Letter(s) from Yana Kisileva to William (USA)

Letter 1

Hi my heart and my soul Tim! I have dear friend - Tim, and I always think about him, I want to know all about him. Absolutly everything! (Smile).
I'm so glad to receive your letter today. I very much hoped that you will understand me and will write letter for the woman which thinks and dreams about you. Tell me about your ideas and dreams. And now I shall make it.
I to transfer for your son my congratulations happy birthday!
You it should be prepared well. For your son this day very important.
I wish it health and a lot of happiness!

I have news, may be it will be bad or good to you. I do not know... Yesterday in our firm came people from housing committee (State Supervision of the Available housing). They made extraordinary check of our building. They gave to us very bad results. Today my boss told me I shall have 3 months of a vacation. Because our building is in an extreme condition. A building where located our firm, will be closed on repair. Approximately in 1 week, and I shall have a vacation, but I was not pleased. I cannot refuse this vacation. In a building of our firm will be made major overhaul. Repair will last 3 months. I have begun to cry, because it means that I can't write to you, I can't use a computer. Tim, I was so frightened that I can lose you. I imagined that I should spend this vacation in my apartment, between four walls. I should sit in loneliness and think of you. I should aimlessly wander on streets and fall asleep with tears on eyes every night. I have been waiting for my vacation in the next summer and I receive it NOW, but they don't bring pleasure to me. Because in the next summer, I cannot receive my vacation. I imagined that I should spend some months without you and awful emptiness had appeared in my heart. All world around became uninteresting for me and I told myself: "NO! It is not for me!" Last night I thought of us.
About you and me. Tim, I couldn't fall asleep again. I had been crying for a long time because of despair. My thoughts were mixed, like inking waves during a storm, and I, like a small ship was sank in the sea of despair. With the rising of sun I calmed and hold on myself. And I have put a hard aim, the aim of all my life - to be with a man who loves me and I love him by all my heart. I thought what I can see you. I decided to spend this vacation with you. I thought that I can meet you. Just meet. That's all what I want now. I have passport and I have American visa. Of course our relations still very short. But our correspondence became very important for me. I hope for you too... I thought that we should continue our dialogue, but this situation makes impossible to continue it further. I should stop to write you in a week... It is so sad.. I do not want it happened. Besides Tim through letters is impossible to learn completely each other. Letters will not give the full description of the person.
I hope you understand about what I told you. But I already could understand and feel you, you seem to me very good, lovely, serious and the most important reliable man. I am so glad that have met you!!! I very much would not want lose you, Tim. Your letters became the important element of my daily life. I do not want very much live without you. I ask you to think about it. I shall be very glad and happy if we can meet.

Since I started talking to you, I just can't stop thinking of you Tim.


Your Yana.

Letter 2

Hello my Love Tim.
I was very glad to receive your letter, however as always!
Me pleases that our love is strong so!
I think of you constantly. My head daily occupied thoughts on you my love.
Yes, I will save too money for a trip to you. That we could be
Together and to love each other always.
I thought much and have decided, that to me will be lonely without your letters
To me will be will suffice 500$ that I to make the Internet and to buy not expensive computer. If I have this money next week I can be again with you! It pleases you???
I so am glad that have found a way as us not to lose each other! You can help me with it???
If on Monday I have 500$, I can buy the computer and our correspondence not
Will end. We as will love each other and write who about what thinks. To exchange
Photos and to be a number with each other a difficult minute.
Write to me as soon as possible and tell that you think of all it.
I hope you it is very glad also as well as I and you can help me with money for
Purchases of the computer and installation the Internet.
And we will try to find other money for the ticket little bit later (more close by the summer)
I with impatience will wait for the letter from you my love.
I Love you.
Your Yana.

Letter 3

Hi mine lovely Tim !!! How you today? I am slightly tired, I should much work now. But I always think of you and it becomes easier.
In the day off I to be at home one and to think of you.
I to think of us much. I believe, that we have found each other.
I know, that very soon we shall together!
I to go today to shop for purchase of the computer about a web the chamber.
My dear Tim, I to come in shop and to see that it is the price from 750$.
I very much to worry and not to know what to do. The laptop about a web the chamber oaia750$.
It has very much liked me. The laptop to have red colour. But I do not have not enough money.
As service the Internet will be rendered me in a current of five days. I to conclude
With them the contract. They will come to instal to me all programs (Skype) and the Internet.
Services of the master and the Internet to me to cost 50$. My dear Tim, I not to have 300 more $.
I again to ask you to help me. I did not expect, that the computer together with a web
The chamber costs 750$. And together with the Internet and service the master the Internet is the price 800$.
Road, I to ask from you 300 more $. It will be most expensive and important gift for me
On my Birthday! I as could send to you to my Birthday of video together with me!
Soon to begin my holiday. And we should have time to buy the computer and installation
In my house the Internet. I with impatience to expect our meeting through a web the chamber.
We can know each other more and speak on a theme which is interesting to us.
I will say everything, that I to think. Only you and I!
I want to be with you always! How you think, at us to turn out be
together? I have printed your photo and now I carry it with myself and
I can look at you always!!! I love you. You my sun!

