Letter(s) from Tatyana Vedernikova to Gerald (Austria)

Letter 1

I'm grateful to you Gerald, that you answered to my letter! I never used Internet to get acquainted with man. I hope, that you have time to send me some messages that we could learn each other. In the first letter I can not tell to you much about me, but I shall try to make it; my age 30 years, friends name me Tatiana. I live in Russia, Novonikolaevsk village, beside Kazan city. It in the central part of Russia. I was not married and I live in home of my parents. My father on pension, mother works in refectory like a chef. I have a high education, but it's very hard to find work on my profession, and in this way I work like waitress in a bar. I work to be more independent and also I ought to help my parents. I like to travel and be in different places, but my work does not allow me to do it frequently. I have many friends, we sometimes together spend time, play billiards and tennis, we have other entertainment. I send you two pictures that you knew me. Also I want to ask you to send me some pictures of you.
Please Ask things interesting you about me and inform me some information on you: what you love an entertainment? What your character? What You love qualities in women? I shall answer on your questions and shall tell you it is more about myself in following mail! I shall be to wait for your messages. Your friend Tatiana.

Letter 2

Gerald You e-mail means for me, that I too was interesting to you. You Really Gerald, see a photo of me nice? - OK, in the following messages I shall send you other pictures of me. I liked your photo! You perfectly look, I hope to see more. I speak in Russian, my height is 1,65 m, weight is 52 kg. I think that you have no bad habits, to take alcohol sometimes it is possible)) Concerning children I cannot answer, as this decision of 2 people, the partners, one such a question to not solve. The family is very important and it is my purpose. Gerald, at me is present to you It is a lot of questions and I would like to ask them in the messages, I hope you will allow to me answers to them - OK? You for me the nice person, And on this for me it is important to know your opinion on some things. I come to internet cafe in Kazan because I want to acquaintance with guy from other country, in our country all men are rough, and almost of them always drink. My girlfriend went to the Chicago last year and now live there with beloved man, they met by internet. It's she tells me to find a friend in internet. I want to tell to you about myself more in detail. My birthday on July, 14th, 1980. I live in Russia - Novonikolaevsk village. It's beautiful village near Kazan. Our village is not very big but there a nature is very wonderful. We don't have theater, native museum and many other architecture places only in Kazan. I never was outside Russia. I very much love summer, because is warm and is green. I like to cook very much especially I like Russian
food: different salads, pelmeni (like raviolly), borsh (soup) and many other dishes. I am not very good at of other countries food or some others but I prefer the food, which was made at home but not in other places. We have different kinds of sporttoo like football, hockey. I like different kinds of music, it is usually depends on my spirits.
For example, when I feel sad I listen to classical music. I like Madonna. I don't have a man here as it is difficult to find a good man in Russia. I had serious relations but we parted with him. But it is another story and I will tell you it in another letter. I think you differ from Russian men. I see that you are a clever, kind, tender man this is one of the reasons why I want to write you. I don't smoke, don't drink and have no bad habits. I can have a glass of wine for some occasions. My favourite colour is violet, as it is a colour of fantasy.I studied English at school and at university. I studied at university KGU Kazan State university. I studied there 5 years at economic faculty. My speciality "finance and credits". I would like to have my own business and I don't mind to have my own restaurant. I don't have any brothers, sister. It is pleasant to me romantic relations between the man and the woman, but probably all women dream to get acquainted with good The person to have with him beautiful romantic relations. But frequently such things come to an end Very quickly. I have no intention to spend myself on such acquaintances.
While I have not met In the life of such person to which I would decide to give myself and the life. But me it would be desirable to find such person. I think, that for the woman the main thing to have in a life not career or other success, and strong family and the favourite person beside what to care of him. Tell please, you dream to meet what woman in the life? Excuse Gerald, that I ask you to discuss such frank thing with The person whom you know couple of days. But it is interesting to me to know It about you. I have shortly written to you my outlooks on life if to you there will be it interesting, That we can discuss these themes in more detail then. I to send you other photo!!! I hope to you it is pleasant!!! I shall wait for yours e-mail. Yours faithfully Tatiana.

