Letter(s) from Cristina Sadia to David (USA)

Letter 1

My Dear David,

Hello! My full name is Ms. Cristina A. Sadia and I was often called by my nick name Cristin. I was able to find your name in Filipino Cupid and I like what you say about yourself and to the lady you are looking for. I hope that this correspondence will continue. You probably have seen my profile, but there's so much that a profile cannot tell you that I felt helpless writing it because it cannot convey the inner person. I hope that this letter give you sort of idea of who I really am. I’m a full bloodied Filipino citizen, having fair complexion, 26 years old and a Christian-Catholic. In fact being born Roman Catholic was a deep personal choice of me and my family as well, I believed that Catholicism offered the best chance and pointed the best way towards living a good moral conscientious life that me and my family wanted to lead. My faith is very important to me because it guides me in most things I do, and think would be very much the poorer for it. I want to clarify this that yes I am a spiritual person who believes in the existence of God. But I have high respect to people who are not believers in God but have always been spiritual. What is important is that we both share the vision of world peace and the respect to all the people.

I just came from a very simple family that my parents are only selling fish and vegetables in the market. I was hoping to use my time to really get to know someone before getting married. Why am I telling you this? I think it's because from what I've heard, many men and women on Internet romance sites want to get married quickly, and i do want you to give you the full picture before you make any decisions. On my part, I don’t like to make quick decisions regarding matters of the heart. I believe it really takes time to know someone, and who they are from the inside out, so I am willing to invest my time and effort it takes to do that. Marriage is a one time thing for me, and I’m very determined to make my husband and children happy, that I will do my best to make sure that I will also help my loving husband to be to put in everything I've got because to me, human and especially family relationships are the most precious relationships in the world. I do hope the time frame does not put you off, I am not here to play games, I am here in Filipino Cupid to look for a partner for life.

What kind of a woman am I? I am a quiet person, given to reflection very often, and am quite shy among company, but open up once I get to know someone. I have a very good sense of humor, sometimes a little quirky and weird, but always in good clean fun. My nephews and my nieces love having me around because I’m the aunt who keeps them laughing despite their hectic lives in school. I love them as if they were my own kids and I long to have my own family one-day. I love reading, movies (big movie fan), i don’t like crowded places too much, and just having friends and family around because I enjoy their company, When i go out, I prefer a quiet dinner rather than a crowded place because it gives me chance to know a person better in good conversation, and pay all the attention in the world to them rather than a crowded place where i can't give them the attention they deserve. In fact, I would prefer to cook the dinner or picnic myself, and have a candlelight dinner on a quiet beach! That would be my idea of a perfect Valentine's Day dinner! I'm a good cook and I am very adventurous because I love to try out new recipes straight out of a book! I am a thoughtful person, meaning I've often found myself caring more about others than even about myself! I must be a good listener, because friends and classmates always come to me for advice: it means a lot to me that they trust me that much, but it also meant that for a long time, I spent so much time advising people on relationships that i forgot about having one of my own! I've had one serious relationship in the past (yes, only one), and it lasted for 5 years, but it didn't work out.... because the guy has been flirting with other girls beyond my knowledge and one of them got pregnant to my surprise. As a religious devotee, I don't want to ruin family life. I prefer to suffer the anguish of a painful heart than seeing newborn baby without a father on his side. It was tragic but it's a reality I must face with all bravery because it is not yet the end of the world. Perhaps, destiny has its own plan for me with YOU...as a lifelong partner for life.

Basically, in life we want the perfect companion. Someone that can share our views and dreams without the vacillation of not being able to reciprocate our good intentions.

I love your open-mindedness and honesty. These are the traits that I am yearning to find in a guy who can make me feel that I am someone very special to him. It is very difficult to find someone like this especially on someone who is honest. There are only few honest men around and most often, men do bark on the wrong tree with their ostentatious parade of charm, wealth and intelligence. I feel that you are not like them, if I surmise. Nonetheless, I am placing my aces forward into knowing you better that kicks off into friendship and when the opportune time comes, we can play sweet music together. I don't go for someone who is arrogant and introvert whose tales of oneself is confined on I am this and I am that. You don't have to be pretentious of who you are because sincerity and honesty can be the factors to hit the bull's eyes of the heart of any lady. I am not the typical domesticated lady but I am conservative on my views on marriage and family life that my culture in the Philippines has polished my formative years in education. I have a high dream of finishing my course in BS Nursing, but, I believe that poverty and frustrations are not hindrances to success. I am determined to help elevate my family's way of living by working hard in a legal way without fooling someone or somebody. And if given the chance to pursue my studies, I will do my best to show to him that every penny will not be in vain. I have experiences financial difficulties in life but these have helped me become independent and reliant to continue living in this world with courage and glee. God has not created me in this world, through my loving parents, not to become useless. As the trite maxim says, "Hope springs eternal in the human breast", I am optimistic that things will turn out right for my elderly parents and younger siblings who have dependent on me as their bread and butter. I may not offer the opulence of King Midas but I am giving my trust, loyalty, understanding, care, concern and love to all people. I do not exercise prejudice on anybody. Who am I to be like this? Isn't it that all of us are sinners and yet, we have been cleansed when Jesus Christ died on the cross for our sins? As said in the Bible, "Anyone who has no sin may cast the first stone to the sinner."

I don’t want to overwhelm you with information in the 1st and second letters because some things are better left discovered rather than said. Getting to know someone is a process of discovery, and I think that this will happen during the course of our correspondence, which I will hope will continue. I may not be that beautiful and sexy stranger you've always wanted, but I've always felt that in marriage, people always look for less superficial things than that. I am really sincere about beginning a friendship with you, and hope that in due course, that it will turn into something bigger and more meaningful, and ultimately longer lasting than life itself. God always means certain things for us in life: one of my favorite sayings is this one from St. Francis of Assisi: "GOD grants me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference." Even if this doesn't work out, or you don't want to continue this correspondence, we've both gained new friends, and that's always a good thing.

If you reply tell, tell me who you are, what your hopes and dreams are, so that I can get to know the real you. if you're going to be here for me every step of the way, i will have to know you better than I know myself even! What are your goals in life, both personally and professionally? What do you do now, and where do you see yourself 1 year from now?

Dave, you don’t have to answer everything at once! As I've said, discovering your partner will take a long time, so I’m going to end this letter with a poem that I hope will show you how happy I am to make your acquaintance: Your friend is your needs answered. He is your field, which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving. And he is your board and your fireside. For you come to him with your hunger, and you seek him for peace. When your friend speaks his mind you fear not the "nay" in your own mind, nor do you withhold the "aye". And when he is silent your heart ceases not to listen to his heart; for without words, in friendship, all thoughts, all desires, all expectations are born and shared, with joy that is unclaimed. When you part from your friend, you grieve not; For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence, as your emptiness. And in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasure. For in the dew of little things the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain. And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit. For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net cast forth: and only the unprofitable is caught. And let your best be for your friend. If he must know the ebb of your tide, let him know its flood also. For what are you’re need but not he heart finds its morning and is refreshed. I hope you like the poem: I'm very pleased to meet you, David. God Bless!!!

Your Loving Friend,
Ms. Cristina Sadia

Letter 2

My Dearest Dave ,

There can be no happier day in my life than today when I received a message coming from you. My happiness knew no bounds, words being inadequate or too weak to describe my feelings. So, you could just imagine how much interest you have wakened in me for having a distant friend. It is my honor that you find my message adorable especially coming from you.

Well, my dexterity in writing has been polished in the passage of time. It has been honed since I became a student journalist way back in my formative years of my primary, secondary and my unfinished tertiary education. Besides I am a voracious reader who always likes to spend my spare time reading books.

I am so happy that you have appreciated what I have written in my letter. Everything I have written are the truth about what I feel and think. I am so glad that you have respected my decision that we should start out as an acquaintance, then into becoming the best of friends, before we jump together into a very special relationship we both want to have in the future.

You can call me Honey Cristin if you want to. I will never deprive someone like you of calling me that way. In fact, I am much honored to be called by that name because it is my first time to experience someone calling me Honey especially from a foreigner. You know the word 'HONEY' rings a bell to my hear. It seems that I am blessed to have someone respecting and admiring me not for my looks and feminity but because I am a sincere person worthy of respect, care and love.

