Letter(s) to Ed (USA)

Letter 1

We have about a month on communications, and I believe that my life has improved since then. Each of my day is filled with joy and happiness. I do all the same thing every day, but now all things have meaning for me. All that seemed boring, now has a great meaning. I want you to know that the whole reason - YOU! In my life, it occurs to me the first time, I even sometimes began to sing in the shower. I want to say thank you for it and I hope that we will have something more in the future. I still dream of our phone conversations and I hope that we will soon be able to have a wonderful conversation.
Yesterday I allowed myself to dream about our first date and now I want to tell you about it. I want us to have a walk in the beautiful autumn park or garden. I want to go through the autumn leaves, collect it and throw our hands in the air like fireworks.
We could walk for several hours, holding each other's hands and enjoy our fellowship and beauty of nature. I love romance!
We need to say many words to each other and we say these words, when the first time we see our eyes. When we become cold, we go to the cafe and will continue our conversation over a cup of coffee. I hope that you will be very attentive and polite, because I love men in caring, kindness and attention to me. I hope you like my dream of a first date. I am asking you to dream about it with me, because it will inspire me while I'm away from USA in Madrid. All is good with me, I enjoy my life now! What do you expect from your life? What are your plans for the future do you have? Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
I hope that next to me! *) Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Annie Walker
USA, Glendale

Letter 2

I am sorry that my answer made you wait again. I feel like I'm forcing you to live in expectation of my letters and you are nervous because of it. You are probably not happy that you started writing to me?(just kidding) I hope not, because I really want to meet you in person. I am grateful for the patience that you show to me, I thank you for the emotions that you gave me! Because of your attention to me, I feel that my life is filled with happiness every day! Now I know why I chose you. I chose you because you are understanding, caring, generous, you know how to give a girl everything she wants! You give me a lot of emotion and I know now that online communication can also have strong feelings for the man. You gave me hope that we can find a loved one, even when a lot of time to work.
I thought for a long time and now I want you to open my secret. I think I love you now! I could not decide for a long time to tell you about it, but now I decided to do it. I want to talk about you all people, who are near me. I like to tell my colleagues about you! All my colleagues are very happy for me becausethey see the happiness on my face. I think about you every day, I find it hard to work when I think about you. Every time, when my phone ring, I think that is calling you and I are disappointed when i'm realize that this is a call from a client company where I work. But I continue to dream that we will soon hear the voice of each other every day and our happiness will not be boundaries. I hope that our sincere feelings for each other, because I now realize that I love you, and almost ready to build with you a happy future.
I hope that you too are experiencing the same feelings for me, because I do not want my heart was broken. I know that you are sincere people and do not let your babe suffer.
Now I want more for us to continue our relationship. Do you share my feelings?
I want to please you! My boss finally let me go home, my work is in Madrid now complete. Today I finished all my business here and has put my work phone number to the boss, from this day, we can not talk through it. I hope that you'll have a little patience, soon I will be returning to the U.S.. I will return the United States January 2, 2012, because I decided to celebrate New Year in Poland, along with my grandmother, who I have not seen for many years. Would be great if I could see my father as well, but I think that our meeting will not take place, because I have not heard anything from him for many years. I will fly tomorrow to Poland after the New Year we will meet in the U.S.. I'll give you my personal phone number and then we will be able to phone and arrange everything. I'll write you a letter when the arrive in Poland. I ask you, have a little patience and we will build our future together. I am very pleased that after a few days I will be going back to my house because I was very tired and very much want to meet you! I ask you to wait for my return from Poland. I'll write you tomorrow when I get to my grandmother in Poland!
Now we can start dreaming about our meeting with a new hope! I am very pleased that my work here is end, and soon we will meet!
Please answer me as soon as possible my love! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.......

Annie Walker
USA, Glendale

P.S. this poem for us my love...

