Letter(s) from Anastasia Sherbakova to Hen (France)

Letter 1

Dear Hen! Thanks for this e-mail from you. Your letters are very pleasant for me. This week there is a new theme for considerings, and these new ideas excite me. I do not know as for you, Hen, but for me our exchange e-mail starts to have importance. These are new emotions in my quiet heart. For me it is unusual to get acquainted with the man on e-mail, for many miles from me and it is possible to have relations. I did not inform you earlier,Hen, my address because I did not know you quite enough. I live in the average area of Russia, in city Zelenodolsk. To regret it is far from you, but we could find out each other. We could meet, talk, spend some time together and it is quite good to find out each other. But for us it wont be a fast way. But I hope, that it wont be a problem for us if we decide to make it in future. I've already made some travels to other countries. I travelled, as the tourist, to Europe (it is Turkey, Italy, Germany). Therefore , Hen, you should not have excitements about distance between us. I'm such a woman, that if I like the person and want a meeting with him, I am able to reach even on the moon. Nowadays it is not a problem to make such travel. I do not worry about it and even I have devoted feelings, having got acquainted with the person on the other hand. For me these feelings are very interesting - to find out the person with other culture, thinking, traditions. It's one of the things, which draws me to you. Not the main thing, but new and interesting. Probably if our relations will be strong and you Hen, you can find out the mysterious russian woman. I hope, that for you it is interesting to find out and test love of such a woman? I think, my dear Hen, that you cannot resist to my female magic for a long time. On it I finish my message to you,Hen. Anastasiya.

Letter 2

hI Hen ! I am pleased to receive your reciprocal message. You have not sent a picture of you, please do it. I I will wait it. Hen, your letter means for me, that I am interesting for you too. Do you really, Hen, find me nice? - OK, in the following messages I will send you other pictures of me. Hen, I have a lot of questions for you and I would like to ask them in my messages, I hope you will answer them - OK? I think that you're the nice person, and that's why it is important for me to learn your opinion on some things. I not to time was not in Paris, but I would like to visit the future there. I think, that you've read my structure and could see there, that I have serious intentions to get acquainted with the good person for close and warm relations. I will try to tell a little about my character. I do not know what to start with... I think, that I'm a very romantic person. I like to communicate with people, who have a good sense of humour. I appreciate such qualitie in people, as honesty very much. I believe in love, and I think that it is a very valuable thing which needs to be protected. I'm a very jealous person. I adore, when people pay compliments to me and I'm ready to listen to them indefinitely. It is necessary for me, when there's cleanliness and the order around me. Also I like to cook various tasty things. It is pleasant for me romantic relations between the man and the woman, but probably all women dream to get acquainted with a good person, have with him beautiful romantic relations. But, unfortunately, such things come to an end very quickly. I have no intention to spend myself on such acquaintances. While I have not met yet in my life such person to which I would decide to give myself and my life. But to find such a person is my desire. I think, that for the woman the main thing is not to have a career or other success, but to have strong family and the lovely person to take care of him. Tell me, please, you what woman do you want to find in your life? Excuse me, Hen, that I ask you to discuss such frank thing with the person whom you know couple of days. But it is interesting for me to know it about you. I have shortly written to you my outlooks on the life. If it is interesting for you, we could discuss these themes in more details then. I will wait for your e-mail. Yours faithfully Anastasiya.

