Letter(s) from Kristina Blohina to John (South Africa)

Letter 1

My name Kristina. If to be fair, I do not know what to write to you asI for the first time get acquainted on the Internet. But I nevertheless shall try to make it. I never got acquainted the first with men, in fact men always begin acquaintance to women. I in general am very happy, that could write to you as I badly know a computer and for a long time could not be registered on a site. But with the divine help at me it has turned out. I was interested with your structure and I have dared to write to you. I with impatience shall wait from you the answer. Probably you my second half!!! I very strongly want to find to myself of the partner in life as to me 31 years, and at me are not present the family and children. In fact time leaves very quickly and we shall not notice, that the life has already has passed by, and we and have not understood for what lived. Forgive, I already probably have bothered you with the reasonings:). I want to write to you a little about me:My growth of 5.7 foots, weight of 54 kgs. I have attractive appearance and a harmonous figure. It is a pity, that I cannot send you the picture. I am very cheerful and joyful person with sense of humour. I like when concerning the man and the woman, the leader the man. You can be the leader in attitudes? I always listen to opinion of the man and I adhere to it. I the quiet woman also do not love quarrel. Well, on it I shall finish the letter. Tomorrow I shall come again into the Internet of cafe and I shall be very happy to see your letter. I shall give you my e-mail for fast communication as it is very difficult for me to write to you on a site and I do not know as you to send the photo. Through e-mail I can send you her without problems.
My address: alakristina@yahoo.com
I with the big hope wait from you the letter. Good-bye. Kristina.

Letter 2

Ciao il John, Glie lo scrive Kristina.
Sto molto contento di ricevere notizie di Lei cosi presto. Sono contento, che Lei mi abbia risposto, anche spero, che la mia posta elettronica fu la sorpresa grande per Lei il mio amico. Verita? Non so come me cominciano la lettera, siccome non ho comunicato sull'Internet ancora prima. Voglio a La parli in modo imparziale, scrissi a 3 uomini dal Suo paese. Ma a un rimpianto o fortunatamente Lei mi scrisse solo, e sto molto contento a questo.
Molto spero, che possiamo essere amici, e possiamo essere e piu, in il futuro. Lei probabilmente vuole chiedere, perche perquisisco di qualcuno alla ricerca attraverso l'Internet. Voglio rispondere sinceramente a questo momento importante per me il mio amico John. Posso chiamarLa l'amico? Ebbi l'amico dalla mia citta di cui fui felice. Perfino volli diventare sua moglie e avere da lui bambini, mi contai il piu felice ragazza su luce. Ma questa persona fu l'ingannatore ordinario. Lui parlo su una bella vita e sul futuro eccellente, e fui ingenuo e sempre fidato questo lui. Allora ho imparato, che lui ha altra donna, fui necessario per lui per divertimento o un gioco. Il mio amico John, non sono il pneumatico piu Lei con questo. E sgradevole a me per ricordarlo. Bene il mio amico John. Non lo faro.
Semplicemente per me questo molto un punto importante.
Ok, per volere La parlo John, non molto su si. Spero, che sia piacevole per Lei da comunicare con me cosi come me e anche e interessante imparare l'un l'altro e piu. Come me per scriverLe Vivo in Russia, nella citta di Yaroslavl, repubblica Yaroslavl, questo la citta molto eccellente e che ci sono strade molto belle e i parchi in cui e possibile passare il tempo molto bene nell'estate, questo molto per piacere me camminare di sera su bel parco del nostro la citta, non e che cosi, che e romantico? Sono stato dato alla luce su Il 21 giugno 1978. Su una nazionalita I la ragazza russa, su religione I Il cristiano anche che credo nel Dio Jesus, io non fu mai e sposato e no abbia che i bambini anche. Da opinione i miei amici e parenti Io allegro, intelligente, la ragazza che possiede l'intelligenza, per che a me molto molto e piacevole da imparare su si tali buone parole. Il mio caro l'amico mi piacerebbe ritornare e piu per raccontarLe sulla mia citta, Yaroslavl e approssimativamente in 250 chilometri da capitale Mosca.
Non e finora, dal centro di Russia, anche in questo la citta la sono il freddo gli inverni, a causa che la gente deve vestire vestiti solo caldi il tempo invernale, e che riguardando il Suo tempo? A noi nell'inverno la temperatura qualche volta si estende fino a - 28, e molto freddo. e in l'estate anche ci sono molto caldamente fino a 30, questo molto bene, in generale la mia stagione preferita questa estate, a me molto per piacere quando a questa volta l'anno canta uccelli e andare da qualche parte su bagni, e molto piacevole per la mia anima, penso, che ogni persona e individuale e a lei i tratti distintivi di carattere, la verita e caratteristica??? Il mio amico John, e che il Suo il piu preferito la stagione, e piacevole a Lei l'estate?
Penso, che si come estate questa volta di viaggi di luogo di villeggiatura e vacanze.
Il mio amico che penso, che sara interessante per Lei imparare sul mio lavori come me per volere raccontarLe su questo. Lavoro come il parrucchiere, sembra a me, questo - il buon lavoro per me, molto bene mi occupo di lui, e e interessante per me per sapere riguardo al Suo lavoro. Ho l'istruzione superiore, su una specialita l'avvocato. Fui formato a me in citta, a universita su questa specialita. Ma sfortunatamente non potevo trovare il lavoro dell'avvocato.
E ho finito l'istituto superiore, sul commercio - il parrucchiere. Ma e buono il lavoro, io per mai sentirmi solitario, ricevo il dialogo la molto gentile dai miei colleghi su lavoro e anche dai nostri visitatori gentili.
Il mio amico John, voglio chiederLe su lingua d'inglese di miniera, Lei Le capisce la mia lettera? Quando studiai a universita anche studiai, alla lingua inglese, penso, che Lei deve capirmi e possibile perfino con un sorriso, ma me molto sarebbe desiderabile a impari la Sua opinione in quest'occasione, bene? Ma Le scrivero adesso su lingua italiana.
Anch'io, voglia, per dirLe, che Le scrivo dall'Internet di caffe.
Penso, che posso sempre tenere con Lei la connessione. Probabilmente non posso scrivere a Lei ogni giorno, ma Lei non si preoccupa a causa di questo, necessariamente scrivero a Lei. Bene, Le finiro la posta il mio amico John. Saro molto grato se Lei mi scrive anche. Come la Sua famiglia, se la verita questo la Sua citta e grande, bene mi permetta per fermarsi su lei. Ho messo la fotografia e spero, che Lei trovi il suo bene. Bene il mio amico John, mentre. Spero di ricevere notizie di Lei molto presto.
La parlo DOSVIDANIYA, e sul russo arrivederci.
Sinceramente, il Suo familiare da Russia.
Kristina.