Letter 4

Hi my prince Tim!
I am very glad will receive your letter. On my person again there was a smile!
I so wish to go with you to cinema, to walk on a beach and to go with you on your car along park!
I wish to divide with you each minute of my life! To Go to bed and wake up near to you!
You to wish the same?
Lovely I very strongly love you, I want to be near to you, I want to feel your heat, to look in your beautiful eyes, to hear your vote! I each day wait for our meeting! This distance between us kills me! To me has bothered to read the letters dreaming about to you! At me in general feelings that love at us virtual! I want real meeting!!!!!! I love you! I love you!
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My dear Tim, I not for a long time to leave and again I will come to write my letter to you.
I now only, that was caused by my chief! He again saw, that I to write you the letter.
He not to abuse me. He has simply lovely smiled and has invited me to itself in an office!
Greetings the darling once again, here I and again with you! At me for you tremendous news!
Today all our workers firm were discharged for the holiday. I to be discharged the latest.
When I remained one in an office of mine the chief he has stretched me a white envelope.
In a white envelope money laid. Road, it was 1300$. Yes-yes, it not seemed to you. It is 1300$.
He to me has told, that here my salary, the salary, severance pay and its gift. He to wish, that we were together!
I so have sat and have estimated how many money its gift.
My prince Tim, my chief to us has presented approximately 850$. I to the last cannot believe in it!
You are glad, what my chief to understand ours with you a situation?! He has told, that if I to marry you,
That I should hand over it the invitation to our wedding. I even have begun to roar at it in an office.
Now I write you the letter and my eyes roar with happiness! Happiness which to us was given by destiny!
The love conducts us to heights. Al love that is not selfish but is one of unity. When two hearts fall in love and make the commitment to always keep the love alive. And now I incur obligations that we were together!
How you look at it? I to have desire to buy to me tickets tomorrow that we were together!
And better it is direct today! All of you still to welcome me with with open arms and a passionate kiss?
Now we can meet in person and join our lives together forever.
I to look forward your letter!
With love to you your princess Yana.

Letter 5

Hi my lovely Tim and and the most dear person in the world for me. I was very glad to come today in Internet - cafe and to see again your letter. Today it was even more pleasant for me than before. All of these days your letter was especial for me. It was very pleasant Tim. I cannot describe to you my condition. It seems to me that I'm in the seventh heaven. I am so happy from idea that soon we shall be together. Only you and I!!! Today I also went in agency of travel and bought ticket to you in the USA. I did not begin to postpone it for tomorrow. I send you the information about my flight. Now you will know when you should meet me.
Forgive for my delay at sending to you of the answer.
Itinerary: Moscow - Atlanta (GA) - Moscow

Route Moscow (DME) - Frankfurt (FRA):
Airline: Lufthansa (LH)
Flight number: LH1451
Departure: 13.04.2011 07:05, from Domodedovo Arpt (DME)
Arrival: 13.04.2011 08:25, to Frankfurt Intl (FRA)

Route Frankfurt (FRA) - Atlanta (GA) (ATL):
Airline: Lufthansa (LH)
Flight number: LH444
Departure: 13.04.2011 12:10, from Frankfurt Intl (FRA)
Arrival: 13.04.2011 16:15, to Hartsfield Intl Arpt (ATL)

I think that I can is with you within one month because this time is limited to validity of my visa. But then I think to remain with you it probably because I do not know as I I can live without you, you the unique person who is necessary for me also I I can not without you. I every day think of you!
but probably we we do not want to part, I shall remain with you and to live together with you. I hope that you want too most. You have very much interested me in the letters all over again and then you have struck my heart with the warm-heartedness and caress!!! And now I do not know why, but I was hard for me without you really I want you and only you!!!!

Today I leave to Moscow by bus. The day tomorrow I shall be in Moscow.
I very long time was not in this city. I very much want to see again this huge and beautiful city. I shall be there couple of days. And then I shall come to you!!! Ohh Tim, I am so happy. If you only could see now me! I feel myself the happiest woman in the world. All this due to you and my boss !!!!!! I hope you are very glad too that soon, very soon we shall be together!!! It will be the most unforgettable time for both us!!! I shall make you happyest man in this world!
Nobody can prevent our happiness!!!! I very, very much love you. You are my hero!!! Thousand, millions the most passionate, most gentle and most pleasant kisses for you Tim!!! I am ready to kiss all your body ... I love you.