Letter 3

Hello, dear Gerald!!! Weather here became rainy, but at clear the sky strong heat. My dear, a photo I cannot show this the Russian meal)) am more Italian)) But I shall try to make to you a special photo. I am very glad that today could to receive your letter and I write to you answer. Now I hope that our relations will be long!!! Every day we start to learn each other better and for me it is an interesting thing, Yours e-mail. Last time at me on soul is present boredom, not occurs any joyful things and your message now for me as a solar beam.
little about me)): my height is 1,65 m, weight is 52 kg. I have not been married and I don’t have any children, but I have dream to find the loving men, and to create a family. I’ll give this person all my love and tenderness. Gerald, I want to tell you about my daily life in this latter. I wake up at 6 o’clock, have shower-bath, make breakfast.
Then I have three time from 8 to 14 o’clock. At this time I meet with my girlfriends and we go on aerobics, 2 times to a week. In other days I am engaged in domestic affairs, I read books, I listen music. I like very much to go to theatre and cinema. In the summer I and my friends go on the nature, there is a beautiful small river near Kazan. Its name Kazanka. And near to city the huge river Volga flows. At 14 o’clock I should be on my work. I like my work, here during breaks I can observe different sports events, on the TV, we have a cable television in the bar I finish my work at 23 o’clock, and I go home on foot. It is terrible to come back home alone but I have got used already. After coming home I have shower-bath, then I have a supper and I go sleeping, pending see dreams and tomorrow's day. Tell to me more about yourself. What hobby do you prefer??? How you spend your free time??? What do you do on your work??? Gerald, I send you other picture of. I hope, that it will be To like you. Tell to me more in detail about the family. Whether it is a lot of at You relatives? What at you with them of the relation? As frequently you Gather? In my family very much close relations. I to you already Informed, that I live with mum and the daddy. Last relations at me were the last year.
One was The boyfriend, but I have left him. we did not like each other and had various interests. Among associates of me of people I cannot allocate anybody for serious relations. Good men to become it is ever less and annoyingly in Next time to test disappointment when you think that has met The suitable person. I shall be ready to give myself all without the rest to such person and I think, that the main advantage of the woman is fidelity and skill To make family happy, without quarrels and conflicts. On it I I finish the letter. Gerald, write to me ideas that I has told to you. I’ll be glad to get your letter.

Letter 4

Hello dear Gerald!!! I come to internet cafe again and receive letter from you. Your letters make my mood magnificent on all the day. I wait with impatience each new letter from you. Gerald, I usually do not tell about the deep ideas and opinions, but to you has written, because has felt desire to open it to you. I more independent woman, but probably sometimes am necessary that there was one man, which can to open and trust - sometimes frequently it happens hardly to reflect on all these things. I am glad, that has found at you understanding me, you see it happens not frequently. It is a pity that Internet - cafe is too far from my home and I have no opportunity to visit it every day.Today I’ll tell to you more about my work. I have spoken you that I work as the waitress in a bar which name is Sports mooring. It is a bar for sports fans. I have spoken, that I love my work because I like to observe sport meets. But in general it is a hard job because I should work up to night and many people visit our bar, after work I have to go through some quarters to my home. It is hard to find good work in Russia, so I don’t want to complain. It is better to work in such place, than to not have work. Many people in Russia haven’t work, they speak that cannot find suitable work for itself, these are people who don’t want to work, they want to earn money and also work as small as possible, I think that if the person wants always earn money, he can to earn but only by work. Are you agree with me??? I hope you it agree and will tell to me ideas on it. My dear, I am very glad that I can to have dialogue with you and I hope for our serious relations. As a token of the serious attitude to you, - I make to you this a photo, I hope to you it is pleasant! It always with me. Yours Tatiana

Letter 5

Hello my honey Gerald! ok, I shall be serious)) About my work, - I earn approximately 220 dollars a month, working approximately 6 days in a week. It is not enough, but above a living wage here.
Difficultly, but owing to a life with parents we help each other and we can normally live. About weather here, is many rains, the sun often shines, but there is no heat, today the sun, but clouds everywhere and will be possible a rain, but not looking at it, - I can write to you and this most important. I enjoy by yours letters. Yours thoughts are very pure and are good. I admire with you. Yesterday on my activity, there were large problems. One of the visitors of a bar of saws there is a lot of vodka and beginnings to all to go combat. Guarding of our bar has deduced him from a bar. However, he at first did not want to leave. He has made combat. Then by his force have dragged on a street.
In one hour, he has returned, but already with the drunken friends.
There was a large combat. Then there has arrived police. We were compelled to stop activity of a bar. Our chief was very malicious. I am very much disturbed. Because one of gangsters has given to my girlfriend, (she too there works) on a head a bottle and she lies in hospital. Today I shall go to her. She very good girl. Our bar cultural putting and we do not start up the drunkards. It happened in maiden and I to have because of it poor state of health. Only your letters and hope about our future occurring do to me well! In Russia, there is a lot of disorder. It is country of chaos. I shall not write more about poor. I only shall write to you, that I enjoy by thy letters. Yours Tatiana.