Letter 3

Hello my friend John!!!
I so am pleased to receive news from you again, it very interestingly for me to learn you in person. I start to know you more, and it is very pleasant for me to have dialogue with you my friend John.
I also hope, that too it is interesting to you to study me as the person.
My dear friend John, I want to tell to you very important point which has forced me to write to you. 3 years ago when to me there were 29 years I had the guy from ours city about which I already spoke in the previous letter, in general here in Russia I had then still girlfriend Irina with which I always shared the ideas concerning the love to this men. Then she was going to leave abroad and has told to me that I have made the same.
Most of all, she to tell, that the Russian men are not reliable, and on them It is impossible to rely. Also it is impossible to feel like behind them as behind a stone wall, similarly to the protected girl in reliable hands of loved man. But I did not trust in it, and hoped to find happiness here.
Also did not trust words mine girlfriends Irina. But unfortunately her words appeared the fierce truth for me minefriend John. Then I not find here it is more any another the man, simply I could not make it after my closest person has not made it that is to change to me with other woman which is much more senior than I... To me hardly suffered it, and still I could go through it and find in myself forces, to write to someone on the Internet, in general I have decided to engage seriously search from the Internet and to not want to play game, and to want to find itself the worthy person which can understand in all me and to allow to me all love and care only to me one, simply the Internet is my last hope to find the happiness and unique love in the person. My friend John I want tell you to about girlfriend Irina, she still then when I to have attitudes with this person to start to search to itself for someone from the Internet. I thought, that it and in the waste of time, but as appeared, that she to find to herself happiness there, she now lives already in France, in the city of Marseilles about 2 years. Its husband name Jacque and she is happy with it, I too am glad for them, I cannot simply transfer all pleasure for my the girlfriend, approximately 2 months ago she to write to me the telegram from the city of Marseilles to me, she to write in it that at them the son was born, and that that she does not want that I remained here in Russia and to tell to me that I tried to find somebody through the Internet also, and thanking to its words I have decided to try to make it, I do not know, that it will turn out from all it, but nevertheless I think, it is real. Strange, but to its husband 45, and it only 29 years, and not looking on this difference in the age of they could find in the friend the friend that all people on the ground search is a love. I too trust only to men which is more senior than I, I simply to not want, that my history with my first love has repeated again. My friend John I do not know, how affairs on the Internet are, whether I do not know people find happiness here whether or not, it is very interesting to me to know your ideas on to this occasion, I am good, simple for the first time to use it as I never thought, that it is necessary to me to take advantage of the Internet, to search for happiness there. My friend John I do not know it, and I hope that I can make it as I seriously to solve it for myself. John probably in the future we shall learn each other more probably also we can do, something for the sake of it, but I think, that we have time to learn in the friend the friend to those people which approach on in love pair of people and to build the happiness together, but while early to think of it, I simply have very strongly reflected while I write to you this letter. It can be named mine the most sincere dreams of the life, it is correct dreams? My dear anyway I all the same shall be to dream to find the happiness here on the Internet. I think, that will suffice to dream.
Now I want to tell to you about my family:
She is my mum Elena. And also my younger sister Masha which else to study in to school, in 6 class, my sister only 12 years, and she already adult girl which can understand people. We frequently talk to it about its affairs at school, and even sometimes I help to do to it the task which to it have set on the house at school of its teacher.
My mum the seller of clothes shop, we always share with it impressions after the difficult working day, also we joke in this occasion behind a cup of tea with sugar cookies. My mum has divorced from my father when to me there were 6 years. I since did not see him and almost I do not remember. Mum tries to not speak with me about it and always translates conversation on other theme when I try to ask about him. I heard, that he was the thief and even sat in prison, but i was then the child and i many did not understand. Well, I think, that any more it is not necessary to write about it. Let this remain in the past.
I am glad for our family my friend John. Our family lives without what or conflicts, we have very good understanding between the friend the friend. Also I to want tell you, that we live in an apartment with two rooms, it not as abroad, but all the place always suffices us to invite also visitors. I want to tell to you, that I to speak the mum, that I has got acquainted with you my friend John... she to understand it and to tell, that I the clever girl and do only as it will be better for my happiness and a further life, she are simply very much concerned with my past with this guy, also wish me only good luck and understanding from loved which person I could name the destiny. My friend John I would like to return to the work and to write to you it is more about it as I to tell earlier I work as the hairdresser(female master), in our city people basically only polite and never are not rude to us, but there are also exceptions that spoil mood for all stayed day, but it happens very seldom. I very much would like to learn about your work more, as it is very interesting to me to know as live and people work abroad?
John I to want to tell to you still, that never was abroad and to not see that there occurs. My dream still consists in travel in other country, I to want it as well as the small child probably, but nevertheless it is the fact of my dream. My friend John I probably have tired you with it, well I shall finish my mail to you, and I shall write to you more tomorrow. I only to want to transfer to you warm greetings From my family, I hope for your answer soon.
Kristina.