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

Letter 3

My love!!!I apologize for being unable to write to you yesterday. I promised that I would write to you on January 1 and will inform you about the details of my flight in the U.S., so you can meet me at the airport. I have for you is bad news, but I beg you not to worry, I am confident that everything can be solved. I'm still in Poland and now I am writing to you from the hospital.
I know that you worry about me now, but I could not write to you because I know that you will worry if I did not write it.
Now I'll tell you everything that happened to me on December 31, when I was returning from the shops. I visited the shop all day to buy stuff to celebrate the New Year. When I got home, I felt a whack on my feet. I fell on the road and lost consciousness, I regained consciousness, here in the hospital. The doctor told me that I had an accident. Drunk driver knocked me when I crossed the road, maybe I did not see the car, which hit me because I was in my mind. I remember that I thought of you, on our first meeting and that after the New Year I'll be back home. That's how I celebrated the New Year. It's very sad, but nothing is no longer done, it has already happened. But that's not all bad news.
The most terrible thing is that when I was taken to the hospital, I did not have any documents with me. Apparently, when I was hit by a car, someone stole my bag, which had all my documents. There was my ID, visa, passport, tickets to return to the U.S., my insurance, credit cards and many other documents. This is very scary to be without documents in a foreign country, and doubly terrible to get to the hospital without insurance in a foreign country. At the hospital, I had help. The accident was not terrible and I only have minor damage and a slight concussion. Now I have to solve many problems before I can return to the United States.
I got into a very difficult situation, I have no money to pay for my treatment at the hospital and my return to the U.S. without my documents I can not pay for it myself. I have money in my bank account in the U.S., but I can not get money in Poland, because I do not have credit cards and my ID. Now I'm in despair! I'll be a few days rest in the hospital, and then I was advised to contact the U.S. Embassy here in Poland. I was told that the embassy could help with the return home, they will pay for my trip to the U.S., but they will not be able to help pay for my treatment at the hospital, so I'll try to find a way to pay for it yourself. I am now very upset because all worried about me, you, my mother, my grandmother. I'll try to solve this problem as soon as possible to return to the United States. I hope that the U.S. government will help me, because if I'm not paid for my treatment here, I was not let out of the country back to my house. My insurance company says it will compensate for my medication only when I'm back in the U.S. - it means that I should pay myself for my treatment of the Polish hospital and when I get home, the insurance company will pay me all the costs. Now I'm really scared, because here I have no support, only my grandmother, but it is difficult to even visit me in hospital. My grandmother is very old and her difficulty walking. I beg you not to get upset because of what happened to me, I am confident that we can solve it. Now I must get better first. While I do not know how much money the hospital will ask for the case, I hope that it will not be a lot of money. I'm sorry that I went to Poland and did not return home! Even when I go back to the U.S. I will have many problems to restore my lost documents.
I hope you celebrated New Year without incident. I hope you had fun and you were thinking about me. I ask you to support me now, because you have a lot of value to me and I very strongly love you. I will keep you informed about everything that you do not worry about me. Tomorrow I'll talk to someone from the U.S. Embassy and then to inform you about everything. Now I want to wish you a good mood. I ask that you wait for me and do not betray me, I really want to have a happy future together. I will wait your letter with impatience, and I will write you again tomorrow night.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Your forever, Annie Walker!!!

Letter 4

Hi my only love!!! Here in Poland late in the evening, I again asked for a computer to write you a new message. I have a lot of news today!
First I want to say that I'm good and I already recovering. All of my bruises and abrasions heal quickly. My doctor said that soon I will be absolutely healthy. I get a good grooming in the hospital, I was glad of it. Two nurses always listen to my requests and execute them. I am glad that you do not see me now, because you would not love me if you saw what I state. There are a few scratches on my face, but they soon healed. Do you still love me? You do not give up on me? I hope that you wait for me and supporting me.
Unfortunately I do not have good news here, except that I'll soon be discharged from the hospital. Today I had a conversation with my insurance company and the U.S. Embassy. U.S. Embassy told me that they will help me to leave Poland and return to the U.S., but they are not able to help me with the payment of health insurance. I'm glad that one of my problems solved, and as soon as I'll deal with payment for medical treatment, people from the Embassy help me to return to the United States. The very big problem is that the insurance company can not pay for my treatment in Poland, such a clause does not provide insurance, should I pay for my treatment itself, and when I get back to the U.S. my insurance company pay all my expenses if I give them the appropriate document. Now you know how I'm upset? Lost all my documents and I can not pay for my own treatment. I contacted my mom, she said she does not have that kind of money now, because that was a lot of spending in the Christmas holidays and New Year. My mother is very worried about me and I will try to help as he can. I was not more to go. I will leave the hospital after 3 days. At the hospital they told me that I should pay the hospital $2670 US and they will give me a document confirming that I have no debts in Poland. If I have debts here in Poland, I can not go back to the U.S.. This is a very difficult situation for me, I can not get my own money until you return to the United States. I am ashamed to ask you for help, but you are very close to my man and I want vas asked to help me with this.
My insurance company will return my money when I get back home and I'll return once all the money to you. I promise you that you'll get your money back as soon as I return to the United States. I have money in my bank account and as soon as I recover my documents, I will be able to return your money. I want you to think about it! I would never have asked you for money, if not for this situation. I hope that I can rely on you, I'll be very happy if you help me! You'll save me! Otherwise I would not be able to return to the United States. Do you understand me? If you want to help me and send the money, I'll find a way to transfer money to me here in Poland! Here I have known people who could receive the money and send them to me. If you can not send me $2670 US, then say how much you can send? For me now, any amount of useful, so I can collect all the money as soon as possible.
I really want to go home, because I have not seen more than a month my mother and me for each day of unbearable here. I'm all alone. I miss you, I really want to see you, I love you! I hope that together we will solve this problem and very soon I will be back home. I hope you'll write me some good news in your next letter. If you can not help me, I'll understand it! I lost your phone number along with all my things, so I ask you to write me your phone number so I can call you as soon as I get the chance.
I miss you and love you. The idea that we will soon meet to help me have a good mood here! I want to thank you for your support me, and you're still with me! I am waiting for your letter with impatience. Your princess (still hope) Annie Walker!

