Letter(s) from Diana Payne to Lance (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Lance

How are you doing and hows your week going with you? Ohh am sorry for the late reply,I have been busy with work lately down here..Anyways,thanks for hitting me up with a message on here,i appreciate it. I think I'd take this chance to tell you a little about myself. I am Diana Payne 25 going on 26:),I'm 5'5 tall, long black hair with blonde streaks, sexy brown eyes with a nice slim structure blah blah blah.lol.. I am single with no kids and currently seeking for a relationship.. Well, talking about my background I quite have a diverse background, My dad is from Cali and mom is an Hispanic as she's originally from Spain but lived most in America..

Anyways, I grew up mainly in Maryland cos i had to go there and live with my Aunt after my dad's death and after mom left me and got married to another man... I had all my school days there except my primary school days that i had in California.. I went to Rockville HS, and i also to Montgomery College all in Maryland.. I came down to Fargo on North Dakota cos i had a job offer and moreover i had have to have a change of environment from my Aunt in MD who got deeply into drugs and alcohol just of late and just after her divorce with her husband..

I like having fun though and i enjoy going to the beach for a long walk and also to watch the sunsets, I like traveling and going camping, i also like swimming, cooking, hanging out with loved ones, watching movies, dancing but mostly salsa, playing video games, swimming, meeting people, playing basketball, reading magazine and also novel. I don't know what you still wanna know, but I'd be glad if you ask..Your turn? Talk to you soon..Be safe.

Diana:-)..

Letter 2

Hi Lance

It's good to have an email from you again on here its nice coming on here and seeing your email.How is your weekend going with you?.. Am sorry for getting in touch with you lately,I have been busy with work down here and i hope you are not mad for the late reply:-). But anyways,thanks for the detailed email about yourself and thanks for taking your time to tell me much more about yourself,that's wonderful and i hope we can be able to know alot much more about each other as time goes on..It's good to know that we have quite alot of things in common when it comes to things we do for fun and things we like,that's really nice though and something wonderful to start with i guess.I do wanna meet you in person so soon when am back home cos you sound great and cool to me though:-)..

Well, let me tell you more about myself..I'm working as a nurse attached to UNICEF and presently im on a working trip...I'm currently with the UNICEF team on a mission to South Africa since our mission in Sudan,Kenya,Iraq and Somalia..I will be back on the 5th of july cos we are working through our mission out here. I hope you can wait that long just to meet me..I do hope you can wait cos that will give us enough time to talk more and know more about each other..Anyways things are going well for us out here and I hope its continues this way..Well, talking about relationships, I have passed through alot being in a relationship and wouldn't allow the past to ruin me again, I believe failure teaches success and building my future with the experience I have had in the past. Ohh i can see you only seeking for someone to have fun with on the site..But am on there seeking for a serious relationship.. I believe inside looks would determine if couples are compatible, though attraction is part of it but the most important thing that does it all is personality traits. I am seeking for a man that's caring, understanding, faithful, honest, trustworthy, patient, supportive, gentle, responsible and intelligent.. Well, talking more about background, I lost my dad when I was quite young and then mom left me afterwards and got married to another man which i never really got to see her again ever since.

So tell me,what are your goals in life and what do you think of relationships?..have you ever met anyone off the internet?..What is it like?..What do you do for fun and are you an outdoor person?..I don't wanna be too inquisitive so ill stop here until later..Take care of yourself..I hope to hear from you soon.

Diana:-)

Letter 3

Hi Lance

Wooow! really nice email from you which is so nice and cool. I got it and I read everything you said in it which is pretty cool.Thanks for the message,its nice to have such an email from you down here.Thanks alot for the positive things you said about my being here and for the lovely words of encouragement too.I really love the part in which you made those sweet comments on my job out here with the UNICEF team,that's really nice of you and i really do like and appreciated that.I end up working with unicef team four years ago and i like what am doing cos it take me around the world and i thanks god for making everything work out fine for me:-)..I'm a full time worker and i get busy all the time with work down here. i was transfer down to a city down here where i have no access to computer..Just getting back to town and i though of checking on you:-)..

Anyways,How is military life?.How do you end up joining the military ?.Thanks for sharing what you looking for on the site, same with me trying to found someone and see if things work out fine till when am back home:-)..Am glad and happy talking to you on here now cos you sound so great and awesome to me and i will like to meet you when am back home:-)..I can see you have some wonderful goals in life too which is really good for you and also good to know, thats really good and i pray you achieve all of your goals in life real soon:-)..