Letter 4

Hello my friend John!!!!!
How your mood today? I feel perfectly. thanks for your last answer of e-mail, on mine to opinion it is very wonderful that we write each other, the truth? You do not represent as me to like to learn you in the person, I am simply glad to this as the small child. I trust you as a whole when I write to you these lines from mine hearts, I think, that to you it is also interesting to know me. I even could not assume, that to me will be so pleasantly to communicate with you and to learn about you practically all your life. In general I am glad and happy to all this very strongly.
Well my friend John I think, that to you will be it is interesting to learn about my enthusiasm as a whole, the truth? I like to listen music of foreign executors. I do not have loved from it, but to me like listen songs in English, me it seems very beautifully, whether the truth my friend John,and that be relative your tastes to music, you listened to Russian executors? In general to like me all modern music, I like to listen radio station Europe +, you heard about such, there sing almost all those songs which I like to listen. My friend John still to like me to look romantic comedies from your directors.
To me very much to like film "Neigbour", you looked such, the truth I to not remember names of those people which were removed in it film, but all this my favourite film. My friend John what do you like to look at leisure? To me very much it is interesting learn it from you my friend John. My dear friend John I to want tell still to you all those things about foodstuff which like me most of all: very much to like me a fried potato with a chicken, also I to love almost all kinds of soups. Also I love fried meat on coal, a barbecue. My friend John and to like you a chicken, I think, what yes it so is tasty especially then when is hungry. Also I love very strongly a pizza with cheese, it I to be able to prepare very well as me to learn this my mum. I want to tell, that I like almost all fruit and vegetables. And it is especial oranges, bananas and a gentle fruit a banana. You like my tastes on foodstuff, is simple to me very much it would be desirable to know it as in other country have I peep. At me a correct sight on I peep, or it harmful at you. But nevertheless it will be interesting to me to know, how you eat. My friend John probably it will be interesting to you to learn from me what hobby at me, I go to club harmonous figures due to what I can support myself the figure. And besides it is very useful for health, it is very good.
In the winter I like to go on a skating rink with my girlfriends, and to go for a drive on skates, it so impresses also it very quickly, you are able to do it, I think that I possible sometime can to learn you to this, it so fascinatingly and will cause warm smile on the person, it so is romantic when two loving the person go for a drive under a moonlight night together on ice. About, the my dear friend John I again dream very much. But will suffice, still I want to tell you that I like read, at leisure. To me as well as all women very much to like watch last fashion and on this I to like read female magazines such as Cosmopoliton, you heard about such, it is very good.
My friend probably it is very interesting to you know my dreams, simply I remember it since those times when my girlfriend Irina told about men abroad, I was good to want tell you that my dream to learn drive the automobile, but as we to not have in family of it I be not able to do it, I think, that it also is wonderful as well as fast driving on skates, the truth? By the way, my mum and friends ask about you all time, it is very pleasant for me. I have told mine to mum, that you are very decent person! They are very pleased, that we have dialogue with you. My dear friend John, my mum probably trust in destiny and trust that probably once we shall together, and she to wish us only good luck in it, strange probably but I too probably hope for it, but while I want to tell to you, that you become to me as the close friend to heart. For what it is very pleasant for me to have the friend John.
I feel it, really. You are so good friend, you can understand me as a good friend to good friend, and I think that it's important thing in the life. John, I see that you trust me, as I do it with a great pleasure to you, and I think that it's so good thing in our friendship, really, John? I hope that you understand me, John, that in my opinion, all people in the world must to understand each other in spiritual plan of a dialogue. Do you agree with me, John?
Tell me about it, ok?
By the way I want to say to you that believe in God very much, I believe in Jesus, I am a Christian woman as I said you earlier. I like to go to Church. Our City's Church is a very beautiful place, there is a lot of an beautiful icons too, I like this. The priests sing beautiful songs and I like it very much. This so calms my soul when I have a bad mood too.
But now, I want to say to you that your e-mails calms me too when I have a bad mood, I feel it, John. I want to say to you that some people of our work personal, here in our hairdressing saloon know that we with you write to each other by the Internet. They said me that it's so good for us, they ask me to say to you a friend hello and they, as me, want know more about your country, about your culture.
I want to tell to you that it would be very pleasant for me to speak with you by phone if you not against certainly, you can to leave to me the phone number that I could cause you from the Yaroslavl telegraph, you probably are set why from telegraph, but on our family has no constant places of a call as it is very expensive for us. But I promise that I shall make this all efforts to cause you from telegraph.
If you not against certainly John. I shall try to cause you very soon if you give to me this number, I shall try to do it. Also I have asked director of a hairdressinq saloon, to take telephone number of a hairdressinq, but to me refused, to me have told to this call not for the personal purposes, that is very much pity to me. I also asked the friends to take advantage their phone, but I also was refused, as it is only them, and they do not want to give to me it, but anything I can to do it of telegraph from the city. My dear friend John still I want you to tell, that mine are loved color dark blue, it is my most favourite color, as it very much calms eyes, you like this color? Well my friend John probably on it I shall stop the mail to you, also I hope to see your answer also soon. By the way my mother and friends also transfer to you most kind and warm greetings, also you speak that very much the kind person in the whole, it is very pleasant for me to hear it from them the my dear friend John, and to you. yes the my dear friend I nearly have not overlooked, that I cannot cause you at once as it is necessary for me to receive earned payment to do it, I about impatience shall well wait your following letter. Yours it is sincere and respecting your ideas.
Kristina.

