Letter(s) from Julia Mazeina to Mike (USA)

Letter 1

Hi, I am sorry that I could not reply you earlier, but it was because I hadn t seen your letter.
I was out of town and just it happened to be in the SPAM. Really, I don t know what the reason to set it there was.

In fact I hope that my letter will be received by you and not placed in the same folder. Still, I think I will switch off the SPAM filter. I have found your add on the source and I think that you are a really good-looking man, so am in really interested to get acquainted with you.
But first of all, I want to describe myself, because probably, you are interested in my personality. You know there are a lot of nick-names online, people tend not to use their personal data :-)))

Well, what about me? My name is Yuliya. I am 28 years old, I am 170 centimeters High(it will be 5.7 foots),and I weight 56 kilograms (124 lb)). I am single, and never had a husband, and I have no children, too. I like to be good-looking, I am slim I like sport and I am keen of jogging.
It helps me a lot to keep fit.

If you remember, I am Russian, I live in the second capital of the country, Saint-Petersburg, Russia, but not in the very site, in its outskirts.
Probably, Thanks to my place of living I can do jogging easily, because out of the city the traffic and the life itself are calmer.
Still, I happen to travel to the city very often, because I work as a waitress in a restaurant, which is located in Vologda.

I work every second day there. You know the life in the city? You should be fast, quick-minded and smart to live there.And I have learned this way of life providing that my parents were dead when I was a child.

It s not easy to say, but very often I feel alone, because I know that there is no one who cares of me. I don t like to talk about my Mom and Dad, because it still hurts me.Hey say that growing up you should forget of some terrible things, but I simply can t. I was an only child in my family, so I have no brothers or sisters But don t think that I am a looser, it is not true, I love life, I enjoy it in its every way.

I know that even a bad situation can have something positive. I appreciate experience. I live a normal complete life.I think I have everything by now No, not everything Still there is one thing I can to reach.

I would very much like to have a close friend.Some person that will let me cry on his shoulder, who will let me tell him everything, who will manage to calm me down,someone who will love and to whom I can give my love. I am a very caring person I can devote myself completely to the one I love.

For me it is something special to see the person I like smiling and happy.
As all in loved people I always tend to see the pros. We are not perfect and to love means to accept the way we are.
So I finish my latter here because I am writing you from an internet cafe and my time is over. I have no pc.
I will trine you every second day because I will need to be in the city.

Letter 2

My beloved I don't know what is happening to me. I can't stop thinking of you. I have been thinking of you all night and day long. I couldn't get asleep. I am thinking too much, planning too much. I am like a child waiting for something special, you know that feeling?

When you believe that something special will happen, you count minutes, seconds. Too many thoughts in my head drive me crazy. I become mad with happiness. I can't feel the reality anymore and I don't believe this is me. You know it is a strange feeling, I would like to describe it to you, and I would like to know if you feel the same.

I become crazy if I don,t see your letter on my e-mail, the thoughts like.
Does he abandon me? Did I say something wrong? appear in my mind and I become afraid of losing you. When I don't see you letter on my e-mail I feel terrible, I feel like the timestops, I feel like I am dead. I am sure now that I want top be with you, I don't care what other people think, I don't care if it is against the normal rules of finding your second half.

I feel that I want to be with you with every single part of my body. I can't satisfy myself with your letters anymore, I cannot live without seeing your lips, I want to kiss them, want to see your eyes and hold your hands. I want to realize everything I dreamt of with you. Hold your hands like I dreamt about it, look at you, and look in your eyes.
I want to live for you, want to be with you in happiness and misery. I want to goasleep with you, embracing you. I want to see you when you wake up, make you breakfast, coffee, honey. Say you good morning, my sweetheart.
It is a strange feeling, but I feel that I could have a strong family with you.

I don't want to be alone anymore, but feel that there is someone behind me, who can protect me.What does this feeling mean? I think I am in love with you. I am afraid to scare youwith what I am writing.
It is silly, I am not a girl. I should control myself. Yeah, I should but I can't.You have already figured out that I cannot pretend the things I don't have.

Yes I was hurt, but it seems that I haven't lost the ability of loving someone. I want you to know about it, even if at the end you will hurt me, too.I will forgive you, still, because my love is so profound that it will be enough for both of us.