Letter 3

Hi, Hen. I am glad to receive again your message, every day we start to learn each other better and it is very interesting for me Your e-mail last time is a real boredom on my soul, not occurs any joyful things and your message is now for me as a solar beam. Hen, Thanks a lot, that you wrote to me some answers to my questions. Your letters help me to understand what the person you are. Hen, I send you pictures which I took in the house of my grandmother. I hope, that you will like it. Tell me more in detail about your family. Do you have a lot of relatives or not? What relations do you have with them? How often do you gather together? In my family relations are very close. I've already told you, that I live with my grandma. My daddy and mum had got automobile accident 6 years back. Unfortunately they died in that car crash The machine in which they were the train has moved. We live in a cosy apartment, where there are three inhabited rooms, and kitchen, a balcony and a bathroom. I have my own room. My granny lives with me because she's already old. It's very convenient for her to live with me because I take care of her. My grandmother has a house in the other end of our city where I very often go to check that everything is alright. About it I am asked by my grandmother. I'm the one child which was at my parents. My Father's name is Valera. My mother's name is Olga. As for me, in private life I have emptiness. My last relations were last year. I had a boyfriend, but I have left him. We couldn't understand each other and had various interests. Among associates of me of people I cannot allocate anybody for serious relations. Therefore I also have addressed in service acquaintances. Probably here I can find the person who would love me, appreciate and understand. His financial situation and his job is not important for me. I have specified in a structure that I search more advanced age because I think, that such a person which had lived enough years, already has a big experience and has learned how to appreciate women and to address with them. I'm ready to give myself all without the rest to such person and I think, that the main woman's advantage is fidelity and the skill to make her family happy, without quarrels and conflicts. I finish my letter on it. Hen, Write to me the ideas that I told you. I wait for your messages. Yours Anastasiya.

Letter 4

Hi my dear! I'm reading now your e-mail, and it is interesting for me to find out your opinion about the things that I spoke you in my last message. Our exchange of opinions is interesting for me and I think, that now I can make some opinion about what your character. If you are not against somehow we could chatter a little by phone. I would like to speak with you, to hear your voice. Thank you for your answers, Hen, on my questions. I hope, that these questions did not make you tired. Hen, I send you a new picture, this photo is me with my favorite pet, his name is Barsik. I am very fond of cats. I would like to see more your pictures too. Dear, I would like to find out, how you like to spend your free time. I am a very cheerful person and I like to think out various entertainments for myself and my friends. I like to help them to make there life interesting. It can be different things: dances, cinemas, parties or entertainments on the countryside. But frankly speaking the last entertainments were boring for me. I frequently dream of romantic evening with the favourite person, it can be a supper or simply walk. I think, that there is a lot of charm in it. Are you the romantic person, Hen? Whether you think sometimes about such things? Do you like cosy evenings with the family? I love holidays very much, when all family gathers, around one table. It is very cosy and comfortable for me. And how do you like to carry out holidays, my dear? What makes a cosiness and rest for you? Tell me, please, about it, Hen. Hen, excuse me for a question: do you have any woman? I think, that you are kind, and many women would like to be with you. I have a good taste and I like you. What is your private life now? Please, tell me about it. Probably, you have any frank questions to me? I will answer them. Write to me more in detail about your feelings and desires. I like to read when you tell about yourself, I am ready to listen to it. I wait for your messages. My embraces. Yours Anastasiya.

Letter 5

Hi, my lovely Hen! I am very glad to hear from you. Hen, yesterday I could not send you the letter because I had no opportunity to enter the internet. In our apartment phone is not established and consequently my computer has no input in a network. Usually at home I write down the message for you on a disk, and then I go with it to the girl familiar to me. She lives in pair houses from me, fortunately, her computer has opportunity to enter the internet and to take away your letters. But yesterday she was absent at home. I hope, that you, Hen, did not lose me. I missed without your e-mail. Today on work I thought about you and, it was pleasant for me to know, that there is a person, which thinks about me, reads my ideas and writes something for me. And how do you, Hen? Did you missed on the dialogue with me these days? Today we with my friends plan to have some entertainment. It may be a club or a disco. It is a pity, that now there are not opportunities to invite you there because you're too far. I think, that we with you could carry out perfectly together evening. I hope, that we will make still it in the future and we could well have fun. I am sure, that it will be a good time for us, Hen! We would drink easy wine, then dance, while our legs can maintain it. And after that we could probably reach somewhere else....., and where I would do with you some things. Ideas about it beforehand raise me. My imagination is very much advanced and I can represent for myself many details of ours appointments. Probably, dear, it is high time for me to finish this letter, and I will have some confusion before you now. I wait for your e-mail, my lovely. Embraces and my kiss!!! Yours Anastasiya.