Letter 6

Dear Gerald! I like to travel and lay on the sun)) all should be moderately. My dear, I did not see other countries, therefore I prefer to arrive to you, it is possible in the future? About the Russian men ((it is their destiny, I cannot explain differently. They lose a head.
Thanks for this e-mail from you. your letters are very pleasant to me.
This week there is a new theme for considerings, and these new ideas excite me. I do not know as you Gerald, but for me starts to have importance our exchange e-mail. These are new emotions in my quiet heart. For me it is not usual, to get acquainted with the man on e-mail, for many miles from me and it is possible to have relations. I was happy, when read this letter. At me all is good. My girlfriend will work tomorrow. I want that you knew that I constantly think about you. In this letter I want to tell you more about my work, I think you is interest this! About my work: My work will be to accept the order at visitor to transfer its barman or in a dining room and then the ready order to bring tothe client. ( Vodka the most popular drink!
Vodka is drunk almost by all Russia. I not against that that the person drank vodka! It is not pleasant to me when people drink too much and cannot will stop. Tell, you when or drank Russian vodka?).
Also it is necessary to change ashtrays and to wipe a table if the client has casually poured a drink. We receive the tip from some visitors. Basically it is rather rich constant clients. Other visitors simply do not consider it necessary to pay the tip. But there are exceptions! At us, it is many visitors in a bar and consequently without an affair to sit will fail. It is difficult and hard work. It is necessary to keep up always everything that occurs in a bar. I have to smile and be affable with all clients even if this visitor is unpleasant to me. But I think what better to have such work than to not work absolutely. I have got used to earn for the residing independently. And to me like to be independent of others. Hope you understand me? Gerald , you should not have excitements of that is present distance between us. I such woman, that if I shall like the person for a meeting with him, I shall reach even on the moon. I not I worry about it and even I have devoted feelings, having got acquainted with The person on the other hand. For me it is very interesting
feelings- to find out the person with other culture, thinking, traditions. It one of things - which draws me to you. Not the main
thing,- but new and interesting. Probably if our relations will be strong and you Gerald, you can find out the mysterious Russian woman.
I hope, that for you it is interesting to find out and test love of such woman? I I think, dear Gerald That you cannot resist to mine for a long time female magic, If happen so, that we shall be the person to To the person. On it I finish my message to you Gerald. I to send you other my photo. I wait for your messages. Yours Tatiana

Letter 7

Hello my honey Gerald! Yes, I very much like to lay on a beach, there is a big lake near to my village and the river, but it is far. Usually I go on a beach on foot. I have no driving-licene and cars as)) You have asked why I cannot find good the man here? I already spoke, - I could not make it and always had bad experience, the Russian men drink much, I do not wish to speak about it, forgive. How you? I hope all well with you! My dear, today I have had a great day! Two month ago my best girlfriend born child give her name Masha. She asked me to be godmother for her. I think you know what christening is. But any way I want to tell you about it. At 9:00 a.m. We has arrived in the church, there we have bought everything, necessary for christening, as follows silver cross, clean linen, towel. At 10:00 a.m. rite has began.
Everyone has come in the room for christening. When I was christened, I was very young and I do not remember it, so it was new and beautiful event for me. When I came in this room, I felt unusual sensation, I felt myself easy and at ease, like I am in native house. All walls were hanged with old icon, frame in the gold. But ahead the enormous altar stood also coated icon and gold. I think, you know how beautifully in Russian church. The Sunbeams played in the gold, everything sparkled and shone. This room was unusual; in it I felt that I inhere no on the land, but on the sky. Approximately 30 persons came christened. Before coming in the christening we were asked to remove upper shoes and clothes. The saint father conducted many rites, read the prayers. Afterwards saint father came to everyone, who must take the christening and salved with tassel, imbrued holy water.
Afterwards I bathed the child in holy water. At this moment suddenly I recalled about you. I presented, how it was beautifully become the godmother for child your friends or relative. After everyone went in circle of the altar three times and repeated the prayer which spoke the saint father. This ceremony lasted approximately 3 hours. I as godmother mother carried the child on hand for all time. I have much tired and I have hands ache, but all this can not compared with such beautiful sensations, which I have got in this ceremony. It is difficult for me to write you now, so I finish. I always think of you with love in my heart. Yours Tatiana.

