Letter(s) from Natalia to Emilio (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Emilio! I looked over your profile and liked it very much. I sure would like to meet someone that is honest, and more importantly appreciates. You are very interesting, i would like to get to know you. I would like to hear from you, if you want, to learn more about you.
I was hoping you'd be interested in getting to know me too.
If you are also interested here is my email: (pasemout)(at)(yahoo)(dot)(c.o.m)
So if your interested I hope you will reply soon. Please let me know. Hope to hear from you.
Thanks.

Letter 2

Emilio, thanks for that that you have answered my letter! My name Natalya. I wish to tell to you at once about the intentions. I search only serious relations!!! If at you other plans for it. I think, that to us not on a way. And then I need to wish only to your of good luck in search of that that you search!!! Emilio, I communicated with many men on the Internet. But the majority of them wanted or naked photos, or suggested to become their mistress!!!! And some wanted too many from me! Emilio if your intentions disinterested, and we are similar in search, write to me! Natalya

Letter 3

John, I do not understand, why my letter is not has reached you. To me painfully to speak to you about it. But I cannot arrive to you. John, it is very dear to me. Cost of documents makes 710 dollars. When I have heard how many the trip I will cost has not fainted nearly. John, I have asked them whence they took such prices. They have explained me that that if I do all it is itself leaves even more. As it will be necessary for me to go and receive documents most. And at them contracts everywhere are concluded and consequently they do it more cheaply, and faster. Whether they have asked me I will conclude the contract on a trip. I have refused. John, forgive me, forgive me for that that I to you have encouraged, forgive for that that I spoke to you about that that our meeting will be very fast. I trust in our love and I trust in that that all dreams realizable. John, I do not know that to you to tell, I understand that that I am guilty to you. But if you forgive me we can continue dialogue further. And further we will already see that to us to do. I love, I love you all heart and I would like to shout so loudly that you would hear about it!!!!! You are necessary to me, and your love!!!! I beg you forgive me for that that I was so is silly and have not found out about all in advance. I thought of that that my savings will suffice, but it is not enough of it. I simply did not know. Forgive me John!!! John, you at me good and I hope that that you will think and will try to understand me and developed situation.
I very much hope for your pardon because without you my life is not meaningful! I love you, I love, I love you John!!!! I hope to see your answer! I LOVE YOU!!!! Without you, I do not know what for to me to live. I am created only for you!!! Loving Natalya

Letter 4

I see your letter, and it means that we search for one and too. Emilio as I already spoke you my name Natalya. I not married also have no children. I live in the city of Syktyvkar. I the cheerful and sociable girl. I like to achieve objects in view. In other on what, I also have spent the most part of my life. I have loyal friends, it is a lot of colleagues. I always in the attention centre as I work with children. But so that has turned out in a life that I have not met till now the love. I very much wish to love and be favorite. On it I here! Emilio, I would like to know why you here? What reasons at you? You are lonely? Emilio, many people, seeing me, speak that, I am happy!!! They make conclusions, looking that I always smile, respond on all requests I participate in many actions. I conduct a vigorous way of life. But who does not guess at all as it is bad to me to come into apartment in which not who does not wait for me, to lay down in cold bed, and will fall asleep only with thoughts on that that tomorrow. And in the morning having opened eyes should whom near to itself.
Earlier I did not give it such value but now when I became more adult I start to reflect on it more and more every day. This thought does not give me rest. I wish to meet second half. Emilio, washing the soul has got tired of melancholy, and I hope that dialogue through Internet probably that that will change. Emilio, I hope, that I was not sad in this letter and it to like you. I will look forward to hearing from you! Your new friend Natalya