P.s Concerning telephone number. Unfortunately I do not have phone as I have moved not for a long time to new apartment and to me yet have not spent a telephone cable.

Letter 6

Hi, my dear Hen! I am glad to speak with you again! By the way, yesterday I had a quite good evening with my friends. We went in one club and spent there some hours. Firstly, we had the good supper and some glasses of champagne, then played balling also danced. Impressions have remained good, but when I saw, how some my girlfriends danced and kissed the men - I had small envy to them. I thought of you and represented for myself, that you are behind me, Hen. That you embrace me too and whisper on my ear many gentle words. And you, Hen, when you see people fallen in love around you - does it recollect me? Say frequently, do you with your friends reach in any bar or club? When you are in these places do the girls frequently try to get acquainted with you? As for me, a lot of men try to begin acquaintance with me, but I at once I help them to understand, that with me these things fail. Hen, I often think about your messages and I understand, that you are serious concerning me. I do not look at our dialogue as on an entertainment too, and I write you some very personal words and things, as to the close person. And I want to tell you, Hen, that I am glad, that there is such a person as you! I wait for your messages and I think of you. My gentle kisses just for you!
Yours Anastasiya.

Letter 7

Hi, my lovely! I hope, that everything is alright with you! It was pleasant for me to read your message and I thank you for your words. I send you other picture, probably this picture will give again you good emotions. Today my work was finished earlier and , having written to you this letter, I will prepare dinner for my grandmother. My grandmother is sick a little and today I must prepare for it. By the way, dear, what foodstuffs do you like? What do you prefer: sweets, meat, or fish? Inform me about it, Hen. I can cook very well, my mum cared of it many years back. You can be convinced of it, in due time. I like to make various salads, soups, a fish, etc. But there is nothing for me like a fish, and fruit: kivi, bananas, pineapples and a melon. Today I am to prepare the chinese hen and vegetable salad. Probably you, Hen, love the tasty foodstuffs. We have an interesting proverb: " the way to heart of the man - passes through his stomach!" I was many times convinced of it when observed of my father. Therefore, Hen, I will reach your heart with the help of my culinary abilities. It is a joke!!! Now I go to kitchen. I hope, that my grandmother will be pleased. I wait for your messages! My kisses. Your Anastasiya.

P.s I told you that I have no phone, so I do not long moved into a new apartment and I have not had a phone cable.

Letter 8

Hi, my dear Hen! I am glad to speak again with you! Thanks for your e-mail. I am glad, Hen , that there is a promotion in our relations and we became more close people. I told my grandmother and friends about you a lot. They hope to get acquainted with you one day, Hen. I have told my granny how serious I treat you, Hen, also that you're a good person. You know, Hen, that parents always wish children only good and are pleased, when their children are happy in everything. Do you have any plans concerning our relations? I think, that it would be great, if we can spend some days together. It will make our relations stronger and will help us to learn better each other. Probably the next month we could meet. For example, in Europe or the other place. Understand me correctly , Hen, I cannot yet invite you to myself. I live with my old grandmother and for the present I know you not enough for this purpose. There were only messages between us and I think, that it is better for us, all over again to meet in the friend place. I want to be with you alone very much, to see your beautiful eyes and touch you! Dear, this way we can learn many things about each other. Let's discuss it, Hen. I wait for your opinion, I miss also a kiss of you. Yours Anastasiya

P.s Concerning a mobile phone, my cellular telephone have stolen 4 months ago. I will try to learn as I can cause you and I will give you all information.