Letter 8

Hello dear Gerald!!! I have Christian religion. Forgive that there is no photo from church. The ceremony could proceed less but so it has turned out)) Yes, we had food but already houses. I am really tired that day. You have asked why I thought of you? As you are important for me and probably we shall together once, I hope you understand me.
Thanks for a photo from tournament, tell to me more about it how there passes your trip? I am very grateful to my girlfriend Anna, that she has advised me search for my happiness through internet. Our exchange of opinions is interesting to me and I think, that now I can make some opinion on what your character. Gerald, I send you a new pictures. How to you? I too would want to see more than your pictures. I am very glad, that I have an opportunity to communicate with you. I want to know about you as much as possible. It makes me near to you. Dear, tell me please more about yourself. What do you do in time of resting??? Where are you spend your days off??? I like to have a rest more on the nature. In the summer I and my friends go to campaigns, well you know tents, the open sky, a fire. It's a great pleasure, to walk on a green wood early in the morning, to breathe fresh air, to listen to the birds singing. And if do it together with loving person, it is probably indescribable feelings. I have spoken, we have very beautiful places behind our village. There are a lot of fish in the river. It is a pity, but I cannot frequently afford it, in summer I work also, and the free days off are seldom. But if I and you, shall decide to meet to learn our approaching to each other, I am ready to give up work, for happiness I am ready on all. Certainly, it is early to speak about it, we should at first learn each other better. I love sports meets. We, in Russia, have different kinds of sports. In the end I'll tell to you about my village. It is not very big village.
Near 8 thousand persons live here. There is a park of rest where I like to walk with my girlfriends. We have many modern cinemas, but in Kazan, not in our village. I like to go to theatre; it is very interesting to look for game of actors. But if to speak frankly in the last these entertainments give time I have less than pleasure. I frequently dream of romantic evening with the favourite person, it can be a supper or simply walk. I think, that in it there is a lot of charm. You like cosy evenings with the family? I very much love holidays when all family gathers, behind one table. It is very cosy and comfortable for me. Gerald, excuse me for a question: you write still to women, except for me? I think, that you are good, as the man and To like many women. Because at me good taste, and you to like me.
What your private life now, please tell about it. Probably you have to me any frank questions? I shall answer them. Write to me more in detail about the feelings and desires, to me to like to read, when you tell about yourself, I am ready to listen about it. Also our village is very green and clean. Tell to me about your city, what interesting place is there??? I want to know all details concerning to you. My embraces. Yours Tatiana

Letter 9

Hello dear Gerald!!!!! I as have only you and I write only for you, thanks my dear! I am happy, that I have opportunity to come to the Internet cafe and to get letters from you because it is a uniqu chance to communicate with you. It is hard to live in Russia, you are person who pleases me, I receive from you a charge of energy and I am wait each your letter. The life in Russia is very difficult, though I have custom to this, but sometimes I feel so tired what I want to leave it all. I think you have changed my life. I am glad that I live because I have you. I earn 6,8 thousand roubles (225 $) a month on my work, and it allows to me go to the internet cafe and to speak with you and so I am very happy. I hope that you will not cease write to me!?! I'll tell to you about life in Russia. It is very difficult to find work in Russia, as I sad, and I happy that I work in bar and receive my 6,8 thousand roubles a month. I concern to an average layer of the all people in my country because it is a lot of people hear which can't pay for light and gas because receive less then 3 thousand roubles a month, it only for food. But I do not want to complain I can contain myself though sometimes it's very difficult. Tell me please about life in to your country, it will be very interesting to me get more informance about of your country. Today on work I thought of you and, it was pleasant for me to know, that there is a person, which which thinks about to me, reads my ideas and writes something for me. And how you Gerald? You these days missed on dialogue with me? I think, that we with you could carry out perfectly together evening. I hope, that we shall make still it in the future and we can well have fun. I am sure, that it will be good time for us Gerald! We shall drink easy wine, then to dance, while our legs can maintain it. And after that we probably shall reach somewhere else....., and where I shall make with you some things. Ideas about it me beforehand raise. My imagination very much advanced and I can represent for myself many details of ours appointments. Probably, dear, it is time to me to finish this letter, and I now shall write that a lot of superfluous and I shall have then confusion before you. I wait for yours e-mail, my lovely. Embraces and my kiss!!!Yours Tatiana

