Letter(s) from Louise Matovu to Jason (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Shaun
I am very happy you responded to my message. Like I said i would really love to know more about you so i am going ahead to tell you all about me. I want you to know that i am a very honest and upfront person. My name is Ashley Smith 5'8 tall, 115 lbs. I have not been in any relationship for about 2 yrs now, my last relationship ended because my Ex was cheating on me with my best friend... I was hurt so bad by him and that was the worst feeling of my life. I have not been involved with anybody since then because I am afraid of getting hurt again. Right now I need someone in my life but I am not rushing into any relationship. I am someone that loves to enjoy life to the fullest, i love going out to the movies, on dates and to the swimming pool. You look very handsome on those pictures

I was born and raised in the State, I was born and raised up there, and i received my Bachelor's Degree at University of MD In Accounting. My dad is from America and is a Nigeria. I am an African American and the only child of my parents. I lost my dad when I was 19 years old, so my mom relocated back to her home town. So i have been living with a friend in in the State. Recently I got a message from my mom's doctor in Nigeria that she's very sick, she fell from the stairs of a sky rise and has a severe pelvic dislocation...
so I rush to Nigeria to take care of her. I am currently staying with her down in Nigeria and I have been there for two weeks now and I would be returning back to the State soon. You would guess that I have a bit of Nigerian accent.

I have a kind sense of humor, I love to laugh and to make that special someone laugh also. I am very sincere in finding true love for a life time and im a very loyal Lady . I do not drink or do any drugs. I am very easy going and have a great sense of humor. I am also a very deeply romantic lady but only gets romantic with my man. The right person for me, that one I wanna share my life with. I love to listen to music. I love children and believe they are like precious flowers of the world. What I am seeking for is a long term relationship that will lead to a marriage based on Love, mutual respect, and understanding. That is how I see the future. My goal in life is to be married and have a happy family in a home filled with love. Also for you to be my best friend, to share everything with,as well as passionate lover. I know that not everything in life can be perfect all the time, but I am willing to always do my best for my Man. He will be always my first priority. I want a man that will love me for me... I am very sincere in finding my partner in life. There is so much to talk about and learn about each other and I cannot tell you everything in just one message. So I will be waiting expecting your response so we can keep us this conversation.

Thanks for taking time to read my message.
Ashley

Letter 2

Thanks for writing back and telling me somethings about you :-), i should be going back to the states in 2 weeks time, I mean that's if mom could get better before then which i hope she does, it gets pretty much hotter down here, But its been rainy lately, I'm new in this online dating thing and you're the only one i did direct to my private email because i wont even like to talk to anyone there cos i did noticed most of them are not real, not serious and was there for games which Annoys me most.

As a matter of fact, i'm really tired of being single and its just like a disease to me..so I'm looking forward to meeting a man That will HEAL this great pain for me, My heart was broken some months ago and i can really feel the pains of being single. Apart from that, Being singles is really really.. Anyway I will like to tell you what i do on a regular basis: I take care of the chores at home, And go to the Library to read some books, make breakfast, lunch, dinner for mom which i always take to her at the Hospital cos the Hospitals out here don't provide food for there patients which is really bad, And in my free time, I go out to the cinemas, Watch some movies which i always rent from the Video clubs, Go the park and watch people having fun which always puts a smile on my face, go swimming, Go to the ladies gym for some body work out and some other stuffs :-) And i have no siblings, I'm the only child of my parents and that's why i had to come down here to take care of mom cos if i don't, no one else would.
Anyway I am hoping to get to always hear from you.I hope this will take us to the next level and we could build a relationship that will last forever.Distance between us does not bother me as I know we would meet,I love reading from you,it will be my pleasure to get to know more about you
Kisses and Hugs
Ashley

Letter 3

Hi Hon

Thanks so much for the mail, Me and my mom are doing fine...I loved all u had to say on ur mail and i want u to know that I'm my own woman and I am comfortable with my own life.. I'm beautiful, kind and respectful, well-spoken, and. I am extremely passionate and affectionate...I'm just an everyday, ordinary, average, normal woman.
Nothing special about me. Since i had to remove my profile from the site. Hope u will do the same thing too. I just dont want anyone to come between us bcos I have been getting alot of mails from there. So i just decided to remove My profile off th site. I Just hope you do the same thing too.

I consider myself to be very simple.. I believe that men needs to be treated with respect and as a equal partner in a relationship, but all I seem to find is the ones that does not know how to respond to that or is entrusting to it. I feel like u should treat somebody with respect and like they are a person not a piece of meat or whatever. I am the type of person who wants somebody to feel wanted not just as a trophy. I am a very affectionate person and I love to cuddle, I like to show somebody how I feel not just telling them. I love to be close to somebody whether it is in the bed on the couch or wherever. I guess my dreams would be is to be happy and have a family my goals in life I want to go into business for my self one day but that will be a while from now. I guess I want to work on my love life and be happy first and to have a family, but I guess when the time is right it will happen.

I like to play sports just as much as I do watching them. Most of all i like to spend time with who I am with, and cuddle up and watch a movie. It is my opinion that we all want the same thing in regards to a partner, and that most of us either do not know how or is scared to and sabotage themselves from getting it. Ok, I like the outdoors, but I don't care about hunting or fishing, well I will fish with an un-baited hook if it means I will get to spend some time with someone I care about. There are a lot of things I like doing as in dancing, cooking, camping, etc. My ultimate goal and what I think would make me happy is to have a man by my side that I love and loves me.

I am very relationship oriented and I believe life is too short to waste. When I am in a relationship I am committed, honest, and loyal.
I think that falling in love is always a good thing, even if it doesn't work out. There is always something to learn from being with someone, and happy times and memories should be cherished. Friendship comes first for me. That is not to say I never get hurt because I do.
I have been burnt so bad. My last relationship ended on a very sad note for me but I do not believe in regrets. I tell you this because I cannot predict the future. For some people a relationship has to be all or nothing...I don't feel that way....I'll have to stop here and will be hoping to rd from u again..
I have to go to the hospital to check on mom.
Ashley

Letter 4

I was at the hospital all day and night. i got back from the hospital just now baby. you have been in my mind and even told mom all about you as well too. i really wanna meet you in person. Actually I understand something in life,As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Dont loss you trust in me and i will never let you down .I want to come down to you i want you to hold me around you arms and make me happy i believe we could stay together and be the hero of our own generation. Mom says hi, and i'll be looking forward to reading your mail pretty soon...
Kisses and Hugs
Ashley