Letter 5

Hi my only love!!! Here in Poland late in the evening, I again asked for a computer to write you a new message. I have a lot of news today!
First I want to say that I'm good and I already recovering. All of my bruises and abrasions heal quickly. My doctor said that soon I will be absolutely healthy. I get a good grooming in the hospital, I was glad of it. Two nurses always listen to my requests and execute them. I am glad that you do not see me now, because you would not love me if you saw what I state. There are a few scratches on my face, but they soon healed. Do you still love me? You do not give up on me? I hope that you wait for me and supporting me.
Unfortunately I do not have good news here, except that I'll soon be discharged from the hospital. Today I had a conversation with my insurance company and the U.S. Embassy. U.S. Embassy told me that they will help me to leave Poland and return to the U.S., but they are not able to help me with the payment of health insurance. I'm glad that one of my problems solved, and as soon as I'll deal with payment for medical treatment, people from the Embassy help me to return to the United States. The very big problem is that the insurance company can not pay for my treatment in Poland, such a clause does not provide insurance, should I pay for my treatment itself, and when I get back to the U.S. my insurance company pay all my expenses if I give them the appropriate document. Now you know how I'm upset? Lost all my documents and I can not pay for my own treatment. I contacted my mom, she said she does not have that kind of money now, because that was a lot of spending in the Christmas holidays and New Year. My mother is very worried about me and I will try to help as he can. I was not more to go. I will leave the hospital after 3 days. At the hospital they told me that I should pay the hospital $2670 US and they will give me a document confirming that I have no debts in Poland. If I have debts here in Poland, I can not go back to the U.S.. This is a very difficult situation for me, I can not get my own money until you return to the United States. I am ashamed to ask you for help, but you are very close to my man and I want vas asked to help me with this.
My insurance company will return my money when I get back home and I'll return once all the money to you. I promise you that you'll get your money back as soon as I return to the United States. I have money in my bank account and as soon as I recover my documents, I will be able to return your money. I want you to think about it! I would never have asked you for money, if not for this situation. I hope that I can rely on you, I'll be very happy if you help me! You'll save me! Otherwise I would not be able to return to the United States. Do you understand me? If you want to help me and send the money, I'll find a way to transfer money to me here in Poland! Here I have known people who could receive the money and send them to me. If you can not send me $2670 US, then say how much you can send? For me now, any amount of useful, so I can collect all the money as soon as possible.
I really want to go home, because I have not seen more than a month my mother and me for each day of unbearable here. I'm all alone. I miss you, I really want to see you, I love you! I hope that together we will solve this problem and very soon I will be back home. I hope you'll write me some good news in your next letter. If you can not help me, I'll understand it! I lost your phone number along with all my things, so I ask you to write me your phone number so I can call you as soon as I get the chance.
I miss you and love you. The idea that we will soon meet to help me have a good mood here! I want to thank you for your support me, and you're still with me! I am waiting for your letter with impatience. Your princess (still hope) Annie Walker!