Letter 5

Hello my most dear friend John!!!
I so am happy to receive news from you again and again. Today I had bad mood. Also except for that today, I had to serve very bad client in our hairdressing. He tried to embrace me and spoke different offensive words.
But then the police has thrown out him on street. My mood was awful after that. But when I have seen your letter on a computer, my mood at once has improved. I do not worry any more because of it.
Most dear John, I see, that we are interested the friend in the friend and we learn more about us. I think, that it is so good for us with you, in fact it so is pleasant to have such friend as you John.
My life became better after I to write to you. I feel that you can understand me, and this friendship much means for me very much, as your electronic mails bring to me only pleasure and a smile on the person. My dear friend John, I see, that you trust to me and I do too most with the big interest to you, as for me I was very important to trust it to you, differently would not write to you as I do it with big pleasure to you the my dear friend John.
I so am glad, that I have such pleasant dialogue with you. And I think, that all people on the ground should trust in dialogue on distance in the spiritual plan of dialogue. I think, that it is very important part of our friendship.
Tell to me, that you consider in this occasion. Well?
In my opinion you have the majority of qualities which I search in the person.
And I hope that our attitudes may grow. Still I to want to tell to you about my dreams. My dreams simple. I to you already told about them. I want to be happy and to make happy on the Earth of the person liked by me. I to want to have the family. My family may and there will be no the idealest in this world but I to want to have family and it to be happy. You see what at me plain dreams. I for the present have not found that happiness which I search. Probably is you.
For my 32 years of life I to save up what potential of tenderness and kind feelings which am not spent yet and I wait for the person towhich shall devote all of.
What to search you in the woman John? Still I to want with you today will talk about that as I see a role of the woman in family. In my opinion neither the husband nor the wife should not feel that their rights are restrained. In Russia of the woman are brought up so they should care of family more. All family problems lay on the woman. She should care of children prepare for food, erase, keep the house in order. I am brought up in the same spirit. I to consider that the woman should hold keys from family. But also the man should her help very seriously. On the first place for the woman there should be a family.
Russian women are able to combine both work and family and everywhere to be irreplaceable. Therefore here the woman also works and conducts family.
I think that it correctly and am ready to make all that my future family was happy.
How you treat to this question?
Also I want to tell to you, that my colleagues know, that I communicate with you, they have told to me, that it is so good for me to communicate with you John. They constantly ask me about your country, but I do not know, that to them to answer, they want to know as earn hairdressers in your country, so it is interesting to them to know it, I think, that they simply want to compare the earned payment Russia and your country the my dear friend John. I understand them as they know, that in Russia it on much less than at you, and to all this they constantly transfer you warm greetings, I understand them, it so is interesting to communicate with the person from other country.
My dear friend John, also I want to ask yours full name and your home address on anyone critical position, please send to me it, well???
I want to tell to you, that at us in Russia very bad service with mail, I remember as still then the friend Irina sent it by mail any card, that she simply has not reached it, and has simply been stolen. It so is insulting and it is a pity, that at us in Russia have very much bad service with it, but nevertheless I never did not begin to use it if I do not know, it is reliable whether or not. I think, that is not necessary to use it, as I trust e-mail more than usual. But nevertheless I shall leave to you the home address and mine full name: Blohina Kristina.
150034. Russia, Yaroslavl area, siti Yaroslavl, street Sirenevaya 35, apartment 51.
Write down this address on a paper, so on everyone vital case, I think, that it is necessity to have the address of the friend. I so want to hear your voice, it as is very much important for me the my dear friend John.
I very much hope, that I can soon do it. Probably on it I shall finish my letter to you John. Answer me soon, well in general I shall wait from you news as soon as possible, it is well mine John? As well as always greetings from my parents, and my friends! My and best embrace of friends to you. Sincerely yours the dear friend, Kristina.

