Letter(s) from Janet Bregs to Ed (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Here is more about me and what i need from a relatioship..
I'm a touchy-feely type of woman Im 5'7tall, 115lbs, eyes Blue , hair blonde....I like to kiss and hug, and cuddle, but I won't smother you... lol I'm an honest, thoughtful, caring, clean, independant, fun, one man woman. Full of energy I like dancing to the oldies or country music, walking on the beach & boardwalk, going to the theatre, traveling, roller coasters, horseback riding, dining in or out, or just working around the house.I'm in a position to go anywhere, so distance is no problem.I hope to find love and I don't mind working for the right relationship, but it takes two. I have nothing against bars I just don't see the attraction. I prefer to be on the beach, fishing or talking with you about the seashells you found or the fish you caught that was bigger than mine.The key to my heart will be the man who wants to be close to me, holding hands, hugging, spending OUR time together doing the things we both
like to do, like seeing a good movie, working out, or just sitting at home nestled in front of a tv on a cold winter nite. A man with some energy, not a couch potato. He needs to be a well groomed, thoughtful, caring, a happy with himself man, that likes to talk as well as listen, who wants a friend that leads to love, that accepts as well as gives. One who wants only one woman in his arms. I'll be faithfull to you, and there when you need an ear that listens. Kissing you when you least expect it. I need 1: Caring, loyal, loving and honnest, a man to share the good and the bad, the sweet and the sour. I don't have delusions of perfection but there is a large area in the middle of the road that is big enough for the two of us to be. The man I am looking for may have children or not...2:Someone who has their own dreams and their own goals but wants to share them 3:Someone who believes in the power of friendship and that, like anything else, friendships require work and understanding,honest, loyal, faithful, understanding, caring person for friendship and or marriage. they must have a sence of humor and who is out going. 4:Someone who believes in giving a person the benefit of a doubt5:Someone who can share their world without losing their identity. I just see that you add me to your list and i will be waiting till when we can be able to chat and learn more about ourself.
Janet

Letter 2

I really dont know what to say but i am really feeling sad now.I know it has not been easy doing all you have for me,But i want you to understand that i dont just want your money,i want love,i want you....i didnt use the money for anything other than my getting outta here...i am really committed to you and only you right now....Loosing you now will be the end of the road for me...I will not be myself anymore....I so much want you and wanna be with you as as soon as possible.Just do this for me for the last time so all we have both put into this dont just go in vain..I dont wanna stay here anymore..the more i stay here..the higher I long to meet,i dont wanna pay anymore bill here and dont wanna start to look for ways to pay em either.....All i want is just you...Remember i dont ever wanna loose you no matter what.I dont want all we have talked about and dream together to just go in vain just like that.I really love you and i am in love with you...****,you have become my second half...I am writing this e-mail to you with tears in my eyes thinking am about to loose my second half and the most special person to me,you make my world go round and you seem to be the only reason why i live in this world.If i loose this chance of getting together with you ,I think i will never get another chance of being with any other special someone like you...special persons like you are rare.If i even get a chance,i wont go for it cos i wouldnt wanna get jilted or heart broken...I really love you for who you are ...I love you so much,i am in love with you....i think this is just a test of love..I mean the distance..Plz come back to me my love...I promise you that i will pay you all you have helped me with when we are together...I am really looking forward to us meeting at the airport and you driving there to take me and my luyggage home to you....I am really looking forwrad to you coming with red roses to the airport and i cant wait for the long french kiss and huge hug i wanna give and recieve from you.All these i dont wanna loose,i have to get on that flight for all these to come true..Babe,you are my dream come true and i dont wanna loose you...I want to be your best friend,your all as you are mine....You just try whatever within your power for me for this last time just for me to get outta here...Babe,dont you understand...?This is the last step for me getting on that so much desired and long waiting flight....This is the most important time and this is the most important thing to me now...You are the most important person to me my love.....I just cant afford to loose you....Plz come back to me...I am worried,crying and almsot feeling Heart Broken..Plz dont break my heart by leaving me all alone .....Babe,you have promised to try all you can for me,i know you have but this is just the last step..Plz do this for me....i want you badly...
Remember how I told you I have a million thoughts going through my head at every second of every day? Well, you are always my main thought and every other thought in my head revolves around you. I think of "our" new life together, every second of every day. I just want you to know that I do want to get married and I can't think of a better person to marry than you.I know it will be hard thought I can't honestly tell you where I'd be right now if I didn't have you. Since I've met you, I've been so happy. If I don't have you, I have nothing, so why not fight for the only thing I do have that means anything at all! You are my world, you consume my every thought, word and whisper. You are there ... you are always there, and always will be. I will never let you go, I'd rather die first.I love you and miss you babe.