Well,one of my my goals dreams in life is to have a very happy and God-fearing family in the future with lovely kids and also have a successful career of my own running a midwifery clinic for pregnant women,its really something i have always dreamt of and im really working hard towards that direction. I also want to have a very happy family,a happy home with 3 kids:-), if thats not too much for you lolz:-), i'll like 2 boys and a girl:-). How about you?. But I'm sure that cant be complete without a honest, responsible and caring husband, someone who really know the true meaning of what we call a Family and a home. Well, hopefully fair enough everything works out good for me as i hope:).

Anyways,I see relationships as one of the most natural things that can happen in life and i believe a good relationship is built on trust,honesty,togetherness and prayers.I have had my fair share of relationships and i have been hurt too but it doesn't put me off totally its only made me wiser.I like having fun and i like going to the beach to watch the sunsets with a special person and also going for a long walk on the beach with my future man.I really like that and i like privacy alot too but it just have to be with my future man-:)..I have to go now cos my break is over..Talk to you later and i cant wait to read from you again..

I care

Diana:-)..

Letter 4

Hi Lance

Thanks for your email and for always taking your time to write me,its always nice being on here and catching up with your sweet and very nice email like i've always say.. Ohh it's been raining i guess you are not feeling so much cold though, It's pretty cold down here as well and i love it like that..Thanks for telling me more about your military life and that sound so interest..I cant wait to meet you either cos you have been on my mind down here.I believe its very important for me to build a life of stability, security,and opportunity for the special person I hope to share my thoughts, feelings, experiences, dreams, fantasies and love with,and also to offer the best in opportunities for any children that might be included in my life and that is my focus at this time. Well, i thought i'd tell you about my experience down here lately and I hope you'll like it:-).

Well,I went around town yesterday when i was on break from work with some of the natives out here and i was really surprise and shocked about how people live out here,everything I got to see over here and everything that i've been seeing here everyday makes me thank God and its makes me appreciate my status of being an American,i mean me having a different background compared to theirs. I'm not saying that to critize them or being a racist or anything of such but just to express what i'm saying to you so you can understand.Thats all!. I'm a very good girl with the fear of God at heart, though i didn't live with my parents cos my father died when i was young and moms left me and got married to another man afterwards which made me not to see her again.. I'm a goal oriented person and im really working hard towards achieving my goals and i'm sure God will definitely help me out on that.. So make sure you always pray for me on that too,okay..Or my spanking on your butt might just come around,lolz:-).Well enough said now!. I have to run along now but i'll be hoping to hear from you real soon so until then, take good care of yourself and have a nice time and be safe!..

I care

Your Friend

Diana

Letter 5

Hi Lance

It's good to read from you again and how is everything been going with..I guess you having a nice weekend over here unlike me been busy with work.. i went to church down here today and the sermon went nice and great down here..It's always good read from you and i really enjoy your email though..I hope you will be sending me some of your picture in your next email cos i will like to see you picture cos am having a good feeling for you and i really wanna meet you so soon when am back home:-).I really like it cos you are such a caring soul and you really care about kids alot. We need to thing about bringing kids back for adopting. I will let you know things is going down here lance.. I cant wait to meet you cos you sound lovely and awesome to me though:-)..

Thank for the compliment lance, You such a nice and great man also who know more about life and i really can wait to see you cos you sounding great to me:-)..Am really happy for my life cos i really love what am doing and it's like dream come through with me cos it's what i wanted to do ever since i was a kid:-).. Thats nice you like reading more about christian books and i can see you are a god fearing type, I know when am back home we can go to church together and i know you might be a minister of god..Lolz:-)..I hope you might like it's been a man of good:-).. I guess you have more fun been with you friends,I wish am there with you and i bet we might have so much fun together.I just cant wait to see you and know more about you in person. I told you more about my originality, am Hispanic and i have been to spain so many time..I still have more goals ahead of me and i hope we can share more about that in person when am back home;-)...

Anyways,I just though of sharing more about my last relationship with you cos i do want you to know more about that lance,Well my last relationship is something i dont really like talking about cos i dont like to remember it.. But i'll definitely tell you about it cos i believe is a way of knowing each other much better. But anyways, My last relationship lasted for almost 3 years but basically i think he got tired of me and decided to try new things. After 2 years of being the relationship for good, he then started to find fault for everything i do and i still yet i tried all my possible best to make things change but he just made things worse . But instead of him to have told me that, he just decided to act on that and the only way he could do that was to hurt me by having an affair with another girl which i got to find out and that was when he told me he doesn't need me anymore right in front of the other girl i caught him with .. That made me very very miserable and i just couldn't believe such thing could ever happen to me especially from him.

