Letter(s) from Evgenia Medvedeva to Joern-Erik (Norway)

Letter 1

Hi my name is Olga. I am very glad to receive from you the letter. To me of 26 years of an old age. I want to tell to you that I live in Russia. I in perfection talk in English. But a little badly I write. I very for a long time searched for second half and my girlfriend has advised me to find the love through the Internet. I want to tell to you a little about myself. I live and work in the large city Murom. This place in the middle of our country. I have finished pedagogical institute and now I work as the teacher at school. I love the work because I love children and I work with children. I do not have children but I very much would want to have children sometime. I was never married. In our country it is very hard to find good the man for serious relations. In our country the majority of men alcoholics and gangsters. And they are not capable to appreciate women. They consider that women are necessary to be housewives only. They would want that we prepared houses were cleaned and gave birth to children. I decided to find the love through the Russia. I want to find the love and to light to her all life. I want to find second half. I now that men not from Russia are accurater with women, than the Russian men. For me they are more serious and are affable. I wish to learn more about you about your work the house and a life. I too shall tell to you about all gradually. I would like to learn about that that you like and about that that you do not. I search serious relations. I hope that you treat to me seriously. I want tell to you that I cannot to write to you every day. Because I do not have computer of a house. I go to the Internet of cafe and I write you. I do not have opportunity to go to the Internet of cafe some times in day. But I shall try to write to you every day. We in the country very dearly have Internet. I live alone in the flat that i rent. At us very expensive flat. Therefore I cannot buy to myself an flat or a house. At us very criminal city and very much frequently is plundered with flats. I want to tell to you that I very open and direct person. I always speak the truth. I would want that you knew it. I hope that I have not tired you with the letter. I shall be glad to receive from you the letter. Your new friend from Russia Olga!!!

Letter 2

Hello, my dear Jorn!!! It’s very nice to get a message from you. I was thinking of you all this day and it was interesting for me if you will write a letter for me. And when I saw your letter I felt very happy. It’s pleasant for me that you write to me; it means for me that you are interested in me. I am serious about our correspondence and hope that you are too. I think that our correspondence allows us to be closer to each other and hope that it will continue. I will try to tell all about me and my views on life in my letters to let you know as much about me as it possible. In this letter I’d like to tell what I’m looking for and what I appreciate in a man. I’d like you to know that the age is not important for me. Sometimes people are together when the difference in age is more than15 years and I believe that we will not have such a problem and everything will be fine. I think that the main things in relationship between man and woman are trust and respect. On these quality a serious relationship is built. I also know that without any feelings there is no any relationship. I’m adult and clever enough to think that a real sense can not be born out of letters and through the correspondence. That is why I think that if we want to have a serious relationship and we will want to have a real sense our correspondence will not enough. And we will have to think about our meeting because I think a man can know enough another man only when they communicate in real life. But now it is too early to talk about meeting. At first we have to know each other fully through our correspondence to escape any problems when we will meet in real life. I also want you to know that money is not an important thing for me. I’m not seeking for a rich man, I don’t have an aim to have a lot of money because a lot of different problems and disagreement take place because of them. It is more important for me to find a real understanding and a soul that will be close to me because I want to have a happy family in future and to have children. The dream of my life is to have a daughter. I also want to tell that I will try to do everything for my lovely man to make him happy with me. I’d like you to know some of my treats of character. I’m very sensitive, communicate, kind, care and loving person. I have a sense of humor and like when people have it too. I’m emotional and I can’t be silent when I see any injustice. I like to take my opinion and sometimes I argue with people. I didn’t that it will be so difficult to write about myself and I will write more about it in my following letters. If you want to ask me some questions, please, feel free and ask me everything you want to know. I will answer with great pleasure. I also want to know want do you think about relationship through the Internet and do you believe that it is possible to find a second half through the Internet? If it is not problem for you I’d like to know about your relationship in your last experience. I hope my questions will not make a problem to you and you will answer them.I wish you to have a good day. I’m very glad that I have met you on network. I’m waiting for your letter with impatience. Olga