Letter 6

Hello my most dear John!!!
I have received your answer as usually, and I was so it is happy from your words again, for me it now the obligatory part of a life to receive the letter from you to feel like normally, I so am glad to this! Your e-mails help me to live better, and to feel like only perfectly and to have only good mood from yours of warm words to me. I am simple I cannot now without your letters, so I want to have with you dialogue that I can not describe at all this in words, but I think, that also it is pleasant for you to have dialogue with me. The Truth John?
I want to tell to you John, that my favourite season, summer. In summer I can take holiday on work and have a rest. I very much like to spend time on a beach: to bathe and sunbathe. At us near to city to find the river "Volga", probably you heard about it. It is the most known and big river in Russia. You
like to spend time on a beach?
When I think of you John, for me there comes summer in soul, and I even represented us together. You will not believe, but it was so perfectly to see us together, and besides it so is romantic, I have presented that I have sat down to you on knees and you gently having embraced and having kissed me have asked me about my past, we for a long time talked and shared the most good ideas with each other, it was so pleasantly to have with you such dialogue, but is a pity, that it not a reality, and dream, probably I carry delirium, but nevertheless everyone the person on the ground should think of what that good, as each person, the truth should have dream?
My dear John, it seems to me, that mine colleagues I start to envy me of that I have such good person as you John. So it is pleasant for me to feel it, and also it is a shame before you for all this, that my girlfriends on work think of you. My colleagues also have asked me about a parcel gift to me from you John, but I have told him, that we with you clever people and the most important for us with you it to have dialogue by e-mail as we with you trust this more, than usual mail. Especially, as I already spoke you, that our mail works very badly. And if you send me, that be, it can be stolen. And even intervention of court will not help with it. As on mail it is very difficult to prove theft.
All speak me, that we with you have only good and kind dialogue, also that probably soon we shall together, when to me it speak, at me cheeks redden.
It so is pleasant for hearing, that you probably even cannot imagine it, but nevertheless it the pleasant fact for me and as it for you, it is pleasant for you to hear such, from me, my mum and all mine friends, I think, that also it is pleasant for you to hear such. My dear me even more often visit, washed about us with you, I did not sleep at all the last night and thought only about it as we would be happy together, but besides it only dream, and a reality far from our eyes, and I think, that we can learn each other and to write beautiful letters each other.
Certainly I never was outside Russia, but I hope, that I can sometime visit you my dear John. It is my other dream.But I did not think of it seriously, but now I to want to learn it is not a lot of about it, it so is interesting to me.
My dear John it seems to me, that my feelings grow to you and become more and more warm, but I am afraid to speak it to you, I am afraid, that you can not understand me, but nevertheless I do not want to hide from you something.
The Truth. I to feeling to you attachment of the close person, and then if I did not sleep night, and thought only of it, I think, what it should mean something, the truth?
in general it seems to me, that it is more than friendship. I feel this voice of my heart and soul. Well my dear John, probably on it I also shall finish this letter to you, I wait for your letter tomorrow with impatience also I hope for it all heart. Also I transfer you only warm greetings from mine families and which respect my kind friends you as sincere person.....!!!!!!!
Thinking and dreaming only about you, yours it is sincere Kristina.