Strange-strange feeling, I don't even remember when was the last time it was so strong. Probably, it was the very first time many years ago. If only I could I would take a plane I would spend everything just to appear in your arms, strong and secure...I have figured out that I really can receive a visa to reach you, probably that is the fact that doesn't let me calm down. Now I feel everything can be real.

Dear, believe me it is a question of time. Soon we will be together. I will do all the paper work, get the visa, pay for it and take a plane; you will just need to get me at the airport.As far as I figured out it will not be a problem, because I have no relatives in your country and no criminal cases in my life.

The only thing that can prevent them from giving me the visa is my salary.
Damn. It is not big enough. But I will try, nevertheless. I hope you understand me. It is a risk I have never been to your country, I am afraid a bit. But I know that I want to try our relationship, to prove them, to make them real.

Write me something on this account; I need to know your opinion.
Love you, love you, love you more than I love my life.
Miss you, love you!!!

P.S. I have made you some new pictures, check them up.
Are they good enough?
Mostly they were done by my girlfriend

Letter 3

Hello my dearest one how are you today? As for me I am not really in the mood.I have a feeling that I did something wrong.
I have never thought this could happen to me. That I could fell in love with the person I have never seen in my life. I want to less the distance between us so much, to take your hand, to look into your eyes and to see that you understand my naive soul. I know I shouldn't be so open. I have to be strong and keep everything inside.

I am too emotional but I don't want you to be scared and run away. If I could be closer to you and if I could show you my feelings.
I want you so much to see me, to feel my touch. I would kiss your eyes and say how Ilove you.

Again I am acting like a silly little girl. I am mad at myself.
But at the same time I can't stop. I want you to know my feelings. I even thought of coming to you. And I have even went the tourist agency to check about the visas. And now I know that the best way for me to come to you is to get a tourist visa. It will not take much time. And they told me at the tourist agency that I have a very good chance to get it. And it is a very good reason for giving me a visa.

I've checked that a visa and all documents will cost $400.
(International passport, police report, medical documents (about my health status),documents from my work and credit report, visa) You know with my salary I just can't afford it. And I will need your help. It's up to you, of course. But I really hope you will be able to help me with getting visa.
Please, think about it and let me know. But if you can please send some extra for food and etc...

Do you want me to come to you? Do you want to meet with me at last? I want it very much.Hope you too. I will give you the information for the case you decide to do it. The best way to send money is to do it via MoneyGram or Western Union. It is an easy and quick way to get it.
It is necessary to know the full name of receiver.

My full name is
Yuliya Satova.
Saint-Petersburg, Russia

And after sending money, the one who is getting money should know an Reference number (for Money Gram) - 8 digits,MTCN (Money Transfer Control Number) - 10 digits and the sum of money that was sent and the full name of the sender and the city where you are living.

Also you can send money on-line!!!(please visit http://www.moneygram.com and http://www.westernunion.com and for more information) Well, I hope that you will think on this information.

You have lots of food for thought.Please, write me as soon as possible. I am waiting for your reply.

Love you.

P.S. You can send money to any Money Gram or Western Union of Saint-Petersburg, Russia.I was told that Money Gram is much more cheaper to send it (about 2 times!!!!)

Here is the closest Money Gram and Western Union office:
Saint-Petersburg, 190031, Russia

P.P.S. Also I have asked to copy the following instruction for you:

While you're sending the wire transfer you might be asked to provide information concerning transfer purpose and destination.
In order to speed up the process please reply that these funds are sent to your friend, relative, business partner and etc. Please do specify that the receiver is known by you personally and also note that these funds are your own money.

Main reason for this request is financial regulations in receiver s country, so be serious and answer teller s questions carefully because incorrect answers could cause a significant delay for the wire to be processed.

Yuliya Satova

Letter 4

I do not understand you a little??? Have you sent money???
I was told at the closest agent that I cannot receive money without your city, state and full name as you fill it in papers, exact amount. And without MTCN (Transfer Control Number) - for Western Union (10 digits) or Reference number for Money Gram - 8 digits
Please, send me this information!!!