Letter 10

Hello my nice Gerald! My dear, worldwide now there is a reduction in expenses of energy, but Russia to not concern to it, I am assured, what we have made? Have changed bulbs on energy saving up and everything, and the rest? Machines, light of buildings of a roof, the solar energy is not used never, energy of inflow and outflow to not consider all this and improvement in Russia is not done. Other developed world worries and does everything to reduce energy consumption. About FUKSHIMA, it is awful, but it is a mistake of people, and technologies. You have asked about the Internet of cafe, I pay approximately 3- 4 dollars when come to Internet of cafe to receive your letter and to write to you the answer, do not worry my love, I shall not regret ltmyub for our dialogue as you are important for me. Your dream of a meeting, about fine sparks from a rose very much like me and I love these flowers. I am glad to get your letter.
With each your letter I get accustomed to you more and more. Now I completely trust you and want to tell you that nor to whom did not tell earlier. I want to tell in detail about my relations in the past.
I think if we are going to develop the serious relations between you and me that you have a right to know about it. This especially personal information so I ask you to pertain seriously to my story and save this in the secret. I trust you and do not want you to disillusion me. In my life one man was only. His name is Artem. We got acquainted two years ago on the birthday of my girlfriend. In that evening he was shown me very fun and careful man. He spoke me many compliments and took care of whole evening. I do not know, may be, he just tried to like for me!!! Anyway, but he could. I do not know, who has said him my address, but the next day he came to my home and brought the bouquet from 30 white roses. He politely said "Hello" and invited me to the cinema. I always was surprised with the bounty of the Russian men. They are ready to give everything what they have to get the girl. But as soon as girl get accustomed and love him, then they begin to consider themselves winner, their bounty and care disappear, and they begin to behave crudely and powerful. Considering that if once upon a time he spent his own power and facilities on me, that now I have to be him grateful for the whole life. I hope you are not such man? With each day he liked me more and more. Soon we began to live together. First everything was fine. He came home from work and brought the bottle of good wine. But soon the goblet of wine did not enough to drink with me for supper. He became to detain in work, not to stay at night and come home in drunken condition. He began to forbid me to meet with girlfriends. I asked him, why he so solved and he answered that does not trust them, and that they render bad influence on me. I never lied him and did not give the cause for mistrust. I am very honest person, I can not lie and so I want people to be honest with me too!!! I thought that if he is jealous, so he loves me and I agreed with him. For the sake of him I ceased to communicate with girlfriend. I loved him, but he made condition every day. Certainly, I did not like it, but I loved him and did not want to lose. Once upon a time, when I went to the shop, I met with my school girlfriend. Her name is Lena. She has said that next week she will have a birthday, and she will take offence much on me if I shall not come to congratulate her. I promised that I shall come. In the evening when Artem came home, I said him about it. But suddenly he began to yell on me and forbid me to go. I said that I promised to come, and I have to restrain the promise. He knocked me and said that in general I do not have a right to contradict him. But with tear on my eye I yelled that you are not husband and not father, and you do not have right command. I ran in room and began to collect their own belongings. Artem saw this and became to ask the pardon from me. He spoke many tenderly and tenderly so how it was at the first day. He said me many warm words, and I forgave him. In week, when I will go for birthday to girlfriend, I called him with myself, but he said that he needs to work. We began to celebrate the birthday in Lena's home, but then we go to the disco. On disco I met my former classmate. His name is Dima. In the eighth class we was friends, I thought that I loved him, but we were very young and our relations remained just friendly. We sat for table to drink coffee and recall the school years. You do not believe!!! Suddenly Artem appeared and knocked Dima to head with bottle. I yelled and everyone, who was in the disco, called attention on us. Dima lost the consciousness and fell on the floor. Artem was much drunk and hardly stood up on foot. I was afraid and ran away from him. He ran for me and yelled: freeze bitch!!! I shall kill you!!! The freeze!!! Thank god, guard of the disco knocked him and handcuffed on him. But he did not quiet down and continued to threaten. Soon the police arrived and arrested his whole for 3 days.
While he was in prison, I collected the belongings and came to my parents' home. Hitherto I am afraid to go on the street alone. I am afraid to meet him once upon a time. From my girlfriends I heard that he often came to this club with different girls. Our relations lasted for four months. I promised myself that nevermore I shall link my life with Russian man. I hope, you understand now, why I so often talk about trust. In general I think that without trust no normal relations. Always yours Tatiana.

