Letter(s) from Julia Budakova to Jaap (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Greetings my dear Jaap!!!!!
I very much like when you write me the letters! I very much like to read them! In the last letter it was very difficult for me for you to speak about it, but I want to be with you fair! As very difficult life seemed to me at me, it is very difficult for me to speak, but I should collect all forces and tell to you everything as I already spoke you that at me there is a senior sister she the private life will be married and at it already! When I was born us one mum grew, I never saw a lot the father, and I do not know even where it and that with it. It has thrown us when to me was less year. I do not know why it so have badly made, there can be it was frightened of the responsibility!
I punched it to find, but search was negative. My mum has died in the winter of 1995, it had illness very much widespread in Russia,
"Diabetes" and doctors could not do anything! And after that I have decided to become the doctor and have acted in the Kazan Medical college! After death of my mum I for a long time did not want to have attitudes, I would like a solitude! But then I have understood that I cannot be all life in loneliness! I for a long time searched suitable for the man, but in Kazan men only and know how to drink vodka. I would not want that father of my children was the alcoholic! I think that alcohol is terrible illness! I when do not drink some vodka, and I shall not do it, as it very strongly spoils an organism! I tried to create the attitudes with the man, but anything from this have not left! And on this I have decided to try to find the man from other country! You can tell to me a little about your habits? As I would like to learn about your family! I very much wait from you for the letter, and I wish to learn about you more!
Your sincere Katya