Letter 7

Hello my dearest John!
I want to tell to you, I am is happy to receive this mail and especially the answer on I wash last E-mail, it is very pleasant for me. I so wait for your warm letters for me, I want to speak, that I cannot now without your feelings to me.
That you write to me, is now integral part of my life, it on so important for me now to not lose touch with you, your letters to me are a source of pleasure of my life.
I want to tell, that occurrence of you in my part lonely lives, it has turned up to unrecognizability, I do not know, that occurs to me and my feeling, it is strange probably, but when to me badly I think of you John, and in me the good mood wakes up only and sincerely pure ideas with which I hasten to share with you, also shares everything, that at me is concerning ours beautiful and very pleasant dialogue with you John. I want to tell, that I speak these pure lines of the hearts only with sincere care of you mine John. Also I want to tell to you, that I have come to a conclusion, that at me such feeling to you which I not wakes up to test earlier, so it is pleasant to feel it such to you. I constantly think, only about us with you mine John, and about our acquaintance on the Internet, it was so quickly, that, now to feel such about what I even did not think! I start to understand that I even am afraid a little to speak such to you, it so is important, but I do not know as to express that I have to you with my feeling which it has been closed for everything, but for you at all that, that was earlier, I do not know, that occurs, but I think, that I should not hide that all people on this search to blue planet, which I cannot describe this that feeling words, it that forces to live on the ground and without what, is impossible in general, I to want to tell to you John, that I start to understand that we are not indifferent each other. And it forces to be pleased me every day. before going to go to bed I dreamed all evening about us with you my loved John, also can be to understand that is possible soon we we can appear together and to have a happy life, I cried from all it, there can be I have understood that now I cannot to live without you further and to understand that I can name strong feeling of love, I so am afraid of all it, what even with fear I speak it to you John. I thought that we can create strong the family to live and be pleased to this gift of destiny.
John as you count my most dear it is possible in the future, it so fingers my soul, that at me hands are shaked when I write it to you John.
I cannot explain all it in words, as I am lost in myself, it probably delirium any, but I want to tell you that I have to you such feeling as love! Still I want to tell to you my loved John, that I to speak about the feelings to you to mum, and she too to support me in all it and to tell, that she are very happy for us with you, as she wish me only good luck in this life and to speak that, that I know, that I do only a correct choice! Mum hope, that we with you only shall be happy, also that you can cares of me and to allow all heat the loving heart, I believe all this and I hope, that is fast we shall be capable to see each other really.
She have told, that if I have such feelings to you, also I receive same back, it means that to us at a door of a lonely life has not appreciablly crept true love which I am ready to give this key to the feelings and the sincere soul. My mother have asked, and that if in the near future we shall be happy each other as then will be further, she have asked me where I want to remain, and I hastened to answer, that I hope to be in yours to the country as for me this happiness and is very joyful.
It is dream of all my life to have such love as you! And then in Russia it is a complex vital situation, from which people hardly get out and struggle for the life both hands, it very sadly to speak about it. My love I want to tell to you, that my mum wish us only good luck, sincerely pure care about each other and certainly the purest angelic love! My dear still I have that important question to you, which is very important for me especially now, when I so it is close to your heart, you write to other women? I think, that was not present, as I am sure, that I have only fair attitudes to you which I build only on trust to you my love John. But nevertheless it is important for me to hear it from you, I hope, that you will understand me, that I do not want, that you had dialogue with other women. I do not write to whom except for you and I do not need in anybody,except for my John. I do not want to have loved other person because you who has illuminated that my days with light of pleasure, hope come back which I wait for love already for a long time!
I if am fair already to not represent the life without you and your letters. I to fall in love in you. Probably, I to find that that I to search in this life. In my opinion possess the majority of qualities of the present of the man. And I seem to me that I fall in love with you with each letter more and more and more. I a little to be afraid of this feeling.
Whether you see you so are far also one God know it is fated to us to meet you..
Also the last night I asked God, that he would help us to meet. I thank him, that we have found each other mine John. I shall pray for both of us and I am sure, that the god will help us!!!
My love John you probably asked a question, as I shall leave all in Russia and my work also, but I do not worry in this occasion, as all my colleagues are glad for me as for native and are ready to take it on itself, for, that it is very much - very much pleasant for me to hear such from colleagues. I think, that my favourite person should change my lonely life up to the end, as all people on the ground build the private life as they want it, the truth? Also my colleagues speak me, that they is very strong will grieve without me, but I have told, that if I gather to you my love John I was necessary I shall write to them e-mail from your country.
I want to tell to you, that you on the very first plan for me than my work and my colleagues, also I has decided, that I should be near to you as I cannot so for a long time to suffer on distance, I hope, that is fast we shall have a meeting with you my loved John. I want to tell to you my love John, that I shall necessarily study about my arrival in you. I know from words of my girlfriend Irina that to me passport for travel abroad is required and visa without which I cannot be in your country. I shall necessarily study in all this very soon, I hope, that you also wish it as well as, I am sincere I hope for it and I trust you the heart! On it I have decided to finish the letter to you mine love John, I hope to receive news from you it is very fast, as I cannot without it. Always thinking only about you, and hope in my heart to receive news it is fast with sincere hope and love to you
Kristina.

