Letter(s) from Tatyana Novikova to Robert (UK)

Letter 1

Hi my sweet Robert! I am fine today and I hope you are too!
I am so happy to get your letter!
I am very happy that we have found one another and now we have our relationship and possible soon we shall be together.
I again have seen you in my dreams!!!
You walk to me but yet you will not kiss me, you only look and smile,, you put your hand upon my face and look into my eyes.
It is a loving feeling but yet you hold back, not knowing what to do. It is a wonderful feeling, one of contentment, one of security.
My feeling is to say how I feel, to take you in my arms, to gently kiss you and to tell you all things will be ok, to feel the passion that is with in us, to share all things that is beautiful in life.
I would be yours heart and soul if you wish it this way.
I can tell you, that you is my love? Probably I hurry with conclusions. But I am sure that the love arrives to our hearts.
You know, in the childhood I dreamed, that I shall find the prince, with whom I can go on edge of the ground.
In a consequence I have understood that actually there are no princes.
The Ideal men cannot be found. But close to an ideal which is necessary for you, you can find.
I can tell you confidence, that you - is my ideal.
I can not explain an origin of love. I can not explain why the woman draws to the man.
And I can not explain why the man draws to the woman. It occurs at a subconscious level.
I know that you love me, and I feel that my heart is open for your love.
I need you very much. I want to be with you.
I want to give you all tenderness which for a long time I saved inside me.
Nothing can be compared to this feeling of filling up somebody's life.
The excitement, which tortures me while waiting your letters every day.
The feeling, which fills every corner of my heart.
Every step I make is safe, because I feel you around me.
You is my love, You is my angel, You is my soul, You is my life!
And I want you to know, that I have never felt like this before.
You brighten my days and give me the strength to carry on, fighting every day for you.
You have shown me deepest emotions and feelings I've kept inside of me for so long.
You have shown me the real taste of love.
I think that we can meet in the near future.
How you think? I think it there will be very important event in our relations.
Well, my love Robert,it is time to finish this letter.
I with impatience wait your letters.
I miss you, and I love you very much!!!
Your Tatyana