Letter 11

Hello my darling Gerald!!!!! My dear, thanks for the story about your relations, I would be glad to learn more, but I shall not ask, if you will want, - you will tell to me it. I very much wanted that we were closer also I is glad that it has happened, now I dream that I can arrive to you and I wish to make it shortly as only you are necessary to me now and I know, is for ever. You can’t imagine, as far as happy you makes me by the letters. You are very interesting person with high intelligence and sense of humor. I am glad to speak again with you!
Thank for yours e-mail. I am glad Gerald, that in our relations there is a promotion and we became more close people. I tell about you mine much to parents and friends. They hope, that will sometime get acquainted with you Gerald. They insist, that I would acquaint you with them, my parents are especially persevering. I have told him , that is serious I treat you Gerald, also that you the good person. You know Gerald, that parents always wish children only good and are pleased, when their children are happy in all. I want to tell you, that I have attached to you very much. I can’t explain my feelings, but I grieve very much without you, it’s at first time for me, because we didn’t meet still. I think, I starting to love you. I hope, it doesn’t frighten you, because speak not so long time. But in such man as you any woman fall in love in some days of dialogue!!! I can speak for a long time about my feelings, but I don’t want to disturb you by my ideas, maybe, they’ll seem silly for you. How are you? It’s no changes in my life. All days are similar, only your letters bring pleasure in my severe everyday lives. I wait for your opinions, I miss also a kiss of you. Love Tatiana.

Letter 12

Hello my light Gerald!!! Yes, we is far, but this distance I wish to overcome and arrive to you my love! I don’t want to frighten you, but understand me please; I need to know your intentions to me. I don’t want to wound my heart. I wrote to you in the last letter about filling my heart feeling of love to you, today, at night I think for a long time, I feel love to you. Such situation wasn’t with me before, I don’t know when it has come to me, but I can’t without your letters any more. I wait for the moment when I’ll receive the letter from you with great impatience. I want that you’ll write about your feelings to me. And if your intentions are serious, and you as well as I wants to meet for learning each other, write me and we’ll start to decide this problem. You’ll arrive to me, or I arrive to you, we’ll decide further. You know, I am very sensual woman and if your intentions are not serious stop write to me please, I am afraid that my heart will be broken and I’ll suffer for a long time. I know that you are good person and you will fairly answer on my question, I am only afraid, and that you don’t have such feelings to me. We could meet and then decide how we are necessary to each other. I don’t afraid that after our meeting you reject me, but I’ll damn myself up to the end of my life that I and haven’t met with you. Probably it is destiny!?! So you’ll decide. I have completely opened for you. I‘ll wait for your following letter with impatience. Love Tatiana.

Letter 13

My love, my dear, your letter forces me to cry, as I understand, - I have met the person whom searched for all life! There is no holiday, there is no life when I far from you. My love, mine put a birth without you, is awfully, but... I never shall regret about those words which I speak you now: I LOVE YOU And I WISH TO be YOURS, ONLY YOURS!
ONLY FOR YOU MY HEART NOW FIGHTS, ONLY FOR YOU I LIVE AND I BREATHE THIS AIR, ONLY OWING TO YOU I CAN TRUST IN THE TRUE LOVE! My love, I should tell to you, that very much I wish to arrive to you and I wait for the moment when you will invite me and will be glad to meet me there. I spoke with my parents much, they to hope, that our relations strong and speak, that it is necessary for us to meet. My love, they are ready to help to arrive to me to you, it is necessary for me to talk only to them about it. PLEASE answer, - whether I can arrive to you and when it is convenient to you to meet me that I did not deliver to you inconvenience. I very much wish to meet my dear! Love Tatiana