I like being honest in anything i find myself doing.. I have always been very honest in my past relationships but what hurt me is that i don't tend to get that honesty back in return from my partner, its really stress me out alot but its just make me know much more about life at the sametime.. I was very honest to my ex in my last relationship but he still messed it up. I have been single for some months now but i dont want to rush into any relationship cos i dont want the same thing that happened in my last relationship to happen again, I want someone that i can always call my own and my own only cos i'll be his own only too. I want someone who's really ready for a serious relationship and ready to prove to me that it pays to respect, love and cherish a woman and i'll definitely prove to him back that it pay's to be honest to a woman. I want my next relationship to be my very last one which i have been praying to God about and i'm sure he won't let me down. Well, I hope all that makes some sense to you lance:-)..I have to go now and i will check on you later..Take care and i will be having you in my heart tonight:-)..Stay cool

I care

Your Girl

Diana

Letter 6

Hi Dear

Thanks for putting a smile on my face and i really do want you to know you mean more than the world to me and i cant wait to meet you so soon cos you put a trust on me even when you having meet me lance.. I cant wait to make things real to you cos you have been on my mind so much and i cant wait to meet you so soon:-(.

I wish i could call you now and talk to you on phone cos i really want to hear your voice as well,But the camp phone is not good and you can only txt me on the camp pager or drop a voicemail cos it's not register to call but you can send me a txt and i can also send you a txt too dear..I hope you understand me dear. I wish i have some money with me i should have go to the payphone and give you a call,but i have nothing with me for me now and i dont know where to get money to call you,I hope you put a smile on my face sending me the money down here,i could take out of it and call cos it's quite expensive dear..I hope you understand me..

I though you are at home before..How is work been treating you and i hope you have fun at work..I will be waiting for you on here till when you back home..I cant wait to have you around me..Stay cool and missing you now..

Diana:-(..

Letter 7

Hi Lance

Thanks for the care and concern on me,I promise i will never let you and i swear it with my life. Thanks for putting a smile on my face and i promise i will paid you back when i paid down here..Ohh that great and loving you will be able to picking me up at the Airport...How long are you staying in South Dakota?..I hope you are in ND when am coming back home cos i want to meet you at the Airport and give you a deep kiss and hugs cos you really mean so much to me..

I will let you know the detail you will need to send me the money down here through western union or money gram cos it's the fastest and safely way to get money down here.. I will send you the detail when am tomorrow,when will you be chance to get the money send to me cos i have nothing to eat down here:-).. Ohh you work long hours dear and i hope you dont get tired much when you are back home?.. I cant see you are a hardworking man, That great,But you work for too long and i hope you dont get stressed that much?..

I will try and send you some more picture when am off bed tomorrow cos my picture is not on this computer dear..Stay cool and i cant wait to see you so soon?.

I care

Diana:-)...

Letter 8

Hi Dear

Am just getting off bed now and i though of checking on you cos i dream so much about you,meeting you back home so soon..I want you to know you have captured my mind and i cant wait to share my dreams and love with you so soon:-).. Ohh you are leaving for SD on tuesday that so soon dear and i know you are excited about that:-)..

I got the detail you need to send me the money down here through western union or money gram, I got a friend detail cos he is a native of here, we will be going to pick up the money together when you get it send to me down here..Here is the detail below

Name: Olugbade Salau Olalekan

Address: 203 Sunnyside Rd

State: Gauteng

City: Pretoria,

Country: South Africa.

Zip Code: 0002

That all you need to send me the money down cos i really need your helping hands now cos i have nothing to eat today and everything is been going sucks to me down here:-(..I have to go now and i will check on you in some hours time..Take care and i cant wait to see you so soon:-).

I care

Diana:-)..

Letter 9

Hi Dear Lance

It's good to read from you on here,am just about sending you an email your email came in..That good and i cant stop reading from you and i cant wait to be in your arms so soon dear:-).. Am just at the camp sitting down here and doing nothing cos i still have to get some food and some table water cos the doctor told me i should get a good watch for myself cos i dont want to get sick anymore:-(.. Thanks for the comment your made on my picture and that bring a smile to my face cos i cant wait to show how beautiful i'm to you so soon..