Everyone deserves someone. I believe marriage to be an equal relationship and every decision to be a joint one. I think open communication is a major key to a happy and successful relationship, although I am a soft spoken, and I am a better listener than speaker. So I want to be your friend, partner and confidante. I am interested with you to become my special friend because I feel that there is chemistry between the two of us, which makes this communication livelier and exciting. I am happier if you are open to the possibility of accepting me to be your special someone. But I must say that it is not just love at an instant because I don't even know you better and so I am to you; nonetheless, this correspondence will head off to what we both want to achieve- that is becoming special with each other.

Both of us are but humans to live suffer and enjoy the vicissitudes of life. Both of us and most of us humans have the same emotional passions (since we were endowed with enough of this world that is the yearning for the warmth of human friendship:) Since the moment each of us was conscious of the exultant and affectionate meaning of friendship, we apparently imbued in our minds a set of ideals as to who must be our acquaintances.

My set of ideals have guided me more than once in selecting my intimate friends and consequently one of these ideals concern the names of my friends. Sometimes a name gives startling effects. The way you give its enunciation, its sweet rhythm, each has a forceful effect on one. To me your name ~David~ is more than that with its unfathomable simplicity. It is music to my ears even when I proclaim through to the Seven Winds ----- Dave you’re indeed a friend, I hope you wouldn’t mind my calling you a friend. But now I fear that my humble self might be a flop for your acquaintance.

My greatest desire however is to have friends, faithful ones especially and the simple beginning. I hope this will blossom into some lasting friendship.

Being the eldest in the family, I have become the father and mother to my younger siblings. You know Filipino culture teaches the eldest to be heedful and mindful of the needs of the siblings. This makes me responsible to provide their needs and take good care of them by giving not only material satisfaction, which I am doing at my best, but also the spiritual and moral guidance they all deserve.

I hate playing love intrigues because I am a lady who abhors fooling someone.. I am a firm believer that respect begets respect. As a Filipina rose in a conservative family, my mind is set to believe that love is not a matter of fun but a matter of fidelity and respect. I don't want to have bad luck in boomerang. That's why; I must admit that I am sincere in my intention to find someone who can love me not because I have a face like this and that. Beauty is futile when character is rude. I am so impressed if ever you have high respect for women. It is very important to me also because if I were to become your wife, I expect you to treat me with love, care, understanding and respect. Respecting a woman like me is like respecting your mother and your daughter (if ever you have). After all, we all came out from the womb of our mother who had nurtured us with love for 9 months.

I am willing to give my love, understanding, care and respect to you that do not find any season to bestow. I am not only there for you during good times but as well as during bad times because I am here to stay beside you through the years of my life. My mother has shown this to my father up to now even they are already old.

I hope that you will find Asian women to be the representation of the feminine ideals. Just call it nurturing concepts of giving love, care, understanding and respect that do not recognize certain creed, tradition and culture. As a Filipina, I am thought to be respectful to others. I believe my religion has something to do with it. As a devoted Roman Catholic, it is a sin to fool someone.

I am hoping that this correspondence will not stop here. I do hope you and I will get the chance to know each other better and perhaps, we will meet to share beautiful views on happy family and marriage life.

I am so elated with your decision to let me think it over before I will decide our fate in the bond of being sweetheart. Of course, it has to start with us becoming friends. I don't want that we end up abhorring each other one day because we have neglected to know each other better.

Besides, it takes a decisive action on my part. But can you wait for sometime before we go deeper in our relationship? But it will not be that long. Promise!!! As you know, I am pre-occupied with helping my family and myself. I do hope it doesn't bother you for me to talk about myself and family. I just want to have someone to confide with about things that I want to say but have not the courage to do it because I don't have the closest friends to share with. Besides, I feel that you can be someone whom I can share my laughter’s, and pains.

Again, I am the eldest child in the family... My parents are market vendors... We are not rich financially and materially but I am proud that my parents have taught me and my siblings that good values in life..... I am living alone and away from my family because of my work....It is very hard to be the breadwinner in our family. My mom is 65 years old and my step father is 75 years old. They do not work and they just stay at home.. They are no longer those active and strong parents as they used to be 15 years ago. They have started feeling something different in their body. As the eldest, I am concern of sending my younger siblings to schools. That's God I did. All of them were already graduated from high school and now in college. I am so happy that we are healthy and strong except for some complains we children are accustomed of hearing from our parents.

To tell you more about myself, I am working 6 days a week... I am working as a human resource assistant.. I stop studying nursing because of financial constraints.. My mother and my father can not longer send me to back and finish my nursing studies…I am working from Mondays to Saturdays from 8:00am to 12:00noon and from 1:00pm to 5:00pm as a clerk in a private office. I have been working here for 6 years now when I stop my studies. I want to become a full fledged nurse but the only problem that I am facing right now is how I could finish it by attending the required 1 month nursing seminar in Manila as part of the nursing curricula. I know professional nurses are in demand abroad and are earning much. I am very active, fun to be with, loyal, caring, honest and loving. I always make it a point that I earned the respect of other people. I spend my leisure time or rest day by doing household chores.

I am fortunate to work as a clerk in one of the companies here in our place but in a contractual basis or the contract will be terminated every after 6 months. The work is OK but the compensation is not enough to support our basic daily needs. My step younger brother working a part time job in a small grocery store here. I always tell them to be productive and take every opportunity with interest and love. Work is a gift to humanity. This I firmly believe. Every one of us should value it by loving the work we do. I want you to know that my family and I are not materially rich but we are rich in good moral values in life.. We have good dignity and we are always proud of it.

I do have a yahoo messenger but I am so busy with work that I can’t spend time chatting to you and even to Skype conversation. Besides, I don’t have my own personal computer that I can use to chat at night when I am off from work. I am using my work’s computer. The best way for us to communicate is through my friend’s mobile phone. If this is not suitable for you Honey, then I can’t do anything and I guess, we have to stop this communication. But always know that I am so happy to have known you because you are such a very wonderful person.

Till here . Hope to hear from you soon . Don't forget to take good care of yourself. You should always be happy. Stay happy and don't forget to pray for God's grace that one day a Special woman will make up for the chasm that is in your heart. Well i am already prepared for marriage if ever i will be able to find my lifetime partner here, and for relocating to other country is not a problem for me.

What keep you busy these days? How’s your work? What are your interests? The movie you love to watch and the food you want to eat?

I hope you will find time to answer these.

Thanks for being here for me and I hope you will not be dispirited about me sharing the things/situations I have. Please always remember that, “I am here as someone you can rely on no matter what seasons of the year it is." Smile :)

This letter might be getting too tiresome and its goal has been achieved. May you not deprive this letter of mine of your sweet answer? Take Care and May GOD bless you always...

Your Loving Friend,
Ms. Cristina Sadia

Letter 3

DEAREST MY SWEET Honey David ,

How are you my Honey David ? Actually I just finished reading your reply and it really made my day. At last! A man who shares the same values as I do. I really appreciated your honesty and straightforwardness. I really like that in a person. I agree with you that we should get to know each other better and start off as friends, in this way you will learn to understand me, and I will have a better perspective of you. I cannot wait to know more about you, you seem like an interesting person with a life worth knowing. Reading your reply made me have a better understanding of you as a person. I t is very comforting to know that you are very open minded and not biased when it comes to race and culture. I can understand why you are choosy. A man of your stature and position deserves a woman who is also above the average. You seem to have a very busy schedule, and I guess that's what made you open to all possibilities and yet strive for the best.

Honey David , It makes my heart smile knowing that you look forward to reading my letters. I can't begin to describe the feeling of knowing that someone is looking beyond what it seen and delving deeper into the person, who I really am. I have put my heart and soul into writing and its bliss to tell you about me, my feelings. Let me open the door to my life and welcome you inside. I felt this very special connection with you that's why the words flow out like a river bursting from my soul. You make me feel very special Honey David and I hope I will not make promises, but I truly intend to be one with you. No walls, no facades, just me, heart, mind and soul. I welcome each day with the thought that a letter from you is waiting to be read. And as I read it, it seems like you're here with me. I can see your face, and that smile that brings a twinkle in my eye, and a renewed energy to my steps. I read your letters over and over, after each time, I feel more connected to you. It's like I've known you all my life. I think GOD has heard my prayers Honey David and it brought you to me as a sweet surprise. The sweetest in my life.