Letter 5

Hello my love, John. I am very glad to see your letter! Your letters warm my soul. Each word in your letter sounds for me as if music. John, you the most charming the man in the world. Not who not when did not speak me of such fine words what are spoken me by you. I adore you. You have made me happy. You have presented me happiness, you have presented me a smile. John, I in many respects have changed after when I have learned you. I have learned, that such love and happiness. You the finest the man in the world. You the one whom I searched for all life.
John, my heart is filled by love. Love this finest feeling on the ground. The love allows to do to people miracles. I am happy, that you wish to help with my trip to you. Only I do not represent what a way you able to do it In fact between us such big distance. I shall learn about it. John, I have not understood you. What documents are necessary for you? I have understood so, that my passport is necessary to you.
If it so tell to me. Well? I am grateful, that you wish to buy the air ticket, but it is necessary to pay for documents still. I hope, that all will be good also we shall be together. I can give you the information of travel agency. The name - Air Travel, E-mail - voyage_tour4@rambler.ru, tourist agent Nikolai Leschev. I hope, that this information is useful to you. I very much wish to be with you.
John, I wish to make you the happiest the man in the world. I wish to see on your person every day your fine smile. John, I not when there is nobody did not test such feelings what I test to you. I am assured of that that you that whom I searched for all life. John, we are created the friend for the friend! I would be born what to be with you, I feel it the heart. I am grateful to destiny that that I have found you. But it would give us test what to check up our love. John, our love very strong, I think that that it can overcome all. But I do not know as us to overcome it. I that cannot make any more. I should I can live without you!!!! My life is not necessary to me if in it there will be no you!!!! My life will lose all sense without you. I cannot live and the nobility that that my second half where that is far from me! I do not know that to me to do, as to us to overcome to us this distance!!!!!! I do not know as me to live, my life an once has changed, when I have met you!!!!! I am tired to live without you and your love!!!!!!! I very much want to you!!!!! I with impatience shall wait for your letter. I grieve without you!!!! I love you!!! I gently embrace you and is sweet the whole, I hope that that I can soon do it every day!!! With love, Natalya

Letter 6

Thanks for your letter! How there was your day? Than you were engaged? I had today very intense day, and I am very tired. But, not looking at this weariness, I would come what to write you the letter here. Emilio as I wish to warn you that, I cannot probably write every day as I write to you from library. She to be not far from my house, but on holidays she does not work. As I sometimes leave to parents. But I will necessarily warn you in advance if I cannot write. Ok? Today I to you wish to tell a little about the life. Emilio, I was born and have grown in small town Ust Kulom. As there I went to school. After my school life has passed, before me there were many ways and it was necessary to make a choice. I think, that it for the child the first adult choice which to it to have to solve most. Tell to me about the first independent decision? If certainly you remember it! And so, as I always was the creative person, and during study at usual school I in addition was engaged at school of arts. My choice has fallen on Institute The state pedagogical institute. In ours a city of such institute was not also to me it was necessary to leave the native house and to leave in the city of Syktyvkar . I consider since that moment, my adult life has begun. I as now remember tears on the face of mother when she saw off me. We would not like to leave, but we understood, that so it is necessary. And here in 1999, I began to study and aspire to the dream. The student's life was everyone and poor and hungry, but during too time was a lot of cheerful. Emilio, we lived in a hostel five together in one room, we had one kitchen on some rooms and when in the evenings we came from study we went to prepare. I think, what exactly there I and have learnt to cook food. From there I has learnt many recipes and ways of preparation of dishes, I looked, how other girls prepared and tried to make it as adding in a dish the highlight. At night we long did not go to bed talked and dreamt of our further life. We tried to study, was not so easily. But at institute understood it and allowed to students to have a good time. At us spent many actions, concerts in which we acted. Every year we were typed experience, became closer with girlfriends, there were many new acquaintances. It became gradually easier to study, and to live in an unfamiliar city.
And so in 2004 I have finished institute. After that I have decided to go home, all the summer long I have spent houses. It was fine carefree time. But the summer has very quickly passed. And in the autumn, I have returned back in Syktyvkar . Has rented small apartment, and it was arranged on the robot in School of arts, in a direction from institute. I have grown fond at once of the work, and till now I remain in the same place. Now I recollect that as began an adult life with a smile on the face though it was at that time very difficult.
But I was steady on the legs and went only forward. Probably I could not make it if in me not who did not trust. Emilio, I am very grateful to the parents and close girlfriends who always were with me and supported me. Emilio, tell you about how you got education? How you became the adult and independent man? It will be very interesting to me to learn about it. I hope, it will be interesting to you to read my letter, and to see my photo!!! Emilio, I as very much want, that you would send me the photos, that I could consider you!!! Emilio if it was a photo where you after the study termination at school would be healthy!!! I wait for your letter and I hope your photo!!!! Your friend Natalya.