Ohh that suck them dont allow you to send me the money with your card, Thanks for the care you have for me and i really appreciate you giving me a helping hands..I felt so sad this is not going through..I dont know how to send money gram either or western union too. I dont know how to send it,But they told me you can go with cash to the western union or money gram and you will get the money sent to me.. I guess there system is having a problem with cards honey..You are the only person am hoping and praying to help me out..I dont know where to get money down here and am sucks am sad why this is happen to me:(.

Sad Diana:-(..

Letter 10

Hi Dearest Lance
I really enjoy reading from you these days and it's make me want you more and more..I want you to know you have been on my mind and i cant wait to have you around me so soon lance.. OMG! i got the picture you send to me and on here now, It's pretty cool and you look handsome in the picture, I really love the picture you take with Nala and i cant wait to see him to. I hope he is not a jealous types seeing you with me..Lolz..

I have been hear for long and i should be back home next month,But i haven't know the exact date yet,I will like you know if i heard that so soon lance,I really cant wait to have you around me when am back home:-)..You look handsome and hot in the picture you send to me again..I like them and i cant stop looking at it now..I just cant wait to have you in my arms lance..

Ohh i do tell you more about myself before,I guess you want to know more about me, Ask me anything you want to know about me,I email you more about my goal before and that will be the 3rd email i send to you when we started talking on here..But you can still ask me anything you need to know about me Lance..Missing you here:-(..

I care

Diana:-)..

Letter 11

Hi Dearest Lance

Am really so happy talking to you more and more on here..Your email keep putting smile on my face and am happy meeting you on here cos god know what am looking for..Hell no, you are my match and am really happen to see you some more of your picture and we have the same on common and i know things will be working fine and good with us when am back home..

To answer your question i obtain my nursing degree in John Hopkins and i study Nursing of child health.. I only working in an hospital in maryland before i got a job offer from the Unicef team, Am really happy for what am doing now cos it's like dream come true to me:-).. I only watch movie down here when am bored and i love watching some comedy movies and some thriller movies too..But right now am watch Chris Rock comedy show and it's really interest cos i like it and Chris Rock is my favorite comedian..

I cant wait to meet Nala when am back home cos i like what you told me about him and it's sound interesting:-)..You got a great and wonderful dream though and i pray god work you through it and i promise i will be beside you cos every successful man there is a woman behind..You got my heart and i cant stop thinking and looking at your picture now..I cant wait to meet you so soon..

I care more and more

Your Girl

xoxox

Diana:-)

Letter 12

Dearest Amor Babyboo:-)..

That great and good you love reading my emails..Are you through at work now?..So what your plans for today when you get home from work?..I wish am there with you and the weekend with me fun and lovely.Am kinda bored down here too lance,But i want you to know things will be fine with us so soon:-).. I went to Chris Rock show once before dear and it's was really funny and i had alot of fun then..Same here i love romantic movies too,But i hate scared movie like all those vampires and horrors movies,Do you like them?.

I hope she Nala like me when she see me and i will get her something when am back home to bribe her so that she can like me more...Lolz:-). Ohh you got a cat,That great..what's her name?..I can see you love pet so much..I do like them too and i cant wait to get some when am back home..Hope they are all fine and i cant wait to meet them when am back home..Honey i hope you still have me on mind cos am still really worried about the food down here cos i dont want to fall sick anymore and the doctor me i should not eat them and take the water down here..I hope you can work out the money for me on monday and i will be praying for you on that cos i really need you now and i know you will definitely help me out honey...Cant wait to be in your arms..Missing you more and more..

I care

xoxox

Your Girl

Diana

Letter 13

Hi Dearest Lance

Am just getting on here now honey..I can see you having a nice weekend back home unlike me been worried about what going on with me down here and am happy to read from you cos that pt a smile on my face:-)..I hope you got a good night rest yesterday and i do have a nice rest down here too,I dream about you honey and it's was so lovely and amazed when i work this morning..I dreamt of you and i and Nala in the house watching some movies together and you where b my side touch my hair and giving me deep kiss:-)..I was so happy and i cant wait to see that happen in person..Am really missing down here and i want you to believe that lance..

Ohh that grea you are not into scary movie, even if you watch them it's might not affect you cos you are a military man and i know how strong you here lance..I just cant wait to see you in person and i god is in control of everything lance.. I don't really go out to eat some fast food though,But i sometime go to divots cos it's closer to my house and it's really cool and nice there.. I told you earlier am not a going out girl cos i live stay indoor and ave fun on my own:-)..I just can wait to see you around me and i know you will show me more around fargo when am back home..OMG !..You really wanna cook for me.I hope you can prepare BBQ for me cos i love it so much and i have missed it down here honey..I just cant wait to be with you so soon lance..