Honey David , I am a modern woman who is striving hard to earn my keep and survive in this rat race. Life in this small city can be tough at times, but I have learned to keep my head up the water and swim. I also have my share of dreams that have been swept under the rug. I was studying to be a nurse in a local college and had to give up this dream because I had to work; I had to make a choice of either staying in school and starve, or find a job and learn to survive. Practical instincts told me to choose the latter. So here I am, working as a contractual office clerk in a private manufacturing company here in our place, working hard but being paid poorly.

On the lighter side, I try to have some fun. All work and no play can leave me to be dull person .I love seafood’s .I prefer fish to meat and try to get it from the market as fresh as it could be. I also love to cook and spend time in the kitchen when time and budget allows it. I also like to read about places and people, it makes me feel as if I’ve traveled a lot, though i can’t afford to. I hate dishonesty, procrastinators, and bigots. I believe that there is still goodness even in the worst of persons and times, I am an optimist, I see no sense in seeing just the negative aspect of a situation, and I look beyond what is there. I also have this soft side. I am a very nurturing person but I can also lay down the line when needed. You will hopefully know more about me as we exchange letters over the net, since this is the most convenient way for us at the moment. By the way Honey David , once again I have a friend who has her own mobile phone. I know she will be kind enough to let us use it as another means for us to communicate. I'll tell her about this arrangement. You can call me at her number +639496944171. The most convenient time would be 8:00PM - 10:00PM in the evening Philippine time. Don’t worry, she won’t mind. I also want to hear your voice; it makes things more personal for me. And it will be a more open form of communication for us. I wish to hear from you soon. I want us to continue correspondence and let the tides of destiny take its course. Take good care of yourself. And always be here waiting for your next letter and praying that someday soon, we will have our happy ending. You’re safety and well being is always in my prayers. Take Care & God Bless you always....!!!

Your Sweet Loving Honey ,
Ms. Cristina Sadia

Letter 4

Hello To My One & Only Future Husband to be Honey David ,
How are you there now? I am doing fine here . Better than ever. Now because of a very special reason. It is with great joy that I writes to you today. I have had a few days to think of all that I said in all my loving messages to you. I don't know how to say things correctly, or if you can really understand, but....I will try . Please...as you read this...take what I say now with care and seriousness, because I mean every word that I write. May our Almighty God be my witness !!!

Honey David , My Sweetheart , Honey David ! My heart is bursting to tell you this. I can not keep it in. I feel I must say it no matter what. You have touched the very center of my heart with your words and have awakened in me such feelings and admiration that I thought would never happen again. I have been given a glimpse into your heart by all that you have written so far and it has been overwhelming. I am amazed sometimes at my own reaction to you. What have you done to my heart ?

I could not get you out of my mind all this time and I doubt I can ever. I can now appreciate what you wrote it was powerful. It is clear to me now. I read your love letters over and over again and I am so much honored with your heart genuine intention to me. I took in every word and felt your love and let that speak to my heart. And speak it did. It shouted at me saying...."this soul that is writing to you is truly precious and special! God has revealed him to you! Do not be a fool and pass him by! He possesses a lovely soul and it deserves another good soul to love and care for him!" So I said to myself..."If I can only have that honor!"

No, Honey David , I am the one who is honored by you. You can't imagine. I find myself looking upon your pictures for long moments. All I think about is how I can find ways to show my love for you. You have opened up door to my soul that I never thought anyone could. You, Honey David , have stolen MY heart! I long to connect with that soul I perceive exists behind your lovely eyes. I think I could stare into your eyes and be lost in the joy of them! You inspire so much joy, peace, and love in me. As I have said, it takes a special person to unlock the door to my heart and soul....and so you have. I can not deny it. I do not want a man to be just my keeper as many women want. I desire a true and genuine partner, a true soul to join with and become one with as our Lord has taught. I know you want that too. You understand the path of true love. Please, let us make something truly wonderful together! I mean that from the bottom of my heart!

I say these all of this relying on the infinite mercy of God that you will accept them and embrace my feelings and regard for you. I know well the possibility that you may not agree and reject me. It does not matter. What I feel is the truth and I only deal with what is true. Honey David , you have been given my heart, please keep it next to yours and keep it safe! A woman rarely exposes her heart like this, especially one who has had it trampled upon by evil people.

I respect and admire you so much. Please keep up the correspondence. If you have any questions at all, no matter what they are, just ask me and I will always answer you truthfully. There is so much to write and so much to learn. We have plenty of time to grow in love and knowledge. Let us make the best of it! You have my admiration, respect and love. Will you accept it, My sweet and loving Honey David ?

In the meantime, know that you are thought of and dreamed of by me far away. Know that you strive for the day you will meet me in person and hope very soon, and embrace me tenderly and be able to show your affection to me personally. You, Honey David , are not a dream come true, but a prayer that was answered. I thank God that I have met you!

I have written these things out of the love and special ness I feel for you. Nothing more. If you ignore them....so be it. I have only spoken from my heart. May God keep you in his hands and the Blessed Mother love you in Her heart! Thank you for giving me a ray of hope in this dark world! I love the sound of Ms. Cristina Sadia and Mr. David ! Because I have fallen in love with you..... !!!

With new found love and promise to keep it forever,
Ms. Cristina Sadia

Letter 5

My Dear Honey David ,

Thank you for the wonderful reply my dear Honey David , I hope you had a wonderful day today, You know Honey David I was very moved to your very reassuring message and that would really meant a lot to me and showed me that you were as serious as I am regarding our relationship. As I went back to the site today; I have only been there to reply and told all the people who have interest to me that I have found my true one love. My heart tells me everyday that our love will continue to grow and we will be together as a family. I look forward to the day and hope it is soon. You are the only man that I want or will give my love to and I write to no others, only you have my heart and love and I want you to know that it will stay that way. I will forever stay honest, loyal and sincere to you for all my life. You will know that you can always trust me to be yours and only yours. I hope that makes you feel how special you are to me. Our dream will come true, I promise, we will be that happiest family in the world; I know this will be true. I have the same values as you do regarding our relationship and they will never fail. How happy I would be if you could come home to me from work every day and hold me in your arms and tell ME how much you missed me that day. Then spend every moment of time with me, not even wanting to fall asleep because you would be afraid of missing that precious amount of time we would have together. I want you to be the first thing I see in the mornings and the last thing I see when I go to sleep in the evenings. Would you like that also? Remember, our love is the link that holds our two hearts together and if I could put into words how you make me feel when I think of you, I would be talking forever. You're all that I need and want, Dearest Honey David , I live for the day that I can sit next to you and whisper into your ear and tell you that I love you, and kiss you ever so lightly but passionately on your lips, and to look into your beautiful eyes as you take my breath away. I live for that first look into your eyes, that first passionate kiss, that first embrace, to spend a lifetime with you and to grow old with you, loving you for all times from now to eternity. From the very first moment I read your letter, I knew you were my destiny. None have ever captured my attention so fully or made my heart skip a beat the way it did when I read it. I close my eyes and see your smile light up the entire room, your laughter so delightfully contagious and your mere presence warming my heart and soul. I have no doubt you are the man God made especially for me to share life with. Each day that passes me by only makes my love for you grow stronger. Though we may struggle through our separation by distance, please remember my love for you know no boundaries. It will continue to stretch across any ocean and over every grain of sand between us to get to you. Till I am able to write to you again, remember you are always in my thoughts and prayers. Love you baby with all my heart.

Always & Forever Yours in LOVE,
Mrs. Cristina A. Sadia

Letter 6

My Sweet Angel Honey David ,

How are you my Sweet Honey David ? Fortunately, another beautiful day has come by to me. This makes me feel that I am like in cloud 9 while reading your loving and very reassuring letter. I am overflowing of constant joy deep in my mind because of your sweet and caring words to me that are full of inspirations. I must admit that you are a good poet describing your innermost thoughts and emotions the ultimate gist of it is your unfailing Love to me.

