Letter(s) from Tatyana Yupikova to Stefan (USA)

Letter 1

Dear Stefan,
Here is just s little something to tell you how much and miss you and how often I think about you dear...You are always in my every thought,in my words and you even influence my actions dear.You have really changed my world and turned it into a fantasy,one that I would really love to see come true eventually.If only you know how happy I am that we met here on this site and how badly I want us to spend the rest of our lives together.I really miss you and sitting here at home,alone makes me even miss you and think about you more.
So how is my Prince doing today?Hope all is fine and that your week has started and is going well?Please write to me as soon as you can and do return my million kisses to you,
Tania

Letter 2

Dear Stefan,
Hot and sensual kiss to the lips dear,how about if I bite hold of your lower lip while we kiss,would you like that dear?I just wanted to drop you a note and remind you that I shall be waiting for you to come keep me company and fill my heart with warmth after which you can give me a very warm and long back and shoulder massage then tuck me in for the night...This was something that I was not able to do yesterday night and I just had to send the letter to you on time today before the server goes down once again.I am having problems with my internet connection:(.
Normally I do not like to go to sleep very early on Fridays and weekends,I like to stay up late,talk,see movies or hang out with friends.How about you dear,Do you go to bed early normally?If we were together,would you stay up with me late into the night?I shall always be by your bed side to do all these things to you before you go to bed if you want me to dear..,all you have to do is ask:)).Would you like me to do such things and more to you dear before you go to bed???I hope you do.I shall look forward to your letter.Missing you a lot and kissing you even more and more,
Tania

Letter 3

Dear Stefan,
Hello there sweetest! I just hope that you have not forgotten about me nor found someone else to replace me.I know that I have not written to you here for a long time now and I want you to know that for some time now,I have been hovering from one problem to another and this is really killing me.I work myself up to make ends meet but still have problems all the same.I just do not know what is happening to me.I just did not write to you because I would not like to borther you with my problems but I cannot hold it inside any longer.I know that I am strong,but this is just too much.I just wish I was with you and everything was alright and we were happy together finally.As I write you this letter,I am almost at the verge of shedding tears even.It is really very hard and difficult.
Please do forgive me if I have done anything to hurt you in the past or maybe ignore your letters,believe me,it was never my intention.I have a lot of things going on in my mind right now and the worst of them ll is how to set all my problem straight.I might send you letters with a lot of smiles and you might think that I am happy,no,the letter just covers what I really am facing.I know that it is not right and I have no right asking you for your support but believe me,I cannot do this on my own any longer.I would break down pretty soon and I really need your help,support and most importantly,your love.I want us to meet badly already in person before the year runs out,God willing.I really hope that this letter meets you well and that you would reply as soon as possible.kisses,
your Tania
By the way,we could set a date and chat on skype every once in a while if you wish dear.I would get someone to install the program for me on my computer.The only problem is that I do not have a camera,neither do I have a microphone.But I guess I can borrow or buy someday.

Letter 4

Dear Stefan,
Yes sweetheart,I am at home and I want to thank you first of all for writing back,it really is nice to know that you have not forgotten me.Hope your weekend has ended very well dear.Mine went pretty well and Monday was a public holiday here in Ukraine because it is the Victory Day here.I went to the park tomorrow to watch the match-past and see the fire works.There were a lot of open air barbeques and men that fought in the war in their uniforms with all the medals received.Was really be a day full of fun and I just wish that you were here to spend the day walking through the park with me.
Baby,I would try to install skype so that we can talk.I am an architect dear and not a technician:(.Well,I know that it is not right of me to ask and beg you for a little support or assistance or any kind financially.I am even very ashamed to be asking you such.I really hope that you would not be angry or mad at me for my silly request.The thing is,I have always had everything in my life under control but I rent an apartment and the girl I used to live with has moved to another city not I pay the rent on my own.But I have not been able to make payment for the second month now and the landlord has given me the last date before which if I do not pay,he would evict me.At the moment,I am searching for another cheaper apartment for one person,so also am I searching for a new apartment-mate to live with and share the rent.I had a serious fight with my parents some while back because the always like to control my life and things I do,which I do not like at all.Because of this reason,they are the last people on my mind that I could ask for financial assistance.I am so sorry for putting you in the middle of my crisis.If you cannot help,I would understand,but if you can assist me with anything at all,no matter how small.I would be more that thankful,grateful and most of all would be indebted to you.Please do write back as soon as you can dear.Thoughts,Tania

Letter 5

Dear Stefan,
Sweetheart,I have from now till early Monday morning to settle my debt with my landlord or else he would evict me before the end of next week.I have been promising him time and again that I would settle out but he says that Monday is the last day after which he would evict me immediately with no questions asked.I owe him about 850$ and should give him at least half the amount on or before Monday morning so that he would relax and II would have enough time to settle the rest later...Please do understand that I would not like to go running to my parents asking them for money now after what we have gone through.That would just be a greater reason to control my life,they would just keep telling me that they told me.They would try to dictate what to do next with my life and I cannot stand that dear,please do help me out with anything that you can.I would pay you back in anyway I can when we meet in person,I assure you this.
Normally the banking transfer system here in Ukraine is rather slow and takes about 4-5 days before transfer from outside the country is completed,because of this reason,please if you would like to send me anything,could you please do it through Western Union money transfer.So how much would you be able to send to me dear so that I would know what my fate would be like before Monday?My phone number is +380506965831.Please reply as soon as possible.Kisses,
your Tania

Letter 6

Dear Stefan,
If you happen to doubt me and think I am a liar,then what is the point calling me.Thanks a lot once again for giving me high hopes at first,I actually thought you were serious.I do not think you are stupid,you can either say "yes,I would help you" or "No I would not and cannot help you" period.No heart feelings,I am not going to force you to do what you do not wish to do.

Letter 7

Dear Stefan,
You do not sound stupid,you are just being realistic and cautious,this is very good.There are a lot of things that you are still yet to know about me dear,you would only like me more and more.I just hope that you are not pulling my legs again and giving me more false high hopes.
Have you ever been to Ukraine?Ukraine really is a lawless country unlike yours.Just imagine what I am going through with my landlord?No 3 weeks quit notice for me but instant eviction.If you would send the money through western Union can you please do it today so that I would have it either today or early Monday morning because banks do not work on Sundays here but on Saturdays,western union money transfer can be received.You would have to send it through my colleagues details because without my passport,I cannot withdraw it and my passport is with my landlord.Imagine that he seized it from me so that I do not run away without settling the bills that I owe him,but when I give him at least half on Monday he would return it.
I have already told her that I would need her details to withdraw money through western union and she said it is ok as long as it is not stolen money:).So what would it be Stefan,should I give you here details or lose hope of you assisting me completely.Please reply.Kisses,
Tania

Letter 8

Dear Stefan,
Thank you very much for always being very honest to me and for the advise,don't worry,you are not preaching at all and I would do exactly as you have said,I do not need such a landlord,I would leave as soon as I settle what I owe him.You never bother me Stefan,in fact I totally agree with you that there is nothing more valuable than personal independence and freedom.From the way you write,I can tell that you are very wise and I would like you to always advise me if need be,please.Ok!
Here are the details that you would need to make the transfer and could you please state the amount that you transfer so that we would avoid any mix-ups when we go to the bank to withdraw it.
Recipient's name: Ejikeme Okoye
Recipients address: Simferopol,Ukraine.
I really do not know what words to say to thank you for your help.I do hope that you are having yourself a good weekend?Hope to hear from you soon.Kisses,
Tania