, whether that I check all children on a place.
I teach children who just has come in school and me to have to teach them to all sciences at once.
I teach children to write, to read and to consider. Certainly there are still subjects which I teach. But that that I have told is main.
Yes now summer and works it is less, but me to have to be engaged with those by children, who badly studied in the winter.
But there are such who does not want to study and me to have to translate them in classes where subjects conduct the men.
I the woman and me am difficult to swear, I do not love to shout and to argue. And consequently I happen sometimes difficultly to raise a vote even on the child.
But certainly if the child it deserves I accept serious measures.
I consider that in such age the main this education and it is necessary to bring up the boy with character the man, and the girl would need to be brought up so in the future she could make the house cosy, and heart the man hot.
I think that in education of the boy more father should be engaged, because he is the chapter of family and the son him should grow by the defence counsel.
I have a break from 12:00 till 13:30.
I usually fill him to write to you the letter. I also write you this letter in a lunch break.
My work conies to an end in 17.00 evenings.
If I can not write to you during dinner then I write you in the evening after work.
And I go home. At home, I am usually occupied with domestic affairs.
It is washing of clothes, cleaning of rooms from a dust. And another.
At leisure, I watch TV more.
In days off, I also am in the basic house. I do not like with recent time to go on various dances or a bar.
But I think that to you it not interestingly.
I hope that I have not bothered you with the letter.
With love Kseniya

Letter 6

HI my love Lee!!!
I shall be possible to name you my love? Probably I hurry with conclusions.
But I am sure that the love arrives to our hearts.
You know, in the childhood I dreamed, that I shall find the prince, with whom I can come on edge of the ground.
In a consequence, I have understood, that acrually there are no princes.
Ideal the man cannot be found.
But close to an ideal which is necessary for you, you can find.
I can not tell you with confidence, that you - my ideal. But.......
You too can not tell, that I - your ideal.
But in it the reason, what people fall in love?
The reason here in many respects. I can not explain an origin of love.
I can not explain why the woman draws to male.
I can not explain why the male draws to the woman.
It occurs at a subconscious level.
Private world of the person informs to the person about it.
And in a consequence, you understand, that it is the truth.
I write you it, that you could understand what to be created in my ideas.
I understand, that you are intended for me, but I am afraid to inform you about it.
I also am afraid to tell you that the love to you has come in my heart.
I am afraid to tell you, that I love you.
I am afraid to tell it as the love should be mutual.
My mum also speaks me, that I should be more cautious viith the feelings.
The last lesson has learned me, but I have become attached to you.
I miss about you when i do not receive from you letters.
With feeling of love, the person does many nonsenses. And I not exception.
You know, when I have decided to begin acquaintance through the Internet, I thought about myself. (for fun or seriously)
Further, I did not think of it.
But time has come, when I should think of it. I think that you agree with me.
My lovely, my dear, I am afraid to speak you about it, but I LOVE YOU!!!
And I shall wait for the letter from you with impatience.
But if you will not answer me, I shall understand all because I any more the little girl.
With love Kseniya!!!

Letter 7

Hello my love Lee!
Now I can call you my love with confidence.
Your letter has brought to me this confidence.
Also this letter has brought to me hope for that I shall continue the life not in loneliness.
And I can speak that my life only begins. And this life will be connected to you.
I am happy.
I can tell now with confidence, that I love you.
I can not transfer this feeling in the word, it is difficult.
But my heart is beaten more frequently, my breath become rough.
Everything, that I feel, that I can do all, I can write in poem.
I have found fine poem Susan Polis Schutz.
It refers to "Love is."

Love is
being happy for the other person they are happy
being sad for the person when they are sad
being together in good times and being togetherin bad times
and never pretending
Love is the sourse of reality

Love is
an understanding that is so complete that
you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else
Love is the source of utity

Love is
the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experinces with the other person
the growth of the one individual alongside of
and together with the growth of another individual
Love is the sourse of success

Love is
the excitement of planning things together
the excitement of doing things together
Love is the source of the future

Love is
the fury of the storm
the calm in the rainbow
Love is the source of passion

Love is
giving and taking in a daily situation
being patient with each other's needs and dsires
Love is the source of sharing

Love is
knowing that the person
will always be with you regardless of what happens
missing the other person when they are away
but remaining near in heart at all times
Love is the source of security

Love is the source of life.