Honey David , I am keeping up to my heart's pledge that I will be in constant communication with you. As far as I am concerned, you are one understanding man who values work. I guess this is what is expected from us, working man and woman who really need to work in order to provide for our needs today and in the future.

You have been a very special part of my life . You have changed the way I look at things. You make me feel that it is very preponderant to live with someone worth living and worth loving for. It is every lady's fondest dream to have a very happy life amidst gargantuan obstacles and impasse. This can only be realized when there is someone around to care and to love. I know that you are my present, and my future. Together, we will be trudging the road to happy family life in the near future. I staunchly believe in this because foremost of all; we have loved each other beyond physical attraction and infatuations. It is the beauty of loving a person's characters that is most important than the superficialities of one's looks that fades away in the passage of time. I have loved you more than you’re charming and handsome looks. It gives me the profound glee that you are thinking of having me there with you and becoming the mother of our beautiful and handsome sons and daughters around the house in our home. Oooppssss . I am now carried away to that nicest thing to happen in our lives Guess, this is what love does to me to yearn for the impossible to become possible... I know this is possible not probable neither impossible!!!

Honey David , I am very sensible with regard to know you better because this can give me the clear knowledge of who you are; however, this does not preclude my sincere interest to get along with you. As what I have said, I love you unconditionally. This is my oath in my heart. There is no other man in my life whom I will be loving most as like you. I am serious in loving you. Had I not been, I would not send you emails written passionately on the language of my heart, and my pictures. I want you to realize my Honey David that, you are my world and life. I have found my soul mate after so many years of chasm in my heart. Finally, Alas!!! You are now a part of my life for eternity. I hope that we both share the most profound happiness in this world because we know that we genuinely love each other. That we are here to care, understand, support, listen, guide and love each other.

My loving husband to be Honey David , any plan of being able to be with me here in my place in the future time to come is very touching. I am saddened that you really cannot go here because of the peace and order situation in my country. Insurgency and terrorism have taken fold in our midst that even Filipinos living here are much worried of their safety. But since, I have been born, raised and grow up here, I am accustomed to this unprecedented threat to peace and order condition. I could not hold not to quip that had all people learned how to respect, understand, and love others, this world would be the happiest abode for all of us. Honey David , I am really most concern on your safety that I don't want you to go here. I cannot forgive myself if something horrendous will befall to you in going here to visit me. It is better that I will be the one to go there in your place. If I will be there, we can be together in each others loving company. We will be telling each other wonderful stories more about ourselves, if I will be there with you. And when we wake up every morning, we can see each others loving face casting that sweetest smile and giving that warmth and passionate kiss. We will be passionately in love everyday as if there is no tomorrow.

Honey David , I am looking forward to the prospect of you getting me here so that we can be together there in your place. I don't have a passport but if you would like to help me to secure it, I am most willing and glad to process my passport the soonest time possible. Honey David , I love you through the end of my life and I am giving you my honesty and sincerity. And in the test of time, we are going to play sweet music in a house that is our home.

Honey David , I know that you will be really busy with work. But don't overwork and forget to take good care of yourself. Please bring extra small towel and shirt to change your shirt/uniform. If you are perspiring profusely, wipe your sweat with a small towel. I don't want you to get pneumonia. PLEASE take note of these reminders, or else I going to beat you in your butt !!! OK ... I don't want you to get sick. I always want my Honey David to stay physically and mentally healthy.

Before you go to work and sleep, I want you to kiss my picture. I want to feel your tender kiss on my cheek. And don't you forget to hug me in your dream. I will be hugging and kissing you too here, my Honey David . Like you, I have lots of affection and passion to offer to you. We will make love as passionate as it should be for both of us. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.......!!!

I want to leave you this saying from Theodore Reik, " LOVE is an attempt to change a piece of the dream world into reality". I hope that it pleases you, my Honey David .....:)!!!

Take good care of yourself. Give me a tender hug and kiss... My Honey David my future Sweet and Loving husband for Infinity...!!!

Loving Wife &SoulmateTo Be,
Mrs. Cristina Sadia

Letter 7

Hello To My One & Only Future Husband to be Honey DAVID ,

How are you there now? I am doing fine here . Better than ever. Now because of a very special reason. It is with great joy that I writes to you today. I have had a few days to think of all that I said in all my loving messages to you. I don't know how to say things correctly, or if you can really understand, but....I will try . Please...as you read this...take what I say now with care and seriousness, because I mean every word that I write. May our Almighty God be my witness !!!

Honey David , My Sweetheart , Honey David ! My heart is bursting to tell you this. I can not keep it in. I feel I must say it no matter what. You have touched the very center of my heart with your words and have awakened in me such feelings and admiration that I thought would never happen again. I have been given a glimpse into your heart by all that you have written so far and it has been overwhelming. I am amazed sometimes at my own reaction to you. What have you done to my heart ?

I could not get you out of my mind all this time and I doubt I can ever. I can now appreciate what you wrote it was powerful. It is clear to me now. I read your love letters over and over again and I am so much honored with your heart genuine intention to me. I took in every word and felt your love and let that speak to my heart. And speak it did. It shouted at me saying...."this soul that is writing to you is truly precious and special! God has revealed him to you! Do not be a fool and pass him by! He possesses a lovely soul and it deserves another good soul to love and care for him!" So I said to myself..."If I can only have that honor!"

No, Honey David , I am the one who is honored by you. You can't imagine. I find myself looking upon your pictures for long moments. All I think about is how I can find ways to show my love for you. You have opened up door to my soul that I never thought anyone could. You, Honey David , have stolen MY heart! I long to connect with that soul I perceive exists behind your lovely eyes. I think I could stare into your eyes and be lost in the joy of them! You inspire so much joy, peace, and love in me. As I have said, it takes a special person to unlock the door to my heart and soul....and so you have. I can not deny it. I do not want a man to be just my keeper as many women want. I desire a true and genuine partner, a true soul to join with and become one with as our Lord has taught. I know you want that too. You understand the path of true love. Please, let us make something truly wonderful together! I mean that from the bottom of my heart!

I say these all of this relying on the infinite mercy of God that you will accept them and embrace my feelings and regard for you. I know well the possibility that you may not agree and reject me. It does not matter. What I feel is the truth and I only deal with what is true. Honey David , you have been given my heart, please keep it next to yours and keep it safe! A woman rarely exposes her heart like this, especially one who has had it trampled upon by evil people.

I respect and admire you so much. Please keep up the correspondence. If you have any questions at all, no matter what they are, just ask me and I will always answer you truthfully. There is so much to write and so much to learn. We have plenty of time to grow in love and knowledge. Let us make the best of it! You have my admiration, respect and love. Will you accept it, My sweet and loving Honey David ?

In the meantime, know that you are thought of and dreamed of by me far away. Know that you strive for the day you will meet me in person and hope very soon, and embrace me tenderly and be able to show your affection to me personally. You, Honey David , are not a dream come true, but a prayer that was answered. I thank God that I have met you!

I have written these things out of the love and specialness I feel for you. Nothing more. If you ignore them....so be it. I have only spoken from my heart. May God keep you in his hands and the Blessed Mother love you in Her heart! Thank you for giving me a ray of hope in this dark world! I love the sound of Ms. Cristina Sadia and Mr. David ! Because I have fallen in love with you..... !!!

With new found love and promise to keep it forever,
Ms. Cristina Sadia

Letter 8

MyDearest Sweet Angel Honey David ,
How is my most and very special Sweet Angel doing now ? Hhhmmmmmnnn .....I bet you are all right because I have written you a letter... Ooooppppssss .... Sorry... , I got carried away. Thank you very much for the responses you have in my letter. I feel very happy that you have expressed your good intention to this bond of precious relationship that we have.

I’m just doing all right here Honey David . Please don’t worry about me because I am always taking extra good care of myself for you. I don't want anything bad to happen to me because I don't want to lose you in my life. You are my love, my everything, and my strength. I am doing this because of my genuine love to you. I want this genuine love to flourish because we know that the love that we have with each other is what keeps us even more stronger. This love is the root of our faith in assuring ourselves that we have each other forever.

Honey David these past days have been the best of my life. I never thought our love could survive. And it does. I have put everything in it in this relationship and I am happy that you do the same thing. You genuinely love me....thank you...!!!