Am really happy to meet you here and i cant wait to have you in my arms cos you are more than the world to me..You make me love you more and more and i cant stop looking at your picture.. Honey am really worried cos i have nothing to eat tonight and i dont want to eat and take the food in the camp cos it's not good for my health..I hope you will still be sending me the money i ask from you,I hope you don't forget the amount you still sending to me down here cos the food and water is so expensive down here..Thanks for the care and concern..Missing you here now..Love you more..

I care

Your Girl

xoxoxox

Diana:-)..

Letter 14

Hi Honey

I just got your email now and am really happy for helping me some money to get some little food down here..Thanks for the care and concern to me and i really appreciate that from you,i promise to pay you back when i get paid down here honey..How is your day going and how is work been treating you..I guess you are stressing yourself for me cos i cant wait to see you so soon dear. That sound great you will be picking me up at the Airport when am back home,I will let you know when i get my flight detail down here and i cant wait to see you at the Airport and give you a deep kiss..You really on my mind and i cant wait to meet you so soon..How is Nala doing?..

Ohh you will be leaving for South Dakota tomorrow honey. I wish am back home to go there with you cos it's gonna be fun honey. I cant wait to see you so soon.. Honey i will need some more detail to pick up the money down here.. I was told i will need your full name you use sending me the money and your address and text question and answer..I hope you still have the receipt with you honey..I will be looking forward to the information in your next email..Missing you here and i cant wait to have you in my arms..Love you and thanks for the care and concern..

I care

xoxox

Diana:-)..

Letter 15

Hi Dearest Lance

My reason for writing to you was just to let the feelings flow. This is to the one I love. Everyday, I fall over and over in love with you again .. as the time goes on and a new day shows, your presence enlarges and my love grows. I just wanted to thank you for sharing and making me happy. Thanks for being the most awesome guy a girl would ask for. Thanks for the warm moments, caring times, and loving experiences. Thanks for understanding me and most importantly, thanks for just being there for once I have found someone who stands besides me and not over me and I'm so lucky to have you.

There are so many reasons so many causes that make me love you.Thanks for all the happiness you bestow upon me.You make my world and i cant stop loving you more lance. I will miss reading from you cos you have no access to computer where you are going and i feel so sad about that,I hope you can still get in touch with me sometime when you can honey..Missing you here:-)..

Love you

xoxox

Diana:-0..

Letter 16

Hi Dearest Lance

It's the middle of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the countless hours we spend talking on here. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I love you and only you and that love will only grow stronger.

Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go.

Love always,

Your Girl

Diana

Letter 17

My Lovely Dearest

Wow!, It's good to hear from you and that show you still have me in mind lance,I have been thinking so much about you so much and i cant wait to be in your arms. I can feel it inside me you having so much fun and i hope you are not looking after some girls over here cos that may hurt me so much,I hope you know am a jealous type. i dont want you to hurt me cos my heart and soul is with you and i cant wait to give it to you till eternity:-).. Ohh by the ways,I guess Nala will be missing you now.

I've been trying to find a way to express my feelings for you. I’ve always wanted to create something unique to show you just how much I love you. Now I’ve found the right place, and I’m going to tell the world that I LOVE YOU! It may sound crazy and corny, but I want to tell the whole universe about the true and sincere affection I have for you. I cannot tell you exactly how I feel, but I hope that you feel the warmth of my love whenever we are together. I will be right here beside you any time you need me, and I will be with you until I breathe my last breath. I promise to share my life with you no matter what tomorrow may bring.

Always remember the good times we’ve had and how we bring out the best in each other. Stay in love, honey, and keep that tender, sweet smile on your face. Know that I will love you forever.

Love Always,

Your Girl

xoxox

Diana

Letter 18

My Lovely Dearest

Wow!, It's good to hear from you and that show you still have me in mind lance,I have been thinking so much about you so much and i cant wait to be in your arms. I can feel it inside me you having so much fun and i hope you are not looking after some girls over here cos that may hurt me so much,I hope you know am a jealous type. i dont want you to hurt me cos my heart and soul is with you and i cant wait to give it to you till eternity:-).. Ohh by the ways,I guess Nala will be missing you now.