Yana will see you very soon!!!

Tim = "You will be the happyest man in this world! Like me ..."

Letter 6

Lovely Tim, I had dinner and thought of you and something has prompted me that you have written to me the letter, I had fast lunch to go in the Internet of cafe and is very happy that my heart has not deceived me, lovely Tim, I love you and very much want that you have met me at the airport on April 14 with a bouquet of roses and we had perfect evening together, I think that we would speak with you till morning, me much is necessary to tell to you personally about the feelings, I hope that my dreams soon will come true, lovely I love to receive you, and I hope that you listen the heart, because my heart speaks to me that we shall meet, I should have rest and hope your letter morning with good news, I love you and very want to kiss you, come in my dreams today night I shall wait you.
Today I would like a little to take a walk on Moscow, hope that we can arrive here and you would look Russia, is very big and very beautiful country, lovely I very much miss and very much wait day together when we shall!
I stopped at my friend. it is to live in Moscow!
I tell you before in my letter.
About two years I worked in a Advertising Agency. 5 person from our firm have gone to the USA for training. We went in Advertising Education Institute "News and Media Relations", company "Temerlin". We had worked together!
now, I am a little tired from a road, and would like not much to have a rest, and after three hours I am going to reach in the airport what to specify all questions on my tickets and rules of registration, lovely I is very happy and many feelings overflows now my heart, I is speed meeting you and shall embrace long and to kiss, I very much miss.

Your Yana.

I shall write to you night and to tell news which I shall learn at the airport.
P.S. I've wanted to send you a letter, how quickly I got yours!
I am very pleased that you told me your family!

Letter 7

Hi my lovely Tim. I am very glad to receive your letter. It is always pleasant for me. Tim I constantly think of us, about our first minutes together. It will be magic time. I am sure in it. I very much want to be with you. To kiss you ... I want to be in your strong embraces. Oh my God, this idea make me crazy. I very much want to be with you. I cannot be here without you any more ... I love you!!! Soon I shall embrace you, my fine! Tim, today I have reached in the airport also has cleane the ticket. All OK! But Tim I today have learned awful news ... I at all do not know how to tell you about it. I feel myself not so well, I cried during trip from the airport up to Internet - cafe.
My favorite, now I have difficulty with the airport. I have learned, that for travel to you, your country has entered new rule. I did not know it earlier. I should show money customs officers. It is necessary that they sould sure, that I have money to pay the charges in the USA ... Except for it I should convince workers of customs house of the solvency. I should prove, that I have money as the tourist. I know it silly, because I go to you my lovely Tim. But Tim if it becomes known, that I go in the USA to my potential groom. That I can have serious problems ...
May be I cannot arrive to you in the USA. I do not want that it happened. I should show 3000 dollars. These are huge money for me!! I do not know what I should make now? My Prince Tim, I have only $ 300. I need $ 2700. Tim I very much want to be with you. It is the most desired gift which the destiny can maketo me. I want to be with you! Only with you. Tim, I Should show this money, during the review aboard the plane.
Dear, I do not present myself where I can get such money, because spent in shops yesterday the majority of part of cash. Please send me, this sums up to my flight because I have to show to workers of customs house. When I shall come to you, I shall return it to you. I give you the information my friend.
She is living in Moscow and for it to get any problems.
Lena Hoha
to send it, you know. Here I can receive it in It is a lot of places, here it is continuous there - the Western Union. I hope it There will be no difficulty for you. I Love you! I wait for yours Messages.

Yours Yana.

Do not pass, that my light from Moscow to you will be (April 13).
Departure: 13.04.2011 07:05, from Domodedovo Arpt (DME)
Arrival: 13.04.2011 16:15, to Hartsfield Intl Arpt (ATL)