Honey David you are the sweetest guy I know. I never thought I could love anyone this much or be as close to someone as I am to you. You are my heart, my soul, my world, and finally, I found my other half. I always walked around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart that I thought never would get filled. But guess what? You filled that hole. You were the other half my heart was looking for all those years. You changed me so much. You almost taught me to live life to the fullest. I don't know what I would do if I lost you. I want to be with you forever. I never want to lose you. I know our love is real because otherwise, we wouldn't have made it this far. I love you with all my heart and soul, My Sweet Angel Honey David , and nothing will ever change that...!!!

Let me say this my beloved husband to be Honey David that every time I write a letter to you, my heart keeps telling my mind that you are someone special because I can feel the goodness in your heart that is being written by your hand. Your mind speaks of good intention, which makes my love with you to grow stronger. I am open to the idea that you like me. But I hope that this likeness will blossom into genuine and long lasting love.

Honey David please knew that I am looking for a man who is responsible, intelligent, caring, respectful, and loving whom I can give my genuine & unconditional love. I am willing to invest my time with you. My love is true because I am willing to give my life to you. I am willing to give up my work just to marry and be with you. How I wish that you and I were together!!! I am longing to hear your charming tender loving care sweet virile voice personally that speaks of deep love to me.

Honey David I am accepting your love to me with all volition. I say this because you are my Angel sent to love me with all good intentions to become my lifelong partner. I can now imagine how our life will be when we will be married!!! However, this is unlikely to happen now because we have to talk first on what we really feel. I have to be realistic with myself so that I will not be hurt. You need also to know me better. This process of discovering our strengths and weaknesses will determine how are we as individuals, and as lifelong partners.

Honey David , I am accepting with pride and great joy your choice to marry me. I love to be your wife and to be the mother of your kids. I know that you have been honest with your interest to know, to like and even to love me.

Honey David , our physical presence will bring us closer to each other. I will show you around in my place. And I will let you meet my parents, relatives, my siblings and even my friends. But, there is a major problem here in my place. Honey David , the peace and order situation here is not as safe as before. For a foreigner like you, it is very perilous that you come and visit me. Our place is experiencing unstable peace & order condition that even local businessmen like the Chinese are very wary when it comes to their security. Just last 1 and a half-month ago, 4 Chinese businessmen were abducted by Muslim kidnap for ransom group. Up to this time, their whereabouts are not certain. This is very horrendous!!! I don't want anything to happen to you because I cannot forgive myself if harm befalls to you, my Honey David .

Your idea of being able to be with me is very touching. I am deeply honored that you wanted to go here to my place but this is not the right time for you to come and visit me. Honey David telling you its not dangerous for me to travel alone going there to you because I am an adventurous woman, and i am very sure that your place is a very safe and secured place for me to go that’s why there’s nothing to worry.

Honey David I want to be a nurse in the future because I want to help take good care of sick people. Besides, this will enable me to go and work abroad. In turn, I can be able to help more my family. This is the most cherished work that I want to do in the future. But if you will consider of getting me there, I would love to work in your place. But I feel bit awkward because of the language barrier that I have with your countrymen. But I can absolutely handle a conversation using the English language well.

Honey David , I want you to know that "A thing of beauty is a joy forever. Its loveliness increases and it will never pass into nothingness." This beauty is the pulchritude of your kind, good, caring and loving heart. I am most honored to know you.

Talking to you completes my heart's longingness while loving you my Honey David answers my heart's emptiness. I love you very much....!!! And there is no limit on my love to you... It is now, and forever... I wish to hear from you very soon. You’re safety and well being is always in my prayers. Take Good Care and God be always with you...!!!

My beloved Husband to be Honey David ....Stay as good, nice, happy and loving as you are. Don't forget to cast that charming smile for me, OK ....I Love you so much ...!!!

Truly Yours Forever,
Mrs. Cristina A. Sadia

Letter 9

MY EVERDEAREST HONEY DAVID ,

OKEY ...!!! Well I guess I will tell you a romantic date because I want it to be natural and normal for us when we get together when the right time is for us. Honey here is my first romantic moment with you. As I walk into our room overlooking the ocean I notice a large bouquet of red roses and other flowers on the night stand with a card addressed To: Honey Cristina .. I rush to open the card, it reads; My Honey Cristina A. Sadia , as beautiful as these red roses are these flowers do not come close to matching the beauty that you radiate from within. Please accept these roses as a prelude to the beautiful love that we will be making after I read those words professing your love for me. I then look up to you after reading the note with my eyes watering slightly from tears of happiness knowing the great moment of my precious life has arrived. As I stand I begin to unbutton my blouse revealing my creamy and soft white skin. As I proceed to remove my laced black bra, I glance at you with a shy look of love and devotion.

As you sit in your chair and look at me in adoration I also return my glance but with a smile that conveys not only that all will be well, but also your love for me. I then proceed to remove my bra to reveal my tender white breasts where my nipples surrounded by my beautiful areolas are already hard from the excitement I feel. Although no words are spoken I seem to ask if you like my breasts and your eyes tell me that, I think your breasts are beautiful to behold. I then continue to undress, gently tugging on my skirt downward exposing my hot and sexy lace panties that you had purchased for me. They are special panties in that they have an opening in the perfect place so there is no need to remove them. I stand there with my legs firmly planted on the floor with my legs slightly apart and with my hands on my hips as if to tell you this magnificent and glorious body is yours forever my honey. My message is received and acknowledged with another admiring glance of approval from you. Your eyes also tell me to come to you as you sit in the chair.

I slowly walk to you with sexy long steps, when I arrive in front of you I proceed to kneel in front of my man. With my pretty eyes now looking at the area of your tool, and then looking up to your eyes waiting for permission from you to begin my show of love to you. As you nod once to me Honey, I proceeds to slowly UN buckle and undo the zipper of your pants which reveals a large bulge beneath your briefs. Leaving your briefs and your honey begins to kiss the bulge, while kissing it I notices it getting even larger. No longer able to resist what’s underneath I hurriedly tugs hard on your briefs pulling them down. As I do you’re now throbbing and hot cock springs up. I stop for a moment to adore it. As I do I realize that from this large piece of manhood not only will I get so much pleasure but also beautiful and handsome children? I immediately begin to kiss it with much appreciation. I begin with small soft kisses starting at the bottom and slowly working up to the top where I teasingly use my tongue. I continue to tease with kisses for what seems to you like hours while only being seconds. When I finally work my way to the top again you finally feel the warmth of my whole. I have consumed you in your entirety. Your honey is also not immune to the hot flashes as they also run through my body. These impulses cause my precious pussy to moisten and become very wet. I am thrilled that I am finally devour you which gives me a sense of confidence and peace inside because I knows I finally has my man inside me and it’s the beginning of being one. The warmth of my lips and sweet mouth also comforts you like never before. The excitement that I causes deep inside you rushes quickly to every inch of your being. After only a few minutes you must put my hand on my soft hair and bring my lovely face up to you. As your other hand also reaches behind me and pulls my body up and my lips closer until they lock with you. A deep but soft kiss from my man now causes me to shiver ever more inside.

As I begin to pull my lips away my honey does not allow it. Instead I intensify with a deeper and longer kiss and prolong our passion.

The excitement of your passionate kiss is so overwhelming that you stand without unlocking from my lips. Each of us refusing to let go, even for an instant. As we continue our kiss we walk backwards toward the bed. Finally backing into the bed I falls softly into it and although our lips finally separate I stays connected to you by holding on to your hand as I lies down making myself comfortable while with you, other hand along your face I gently guides your lips still to another but most prized and protected part of my voluptuous body.

As I slightly thrust my hips upward with my delicious temptation I continue to guide you until your soft lips finally touch my sweet and now extremely moist vagina. The taste of my sweetness produce sensations that run once more like an electrical pulse but even more intense. As you use your tongue in circles around my clitoris you begin to drive my excitement higher and higher. My breathing becomes slightly shallower as the sensations increase ever more in their intensity. My honey continues down me now dripping my wet pussy kissing and sucking every part of it, not missing anything. My honey does not stop for what seems and eternity of sexual bliss. Your baby is in ecstasy, yet I wants more.