Letter 14

Hello my honey Gerald!!!!! Thanks for congratulations my love! Know, this congratulation the most important for me as I love you my dear!
Today I have come in Internet cafe and I am happy. I read your letter and flied on heavens with happiness. I am very glad, that you will accept me. Then I set off home and talked to my parents. I have told them, that you Gerald, remarkable man, man of my dream. I spoke about you with my father much. Certainly, I spoke earlier about you, but today there was a long serious conversation. My father has told, that you Gerald, true man. Father has told, that he will give me money to visa and passport. My parents are very happy, that we have found each other. They transfer you the attitudes. My Gerald, today I went in the Austrian office. I receive visa not through embassy on a straight line, and through tourist agency. It is much easier and faster. I make paid accelerated visa and I shall receive it in Moscow. Today I have written the application on reception of the passport for travel abroad and have paid receipts. The day after tomorrow I shall receive my passport for travel abroad. 7 working days are necessary that the visa was completely ready. My love Gerald, it is necessary for me to know Your full name and surname, your full home address, correct number of your phone. My dear, I shall arrive to you as soon as I shall receive all documents! It is very difficult to receive the visa in Austria.
Here very much Bureaucracy. In embassy constantly speak, that one paper, other document, and then is necessary that to me in the end speak, that they have given up to you in reception of the visa! It is bad they do, BUT IT IS RUSSIA, here all officials such. Therefore I have addressed to tourist agency. It is the very good people. People who work in agency have told to me that there are no problems with the visa. There is a visa for the bride, but it's not the best variant for us because we did not meet and we have no photos together. They will not allow to me arrive to you as the bride, but it is possible to receive the tourist visa and passport. They will give to me this visa easily and quickly. They have told, that will be glad to help me. Me asked to learn the exact information concerning the name of the airport and the name of city to which I should arrive. Please, write to me. My love, I send all of you my personal information:

My full name: Tatiana Vedernikova
Address: Russia, Republic Tatarstan, Novonikolaevsk, street Ovragnaya house 2, apartment 3, but I registration in Kazan. Russia, Republic Tatarstan, Kazan city, Vosstaniya street, house 34, apartment 21.
index: 420004.

My Gerald, here I listen my heart... My heart speaks me, that we with you should meet each other. Our happiness is in our hands and in our decisions... I need to tell to you many words of love, at our first meeting. I very much wait for the moment of our meeting that we together with you have begun a new happy life! I am very tired, I now shall go home and there will be a rest. I shall write to you. I love you very much, I know, that we with you shall together soon. I dream of day when, I can kiss you and embrace you. Love Tatiana

Letter 15

Hello my dearest Gerald, I missed you so much. We comes nearer with you a meeting, my Gerald. I am really very happy and I shall not hide my emotions. My soul and heart a little worry before my travel to you.
Because I go to my beloved. Thanks for the information my love! Here I have safely received my passport for travel abroad. Today I go in travel agency, I spoke with the worker of travel agency about my travel to you. For what date we shall plan my travel to you? In the near future it's necessary for me to buy air ticket to you, my dear. I have some saved sum money. But I am not assured, that this money will suffice on buy air ticket. My Gerald, you can help me with missing sum of money to buy air ticket to you? You can help me with a part of the sum for air ticket? It's necessary for me in addition 385 euro for the air ticket, as ticket very dearly costs. I hope, that you can help me.
When I shall buy air ticket, later I shall inform you details of my flight, that you could plan your trip to the airport to meet me. I hope for you my love! I cannot live without you Gerald. You are all I think about and I too thank the lord for having us find one another.
You are the greatest gift any man can have. You are full of joy happiness and love and I have fallen madly in love with you. You give me hope in life to end this dreadful lonliness. It will be a great feeling for the both of us to have someone to come home too. I thank you so much for being my best friend and I will show you all the love that I can Gerald. I very much love you and I want to be with you. I today went along the street and saw the man and woman together. They went both were embraced and were kissed. I very much want also to go with you, to observe of birds and to look at the sky, to be kissed and to be embraced. We went for a walk much with you and then have got tired and send home. I have prepared supper, we had supper and then send to sleep. I left at first, and then you have come. You looked at me and I could not wait to be engaged in sex with you. You gently have kissed me in lips, then in a neck and you kissed me all below and below. I flied in heavens from pleasure, then were engaged in sex, both of us have received a lot of pleasures, I was the happiest woman in the world, because I was with you, with my most favourite man. I am grateful to the God, that we could find each other in this big world.
My Gerald, I am assured, that it is destiny!!! I shall put all my efforts to make you the happiest man in this world. I have tears of pleasure and happiness on my face. To leave to you, I spoke with my chief on work and have taken holiday. On work I very much get tired, as it is a lot of to people and a lot of work. But I now I do not feel weariness. Because I have no time to think of weariness. All my ideas only about you my dearest Gerald!!!!!! I do not have not enough necessary words to express all that I feel to you, my dear. My parents have transferred you big Hello. Now I shall close my letter and I shall wait for your letter. With all my love, respect and gentle kisses, yours Tatiana