Letter 9

Hi, my lovely Hen! I am glad to see your e-mail. It's pleasant for me to learn, that you support idea to meet and also wish me to see and spend with me some time. I think, that in our following messages we can discuss in more detail our meeting and establish time and a place for this purpose. I want to tell you, dear, that it is very pleasant for a woman to be convinced that exist the man which waits her, wants to hold in the hands too. Such idea influences opinions women and her behaviour. Therefore thank you, Hen, that you have given me to feel it. And what ideas and imaginations do you have about that day, when you will meet me? Inform me please it. Dear, I have a plenty of ideas, how we can spend together our time. Also I'll be doing for you some surprises and I think that you will be pleased it. I will inform you, Hen, about some ideas in the following messages. But you should know, that when you will be in my hands it is not fast you can get out of my embraces. I wont write about those things which I'll make with you, but you will remember it for a long time it !!! Now I finish the letter. I wait for your messages . My gentle kisses! Your Anastasiya

P.s You in general read my letters??

Letter 10

Hi, my dear Hen! Have a good day! I am glad, that my messages are pleasant for you. How are you, dear? I'm ok. I am excited a little, and yesterday I could hardly fell asleep. I was grasped with an idea about our meeting. I have much emotions because of this joyful event: excitement, big impatience and expectation of this day. You have brought the whole sea of emotions in my life, Hen, and it is difficult for me to consult with it, but I can tell, that it pleasant that you have given me new push and the purpose for life. I think, lovely, that it is necessary for us to arrange our meeting so that there would be no difficulties and inconveniences in our affairs. I can arrange on my work to have some days free for me. Hen, and will your work allow you to make it? Probably, you have the intense schedule with the work also you should be absent. Then we can meet more close from you or even I could arrive to you on some days. For me there is no problem to make long travel. If such way is more convenient for you and my arrival does not make inconvenience for you, Hen, let's choose this way. It is better for me because I will be able to see how you live, your friends, you could show me the city and various places of interest. If it is necessary for you to go for a work. My work is not so important and can manage without me, therefore I do not worry about the affairs. Inform me, dear, your opinion! If it is a good way for you too I will make preparations for travel. My kisses and embraces. Your Anastasiya forever.

P.s My darling I already said to you that I do not have Internet house as I write to you through Internet cafe. It is the cafe Internet has opened with all not for a long time and here still there is no necessary equipment. I will try to learn as I can cause you and I will inform you. Please do not insist on it.

Letter 11

Hi my lovely! It is pleasant for me to read your words. I am glad to learn , that you are ready to accept me in the house. Thank, that you trust me , my dear. Hen, I want to tell to you that in the past the message I wanted to check, as far as seriously you treat to me . Forgive for this lovely, but you should understand me. For me was it is very important to know, whether you will agree to accept me in the the house whether or not. If you insisted, that we met somewhere in hotel or in the other place, - that to me should to think, what not you want to play host to me because you have the wife or or you not it is serious enough to me, and you want to meet me for an entertainment. It check - was small precaution. I heard, that many people get acquainted to have only sex with the new person, though in the structure inform, that have serious intentions. Now I am sure in you Hen, and I am glad, that you appeared really that the person whom I want to meet! Loved, I with big pleasure, I shall carry out at you some days. These days I shall reach in agency of travel and to receive the information for that , to reach to you the next month. I shall inform you for detail about it in the following e-mail. I wait your messages. I of you adore mine dear Hen! My kisses!!! Yours Anastasiya.

Letter 12

Hi my dear! I am glad to your message and thank, that you understand me . You are, one of those few people Hen, in which I can find understanding. How has passed your day dear? I hope, that at you all OK! I have some news to you Hen. Today I had telephone conversation with agency of travel. They have told, that to receive the visa of the tourist in your country difficultly, but they, probably can to help me in it. The agent did not begin to discuss a detail by phone and we have appointmented tomorrow. Tomorrow I shall meet them and to discuss a question with the visa. I hope, lovely, that all will be - OK. I have some excitement concerning all it, but also I have firm intention to meet you dear! Therefore any difficulties and charges of money, will not stop me. Write to me, yours messages, dear, give me many forces and energy. My gentle kisses. Yours Anastasiya.