I places both my hands on the back of my honey’s head and slightly pulls him into my pussy, exciting me more as he continues to devour me. While I am being devoured by my honey sweet thoughts run through me. I feel like the most powerful woman in the world now. I am getting satisfaction from a man who loves me and lives to please me, and will submit to him my every sexual fantasy, as I will for him. This makes me feel confident in my man and his self assurance. Sexy and powerful are the new feelings that run through me. This combination produces sensations that I have never before experienced. Until this day.

My new confidence makes me pull my honey face harder, tighter and closer into me now extremely tom my hot pussy, to the point where my actions are now demanding that I am pleased. My Honey gladly obliges by thrusting his tongue deeper and deeper into me, only stopping to suck on my clitoris, locking it in his warmth and sealing it with his lips for long moments before he again uses his tongue to thrust deeply inside my pussy over and over again.

Finally I slightly tug at your hair and gently pull you up so that your perspiring and hot body is now on top of me. I now can feel your hard cock’s warmth on top of my dripping wet and moist pussy that is now yearning to be fulfilled. Until this time no one had spoken. But now I whisper in your ear “Fuck Me MY HONEY” ever so tenderly. I then guide your now very hard, stiff and long cock toward my warm loins very slowly not penetrating yet. The head of your cock now rubs my clitoris softly and causes me to moan ever so slightly. As your hot cock continues to rub and push on top of my pussy you begins to thrust my hips up wanting it to go in, to finally be one with each other and now desperate with desire for you honey to go in.

I finally plead with my man “please baby, please, fuck me”. My honey gently whispers to me “Yes My Love”. You then proceed to slide your big cock ever so slowly into my beautiful woman. I feel it go deeper and deeper until there is slight uncomforted but this also gives me pleasure. I know there will never be pain again. Your slow thrusts are gentle and allow your Honey to breathe in satisfaction of at last having my man as one. But although satisfied I am not fulfilled. With me upward thrust of my hips I demonstrates I wants more and I wants it hard. My man obliges by placing his two hands on my beautiful behind in order to bring him closer and so he can drive deep into me, and then he begins to thrust harder, and then even harder and then even harder and faster. Driving my honey wild, so very wild.

I know I’m in the hands of a good man and with that knowledge I am now submitted to him all. He is in complete control of her now submissive and obedient woman. The woman of his dreams. My man continues to pound on my precious body hard and deep, only pausing to slow down every so often for tender soft kisses to me to remind me how much he loves me and that he will never hurt me. But never completely stopping but instead immediately returning to the hard and fast pounding that is bringing us both to the highest levels of ecstasy. Harder still, faster still, my pussy always reaching up for more, more and more.

Finally you see that I am coming so you lower your upper body closer to me as you also begin to hold me tighter. You can feel your baby start to shake, as my legs tighten around you as well. Yes, your honey is coming so you thrust hard and deep into me and hold your big cock inside me so I also devour it while I’m ecstasy of coming begins. You freeze your cock deep while my pussy lips keep a tight wrap around it, never wanting it to leave. You can feel the throbbing walls of my tight vagina against your penis. My sweet and hot breath now release against the side of your face as I continues to tremble and moan in great joy. It is a long and joyous moment. You too now release inside my wonderful new partner in life. In what seems like hours of pleasure and joy we both cum together feeling every sensation together.

When the end of the ecstasy comes we both fall limp as you roll over to the side but not without kissing your me softly on the lips 4 times. We lie there staring at the ceiling while we hold hands. Each of us know that what we just experienced was the most unique and special lovemaking ever to be done in every happy married life history. And with that special knowledge you turn to me and whisper I love you my Darling”. Then we both roll back and fall asleep.

Hoping you are well my darling Honey . I look forward to speaking with you later today.

With much love ,

Your Sweet & Loving Wife ,
Mrs. Cristina A. Sadia

Letter 10

Honey David, How are you doing there now? I can't believe how fast letters fly between us. It makes my day brighter when i receive a reply from the letter I sent. I live near Cebu City, but it will be easier for me to reach Manila based on the frequency and availability of flights. Actually,i can let you call me on my friend's cell phone, she lives just across our street and if we can set a time, i can inform her and we can talk on the phone. I would really love to hear your voice, it tells a lot about a person. I hope we can make it soon. Usually, the most convenient time would be at the evening Philippine time, that way, she's home and i believe it's noontime in your part of the world. I'll just leave you with the number, it's +639496121579. Please call me soon, I want to get to know better the interesting person behind the great letters.

Honey David I have no hesitations in moving to the your place. When I placed my profile in the dating site, I knew that moving somewhere was going to be inevitable. Besides, I believe that in a marriage, you leave your past life behind and start anew with your husband in the place where he decides to stay. Of course it's very comforting to know that you will still allow visits to my family. And I hope you'll also try and get to know my family, i want you to know where i came from and how my life is going. I want you to be part of everything that I am.

Honey David I may not have a comfortable life; but i am proud of the hard work i put out everyday. Please dont feel sad for me, I have already gotten used to this kind of life. And i'm thankful for everything that I've gone through because it made me who I am today. A strong, hardworking, and determined lady. I hope that you'll be proud of me too. I am starting to get to know more about you through your letters and it made me appreciate more the David i'm getting to know. I feel closer to you now, and with each letter, I feel more comfortable opening up to you because i can feel in my heart that you have a loving soul and a kindred spirit. I have also felt that the empty void in my life is slowly being filled by the love, care, and concern you have conveyed in your letters. You inspire me to do better and be optimistic in facing my everyday, because I have someone who believes in me, and that's you, my David.Thoughts of you that spring from nowhere wherever I am bring a smile from my heart to my lips and puts a bounce in my stride. You are the bright sun slowly casting aside the stormy clouds in my life. And I cant thank you enough, dearest David.Take Care....Mrs. Joebelle B. delas Marias

Honey David, How are you doing there now? I can't believe how fast letters fly between us. It makes my day brighter when i receive a reply from the letter I sent. I live near Cebu City, but it will be easier for me to reach Manila based on the frequency and availability of flights. Actually,i can let you call me on my friend's cell phone named Joebelle B. delas Marias, she lives just across our street and if we can set a time, i can inform her and we can talk on the phone. I would really love to hear your voice, it tells a lot about a person. I hope we can make it soon. Usually, the most convenient time would be at the evening Philippine time, that way, she's home and i believe it's noontime in your part of the world. I'll just leave you with the number, it's +639496121579. Please call me soon, I want to get to know better the interesting person behind the great letters.

Honey David I have no hesitations in moving to the your place. When I placed my profile in the dating site, I knew that moving somewhere was going to be inevitable. Besides, I believe that in a marriage, you leave your past life behind and start anew with your husband in the place where he decides to stay. Of course it's very comforting to know that you will still allow visits to my family. And I hope you'll also try and get to know my family, i want you to know where i came from and how my life is going. I want you to be part of everything that I am.

Honey David I may not have a comfortable life; but i am proud of the hard work i put out everyday. Please dont feel sad for me, I have already gotten used to this kind of life. And i'm thankful for everything that I've gone through because it made me who I am today. A strong, hardworking, and determined lady. I hope that you'll be proud of me too. I am starting to get to know more about you through your letters and it made me appreciate more the David i'm getting to know. I feel closer to you now, and with each letter, I feel more comfortable opening up to you because i can feel in my heart that you have a loving soul and a kindred spirit. I have also felt that the empty void in my life is slowly being filled by the love, care, and concern you have conveyed in your letters. You inspire me to do better and be optimistic in facing my everyday, because I have someone who believes in me, and that's you, my David.Thoughts of you that spring from nowhere wherever I am bring a smile from my heart to my lips and puts a bounce in my stride. You are the bright sun slowly casting aside the stormy clouds in my life. And I cant thank you enough, dearest David.Take Care....Mrs. CrisitnaSadia

My Sweet Loving Husband Honey David ,

I LOVE YOU HONEY DAVID

Honey David I can say it more than a trillion times but it is never enough to contain how much I really care and love for you....I guess I have to peruse the dictionary and find a more stronger word......!!!

