Letter(s) from Shaila P. Roxas to Arunangshu (Finland)

Letter 1

My loving Roy,

I'm usually not the kind of person that would write a love letter, but I thought i'd do this for you because you are the the most wonderful thing in my life right now. I know we're far apart, you're In Finland, and I'm here in Philippines, but hey, I believe that distance means so little when you love someone so much... You are in my thoughts all the time. I think of you when I eat, sleep, walk, or even work with thinking about you. I'd tell you you're in my heart, but I don't feel like that would be right, because my heart is not mine anymore, it belongs to you. You are sweet, loving, caring, understanding, and you make me feel like one of the luckiest woman in the world, you seems just very perfect for me that I want to spend the rest of my life with you my dear Roy. I need you to know I am with you through everything, the bad and the good. I've given you my heart and I hope that you won't break it. Keep it and give it some loving from time to time. Remember when I promised you that I'd never let you down, that i'd never treat you bad, that I would share your joy and pain? I will promise all those things over and over again. I know how I feel towards you, and you know how you feel towards me..... I am very much looking forward to be there with you soon in Finland as I dream to build my own happy family in the near future and I know that you are the one that I need to build my own happy family someday as husband and wife and kids too... I am even excited and feel so glad to think that I will be coming to travel there in your country to live with you my future husband to settle down and have a happy and lovely life together real soon and that is what I always pray that God will be going to guide our relationship always because I want both of us to be happy together for I believe that you are the man that God sent for me from above, you are the answer of my prayer and the man on my dream that has come true.... I understand that I will still need to finish for studies there with learning your language there before I can apply for a job as a Nurse so then I can earn some money too that we will need to help you to sustain our daily needs to live like a husband and wife do... Babe, I want you to know that I do love to dance and how about you? if so, then maybe we can enjoy to dance together in free time? I also enjoying my self listening a love songs and some music too until I fall asleep... I also want you to know baby that I also like of making love with you someday and I hope that you don't mind that baby but I guess that its also important in a relationship and I know what a man needs to be satisfy her man in terms of having fun in the room under the bad... .... anyway my love Roy, I want you to know that I don't have a bank account yet so I prefer that you can just send me the money by Western Union since it would be easy for me to get the money since they have office near from home that I can get the money after you send it to me as they required Valid ID's to get the money after you send into my complete information so then I can be able to buy the mobile phone and it would be great if I can buy a camera phone so that I can be able to take some more photos of my self that I can share much for you my love and I also found out a camera phone that is cost 200 EURO and is that okay from you my love? I would like to buy the phone here in the philippines so that I can just chose the best one that I like to have since I am the one who be going to use it and I am anxious to buy the phone very soon because I can't wait to talk to you over the phone so I can hear your nice voice too, specially when I think of you and when I miss you...... so here is my complete information that you will need to send me the money as I found out that is required from you to send me the fund:

Name: Shaila P. Roxas
Address: Prk. Aguinaldo. Sto. Nino District,
Pagadian City, Zamboanga del Sur,
7016, Philippines

My loving Roy, I hope that you got it correct since that is what will the Western Union will be going to ask from you when you send me the money... My love, I have also found out that I will need to apply for the Passport first because I can apply for the VISA that I will need to come there in Finland to be there and live with you babe... I also know what will need to gather to process and apply to this passport baby but it will cost 185 EURO that will cover for all the expenses to get my passport application done and can get it. so I hope that you can send it to me soon baby because its really important that I will get my passport too aside my VISA..... My love Roy, You have my heart and soul. I know the miles between us are great. But our love will keep us near to each other. One Day those miles won't be there, because I'll be in your arms forever..... Everything about you is just so perfect. I know you are not without imperfections, but for me, everything you do just seems so flawless. The way you express your love and feelings to me is so awesome!! I feel so loved! I need only to think of you to have all my troubles melt away. I want to spend my whole life with you, loving you and receiving your love in return. I long to hold you and feel your sweet caress.... until then baby, write me back soon and you take good care always coz I care so much for you...