Letter 13

Hi my lovely Hen! I am glad to speak again with you! As for the phone to work. My dear, I can not call from work abroad, because it is expensive and I can not do that. With regard to your company. I am very happy for you that everything you sold it. And why did you sell your company? dear, I have good news to you. Today I have met the agent travel to learn concerning the visa. he has explained me a situation about reception of the visa to you. Your government has made more strict control over entrance to the country because of terrorism and consequently to receive to you the visa uneasy. But the agency will make it for me. The agent has told, that they recently already received some visas of tourists in your country. I am very glad Hen, that we will not have with it big difficulties. I all over again had fears, that the agency cannot it to make or for this purpose very long time will be required. Tomorrow I will need to reach in office of agency, to sign there the contract and also we shall decide question on payment of them. Dear Hen I want to talk to my grandmother and to ask of its help to me to pay my contract with the company of travels. Very much I hope perfect mine that shortly at last there will be our meeting and we shall have an opportunity be together. I very much often think of the moment of our meeting and very much often I present her to myself. Lovely Hen, whether I would like to learn from you if suddenly I can not pay all cost of the contract can you help me to pay a part of cost? My grandmother not so rich and I can not excite with its financial problems. I hope that the small sum of money which will not be necessary for our meeting to be for you the large problem. Now it is time to me to go lovely to make photos for the visa and to fill in questionnaires for embassy. The agent has told, it should be is prepared tomorrow when I shall come to them to office. I very pleased Hen, that now our preparations have begun and through small time we shall be together! Write to me lovely ideas, I wait for your messages.
Kiss of you!!! Yours Anastasiya.

Letter 14

Hi my dear! I am glad to welcome again you and I with impatience wait, when I can tell to you HI - personally. Thanks for your message. Hen, my day was very intense and is very tired. I reached in office of agency and signed with them the contract. In conformity with the contract, the agency will prepare me for all documents for travel, to buy for me the ticket and to deliver me to the plane. From my city there are no planes to you and consequently I all over again will need to reach to Moscow, and therefrom already to you. My agent needs some information for a route of the plane, inform me dear, the address and the nearest airport to you to which I shall arrive. This information is necessary tomorrow that the agent could develop route and to establish all cost of travel. Today I paid in him the first part of money, for the visa and other documents for travel. It was in some times more, than I thought. I planned, that the visa will cost for me about 20 $, but because of difficulties for its reception is was for me 50. dear, it is possible, that to me you will be required the help for payment of other part of cost of travel. I have some money still, and also took some money at my the grandmother, but it is possible her will not suffice for payment of the second part of cost, for insurance and tickets. It will be known after the agent will develop a route. The second part of cost I should pay under the contract, before to take away the visa. I shall inform you Hen, if to be necessary for me the help. I hope, that it will not be a problem for you and I can not worry about it. I informed you all news about promotion of our meeting and now I go to have a rest, I am very tired today. I hope, what I can soon embrace you Hen. I wait for your messages my favourite. My kisses and embraces! Yours Anastasiya.

P.S. Do not overlook to inform the address and the near airport. My darling unfortunately I cannot give you number on work. I learnt as I can cause you. I will cause you from post office the next weeks. GIVE me your telephone number.