My Sweet & Loving Husband Honey Dave , I will be overcome by joy and excitement when I will finally heard your voice live personally in person when I am with you the soonest possible time and of course by reading your inspiring love letter and felt the intensity of your longing to have me there very soon at your side made me more very very happy and excited. Tears of happiness slowly trickled down my face as I felt the passion in each and every word that you have written. If only I can fly on love's wings, we would have been together the first time I felt the stirrings of love in my heart. I felt so inspired, and I know that the sooner we get through this, the sooner I can be with the love of my life. I can't wait to be with you very soon, my sweet and loving husband. I long to hold your hand, look you straight in the eyes and tell you how you have made me experience a love that is beyond what has been written and said. I long to feel your lips touch mine, to feel the warmth of your skin, and to hear you say my name. I will show you how much I genuinely & unconditionally love you for mere words will not suffice explanation. My body shall speak in sensuous tones to your body, and our souls will rejoice as we become one in the play of love. I will pay homage to every inch of you my dear loving husband Honey David my lips will utter words of passion that will be the melody to our nights of love and ecstasy. I was made for loving you; my heartbeat sings your name, and each breath, a prayer for our togetherness. We will make memories that will be ensconced in the book of days, it will be the greatest love story ever told!

Honey Dave , I have researched on the things we need to prepare so we can be together very soon. First, I shall need a valid passport which I can get in 4 to 5 days time. Beloved Husband Honey David , I am willing to reduce this vast space between us and be with you in mind, heart, body, and soul. Honey Dave , I am willing to work out my pertinent papers the soonest time possible to be with you wherever you are. I will have to get my passport in the Department of Foreign Affairs head office in Manila City which is 2 hours travel by airplane from where I am. I have looked up the details on how I can get it in just a short period of time. I already have all my important required pertinent documents such as my Birth Certificate, Police Clearance, National Bureau Investigation Clearance, My Official School Records, Residence Certificate, and other personal & important documents pertaining to my own personal identity. I just have to have copies made and notarized at the department of foreign affairs office and be scheduled for an interview. It will take me only 4 to 5 days to do all these things and be 1 step closer to you. I just want to be honest with you and let you know that this will cost around 15,000 pesos for estimated expenses to be incurred. After my passport, I will have to be interviewed by your country’s embassy people here in the Philippines my sweet & loving husband and of course, I really want to work this out the soonest time possible because I cannot stand to be away from you my Loving Husband Honey Dave ! If only I can swim to you, I would have done it a long time ago, and I would be with my sweet & loving husband instead of just writing to you...!!!

Honey David , I will never give up on our dreams and as long as we both stayed focused we will find a way to achieve our dreams to be together. I do want you to know that you are the most important person in my life and that I will continue to wait however long it takes for us to be together. I to am sadden in that I would have hoped by now that we would be holding each other in arms and am as one.

Honey David please help me on this to process because I really really want this dream to materialize as soon as possible, I miss you more and more each day! And I know in my heart that this is meant to be. I am ready to leave everything behind just to be with the true love of my life, for when I am with you Honey David ; there is nothing else I need.........!!!

Honey Dave , I hope we can embark on this task very soon, my soul aches in longing for you my husband! I can’t wait to begin forever with you..........!!!

Your Loving Wife &Soulmate for Infinity,
Mrs. Cristina A. Sadia

Letter 11

My Loving & Sweet Darling Honey David ,

My Second Romantic Moment with YOU Honey Dave ...you would start with ONE RED ROSE giving it to me. I then would have your favorite dinner cook. We would eat it by candle light dinner with a very romantic music playing. Next I would have a nice desert for you. During dinner we would be drinking a nice bottle of wine. After dinner we would go as sit in front of a nice romantic fireplace. From there we would finish the nice bottle of wine and you kiss me while you hold me in your arms. With that you would start kissing my neck and rubbing my back. You then would lay me flat on your belly and start a nice back rub. And while you are rubbing my back you would lift up my top in the back and start to kiss down my back very slowly. Then you would start rubbing my legs all the way to my feet. I also would kiss them all the way down your legs. You see I have a short mini shirt and you can kiss every inch of those nice long legs of mine. Then you would roll me over and do the same to the front by kissing all the way done. You would take off the nice blouse by your mouth to me. Once you have my blouse off. You would start to kiss me so softly all over. You see I still have my bra on right now. A very sexy bra too. Then you would start kissing my breast threw the bra. Then you would unzip my shirt by your mouth and slide it of my nice long sexy legs. And as you come up from my feet your tongue would licked up on the inner of my leg. Then you would kiss my and nibble on the good part between you likes (my pussy). I would like it till you are driving so mad with passion. But I still have on my underwear at this time. You then would pick me up off the floor and carry me to the bedroom. There we would make passionate playtime love all night long. You would cum at least 4 times in this. We would only stop from being just planned tired. I hope you like this. I will tell you more about are other romantic dates on my next e-mail. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MY HONEY DAVID ..!!!

My sweet and loving husband Honey Dave , I will do my best to put a smile on your face everything will be special. I missed you so much !

Loves You Forever ,
Mrs. Cristina A. Sadia

Letter 12

My Second Romantic Moment with YOU Honey Dave ...you would start with ONE RED ROSE giving it to me. I then would have your favorite dinner cook. We would eat it by candle light dinner with a very romantic music playing. Next I would have a nice desert for you. During dinner we would be drinking a nice bottle of wine. After dinner we would go as sit in front of a nice romantic fireplace. From there we would finish the nice bottle of wine and you kiss me while you hold me in your arms. With that you would start kissing my neck and rubbing my back. You then would lay me flat on your belly and start a nice back rub. And while you are rubbing my back you would lift up my top in the back and start to kiss down my back very slowly. Then you would start rubbing my legs all the way to my feet. I also would kiss them all the way down your legs. You see I have a short mini shirt and you can kiss every inch of those nice long legs of mine. Then you would roll me over and do the same to the front by kissing all the way done. You would take off the nice blouse by your mouth to me. Once you have my blouse off. You would start to kiss me so softly all over. You see I still have my bra on right now. A very sexy bra too. Then you would start kissing my breast threw the bra. Then you would unzip my shirt by your mouth and slide it of my nice long sexy legs. And as you come up from my feet your tongue would licked up on the inner of my leg. Then you would kiss my and nibble on the good part between you likes (my pussy). I would like it till you are driving so mad with passion. But I still have on my underwear at this time. You then would pick me up off the floor and carry me to the bedroom. There we would make passionate playtime love all night long. You would cum at least 4 times in this. We would only stop from being just planned tired. I hope you like this. I will tell you more about are other romantic dates on my next e-mail. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MY HONEY DAVID ..!!!

My sweet and loving husband Honey Dave , I will do my best to put a smile on your face everything will be special. I missed you so much !

Loves You Forever ,
Mrs. Cristina A. Sadia

Letter 13

My Ever Dearest Honey Dave ,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HONEY DAVID 'DAVE' !!!

I am hoping that you are doing all well my Honey Dave . For me here I am so much happy receiving your loving and beautiful emails and please accept my apology of not being able to write you regularly because of the so many urgent work completion in the office that we need to be done for the filling of income tax at Bureau of Internal Revenue Tax requirements, I am hoping that you will forgive me for not being able to write you an email. Honey Dave you have already given me so much that I have never imagined someone could be so genuinely capable of giving. I know I will not be able to match what I have received from you, but I hope my loving you will be enough. I cannot promise you riches, fancy cars, or grand vacations. The only guarantee I can give you is that I will fill your days with LOVE, LAUGHTER, BLISS, and WONDERFUL MEMORIES. I cannot wait for our life together to start, my mind and heart are busy combining forces, conniving to build plans on how to let you fully feel the sensations of being truly loved. Your affection has given me wings to fly on the journey of a blissful life with you…a life I never dreamed possible for me. I often think that somewhere in my life, I must have done something really good for me to be blessed with having you in my life…You are indeed The Lord’s greatest blessing to me My HONEY DAVID ! A blessing I will guard with my life until my last breath…!!!