Letter 8

Hi my love Tim. lovely, I very much is afflicted also had today tears in my eyes, me have said at the airport that I can not take off for other country if I shall not have with myself money, they speak that was happen when the girl from Russia left in other country with small quantity of money and became there prostitute and tramp and after that in the airport have entered a new rule in him to be spoken that if I want leave in other country I should to show them 500 dollars for one week of residing and they have said a little that if I shall arrive at you 45 days by that me is necessary to have with self 3000 dollars of USA. Lovely please not be annoyed on me, I did not know about it, to me have said that this money is spent it it should not be necessary that they saw that I have money and I can ensure myself in USA during 45 days, I shall give this money to you when I shall arrive in the airport. I also understand you that you do not have this amount of money.
I ask you to do everything we can. You can borrow or take loans from your family and friends. I'll give everything as come!
I just do not know what to do. I can not go back.
What do I tell my boss? He is so for us was happy and do whatever is necessary!
He has a high opinion of you! I have already bought tickets. My Tim, now all only hope is for you! I just do not know what to do.
I'm sitting in an Internet cafe for 3 hours and wait for your letter!
I cry, cry, and I do not know what to do. I ask you to find the correct amount!
If you try, for you it is not a problem.
Tim, I very much wish to see you and me not pleasantly that there was a problem of our meeting, I hope you can understand me. I love you Yana.

Letter 9

My dear Tim.
I understand that this is a big sum, but I want to see you, meet your friends. I think that together we able to collect the necessary sum of money. You send me some amount, is $ 1000, and the rest of the money I will try to borrow her friend $ 700.
Since the $ 300 I have. I booked my ticket for 16 April. We have time.
I asked if I could return the ticket and get your money back. I was told I can do that. That's just the amount of tickets will be half the size.
I will return only $ 500. Yesterday, I could not do so. I can not return my boss's money. He did not understand why I have not gone to you.
I can not do otherwise and I should meet you. After all, we have been waiting for this! dear, I miss you so much and miss you and look forward to our meeting. I hope you miss me too.
I booked my ticket on April 16 and I'll stay with you 30 days.
I should show $ 2000. I have $ 300 and I take a friend of mine in Moscow $ 700. She sees me cry at night and decided to help me.
She is ready to lend me the money just for us with you! For the sake of our love!
My dear Tim, everything now depends on you. You should also do something for the sake of our meeting with you! I think $ 1000 for you to send me is not difficult.
I'll give them both come to you! In addition, I understand that you may be the money. You agreed to meet me .... I think you leave a sum for the two of us.
Do you have the money for a walk with me in your city and have a good time! My dear, I'll return all money to you as soon as I shall be with you. from the childhood studied to be fair and decent and a word on a wind, to not throw, therefore very it is difficult for me when or to inform a lie because conscience does not allow to inform me men lie! I very strongly am in love in you and I do not know as I to limit feelings to you! How I can prove to you my fine groom Tim All the same I love only one you, and I adore you, and I shall not exchange our love for any riches! I love you my prince! Inform, as I can prove for you love to you Tim forever yours Yana

Letter 10

Lovely, I read your letter and my tears drip on the cold keyboard of the computer, I do not know what to answer to you. I am very much upset, such change of our dialogue, but I did not think, what is it will touch me. I so was pleased last days, that all goes well and we be speed we can together and now I really do not know that to me to make, you to give up to me in the help! I to ask from you not so it is a lot of money.
I to ask you only $ 1000. And I to ask only for the sake of us a two!
I did not expect, that you to arrive so with our love!
To me it is insulting. I to call to you yesterday and I could not speak with you.
I call you yesterday. I could not hear you. Did you have an answering machine.
I thought you did not want me to hear.
I have no more friends in the USA, you unique who has rushed into my soul. That my lovely man does not trust me from behind it, I am afraid that on up to me will laugh simply, but I want to say to you, that I was honour and frank in the letters to you, I have tested many disappointments in the life and at last was sure that has found the man, by which test the present feelings, lovely I want once again to say to you that I love you, earlier I did not know that is possible to test the present feelings to the man communicating with them only with the help of the letters, but I much read about it in the literature, and now understand why all over the world appreciate Russian literature, lovely I has written poem, which has lighted you, I shall try to translate on English
Hi my love, hi
You have not learnt, and it's I
Your love has come to you
Searching so there are a lot of years, you one
And I here, I shall not leave
And you sit down
I should much tell, to you about that as I love
Though what for I do not want, to prove to you love
You see you see
Though it is necessary look, eyes close and in this complete darkness
By hand me mention
You hear this knock
It is hearts are knocked on paradise
And a door you do not close
And better it is wider than them open
Lovely excuse, but I can not continue, because my eyes are completely
filled with tears, lovely I am afraid of tomorrow's day, tomorrow I to work
Last day. I shall wait your letter. You can help in ours
Love?! Thousand kisses.

Yours Yana.