This poem defines- that soch of love.
And I understand, that it so. I know this poem by heart.
I also have translated it to Russian. And you can trust me, that she sound in Russia also perfectly.

As soon as I read your letter, I have made the decision. we should be together.
Tomorrow in the morning I shal go in visa agency. I shall find out all how I can arrive to you.
I think, I shall not have difficulties with official regestration of papers.
I solve it, having carried out all night in meditations.
And your letter which I read today has confirmed my decision.
I am sure, that we sould have a meeting. We can not find out in completenss each other, hoping only on the computer.
The computer has given much. He has given us hope.
And we should not miss this hope. I am sure, that you agree with me.
I have to you a true feeling- love.
I spoke you about my girlfriend Elena much.
The last year she has married.
I hope that I can soon to dress a white dress of the bride too.
Therefore I shall be tomorrow in visa agency.
I love you.
with all heart,
with all love,

with love Kseniya !!!

Letter 8

Hello my love Lee!
I hate to receive your letter.
Today in the morning, as I mentioned, I went to visa agency.
I asked to move in your country, and I had the answer I need a visa foreign passports and other documents for registration.
We have defined a new kind of vision and is the kind you can get married in the future I think it's enough to know all otner and marry a row.
When we get married during the period of the visa, I can stay with it longer.
If you are not married, I was in your country in case of expiry of leave Visa.
I asked about prices and was very uberrascht, first I ask about the date of execution.
and they said that there are many people who make records and desire vacation
So if I want to fly into the country, spring, I had to write the application and pay the visa next week.
Then the visa will be ready in 2 weeks.
If I can not write the application and pay the visa for next week I have to wait for the production of the legend for 2-3 months.
I was surprised very pleased with the price of services.
The visa issue with the pass, there is 320, 78 for me and the necessary information on the studies and documents.
I did something "removes and disappointed. I have so many things now.
I doubt it, but I have to pay for it. "
I asked my mother, our economies, said that money should not be an obstacle between two people who love each other.
I pay my voice, and I realize I am only fifty euros and my salary.
Will not Be Soon.
I asked my friends to help me and told me they are not currently
I ask my mother, and said that maybe I can help, because you love me.
I wonder how you can help me, because it is far from me.
My mother told me you money to companies that send to this service.
I asked him questions about my work and I know? Now there is a reliability and fast
Remittances in the world and in Western accounts of the Union.
I remember I saw this company for television advertising.
I take a directory book and found the address, not far from me.
I went and asked them to service.
They said that sender must go to the Western Union information: name
Name and surname of recipient countries make the transfer and the ten digits secret
Code to the sender.
The receiver must know ten digits for receiving money.
They say that the branches of it must be everywhere in the world.
Here is information about me:

Country: Russia
Name: Kseniya
Name: Shults

I know your name, address and your city has a plete from which you have sent money.
You should know that I decided to ask, because I love you and trust much.
I decided to come to you because I think in this manner and are very necessary for me decided to come to unknown country, and I never AU? erhalb my country.
But I decided to do because you are now part of my life, and I hope you all things.
I think you trust me and love me.
It is necessary to tell you nachstgelegenen airport, I ask the help of my shop
Please do not forget nachstgelegenen airport.
My love I need 400 euros I think it will help me, because we found our love, and we strong will to do justice.
You must let me know ten digits and I can receive.
You should know that we have to hurry, because I can receive documents and if we lost time and over a long period is necessary.
But it is very difficult to obtain a visa to your country and is in fact but now when I pay, I think I am.
I think the meaning of money, and I'm very sad if this document to prevent people from take the other side.
In most cases, money plays a vital role in life, but it is not right! I'm on.
And the amount of money has been and is not important to me
I do not always aspired to material enrichment and do not look specifically for wealthy males.
I Schatze and human qualities and relationships, and I love you Lee!
I love you with all my heart, I might still be with you. I'll go with you forever.
If each other and we are very happy in our lives.
I think you love me, and we will soon.
You are my love, my angel. My heart and yours.
Probably not, believe me, after the letter.
Probably it has been decided that I am a fraud.
But I repeat, all my words, all my thoughts, my feelings for you and a
And as if fate is not directed against us, as if you have not decided
You will do the same thing. And I seek not just words.
I am waiting for good news from the toy, I hope that everything goes well, and it is togethr soon.
I think every day we met, and I think that's true, we must seize this opportunity
I LOVE YOU !!!!!