Letter 8

Hello my love John!!!
I have received your warm words from your last answer on my e-mail to you mine John. My dear, my love John, in my last to e-mail I have told to you about my feelings of love you, I have written to you those expensive for me which I have feelings at present the life. I cannot simply hide all that care of your heart, also I can not hold such in myself, it is simply impossible. I want to speak about my feeling to you always, I think only about it I cannot simply hide the love to you my unique John my soul has induced me to make it and now I cannot speak about something the friend. I think, that it is impossible to hide the feelings to the favourite person, the truth? So it is a pity to me, that we can incorporate only by e-mail, me very much it would be desirable to see us together, what even saw it in dream, I never could trust in it, that is possible to find that love in the most unexpected for you place and for us with you this thing is the Internet. I am very grateful to this and I do not know as to describe all that which I have pleasure now in my soul. I do not know, that I shall do without your e-mails, if we shall lose with you contact I simply I am afraid of it. They are necessary for me as a drink of fresh air. I love it and I love you my most dear angel John I want to tell, that my mother and my close friends are glad that we have found each other here also transfer you all that pleasure, which they have for us with you my love John.
My love on my work so all are glad for me, that I have met you, but one colleague was comprehended with envy. Her name Olga, she disappoints me these days. Olga always disliked me, and now when she knows about our dialogue, starts to gossip about all it and to mock at our feelings. She to not trust all this, and is especial in love on the Internet. It is not strange, that she has no any husband though to her 45 years. She speaks such cannot be, that we like each other. Also that we could not grow fond each other so quickly. She speaks, that it not feelings, and simply game with feelings, but I cannot understand this which she has in view of, I am simply confused from all it which she speaks, she is not right, I know, that our feelings are pure and we trust each other destinies and hearts. But it seems to me, that she does not want to believe at present love and to give will to the feelings, she has become isolated in itself and now does too most to people surrounding her. She is not right, the truth mine John. My dear I do not know, why she speaks so about all men, but I know one, that these silly gossips do not concern us. I want to speak loved about us with you my love John, my mum ask all time about my achievement in you, I speak, that I am ready on all for the sake of our happiness, she to understand me and speak only good words in this occasion, in general she are happy for us with you my angel John. And also as well as I give you this cautious care of you in fact when they young they have passed through it, and now can understand me as itself in the past.
My dear and most favourite angel John, I still want to tell to you, that I start to learn, that to me it is required for achievement of you, I have the aunt which lives in Moscow and works in travel agency, she agrees to take great interest in registration my documents for achievement of you mine John.
I so am glad to this, that I will be helped me by my aunt. My love I love you and I want to be very fast with you, I hope, that registration of papers will not borrow much time as my aunt Svetlana, will accept in it very big participation, I rely on it.
I am ready to accept all those forces for an our meeting, also I hope, that soon we shall see each other face to face, I believe in it all heart. The meeting will help us to do serious steps in our further life, the truth loved John?
I gradually study, the information be relative all it also I hope, that I shall soon have all the necessary information for achievement of this purpose! I shall inform you it as soon as possible, as soon as I shall have it...
I so am excited about our meeting. I cannot constrain some tear from this day, I want that, you have embraced me and I shall cry on yours strong shoulder, I am simple I can not without it, as I even now cannot constrain it in myself.
You only do not pay attention, if in the first day our meeting I shall cry for pleasure, which you have brought to me with the warm feelings to me.
You promise me, that you do not pay attention to it, also will not understand it seriously, well? I so want, that you have captured me the hands and gave me the heat. I want, that our meeting was a first step to ours to happiness, let's do our life happy and long. I want, that the union of our hearts was strong as steel!
I want to love you all my female heart, I want to give all that care which I have in soul! We should overcome everything, and hope against each other as a whole as for us it is necessary to do it. Well my love I shall stop, and with expectation of news from you, I shall pray for us with you, and our happiness in general.
Kristina with love and tenderness...

All for the sake of love to you John...

Letter 9

Hello my most dear and gentle angel John!!!
I so am happy to receive your letter today, I so is glad to receive news from you my angel John. It is so joyful to receive all necessary love and care of me my angel John.
My John, also again I want to share with you my some problem in my job, it's again Olga... I want to say to you that I heared from Olga so bad words to my side again recently. As you remember, as I told you earlier, Olga think about our love very very bad! I think that simply she envies us very much, really, John? She said that all men promise to the women a happy life and love on a beautiful words, and she said that you are not exception :(
She said me that you speak a beautiful words to me only, and that you willn't to undertake all of effort for our quick meeting and she said also that simply, all men are people who promise on words very much, but on the actions, as since sides of the gentleman, they are weak people. Also she said that you willn't do all things for our meeting my dear John, it was insulting for me from her words. My dear John, I cried from her words very much, she said me a dirty lie!!!
Realy, my John? She think about all men very bad, I don't know, I don't understand!!! WHY? Why she think about men so bad? I think that she don't and willn't understand so happy feelings as the LOVE between woman and man!
My John, I want to say to you that I don't want to work in this hairdressing, it's so pity for me, because from this so bad and silly Olga. My lovely I any more do not want to speak in this occasion, let's better talk about us.
My most dear and favourite person John, I love you and do not present as I shall live without your letters to me, it so is necessary for me to receive your care and all your love of your heart. You are so necessary for me, an inseparable part my life angelic love John I speak about it seriously as you know as I love you a my dear angel John all the days long and every second I did not forget the life about you my angel John, all these days I think only about us with you also I dream of our further life, I dream as we shall build our life together I have only the most gentle impressions from all it I know, that I am waited with that moment when my love will meet me at itself at the airport, I want it all heart to see each other to face and to hold each other it is gentle for hands and to whisper most gentle words on this blue planet, I the happiest the woman on light because I has met you my angel John I want that all people on the ground were also are happy, I know that to us with you John that key fortunately and is given to pure love, and to us is given chance to get in this number of the happiest people on the ground as our love is very pure and it is sincere.
The love this that feeling which forces to live and to be pleased for second half, and also to be happy on always and to have all tenderness lived happy days together near to the favourite person. Our love this that expensive feeling, of which all people on the ground, our love dream this my most expensive feeling which I very much value. Also I hold it at the most gentle place under the name heart.
My love John I so grieve without you my angel, to me so it is bad, that my second half is far from me, but the love does not know distances, she surrounds us the heat always also gives pleasure on the person and brisk eyes of happiness every day our life John. My dear angel John I very much wait for that moment when we shall be together, I do not overlook about it not for a second, yesterday I badly slept from it, but it was the dream of us with you my most dear person on the ground John, I very much I want to share all it with you my love John. while we with you far apart us surrounds the purest and mutual love of heart, but divides us very huge distance, but it is not important as it close and the love gives us chance to be beside for ever and to like each other pure and gentle love, in that time as it I cannot far hold your hands, I cannot feel your gentle breath, I cannot to hold you it is close to heart, I cannot embrace you and to kiss you in sweet lips, but nevertheless I can feel It on distance from you mine an angel John, I can to see you in the dreams and to hear you in ears, you can be on other half of ground, but you always in my warm heart and I always feel your care. Here it is far from you my light angel from heavens John and while I have your warm letters you always in mine heart and always in my ideas. My love John, I hope, that you like these lines of my heart, these are my ideas about us with you my angel John, my love I dream of you always, you always in mine heart and you always in my ideas on you John my love.
Still I to you want to tell, that I learn everything, that is required to us for my travel to you. I run on all travel agencies of the city also I learn full details concerning it, but while I have not enough information in this occasion, but I hope, that within the next few days I can inform to you about all this... Well my love probably on it I shall finish today this letter to you John.
Also I transfer you all heat and care of my mum
I love you my heavenly angel John.
Kristina who has sincerely fallen in love in you.