Letter 3

Dearest,
I know I can't give you the whole world, but I can promise you I will always love you. My heart is yours, and even though I know I’ll make mistakes, I will never break your heart. I’ll be right beside you as we chase our dreams together, and you will never have to wonder if I still care. I think about you all day long and when I'm not near you my mind is consumed with thoughts of being close to you again. When you’re near me I feel like everything in the world is right, and I know I don't have to ask God for anything because as long I have you in my life I have everything I could ever want. All I want to do is spend the rest of my life making you as happy as you have made me. I know you might already have someone else, but if you do, I hope that he feels the same way I feel because that’s what you deserve.
I really dont know what to say but i am really feeling sad now.I know it has not been easy doing all you have for me,But i want you to understand that i dont just want your money,i want love,i want you....i didnt use the money for anything other than my getting outta here...i am really committed to you and only you right now....Loosing you now will be the end of the road for me...I will not be myself anymore....I so much want you and wanna be with you as as soon as possible.Just do this for me for the last time so all we have both put into this dont just go in vain..I dont wanna stay here anymore..the more i stay here..the higher I long to meet,i dont wanna pay anymore bill here and dont wanna start to look for ways to pay em either.....All i want is just you...Remember i dont ever wanna loose you no matter what.I dont want all we have talked about and dream together to just go in vain just like that.I really love you and i am in love with you...Ed,you have become my second half...I am writing this e-mail to you with tears in my eyes thinking am about to loose my second half and the most special person to me,you make my world go round and you seem to be the only reason why i live in this world.If i loose this chance of getting together with you and the kids,I think i will never get another chance of being with any other special someone like you...special persons like you are rare.If i even get a chance,i wont go for it cos i wouldnt wanna get jilted or heart broken...I really love you for who you are ...I love you so much,i am in love with you....i think this is just a test of love..I mean the distance..Plz come back to me my love...I promise you that i will pay you all you have helped me with when we are together...I am really looking forward to us meeting at the airport and you driving there to take me and my luyggage home to you....I am really looking forwrad to you coming with red roses to the airport and i cant wait for the long french kiss and huge hug i wanna give and recieve from you.All these i dont wanna loose,i have to get on that flight for all these to come true..Babe,you are my dream come true and i dont wanna loose you...I want to be your best friend,your all as you are mine....You just try whatever within your power for me for this last time just for me to get outta here...Babe,dont you understand...?This is the last step for me getting on that so much desired and long waiting flight....This is the most important time and this is the most important thing to me now...You are the most important person to me my love.....I just cant afford to loose you....Plz come back to me...I am worried,crying and almsot feeling Heart Broken..Plz dont break my heart by leaving me all alone .....Babe,you have promised to try all you can for me,i know you have but this is just the last step..Plz do this for me....i want you badly...
Remember how I told you I have a million thoughts going through my head at every second of every day? Well, you are always my main thought and every other thought in my head revolves around you. I think of "our" new life together, every second of every day. I just want you to know that I do want to get married and I can't think of a better person to marry than you.I know it will be hard thought I can't honestly tell you where I'd be right now if I didn't have you. Since I've met you, I've been so happy. If I don't have you, I have nothing, so why not fight for the only thing I do have that means anything at all! You are my world, you consume my every thought, word and whisper. You are there ... you are always there, and always will be. I will never let you go, I'd rather die first.I love you and miss you babe
When two people are bonded together like I am talking about they can accomplish goals together because they strengthen each other. Almost any obstacle can be over come with real unity. I do not want just a husband I want warrior as I will be his as well. I will fight for him when he is down I will encourage him when he is sick I will take care of him. When he is scared I will put my arms around him and tell him I am in the fight too. Janet