Letter 16

Hello my honey Gerald! When I shall meet you at the airport when I shall see you and I shall give the first kiss and embraces, - I cannot constrain some tear as even now I cry with happiness! My love, my dear, you do not represent as I is happy to receive the letter where you write that can help me. It really to realize happiness, that you care of me. My Gerald if you can send little bit more and I shall have additional money from you, on an emergency, I shall be very glad and grateful to you. My love, yes, I as learned about Western Union too.
Here there are offices and you can send the help for me through it? I hope what yes. You were right, there is a living wage for visiting austria but as I go to you, buying the ticket in both sides and in travel agency and embassy are available all your information, - I do not need to have this money, all should be good. I hope for it. My love, to me did not speak anything about a living wage, therefore now it is necessary for me only your help in 385 euros. You have all necessary information to make it and I hope, that you can shortly send me a code on which I can receive your help. Concerning my stay, my love, I plan to reserve the air ticket from Kazan up to Moscow, there I have change. I shall take air tickets with a pause in change as in Moscow it will be necessary for me to go to Embassy and to receive the visa as if you will send me of money on my tickets, I to have all it shall be necessary for reception of the visa. After that I plan from airport Domodedovo or Sheremetevo to reserve the ticket up to you, up to Vienna international airport. When you will send me the help, - I reserve the air ticket and I send you all necessary data of my flight that you could meet me. I shall try to do it for the evening that you could meet me and had no difficulties. I hope and I trust what be fast we can together, that ours, desires are carried out. My dreams already seem to me real when I think of you my love. I want to tell to you one of my imaginations concerning us. And I hope, that you it will encourage. I rise early in morning, I go on kitchen, I prepare breakfast, coffee or tea. I bring to you breakfast in bed, when you still sleep. Then I begin you to waken, I do by gentle kisses your lips, then neck, then I whole your breast, am gentle whole your dummies. You begin has woken up. Then I begin to fall below, I kiss your stomach. I feel, how you begin to want me, you want to take me in embraces, and to love me is direct now. I continue to kiss yours stomach, then slowly I fall below and below... Then we are engaged Love... After that we together with you have breakfast, we joke, we laugh. Then I see off you on work. When you will leave, I shall engage work on t facilities. In the evening, when you will come, I shall cover a table with home meal. We let's have supper at candles, it is romantic and gently to talk. After supper you will include music and will invite me on dance, we shall dance and to kiss each other, you slowly will begin to remove from me a dress, I shall be to remove your shirt, we shall undress, each other and we shall dance absolutely naked. Then we shall go to a bed and we shall engage love. Such at me of imagination, I very much would want, that each day at us there was such. And if you on long leave, during your absence I shall try to prepare to you a surprise to please you, and to wait that you too will have for me surprise. Well on it I finish the letter. Thank for your care and understanding. Only present what still some time, and we can embrace each other, kiss the friend the friend to whisper pleasant words. At me all hope only on you, do not do me unfortunate. Love Tatiana.

Letter 17

Gerald, My Love!!! 500 euros will be enough and it much, but I shall not spend the remained money and I shall return it to you when I shall arrive. Concerning a living wage - to me spoke, that it is not necessary for me. I hope and I trust, that it is the checked up information. My dear, now the most important for me, is to receive your help, to reserve the air ticket and to receive the visa. I think that we shall not have necessity for a living wage and I think all will be good. I am glad that my representation was pleasant to you. I ask have no some tear as I too start to cry when I represent these disturbing minutes of a meeting when I represent how to me has carried that I have met you that we have grown fond each other and soon we shall together! My love, thanks you for everything, I never shall betray your feelings, I promise you! I crave passion for you, I yearn for true romance. Knowing love and deeply waiting to be happy,The opportunity to create an atmosphere of love around a man who can sense and respond to being supported in life's endeavor, I am a strong woman, I cannot imagine anything greater than being the author the representative of the purest form of love for the man of my life I have dreamt it and imagined it Gerald Honey and when we shall meet for the first time I will be entranced at you and my heart will be filled with delight and I will hold you in my arms and look into your eyes and kiss you like you have never been kissed before just like the first time and it will be a kiss that we will always remember for the rest of are lives and of course honey I will have roses for you but you know that already don't you ,We shall begin this journey of life together as one. With all my love Tatiana.