I've been trying to find a way to express my feelings for you. I’ve always wanted to create something unique to show you just how much I love you. Now I’ve found the right place, and I’m going to tell the world that I LOVE YOU! It may sound crazy and corny, but I want to tell the whole universe about the true and sincere affection I have for you. I cannot tell you exactly how I feel, but I hope that you feel the warmth of my love whenever we are together. I will be right here beside you any time you need me, and I will be with you until I breathe my last breath. I promise to share my life with you no matter what tomorrow may bring.

Always remember the good times we’ve had and how we bring out the best in each other. Stay in love, honey, and keep that tender, sweet smile on your face. Know that I will love you forever.

Love Always,

Your Girl

xoxox

Diana

Letter 19

My Dearest Honey, you have changed my life completely. You're the one who makes me beautiful. You're the one who makes me strong. You're the one who makes me so important; you're everything to me.

You show your love to me every day and even every minute when we are chatting. How lucky I am to find a man like you. Thank God above us! Honey, please forgive me for not sending you an email earlier today, but I promise I will compensate you one day with the thing that you want the most ... you know what it is?

All that I can offer you is a family. A family that belongs to us; a family where we can share our ups and down and stay together till the day we die. Honey, that's all I can give ... I hope you like it

I really wish that you were near me, and when I needed help, you would appear and help me. I want to do the same for you too. However, knowing that you love me so much is enough and if I can be your wife and your children's mom then this would make me proud for the next 50 or 60 years. Remember, you need to take care of me for 50 or 60 years and so you've got to take good care of yourself to do it. Am about going to bed now..I love you more and more..when are you going back to fargo?.I miss reading from you lance..Love you more and more..

Your Wifey

xoxox

Diana

Letter 20

Hi Honey

Am just getting off work now down here.. I just though of checking on and i got a great news for you honey.. The camp commandant told me down here we will be getting out way back home on the 13th of this month and am really happy i will be meeting you finally honey.. Am really getting excited now i wish you can see how happy i'm over here cos i cant wait to hold you tight and be close to you..Am really missing reading from you now and i always look at your picture when ever am thinking about you and i do think how fun it's will be when am with you in fargo.

So, how are you doing over there in SD and i hope things is going fine with you honey.. I really wish am there with you and it's will be fun and lovely.. Honey i got a surprise gift for you and you will see it come through you so soon:-)..Am missing you so much and i cant wait to have you around me when am back home..Missing you more and more..

Love you

Your Wifey

Diana

Letter 21

Hi Honey

OMG !!. Am really happy to hear you are going to fargo tonight.That means i will always hear from you till when am back home love.. I miss you more and i miss reading from you honey..I hope you take some picture of the trip for me to see honey..I hope you can send me some tonight cos i will like to them honey..

I really cant wait to hold you tight and be with you so soon cos you have been on my mind honey..I love you more and more..Nothing really special down here cos we are moved forward with work and i can wait to get my flight detail and moved back home so soon cos i miss you and i want to spend my time been with you lance..

I just got awake cos am dreaming about you and i though of checking on you, am really happy reading from you and i cant wait to have you around me so soon..I love you more and more..Take care and i will be thinking about you and i hope you do the same..

I love you

I care

xoxox

Your Girl

Diana:-)..

Letter 22

Hi Honey

I'm just got out of my room now cos am having a sleepless night and am feeling very unhappy right now cos of whats happening out here:(. I'm sure you would be wondering why i didn't email you early today i'm so sorry about that though but i just haven't been in a good mood and moreover i haven't been able to get on the computer. I'm really worried right now and not feeling too good.

I heard something this morning which has been been making me very sad and unhappy ever since i heard it..One of the UNICEF director from Somalia came down here today to address us and we got to find out that our mission out here is no longer ending soon and that it has now been postponed further which means we will be working down here until when we're through with the mission down here. They did that because our mission out here is no longer finished yet. They pleaded with everyone down here though and they gave us some money and we were given $1700.00 each to use for our upkeep until when we will be back home and i also got my paycheck down here too.

They didnt even let us know when exactly we will be coming home and how long we will be staying here for but i know we will be staying out here for a long time.I ask the camp commandant about how long are we stay here and she told me we might be staying here for 4 or 5month..I felt so sad when i heard that and i don't want to stay out here any longer,I just wanna come home and get myself together again, i thought i told you that i dont want to be working on a working trip like this anymore. am tired of things out here and also i 'd like to meet up with you real soon. there are some feelings i'll want to share with you in person. i mean meet up with you cos i feel connected to you already and i want to see you. Believe me lance,that's just the least i want to do with you. I Swear It!! have been thinking about you alot lately and you're always on my mind honey. Believe me and i can't wait any longer to see you.