Letter 10

Hello my love John.
Today I very much hurried up to read news from you again.
As to me, it now most to be important for me with you on communication, my angel. Please do not count me not patient, but I am simple i can not now without you on such big distance from each other my most precious John. My loved and sweet John I think, that now, when we on became so close to each other, nobody can prevent us to meet the friend the friend in the person and to build our the further joint life my most dear John. Now I to want to tell to you all concerning my arrival in you. Though to me I am not much sad in this occasion, but nevertheless should speak you all about it my dear John. I to learn that the visa in you will cost for us with you 450 euro, including medical survey, insurance and the passport for travel abroad. In general I need from you in funds for clearing mine of documents, that is I will need this sum within the next few days. My the most favourite John understand me correctly, that I cannot simply pay it, I cannot simply make it one, without yours the help. I have already prepared all documents for this purpose. As I to learn, that I will need visa B-2, that is the visa of the tourist as it is the most suitable for us with you a variant my loved John. I to learn all concerning it and to understand, that I can to be in you from 30/90 days, I think, that this time will suffice us to learn each other better. As for these days we can do our plans on the future. My precious John to me it is very sad to speak you about the price of all it, simply understand me only it is correct.
I realise, that it is not easy for you to make it for me and to send me such big money, but nevertheless, I to not see other output from this situation. before to write to you it, I to talk about all it with mum and to tell to it about the wild prices for the visa. We spoke with it almost 3 hours on our kitchen, she to tell to me that I did not worry in this occasion, as I find the good future husband which can to understand me in all it, still she to tell to me, that will be to help me with some funds for mine movement to Moscow and to give its some savings. When I it to hear it at me on eyes have appeared bitter tears, and then I to see, that my mum too cries looking on me, but then she strong to embrace me and to allow to us with you the parent blessing. My loved John I to want to tell to you, that you to send me it on reliable system monetary translations money gramm, from me it is required to you the address of bank through which I can receive it from you.
The country: Yaroslavl area, Russia, city Yaroslavl.
Post address: Street Rybinskaya 46. 150049.
And my full name in which you will require, Name: Kristina, the Surname: Blohina.
My loved John still I to you to want to tell, that I learnt, that from you still it is required to me what number which will consist of 8 figures, in which I shall require from you to receive it. I shall wait it from you very soon, mine John, and I very much hope, that nevertheless you can help me with it.
So I shall wait for news from you soon.
With love and sincere hope in heart Kristina.

Letter 11

My dear John, I certainly did not wish to ask to the last from you money.
I and thought, that it is not necessary to do it.
My mum and has told, that it only will be a disgrace to me.
I am not insolent on you insult or harms.
I thought, that it is necessary for us it is to both and that both of us should be interested in this meetings.
I very much did not have for a long time a man. I have met you John and have thought, that here it my destiny.
But you give me a certain resistance. I will not be persevering.
It seemed to me, that for you it will be a surprise and big pleasure,
That I can visit you. But there is it not so.
I understand all John. But I do not understand one.
When people fall in love, find the half when wish to be together, always something interferes with them.
I have at present no these 450 euro. But I think, that without problems could borrow them at you.
I when was not in other country and had no groom of the foreigner.
At me the head goes around because I likely love you.
I cannot sleep easy, I represent our meeting, our the first kiss.
What now to do I at all I do not know. If you could help me we would have a fast meeting.
Correspondence by letters it is good, we could have after a meeting further correspondence. The rough novel with you would be possible at us.
Can be to be this letter I will open to you eyes on that what feelings I test to you John.
And I am final very much would wish to visit you.
If you want to help me it will be the greatest surprise from you.
I hope, that I will receive your answer and we can dream together of the future!
Kristina + John