Honey Dave I am very happy that like what I wrote on our romantic date. It will be really like that and we should work it out soon we will be together. Now, you my Honey Dave are getting bit super sensual in thoughts. Well I must confess that I am open to this possibility because we are both matured individuals. This maturity is what we are holding as a firm resolution to this special relationship that we have. The sanctity of our genuine love governs all our innermost thoughts. We are responsible over our actions no matter what will ensue. But honestly I want you to know that I am very excited on the day that we will be together in emotional and physical attachment to each other. And I am pretty sure that I will really enjoy your company because every action you will do is filled with passionate love than lust only.

Honey Dave, I just wish you can see me beam each time I get a letter from you. Most people will think I’m going nuts because of the huge grin on my face. And I often have this urge to look at them and shout at the top of my lungs, “Yes, I’m in love with the most wonderful man in the entire Universe and I’m totally nuts about him!”

The joy you bring to me My Honey David is unconceivable. It makes opening presents on Christmas morning pale in comparison. It is like having all holidays roll into one big event. My only wish right now is for me to get to where you are the soonest time possible. I am looking forward to seeing you standing there and running to you, holding you so tight, feeling your heartbeat, and I will never let go because you might disappear into thin air. I can’t wait to be a wife, lover, best friend, and lifetime dancing partner to you!!!

We will journey into life together, unmindful of the things around us. It will be just you and I, MY DEAR SWEET HONEY DAVID!

With so Much Love,
Your Honey Cristina

Letter 14

My Dearest Honey David ,

My Dear Honey David how are you doing now? I am hoping that you are doing well and good upon reading my emails. Well for me here I am doing good and can't no longer hold my excitement to hear your voice personally and also to start the entire creation of my life to be officially Mrs. Cristina S. Honey Dave once again this is the exact mobile number of my friend Joebelle for you to call me 09496121579.

My Dear Honey Dave , I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about what and us this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever and ever, and I really pray I'm going to get to. I want us to walk down to crossroads picking the one that would be just right for us. I want you to see me walk around our house in a big T-shirt with my hair down and catch you staring at me. I want you to pull the covers off to me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, for you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuffs. I want you to rub lotion on me because I stay out in the sun too long. I want to be a family with you and go through the experiences of parenthood with you. I want to see you and me chasing around the house, laughing our heads off and having fun. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in your arms. I want you to fall asleep on my breast listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you alone. I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your handsome manly face in the morning, because I always think you look so cute and begin my day with so much joy. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the people who pass us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other.

My Honey Dave I want to spend all my time with you. I want to be sixty years old and still make out with you like a little schoolgirl. I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me. I want to lay with you in front of a fireplace and keep the heat going long after the fire goes out. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do. I want to be walking into a store with you and trip and fall on my face and turn around to see you rolling on the ground laughing at me. I want us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting completely soaked.

My Honey Dave I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I LOVE YOU" because you know it's coming from the heart. I want us to be sitting there and watching our family having fun. I want to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head.

My Honey Dave I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I really am crazy about you, everything about you. I am still thinking about what all to tell you about myself and how much more I want to learn about you as well. I will write again but today I just had to let you know what I am feeling about us.

Love Wife & Soul Mate Forever,
Mrs. Cristina A. Sadia

Letter 15

My Sweet and Loving Husband MY HONEY DAVID ,

How are you my sweet MY LOVING HONEY DAVID ? Anyway , I do hope you like the first and the second romantic date. Well here goes the next one. You see it is a nice warm afternoon. We are at a private lake and very solemn place that is in the middle of the woods. There is no one else around. We sit by the lake and we have a simple picnic lunch. We are watching the sun go down and we are walking by the lake hand in hand. You say let go swimming and I say we do not have any swimming suits. You say who need suits. So with that you start by taking off my clothes and I am standing with a surprise look on my face. But I think about it and do the same. I tell you to turn your head so you do not see me. So you do and I take off all my clothes and jump in.. The water is very nice. So we swim a little and then start to kiss with very much passion to each other. So as the sun sets over the woods we decide to get out. We run up to where we were at for lunch. I wrap a towel around my very nice and sexy body. I have one around my waist. We start to kiss each other and all of a sudden you take my towel off. It falls to the ground. So I reach over and take your off. So there we are standing naked and in each other’s arms. We fall to the ground and start making very passionate love all night long. We are doing this all this under the stars. I hope you like this and I hope to get another very sexy date from you soon. I want you to go into great detail OK . I hope to hear from you soon. You take care of yourself. I will be your good old passion lover some day .

Loving You Always and Forever ,
Mrs. CRISTINA A. SADIA

Letter 16

Dear my Sweet and Loving Husband Honey DAVID ,

Honey David , in fact I was very happy that as we become closer each day through our emails, we discovered each others personality and we have loved each other more. I thank the Lord for this beautiful relationship that we have. It is a discovery of one's own happiness knowing each other better. We have shared beautiful and even gloomy stories to each other but we always keep burning the interest to live life to the fullest because we have this strong faith in the Lord.

Honey David ....The Lord has made beautiful things in this world. We read in Genesis how He did this. It is fitting that I make this analogy on how I have found you in this world. With you, I have found my soul mate. You know Honey David ; you have become the most important part of me. A part that I don't want to lose. You have filled the emptiness in my heart. To you, I have learned the importance of loving again without anticipating much. Love does not envy. It is not rude. It is not selfish and self-seeking to one's own glories. Love is about respect, care, trust, loyalty, and understanding. It is the most wonderful feelings that I feel once again after an ill-fate of event in my life when my ex-boyfriend broke up with me. Of course, life has to go on because hope is ever present to me who believes that our Heavenly God has a chosen destiny for my life. That destiny is YOU, my Honey David . I am thankful to have found you in my search for my one true LOVE. I say to you that since the day we got to exchange email, I am so blessed that you have found interest in me that has led towards true love not just on you but also to me. We have loved each other most. Honey David , I truly and unconditionally love you. I say this because this is the truth of what I am feeling towards you. You have made me a better person. I may not have the wealth in this world, or the most beautiful face and most sexy body, but I have my faith and honesty within me. These traits are very important because it is here where love dwells. Love does not exist in dishonesty and mistrust. In our relationship, trust, honesty, loyalty, respect and love should be present. Take away one, ours is a doom. That's why; I want to say to you that I truly and unconditionally love you. I don't ask for wealth in this world because it can be stolen or lost but rather, I am asking for a soul mate, a lifetime partner who can be with me always. Someone like you who can always be there for me to care, and understand. Honey David , I am also in your midst to care, support, understand and love you. I want to assure you that I am sincere and honest with my feelings towards you. I LOVE YOU because you are worth loving for. You never cease to care, understand and love me. That's why; I am reciprocating your love to me in a true and unconditional manner.

Honey David I am thankful to you for everything that you are doing to me because you never fail to express your true love to me. I am valuing it very much especially YOU whom this love comes from. Our relationship is under God's blessings because we always have HIM in the center of our lives. I am always praying from day 1 that we will be always embedded with love, care, trust, loyalty, respect and understanding to each other. You know Honey David my parents and my siblings are wishing us good luck. I told them that I have the most loving man in the world. At night, before we sleep, I talk to them always about how my life would be with you there. I said to them that it will be blissful. It will be happy because there is true love within us.

Honey David , I want to say this to you with all my sincerity and honesty that I am not after the money or any expensive material things that you will be sending to me or giving to me when we will be together very soon until forever. I love you so much that it is very important for the two of us to be together. Honey David , I am honest to what I am saying to you from the very start because I fear the Lord and I am not here for any other matters except to come over there in your place and be with you because I love you. For me to come there is a chance to personally lived with you for eternity. You are my true love. Honey David , I am doing this thing for our love to each other. Honey David I am hoping and praying that you will help me financially for the processing of my passport in the Department of Foreign Affairs in Manila the soonest time possible.

Honey David, you are the one that I have given my heart. I know that you love me very much. This love that we have to each other is enough to enable us to be together. Our love can make impossible things possible. GOD is the center of our relationship. With these things, we certainly be together and experience the blessedness of marital bliss in each others side. From the bottom of my heart, I am thanking you for your true and unconditional love, care, respect, support and trust to me. I hope that you will always stay be my side when I need you most.

May you always be blessed with good health and happiness Honey David . Furthermore, may this loving relationship of ours be always fruitful and blessed. Take good care. God bless you and me in this loving relationship always.

Your loving wife to be,
Mrs. Cristina A. Sadia