Letter 15

Hi favourite Hen! I am glad to read your message and to learn , that I can hope for your help in payment of agency. Dear, I feel itself it is a little inconvenient. Because I had to address to you for the help. I always counted myself the independent person, which itself can solve all problems. But, this time, I could not all to take into account and was mistaken that I can pay all travel itself . When I travelled earlier, it costed for me less. But I it is happy, what now I have you Hen, - the person, which can come to me to the aid and help me in a life. After ours acquaintances, at me varies sensations of. Earlier I counted myself the strong and independent person, and it was pleasant for me to feel, that I can care of myself. And now I feel simply the woman who requires support. But it is pleasant for me, to feel beside strong the man which protects me from all excitements of a life! Hen, I informed a place of arrival to you to the agent and he expected the staying charges for me. It will be for me 750 $. Here tickets, insurance, road up to the airport and some other necessary charges. With me have still remained money, after payment of the first parts of cost. It near 100 $, and now is necessary for me, in 8-9 days near 650 $ to pay in agency the second part of cost travel. I hope dear, that this money not difficulty for you and you can help to pay to me, in 8-9 days, 650 $ in agency . I shall learn from the agent as you can send them it. Lovely, I hope, that I did not make to you difficulty by the haste. Probably it is not planned expenditure for you. If it so, not become angry about me please! I very much miss on you and I wait for ours meetings. I wait for your messages Hen! Thousand kisses.

Yours Anastasiya.

Letter 16

Hi my lovely and favourite Hen!!! How are you doing? I hope that at you all well. I understood from your letter that my full information is necessary to you that you could buy to me the ticket. My darling I already have concluded contact to agency of travel and travel agency will book tickets through the airlines. My darling please understand it. I should pay personally money in agency as I have concluded contact to agency of travel and I will need to pay cash travel. I hope that you understood me. My darling give me please your telephone number. I will try you to cause. Please do not forget to give me your number. I very strongly love you and I would want that we were together. On it I will finish the letter. My gentle kisses and embraces to you. Yours and only yours Anastasiya.