Letter 7

My mood is awful today. John, I have left work. Even it is opposite to me to speak about it. My chief, has come today to me in the end of the working day and has asked to come then to it into an office. After all pupils have left, I have gone to it to an office. My chief not when did not ask to come me to them. I thought, that it does not accept my work. In general as the person it is very exacting. But when I have come, he has started to speak me what that nonsense, and has started to stick to me. I to it have told, that it not to like me and that that I will tell about it to his wife. He to me has told, that then it will discharge me from office and has started to stick to me further.
I not that did not need to make, and I have struck to it a slap in the face and have run out from an office. I have run faster home. I cried, and now on my eyes of tear. I wished where to go, but have thought, that you will worry. I have come what to write to you. John, I feel such defenceless. Why with me nearby there is no man who could protect me! John why men think, what if the girl is lonely, means to her it is possible to stick? I had relations, but not long because I wish to feel the present love. And I not when did not test such feelings. I all life wait the unique man whom I will love and which will love me!!! I cannot the word “I is simple so to say I love you”. Only when I can tell it, I will be happy. I hope, that when or I will meet such person. John, I am assured that that it not when will not cause me a pain, and will protect me. I at all do not understand men who can cause to the girl a pain. It seems to me, that for the man it should be low. I am assured that you not when could not hurt the girl. Because, when I look at your photos, in your eyes I see, that at you is smothering. You the kind person. John, you very much like me, you not such as all. Forgive me, but I cannot write to you more now. I need to calm down and consider all. John, I hope that that you understand me!!!! Yours Natalya

Letter 8

I am glad to see your letter!!!! Very much to like me that that, you write to me!!!! How there was your day? What the interesting has occurred? Know, John, you to me become closer!!! That seems to me that, you very interesting man and with you are about what to talk.
Therefore today, I have removed all profiles from a site, and I will communicate only with you. I would like, what you as wrote only to me!
What do you think about it? It is interesting to you with me? This morning I prepared to eat, and have cut a finger. When I bandaged a finger I have recollected, how in the childhood I ran on a ladder and have fallen. I very strongly cried, mum has heard and has carried away me in apartment. I on a foot had not a big scratch, but I very much was frightened also to me seemed that that, I cannot go any more. Mum has calmed me and has bandaged to me a knee! In the childhood I often fell and got various traumas as I was very curious child, and tried to learn all. I rose on trees from where then could not go down and then my daddy had to remove me from there. John, my parents have made for me much, they have given me good education to much have learnt me and have presented to me all caress and love. John, I am very grateful to the parents for all that they make for me. Mine mum and the daddy already on pension, they live in small village Derevyansk. They have moved there after have retired. My daddy the real man. When it puts before itself the purpose, he achieves her!!! For me it an example of the ideal man. He has devoted all life to us with mum. It had a dream to meet an old age with mum in the house which it has constructed the hands. Ten years prior to pension he was engaged in building of this house. It put all forces in this house, and at last two years ago they have moved to small village in this fine house! There it is very beautiful, nearby there is a pond where the father goes on fishing. To me too very much to like to go with it but, it is more to like, probably, to go for a drive by a boat. At my daddy the big rubber boat when on her you float, you feel yourself as by the ship. You like to go for a drive on a boat? You have a boat? You would like, what we with you would float together in a boat, and round us sang birds? It very much to like me, we is frequent with parents went earlier to float on a pond what to listen to singing of birds! I think, it will be interesting to you to know names of my parents, a name of mum Galina, and the daddy call Sergey. They are two fine persons who always support me, love. At times I so do not have not enough them and so it is melancholy from that that, we not together. But I often go what to visit them!!!! And when I leave from them so it would be desirable to remain for day, another. John, tell please to me about the family with whom you live? Tell about the parents? It is very interesting to me to learn about it and I hope, that you will tell it in the following letter. I will wait for your letter!!!! Whether as I very much would wish to know I to you became little bit closer!!!??? Natalya

p.s John, I will be very happy, if you can send me a photo, on which you and your family!