with all my love....
hugs and kisses from,


Letter 2

Hello to you my future husband Roy,

From the day we met, I knew that you would hold my heart in your hands and you more than do that, you completely own me and every part of me. When I think of you, my heart is so full of love and passion for you that I can hardly contain myself. I think of spending every minute of every day with you and holding you so close to me. Whenever you think of me, please know that no matter how many miles separate us or how much of our lives comes between us, you are and always will be the love of my life and I will never love anyone as much again. I thank God everyday for letting me meet you and for you falling in love with me because I know that it would never be as perfect any other way. I will always love you with all that I am.... My love Roy, I will let you know when I am going to need and use your invitation letter for me that I am going to use for my VISA application that is also required from me by the embassy to get my passport application done soon but at this moment, I will have to apply for my passport first before I am going to move forward for the next step to apply for my VISA after I get my passport then... so anyway my love, I hope that you can send me 450 EURO if that is okay from you? so that I can have a little extra money also that I am going to use for my transportation and also to get apply for International phone calls to so that I can be able to call you to your mobile phone with your mobile number that you gave to me with your last email... I am really excited to buy the mobile phone very soon right after you send me the money my love because I would love to call you and talk to you over the phone much and specially I would love to hear how nice is your voice and always when I thinking of you and when I miss you baby, I already have your mobile number that you gave to me so I have to keep it and I can surprise to call you soon when I buy the phone already..... My love Roy, I will wait for the MTCN number that you will be going to email me after you send me the money with your letter soon so that I can be able to process and apply for my passport right away when I get the money that you will send for me tomorrow honey..... Anyway my love, I want to tell you that my complete and correct name that you can send me the money by Western Union is, Shaila Roxas... my first name is Shaila and my family or last name is Roxas, so I hope that you understand what I mean babe... My love Roy, I thank you for your complete information because its also important for me to know from you... my love, I want you and always will and there is nothing that will ever change the way I feel about you ... I love you! Love can make you do things that you never thought possible babe... My love Roy, thank you for the comfortable conversations and for asking me to be yours. Most importantly, thank you for sharing your love and wanting to make me your wife. No matter how slowly or at what distance our courtship develop, I know standing before God and our future family, vowing to be your partner for life, was the easiest decision I could have ever made. I know someday we will meet and spend our lives with each other. I have waited for someone like you, and now that I have found you I will never let you go my love, Roy... I attached some of my photos here for you my love, these photos that was attached is when I joined a dress modeling and beauty contest a few days ago since I am also fun and enjoying my self to join this kind of activity here in our place so I hope that you like that too and its not a problem with you.....until then, write me back soon babe when you read this... Keep safe always baby and I miss you already! kissssssssssssssssssssss

with all my love for you....
hugs and kisses from your future wife,


Letter 3

Hello to you my loving husband Roy,

How are you today honey? I hope that you doing good and I hope that you will be having a nice day then... It seems to be a busy day for you today but I hope that everything will going work good with you honey.. I was waiting for your phone call because I am so excited to talk to you honey so I just thought that I better to come online here now and write you this letter to inform you that I have already talked to our Wedding Coordinator/Planner who can help us for our wedding preparation and it should be done before you arrive honey because I don't like to waste our days when you are here already and I want us to be happy always and we can enjoy the days that you are here together with me honey.... anyway, this is the Package Deal from the Wedding Planner that I hired for our wedding honey.

1. Honeymoon Package
- Overnight Stay at the Hotel
- Bridal Car
- Reception for 100 guests
* 9-10 kinds of menu
* one round assorted softdrinks
* 2 hours use of Function Room
* Karaoke w/ microphone
* 2 layers wedding cake
* 50pcs. souvenirs
* flower per table
* doves and cages
* bridal toast
* guestbook

2. Video/Photo Coverage Package
- 1 set Magazine Type Album, Size:8 x 10, with Leather Cover and box
- 20 pages, With Foto Tac or lamination each page
- 1 set Edited DVD Format Video complete with flashback, background music,
with customized label and case
- 1 pc. 12 x 18 inches customized signframe
- 1 pc. 11 x 14 inches Blowup Photo with frame
- 1 PhotoCD
- 1 pc. Tarpaulin Banner, size: 2.5 ft. x 5 ft.
2 Photographers - Using Digital SLR Camera
1 Videographer – 1 using Digital Hi8 Video Camera(Handycam)
- Pre-nuptial pictorial within Metro Manila only

3. Photobooth
- 2.5 hours unlimited photos
- Softcopy of pictures
- Customized Backdrop
- Customized Text and Graphic Layout
- On-site technician
- Free use of Props
- Free use of Bubble Machine
- SLR Camera
- Two fast printer
- Studio Light
- 4R size (4x6 dye ink, waterproof)

4. Hair and Make-up Artist
- Bride, 2 moms and Groom

5. Bride's Gown and Groom Barong
-5 pairs Entourage Dresses for Bridesmaid and Groomsmen
-2 pairs Dresses for Flower Girl and Ring Bearer
(owned not rented)