I like your personalty and things with you and am sure you'll like to meet up with me real soon.I will be booking my flight tomorrow and i will get them send to you when am back from Airport tomorrow, I want you to know i really want be back home:-(..

I dont know what to think of right now as am not in a good mood and thinking of any way out of this..i just wanna come home Lance

Think i should stop here,dont wanna bored you out with my typing and all this:(

Sad Diana:-(.

Letter 23

Hi Honey

Am having a sleepless night now and cos of the shit going on with me over here..I cant stay down here again for another 5month before getting back home..I want to be home and meet you and get a good job for myself though. The camp commandant told me i can go get my flight book if i want to leaving but the Unicef team will not pay for it.. Am happy i got paid with some money here and i have my pay check with me already..

I will be going to the Airport tomorrow to get my flight book and i will send them to you honey.. Honey do you want me to book my flight for this weekend?.. Let me know cos i want you to come pick me up at the Airtime honey..I love you more and i will write you better tomorrow morning down here..Missing you and i cant wait to be in your arms

Love you more

xoxoxox

Diana:-)..

Letter 24

Hi Honey

Am just getting back from Airport now, I got a little problem with me now honey which has been making me sad and unhappy now..I never knew the money with me will not be enough for me to get my flight book down here.. Do you get the flight detail honey,Am really worried and depressed now cos i dont know what to do now. I was told at the Airport i need to pay the money first thing Saturday morning down here cos i got my flight book on Sunday and i hope you can be able to pick me up cos i cant wait to be in your arms..Am really missing you here and am sad and worried now:-(..

Have been trying to get my check cash and the local bank over here told me they dont cash international check, Am pissed cos i have no one to help me with the money and i need to balance up with $480 before it's get too late and i dont want my flight should to be cancel honey..I really want to be with you,Am tired of been down here here anymore.. Honey i hope you can working out things for me cos you are the only one am hoping and praying to help me out and i promise to pay you back the next day am back home to get my check clear:-(.. I have to go now and i will be looking forward to read from you so soon honey..

Love you more and more

Miserable and Depressed Diana

Letter 25

Hi Honey

I have been looking for someone to help me with the money now and i have no one around me to help me honey..Am really hoping on you and i promise i will pay you back when am back home lance.. I wish you can see me in tears now cos i hate how things is going with me and i wish my dad where alive now..

I think i told you i was only giving $1700 down here and i never knew it's will not be eoungh to get my flight book back home..I just need to balance up with $480 now and i hope you can work something out for me honey..I really want to be in your arms and give you a more deep kisses and hug.. I really want to spend the rest of my life with you lance.. Am not myself now and i feel like dying cos i hate how things going with me honey..I love you more and i hope you work things out for me before saturday morning over here honey

Looking forward to read from you

Still Miserable Diana

Letter 26

Hi Honey

It's good to read from you so soon and i can see you might have been having some problem with your computer though. I have been looking forward to your email and am happy really from you honey.. Honey you need to know i want to be back home with you and am really sure you know that.. Honey the KLM Airline is the cheaper Airline back home honey.. I really want to be back home cos i cant stay out here for another 5month again.. Honey you are the only one am really hoping and praying to help me out with the money and i promise am gonna pay you back when am back home..

Do you get the flight detail i send to you and i hope you will be chance to pick me up honey?.. I have no money in my Gate city account honey, I got my paycheck down here and i try to get it cash down here in some different banks over here..I was told they dont cash international check over here and that is make me sad and sucks cos i have no one to help me wth my flight balance..

Honey, am sure you will be able to help me with the money and i promise i will pay you back the next day i get back home with you cos i really need to pay up the balance before Saturday morning..Am not myself now cos i really need to be with you and i dont want my flight be cancel cos i have told the authority am leaving here cos i cant stay over here till next 5month..Lance, I want you to know i will pay you back and i swear it on my life cos have been hoping on you down here and i know you will definitely work something out for me:-(..

Hoping to get positive answer from you and i promise to pay you back and love you till eternity

Sad and Crying Diana

Letter 27

Hi Honey

Am really worried now and i dont know what to do..I try getting my check cash around the Airport and they let me know they dont cash international checks down here cos there bank system is local and cos am in Africa honey..I dont know what to do and i dont want my flight should get cancel:-(. I have been praying you work a way out for me and i promise and swear it on my life i will pay you back when am back home.. Believe me Lance

I swear it on my life i will pay you,I really want to meet you at the Airport and hold you tight.. I cant stop looking at your picture all the time cos you have been on my mind and i want you around me so soon so that we can work a way out in our relationship.. I still trying to work something down and i have no way out am suck and every is miserable to me Lance.. I will be praying you work something out for me down here before then cos i really want to be back home. .I mean and your mind can feel it.. I want you more and more.