Letter 3

Hello my dear Jorn! I was very glad to receive your letter. I am glad to that you write me. I think that with each letter we become closer. When i see your letter to me become better. When I receive your letter I re-read it on several times. I like your letters. Now I start to trust in that that relations through the Internet are possible. It is first time in my life when I write the letter through the Internet to the man. I hope that it will be in first and last time. I hope for that that we with you the correspondence will result us in serious relations. I want to tell to you that many men wrote to me. I want that you knew the truth. But when I began to read your letters I have understood that you whom I search for all my live. In your letters I have understood that you such gentle and good men. To me very much to like to read your letters. I every day with impatience wait for your letters. I want to tell to you that I was at my mum yesterday. I try to go to her as it is possible more often. I helped her yesterday at home. I want to tell to you that I love my mum. I talked to her yesterday and have told about that that I have got acquainted with you through the Internet. I have told to her a little about you and she has told to me that she will be very glad if we with you shall be together. But my mum has told to me that she does not trust in that that it is possible to create serious relations through the Internet. She has told to me that serious relations can be under construction only at personal meeting. But I have explained to her that if we with you will have serious relations that at us it will be necessary personal meeting and and we can discuss it with each other. I hope that you will not take offence at me for that that I have told to mum about you. I want to be sincere before you and I do not want to tell lies to you. I am so happy that I communicate with you and I would like to talk about it to mum. My mom often says to me that it is time for me to find a second half and to create a family. I think that you can have idea why I have not met a man of my dream yet. I know that I am beautiful woman, I was told about it a lot of times. But I want to explain it to you so that you could see everything as I see it myself. Living here, in Russia, and based on my own experience I understood that this country is not for me. I'll try to explain my opinion to you. Every time when I go out in the street, when I am at the public transport I see at people, at their faces, eyes, I try to realize what they are thinking about and I become sad because I see in their eyes and faces only sadness. And for the last time I seldom see happy people with a good mood. I also communicate with the women who are marriage. And they talk how it is difficult to live in marriage because of the great number of problems. I wrote to you about that that I have girlfriend which has married the American. She spoke me about that that she had absolutely other life. I know that in your country much more than good people than here in Russia. These and some of another reasons made me to look for a man through the Internet. A great role in my life played my last relationship with men. I had some relation with men but only 2 of them were serious. The first one was at the University and I do not want to tell about it. And I want you to know about the last my serious relation. I met him when I was nearly 22 y. o. We had a very beautiful love story at the beginning; it seemed to me that I loved him. He had a good job and he paid a lot of attention to it. I liked it first, his salary was high. We had a really serious relation; we even lived for some weeks together. But I began to notice that he is not so attentive to me as he is to his work. I understand that his work is more important for him that I. He used me as a thing to spend time, to have a rest after work. But all his thoughts were about work. He wanted to make a good career and he did not want to have even children while he does not get any goals. I understood that he is not for me, our interests in life were different and we decided to leave. But I do not want to tell that all men in Russia are bad and that it is impossible to find a man in Russia, but I understood that I do not want to live in Russia and to create a family with Russian man. I talked to my mom about it and tried to explain her everything. She did not understand me at the beginning, but now she is agree with me. In this letter I have told much to you but I hope that you are not tired from my letter. I want to be open before you. I do not want to hide from you anything. I hope that you will understand me. I shall wait the following letter from you.

Letter 4

Hi loved Jorn! Today at night I saw you in the dream! It was a beach, between us there was a big distance and we went towards each other! It was long time, but the distance between us did not decrease. Then we have run towards each other. And distance between us the beginning to be reduced. Cool waves gently touched mine a foot, there was a wonderful feeling! We had long both passionate embraces and kisses! When I have woken up you was not close, on your place there was a pillow.!!!! I very much was upset!!!!!! How are you? I hope you have good mood and your health are at height! I feel well and which I saw dream does of me happy this lonely day. And ideas about you always will help to relax in most difficult times. You give to me confidence of life. To my greatest regret I should finish the letter. I give you the heart and I will be sure that it perfectly safe, Because it is in your strong and reliable hands. Yours Olga!