Letter 17

My lovely Hen, excuse me for I not wrote to you. Therefore the agent today to me to tell. That we should pay as soon as possible the remained sum of agency. That I did not have problems and me to not give a heavy fine. As Hen, the agent to warn me rather my situation. If I to not have time to pay to that term when in agency all to adjust and correct. That the agent will be compelled to write for me the application to the the heads, that I till now to not pay the remained sum, 650 $ . Then the heads will request all my papers and documents and will check up. And they there will find out. That I to conclude contract. And they will be in a shock! And they can dismiss there and then it without the salary and a wages. Because it till now has not informed the heads. You understand Hen as I can Because of me, my agent will have problems about its heads!!. As it for me already is so much to make and to not give out me till now. That I till now to not pay all of money in agency. But I to not want, that because of me the agent have To suffer. As it can dismiss with its work for such. As it has children and it is necessary to it feeds the family and children. Therefore I think, that you understand Hen as all this is complex. That the agent can suffer from it and its family. Which remains without money. As on conditions the contract. All documents are done in current of 1 weeks. As I wrote to you earlier. And now look what is the time to pass about that moment when I have concluded the contract?????? I think Hen, that you now understand all gravity of mine a situation. But yet everything, that to inform it to me my agent. As after it will submit the application to the the heads concerning me if I to not have time to pay to next week. That heads agency of travel will discharge from office the agent. And my documents will transfer at once in court. Where to me first of all will give a heavy fine. Which makes 50 % from all sum the contract. My contract completely makes And now count 50 % from this sum? All sum from the contract in agency and a pole still will have to pay to me the penalty. You represent Hen such sum? It very much a greater sum. But also it yet all. As the court usually allows time to pay such penalties in the certain terms, till 20 days a maximum, according to our laws. About it to warn me the agent and to explain all consequences of it. And to me then will have to pay in such short terms. And in 2 times it is more. And if I to not have time to pay again in these terms, are established by court. That the court will write arrest on my property and at me will describe all my property. Now you understand Hen all gravity of my position and how I can appear in general with what?! I will have an empty house?! Anything in it will not be. From me even will take away a bed. And I will have no place to sleep. Even to attempt, I will not have a chair, not a table. But even it not all my lovely Hen. As after from me all to withdraw and take away. In agency all my data will bring in the special list in a database all agency of ours city. This list refers to " NOT PAYMENT - NOT CAPABLE ". When I addressed in agency and before concluding the contract I remember when manager of agency to write down in search my data and to check. not give value to it. But it has reminded me rather it. It is usual procedure to new clients. The agency checks such clients in their database in the special list. And if the client who has addressed in agency will be in this list. That agency at once gives out to it REFUSAL. Also informs it, that it - " NOT PAYMENT-CAPABLE " and to inform the information and why it has appeared in such list. And if me will bring in this list I cannot address the nearest 3 years in such agencies of travel. There they will bring all my information, data. When addressed, where gathered. Payment how many delayed and that has left from this. All this information will be shorter is stored in their database. You understand Hen. If I to get in this list I cannot address in agencies of travel to our city in current the nearest 3 years. BECAUSE I SHALL be In the LIST " NOT PAYMENT-NOT CAPABLE!!!!!!! " Here now I think, you understand all my situation and in what it can result if we to not have time. First, the agent doing my documents to transfer its heads. And then they at once my documents and papers will send all in court. And then with me the court will understand. According to all put the law. Me will judge!!! And which it has made all my documents already to the middle of June. Because it after such long concealment me will dismiss. And it still will have children and family without money and the income. Secondly. All my documents and papers will be transferred in court. Where me will judge and will give me the penalty. Thirdly. To me will give certain time that I to pay all sum for the contract and plus the penalty from full cost of mine the contract at a rate of 50 % from all sum. Fourthly. At me then to withdraw and describe all my property. And I will have an empty apartment. But all these things was bought by my parents!!! And this everything, that at me from them remains. And I to not wish to lose it. You understand me rather it!? What is the only thing that remains from my parents. Fifthly. Me will bring in their database in agency, in their list. That I " NOT PAYMENT-CAPABLE! " And then in current the nearest 3 years I cannot address in one agency in our city. And to leave for limits Russia. Because I shall be in this list and in their database, that I not payment - capable!!! BECAUSE I NOT PAYMENT-CAPABLE! ". Here in what can result Hen all this. But I think, that the God on ours the party and it to not admit it. I to trust in our destiny and I shall ask it that it helped us. I hope for you, my love. And my grandmother as trusts you. Also speaks, that you to not admit it and to have time in-time to find this sum. It as asked you to transfer from it kind wishes and greetings. It wishes us only happiness. That we were at last together and were happy. Lovely, I shall wait your letter. Because so your help and support is now necessary for me. I so did not have not enough you beside. When today I to come to agency and as the agent very much was not happy with me. Because it because of me can lose the work. I very much was afraid before going to agency. Because today there was last day when I should pay the remained sum. But I to come without money. And I so was afraid to come into agency. You do not represent as me it was terrible to enter into agency. And I was right. But the agent gives me such opportunity. Also gives still time. And we should not bring the agent. As it so already to make it is so much for us. A. That it will be compelled to transfer the application to my name to the the heads and a management. And what problems at me then can be. I hope you me understand, my love. Also that I can lose and me will judge. Because I to not satisfy all a condition the contract. And to break laws. And the law. It is the law. And it for all one. I really was in a shock when me the agent to explain all my situation. Therefore Hen, at me all hope only on you, my love. Because I do not know, that to me to do and as to me to be in this situation. I am really very frightened by all these news. Also that to me can occur. I so do not have not enough your attention and support now. To me so it is lonely. Especially after all it. That to explain to me the agent. I shall wait from you the letter, my love. Only yours Anastasiya. P.S. I so do not have not enough you Hen! And me so alone and painfully on heart from all that can occur to me. But I to trust in you, my love Hen! Also I know, that you to not admit it and something to think up. As our happiness and our future now only in our hands and to depend completely on you. It is new to a greater measure from you, my love!! I love you Hen!!! Forever yours Anastasiya!!!