6. 50 pcs. Wedding Invitation

7. Flower Arranger
- Bride’s bouquet
- 5 wrist flower for bridesmaids w/ matching 5 corsage for groomsmen
- flowers to be showered in the aisle
- flower to be thrown by the bride
- 2 flower basket for flower girls

8. Programme
- unique programme preparation
- 2 emcees (male and female)
- 1 assistant during registration
- personal contact with the guests for attendance confirmation
- up-to-date information relayed to the couple 2 days before the wedding

Honey, I hope that you can call me later before I sleep so then we can talk because I missed you already, I thought much of you today honey and how I wish that you are here with me already. Honey, maybe you can also email me when you can so that I can understand you well regarding with the wedding preparation... Honey, I am just worried because this package deal is cost 50,000 PHP or 831 EURO ... how does that sound from you honey? my love, I know that this wedding is just going to be happen only once in my entire life so I hope that I can have a nice wedding like this honey.... My family already know about our plan so I am really excited that you will be here with me very soon honey... keep safe always and God bless you.

hugs and kisses from your wife,


Letter 4

Hello to you my loving husband Roy,

I'm simply hanging by a moment, waiting for you to be here with me soon so you can hold me so tight that all else fades, I thought that being here live so far away from you would fade the love that I feel for you honey, but still, everyday I wake up dreaming of you. I were always been a part of my thought and my love for you grow more each day comes honey until we get together soon... I love you with all that I am, all that I was and all that I will ever be. Please know that my love and I are inseparable and I would want it no other way and if time could express my love for you then it's forever and a day. I can't wait to be with you, see your smile, look in your eyes, feel your sweet touch, hear your perfect words and kiss your perfect lips. The way I feel about you some people call crazy, some call it insane, but I call it true love. I really love you so much honey and this feelings that I have for you is pure... Honey, I was waiting for your phone call last night and I thought that you were just bus? I hope that you are always doing good there honey and everything went to be alright with you and always... You said that you were trying to call me a lot of time? but i guess that their is something wrong with the network provider... i hope that you can try to call me again later when you get this honey because I missed talking to you over the phone and most specially is that I missed to hear your nice voice.... Honey, let me tell you that I can't wait until December 31 before you can give the money for the Wedding Preparation Budget so I hope that you can find a way to send me the money very soon so that I can start the wedding to be prepare before you come here honey... How can the Wedding Planner/Coordinator person to start the preparation if their is no money to use honey? you must be kidding, I hope that you will understand that honey and I hope that you can find a way.. I really want to have well organized and simple but elegant wedding that we will have soon honey and I hope that you not going to disappoint me honey because I am so excited for our wedding, honeymoon and excited for you to be here with you.... my love, as I told you already that I am here now at the Ozamis City and live with my family. I will stay here for good and not going to back to pagadian city at the place of my aunt, I will be here until you arrive and pick you up at the Cebu Airport... I have my photos here for you, these was taken early this morning when I tried to learn playing guitar.... write me back soon honey when you get this and keep trying to call me until you get through... keep safe always my love and God bless you.

hugs and kisses from your wife,


Letter 5

Hello to you my loving husband Roy,

I hope that you are having a nice day for today honey... Thank you for the phone call that you made earlier because I am happy to hear your nice voice.. anyway my love, I am glad to know that are going to get your air plane ticket very soon so just let me know okay... I also want you to tell you honey that I would like that our wedding should be prepare well so if you are not going to send me the money for the wedding planner/coordinator that was asked very soon honey then I don't know if I would be happy.... I just would like to have my dream wedding come true and I thought that you can give for me... Tomorrow is my birthday and our wedding would serve as your presents for me... until them, keep safe always honey!

hugs and kisses from your wife,


Letter 6

Honey, Thank you so much for the response for I am glad to hear from you again and yes, I would like to marry you, I know that you are the man that I wanted to become my husband and I want to be your wife too... I was just asking some help some money from you to help me for my birthday today but you just don't even care to help me and I am expecting for I thought that you would help me for my birthday too so I would be happy because I am your future wife and I just thought that you can make me happy for this kind of special day... write me back soon honey, I promise to marry you when you come here already because I want both of us to become happy and loving couple.. I hope that you can send me some help today for mt birthday gift from you... write me back soon honey, keep safe always!

hugs and kisses from your wife,


Letter 7

Honey, I hope that you are having a nice day, I was just asking you even just 50 euro for my birthday but seems that you don't like me to be happy so I am sad...

Letter 8

hello honey, I used my mobile phone to connect internet so that I can email you, so how can I share you birthday pic if since I dont even have any birthday celebration because you did not help me, have you think that? its because you don't care for my happiness...