Letter 11

Hello my love .....
For me the large happiness to receive your letter.
I hope, that your day is very good.
.....please do not worry about money.
I have not changed about you of the opinion. You as my love, you in my heart.
I very much would like to communicate with you more more often, but I have no such opportunity.
Now very much many have with money of difficulty. Likely I am very silly, that has asked You about the help. Or it is simple you have no aspiration to see me.
I do not know what to think. Probably you inform me about it in more detail.
Still I think, that you have no trust to me.
In this case, I must go home if we do not solve our problem up to 16 numbers. 16 Numbers I was supposed to fly to you.
But I think that we are not destined to meet. I'll be back home.
So I had to sell his laptop to get the money back, my boss.
For me it's not easy to do. But I have no choice. I spend all the money I've had. Now I do not know how things will be able to write to you!
I am very hurt and I'm terrified!
But I shall prove to you the love.
But I do not know how to do it! I do not even have the opportunity to write to you further I wait your answer.
Love and kiss.
Your bride.

Letter 12

The first name: Yana
The last name: Kisileva
Russia, 422530,
Zelenodolsk, Stolichnaya str. 23
When you will send transfer it is possible not to write the address.
Easier to specify Russia and a name, a surname!
Soon we'll be together forever. I'll write you how to get money!

Letter 13

My dear, today I was very tired and sleepy. My flight is postponed to another date.
I love you and wait for our meeting. I write more to you tomorrow.
With love your princess

Itinerary: Moscow - Atlanta (GA)

Route Moscow (DME) - Washington (IAD):
Airline: United Airlines (UA)
Flight number: UA965
Departure: 18.04.2011 12:45, from Domodedovo Arpt (DME)
Arrival: 18.04.2011 15:32, to Washington Dulles Intl (IAD)

Route Washington (IAD) - Atlanta (GA) (ATL):
Airline: United Airlines (UA)
Flight number: UA7260
Departure: 18.04.2011 22:05, from Washington Dulles Intl (IAD)
Arrival: 18.04.2011 23:46, to Hartsfield Intl Arpt (ATL)

Letter 14

Hello my dear and beloved Tim.
I tell you the bad news. I do not get customs!
When I was close to my plane, customs detain me.
My did not let out of Russia, because I do not have a international insurance. I do not have international insurance. This law was adopted in connection with terrorism and disaster throughout the world. If you watch the news, the recently our airport Domodedovo was a big explosion. Likewise, Japan suffers earthquake and tsunamis. Now our country has adopted a new rule for the citizens which fly in the foreign countries carry the international insurance.
I carry only the Russian insurance. Before departure for the far citizens abroad, our country was enough to carry only Russian insurance.
one more day has passed also to me very sadly because we not together, all day I thought of you.
My say to the Russian customs, the price of international insurance $ 650. Tim, you gotta help me. I tell you immediately that $ 650 I will not be able to return. I will buy International insurance.
I hope that all will be good and for our feelings will not be barrier and we shall meet soon.
I was interested in my ticket. My say that I can change my ticket April 21. In the near future are no tickets. All tickets booked.
Sorry for my brief letter to you. I feel blue and i very tired! I look forward to your reply.
With love yours Yana.

Letter 15

My dear Tim, I'm very sad! I've been in seventh heaven.
I thought that soon I'll be yours. I really wanted to take a bath and talking with you all night long! Tell me the bad news. I can not fly to you without my International insurance. I request the friend again to help me.
She agreed to give me only $ 350. She is no more.
You must help me. I do not have $ 300. My flight in three days.
I'm in a bad mood. I have only one thought - YOU! I do not know what to do.
My heart bleeds. I must ask again your help.
I know that you could help me. We love each other with all my heart!
Your Yana!

Letter 16

I love you very much and I think that you will do everything for our future!
In the same way I do everything possible for us with you!
My time in Internet cafes will expire soon and I must go.
Write to me .... I am waiting for your answer!

Letter 17

For me it's embarrassing that you do not trust me. But if you is important.
I'm going home now to her friend and take my paper to send to you!

Letter 18

I do not understand why you do not trust me? If you type any Russian name in the search, give you the same information. I understand that in Russia there are many scams.
They are only disgracing Russia!
I give you the name Yana Kisileva and on my passport to write Yana Kiselyov. I tell you that the Russian language is no difference. If I was not real, then I could not get your money that you send me!
I'm just tired of proving their loyalty to you! I'm tired, that you do not trust me!
Then I from you do not need anything and I go home in Zelenodolsk.
Know what I have done everything possible to be with you! You broke my heart!
Yours sincerely yours Yana

Letter 19

I do not know what to do! You do not trust! I wanted you to see me.
I bought a computer with a camera. I just expected more. I wanted to be near you!
I would like better! You disappoint me! I am alone in a strange city.
I am here alone. I am very tired. I'm going to go home.
You have refused to meet me when we've gone through everything!
I so wanted to meet his own love ................................
Once again, to deceive me and leave one!
You remain forever in my heart!