Letter 9

John, I am glad to receive your fine letter. Your letters help me. I very much love you my angel. Not who is not necessary to me except for you. You sense of my life. I wish to devote to you all life. I wish to be always with you. In your gentle embraces. I wish to kiss your lips, shoulders, a breast. I wish to feel taste of your sweet lips. John, well why we now not together? You of the finest the man in the world. In you only positive qualities. Such as you are not present on the ground more. John, I am very glad that that you mine. John, now I have understood, that the copy of my passport is necessary for you. I do not understand as you there will be my documents and the air ticket. But I learn about it more in detail tomorrow. I shall try to make a copy of the passport in the near future. John, I have no recent photos. Almost all my photos have been made 6 months ago. Now the girlfriend has no camera as it is broken. Here cost of each of making documents:
Passport 105 of dollars.
The visa of 187 dollars.
Trip to Moscow 215 dollars.
Residing at Moscow 165 dollars.
Medical examination of 38 dollars.
John, I live only for the sake of you! You sense of my life, only you help me to live the letters, ideas. I feel that that you think of me and I become happy. I very much would want that we now with you were together, sat at a fire. And from the sky on us the moon would shine.
Looked together at fire. I want that you embraced me and looked in my eyes. I represent it as you look at me and in your fine eyes the flame is reflected. It so is romantic! I want, I wish to be with you all life. John, I hope that what be fast we can together for ever. I send you millions air kisses!!! With love, Natalya

Letter 10

John, my love. I am very glad to receive your fine letter. John, your letters bring to me a lot of happiness and smiles! I very much miss on you my gentle prince. I very much wish to be in your gentle embraces. All my ideas heart are borrowed only by you and ideas on you. I very much want to you.
I wish to feel all your caress love and tenderness. I do not have not enough your heat. I am grateful to you, that you wish to help us with a trip.
John, today I have learned about the company which can help us. This company is engaged in telegraphic transfers. Its name Western Union. You heard about this company? Tomorrow I learn more about it. John, my full name, Natalya Bogomolova. I too heard about bad people who take them from innocent people. I consider. That it is very bad people. John, today I have made a copy of the passport. I hope, that it will help us. John, I am glad, that you wish to arrive to me. Here if I went to you it would borrow only 2 weeks. I am glad, that you have the passport, but you have no visa. My visa will be fixed only 2 weeks. I think what easier to arrive to me to you. But I shall not be against you to me will arrive. John, I wish to make you the happiest the man in the world. I wish to see on your person every day your fine smile. John, I not when there is nobody did not test such feelings what I test to you. I am assured of that that you that whom I searched for all life. John, we are created the friend for the friend! I would be born what to be with you, I feel it the heart. I am grateful to destiny that that I have found you. But it would give us test what to check up our love.
John, our love very strong, I think that that it can overcome all. But I do not know as us to overcome it. I that cannot make any more. I should I can live without you!!!! My life is not necessary to me if in it there will be no you!!!! My life will lose all sense without you. I cannot live and the nobility that that my second half where that is far from me! I do not know that to me to do, as to us to overcome to us this distance!!!!!! I do not know as me to live, my life an once has changed, when I have met you!!!!! I am tired to live without you and your love!!!!!!! I very much want to you!!!!! I with impatience shall wait for your letter. I grieve without you!!!! I love you!!! I gently embrace you and is sweet the whole, I hope that that I can soon do it every day!!! With love, Natalya