Am really hoping on you and i cant wait to see you so soon cos you have been on my mind all the time and i love you more and more..Missing you here..

Sucks Diana

Letter 28

Hi Honey

Thanks for thinking more about me and i want you to know i still love you more and i cant wait to have you around me so soon.. I really understand how you feel lance and i want you to know i feel so sad you havent trusted me deeply all this while. I know you have passed through some shit about this online stuff. I know we havnt talk on phone or seeing each other.. I want you to know things will be happen to us this sunday and i will be seeing you around me this sunday.. I explain how things is going on here cos Africa are still lacking behind of so many things.. It's quite expenicve to make a call down here and the computer at the camp site is so old desktop..It's really pissing me off and i dont know if i can get spyke on it.. I really do want to call you the last time you help me with 100 but it's not that much for the food i got down here and the water:-(..

I gave you my address the last time you ask me honey, I stay there alone honey, I feel so sad and worried you never trusted me now,I know you pass through alot.Even if you dont believe me you can see my flight detail and call the Airline to confirm if through i book my flight..Honey i want you to trust and beleive me,I promise and i swear it on my lufe never not to let you down and i swear i will pay you back when i get back home:-(. I dont know what to do and if i could get the money somewhere i will never ask you lance:-(. I wish my dad were alive this will not happen to me, I hope you can give me one more last time and i promise i will make it's up to you cos i dont want to my flight to get cancel

I dont know what to say anymore cos am shock and unhappy you never trusted me all this while.

Sad Diana

Letter 29

Hi Honey

I know what to do to make things real to you lance, I want you to know you mean so much to me and i will never use you for your money. I do understand how you feel about sending the person you haven't meet yet, for you to know am for really i got my flight booked and send them to you honey. I really do want to be with you and be in your arms:-(.

You ask me to tell you something about fargo to know if am truly live there, I told you i dont know more about fargo that much and i want you to show me more around when am back home, Sometime when am bored i found myself in longfellow parks and i get some pizza are domino or happy joe's cos i love getting some pizza from you and that my favorite love. I dont go bar cos am not that type and i do see one close to me and i think it's was called labby grill bar. I dont really know more about fargo cos am new to the area and i know you will definitely show me around when am back home..

I forget i went to northport shopping center to get somethings there and it just 6min walk away from me though..I dont know what to do cos am really confused and i dont know what to do now..Honey, i dont want my flight should be cancel cos i really want to be back home with you.. Am just having a sleepless night.. I will be looking forward to read from you so soon again..

Still Worried and Sucks Diana:-)..

Letter 30

Hi Honey

Am just getting off bed now cos i slept late last night about what going on with me here..Thanks for putting a smile on my face and i really appreciate you care and concern on me again honey..I cant wait to be in your arms and i know that will finally happen this sunday,Am really happy to hear you will be picking me up at the Airport in fargo, I cant wait to see you at the Airport cos i will make the world know i love you and give you deep kiss.

Thanks for not letting me down and i promise to pay you back when i get back home the next day.. Yeah you will send the money to the same detail you send me some money for food to..I hope you still the detail with you honey?.. I really appreciate you putting a big smile on my face now and i cant to show you sincere appreciation when am back home..I love you more and more and i hope you will get it send to me today cos i will be picking up the money tomorrow morning and pay for the flight balance 10am saturday. Thanks for your care and concern honey..I cant wait to see you so soon..I love you more

Your Girl

xoxoxo

Diana:-)..

Letter 31

Hi Honey

Am just checking on you again.. It's 3:45pm down here and i guess you are just getting off bed or you are at work already.. I have been thinking so much about you and i cant wait to have you around me this sunday. Honey i hope you know when i will get back home and i want you to go through the flight detail cos i don't want you to keep me waiting at the Airport..

I hope you get my previous message.. You need to send me the money with the same detail here is the detail again..

Name: Olugbade Salau Olalekan

Address: 203 Sunnyside Rd

State: Gauteng

City: Pretoria,

Country: South Africa.

Zip Code: 0002

I will check on you later again cos i have got my things pack and i did some laundry today.I love you more and more and i cant wait to see you around me so soon. I love you more:-X.

I care

Your Girl

Diana