Letter(s) from Julia to S. F. (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my darling,
I think about you so much and i can't understand why.Maybe i'm falling in love with you...And that's why it is very difficult for me to write this letter to you...
You seem so different from another men and maybe that is why i've got so interested in you.I won't tell you that i'm in love with you because i think that it's early yet to tell about the feeling but i can tell you that i'm very much interested in you...I had great plans for the future,i'd like to meet you so much and to see during our meeting if we really suit each other...
And now i should tell you that i can't write you anymore because as you know i use the services of the translating firm,i've payed for it as long as i had an opportunity but now i can't afford it anymore...
Please,i have the only request don't blame for it...I want to continue our correspondence so much...
I won't ask you for help because i understand that you also maybe don't have an opportunity for it...But if you still want to be with me and to help me,you can do it,i'll give the address of the firm i use so that you could ask them any questions you want... admin_95@mail.ru I want to be with you....

Waiting for your decision...
Yours Yuliya